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Goodnight Michael

Every second, every minuite, every hour, every day -
I think of how I love you in every single possible way.

Goodnight Michael - I love you more.
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Michael I love you so much and I can not stop thinking about you!!! You mean so much to me and I wish I can hold you so tight and keep you safe and to take care of you. I wish I can hold your hand through tough times in your life and to remind you that you are loved so much. Michael you will never be alone... never ever... you have my heart and soul. I wish I can kiss your lips and remind you how beautiful you are... I will love you forever and ever and there is nobody that can take your place. I wish I could have been there to take your pain away from you. I love you so much!!! Goodnight my Michael!!!
 
Michael I still find it hard to believe that it has been 7 months since you left us. And I still feel same as I did then. All I could do was just sadly think about you. And how much I miss you still. Sleep really is the only thing that can bring me such great comfort to me anymore. Cause when I am a sleep I am not feeling the pain of missing you. Which is why I am going up to bed right now. Cause sleeping is all that I really want to do anymore. Just to relieve some of this pain of mine. So goodnight and sleep forever well my sweet eternal angel. I eternally love and miss you as always.
 
I Wish You Were Here

I wish you were here
holding me in your arms tonight
Tonight it is raining outside and
my tears keep falling down

I wish you were here
watching me sleep throw night
The shadows on the wall
are growing more and more

I wish you were here
this night feels so endless
Just like the pain inside me
will it ever be relieved?

I wish you were here
I feel so empty without you
watching sunrises again and again
always wishing you were here..
 
Goodnight, sweet heart, I love you more and more each day - I am also missing you more and more each day. I wish you were able to truly read these messages so that you would know how much you are loved and missed.

Loving you for now and all eternity! :heart:
 
I had spent another day of really missing you Michael. Which is why I can't wait to get in to my bed and go to sleep. So I can relieve some of this pain of mine for a little while. So good night and sleep well my dear sweet Michael. I really do L.:heart:.V.E. you more.
 
Dear Michael
I have bought the T.I.I. movie but I will not watch it until I feel a bit stronger to do so. I still feel a bit guilty to watch the movie without your approval, but I long just to see you again and your beautiful smile. I hope you will not be angry with me. I love you so much. Goodnight Michael my king :king: :heart:
 
Longing For You

Deep inside my soul is aching
Longing for your touch
Inside my chest my heart is breaking
I'm missing you so much
You just don't know how much I love you
How much I really care
My feelings are strong and oh so true
This kind of love is rare
A life without you is not complete
I'm so empty inside
I long for the day we will be together
And no longer have to hide
 
Michael, my love.. You have to know how ardently the love I have for you burns inside of my heart. I'm crazy about you, and today, I felt so overwhelmed with sadness that my heart is aching so badly. I want so much to be wrapped in your arms and feel your warmth. I'm going to try and get some rest now, but I'll be dreaming of you as always.... I love you, and goodnight. :heart:
 
Dreams

Dreams so easily come
to my mind
Dreams of you I have
So real love so free

Dreams that come and go
Passing in the like the
Ashes in the wind
Night after night
My love for you
In my dreams I give

Dreams come and go
Loving you forever
I give so freely in my
Dreams

Dreams of you
 
Michael, my love, it's been another long, lonely day without you. All day long I've spent time daydreaming about you, and how I wish you were here with me. I love you more than you know, and I'll of course be dreaming of you tonight. Goodnight, my love.
 
Michael I had missed you so much today. As I always do. But my This It dvd that I had pre order came in the mail today. But it is going to be a very long time before I can feel I am able to watch it without crying. It is just so very hard of seeing you during your last days on Earth. Well I am going up to bed now. So goodnight and sweet dreams my dear sweet angel. I eternally love you more.
 
Michael I miss you!!!!

I've been holding back my tears for a couple of days now......but I do miss you so much.

Goodnigh, I love you.
 
Yesterday I sat outside looking up at the stars thinking about you. I cried thinking of all the wonderful memories I had when you were here. I still miss you so extremely much Michael. I am starting to cry again thinking about how much I still miss you. I so badly wish you could come back to us. I will always love you forever.
 
I will love you forever. Rest well angel. :angel:please watch over us. We need to feel your loving presence so bad. I got my TII dvd and all I think while I was watching it was that you should be here Michael.
 
Another day I had spent really missing you my love. I miss and love you so extremely much. I am so miserable without you in my life. I so badly wish you could come back to us and your children. Goodnight my dear sweet Michael. I will always forever and a day love you.
 
Michael.. another day has passed. I love you more than yesterday but not as much as tomorrow.. my love for you grows everyday. I listen to your beautiful music sometimes and I just cry my eyes out. Even just looking at a picture of you brings me to tears. Nothing is the same anymore, my heart feels empty and I feel lonely without you. I can't even imagine life without you. I wish you could just come back somehow. Going to try and sleep now. It's hard without you, I miss you every second. Love you always, Goodnight my love x
 
I just wish so hard, so hard I would have the chance to hold you once, Michael and just to hear you say "It's ok, baby, it's ok. I am here. It's over"... How much longer?? I am devasted again, broken to a million pieces, crying like crazy again. The pain again is unberable and I just miss Michael, miss Michael, MISS MICHAL!!!!!

I shouldn't have seen TII again... I shouldn't have. I am totally broken and devasted again. I tried to get the good feeling I had some weeks ago when watching Michael on stage again, but this time I couldn't. I had to stop the movie just to cry and cry. And here I am, crying and devasted and feeling completely lonely and sad.

Will this ever end? Will this ever, EVER END???

that man simply has no idea what he did to us. He nad no idea.
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Oh God, i never come here for i never sleep at night, i guess is a problem.

Is so sad to come in here and read all the messages, i came here once, BUT its also beautiful to know how much he is loved, how he earned all this love. Im sure he feels all these messages, all so beatifully written, how proud he must feel wherever he is to know he is so loved and remembered.

I love you Michael, always did, always will, wish you were with us, even though is impossible, but i guess you now know us, you wanted to be loved and now you know it with CERTAINTY :cry: I LOVE YOU, with ALL MY HEART, I miss you
 
I miss him more now than I ever did before. I just feel so extremely lost and empty without him in my life now. I was even up the entire night just crying and really thinking about Michael. I am still in as much pain as I was then when I first heard the horrible news. I just want him back so very badly now. :weeping:
 
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