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Goodnight Michael

Michael I had spent another day in total misery and sadness. Over how much I still really miss you. Which is why I will be going up to bed in a few minutes or so. You know Michael my entire bedroom is a shrine to you. It reminds me of the constant love that I have for you. Which is why I so look forward of going to bed at nights. Because I tend to feel the closest to you when I am in my room. And you know Michael my love that I have for you is forever eternal. So goodnight and sweet eternal dreams my dear sweet angel of L.:heart:.V.E.
 
Dearest Michael
I typed in heaven in google images and this picture came up

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I thought it was magical and beautiful and hope you are in a place like that right now. I miss you more than anything and have been feeling quite depressed lately. When I was at work the other day the song "I want you back" came on and I just about lost it. I just want you back :cry: Everything is so empty without you. At least I can sometimes still see you in my dreams and feel you are near somewhere :cry: For we may be far apart but forever in my heart. I am going to bed to pray for justice for you and that you are ok like I always do.
Goodnight Angel :heart:
 
MJstarlight said:
Dearest Michael
I typed in heaven in google images and this picture came up

HEAVEN1.jpg



I thought it was magical and beautiful and hope you are in a place like that right now. I miss you more than anything and have been feeling quite depressed lately. When I was at work the other day the song "I want you back" came on and I just about lost it. I just want you back :cry: Everything is so empty without you. At least I can sometimes still see you in my dreams and feel you are near somewhere :cry: For we may be far apart but forever in my heart. I am going to bed to pray for justice for you and that you are ok like I always do.
Goodnight Angel :heart:
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That image is so beautiful. :cry: Michael, my world stops turning everytime I think of you, I wish I could stay in that moment forever. How I wish so many things... Coudn't you just come back? I hate how the people around me still go on with their lives when so many of us here are suffering because you're gone. There are so many things I don't understand, and I wish you could make them clear to me. Why the person who took your life is still out there, LIVING? I wish I could learn to forgive this man, Michael, but I can't, you know WE CAN'T. I'll pray for justice too, if that's the only thing we can do now.
 
MJstarlight said:
Dearest Michael
I typed in heaven in google images and this picture came up

HEAVEN1.jpg



I thought it was magical and beautiful and hope you are in a place like that right now. I miss you more than anything and have been feeling quite depressed lately. When I was at work the other day the song "I want you back" came on and I just about lost it. I just want you back :cry: Everything is so empty without you. At least I can sometimes still see you in my dreams and feel you are near somewhere :cry: For we may be far apart but forever in my heart. I am going to bed to pray for justice for you and that you are ok like I always do.
Goodnight Angel :heart:
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That really is a beautiful picture Shayla. And I really do hope our sweet Michael is in a place like that.


Michael I had miss you so extremely much today. I had cried over you so much today. I so badly wish you were here with us. Wish is why I am going up to be now. I just wish I could sleep forever and I can be with you. It just makes me sick to my stomach how they are treating your killer. My sadness and depression has gotten a lot more worst because of it. Especially when I think about how they had treated you back in 2003. I had made myself violently ill because of how they had treated you. Because I was just so upset at that time. Having to relive that horrible nightmare. So goodnight and sweet eternal dreams my dear sweet eternal angel of L.:heart:.V.E. I eternally love and miss you.
 
If...

If every time I dreamed, you were here with me. And every time I cried, because you couldn't see. If every star I count, and every wish I make. And every hour I sleep, and every breath I take. If I could show you love, and know you know I do. Would it ever be enough, even though I will die without you. Cuz every dream I dream, you're here with me. And every tear I cry, I hide so you can't see. That my heart is shattered and I can't breath. That my existence means nothing if you aren't here with me.
 
Today felt like such a long day. All I do is think of you all day long. I could just look ou the window for a second, and then my imagination just takes me to a place where I'm with you. Thoughts like this of you make me smile non-stop, and it really cheers me up. I'd better get ready to go to sleep tonight before it gets too late. Will you meet me in my dreams? I sure hope so, my love. I love you so much, I really do. Goodnight my sweet love.
 
OMG!!!

Thank you for visiting me in my dream last night Michael!!!
You brightened up my day...goodnight and I hope to see u again.
 
MjStarlight..that picture of heaven is really beautiful.. :(
But this is also what comes to my mind every time I look upon the sky

Dancing on the cloud,soaring up so high,watch me now,watch me now,I'm Peter Pan, I can do anything, I soar so high, I am Forever..
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Goodnight Michael, I really miss you. I know you are looking at us from the sky.. :cry:
 
*Billie Jean* said:
If...

If every time I dreamed, you were here with me. And every time I cried, because you couldn't see. If every star I count, and every wish I make. And every hour I sleep, and every breath I take. If I could show you love, and know you know I do. Would it ever be enough, even though I will die without you. Cuz every dream I dream, you're here with me. And every tear I cry, I hide so you can't see. That my heart is shattered and I can't breath. That my existence means nothing if you aren't here with me.
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Billie you made me cry. :cry: Those words are so beautiful but yet so painful. I'm sending you all my strength. :huggy:
Michael, everytime it gets dark I look up into sky to find you. Sometimes I'm so lucky I feel that you're down here with me.
 
Michael I miss you more than words can ever say, or give justice to.:(

You are my inspiration.

Michael you are the first person on my mind when I wake, and the last person on my mind before I sleep. :yes:

I hope to dream of you in between.

Love and miss you more than words can say.
 
Michael I had missed you so much again today. Which is why I can't wait to get in to my bed and just sleep. Its the only comfort that I have anymore. Because I tend to think about you way too much when I am awake. I so wish I could be with you right now. I just really hate living in a world with out you in it. It really is not the same anymore. So goodnight and sweet eternal dreams my dear sweet eternal angel. I forever love and miss you as always.
 
I am nothing

Without you, I am nothing.
I hate to say it, but it's true.
I can't sleep, can't eat, can't bear the pain
I am nothing without you.

The pain is all consuming
Eaten up me night and day,
My heart is hurting constantly,
because the love won't die away.

How can I just get over you,
My love, my friend, my soul.
Without you I am nothing,
For it's you who makes me whole.

I loved you then, I still do now,
and it's a love I won't forget.
And even though it's hurt me so,
It's a love I can't regret.
 
Michael, my love, it's that time again for me to go and get some rest, but as tired as I am, I really could stay up all night. I love you from the bottom of my heart, and I'll never get tired of telling you so. Goodnight, my sweet Angel, I love you always!
 
Going to go to bed early tonight because my body is feeling weak. Just wanted to come to this thread to say dear Michael, I :heart: you so much. I really hope that justice is coming :pray: Goodnight angel
 
Michael, I hope justice will be made today. :angel:
Big hugs to everyone around here. We need to be together now more than ever.
 
Michael, for you i will put my faith in truth, justice and love.
But I really am struggling to be strong.
Please send me strength.
I love you, goodnight angel.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
 
Michael, in your song 'Will You Be There' you asked 'through my trials and tribulations, will you still care, will you be there?' Unequivocally and forever yes Michael I will always be there. I will always be there for you until I take my last breath on this planet and when we shall finally meet. I love you always and forever Michael. I am who I am because of you.

Goodnight my king xxxxx
 
Wishes

Of all the things I've ever wished
There is but one that still remains
To haunt my days and into nights
But one burns still within my heart
And brings the tears of eternal regret.

I wish I could have been the one
To hold you each night in loving arms
And kiss you each morning before the day began.
To hold your hand through trial as well as joy,
Watch each sunset, then count the stars.

I wish I could have been the one
To share your sorrows and heal your heart
Feel it beating next to mine with each caress.
To celebrate with you your successes
And laugh with you at silly things.

I wish I could have been the one
To share your life in all its fullness
With all the love and happiness you deserve,
Be the one to bring you peace
When all around you seemed in disarray.

I wish I could have been the one
To see your face with your newborn child
See the awe and wonder in your eyes
Watch you grow from boy to father
With the grace and kindness of the man you are.

I wish I could been have the one
To whom you spoke softly the promises of love
With shining eyes so full of hope and anticipation
Of a life lived fully in loving togetherness.
Of all the things I've ever wished, I wish it could have been
You and me
 
Goodnight my love. I am so emotionally drained with all that has been going on. I dont know if I will be able to sleep well. But you are in my thoughts. I pray you are happy and in a better place. I love you.

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Oh Michael...this day was soo hard...I was at work and glued to the monitor on news..when I saw injustice's face, I broke down...I started shaking...and crying...couldn't care less about people around..It was too strong... I need sleep now, Michael good night. You know and can feel how much I loved you and will always do. Don't worry, justice on earth doesn't matter. L.O.V.E we are always with you in spirit
 
Michael after what happen today. I really do hope and pray justice will be serve for you my love. Let me tell you Michael it felt like 2003 all over for me again. I didn't think I could handle it. Especially since I made myself so sick over what happen today. Just like in 2003 I had made myself so violently ill over what was going on with you then. I am crying now just by thinking about it. I really don't know how much more I can take of this constant horrible hell Michael. I just so very badly want to be with you right now. Michael I know how you feel about people wanting to take their own lives. Especially by your fans. But I really wish I did kill myself on that horrible June day when I had heard the worst news of my life. That day I knew my happiness and my life was forever over. But I am not going to kill myself my love. Because I know it will hurt you way too much. And I love you way too much to want to hurt you like that. So I am only staying alive out of the love that I have for you. Even though it is just so very hard to do that at times. I just so badly wish you were still here with us. So we wouldn't be going through this extremely horrible nightmare now. So goodnight my dear sweet eternal angel of L.:heart:.V.E. I forever love and miss you. And Michael I would so love it if you can come visit me tonight in my dreams.
 
Dear Michael, my heart aches most during night time I dont know why.You were not here on earth anymore but to come to sense that you are at better place now the pain in my heart is worth it. .. :cry: :cry: :cry: I love you
 
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