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Goodnight Michael

Shinning Star

You are a like a shinning star waiting to be seen closer
I click you into my dreams like magic
You are the one that open my heart and fill it with love
The love for you will be inside me forever
My heart will always be open for you only
All I hold now is memories from the past
The world seen fill with tears and sorrow
My heart skips a beat cause you are far away
I can't wait to meet you up in Heaven
Cause you are like a shinning star waiting to be seen closer
 
Michael, I miss you so much. I still get an empty feeling when I wake up, and I know its going to be a bad day. I never thought I'd feel this way. I love and miss you ... You will be in my dreams or at least thoughts as you sing me to sleep. Goodnight my sweet love. Enjoy resting in the comfort and warmth that you've always deserved. I love you more everyday.
 
Im feeling really terrible tonight. Although I realized I havent been well since before June really. Not sick every day, but most days really depressed and physically weak. Feel so disabled. Its all so much emptiness without you here :cry: I am going to say a prayer for your children tonight and that everything goes well tommorow at the Grammys. I know you will be watching from above. Love you dear Michael, goodnight :cry:
 
MJstarlight said:
Im feeling really terrible tonight. Although I realized I havent been well since before June really. Not sick every day, but most days really depressed and physically weak. Feel so disabled. Its all so much emptiness without you here :cry: I am going to say a prayer for your children tonight and that everything goes well tommorow at the Grammys. I know you will be watching from above. Love you dear Michael, goodnight :cry:
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:cry: :hug:
 
There was a full moon last night and all I could think of was you. The moonlight, the crisp night air, it all reminded me of you, and it was very very depressing.

I miss you. It hurts so much, especially days like these, where every little thing can hurt me bad. I really would do anything to bring you back. :weeping:
 
*Billie Jean* said:
There was a full moon last night and all I could think of was you. The moonlight, the crisp night air, it all reminded me of you, and it was very very depressing.

I miss you. It hurts so much, especially days like these, where every little thing can hurt me bad. I really would do anything to bring you back. :weeping:
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The full moon last night reminded me of Michael too. It was so big and bright, I wish Michael could have seen it too. Life is so much harder without him. Hugs, Billie and MJstarlight.
 
Michael I had cried over you at least 10 times today. Cause I just miss you so extremely much. I couldn't even handle watching the Grammys tonight. Because I just couldn't handle seeing another tribute to you. Seeing or hearing about those tributes just makes me miss you even more than I already do. Which is why I can't handle them. I want you back so very badly Michael. So I am going up to bed really soon Michael. So goodnight my sweet eternal angel of L.O.V.E. I love and miss you for all eternity and way beyond that.
 
~~~Dear Michael~~~

Sun is arising as usual,
Moon is dawn as usual,
Stars are sparkling as every night,
People all stepping into the new day,
Everything is on time,
But you're not here to see that,

Missing you so badly :weeping:
 
Goodnight my sweet love. I hope you are well. I miss you so much. Please come back! :weeping: This world just doesnt seem right without you here. I love you so much. I am sending you lots of hugs and kisses, and hope you catch one. Love you more every day..
 
I miss you very much tonight.
It should have been YOUR night with you on stage, just to spread your talent, music and dance. You have left a big hole in our hearts, sure, but you left music without a heart too.

What a wonderful father you have proven to be, Michael. Your kids are your best achievement.

Love you forever more, dear Michael.
 
Michael I had cried over you so much during these past 2 days. I know you wouldn't want me to cry over you so much. But most of the time I just can't help it because I just love and miss you more than words can ever describe. And I think about you and your beautiful children constantly. I know you are so very proud of them. You really were the best father any child could ever have. Which is why I have always consider you as my father. I hope you have sweet pleasant dreams Michael. So goodnight and sleep forever well my Eternal Angel of L.♥.V.E.
 
High...high above the mountains
I lay down on the roof of my castle
Looking at the sky,
thinking it may console me
I found another way to find you...
From heart to heart

While I am counting the stars
Suddenly...the moon raises up
to remind me of you, once again

When I smell the jasmine, I know you are close
But where?
I don't know where...I don't know when
But someday... somewhere... I will find you
 
Michael, I'm at my low point again, that I find it hard to think clearly. Still so shattered, since yesterday afternoon, when I saw the Grammy tribute, seeing and hearing Prince and Paris - my heart's torn in pieces again, with stabbing pain... the reality of June 25th, 2009 overwhelms again, the pain cutting deeper... Oh Michael, I'm defeated again... so much hurting... :weeping:

I miss you so much Michael. I love you, I love you. I love you so much! Forever and always loving you, truly, deeply, madly, endlessly.. Goodnight my sweet and precious Angel.
 
Dear Michael,

It's night time again. I miss you so much everyday it hurts and especially after the Grammy. Now with the remake of We Are the World without you in it just shattered my heart to pieces. I really wish you were still here to remake the song. It would be extra magical with you in it but I know it's not possible anymore. Here again, I wish you sleep in peace and may one day I could you :(
 
I had spent another day of really thinking about and missing you Michael. Which is why I am going up to bed now. So I don't think about you anymore than I already am. So goodnight and sweet dreams my eternal angel of L.O.V.E.
 
Things seem to be moving fast... or slow?
Michael... if you were here... what would we be discussing now? Probably this Friday I would be making my way to London. You would have been there, with your kids, making what you do the best: rocking the world! I would be nervous and excited, and people would be calling me CRAZY FOOL to travel this far to see you, so I would have simply keep to myself.

ahhh... memories of better days... of better hopes... while now, we wait for a man to be taken to court.

Patience. I need that so much now.
Death teaches us to be patient, that's what Claudia says... will I see you again?

I am so, so tired.... so tired and heartbroken.

I miss Michael so much.
 
~~~Since You Left~~~

Since you left, I've not smiled.
That thing that I am known for, has disappeared.
Since you left, I've not eaten.
That thing that I've always enjoyed
Now sticks to my mouth and is hard to swallow.
Since you left, I've not laughed.
That thing that was once so spontaneous and natural
Seems an impossible task now.
Since you left, I've had no conversation.
That thing that was constantly flowing, has stopped.
Since you left, I've not sung a note.
That thing that I had to do whenever I heard your voice, is silenced.

Since you left, I have learned about grief,
That all consuming emotion, until now, foreign to me.
Since you left, I have learned about heartache,
That the heart actually does, really, ache.
Since you left, I have learned despair,
That I can't believe this is real, but it is.
Since you left, I have learned about tears,
That they flow freely, and for much longer than I thought.

I love you Michael, and I will, always love you.
 
I guess I should try and get some sleep. I haven't been sleeping well these past seven months, but I'm glad that the sleep I do manage to get is filled with your gorgeous image. I thank you so much for staying with me. I know you're not really gone because I see and feel you all around me each and every day. I'm sure you can hear me when I talk to you and I'm sure you can read this too! So, I want to say - Michael... I love you so much and I will continue to tell you that everyday of my life. I also want to say that I'm sorry for crying. I know you'd want me to smile though my heart is aching but I miss you so much! :weeping: Goodnight my lovely one, I love you and I'll see you in my dreams.
 
Hey, Billie - I just wanna make you smile a little bit. Maybe it helps you - don´t know.
I also had a very bad day yesterday - but then I´ve managed it to listen to the album "This Is It". I thought that I would burst into tears again - but I was wrong. I really felt better. Sure, I was upset - but I felt better when I´ve listened to those amazing songs.

Just after the CD was finished I turned on the TV - for relax my mind a little bit. So, I zapped through the channels to find something good. - And what did I find????

A music sender which just played "Scream". I couldn´t believe my ears and eyes!!!! They haven´t played any video of Michael Jackson since a very long time.

And I could really feel Michael´s presence. Like he wanted to comfort me - and to tell me that he was alright. Does that sound weird??? Am I going crazy???
 
whosbad said:
Hey, Billie - I just wanna make you smile a little bit. Maybe it helps you - don´t know.
I also had a very bad day yesterday - but then I´ve managed it to listen to the album "This Is It". I thought that I would burst into tears again - but I was wrong. I really felt better. Sure, I was upset - but I felt better when I´ve listened to those amazing songs.

Just after the CD was finished I turned on the TV - for relax my mind a little bit. So, I zapped through the channels to find something good. - And what did I find????

A music sender which just played "Scream". I couldn´t believe my ears and eyes!!!! They haven´t played any video of Michael Jackson since a very long time.

And I could really feel Michael´s presence. Like he wanted to comfort me - and to tell me that he was alright. Does that sound weird??? Am I going crazy???
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Thanks sweetheart. I know this is so hard. I pray today is a better day for you. You are not crazy. It's amazing how he has time to make the people who want to feel something, feel him. Thats wonderful. He's always with us. Always.... You know, I talk to Michael every night when I look up at the stars. I talk to him and ask him questions and he answers back. And I write to him every night and I will continue to do so. I don't mind if people can read my feelings and emotions and words to him because that is okay. I feel like I have to let him know because I know he loves us and he always will. Michael is an angel and I love that I have the spiritual connection with him. It is a beautiful thing.

Much love to you. :hug:
 
Goodnight my love... I'm not feeling well, so I'm going to make this a bit short. My head is really messed up today, but hopefully you'll visit me in my dreams and tomorrow will be better. Please give me the strength I need right now, I feel like I'm drowning in my confusion and pain. I love you my angel, always.
 
Michael.. you might already know this, but today was not a good day for me at all and now I don't feel well- it's even worse than last night. (I'm just hurting in general and feel slightly like I could be sick- unfortunately you probably experienced this feeling too much during your time here among us.) It's difficult, but I'll really try to remember how happy you are now that you're in heaven surrounded by nothing but the love and affection you'd always craved so badly. For some reason it always helps me feel a bit better to keep in mind that you're safe and content and will never feel any fear or pain again. It would be really sweet if you could be with me in some way tonight (if nothing else your music is always here), but if you're sleepy and would rather just rest, that's fine too. I'm going to make an attempt to go to sleep now. Have a wonderful night, my love. I miss you and love you so much.
 
Michael I had spent another day of really missing and really thinking about you. Which is why I am going up to bed now. Sleep is the only thing that can give me any peace anymore. I just wish I could sleep forever. I just hate it when I am awake. Because I just tend to think about you too much. And when I do I just start crying all over again. I really can't help it Michael. I just love you so very much. So goodnight and sweet dreams my dear sweet eternal angel of L.O.V.E.
 
Dreams

Dreaming about you and me,
Waking up and knowing it'll never be.
You are always in my dreams,
I don't know why, or what it means.
My dreams are filled with thoughts of you,
Us together, someday two.
 
Goodnight my sweet Angel. L.O.V.E. you always and forever! May you be in my dreams tonight and always! Wishing you nothing but peace and happiness - you so deserve that! Be with God & may God Bless you and keep you safe! That is my prayer for you tonight. Sleep tight love. I love you and miss you so much.
 
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