Dearest Michael, I will never say goodnight. I could not bring myself to live my life without you in it, in some way, shape, or form. Without your smile, my days are empty. Without your laughter, nothing but dead silence hangs over me like a dark shadow. Without your love, I may as well be dead, for my heart feels nothing if you're not filling it with love.
Before I came to know you, I was empty. A heart in its wintertime, living dry days, caring for nothing at all. Yet something within you moved me to such a degree that I awakened from my frigid slumber and saw, for the very first time, the true beauty which daily surrounds us all in our circular sphere, the backdrop to our human theatre. The most beautiful thing I have seen in my life is your face, full of goodness and radiating brilliance, smiling at me from a picture--so distant yet somehow so very close.
This is the very reason I shall never be able to let go--you are the sun in my life. I wish not to return to the darkness ever again, nor to the rain of sorrows which manifests itself whenever you are gone. No, I'll never let you part, so long as you are in my heart. Our bond is eternal, incomprehensible, and beautiful like the universe. I feel you, I see you, I love you every day of my life, with all the passion in my being.
My beloved Michael--I will never say goodnight, for when you are here, there is no such thing as night.
