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Goodnight Michael

Michael sweetheart I was just doing some star gazing not that long ago. And stars were just as bright and as beautiful as they were the last time I saw them. You really do know how much I love astronomy. And you made them that bright and beautiful for me didn't you? Thank you if you really did. You know Michael every single time I look at the stars I can't help but think about you. Even long before you were forever taken away from us. Which is one of the reasons why astronomy is such a huge passion of mine. But right now I need to start going up to bed real soon. So sleep can bring me the comfort that I really need once again. Though I really do wish I could go to sleep for eternity so I can be with you. So goodnight and sweet eternal dreams my dear sweet eternal angel of L.O.V.E. I will always forever love and miss you until the end of eternity and way beyond that.
 
It is you...

It is you who keeps me awake all night
It is you who had to struggle and fight
It is you who doesn't let me sleep
It is you whom I loved so truly and deep
It is you whom I miss each day
It is you for whom I did pray
It is you for whom I do cry
It is you for whom I would die
It is you who had to leave
It is you who doesn't let me breathe
It is you whom I wanted so much
It is you who were allowed me to hug and touch
It is you whom I still need
It is you whom I wanted to meet
It is you who couldn't stay
It is you whose life faded away
 
Michael, my love, I miss you so much, and I love you more than you'll know. It's hard not to have those feeling of sadness for you Michael. I do try to be strong and to think of the good times, but even though so, I still miss you. I know you don't want to see us hurting. I really wish you were here. Goodnight Michael, my endless love. :heart:
 
Goodnight Michael :heart: :sleeping:

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Love you...

Words are not enough but I really miss you darling and I love you very deeply.

Your true love is running right through my body and soul.
Every breath I take is only you.

You have embedded yourself in me and your love is so strong that it is going through all my arteries and veins in my body.

Missing you all day and all night and every moment of my life...

I love you!
 
I guess I better try to go to sleep now, Michael. I've got a potentially really scary and generally bad day ahead of me tomorrow, but whenever I think of you and your music it brings me a bit of hope. Goodnight, my love. Have a wonderful night filled with sweet dreams of everything that brings you joy and comfort. I love you, sweetheart.
 
I miss you so much Michael! :cry: Im going to go lay in my bed and contemplate things for a while. Its hard being here without you. It feels like another dimension and I dont like it at all :no: I just want you back :cry: I hope you will visit me in my dreams :cry: Goodnight dear Michael. Goodnight MJJC

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Good Night Michael...maybe you will come to me in my dreams....I miss you everyday...I love you Michael..Sweet Dreams Angel.
 
I refuse to say goodbye to you just yet....I cannot ..not until..you get the justice you deserve....I love you Michael....Good Night Love...:kiss:
 
Goodnight my angel. I've done my usual ritual of listening to You Are My Life before turning in for the night. I love that song... I sing it to you and mean every word. A part of me is asking why do I have to love you so much because it brings me so much pain knowing I can never meet you and tell you and hold you, but the other part of me is saying that if I didn't love you then my heart and soul would be empty. So, Michael, as much as I hate the pain, I accept it because the love I have for you I wouldn't give up for anything... well, other than having you back here with me. You will always be with me angel. I know. Please know that I love you with every beat of my heart. Sweet dreams my lovely one.
 
Good night friend, teacher, and angel!!!

I'm missing you as the days go by and I will continue to do so, I'll always luv you.
 
Michael I had miss you so extremely much today. It seems like the more I miss you is the more that I want to be with you. My depression and sadness is just so really bad anymore. The only thing that I really look forward too anymore is going to sleep. Sleeping is all that I want to do anymore. I just wish I could do that forever. So I could be with you forever. Which is why I am going up to bed in a few minutes or so. So sleep can bring me the comfort that I so desperately need anymore. So goodnight and sweet eternal dreams my dearest angel of L.O.V.E. I eternally love and miss you.
 
Dream

The sky was clear the moon shone bright,
as we walked together that very first night,
you took my hand, are fingers entwined long forgotten thoughts
entered my mind,
it was as if all my life I had waited for this
destiny arranging true heavenly bliss.
My soul was soaring to heights that were new the world disappeared,
there was just us two.
We lingered a while, two hearts beating as one,
your lips brushed mine and then you were gone.
I awoke from the dream in the morning light.
Yet, somehow I knew I was with you last night.
 
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Oh Michael, my love, how I wish I could be where you are right now. For you to hold me and then I could tell you how much I love you. My heart is overflowing with such ardent love for you, Michael. I want you here with me so much it hurts. I need you. I love you. I'll love you forever and way past that my love for you is deep and true. And for as long as I live I want no one but you! I will be yours always. You will have my love for eternity. I'm going to get rest now, but I'll dream of you tonight, my love. I love you, and goodnight!
 
Feeling so ill and I cant sleep.
Just wanted to say thank you for everything you have given me in my life so far.
I love you Michael.
Goodnight Angel.
xxx
 
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Oh Michael, my love, how I wish I could be where you are right now. For you to hold me and then I could tell you how much I love you. My heart is overflowing with such ardent love for you, Michael. I want you here with me so much it hurts. I need you. I love you. I'll love you forever and way past that my love for you is deep and true. And for as long as I live I want no one but you! I will be yours always. You will have my love for eternity. I'm going to get rest now, but I'll dream of you tonight, my love. I love you, and goodnight!
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Aww, Billie Jeeean...you say so many things I can't express by words but are hidden deep in my heart. Sometimes its so hard, all I can express in words is "I Miss you, Michael".:no:
I don't feel alone in my grief when I read what other are saying is what I feel too.

People say it gets better over time but its just getting worst for me.

Wow...I really miss him.
 
Lost Without You

Where are you, my love?
My face is sober now...
I forget to smile
And in the corners of my eyes
sparkle the tears
I'm missing you...
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Your absence is like a hemlock
A slow poison
to my bleeding heart
Killing me softly
Taking my sanity away
I'm losing hope...
You took my heart with you
Leaving me alone...unsettled
confused...
Sadness envelops my heart
And the sun won't even shine
Leaving me in total darkness
Unguided...
I'm lost without you...
My life is meaningless now
And this world is a hellish place to live
My soul and my flesh are getting weak
So goodnight...
I wanna rest with the angels
If only you were around...
I wanna see you in my dream...somehow
And I will keep dreaming of you
The reason why I still strive to breathe
It's because I wanna rest my soul with you
Forever...
 
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MJJ7777 said:
Aww, Billie Jeeean...you say so many things I can't express by words but are hidden deep in my heart. Sometimes its so hard, all I can express in words is "I Miss you, Michael".:no:
I don't feel alone in my grief when I read what other are saying is what I feel too.

People say it gets better over time but its just getting worst for me.

Wow...I really miss him.
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Aww :hug: I know how you feel. As time goes on, it just gets harder and harder to accept what has happened. It's still so hard to believe. The pain for me is still extremely raw, I am still finding it very hard to get used to the fact that he is gone! I've been crying continuously in that last few months, many people seem to have moved on I haven't! I miss him so much and the pain is just like it was on June 25th. :weeping:
 
My sweet love, you know that I miss you like crazy, but I was really missing you today. Sometimes it seems so hard to focus on things when feelings of sadness overwhelm me. You mean so much to me, and I really just want you here. Well, my love, I kinda feel at a loss for words tonight, but I'm going to go to bed and get some rest, and I hope to dream of you all through the night! I love you always and forever! Goodnight, my love!!
 
If Only

If only you could feel the breeze caressing your face,
and know it is me, far away, touching you with loving care.

If only you could hear the voices,
and know it is me whispering words I ache to speak.

If only you could feel a tickle brush your lips,
and know it is me sending a kiss with love.

If only you could feel the warmth of an embrace
and know it is me holding you in lonely arms.

If only you could feel a presence surrounding you,
and know it is me forever there in my thoughts.

If only you could feel the depths of my passion,
and know it is me with visions of us.
 
Michael, I finally worked up some courage to watch your This Is It dvd. I was scared because I was so hurt the first time I saw it at the movies. I was still hurt watching it today. Honestly, it makes me uncomfortable to hear the words "This Is It." I don't want to hear that, Michael! I don't want to feel like it's the end. I don't even like to think that way. I miss you so much, you have no idea how much I am hurting for you, even as I type this message. The more I think of it, the more I become so overwhelmed with grief. :weeping:

I could sit here all night and just pour my heart out to you, but I know I need to try and get some rest before it gets really late. I love you Michael, always and forever. I really hope you know that truly mean that. Goodnight, my sweet love.
 
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