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Goodnight Michael

*Billie Jean* said:
Aww :hug: I know how you feel. As time goes on, it just gets harder and harder to accept what has happened. It's still so hard to believe. The pain for me is still extremely raw, I am still finding it very hard to get used to the fact that he is gone! I've been crying continuously in that last few months, many people seem to have moved on I haven't! I miss him so much and the pain is just like it was on June 25th. :weeping:
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I havent moved on either!:(

Hugs to you BJ :better:

Night sweet Mike. I love u more than words could ever give justice to.

You were and are such a beacon of light............love u more.......goodnight.:wub::wub::wub::wub::wub::wub::wub::wub::wub::wub::wub:
 
Michael once again I had spent another day of really missing you. Which is how I have always been spending my days. Ever since that horrible day when you forever left us. I just so badly wish you could forever come back to us and to your children. We just love and miss you more than words could ever say. So goodnight and sweet eternal dreams my dear sweet angel L.O.V.E.
 
My darkest night

When you left my day turned into the darkest night
Without you nothing ever again will feel right
At night I have trouble sleeping, twisting and turning
lost in a grief that is so profound and deep burning
a hole right through the heart you once treasured
Now left alone in infinite agony that cannot be measured
How can I pick up the pieces and go on living,
with a heart so badly broken and tired of aching?
I know that in time I will find the strength to carry on
I am just waiting to hit rock bottom and let it sink in...you are really gone
 
Michael, my love, I thought of you non-stop today, and all I seem to do is think of being in your strong arms, wrapped around me with love. I so badly wish you were here. Michael, you are, without a doubt, the man of my dreams, and I love you so much! I'm headed to bed now, my love, but I wish you a goodnight, and I'll be thinking of you. I love you, always and forever!
 
Goodnight Angel

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Michael sweetheart I had spent another miserable day of really missing you. Especially tonight when I was looking at the stars and the moon. And as usual they were just as bright and as beautiful as they were the last time I had saw them. But I really couldn't enjoy looking at them as I always did before. Because they tend to make me think about you way too much. And I was really crying when I was looking at them the first time tonight. Cause of how much they had reminded me of you. Especially the moon and the star Polaris. I just love and miss you more than words could ever say. But I just wish even more you would come back to us. My life really isn't the same anymore without you in it to make me happy. And I so badly want to be happy again. And I really do know that you want me to be happy. But my happiness really did forever died with you on that horrible day. And if I do feel any sort of happiness it is only very, very short lived. Maybe just a couple or a few minutes or so. Until I am back to feeling sad, miserable, sick, and depressed again. And it really doesn't matter to me anymore my love. Since I have gotten very used to feeling this way now. Which is why I am going up to bed real soon. So sleep can once again bring me the much needed comfort that I need anymore. So goodnight and sweet eternal dreams my dear sweet angel of eternal L.O.V.E. I eternally forever love and miss you so extremely much.
 
You Are

You are a part of every thought,
On my mind when I'm awake.

You are a part of every inhale and exhale,
Of the breath that I take.

You are a part of every sigh,
From my lips that does escape.

You are a part of every shiver,
That runs through my body when I shake.

And you are a part of every beat,
In which my heart does make.
 
Michael, I love you and I miss you terribly. I'm feeling very melancholy tonight. My heart is full of pain, my tears roll down my cheeks because I love you so much. I've been sick and I somehow was grateful that it would distract me a bit from grieving. It only made it worse. I can't stop thinking about you, despite the headache and fever. I miss you more and more everyday. I need you, my love. Please come back to me - I'm dying without you. :weeping:

I really hope to dream of you and me together tonight. Goodnight, my love, I love you truly, madly and deeply. Always, and forever.......
 
Michael sweetheart I had spent another miserable day of really missing you really terribly. Especially tonight where I had just thought about you constantly. And it really can't be helped. Which is why I am going up to bed in a good half hour or so. I am really getting tired right now. So goodnight and eternal dre my dear sweet eternal angel of L.♥.V.E. I eternally love and miss you more than words could ever describe.
 
You

I sit in my room,
my head on my pillow,
my eyes are closed,
I am thinking of someone,
I think of their smile,
I think of their laugh,
and I hear their voice in my head,
it's the voice that sends shivers down my spine,
it's the voice of the person I hold so dear to my heart,
the person that makes me happy,
the person that I will love forever,
that person is you.
 
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Michael, my love, I thought of you all day today! Remember how I told you that everything seems to remind me of you? Well, it's still so true!! It seems something I hear or see or read everyday reminds me of you, my love. I know I will never, ever forget you, or leave you behind. You'll always be in my mind and in my heart! I love you with all my soul, and I wish I was in your loving arms. You are absolutely beautiful to me, and I'm so in love with you. I feel you are the only man that my heart beats for. I love you always and forever Michael, and that love will never fade. Goodnight, my sweet sweet love!
 
I miss you, miss you, miss you, really miss you much.
This morning wanted to hard to bring sadness to my heart, but I refused.
But now, I feel empty and lonely again. I miss Michael so much. I am so angry with me, for wasting my time in silly games instead of giving more time to him, more time of quality to Michael, for all the time of love he gave us. I feel bad, terribly bad and guilty. I miss you, Michael. Whish I could go back to the day you turned 30 and I was that little girl and you were young and free and healthy and full of life. I miss you, miss you, miss you!!!

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Michael sweetheart my day today was the same as it has always been. Ever since that really horrible day when you forever left us. All I really do anymore is just spend my days and nights just really thinking about you. Which makes me want to be you so very badly anymore. My life is really isn't the same without you in it. But I have gotten quite used to always constantly feeling sad, miserable, sick, tired, and depressed anymore. Especially knowing that I have actually forgotten what it is like to be geniunely happy again. So goodnight and sweet eternal dreams my dear sweet eternal angel of L.O.V.E. I eternally love and miss you.
 
Fantasy

Falling asleep for a moment
Your name forms upon my lips
Traveling the distance between us
Heart beat is racing and skips

Standing beside you, face to face
A mountain of words I didn't mean to say
Builds and crumbles into confessions
I can no longer hide in my chest or delay

Revealing my love for you makes me smile
This innocent feeling is painted white
Your eyes confirm what I already knew
Being with you just seems to be right

Reaching out, falling into your arms
The air is getting tighter, I'm breathless
Unveiling ornaments of secret desire
Surrendering myself for you to possess

Bodies come together as two candles
Pulling me into a long awaited kiss
Flames unite melting together as one
Flying above reaching heavenly bliss

Overcome by fatigue, drifting away
Your arms wrap around me as I sleep
Waking in bed aware of my dream
Inspired to reveal the secret I keep
 
Michael, today felt like such a long day, and each day is never the same without you. Michael, I know it seems like every night I tell you the same old things, but I guess it's because I don't always know what to say, since at times I feel empty inside. Times like this I just say what first comes to mind, which usually how much I love you. Michael, you mean the world to me. I wish you a very goodnight, and I hope you'll be with me in my dreams. Goodnight, my love. Please take all my kisses with you. I love you always and forever!!!
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I love you, Michael. I just wanted to thank you for all the happiness that you bring me everyday through your music. You're my true inspiration, always. Sweet dreams, my angel.
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It's the end of another day,
a day of mixed emotions and reflection,
my love for you will never wain,
it will always survive time's inspection.

Goodnight Michael. I love you more :cry:
 
I Long To Know

I long to know what it feels like to be loved by you
I long to know what the taste of your kiss is like
I long to know how warm your arms are when you embrace
I long to know everything about you from childhood memories up to right now
I long to know what a future with you would be like
I long to know what our children would be like
But most of all I long to know how I would feel when I died and went to Heaven when you said you loved me too!


 
Michael my dear sweet forever eternal love. I had spent another horrible day of really missing you. And I tomorrow is just going to be the same as it was today. I so badly wish I could slip in to sweet comforting eternal sleep. So I no longer have to feel the horrible pain again of me missing you so extremely much. I am going up to bed now my love. So goodnight and sweet eternal dreams Michael. I really truly do love and miss you with all of my heart and soul. I so very much wish you could come back to us. Just to take away our pain of missing you. :cry: :boohoo:
 
Michael, my love, it hurts so bad knowing that you are not here. I still can't believe it. But I'm also thankful that you created such wonderful music for us. It will last many lifetimes. Endless and forever. It will be my comfort when I feel like I'm suffocating from grief, when I feel alone and lonely. When I can not control the tears because I miss you so much. I love to hear you sing. I love to hear you speak....your voice... I hear it when there's nothing on. I am grateful to have known you. And guess what? There's more than enough room for you in my heart. Goodnight, my sweet love. I will always love you, forever. Aishiteru.
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Goodnight to my greatest love. Goodnight to the sun, Goodnight to the moon, Goodnight to the stars. Goodnight till eternity. Forever l.o.v.e to the earth

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I dreamt of you last night, my love, as I do very often, it's the most beautiful feeling experience because I feel so close to you for real, I feel like you are really with me, your soul joins with mine to create a beautiful connection in my dreams. You truly are in my heart and that will never change. I still cry everyday, though I am happy in a way that you escaped the hurt of the world. One day I will join you to make my dreams come true. I love you more than words can express. And I miss you more than is humanly possible.
 
I miss you so badly tonight.
But I'll be strong, for you.
No matter how much it hurts, aches,
no matter how many tears fall.
I shall try to be strong,
even when I feel like I could break into a million pieces.
I pray that L.O.V.E. concers all,
Because that is the only thing that will get me through this.
Goodnight Michael. I love you.
xxx
 
My dear sweet beloved Michael. I just can't believe that at 6:30 tonight it had marked the 8 month anniversary of when I had heard the horrible news about you. And these past months have been almost a complete blur to me. But the one that I do know is that I miss and love you more now than I did then. The same thing goes for that huge part of me that forever went with you. On that very horrible day in June. I had wanted to die so badly that day when I had heard the news. And I just so very badly wish that it was me instead of you that had died. I still do tend to wish that now my love. And I really can't help it either. In about 30 minutes from now I am going up to bed. I am just really, really tired right now. But you know I am going up to bed right now. Cause of just how tired I am now. So goodnight and eternal sweet dreams Michael. I forever eternal L.O.V.E. you more and more. With each and every single passing day.
 
You're the best, thank you Michael....for the past few days, I've known you were with me. Thank you for showing me, reminding me in your beautiful, subtle ways. Hearing your voice, that beautiful, clear, pure and striking sound....thank you. You do so much for me, thank you for your love. I miss you, but only when I forget how close you are. My heart aches right now, because I'm still confused, and I won't ever get over not seeing you physically. I'll keep holding on until we meet...I love you, forever.. :heart:
 
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