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Goodnight Michael

An Echo of Love

Walking in a forest of emptiness
reaching for leaves nonexistent
branching out to another realm
as time goes slowly by...

clouds rumble soft
lightning strikes near
the wind blowing turbulence
your heartbeat the only sound I hear,

echoes in the dark
faintly making sense
a wolf howling in the night
warning me of his presence

the sun rising on the horizon
is the light from your eyes
slowly leading me out
from this forest of emptiness
 
Michael, my love. I'm so tired right now. I just realized that I was slowly falling asleep, and I noticed I was saying "I love you Michael." I do love you Michael, so very much, and I miss you so much it hurts, especially since everything reminds me of you. Unfortunately, my love, I have to go to bed now, because I have to get up really early. Goodnight, my sweet sweet love. And please know how much I love you....
 
*Billie Jean* said:
An Echo of Love

Walking in a forest of emptiness
reaching for leaves nonexistent
branching out to another realm
as time goes slowly by...

clouds rumble soft
lightning strikes near
the wind blowing turbulence
your heartbeat the only sound I hear,

echoes in the dark
faintly making sense
a wolf howling in the night
warning me of his presence

the sun rising on the horizon
is the light from your eyes
slowly leading me out
from this forest of emptiness
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I cry every single time I read your poems. They are just so beautifuly written. Words from the heart, from the pain, from the suffering. :cry: This week it's being horrible, I'm missing Michael too much these days, I don't know why it is. Is it because I've watched TII again? Is it because it's getting close to one year without him? I just don't know anymore... I just don't understand why this suffering just doesn't blow away forever.
Billie, lots of hugs and strength. I really mean it. :huggy:
 
Michael I had miss you so extremely much today as I always do. But tonight I just cried over you so much. Because I just can't believe how much I still miss you. Even after these horrible months. You really are all that I think about anymore. Which is why I am going up to bed very soon. So I can get some comforting sleep. So goodnight and sweet eternal dreams my dear sweet eternal L.O.V.E. I will always forever love you more and more with each and every single passing day. Until the end of eternity.
 
Tin Angel said:
I cry every single time I read your poems. They are just so beautifuly written. Words from the heart, from the pain, from the suffering. :cry: This week it's being horrible, I'm missing Michael too much these days, I don't know why it is. Is it because I've watched TII again? Is it because it's getting close to one year without him? I just don't know anymore... I just don't understand why this suffering just doesn't blow away forever.
Billie, lots of hugs and strength. I really mean it. :huggy:
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Thank you, it really means a lot to me. :huggy: I know how you feel, Blanca. It's very hard and difficult for me too. I feel that I lost my soulmate on that horrible June day. Life will never be the same for me again. They say loosing your first love is the hardest, and for me I've never loved anyone like I loved Michael. He was the first and only person I've ever felt love for and it's beyond hard to let him go. The love of my life left me that day and took my heart with him. I wake up everyday, with him on my mind. Tears flow and my heart aches, each day. I'll miss him for the rest of my days. :weeping:
 
Kiss Away the Distance, Tonight.

Lips thirsty for your sensual embrace,
furnish this tender soul with romance.
Trace each crevice smoothly, delicately.

Kiss away the distance between us,
let it evaporate, to bring us closer,
fill this empty gap with your presence.

Drift gracefully into my welcoming arms,
let's feel the reality behind our dreams,
providing comfort to one another forever.

Thoughts of you will continue to flow,
vivid love through these eyes will show,
a beating heart whole within my chest.

Knots will unravel, problems resolve,
conflicts subside, pain no longer felt.
Happiness to see eachother will result.

Eagerly awaiting your adorable face,
a smile so beautiful, a heart so kind.
Kiss away the distance between, tonight.
 
Michael, my love, my heart's really hurting and I can't stop crying. I'm having a bit of trouble breathing right now and my chest hurts ... oh Michael! :weeping: I wish you were here, my love. I really miss you, and sometimes it's really hard to keep fighting back the tears that I cry for you, Michael. I don't mean to sound so sad when trying to tell you goodnight, but that's how I'm feeling right now. Goodnight my love.
 
Michael as usual I had spent another day of really missing you. Which is why I am going up to bed now. I just wish I could sleep forever. So I can finally be with you. Where I want to be so very badly. So goodnight and sweet eternal dreams my dear sweet angel of L.O.V.E. I eternally L.O.V.E. you more.
 
I Can Still Feel You

Everytime I close my eyes
You're there in front of me
When I think about my life,
You're all I'll ever need.

When I lye awake in bed
Wishing you were there,
You're in my heart and in my soul,
You're always everywhere.

But my arms feel so empty
I need you by my side,
And though you're gone so far away
These feelings I won't hide.

You're my one true love in life
Whatever you must do,
I'll dream about you in my arms
Now and always - I can still feel you.
 
Michael my love, it's time for me to say goodnight, so close your eyes and snuggle up tight, I'm wishing you sweet dreams tonight.

I miss you and I love you more and more, I'll love you forever, and forever I am yours.
 
Oh Michael...

Everday just keeps on getting worst. All I can do is pray for your family in these dark times, especially Katherine and the children.
I know you wouldn't be happy with all of these happenings but evildoers didn't rest the day that you did...they persist even stronger than before and now we don't have you with us Michael to offer your beautiful words of comfort.

Even though things weren't always daisies and sunshine when you were here, they were bearable.
Now that you're gone, I just don't know. I feel so frightened.

You really were my security Blanket.

I miss you so much. Wish you were here. :(
 
MJJ7777 said:
Even though things weren't always daisies and sunshine when you were here, they were bearable.
Now that you're gone, I just don't know. I feel so frightened.

You really were my security Blanket.

I miss you so much. Wish you were here. :(
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Ooohhhh... now I know how you feel.
I hear you loud and clear :hug:
 
Michael once again I had spent another horrible day of really crying over you. And missing you horribly. And I really can't help it either. Not when my depression and sadness has gotten a lot worst. And because of it my insomnia is back now. And it is all because I miss you so much now. And knowing what you were doing last year at this time. I was just so happy for you when you made that announcement. And I just so badly wish I could go back to those happy days again Michael. It just makes me all the more sadder knowing that kind of happiness I had for you. Is forever gone from me. So goodnight my dear sweet eternal L.O.V.E. and I really do hope you have nothing but sweet eternal dreams Michael. And I will always keep loving you more and more with each and every single passing day. Until the end of time and eternity.
 
Michael we all love you and miss you beyond words. There is a great sense of pain as a unit we are all feeling in missing you. I hope that you will have a concert for us in heaven one day. :cry: I will pray for you every single day until then.

Goodnight my angel. I love you more
 
I love Michael and I know in my heart he is just sleeping, waiting for His call to wake up. HE will call... they will wake up to a better, safer and healthier world. I want so much to be there, when planet Earth will be again "gentle and blue".

I miss Michael.
Miss him sooo much!
 
Michael...............

When your eyes closed and all knowledge became revealed to you
Did you see my Face?

When your soul twirled out of your body like a genie and the essence of life passed away
Did you see hear my cry?

When the pain gradually ebbed away from your Soul and a great love merged with your being
Did you know my name?

When your Soul wafted towards the throne of Grace and our Saviour took you into warm embrace
Did you hear me call?
When you came into your rest and the peace of God that passes all understanding filled your Soul

You read my heart...........
 
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This time last year I decided, reluctantly, to not travel to the O2 for the announcement because I thought I might not make it, might not get to see you because of all the people. The uncertainty of it all and the fact that my mother was encouraging me to stay home and watch the announcemnets on the TV led to me not being there in person. I hate that decision. I remember my mum saying, 'why go now just for the announcement, you probably won't make it there, and if you do you might not even see him, so just watch it on TV. You're going to see him in concert in a few months anyway!' And, the lazy and unbelieving part of my brain said 'yeah, you're right. Im going to see him in concert! So no need to be hasty. Lets just enjoy the full view on TV, which I wont get if I go to London.'

Damn me for believing that. Damn me for thinking I would get another chance to see you. Damn me for screwing up the one and only opportunity to be in your presence, to show my love and support. :angry:

My heart flew with invisible wings when I heard you exuberantly declare "See You In July!" :weeping: :weeping: :weeping:
 
Michael Jackson Moonwalk said:
Damn me for believing that. Damn me for thinking I would get another chance to see you. Damn me for screwing up the one and only opportunity to be in your presence, to show my love and support. :angry:

My heart flew with invisible wings when I heard you exuberantly declare "See You In July!" :weeping: :weeping: :weeping:
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awwwwww :cry:
If we knew then... what we know now....
I didn't have any chance to go to announcement, but I was that sure that even if I didn't got the tickets in March, I will get at least one for February. I was so, so sure!!! And then... a mess

:cry:
 
Michael I had missed you so much today. As I always do every single day since that horrible day in June. But I had seem to miss you even more tonight my dear sweet L.O.V.E. So I did cheer myself up a bit by ordering 2 more black t-shirts of you. But I still do miss you so extremely much. So goodnight and sweet eternal dreams my angel of L.O.V.E. As always I L.O.V.E. you more.
 
Michael its not getting any easier just when I think I might have it conquered a little bit I let down the wall and BAM there it is the heavy reality that you're not with us anymore .....I miss you so much Michael I never truly thought that when you left us part of me would be gone but now theres a huge gaping aching hole ....truly part of my childhood left with you and I feel empty soo soo empty and alone in my grief for you here at home no one will understand and I'm tired of trying to put it into words ..I don't have the words
I think I'll go now and let you lull me to sleep ..

I Love You Michael ...eternally ..:angel:
 
Michael my dear sweet eternal L.O.V.E. I sure did miss you today. As I always do of course. Which is why I am going up to bed now. Goodnight and sweet eternal dreams my angel of L.O.V.E. I will always forever and a day L.O.V.E. you more and more until the end of time and eternity.
 
Today I have seen love and generousity in action.
We can't do great things, but we still can make a change, in our OWN small way!
Michael... aaawww, Michael
 
Goodnight angel. I love you for all eternity :heart:

love MJstarlight
 
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