Did MJ Find Love In The Dark (continued)

Asedora;3000529 said:
This is my PERSONAL belive and do not push anybody to believe what I think and do not belive in hell period. I hope it is clear now. Yes, yes, yes, I do believe in reincarnation cos it makes a lot of sense but it does not mean that do not try to do my best TODAY. And I do believe that God is LOVE but not an evil person who wants his children to go to hell. I am not going to change my own beleve system I was working on for 20 years long reading each religios/historical book I ever seen. Please, keep it in mind.
Thank you.

PS And I edited my previous post in order to keep it without an argument.

No fare that you edited, now if anyone reads what I said to you it wont make any sense and I will sound crazy:)

Can you explain to me what you mean when you say that you do "believe God is LOVE but not an evil person who wants his children to go to hell?"

I am perplexed on this.

The bible says that "hell was created for the devil and his angels" but that it has enlarged itself. Why? To hold a greater occupancy of people wanting to follow the devil.

Satan is known as the great deceiver and we also know he can appear as an angel of light. When we read how he tempted Jesus on Mount Olives we see he is also familiar with scripture, but remember he is a deceiver.

Jesus said I am the way, the truth and the life - no one comes to the Father but by me.

We know but of two ways if we believe scripture- to follow Jesus or satan which leads to life or death, heaven or hell.

What is deception, I am going to look up the dictionary term real quick:

–noun
1. the act of deceiving; the state of being deceived.
2. something that deceives or is intended to deceive; fraud; artifice.

—Synonyms
2. trick, stratagem, ruse, wile, hoax, imposture

The terms listed above- Satan is great at.

Some people want to create their own way and not go God's way and to each their own. Satan tried to do things his way and he was cast out of heaven and the cause of hell.

Does it make God evil for creating reprecussion for sin? God doesn't want mankind to go to hell but He did give us free will, so now it's our choice ever since Jesus died on the cross. I hope you don't blame God for those who deny the gift of Christ thinking they can create something better. I think it was God who created the universe and am certain none who reside on this planet earth could do better.

He created Michael Jackson! How awesome is that?

I'm not trying to change you- only God can do that but he gave you free will.

I think it's great that you study! Twenty years is great!

Are you famiar with the Holy Spirit?

Lashi, 8701 summed it up pretty well- love conquers all.

Thanks for posting more videos Sdeidjs! I will watch them later/

Peace!!!
 
Are you famiar with the Holy Spirit?

Do you want me to make to feel down? It is bad idea and wasting of time. Yes, I am familiar with Holy Spirit concept maybe more than most folks because I was baptized in Orthodox Church. And if you know anything about Orthodox Christianity and philosophical aspects developed in Orthodox Christianity including Orthodox dogma, you should be aware that Holy Spirit and Holy Trinity are parts of this concept since the beginning of Christianity. If you wish to continue an argument, I am not going to do it here. We had another thread on this board you can express yourself and what do you think about religion. I just want to say: what is available for some ppl is not available for others. This thread btw is not about religion.

Have a nice day
 
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Asedora, I am just going to share with you what I feel the Lord has been showing me about you, and that is...

He is wooing you to Him. He is showing you more and more of His love. I can tell from the things you post. And like it is said above, Love conquers all. If at this point in your studying, "a hell" does not make sense to you, but God loving you does, then move forward in God with that. And if there is ever anything in the Bible that does not make sense to you (for as you know, "hell" is mentioned in the Bible), then ask God to make His meaning of it understandable to you, and in time, He will. I do all the time; we all do...the Bible is not always immediately clear in what it is telling us. But if it is in the Bible, there is some reason for it, and He is the one who can in His way and timing show you. Just ask.

But you know God is Love and He loves you. That.Is.Wonderful!

Again, discussion on the things of the Lord and faith will come up in this thread because of who MJ was and his perspective...it had everything to do with God. That would include his love for his LITD girl.

Remember, recently I cautioned for us all in here to not let any one post, or a particular individual's opinion offend us.




~ btw, just to start trouble, for I live for that (just kidding!) I do not believe all you need is LOVE to break a curse and other demonic influences...and I have scripture to back it up along with my own personal experiences.
 
~ btw, just to start trouble, for I live for that (just kidding!) I do not believe all you need is LOVE to break a curse and other demonic influences...and I have scripture to back it up along with my own personal experiences.

Ohhhh, a wise guy, eh? Why I oughtta ... (Just funnin' ya! You and I both know how MJ loved his Three Stooges!:lol: )

Actually, I know exactly what you're talking about since I have my own Scriptural Curses/Demon/Spiritual Warfare Ammo Power Pack and I aim it regularly at that ol' scoundrel devil ... in rat-a-tat-tat fashion!:western:('Cause MP means business! I just tell him, "I think what we have heeya is failiah to communicate!")
 
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Asedora, I am just going to share with you what I feel the Lord has been showing me about you, and that is...

He is wooing you to Him. He is showing you more and more of His love. I can tell from the things you post. And like it is said above, Love conquers all. If at this point in your studying, "a hell" does not make sense to you, but God loving you does, then move forward in God with that. And if there is ever anything in the Bible that does not make sense to you (for as you know, "hell" is mentioned in the Bible), then ask God to make His meaning of it understandable to you, and in time, He will. I do all the time; we all do...the Bible is not always immediately clear in what it is telling us. But if it is in the Bible, there is some reason for it, and He is the one who can in His way and timing show you. Just ask.

But you know God is Love and He loves you. That.Is.Wonderful!

Again, discussion on the things of the Lord and faith will come up in this thread because of who MJ was and his perspective...it had everything to do with God. That would include his love for his LITD girl.

Remember, recently I cautioned for us all in here to not let any one post, or a particular individual's opinion offend us.




~ btw, just to start trouble, for I live for that (just kidding!) I do not believe all you need is LOVE to break a curse and other demonic influences...and I have scripture to back it up along with my own personal experiences.

Lashi :huggy:
 
Something MOST Enlightening happened to me today...

It "touched" me so deeply, and for whatever reason (s) that I cannot explain (so please do not ask) this experience prompted me to create THIS Reflection Of Thought~~~

"I never quite figured out WHY YOU always treated/acted the way YOU do/did throughout the years..."UNTIL" today...

Whether or not YOU ever "took the time" to realize this or not...I have been there done that where YOU are currently in life..!

Therefore...

"People that LIVE in glass bubble (s) should "NEVER" throw stones. No matter how hard YOU "THINK" YOU work, how much YOU "THINK" YOU "PAY" to society, how much money YOU earn, how many material possessions YOU accumulated by marriage, and or inheritance etc. etc. etc.

One (s) should "NEVER" prejudge or judge another, nor "EVER" forget where one comes from; because one day, it could be taken ALL away from YOU in an instant...

Money is NOT everything...Love, Health, Knowledge, and the Pursuit of Happiness IS..!"

(c) 2010

God Bless

L.O.V.E Always

:angel:
 
Focusing on the Subject of Interest...The Inception of this thread;

Here's a "definite" favorite for all the "L.O.V.E.R.S" of the World~~~





On that note..."It's ALL About The L.O.V.E..!~~~"




It truly IS A "Wonderful" Life"..!~~~ "THINK" ABOUT IT..!~~~

God Bless

L.O.V.E Always

:angel:

Dedicated to Mr.Michael Jackson and His~~~

"The Journal Of Reflections Of Thought..."TRUTH" OF JUSTICE NOTHING IS BLACK OR WHITE...Psalm 37~~~" (c) 1995






Psalm 37~~~

L.O.V.E Always

:angel:

?"Whatever happens to "US" in the past will "forever" change the future..!"~~~

Author Unknown Paraphrased by Susie Deeds


God Bless

L.O.V.E Always~~~

:angel:
 
sdeidjs, I see you are continuing to ignore all requests to stop double/triple posting in this thread.. You have shown that you do know how to multi quote and edit a posts and yet you still continue to break one of Gaz's board rules. I ask, Yet again. Please do not do this. Thank you. :)

Posts merged.
 
sdeidjs,
I see you are continuing to ignore all requests to stop double/triple posting in this thread..
You have shown that you do know how to multi quote and edit a posts and yet you still continue to break one of Gaz's board rules. I ask, Yet again. Please do not do this. Thank you. :)

Posts merged.

I am not double posting on purpose...Susie can be a technological duppa head sometimes...

Again Please forgive me..!

As Always

:angel:
 
Sdeidjs said:
I am not double posting on purpose...Susie can be a technological duppa head sometimes...


Susie, I come in here And see this....

Time and time again I do not understand your behavior.

It is impossible for someone to accidently double post WHEN the content in each post is different from the others. Why are you openly lying to Lorraine?

It is possible for the server to act up and we discover that a duplicate post of the one we meant to post has happened. The content in both are exactly the same. When that happens, a conscientious member simply deletes the duplicated content out of one of their posts and adds "accidental double post" to it, and then hits the report button explaining to staff what happened and asks for the post to please be removed. This keeps the threads tidy.

I didn't see the posts here in question this morning, but if Lorraine, a senior staff member, had to "edit in" the content of your other posts into one, than that tells me the content in each of your posts were different from the others...they had a unique thought or theme you wanted to discuss/post. Right?

Please do not lie to a staff member about this. Why you would is beyond me.

And if I am seeing this incorrectly, please tell me. I just want to understand you behavior, for I do not.
 
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Oh, We have a thanks button in here now. :)

Susie, I can't understand either that you don't realise that you are doing it. :scratch: But ok.. Apology accepted, Again.... But PLEASE don't keep doing it. :praying lol
 
Wow! If others had difficulty taking The Love in The Dark thread seriously before, how much more of a problem will they have with it... now that the thread is in a forum called, Shoo-be-doo-be-doo-da-day!

I ask you that!!! :lol:
 
Susie, I come in here And see this....

Time and time again I do not understand your behavior.

It is impossible for someone to accidently double post WHEN the content in each post is different from the others. Why are you openly lying to Lorraine?

It is possible for the server to act up and we discover that a duplicate post of the one we meant to post has happened. The content in both are exactly the same. When that happens, a conscientious member simply deletes the duplicated content out of one of their posts and adds "accidental double post" to it, and then hits the report button explaining to staff what happened and asks for the post to please be removed. This keeps the threads tidy.

I didn't see the posts here in question this morning, but if Lorraine, a senior staff member, had to "edit in" the content of your other posts into one, than that tells me the content in each of your posts were different from the others...they had a unique thought or theme you wanted to discuss/post. Right?

Please do not lie to a staff member about this.
Why you would is beyond me.

And if I am seeing this incorrectly, please tell me. I just want to understand you behavior, for I do not.

Being an Undergraduate Law Student my schedule tends to get quite hectic with studying, assignments, working, advocating, philanthropy, and The Journal of Reflection of Thoughts TRUTH OF JUSTICE NOTHING IS BLACK OR WHITE - Part 2 (c) 2009

I truly have absolutely NO reason to lie...

Therefore;

"Please do not judge a man/woman until YOU have walked two moccasins in his/her shoes~~~"

Mr. Michael Jackson Paraphrased by Susie


On that note: The key to proper technological protocol = Pay closer attention to the details.


As Always

:angel:
 
Being an Undergraduate Law Student my schedule tends to get quite hectic with studying, assignments, working, advocating, philanthropy, and The Journal of Reflection of Thoughts TRUTH OF JUSTICE NOTHING IS BLACK OR WHITE - Part 2 (c) 2009

I truly have absolutely NO reason to lie...

Therefore;

"Please do not judge a man/woman until YOU have walked two moccasins in his/her shoes~~~"

Mr. Michael Jackson Paraphrased by Susie


On that note: The key to proper technological protocol = Pay closer attention to the details.


As Always

:angel:

I am so glad to hear that you have no reason to lie. That is a very good thing. :)

And, yes, I will judge people's "behavior," with no apologies, and I don't care what Michael Jackson said. He doesn't dictate to me.

If I do judge someone's behavior, it is always with the intent to understand also what may be behind the behavior, and with that understanding often comes softness and compassion. So I seek to understand why a person is doing what they are doing; and I may ask them why. I have asked you why more than once in here. Yet, to be honest, none of your responses have been very satisfying. I never learn the why behind your behavior, so I can then know how to pray and help. I'm left being confused. That's never a good sign. But I'll keep tryin' with ya.

I'm also curious about this, and I will humbly admit that because it's been so long ago since I was in college and got my B.A. degree, that things may have very much changed. But back then, when I knew fellow undergraduate students who were hoping to get into law school, there was no "undergraduate law" degree they could pursue. They were left to seek a major that might be compatible with law, like political science, or maybe, history. Once they got a B.A.(Bachelors of Arts) or B.S.(Bachelors of Science) in something else, they then went on to be accepted into a law school and began to pursue a degree in law. Even a friend of mine who wished to work with lawyers and became a paralegal, she got her degree in history.

So what I am trying to understand, because you are way across the country from me, in Ohio, so it may be different, or times have changed, and so now and there for you in Ohio, universities do offer a B.A. degree in law?

To be honest I am just admittedly ignorant on this sort of thing these days for I am very removed, so I am asking for clarity.
 
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Okay,

What the heck is going on in here?

I think the devil has come through to stir up chaos, reek havock and take Michael's name away out of this discussion topic.

By the way, who came up with Shoo-be-doo-be-doo-da-day for the name change? It stinks! Furthermore some people may think certain threads no longer exist since the title Michaelmania has been abolished. Who can we talk to, to get that reserected?

Lashi, Your posts are usually like an angel's but it seems your posts to Sdeidjs go a long ways back with frustration and is lacking love. Please be kind. We never know what another person is going through emotionally, physically, spiritually or pretty much anything unless they tell us and they would like still leave more than half of it out.

Your heart comes through your words so well and it seems to have heardened a bit behind her double posting whether intentional or accidental. Don't let it change who you are.

Sdeidjs, Come on lady we LOVE your posts! Don't get the moderators all huffed up about double posting they may restrict you like they did me when I first came here and that would suck. I wonder how many posts people have totally missed since they did not show up for a day later and during the time other messages had come through all grouped in there. Everyone needs to reread the entire thread to see what they missed:)

Seriously though Sdeidjs, my heart aches for you a bit on the way people responded and I'm hoping you're not feeling bad nor am I blaming you or them 'cause it seems there is some past frictions going on but can we all think of Michael and overcome it? Sdeidjs can you try a little harder and think of multi posting as a way of attacking Michael since he was all about the peace and by failing to keep your word it kind of helps to stir up even more chaos? Please don't be offended! I love your posts and would hate to have to wait for them.

Asedora, Wow girl you were hot with me! I didn't even know how to respond to the things you wrote without coming across wrong so I just prayed and decided to give it some time before I responded. Listen, I don't know what religion you are so I was never trying to convert you to anything, besides you said you believed in Jesus. As for believing in hell we each have a choice on that I was sharing my thoughts.

I drove through the desert once and my tank was pretty high so when I saw a gas station I thought I should just wait until the one after that before fueling up. Something inside me started to move me to go ahead and get gas then. I pondered the thought and inquired why should I - I have plenty of gas I can wait a while but that nagging inside me said do it. For safety sake I obeyed that voice inside of me and pulled over and filled my tank then continued driving. Before I saw another open gas station my car was near empty and in the red zone. Had I not listened I didn't have phone reception so I couldn't call anyone to help me. I was driving at night so who knows how safe I would be if I flagged someone down if anyyone did pass by while I was stranded and who knows if they would have stopped. I'm not trying to convince you of anything so please don't get angry or offended. I am only sharing what life and the Holy Spirit has taught me. When God speaks listen and it's better to be an over precautious safe person than a stranded soul in distress.

God bless you guys and those who pray please pray for peace even in here!
 
Lashi;3002697 said:
I am so glad to hear that you have no reason to lie. That is a very good thing. :)

And, yes, I will judge people's "behavior," with no apologies, and I don't care what Michael Jackson said. He doesn't dictate to me.

If I do judge someone's behavior, it is always with the intent to understand also what may be behind the behavior, and with that understanding often comes softness and compassion. So I seek to understand why a person is doing what they are doing; and I may ask them why. I have asked you why more than once in here. Yet, to be honest, none of your responses have been very satisfying. I never learn the why behind your behavior, so I can then know how to pray and help. I'm left being confused. That's never a good sign. But I'll keep tryin' with ya.

I'm also curious about this, and I will humbly admit that because it's been so long ago since I was in college and got my B.A. degree, that things may have very much changed. But back then, when I knew fellow undergraduate students who were hoping to get into law school, there was no "undergraduate law" degree they could pursue. They were left to seek a major that might be compatible with law, like political science, or maybe, history. Once they got a B.A. or B.S. in something else, they then went on to be accepted into a law school and began to pursue a degree in law. Even a friend of mine who wished to work with lawyers and became a paralegal, she got her degree in history.

So what I am trying to understand, because you are way across the country from me, in Ohio, so it may be different, or times have changed, and so now and there for you in Ohio, universities do offer a B.A. degree in law?

To be honest I am just admittedly ignorant on this sort of thing these days for I am very removed, so I am asking for clarity.

My Goodness Gracious, Mr.Michael Jackson does not dictate to anyone;

Knowledge IS Growth...therefore...I am just the messenger..!

Susie pretty much in a nut shell

EXPERIENCE

Secretary/Legal Assistant/Paralegal 2006- Current
Capitol International Productions, Inc./Tevis Entertainment, Inc.

• Process and execute standard and customized legal contracts, addendums, and special provisions for advancement of national and local entertainers in theatres, auditoriums, colleges, and festivals.

•Assist national entertainment agents with venue specifications including but not limited to contractual obligations, promotional material, ticket sales and Certificate’s of Authorities.

•Track, collect, and process deposits; reconcile past dues.

•Utilize multi-phone lines, Microsoft Word, Excel, Windows Explorer, Outlook, Sale Logix, Novegin, Lexis Nexis, Adobe, and the Internet.

Office/Receptionist 2006-2008
Ryan Homes

•Supported ten administrators with general office duties, data entry of properties, building/engineering plans, accounting, promotional materials, employee activities, inventory of office supplies, catering for administrative and employee meetings.

•Utilized MS word and excel to prepare monthly reports for the Vice President, managerial divisions, and office managers.

Manager 1993 – 2005
O’Hara’s Pub & Grille

•Administered daily operations of fast-paced restaurant/catering establishment.

•Maintained high quality customer service; assumed inventory responsibilities including contact, negotiation, and purchase of restaurant/beverage supplies.

•Assisted owner, president, vice president, and the head chef with general, seasonal catering menus.

•Processed payroll for thirty employees; completed accounts payable, accounts receivable entries.

•Created and implemented newspaper, radio, television advertisements; marketed establishment through door-to-door sale calls at local businesses, homes and to the general public.

•Coordinated catering and assisted on and off site customers with reservations, pricing, menu selections, design set-up, and invoicing.

EDUCATION

University of Akron 2005 - Current
Major: Law/Political Science/Public Relations

Cuyahoga Community College 1993
General Education

Medina County Career Center 1980
Business/Management

CERTIFCATIONS

American Red Cross: CPR/AED,ADULT/CHILD PLUS CPR – INFANT 2009-2010

Managing Cosmetologist 1980

AFFILIATIONS

The University of Akron Chapter of 2010
The National Society of Leadership and Success, Sigma Alpha Pi

President, The University of Akron/Legal Studies Association 2006-2008

Award for Excellence, The University of Akron 2006-2007
Paralegal Studies Department

Bring on Brunswick Committee, 2003-2005
Brunswick Area Chamber of Commerce

1987 - Present

Save the Children, World Vision, Voice of Martyrs, Special Olympics, Unicef, Children International, Clinton Foundation,Wheelchair Foundation, Center For Disease Control, US Environmental Protection Agency, US Government, Home Land Security, U.S. State Department,No Limits.org, Library Of Congress/Law Library.


ACCOMPLISHMENTS:

United States Patent – Inventor

The Journal of Relfections of Thought Nothing IS Black or White Part 1© 1995
The Journal of Reflections of Thought Nothing IS Black or White Part 2 @ 2009
Get The Scoop Michael Jackson Board Game

As Always

:angel:
 
Sdeidjs said:
University of Akron 2005 - Current
Major: Law/Political Science/Public Relations

Well, only this was needed to answer my question, but the way you went about answering me will lead into what I will post about in a minute.

But now, let me say, hey, I guess then, one can major in law at some schools nowadays. That's new for me. Political Science, of course, makes sense, and I had mentioned it, and Public Relations would also make good sense to major in if going into law. So thank you for the info.

I know of a few in my past who had double majors; one girl chose PoliSci and Art. o_O. She loved them both, so good for her! But it is rare for someone to have a triple major, and this seems to be what you are saying you are doing, yes? That will involve a lot of units and willl mean it will take you longer to get your degree, but it will look good on your application to Law School if you pull it off.


Now what I want to talk with you about.

Susie, you NEVER need to defend your worth or value to anyone! But what I have observed from the things you have posted, (especially the clue given to me in your recent post where you were venting to some unknown person) that you have had a long life of being put down by others. Many tried to make you feel you had little worth and that you would not amount to anything, and that would create a very deep wound. Very deep.

Sometimes when we are walking around with this kind of wound, it causes us to work really hard to make sure others will see us as being a "somebody." By the way here, in this thread, you have repeatedly pointed others to your project on your website; told us often of your efforts to do your part to heal the world; your successes in your pursuit for a vocation that you feel will make you be able to hold your head high among others, which would be a career in Law; and how you have let us know over and over again how busy you are with your worthwhile pursuit for an education, and therefore, have little time for such petty things that others may spend their time with in here; your past association with your nearest and dearest friend, where you word things in such a way to make us all think you are meaning it to be Michael Jackson;...all this...shows me, Susie, how hard you are trying to impress and make sure others know you have worth.

But Susie, you do not have to try this hard...for God is the one who has given you worth, and He will be the one to show those He desires to how truly valuable you are. And it won't have to be because of what you've done or who you know and what others have favorably said about you. Instead, you can be free to quietly pursue the desires of your own heart that God has placed there and while doing so, others will "see" you. God can do this for you; Michael Jackson cannot.

Now it is wonderful if MJ did tell you those motivating words long ago and they found a special place in you heart. We know from his nephew, Taj, how inspiring MJ can be. He wanted others to acheive and live their dreams. But MJ is just a man. He cannot do for you what God can. He cannot help you know, a knowing deep inside, that you have worth. But God can, and if you let Him, He will begin to heal those wounds from your past that you received from others who acted like they were superior to you, and seemed to enjoy making you feel small. Michael Jackson cannot heal those kinds of wounds in you. You have to look to God.

And God is the one who will show others your worth. God's the one who can tap me on the shoulder and say, "Lashi, have you considered my servant, Susie? Do you see the beautiful heart I am forming in her? Do you see her kindness to those who need a kind word? I am pleased with her, just because of who I have made her to be."

If God can get through to me about you, he can show others; and Susie, He will be your advocate, and you will never have to defend yourself to others or blow your own horn ever again. Trust Him. Live your life to please God, not to please or impress Michael Jackson or anybody else. Just quietly live out your life plan and let God be your defense... let Him be the one to lift you up in front of others. :hug:
 
Well, only this was needed to answer my question, but the way you went about answering me will lead into what I will post about in a minute.

But now, let me say, hey, I guess then, one can major in law at some schools nowadays. That's new for me. Political Science, of course, makes sense, and I had mentioned it, and Public Relations would also make good sense to major in if going into law. So thank you for the info.

I know of a few in my past who had double majors; one girl chose PoliSci and Art. o_O. She loved them both, so good for her! But it is rare for someone to have a triple major, and this seems to be what you are saying you are doing, yes? That will involve a lot of units and willl mean it will take you longer to get your degree, but it will look good on your application to Law School if you pull it off.


Now what I want to talk with you about.

Susie, you NEVER need to defend your worth or value to anyone! But what I have observed from the things you have posted, (especially the clue given to me in your recent post where you were venting to some unknown person) that you have had a long life of being put down by others. Many tried to make you feel you had little worth and that you would not amount to anything, and that would create a very deep wound. Very deep.

Sometimes when we are walking around with this kind of wound, it causes us to work really hard to make sure others will see us as being a "somebody." By the way here, in this thread, you have repeatedly pointed others to your project on your website; told us often of your efforts to do your part to heal the world; your successes in your pursuit for a vocation that you feel will make you be able to hold your head high among others, which would be a career in Law; and how you have let us know over and over again how busy you are with your worthwhile pursuit for an education, and therefore, have little time for such petty things that others may spend their time with in here; your past association with your nearest and dearest friend, where you word things in such a way to make us all think you are meaning it to be Michael Jackson;...all this...shows me, Susie, how hard you are trying to impress and make sure others know you have worth.

But Susie, you do not have to try this hard...for God is the one who has given you worth, and He will be the one to show those He desires to how truly valuable you are. And it won't have to be because of what you've done or who you know and what others have favorably said about you. Instead, you can be free to quietly pursue the desires of your own heart that God has placed there and while doing so, others will "see" you. God can do this for you; Michael Jackson cannot.

Now it is wonderful if MJ did tell you those motivating words long ago and they found a special place in you heart. We know from his nephew, Taj, how inspiring MJ can be. He wanted others to acheive and live their dreams. But MJ is just a man. He cannot do for you what God can. He cannot help you know, a knowing deep inside, that you have worth. But God can, and if you let Him, He will begin to heal those wounds from your past that you received from others who acted like they were superior to you, and seemed to enjoy making you feel small. Michael Jackson cannot heal those kinds of wounds in you. You have to look to God.

And God is the one who will show others your worth. God's the one who can tap me on the shoulder and say, "Lashi, have you considered my servant, Susie? Do you see the beautiful heart I am forming in her? Do you see her kindness to those who need a kind word? I am pleased with her, just because of who I have made her to be."

If God can get through to me about you, he can show others; and Susie, He will be your advocate, and you will never have to defend yourself to others or blow your own horn ever again. Trust Him. Live your life to please God, not to please or impress Michael Jackson or anybody else. Just quietly live out your life plan and let God be your defense... let Him be the one to lift you up in front of others. :hug:

Goodness Gracious Lashi, I have absolutely no clue where you get THAT from...I am Susie JUST Being Susie like I have done for the last 48 years...

Seeing, learning, and hearing about many many things that go on throughout the world makes my heart bleed...whether or NOT that Reflection of Thought was about me or not is truly a moot point..!

However, what IS "very important" to understand...No matter how hard one (s) try...NO ONE can "ever" change the past, H.I.S.t.o.r.y...it IS what it is..!


God Bless

As Always

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I got it from observing and listening with my spiritual ears. Although, some of what I observed, I am sure others have observed as well.

Now if I can just remember what I was going to say about "pain" in response to something Favoritetune had posted, but *sigh* it might be too long now and it has completely faded. I'll try a little later and see if it comes back to me. :)


EDIT: One more thing I want to elaborate on, because there is more to my comment: I don't care what Michael Jackson said; he doesn't dictate to me.

And in this context I was meaning just because MJ may be elevated in some people's estimation, not he, or anyone, just by celebrity, or whatever, is automatically going to give their words any weight for me. No matter who the person is, I will weigh what they say.

That is what I was meaning.

Now if I had met MJ and he and I had a conversation does this mean I would automatically reject any of his advice? No. I have spent quite a bit of effort since coming into the MJ world to ascertain if MJ was a man of quality or not...trying the whole time working through a lot of what the media has said about him, and told me what I was supposed to think about him, etc...you all know what I mean. Now I've come to a place where I do highly regard MJ and see him as a man of high quality. But I don't just listen to any body without weighing their words and checking them against what I believe. And I fully think MJ could have handled that about me, and is the type that would have no problem calling me on things that he would see as being "off" about me. And that wouldn't feel nice probably at the time, maybe, but I would respect that. And I wouldn't hesitate on calling him out on things, too.

So I didn't want to leave it like I have no respect for him or would totally disregard everything he says. That is not the case. But just because he's Michael Jackson doesn't mean I have to agree with everything he says nor would he have probably agreed with everything I say or do. Fair enough. :) We'd be even.

Probably a lot of you feel the same way.

EDIT TWO:

favoritetune said:
Lashi, Your posts are usually like an angel's but it seems your posts to Sdeidjs go a long ways back with frustration and is lacking love. Please be kind. We never know what another person is going through emotionally, physically, spiritually or pretty much anything unless they tell us and they would like still leave more than half of it out.

Your heart comes through your words so well and it seems to have heardened a bit behind her double posting whether intentional or accidental. Don't let it change who you are.

I just saw your response now, I hadn't seen it, and someone mentioned it to me in a PM so I sought it out, hmmm.

Your response is very telling to me. I'm glad for that.

My posts are not like an angel's, for they can't be, I'm an everyday person. And as an everyday person, I will stay consistent...no worry about me changing.

I feel my response posts to Sdeidjs were honest, and with the intent to find out information, to speak truth, and if at all possible, be helpful. She's not at a place to receive. But I had to find out for sure. And my posts were backed with praying.

And since I just got through expressing how I weigh everyone's words, I'm weighing yours now. And if you are a new member, how would you know if I have had a long term frustration with Sdeidjs' posts? Have you been a member here before as someone else? If so, that already puts me on my guard. What are you up to Favoritetune? I'm feeling guile...but for what purpose?

Yes, God's enemy is doing some work in here, but it did not originate with me. Maybe you don't understand what's going on behind the scenes. But I am familiar with the feeling of this type of warfare. Unfortunately, very familiar. I'm gettin' my armor on.
 
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"how would you know if I have had a long term frustration with Sdeidjs' posts?"

Susie, I come in here And see this....

Time and time again I do not understand your behavior.

It is impossible for someone to accidently double post WHEN the content in each post is different from the others.
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Ouch!
 
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"how would you know if I have had a long term frustration with Sdeidjs' posts?"
Lashi said:
Susie, I come in here And see this....

Time and time again I do not understand your behavior.

It is impossible for someone to accidently double post WHEN the content in each post is different from the others.


Ouch!

Ouch? What part is "ouch"?

Time and time again I do not understand her behavior, that is the absolute honest truth. I would not have said that if I didn't think Susie would be able to understand what I meant. It wasn't to be insulting, but to yet again give her the opportunity to explain her behavior in an honest and clear, not in a cryptic, way.

Frustration isn't the word, but an observation and feeling that something is not quite right, which causes the confusion and the several attempts to try to understand and give the benefit of the doubt.

But I will allow what you've quoted to support the possibility of how you concluded this has been going on for awhile...for this confusion with quite a few of Susie's posts has been going on for a long while. True.

But I don't think your perspective is the same as mine on this. I am coming from a different place. We will have to agree to disagree. How does that sound? :)
 
Cool.

Hey in the song I can't let her get away at the very end is he saying remember we gotta be at the very, very end or am I hearing things?
 
Cool.

Hey in the song I can't let her get away at the very end is he saying remember we gotta be at the very, very end or am I hearing things?

Well, let me just make my way over to YouTube where I hear everything so very clearly. :smilerolleyes: Are you meaning after the ending three words where he says like a proclamation: GET HER BACK! Doesn't the song end there, though? Or are you saying before that he is saying, "remember we gotta be"?:scratch:
 
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