And so the next question is... did you get that before June 25th? And if yes, under which circumstances? Or did you never feel it in your life until recently? I would answer for myself, but we're about to eat a late dinner, lol, so that will have to wait a while. Curious to hear what you and others have to say, though
Wow, really
Nice to know. I had that in the past, but only when I'd specifically ask to speak with someone who'd passed or sometimes spontaneously when I'd be talking with a friend or coworker and they'd tell me how they're feeling sad about a recently passed loved one or had wished for a sign from them... then... whoosh, they'd show up, lol. (Try explaining that to them out of the blue, lol.) But I really tried blocking it for the last few years because it was just too much and freaked me out and I seemingly suck at figuring out WHO is there and WHY. But then with Michael... well, it happens soooo often since about June 27th (I think that was about the first time). Mostly when I'm thinking of him :angel: And it seems to come and go, like I'll feel energy A LOT for a day or a few days then feel mostly alone for days. And then again this morning when Tito, Jackie, Marlon and Jermaine were on Larry King Live, talking about the funeral and such. God, I love Michael. So soo sooo much, for so long. Why doesn't believing in an afterlife help much at times like that? I "know" he's alright and yet still... 
I can't explain really, it was like impressions of him in my mind, a presence sensation with wamth along my back, love, then I finally felt a little happy again and fell asleep :angel: The feeling was vivid. Woke up this morning still feeling all.... :wub: And I dreamt all of night of Michael (not with him, darn it, but of him at least)... like regular dreams, bu they included videos of MJ, people talking about him, etc. Before I woke up I was watching some 'newly discovered footage' of him, in one saying that 8 Grammy's in one night wasn't enough and he wouldn't be satisfied unless he won every single one, lol. He was wearing something very much like the white jacket below from the pre-Victory-Tour press conference (lol, I remember this well, even though my parents didn't let me go to a concert ), but without the red sash thing. Oh, and he wore his glove as well. (LOL, just remembered someone's macro: "This can't be Michael Jackson. He's too sparkly to be human." LOL :heart
Yay! Glad to hear this...even though I wish it was me.I felt like someone was there. And the someone felt like Michael
what a wonderful experience! Thank you for sharing. So are you starting to feel more of a connection again?
i hope i'll feel him very soon i still feel a bit disconnected.. But , i have been very busy lately.. I haven't had time to meditate. Oh, i just want to share something, yesterday i had a presentation about Michael, and today we had guitar/singing test and i performed a MJ medley , and guess what?? I got an A on both !! I rarely get A's .. Or, i never got A's , so I am soo happy Thank you Michael
It's nice to hear that you are feeling Michael again
we just gotta be patient.
aww yaay, congratulations
Don't worry about feeling disconnected, I am too, maybe we will feel connected again soon
It's nice to hear that you are feeling Michael again
Yeah, same here. I can't remember my dreams at all and I didn't really get any sleep last night. I've been pretty busy too. It feels like my mind has been in a million places at once.
Congrats on getting the A's!
These last nights i have been sleeping so lightly, and when i wake up i can´t go to sleep it´s very irritating I think i´ve been stressing too much .. And i know what you mean with your mind being in a million places at once ..
I'm glad to hear that everyone's doing alright.
I was feeling really down yesterday. Like, really awful.
I ended up in my college's library last night trying to write a paper, and it was almost midnight and I was completely alone in the building. I mean, there was literally not a soul besides myself. Some of the banks of lights were off, and it was just really strange and eerie.
I just felt a bad energy in there. I was already having one of those days where I was just so upset about Michael, and being there was making me feel worse and worse, to the point where I started crying and forced myself to leave.
I couldn't focus at after that. I have never had such a hard time writing. I was up until 4am just trying to string words together, and then I slept until noon today to compensate.
I don't know what that was all about, but blahh.
Today I feel really nice though. Having one of those days where I'm always thinking "wow, everything is connected! the world is beautiful!" :heart:
I made a post about the Major Love Prayer on my blog and a lot of people were interested and spread the word. So that made me happy.
:dancin:lol ... but he's around :angel:Yay! Glad to hear this...even though I wish it was me.
I don't know if it's more connected or not, hmmm. Maybe it was just an anomaly. I had a couple of tough days, crying a lot, maybe it was part of a rebound of emotion? I don't know what happened, but I really felt it was Michael somehow :heart:awww, mjbunny, that sounds so lovely
Congrats on the A'sIt's nice to hear that you are feeling Michael again
unk:Agh, me too. The last two days really. I cried yesterday and the day before a couple of times with that sort of outloud wail that can't be contained, like I hadn't done for weeks. I guess this will come and go, huh? :mello:I'm glad to hear that everyone's doing alright.
Now isn't this interesting??? I was pretty depressed for a couple of days and then last night had my little Michael experience (or whatever that was) and then today I woke up feeling happier than I have for quite a while. So here again we have a whole bunch of us feeling the same type of thing at the same time. I wonder if it's everyone or just MJ fans, lol?
Really, it makes me wonder. The moon's in last quarter, a couple of days until the New Moon, so don't know what that could have to do with it. and while on the streetcar I was thinking what if it's true that we're all spirits? It all seems so NOT like that when you're down here. But look at all these people, that lady, that lady, that guy over there, that little kid... we're all souls, we're all actually one, from the same place, a place of love where we have understanding ... and what the heck is going on here? It's all rather funny in some way. No one remembers and we're sitting here ignoring each other and worrying about eating, paying rent, relationships, how fat we are, if anyone will ever love us. And in the end we're just down here in these temporary bodies, thinking it's all sooooo serious. And it's actually all just a big goofy stage production of sorts. How ridiculous. And then I decided to try to LIVE in that feeling. That although the people around me don't remember, we're actually all one, so be nice to everyone (even the crabby folks) and know the truth (namaste) and then we'll all laugh about this later. Unfortunately, this psuedo-enlightened feeling was kind of forgotten after we started shopping, lol. (I don't mean I got bitchy or something, lol. I just forgot about how I wanted to LIVE that feeling. :dohCool, thanks for spreading the word
I keep saying to God (and Michael too, ok) that if this really helps people, if this is really something good, then please let everyone know about it and join with us :angel: I also can't wait, hee hee. You know, and since it's Christmas, how many of you will be with family that day? I won't be (at least not at 11pm my time, lol), but if you are ... hey, more participants maybe! We should try to get everyone to do it on Christmas, you know.:newyear: It's soooo fitting.Haha...I've had this thought a few times before...and it kind of makes it amusing, just watching people. It's like for a moment you've stepped out of the "Earthly consciousness bubble" and can see things as they really are....but everyone around you is still wrapped up in their own little bubbles, going on so unaware and taking life so seriously...just like you were doing a minute ago. I can't help but giggle at myself and others when this happens...it's like, wow...so much of life is just an illusion. It's also very enlightening though, to realize that you aren't defined by your body or your job or whatever else you usually define yourself by...and to realize that we're all the same; that behind every face; every "role" that someone is playing in life...is that love and light energy that you yourself are made of.
I love this....this is what I'm doing everyday, every minute. For some reason I always feel like 'out of my bubble' and able to really see what it is about and see and feel how others are living their life.
Whoa strange, I've had a dream earlier this week but thought it wasn't so interesting to tell about.....anyway, it was about Janet as well, and Michael's kids. When I got into her house, I felt I was probably a known person because Michael's kids ran towards me crying and they just couldn't let me go. I remember Blanket jumping on me like a little monkey and he couldn't let go, I can still feel how he pressed his little head against my cheek, which I felt the whole dream. It was so adorable!:wub:
it was "Heartbreaker" , I don't remember seeing Michael in the dream , but I remember that it was the song I don't listen to "Heartbreaker" so often though.,
. I miss that good feeling after waking up from on of my MJdreams/visits. I hope I see him again soon..I don't want him to forget me. I know he loves us.. I just have to keep hoping...:angel: