The article included a statement they made about him that was so upsetting I don't even want to post it here. I was infuriated reading it. Anyway, I was lying in bed later thinking about it and I just started feeling so heartbroken. I felt like I did back in June. I listened to "Will You Be There" and the tears just started flowing. I haven't cried that hard in a while.
But while I was crying I absolutely felt like there was someone with me. It really may just have been that my emotions were running so high, but it's still worth mentioning.
After I was done, I felt a thousand times better. Sometimes crying is just so therapeutic, you know?
I know about that group you're talking about. OMG, I don't have any desire to know what
they have to say :no: But wow about feeling someone was with you :angel:
I was also very emotional regarding MJ yesterday and I had some
weird stuff happen! First, I felt that presence sensation quite a few times yeterday, the constant feeling like someone was closeby in consciousness somehow (after pretty much not at all for a week). It was so intense at one point I tried to meditate to verify who it was and I heard like
whispering in my ear kind of at some point
(couldn't understand the words). But like a dork I still didn't feel for certain who it was. I was like "who are you? Michael? Is it you?" Normally/lately I guess I would have assumed it was him, especially since the sensation came when I was watching something on youtube about his kids. Sorry if you
was you, Michael, and I'm seemingly
still no good at identifying spirits :smilerolleyes: The night my grandpa died this summer I saw a shadowy arm wave to me from near my bedroom door (and I virtually
never see things like this!) and I was still so upset over MJ I didn't think it could be anyone else, really. The next day I got the phone call & realized it must've been my grandfather saying bye and I felt bad.:mello:
Ok, so
weird thing number two... late last night we decided to watch the better quality versions of Captain EO & Ghosts that we got recently. We're in the closed up living room, windows closed and door going into the hallway shut tight. The only window open in the place was open just a crack in the bedroom down the hallway and through a
second mostly closed door off the hallway. In short, there was
no draft, let alone a breeze. At one point I actually got the presence sensation beside me. Hubby didn't feel anything. Later in Ghosts, when MJ is turning to dust on the tile floor hubby started to make a 'joke' about 'spontaneous human combustion' and I thought
I was more clever because I began to say "No, that would be spontaneous human comDUSTion" and then suddenly, before I could get the sentence out.... DONK.... the living room door clanged
open! I mean like the door, the
firmly closed door, sprung open suddenly and loudly from the little catch thing in the frame as if someone had pushed down on the handle in the hallway to scare us (lol) or a BIG-azz gust of wind blew against it. It's funny, because at first we jumped a bit of course and looked behind us, "What the...?!", but then we just continued watching Ghosts, lol. I can't get over the irony of that happening while watching
Ghosts :lol: I checked outside then and it had gotten kind of windy, but we still couldn't see how that could've possibly done anything.
We've lived here for over 3 years and I swear to God that NEVER has happened before. And I stand by the statement that our place isn't haunted. And now I just spent the past 15 minutes trying to recreate last night's event and I can't. The door closes so firmly, it just
can't come open. No amount of pressure will do it. The only possibility would be if it somehow hadn't latched completely, but I can't get it to stay closed at all in that state and then when it opens it does so just barely, not the 3 inches inward like last night! It's certifiably weird :scratch:Since it happened during "Ghosts" it would make me think 1) MJ or 2) someone else saying, "Hey, speaking of ghosts... clang!"...
