Wow, so many new posts!! Wonderful!!
I'm gonna repeat what everyone's been saying but this thread means SO MUCH to me, things would be SO much harder without it... So thank you everyone for sharing your experiences and for keeping Michael alive!! I love that there's no judging here, people can share things really openly and the feeling of love & support is overwhelming and so beautiful. Ha, I'm getting a bit emotional here, sorry lol
Love you guys!!!
Ok now bare with me 'cause I got quite a few posts to reply to
The voice began to be louder and louder and repeating one thing over and over again. It was so loud in my ear that I comepletely woke up and sat in my bed. It was definetly Michaels and he said "Keep dancing".
...
After a time I was facing that someone, I could see him walking straight up to me. I turned around and there was Michael in comeplete white and light, he opened his arms, we hugged and this nightmare disappeared.
Such beautiful dreams, thank you so much for sharing, FunkeyJay!
I'm laying in bed. I'm listening to "Speechless" (both times this happened, it was during this song). I'm wondering why it is that I never have any of these lovely experiences that you all have. Am I not open enough? What am I doing wrong?
As soon as I start to think that way, my right hand (laying across my chest) feels weird.
Like something is pulling on it. My forefinger moves, but it just feels exactly like a muscle-twitch, you know?
The first time it happened, I felt odd. Something felt different for sure, but I tried to rationalize it and just went to sleep.
The second time it happened was last night, when I wasn't even thinking about it.
I don't know. The second time, I felt like someone was looking at me.
I could easily write it off as my finger twitching because of, I don't know, nutrient deficiency - whatever. But both times it happened, it was under the exact same circumstances. Sort of odd.
I hope I don't sound like a lunatic.
I am surely not imagining it either. :no:
That's so cool!
Thanks for sharing
Let us know if it happens again
And you certainly don't sound like a lunatic btw lol
I just wanna add something about Speechless. Last night, right before I went to bed, I went to check this thread (and decided I would reply in the morning cause there were soooo many new posts lol
) and felt the need to listen to Speechless too, after hearing so many of you talk about your experiences while listening to the song. And also for the reason that Speechless always makes me feel really close to Michael (same with "The Lost Children". God, that song breaks my heart everytime
). So, I put Speechless on. And, OMG, all through the song, I cried SO intensely, I could feel Michael's love so much, almost like I could touch it... And I cried and I cried so so much, could barely breathe, overwhelmed by love... As if Michael's love was permeating the room or something... It was SO intense. I felt like I was one with him, one with his love for the world, one with his pain and everything he had to endure... Just thinking about it, I get teary-eyed again... Speechless & The Lost Children really do that to me.
That's not lunatic at all. It's just those little things that happen to me as well, and I've experienced that I can sense more when I open up at the moment. Like, try to focus on it, be calm...don't judge what it is but try to follow your intuition and true feelings when you experience it.
Exactly. You gotta really open to the moment, like nothing else matters. Feel it, let you get overwhelmed by it, really feel the energy around you.
I had an intense
dream on June 20th that I was sort of going through a life review with Michael and it ended with me against his chest listening to his heart and saying to it, I love you soooo much, please keep beating, keep beating strong, please never stop. It was pretty upsetting five days later
OMG that is so heartbreaking
You know, along the lines with that blast of emotion thing, last night we were watching the live stream of the AMAs and when Jermaine went up to accept the award for MJ the second time he said some nice words about love and then said "We love you, Michael". I was already happy, you know, because Michael won and I said out loud, "Yes, we love you michael" and I kissed my fingers and pointed up to the ceiling. Right then... bam... the emotion, almost tears and the presence sensation really intensely for a couple of seconds!
So I think we all connected for a moment in joy and with the same sentiment all over the world... and Michael felt it! :wub:
Wow, that's wonderful!! Couldn't watch the AMAs live unfortunately. It makes sense really, cause so many people at that particular moment must have indeed been thinking about Michael. Beautiful.... Hopefully that's the kind of thing we'll all feel tonight during the love prayer!
Whoaaa.....I just woke up, and yesterday evening when I wanted to go to sleep I was between awake/sleep and I remember walkin' to something very flashy and white, and 'it' turned around and it was Michael!
Like, straight from heaven or something in the lightness.....he opened his arms and I ran towards him to hug him. It was SO amazingly clear to see..I can still picture it.
But then I felt as if my bed was shaking from an earthquake or sth, so I opened my eyes but it was just my body that felt like as if it was shaking...you know those feelings, you have when you almost fall asleep? Like as if you fall down of something and you wake of that 'fall-feeling'. Well, I was shaking...but it didn't stop when I had my eyes wide open for a minute.
I fell asleep again afterwards and dreamt I was at Neverland.
OMG Amazing!! Thank you so much for sharing! That's just... WOW, so beautiful and touching
On June 24th I remember I had this sense of anger over me and fear. I was angry reading a particular thread here about a member, (now banned) who betrayed Michael.
This is the thread
http://www.mjjcommunity.com/forum/showthread.php?t=64562&highlight=michaholic&page=4
This was someone who had like 12,000 posts here and who I thought was a loyal fan. I was so upset about what this person did and it broke my heart to hear Michael was upset about it too. I was so worried this added to unwanted stress.
OMG I'd never heard about that story before, ugh. Pretending to be Michael & scamming fans??? Just horrible. So sick.
As for the feeling he should stay in Ireland and not go back to the US and just knowing something is wrong, I had the don't-go-back-to-the-US thing a bit as well, but back in 2007 to 2008. I've posted it before, so just quickly... in Sep 2007 I dreamt we saw on CNN that MJ died. I know he was in the US when it happened and that it was shocking and unexpected (it seemed like he was in the South somewhere). Well, they were talking about how
extra tragic that it was
the day before his birthday. Hubby says I told him at the time that in the dream MJ was 50 or turning 50. So I was freaked out about Aug 28th the next year, 2008, but thankfully nothing happened. And then this year we ended up with TII tickets for...
Aug 28th. It was a few days later when I fully realized what day we'd got. I said on more than one occasion, "Oh God, you remember my dream, right? And now we get ticks for the day before & the day after his birthday? Hope that doesn't 'mean' something..."
One could also interpret 'birthday' as the time right before the big 'comeback', I suppose. How do I take this? Either a coincidence that I got ticks for Aug 28 in the year MJ would die at 50, or otherwise it would mean this course of action was set clear back in
2007???
Damn, that's quite a coincidence indeed. Definitely makes you think, especially the 2007 part...
I think free will is a part of life and can change things, but that some things are just going to happen whatever you do....it's just been "written in the stars" that way.
That's what I believe too.
I just had the biggest smile on my face! I actually started to get up out of my seat, haha. I think my body was like "MJ music - MUST FOLLOW". :lol:
LOL So sweet
I know the feeling too
Just like amygrace said, "must follow the scent" lol I'm exactly the same
And they have these signs here, like "no one allowed past this point" and there's a little guy on it with his arms out to his sides that we always joke it's MJ:
Haha, cute
the most beautifull thing happend to me.
i tought it deserved it,s own thread, but also want to share it here...
http://www.mjjcommunity.com/forum/showthread.php?p=2406620#post2406620
Wow your butterfly story is breathtakingly beautiful. A-M-A-Z-I-N-G ! Thank you so much for sharing AND for taking pictures!! What an incredible experience!!!
That's a question. When you think of MJ (forgetting what was written in the response above about colors meaning something -- so that doesn't have an influence on your choice), which color do you think of? Is there one? More than one? For some reason I always think of a mid-shade of blue. Don't know why, really. And now the golden light because of a dream I had. Oh, and his white sparkly jacket from a meditation in July :wub:
Wow same here!! Blue mixed with golden light, yes!!! Those were exactly the main colors from my most vivid dream about Michael (the one I told a few pages back, the "Michael on stage" dream)!
How regularly do you guys have an mj dream?
My last one was a few weeks ago. I really miss him.
Same here
But I think we will all connect with Michael tonight
