Re: Psychic channels Michael
I found the blog/website interesting too (referring to
http://cstaw.blogspot.com). I read every entry from July up to the most recent one. I'm not sure this person is channeling Michael, of course, but a lot of it resonates with what I also received during contact with him in July and August, so it was kind of neat to read. (Not to say I can prove that
my contact with Michael was real either
)
I also was told on more than one occasion in July that his death was an
accident. I asked and was told that yes, there were people who wanted to kill him (ouch -- I saw a few 40yrs old+ men high up in business or government and then at least one man wearing white in a middle eastern country), but this incident had been an accident. I hope I got that right and didn't misinterpret anything, because I believe this now. What I actually saw is that Murray left the room and that's when Michael passed. I tried to find a clock at this moment and didn't see one by the bed, but found one (maybe on a stereo or tv?) across the room with a blue digital display that read 9:42. There was also seemingly something missing in the room (a blank spot along a wall), but I don't know
what was missing (monitoring equipment? oxygen? or something was stolen?). I got this in early July, before anything about the phone calls and such was on the news. I think there are serious questions about the time of death. Hopefully it will make sense at one point. I read in that affidavit released in late August that Murray claimed he gave MJ the propofol at 10:40, but what I saw was an hour
earlier. So either he's lying by an hour or more (which sounds about right to me -- sorry if I don't trust him!) or, I just realized that maybe the time display in the room hadn't been changed to Daylight Savings Time this spring? Just trying to make sense of things.
At the house in Encino in early August Michael told me/showed me about contact he'd had with his children (who were playing out in the yard) and I saw his mother there as well. He said she'd felt his presence on several occasions. This was the same contact experience in which he showed me where his body was being stored at the time and I asked him about when he was buried if we could visit and he said, "Well... not at first, no." I got the impression that this could change over the next few years.
One of the main things I've also picked up is the need to heal the world, to love each other, to quit fighting and unite and to do something to make a difference. The same message he wanted us all to take to heart while he was alive here with us. I also felt that he's been in contact with
sooooooo many people all over the world, not just a few, but like
all of us. I felt the way it always has felt for me in regard to Michael... like we had all come here to Earth together for something (I mean he and us - friends, fans, supporters) in some kind of effort to change the world together. I know that might sound fantastical, but I always felt something very spiritual like this since I was a kid. Like he helped to remind us all to find each other and to remember our mission. It's certainly true that his death has made so many consider spiritual matters in depth. I wish it wouldn't have had to be this way, though
I've really tried, though, to stop crying. I even found myself apologizing to him in my mind a couple of weeks ago, for still being so sad for so long. I've felt "better" since the funeral, though. Not great, but better.
