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I'm very sorry for not writing much in here.. I just feel emotionally drained as some of you guys... I want to just let it out, but there are no tears left...I'm missing Michael so badly, right now :cry: .... And I'm not feeling very spiritual at the moment.. :cry: ... :heart: L.O.V.E
 
Asedora - Sorry you have been a bit ill. I know what it's like ot suffer from horrid migranes. I used to have to go to the doctors and they used to give me these crazy ass shots! I have even passed out before.:( If you have some painkillers, and you feel one coming on. Take them, turn off all the lights. Take a shower as hot as you can take it. Just sit on the base of the tub with the water trinkling over your head. Stay in the hot shower until you feel the pressure fade. Make sure the lights are off..or a small nightlite. When most of the pressure is gone, wrap up in a towel, and go lay down in a dark room and sleep. The pain should subside enough to fall alseep. When you wake up..you should feel a bit better. I always use that method..and it helps me out.:better:

Darlingdear - :better:Sorry about the bad news. Are you ok? I knwo what it's like when it rains, it pours. We are here for you. I have been very down as well. My depression has come back.:( I used to have medication for it and everything. My hubby don't understand about meds..so I am trying to find other ways to help with my depression. I am glad we are here for eachother. This is a great support group. Hope you feel happiness soon.:angel:

Good to see you guys. Hello mjbunny, amygrace, Mundy, Modulation Alert, and everyone else I haven't mentioned. Love to you all.

I have been trying to cope with life and everything. I haven't had any MJ dreams lately. Wissh I could have another visit. It is comforting when he appears. It's usually when my life is upside down. Maybe cause I've had too much going on, he'll appear soon? Maybe I am hoping too much.:( My depression is getting the best of me. I hope I am stronger than this. I don't like leaving my house anymore. I just go to work, and then come home. ON my days off, I just stay in the house..kind of afraid to leave. I am slowly turning into a recluse. I feel like so insugnificant lately. When I come in here, I find it sometimes lifts my spirits. I have to get that book "The Secret". It sounds interesting. Well, I'll leave you for now. I will participate in that prayer as well.:angel: Hugs to you all and Keep Michaeling!
 
About the destiny thing,
I believe we all have a special purpose however not everyone figures that purpose out. Some do after trying hard, some just know it from day one; they have something deep down in their soul telling them what they are ought to do whereas, unfortunatly, some never figure that out. I believe that it is so unfortunate that some have died or will die without ever finding their purpose for being on Earth. How awful would it feel if you died and when you gained persepective in the afterlife, you realised your purpose and you realised how little you did in relation to that?

I believe that there is a plan for all of us and all of the plans are good ones. And to explain why some people go off tracks and do evil, I say, God has a good plan for all of us but it is OUR choice to follow that plan.
 
cyberjackson said:
I have been trying to cope with life and everything. I haven't had any MJ dreams lately. Wissh I could have another visit. It is comforting when he appears. It's usually when my life is upside down. Maybe cause I've had too much going on, he'll appear soon? Maybe I am hoping too much.:( My depression is getting the best of me. I hope I am stronger than this. I don't like leaving my house anymore. I just go to work, and then come home. ON my days off, I just stay in the house..kind of afraid to leave. I am slowly turning into a recluse. I feel like so insugnificant lately. When I come in here, I find it sometimes lifts my spirits. I have to get that book "The Secret". It sounds interesting. Well, I'll leave you for now. I will participate in that prayer as well.:angel: Hugs to you all and Keep Michaeling!
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Honey take time off for yourself. You really need it. It's good to stay home every now and then but please go out. Go for a walk or for a massage or shopping! Don't we girls love shopping? :)

It won't do you good to just stay home. Stepping out the door changes the mood.

Honey take care.
All the best!
 
Asedora She is 27. I don't want to be intruding on her life but there's so many people worrying about her. If I could just find one of her pages and see that she has logged in since the 10th or something to know that she is still with us it would give a lot of people some peace. I'm sorry you're not feeling well. I hope you feel better soon :heart:

darlingdear I'm sorry you had bad news :(

cyberjackson You are strong. I'm sorry you're having a hard time. Sending love back to you and to everyone else :heart:

tinkerbell :cry: It's so tough when you're feeling like that. You can't be happy and you can't let your emotions out so you just feel stuck there. Thinking of you :better:
 
Mundy said:
tinkerbell :cry: It's so tough when you're feeling like that. You can't be happy and you can't let your emotions out so you just feel stuck there. Thinking of you :better:
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Yeah.. That's exactly how I feel :cry: ... Thank you :hug: :heart:
 
Tinkerbell2 said:
I'm very sorry for not writing much in here.. I just feel emotionally drained as some of you guys... I want to just let it out, but there are no tears left...I'm missing Michael so badly, right now :cry: .... And I'm not feeling very spiritual at the moment.. :cry: ... :heart: L.O.V.E
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Tink :( :huggy: :heart: Sorry to hear this, girl. Love & hugs.
cyberjackson said:
Darlingdear - :better:Sorry about the bad news. Are you ok? I knwo what it's like when it rains, it pours. We are here for you. I have been very down as well. My depression has come back.:( I used to have medication for it and everything. My hubby don't understand about meds..so I am trying to find other ways to help with my depression. I am glad we are here for eachother. This is a great support group. Hope you feel happiness soon.:angel:
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Sorry to hear about your depression :( It's a shame your husband doesn't understand about your meds. They never do; my aunt is depressed and her husband found her meds and he just didn't understand, flipped out etc.etc. I really hope you find other ways! I really do. Life deserves to be lived with the happiness you deserve :angel: :heart:

Aw, you're so sweet! (You all are!! :huggy:)

Yeah, this bad news; I'm gonna tell you guys, cos I know this area is private for us, and I just need to let it out, but please, don't quote, cos I might take it out.. It's just, my bestfriend, his dad is.. dying. I found out yesterday, when he told me I just burst into tears. His dad is a great man, he taught me for years when I used to be at school. When I go round his house, his dad is always really nice. He has done so much to help kids learn languages, help orphans abroad, rebuild schools, raised money for them etc.
What amazes me is my bestfriend told me I should stop crying; they've accepted it. He's being so strong atm. But it's just..so shocking you know..I had no idea it was this bad.
I don't mean to share this in order to gain sympathy or anything, I just felt I could share it with you guys, I hope that was okay. It just made me think how unfair life can be (which then made me relive all those feelings from June) and makes me think is there a reason for everything?? What is the big plan? Why do these things happen?

Anyway sorry to spread sadness here. I have to tell you am I better now, I'm helping my friend, making him smile and everything.
Thanks for being here guys :) :hug:

- Oh and that is so cool, mjbunny & amy, what you both felt. :heart: how beautiful.
 
Asedora said:
I do not like to leave my house either. My friend had so many parties in her house but I was not interested. I prefer to stay home, reading books or something on the net. It is been like this for many years.
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I'm sorry if you get offended but is this simply a preference or are you feeling bad about something?

I'm not judging but I get so bored at home. I only like to stay in if I've been out for like 10 days in a row.

Darlingdear. I'm so sorry. I didn't want to quote, you asked not to. But if you ever need a chat, just PM. Ok?
L.O.V.E. and take care and be strong.
 
Sending out a Major Love and lots of hugs to all of you who need it ( seems to be all of us, on and off)

MjBunny these amazing dreams of yours are fascinating. Very interesting!

Amygrace Is the "Beginners Guide for the recently deceased" good ? I read the review and it appeared somehow to be a book that makes fun of being dead and dying ? I'm not interested in something 'funny', I'm looking for a serious book, because it is a fascinating subject after all. Also your discussion with Mjbunny about the circle and where we are in or on the circle and time being irrelevant.

I asked Michael permission this morning to read the fan version of Schmuckley's book. I said signs would be good: birds or ladybugs for yes, creepy crawlers or furry animals for no.
I expected to get a sign when I rode my bicycle to work or when I put my bicycle away, but I didn't get a sign until I started my computer at work and checked my e-mail. A co-worker sent me a recipe with chicken in it. ( I'm a vegetarian so I would replace the chicken with "quorn" or vege-things). Anyway, chicken is a bird and Michael's favorite food so I chuckled at his sense of humor and took it for a yes.

I really hope *Billie Jean* is okay, I'm sorry Darlingdear that you received bad news today. Asedora I hope you find relief and comfort for your migraines. That must be hard for you to deal with, with a child around demanding attention.

Modulation Alert really hope your congestion goes away soon so you can work on the song.

And what is up with Mother Earth ? I think we've had enough earthquakes now, thank you very much!

Take care all of you.
Sorry I missed the prayer for China!

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Just peeking in to catch up on all the inspiiiiring posts once again, still not having the energy to reply much more though...don't know what's wrong with me. :sigh: Hope you all are doing fine and sending positive vibes to those who need it, love you all guys! Don't know what to do without this thread. Lol, we keep saying it, but hey it's true. :huggy:

I just realized how deep this pain about Michael's death is still with me....I'm watching an interview with LaToya on Dutch TV, and it's like I'm reliving the whole pre-June summer of 2009 all over again. So weird. I'm missing him so much. :cry:

Oh and, I'm going to visit a psychic tomorrow with my mother, she has an appointment for a foot refloxology massage since the woman is specialised in that. Wondering what that will be like, I had to come with her because the woman said that my mom might be having the emotions streaming out and so on. Hopefully I'll be able to get some cool insights as well, it takes quite some time so who knows!
 
Haven't caught up with the thread yet.... but...

PRAYER FOR CHINA's earthquake victims now... in 4 minutes... top of the hour...
 
posted by darlindear -Sorry to hear about your depression :sad: It's a shame your husband doesn't understand about your meds. They never do; my aunt is depressed and her husband found her meds and he just didn't understand, flipped out etc.etc. I really hope you find other ways! I really do. Life deserves to be lived with the happiness you deserve :angel: :heart:
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Thank you darlingdear. I hope he understands in time. It's difficult. About your situation.. you can always PM us anytime.:better:


Posted by Tinkerbell2 -:huggy: I Love you more
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Aww that warmed my heart.:) I love you more.:cheeky:

Asedora - It's been so difficult..the whole going out thing. I hope I overcome this soon. Thoughts are going out to you.:angel: SOrry that you have insomnia. That can be frustrating. DO you take sleeping meds? Or go to a doctor for it? Warcm showers before bed help me rest a bit better. I'm sure you have tried many of these remedies. Thoughts and prayers are with you.:angel:
 
Tinkerbell, DarlingDear, everybody who needs a hug, please feel better soon guys. It's rough when people just don't understand. :better:

Here's my contribution for the prayer today, thinking of everyone who needs our thoughts, love and support.

...

Can I say, I miss MJ?? This sucks, sucks so bad. I can't say how bad it sucks and it makes me write murder ballads. You all know this horrible feeling. :no:
 
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DanceOfZenab1994 said:
About the destiny thing,
I believe we all have a special purpose however not everyone figures that purpose out. Some do after trying hard, some just know it from day one; they have something deep down in their soul telling them what they are ought to do whereas, unfortunatly, some never figure that out. I believe that it is so unfortunate that some have died or will die without ever finding their purpose for being on Earth. How awful would it feel if you died and when you gained persepective in the afterlife, you realised your purpose and you realised how little you did in relation to that?

I believe that there is a plan for all of us and all of the plans are good ones. And to explain why some people go off tracks and do evil, I say, God has a good plan for all of us but it is OUR choice to follow that plan.
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DanceOfZenab1994 - I recently came across the "Human Design Chart". It's something new, or at least I hadn't heard of before and it combines several philosophies and astrology to make up a chart per person that gives you more insight into who you really are and what your destiny is. So far I have only done the free chart for which you need to supply your exact birthdat, time, place. I find it very interesting. If you want to know more:

http://www.jovianarchive.com/pages/newcomers.aspx

or

http://www.livingyourhumandesign.com/hd_intro.htm


I read somewhere that Michael was either a Reflector or a Projector. Nearly all of us have a little bit of the Reflector in us but 70% of mankind is a Generator. There isn't one type that is more advanced or "better" than the others, they are all needed each with their unique purpose and plan. The fourth type is the Manifestor...
 
Hello, came into this thread and saw the China prayer was happening in a few minutes, so I did that. And sent some extra healing to the planet as well.

Nothing new here, but just want to give hugs to everybody. :huggy: take care of yourselves. I really hope we hear from *Billie Jean* soon. :( I saw a few days ago on Twitter that some fans had died. At really young ages too. :cry: It's so horrible. No one should die that young. I see fans as family, so it's awful to hear about these things happening. :(
 
MJJLaugh said:
DanceOfZenab1994 - I recently came across the "Human Design Chart". It's something new, or at least I hadn't heard of before and it combines several philosophies and astrology to make up a chart per person that gives you more insight into who you really are and what your destiny is. So far I have only done the free chart for which you need to supply your exact birthdat, time, place. I find it very interesting. If you want to know more:

http://www.jovianarchive.com/pages/newcomers.aspx

or

http://www.livingyourhumandesign.com/hd_intro.htm


I read somewhere that Michael was either a Reflector or a Projector. Nearly all of us have a little bit of the Reflector in us but 70% of mankind is a Generator. There isn't one type that is more advanced or "better" than the others, they are all needed each with their unique purpose and plan. The fourth type is the Manifestor...
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Wow.
Interesting.
I've did some things similar to this in the past, I'm gonna check out these sites now.

Asedora said:
It is Ok to ask. I do not mind. I just get bored and tired easy because it is very rare that ppl share interests. Also it just happened to be this way that one day my life turned upside-down. I lost interest in social life in general. I went to Vegas last September. I loved watching shows , I love shows but the enjoyment lasts like for 2 hours and then the world looks the same. A little flower in the field amazes me more now than the most beautiful and expansive entrapment or huge party with many ppl and food involved. I do not know how to explain. This is my personal preferences.
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Yeah, I understand. Having fun outside is very temporary but still, it's nice during THAT moment. You know?
 
CaptainEoLove85 said:
Nothing new here, but just want to give hugs to everybody. :huggy: take care of yourselves. I really hope we hear from *Billie Jean* soon. :( I saw a few days ago on Twitter that some fans had died. At really young ages too. :cry: It's so horrible. No one should die that young. I see fans as family, so it's awful to hear about these things happening. :(
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Sheesh. That's very sad. :cry: I can't imagine how in pain they must be to contemplate that. And such young ages? :no:
 
Sorry, not caught up on the thread at the mo, but yeah...

Asedora said:
What?! What is going on????? Was it suicide again? :cry: :angel:
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I'd like to know too. I saw some tweets with "RIP" and I didn't understand who they were talking about. Anyone know what happened??
 
CaptainEoLove85 said:
Hello, came into this thread and saw the China prayer was happening in a few minutes, so I did that. And sent some extra healing to the planet as well.

Nothing new here, but just want to give hugs to everybody. :huggy: take care of yourselves. I really hope we hear from *Billie Jean* soon. :( I saw a few days ago on Twitter that some fans had died. At really young ages too. :cry: It's so horrible. No one should die that young. I see fans as family, so it's awful to hear about these things happening. :(
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That's truly awful. It's very sad when you feel to have no way out, in how much pain one can be. Is it possible we go through waves of grieve here? Seems the first one was over and now many are right back into it, me included.

Thank you, Asedora!
 
I'm trying to do Twitter research, but lots of old tweets aren't available. I know about two of them so far :cry: What I have seen is that Renya, born in 1991, passed away in a car accident. Keisha, 21 years old, passed away, but they didn't say why (here's a tribute from her friend http://zaralipstixx.blogspot.com/2010/04/flowers-for-keisha-and-condolences.html). The two others were Michelle and Tanya, but I can't find info right now. Geez, I wonder what happened :(

Update: Tanya was 10 and Renya was 18, sisters who passed in a car accident on April 11th :angel: :angel:
 
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:hug: to everyone :flowers:
I feel so tired tonight, having some busy days and also my mind is so overloaded with a lot of questions cuz of many things in my life :doh: :( and I'm too sleepy to read all pages now ( I'll tomorrow :) ) just wanted to say, it's feel so nice to know here is the place for us, where we can share experiences, talk about Michael :) and do not be misunderstood. Good night everyone :flowers: Sweet dreams :)
 
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I have a question about ''The Connection book'', are there any info about 2012?
and I'm very curious about Transition process, how long it takes and what happening next?
 
mjbunny said:
I'm trying to do Twitter research, but lots of old tweets aren't available. I know about two of them so far :cry: What I have seen is that Renya, born in 1991, passed away in a car accident. Keisha, 21 years old, passed away, but they didn't say why (here's a tribute from her friend http://zaralipstixx.blogspot.com/2010/04/flowers-for-keisha-and-condolences.html). The two others were Michelle and Tanya, but I can't find info right now. Geez, I wonder what happened :(

Update: Tanya was 10 and Renya was 18, sisters who passed in a car accident on April 11th :angel: :angel:
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Yes it's very tragic. :cry: I can't imagine what their families are going through. Hopefully they are with Michael. :angel:

MJJLaugh said:
DanceOfZenab1994 - I recently came across the "Human Design Chart". It's something new, or at least I hadn't heard of before and it combines several philosophies and astrology to make up a chart per person that gives you more insight into who you really are and what your destiny is. So far I have only done the free chart for which you need to supply your exact birthdat, time, place. I find it very interesting. If you want to know more:

http://www.jovianarchive.com/pages/newcomers.aspx

or

http://www.livingyourhumandesign.com/hd_intro.htm


I read somewhere that Michael was either a Reflector or a Projector. Nearly all of us have a little bit of the Reflector in us but 70% of mankind is a Generator. There isn't one type that is more advanced or "better" than the others, they are all needed each with their unique purpose and plan. The fourth type is the Manifestor...
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Interesting I tried that and got my result, but have no idea how to interpret it. :doh:
 
darlingdear - Oh, thanks for letting us know what's up :hug:

MJJLaugh said:
Is the "Beginners Guide for the recently deceased" good ? I read the review and it appeared somehow to be a book that makes fun of being dead and dying ? I'm not interested in something 'funny', I'm looking for a serious book, because it is a fascinating subject after all.
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I'm about halfway through with it. No, it's not funny or making fun of dying. I don't think the tone of the book accurately portrayed in the info on Amazon .. .yeah, it makes it look like it's all something goofy. The author uses a bit of humor here or there to make a point, but it's serious. I'm not so sure what all to think of it yet myself :scratch:

MJJLaugh said:
I asked Michael permission this morning to read the fan version of Schmuckley's book. I said signs would be good: birds or ladybugs for yes, creepy crawlers or furry animals for no.
I expected to get a sign when I rode my bicycle to work or when I put my bicycle away, but I didn't get a sign until I started my computer at work and checked my e-mail. A co-worker sent me a recipe with chicken in it. ( I'm a vegetarian so I would replace the chicken with "quorn" or vege-things). Anyway, chicken is a bird and Michael's favorite food so I chuckled at his sense of humor and took it for a yes.
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:lmao: Hey, whatever works as a sign! lol

Mrs. Music said:
I just realized how deep this pain about Michael's death is still with me....I'm watching an interview with LaToya on Dutch TV, and it's like I'm reliving the whole pre-June summer of 2009 all over again. So weird. I'm missing him so much. :cry:..............
Oh and, I'm going to visit a psychic tomorrow with my mother, she has an appointment for a foot refloxology massage since the woman is specialised in that. Wondering what that will be like, I had to come with her because the woman said that my mom might be having the emotions streaming out and so on. Hopefully I'll be able to get some cool insights as well, it takes quite some time so who knows!
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:hug: Ooo, well let us know how it goes with the psychic/massage lady. I know someone back home who does those and this technique of Rapid Eye Therapy and she says the same about emotions streaming out during the therapy. Interesting stuff. So are you talking with her yourself?

Modulation Alert said:
Here's my contribution for the prayer today, thinking of everyone who needs our thoughts, love and support.
Can I say, I miss MJ?? This sucks, sucks so bad. I can't say how bad it sucks and it make me write murder ballads. You all know this horrible feeling. :no:
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Whoa :cry: Those lyrics... :boohoo: What a pretty song, though, and very classical. Sad, but beautiful. Nice to hear your voice too, even though you said it's just a rough version... I know how that goes. (I have to tell you I woke up the other morning with the one piano piece .."cramps in my right hand".. stuck in my head.) Again, really like your stuff. This totally made me cry, though. A lot of sadness tonight in the thread... :(

MJJLaugh said:
DanceOfZenab1994 - I recently came across the "Human Design Chart". It's something new, or at least I hadn't heard of before and it combines several philosophies and astrology to make up a chart per person that gives you more insight into who you really are and what your destiny is. So far I have only done the free chart for which you need to supply your exact birthdat, time, place. I find it very interesting. If you want to know more: http://www.jovianarchive.com/pages/newcomers.aspx or
http://www.livingyourhumandesign.com/hd_intro.htm
I read somewhere that Michael was either a Reflector or a Projector. Nearly all of us have a little bit of the Reflector in us but 70% of mankind is a Generator. There isn't one type that is more advanced or "better" than the others, they are all needed each with their unique purpose and plan. The fourth type is the Manifestor...
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Hmm, looks interesting.

FUJON said:
I have a question about ''The Connection book'', are there any info about 2012? and I'm very curious about Transition process, how long it takes and what happening next?
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I'm not sure what what book that is. Maybe someone else does? I think we're in the transition right now though, for sure.
 
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