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You mean like on youtube or something?! Oh geez :no: A good friend lost her brother like that in summer 2008 and my grandparents were both killed in one in summer 1973
I had a story I wanted to tell earlier today about what we might be doing while we're sleeping, but it involves a car accident, so it feels kinda weird to share it now... :mello:Oh God, Carolwood. Someday I suppose I will go to L.A. again and... omg. Don't know how to handle stuff like that. Thanks for the backstory on that. As for the mean bass, I haven't heard it like that so can't judge, but the way it went with the sad acoustic is beautiful.
) and then about how my old street has probably had many people die here (Europe, ya know -- my town was here in the 1400's) and I was looking out the back door and I turned back around and about had a heartattack, lol. I swear to God someone was standing in the middle of my living room! I saw out of the corner of my eye as I turned an adult-sized figure, edge of a shirt or jacket on one side, but it's like they weren't fully formed, so I saw like preformed shadow in a way? Hard to explain. Once my eyes would've been on them completely they just weren't there. I didn't feel threatened at all, just startled as all hell :lol: Think of Michael when he turns around at the end of Ghosts with the :bugeyed *gasp!*... like that, but at least doubled, with a clearly audible "Agghgh!" :hysterical: Crap. I keep blowing the confidence of the other side when I ask them to appear to me, huh? :lol: Well, I don't know who it was (really, no idea), but there are very specific people I can count on one hand who are allowed around here and all others must gtfo, baby. And I MEAN that. So... I'm alright, just like now, lol...OMG, you guys. Hubby went to bed and I'm here in the living room listening to Escape (you know, aka Xscape) and thinking about the house on Carolwood (because of Modulation Alert's song
Very cool! Do you understand some of those lyrics now..."why so scared?" "Leave the handle on the door girl". :bugeyed "Cause I nearly ripped off the fridge handle. :hysterical: What do you suppose those sparks in the dark are?? Hehe. I afraid to ask you but did you see Michael's ghost for real?
unk:Wow, so that "leave the handle" lyric makes more sense nowForgive my laugh... You sound like me a few months back. :hysterical:
My song is really a combo of going to Carolwood and some of the stuff that has happened ever since. Most people would declare me nuts, I don't care. I rarely have shared that kind of stuff but yeah, that's not even the end of it all. There are SO many things possible that most people wouldn't even dream about.
Maybe someone thought you needed a visit, hm?? Hehe. I know he shows up to certain music. One time it was discussion on TV. (Charlie Rose and something on consciousness)
And considering I'd listened to your song twice five minutes before and I was thinking about Carolwood, hmm, would make sense I guess. I wasn't sad at that moment, just kind of thinking about what I would do if I had millions of dollars and that house was up for sale mello... and then that led to thinking how we put so much emotion into a place that someone died, when in reality people have died all over the place. That's why I was thinking of my old, old street and how they probably dragged plague victims down it many years ago. You know... I was just thinking of random stuff while halfway singing alone with the music. And by that point Escape was half over and I turned around and.... :bugeyed (OMG, if that was you, Michael... :doh: Sorry! Oh please come back! )Oh, was that a ghost? Was that my eyes wigging out? That is the question. I only saw this for a maybe two seconds and nothing clear enough to know who it was. It was like... a pulsing shadow in the form of a person, almost like someone was 'forming' before my eyes but vanished when I turned to get a complete look? And with a definite feeling like someone was there. Do you ever see "people" (?) out of the corner of your eye and then there's "no one" there? Like that, however much more THERE, lol. I've seen things like this before, but this time... in the middle of the room, just a few feet away, ... whaaa! :doh: LOL :rolleyes2: (Again... Michael, if that was you... oh please come back
)Boy do I understand that. For me too. So deep that I could never hope to explain. My heart, my soul... what else is there? Michael is an indelible part of the very core of my being. I can't explain. I love him SO much and for so long, through so much, forever, no matter what and in a very personal way, in a way that as I said... reaches down to the very core of my being. Like an uprooted tree, yes....
To continue Asedora's question, how much SEEN do you mean? I mean like this... there's that moment where you think (even for real) you see someone out of the corner of your eye and you turn and see nothing. Or the little glimpses you get that let you know someone is there, like a sparkle. But do you mean SEE like you'd see ME if I was physically in your house right in front of you? Someone in another thread posted that she saw Michael LIKE THAT, like he was a physical person, standing right in front of her as real as can be for several seconds and then he vanished. That blew my mind. I mean, my mother has seen spirits and ghosts just like that. 100% solid for real. I guess I did when I was little, but I don't remember... I just know the stories. I saw a hand wave in the darkness near my bedroom door the night before my grandfather died in August ... one time I saw a woman in a white dress out of the corner of my eye in our haunted church, I saw that creepy weird black creature thing I wrote about a while back in my old workplace ... but I've never looked directly at a spirit/ghost/apparition and saw that it was them and that it couldn't be my imagination. And I want that, you know. I truly do. I'm not scared (just startled sometimes :hystericalYes, and so have other people.
When he passed I spent the night listening to "Ghosts" all night long. The 26th is my birthday and people from Europe started calling me to say Happy Birthday, while here in the US it was still the 25th. That was absolutely surreal.
I usually let him know with a little wave when I know he's around. He suggested "waving". He is indeed around many people. Those, that he can relate to. And I can tell just from this thread alone that he has found himself many people that he can relate to and those that relate to him. There are so many boards and by now there are SO many people that have these experiences- he IS a different kind of spiritual figure, that's not a joke...
He actually started quite the spiritual revolution, I'd like to say.
and I believe it's possible... but nichts. :scratch:Oh tell me about it. Waaaayyyy too many people have had visits from Michael who's clearly not in the physical world like us anymore. It sucks to know, but it's the truth. And yes, they'd think we're nuts, but we've been visited and have some direct personal experience. They watch videos about trashcan pictures taken at different angles and use that as proof. Ok anyway... nevermind that topic ... :girl_whistle:
Wow, so that "leave the handle" lyric makes more sense now
Oh, was that a ghost? Was that my eyes wigging out? That is the question. I only saw this for a maybe two seconds and nothing clear enough to know who it was. It was like... a pulsing shadow in the form of a person, almost like someone was 'forming' before my eyes but vanished when I turned to get a complete look? And with a definite feeling like someone was there. Do you ever see "people" (?) out of the corner of your eye and then there's "no one" there? Like that, however much more THERE, lol. I've seen things like this before, but this time... in the middle of the room, just a few feet away, ... whaaa! :doh: LOL :rolleyes2: (Again... Michael, if that was you... oh please come back
Geraldo Rivera+MJ in 2005 said:
Boy do I understand that. For me too. So deep that I could never hope to explain. My heart, my soul... what else is there? Michael is an indelible part of the very core of my being. I can't explain. I love him SO much and for so long, through so much, forever, no matter what and in a very personal way, in a way that as I said... reaches down to the very core of my being. Like an uprooted tree, yes....
To continue Asedora's question, how much SEEN do you mean? I mean like this... there's that moment where you think (even for real) you see someone out of the corner of your eye and you turn and see nothing. Or the little glimpses you get that let you know someone is there, like a sparkle. But do you mean SEE like you'd see ME if I was physically in your house right in front of you? Someone in another thread posted that she saw Michael LIKE THAT, like he was a physical person, standing right in front of her as real as can be for several seconds and then he vanished. That blew my mind. I mean, my mother has seen spirits and ghosts just like that. 100% solid for real. I guess I did when I was little, but I don't remember... I just know the stories. I saw a hand wave in the darkness near my bedroom door the night before my grandfather died in August ... one time I saw a woman in a white dress out of the corner of my eye in our haunted church, I saw that creepy weird black creature thing I wrote about a while back in my old workplace ... but I've never looked directly at a spirit/ghost/apparition and saw that it was them and that it couldn't be my imagination. And I want that, you know. I truly do. I'm not scared (just startled sometimes :hysterical
Yeah, before I get more "reputation points"...:cheeky:, all I wanted to say is how funny it is that both hoaxer and psychic(s) (mediums) consider each totally nuts and off their rocker. That is hysterical. Both sides think of the other one as totally nutty. That's funny.
Yes, and so have other people.
When he passed I spent the night listening to "Ghosts" all night long. The 26th is my birthday and people from Europe started calling me to say Happy Birthday, while here in the US it was still the 25th. That was absolutely surreal.
I usually let him know with a little wave when I know he's around. He suggested "waving". He is indeed around many people. Those, that he can relate to. And I can tell just from this thread alone that he has found himself many people that he can relate to and those that relate to him. There are so many boards and by now there are SO many people that have these experiences- he IS a different kind of spiritual figure, that's not a joke...
He actually started quite the spiritual revolution, I'd like to say.
Between the "Hoax" (man, sometimes I wanna march in there and say, people, he is dead...) and the "Psychics" thread innocent bystanders must think MJ fans have more than a couple screws loose. Funny thing is the Hoaxers would declare us nuts, while the Psychics would say to the hoaxers, listen...there's no hoax.
) and I heard this really..weird noise. Needless to say I freaked myself out cos it woke me up. I didn't ask my mother if she heard it lol, cos whenever I say maybe it was this, she'll just :rolleyes2: ..:lol: I will keep them and their families in my prayers.Whoaaa freaky!:bugeyed I love how those things always come when you least expect it and can still make you shock, lol.
Very true! I'd definitely say he knows who to go to and it's amazing that also not so spiritual people have told about experiences as well and started to look into that more...he seems so open and so interested in all of those who are willing to 'take part' and feel it. Don't think you would've seen that with any other 'passed celeb' or something, he's always been so interested in people and it's actually great he can now somehow get to know us better, deeper, in another level. I dunnow, kind of feels that way! And also the other way around ofcourse.I usually let him know with a little wave when I know he's around. He suggested "waving". He is indeed around many people. Those, that he can relate to. And I can tell just from this thread alone that he has found himself many people that he can relate to and those that relate to him. There are so many boards and by now there are SO many people that have these experiences- he IS a different kind of spiritual figure, that's not a joke...
He actually started quite the spiritual revolution, I'd like to say.
Between the "Hoax" (man, sometimes I wanna march in there and say, people, he is dead...) and the "Psychics" thread innocent bystanders must think MJ fans have more than a couple screws loose. Funny thing is the Hoaxers would declare us nuts, while the Psychics would say to the hoaxers, listen...there's no hoax.
Actually I'm always looking for explanations, I'm trying to cut that down and just 'believe' right away more, but I do that mostly because I can be quite modest by nature and think 'why would he come to me?' / 'why would I earn that?'. Though the past months I've learned so much about myself and about him, that the connections are just so there and that it seems more and more...logical, if that makes sense. It's feels like....this is how it should be, or so.:heart:
Oh, that's funny! I was just thinking today that I might ask you or someone else in this thread if anyone would be able to help me, because I want to record some singing and have a guitar or piano on the background, because I don't like to just put the original instrumental behind it, but want to have something fitting for the way I sing it and so on! Already recorded 'You Got The Love' yesterday, so now I wanna try some stuff out. So musical gals out there reading this, lemme know if you'd like to help!
Hmmm that's weird...but do you mean with something following him, like a spirit? Or just 'thoughts' about that there might be something happening? But he doesn't feels like it's something bad specifically? I think you're right about that there is a reason why he survived things and that he stayed for like some unfinished business and so on, but don't really know what to do with that kind of thoughts or fear. Had something like that a while ago myself but that turned out to be nothing.....but I've also had things that did turn out, smaller things, so yeah....maybe someone else knows more on this?
That's cool! Sure looks like someone helped you out!
Ok, gotta remember this later *remember* *remember* lolOh, that's funny! I was just thinking today that I might ask you or someone else in this thread if anyone would be able to help me, because I want to record some singing and have a guitar or piano on the background, because I don't like to just put the original instrumental behind it, but want to have something fitting for the way I sing it and so on! Already recorded 'You Got The Love' yesterday, so now I wanna try some stuff out. So musical gals out there reading this, lemme know if you'd like to help!
. If you need it soon I can record on my brother's laptop. I'm ordering my new laptop today. I couldn't find one within my budget so I'm adding a bit on and paying it over the next few weeks.Mundy- I just tried to reply to you, but internet cut out lol.
That is quite something that your boyf had happen to him
I agree with what you say on him thinking his life will get cut short. I can see how he thinks like that, but not sure why. To me, it seems he has a second chance, there's a reason he didn't die, you know?
About him feeling someone is following him..that's odd. What does he feel when 'they' are around? What emotions? I mean he said he doesn't feel it is evil..
When the pointer moved over one of us (not sure who) there was a sentence that displayed about CONNECTION ... we're all one (including one with Michael) ... and at that second I suddenly half woke up out of the dream. I opened my eyes and was looking directly at the clock beside my bed. It was 11:22 and I thought... oh, how classic! Master numbers. It's like a YES/YES answer ... yes, we're all one. Connected! Of course! How cute that I'd be awakened to see this time on the clock. Obviously that's a message
.... oh Geez... headache getting worse again... probably going offlilne... :timer: ... sick of lying down ... and wish the sun would serioulsy go down already :lol: ... enough with the glare, man
Hey guys. The thread has been moving fast since I went to bed.
It's so sad about those fans. So young
ModulationAlert Beautiful song. Really beautiful. It has so much depth. I listened to it without reading the lyrics the first time and I could feel what you were singing about without the words.
I had more to reply to but I had so much to read that I can't think of them all now.
Crazy, huh? I read once that migraines are more common in the spring and autumn in the weeks around the equinoxes because the Earth's magnetic field fluctuates the most then. Well, then there are allergies to consider as well. I'm trying to "will" away my headache right now. Wait... did I say that word? I don't have any pain. What the heck am I talking about? I feel FINE (*trying* ... and seems to be getting better, but maybe that's the caffeine kicking in?)...
< Thanks. And about your bf and the fear thing, yeah, that's really something he needs to get over I think. Reminds me of my sister the day our grandfather died. She had just found out and then felt a very strong presence in the room with her and she said she got really scared then. I was like... who did you think it was??? She said our grandpa. :doh: Then why were you scared??? :lol: I mean, seriously. But I used to be terrified when I was younger, so it's just a process of getting over fear. In the end one just has to think ... they're just people. (Well, mostly, lol.) No one becomes scary just because they passed on. But, like Modulation Alert just wrote... when you don't know who it is, it's disconcerting. Anytime someone just shows up out of the blue I'm actually more "scared" about who I know may have died (yikes
) than a presence in my room. It worries me... I start thinking, oh God... what if it's a relative or friend who just... passed...? I don't want to get that news...Yep, totally agree. I was paralyzed by fear of "ghosts" when I was a kid and it's only been in the past 10 years or so that I've finally come to realize that it's not scary (err, well like 90% of the time, lol). And I have visits and weird stuff happening all the time. Runs in the family :lol: Last night, for example, it was the startle effect of having someone suddenly there, not fear of who might be there or that there was someone there. A couple of weeks ago hubby came home from work and I was sleeping and he somehow came into the room and lay down on the bed without waking me up. So I'm lying on my side, opened my eyes and hubby's face was like a foot from mine on the next pillow looking right at me and I freakin' FLIPPED :bugeyed :hysterical: :swoon: My heart was pounding for like 10 minutes :lol: And as soon as this happened I kind of imagined in the back of my mind Michael saying, "Now you know why I can't just show up like that :tease:" :doh: LOLOL Dangit!
It permeates everything and completely surrounds me. And if I feel freaked out or just disconnected I'll sort of "reach higher", yeah. For me I kind of feel it like swimming. Like I'm sort of butterfly stroking forward into higher realms with my energy. If that makes any sense. You are very talented...thanks for sharing that piece.I think Michael was his own spiritual figure of sorts. While we talk about all these connections with him and Jesus, Krishna, etc...I think they are just that, connections... but not that he actually IS any of those people. I think he's just another soul who really GOT IT, like the others did. Got that it was all about love...got what life is all about...helping others, caring for one another. We're all one. I think he'll go down in history as one of the 'Greats' that people will aspire to become like. Haha think about it...what if thousands upon thousands of years in the future, there is another person born into the world with the same mission and the same loving energy...that everyone is like "omg! he shares a lot of the same qualities as the Great Michael Jackson!" just like we are doing now with Michael and Jesus. And then people will get all offended (just as they do now with Jesus) "how dare you compare this person to the Great Michael! He is above us all!" :lol:Asedora said:
Haha I love that. I wish I could see him shape shift and stuff. I never really "see" him...only in meditations which aren't very trustworthy and usually hazy. I remember in a dream I had last year though he started out as being 30ish and then turned to looking 50ish. Completely gorgeous both times. :heart:Modulation Alert said:
Yeah exactly!darlingdear said:
:lol: See, what I'm thinkin' is, why don't they just try showing up in a way that won't jolt us? Like...starting out as a sparkle...then slowing forming into shape, getting denser and then voila...there they are. That way it's not just like BAM...HERE I AM! Shouldn't that be possible? Then anytime I see a sparkle I could just prepare myself.mjbunny said:
