Merged: Psychics channel Michael

[mjbunny]

^ LOL, or even when you're ready for them. Like you're in a meditation state, you're all "ommmmm" and receptive... why can't you say, ok, now's a great time and then open your eyes and see them standing in front of you?

I still wonder if I didn't block that ability to a large degree because of something truly terrifying my mother saw when I was a kid. I heard her tell the story so many times and I always thought, omg I don't ever want to see something like that. And I still think it would scare the bejesus out of me these days, but not like it would've years ago. I've talked more with her about it lately to get more details, I guess to make it all less scary. But still I think on some level there's probably a fear that you can't just pick and choose what you're willing to see. You either "have the gift" or you don't. But is it really like that? Maybe you CAN choose if you believe you can.

 

[xo_lola_xo]

Two updates for you guys.

Last night, I decided to meditate and so I did. I saw myself walking in a beautiful field and soon, I saw Michael. His back was to me and he was sitting down in front of some flowers. He was sorting them or smelling them or something. I didn't quite see that. Then he stood up and looked at me. I asked "Can I get a hug?" and when I did, I felt the hug in real life. :wub: I felt energy and love on one side of my head and on one side of my back. It was so powerful. I asked him if he was ok; he didn't reply but I sensed that he was. During the hug, I moved my head (from my face being towards Michael's neck/ear to off his shoulder) and when I did that in the meditation, my head moved beyond my control in real life, in the same direction. It was amazing. Soon, everything began to slowly fade and I had the soundest night sleep after it. The meditation lasted for only a maximum of five minutes but it was so good. I loved it!

Later, I had the strangest dream! :mello: I didn't quite remember what happened but I had a polar bear as a pet. :bugeyed It was just walking around the apartment! In one part of the dream, I was taking a nap and the polar bear was at the end of my bed and I must have annoyed it when I got up because it punched me out. What the...? and in that same dream, I had a priest! A priest was in my kitchen. LOL.

I looked up the meanings and I got this :

Polar bear : To see a polar bear in your dream, signifies a reawakening.

Priest : To see a priest in your dream, represents your spiritual needs, sense of morality and religious beliefs. You are looking for some guidance. It also symbolizes chastity and abstinence. You may view sexuality as immoral.

(I just wanna say, I DO NOT view sexuality as immoral AT ALL. LOL.)

 

[amygrace]

^ LOL, or even when you're ready for them. Like you're in a meditation state, you're all "ommmmm" and receptive... why can't you say, ok, now's a great time and then open your eyes and see them standing in front of you?

IKR?

But still I think on some level there's probably a fear that you can't just pick and choose what you're willing to see. You either "have the gift" or you don't. But is it really like that? Maybe you CAN choose if you believe you can.

I wonder about that. Maybe it's just that those of use that don't naturally have the ability working, that even though we feel prepared for it...on some level we aren't. So it's just a process we have to go through...however annoying it may seem.

I asked "Can I get a hug?" and when I did, I felt the hug in real life. :wub: I felt energy and love on one side of my head and on one side of my back. It was so powerful.

Beeeautiful. :wub: Interesting dream too...the meanings you found make sense! Especially after that lovely meditation.

 

[ginvid]

I guess the nature of believing that psychics are contacting MJ in the afterlife would necessitate him no longer being alive. So if you think he is alive, there is a thread for that. You might want to leave this thread alone.

Let's keep it on topic and keep Hoax talk from here.

Thanks!

 

[Mundy]

My grandmother (who died just a few weeks before Michael) did the same thing and it absolutely freaked me out. I even yelled into the room to PLEASE stop scaring me. I hadn't even gotten the "your grandma passed" phone call yet and she was visiting right away the first night. And has ever since.
Does your boyfriend have trouble sleeping? (my son had huge issues until we took a couple of measures) Take baths in sea salt, hug a couple of trees, just ground yourself.
Get a little mini fountain. It might make him feel better.

He has absolutely no problem sleeping! He's like one of those dolls that close their eyes when you lie them down. It's not as easy to wake him up though!

He wasn't afraid of the things he saw when he was a child. Seeing his granddad didn't scare or upset him. It's only since he got older. He doesn't see anything anymore but he can still feel presences. I definitely think he could pick up on a lot if he was open to it.

(I just wanna say, I DO NOT view sexuality as immoral AT ALL. LOL.)

:lmao: My mind wandered off to some of the threads in the Man In The Mirror section when I read that :naughty: :wild:

Your meditation sounded lovely :heart:

 

[Louise.]

I guess the nature of believing that psychics are contacting MJ in the afterlife would necessitate him no longer being alive. So if you think he is alive, there is a thread for that. You might want to leave this thread alone.

Let's keep it on topic and keep Hoax talk from here.

Thanks!

Thanks for that. :flowers:

 

[mjbunny]

Amygrace - Yeah, I hear you about the process thing. I keep thinking... if I saw spirits when I was a little kid and can't seem to now... can I reawaken that ability? And if so, does that take a year, 10 years, 20 years? Maybe in like 2042 I'll finally see someone. :lol:

Dance of Zenab - Wow, that sounds like such a wonderful experience :heart: Oh!

(I just wanna say, I DO NOT view sexuality as immoral AT ALL. LOL.)

:hysterical: (Am I a bad, bad girl when my first thought was, "especially when wrapped in shiny gold material" ? lololol)

 

[Bee]

I'd love to help you out . If you need it soon I can record on my brother's laptop. I'm ordering my new laptop today. I couldn't find one within my budget so I'm adding a bit on and paying it over the next few weeks.

Thanks! Don't need it soon, I'm not really satisfied with what I have yet I think, but will try some scrapping and re-recording and will PM you by then with the stuff I have so you can see if you can work with that, is that okay?

Mundy, Amy, DarlingDear, Louise, and everyone, thank you for listening and your kind words, means the world to me when you guys understand the music...I really mean that.

Think I missed something here, did you post something new? Would love to hear it! :cheeky:

 

[xo_lola_xo]

Dance of Zenab - Wow, that sounds like such a wonderful experience :heart: Oh!

:hysterical: (Am I a bad, bad girl when my first thought was, "especially when wrapped in shiny gold material" ? lololol)

Bad?
Bad?
Not at all! :no:


































:tease::tease::tease::tease::tease::tease:

 

[xo_lola_xo]

Beeeautiful. :wub: Interesting dream too...the meanings you found make sense! Especially after that lovely meditation.

Yes.
Especially the priest part because I want to convert to Christianity but am struggling with the whole Catholic VS Baptist thing.
Sigh.
.

 

[mjbunny]

Yes.
Especially the priest part because I want to convert to Christianity but am struggling with the whole Catholic VS Baptist thing.
Sigh.
.

Wow, are those the only two choices available? I found that over here in Germany it's like you're either "Catholic" or "not Catholic", lol. I'm like... huh? Cuz back in the US there's a ton of denominations and they all matter in a way as to what your church believes and how they interact with the world. So Baptist, Southern Baptist, Lutheran, on and on. And when you register your residence here you declare what religion you are. I'm like... what? And things like Presbyterian or Methodist go down here as "Evangelical" :bugeyed , ummm, ok, lol. So I guess I'm officially listed as a Godless heathen :hysterical: ... No religion, baby! (< -- which I guess technically is true, since there's no "a little bit of all of them" choice)


Adding.... Germany's "declare your religion" thing just now reminded me of a dream I had about 16 years ago. It was some kind of doomsday scenario in which people were fleeing the cities for survival. There was a pickup truck heading out of town and a friend of mine was trying to get me a ride on it, but the people said they're only taking Christians with them, so I have to prove this in order to get in the truck. I'm like... wow, just what Jesus would do, ahem :rolleyes2: Anyway, each of our ID/passport thingies listed our official religion with a little symbol, so like Christians had a cross, Jews had a Star of David, etc. On mine, though, there was like a symbol of every religion imaginable :lol: and the symbols nearly covered the entire ID card, LOL. And I knew this was right, you know. It wasn't some desperate attempt to cover all my bases, but it was RIGHT for me, who I was. The people with the truck were like, "hmmm... I don't know about this" at first and I yelled at them... "Look! Right here! See the cross????!!!" And so they 'had' to let me on. Weird dream.

 

[xo_lola_xo]

Wow, are those the only two choices available? I found that over here in Germany it's like you're either "Catholic" or "not Catholic", lol. I'm like... huh? Cuz back in the US there's a ton of denominations and they all matter in a way as to what your church believes and how they interact with the world. So Baptist, Southern Baptist, Lutheran, on and on. And when you register your residence here you declare what religion you are. I'm like... what? And things like Presbyterian or Methodist go down here as "Evangelical" :bugeyed , ummm, ok, lol. So I guess I'm officially listed as a Godless heathen :hysterical: ... No religion, baby! (< -- which I guess technically is true, since there's no "a little bit of all of them" choice)

I want to pick one of those choices. lol.
Catholic or baptist. Problem is, I agree equally with both so I'll have to do some more thinking.

And yeah, there are so many choices it gets soo confusing. Why can't people just be Christian? :lol:

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

Wow, are those the only two choices available? I found that over here in Germany it's like you're either "Catholic" or "not Catholic", lol. I'm like... huh? Cuz back in the US there's a ton of denominations and they all matter in a way as to what your church believes and how they interact with the world. So Baptist, Southern Baptist, Lutheran, on and on. And when you register your residence here you declare what religion you are. I'm like... what? And things like Presbyterian or Methodist go down here as "Evangelical" :bugeyed , which is certainly not how it goes down back home, lol. So I guess I'm officially listed as a Godless heathen :hysterical: ... No religion, baby! (< -- which I guess technically is true, since there's no "a little bit of all of them" choice)

Well, you must NOT be in Northern Germany....:hysterical:
Yeah, "protestants" of Northern European Fashion would have a big surprise waiting for them in the US, if they think they would be "Evangelical".

Just use the word "Freikirche" for everything that's not Catholic or "Protestant". Hehe.

The Church in Germany landed a big fish in Germany when the Government is collecting "church tax" for the church...:doh: Big historical thing. Germans are not very eager to donate in church because they literally pay church taxes if they declare an affiliation...yep, one of those things I really don't miss...

But then again, being a "Godless One" is pretty easy over there...sometimes a lot easier than somewhere in the US actually.

 

[Bee]

Yay, just saw that the books I've ordered are being delivered tomorrow!:clapping:
Under which:
Messages From Your Angels - Doreen Virtue
Meditations w/ James van Praagh - James van Praagh

Took a while 'cuz I wanted the English versions. Anyone has read those? Hope they're interesting!

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

Thanks! Don't need it soon, I'm not really satisfied with what I have yet I think, but will try some scrapping and re-recording and will PM you by then with the stuff I have so you can see if you can work with that, is that okay?

Would love to help but I think I've got no clue what you'd wanted or how to. :scratch:I admire anyone that can get a decent beat out of the editing programs. I thrilled if I can get a decent "acoustic" something out of 'em.

Think I missed something here, did you post something new? Would love to hear it! :cheeky:

I posted a pretty rough version of a song, I'll re-record it without my coughing child and without me messing it up.:tease:

 

[darlingdear]

Zenab - :wub: What a beautiful meditation!! Thanks for sharing.


I just tried meditating, cos the net was down and I was bored so I thought what better way to cure boredom than to practice, right?
It was funny, I could 'see' things moving around, even though I had my eyes firmly shut. Like shadows coming and going. Then I saw..glimpses and flashes again. I saw a glimpse of Michael standing up by some white walls & arches. Then that went as I stupidly asked, did I make that up, was that for real?? Lost concentration again! Then it went really bright, so I casually asked in my head, so anyone gonna join me tonight, or want to? Grandmother?..spirit guide(s)? Then after a while I saw Michael's face, but really far away, so it was hard to make out cos it was so..bright, but from what I could 'see' he looked exactly like he did in TII. But he was so far away!! So I was like, please, spirit guide(s) take my hand, lead me there, or Michael please take my hand, I just want to see you. My hand got a little warm after I said that. But I never fully got there, then I began drifting in and out of sleep lol ..again :rolleyes2:
I just wish stuff would fully materalise in my meditations lol. But that's part of the problem, my desire to want stuff to happen, leads to my mind getting clouded then frustration sets in - it's a vicious circle.

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

Yay, just saw that the books I've ordered are being delivered tomorrow!:clapping:
Under which:
Messages From Your Angels - Doreen Virtue
Meditations w/ James van Praagh - James van Praagh

Took a while 'cuz I wanted the English versions. Anyone has read those? Hope they're interesting!

I've read "Archangels and Ascended Masters" by Doreen Virtue. That one is more like a compendium, it's more like a compact encyclopedia of names. It's nice to have though.

 

[MJJLaugh]

Oh boy, so much to reply to and/or comment on and I have something I want to share with you too.

Modulation Alert and Mrs Music - I will listen tomorrow to your music ( the rough version with the coughing son and the two songs).

Amy - Thanks for the information on the Beginner's Guide. I will order it, as well as look into the books mentioned by Mrs. Music

Asedora and Mjbunny - hope your migraines or headaches will recede soon!! Hope you feel better soon. I don't know why but I have to say this to both of you: trust your instinct/gutfeeling and don't overthink it or rationalize it. Go with your first impression or idea of what to do, it's always the best!

Asedora and Amy I totally agree on the nature versus party thing and going out. I have always felt most loneliest among groups of people that were happily chattering away about ??? each other, latest fashion, last holiday etc

Mundy - I think there is a definite reason your bf is still here. He can either "tune in" or "tune out" and by "tuning out" I mean more protecting himself from unwanted prescences etc. But knowledge is definitely helpful in getting rid of fear.

DanceofZenab - nice meditation you had there!! Good luck in finding your religion. Firstly it is important to know which void you want to fill and what it is exactly that you are looking for, then you will surely get your answers! :wub:


Okay the experience I wanted to share: last monday I was with friends and I left to go home. It wasn't late yet ( 20:45 pm) and not entirely dark either. There was light from streetlamps so I saw two shadows one short one and one long one right behind me. I had a feeling that someone was behind me so I turned around and looked - nobody. I have also often now, since's Michael's passing, seen something in my house out of the corner of my eye. I can never be really sure what it is. Sometimes there are noises too. It's not scary, I'm just very curious and open minded so I don't really know what to make of it or if I even should do anything ?

Does anyone know about the two shadows thingy, are there situations where that occurs naturally and there's some sort of logical explanation ?

Oh yeah and most importantly - we will have another meditation tomorrow evening, saturday evening ?. What time ? 11 pm Amsterdam time ? or ?

 

[Flor]

Hey guys! How are you doing?

I've been felling sick for the last couple of days , and today the headache is killing me but anyway, I wanted to comment some of your posts...

I just found out that I got the grant I applied for to do fieldwork!!! So I now have to plan it all, but basically in the summer I'll be spending about 6 weeks in the Amazon in Peru, documenting a language... I'm so excited!!!

I'm a little late with the news but I'm really happy for you Neeve Wish you all the best in your fieldwork :hug:

I swear to God someone was standing in the middle of my living room! I saw out of the corner of my eye as I turned an adult-sized figure, edge of a shirt or jacket on one side, but it's like they weren't fully formed, so I saw like preformed shadow in a way?

:wild: OMG that must been really creepy!
It happened to me that sometimes I feel like someone is around or I get the feeling that someone just passed near me , but never saw him/her...

Two updates for you guys.

Last night, I decided to meditate and so I did. I saw myself walking in a beautiful field and soon, I saw Michael. His back was to me and he was sitting down in front of some flowers. He was sorting them or smelling them or something. I didn't quite see that. Then he stood up and looked at me. I asked "Can I get a hug?" and when I did, I felt the hug in real life. :wub: I felt energy and love on one side of my head and on one side of my back. It was so powerful. I asked him if he was ok; he didn't reply but I sensed that he was. During the hug, I moved my head (from my face being towards Michael's neck/ear to off his shoulder) and when I did that in the meditation, my head moved beyond my control in real life, in the same direction. It was amazing. Soon, everything began to slowly fade and I had the soundest night sleep after it. The meditation lasted for only a maximum of five minutes but it was so good. I loved it!

Aww that sounds so lovely Zenab :heart: Michael hugged you :wub:


Amy , Asedora and MJJLaugh

I SO understand what you're talking about.Im not a very social person either.It happens very often that I feel out of place when I'm sorrounded by people , it's like Im there but at the same time I'm alone you know?
Years ago when all my friends where going to the clubs to meet boys , dance and drink I thought there was something wrong with me, I didn't (and don't) find that interesting at all , I prefer to stay in home and read a book...



Sending love and good vibes to all :heart: :hug: :hug:

 

[8701girl]

Dance- thats so good that michael got 2 hug you

 

[CaptainEoLove85]

Hello, I watched a movie yesterday called Heart and Souls with Robert Downey Jr. It's about these four people who die at the same time Robert Downey Jr.'s character is being born, so the four spirits become attached to him. Then later on as an adult he has to help them out with their unfinished business. It's a really touching story and got me teary eyed in parts.

Still waiting for Michael to show up in my dreams in a significant sort of way. Maybe if I wish on a star like in Princess and the Frog (please please please) lol Or perhaps I'm asking too much.

 

[amygrace]

Bianca - I have Messages From Your Angels...only read a few chapters though. But so far so good. I love a lot of Doreen's stuff...read many of her other books. Happy reading!

Flor - hey girl :flowers: sorry to hear you've been sick. Feel better! :huggy:

Elise - I have that movie! I thought it was really cute. And...Robert Downey Jr. is gorgeous in it. :heart:


Well I'm off to bed...goodnight girls! :group:

 

[xo_lola_xo]

Dance- thats so good that michael got 2 hug you

Aww that sounds so lovely Zenab :heart: Michael hugged you :wub:

I know. It made me sooo happy!

DanceofZenab - nice meditation you had there!! Good luck in finding your religion. Firstly it is important to know which void you want to fill and what it is exactly that you are looking for, then you will surely get your answers! :wub:


Okay the experience I wanted to share: last monday I was with friends and I left to go home. It wasn't late yet ( 20:45 pm) and not entirely dark either. There was light from streetlamps so I saw two shadows one short one and one long one right behind me. I had a feeling that someone was behind me so I turned around and looked - nobody. I have also often now, since's Michael's passing, seen something in my house out of the corner of my eye. I can never be really sure what it is. Sometimes there are noises too. It's not scary, I'm just very curious and open minded so I don't really know what to make of it or if I even should do anything ?

Does anyone know about the two shadows thingy, are there situations where that occurs naturally and there's some sort of logical explanation ?

Oh yeah and most importantly - we will have another meditation tomorrow evening, saturday evening ?. What time ? 11 pm Amsterdam time ? or ?

Thanks for the advice honey and I would totally love another meditation. Let me know when it is, guys.
MJJLaugh. About the shadow, wow, I don't think there can be logical explanations. Trust your heart.

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I'm feeling really down guys.
I don't know what you all believe regarding Michael's death but it seems to me that no one wants justice for our Michael. I've just lost hope.

 

[Bee]

I posted a pretty rough version of a song, I'll re-record it without my coughing child and without me messing it up.:tease:

Aww so I missed it out, boo! But yes, do re-record it...would love to hear.

...
I just wish stuff would fully materalise in my meditations lol. But that's part of the problem, my desire to want stuff to happen, leads to my mind getting clouded then frustration sets in - it's a vicious circle.

Hmm maybe you should try to get some books/information on meditating and how to block those thoughts and distractions? I know how it's like, sometimes I have that myself too but I'm naturally very good in controlling my thoughts (also when in pain or something) and have this imaginary mind so I guess that works for it. Sometimes I feel thoughts popping up like 'I have to tell this in the psychic thread!' LOL. :doh: But you can learn how to block those 'back to normal' thoughts and calming/focussing on the meditation to really get into that other level.

I've read "Archangels and Ascended Masters" by Doreen Virtue. That one is more like a compendium, it's more like a compact encyclopedia of names. It's nice to have though.

Okay thanks, will put that on my (ever growing) list of books I need to order!

I SO understand what you're talking about.Im not a very social person either.It happens very often that I feel out of place when I'm sorrounded by people , it's like Im there but at the same time I'm alone you know?
Years ago when all my friends where going to the clubs to meet boys , dance and drink I thought there was something wrong with me, I didn't (and don't) find that interesting at all , I prefer to stay in home and read a book.

(Hope you're feeling better soon! :better: ) I'm like that as well, never really like going out to clubs and the stuff people my age do. Can talk about this subject for hours. Sometimes when you are surrounded by people who are all different from you it's so hard to go on without struggling, but for a certain part I couldn't and won't care because hey....Michael is there. Oh, come to think of how much he means to my being. :heart:

Bianca - I have Messages From Your Angels...only read a few chapters though. But so far so good. I love a lot of Doreen's stuff...read many of her other books. Happy reading!

Oh okay thanks! Wonder what it's like, can't wait to go reading.


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Wishing you all a nice weekend, enjoy it! :flowers:

 

[darlingdear]

Zenab - :huggy: I know what you mean. I want justice so much for MJ but it doesn't seem to be happening fast I really hope they don't just dismiss it and shout NEXT. Cos it's important he gets it. :sigh: ray:

Flor - Aw, sorry to hear you have been sick :huggy: Feel better soon!

Mrs.Music - It's funny you mention books, cos while I was in my sister's room yesterday I found a book and while flicking through I found some tips on how to meditate. So I'm gonna start practicing using that and see what happens. Sometimes I feel like I'm not cut out for meditating lol, cos have such a short attention span, but I mean the whole point of meditation is to learn about yourself, 'train' yourself and get better and all the rest..

Just picking up on what MJJLaugh said about meditation today/tonight (Saturday)? Is it today/tonight? Although I would love to do one, not sure I can make it tonight..

I couldn't get to sleep for ages last night, I was lying awake for about 3 1/2 hours before I went to sleep. My mind was buzzing. But, MJ was in my dream :wub:. It was completely random, quite short, but he was in there, so that's something. He looked like he did in the Trial Era..Wearing a suit and red tie and he had on his eyeglasses (which I noticed cos I was staring at him and he just smiled lol). We were walking through a corridor. The women at reception were like OMG it's Michael Jackson! For some reason, before we could enter the room, we had to show them we could click, so me and MJ start clicking infront of these women and they are like OMG Michael Jackson is clicking infront of us!!!! :wild: Anyway they did all the admin stuff and then I was like here MJ sign this, so he signs his b'day in this big box. Going into the courtroom (no idea why we were in court), MJ wanders to the press room, so I grabbed his shoulder (could really feel my hand on his suit) and said, uh uh, this way and pulled him gently into the other room..so then he went and sat down on front row (it wasn't a courtroom layout, just rows and rows of chairs). I sat with my two friends but then I was like hang on MJ is by himself, whaaaaat? So I went to the front row and sat with him. I was like making small talk.. "So, are you nervous?" I then felt like well :doh: As I said this his arm was around my shoulder and I held his hand (although this time it was cold ), he replied "Yes" really quietly. Then it ended..talk about cliffhanger endings lol.
Sorry to be so descriptive - like usual :rolleyes2: :lol:

:heart: to you all

 

[Mundy]

Hey gals. Just dropping in. I hope everyone is good

I had a dream about Michael last night that I can actually remember! We were in a theater. There was a play on. Michael got up and walked through the crowd singing. But he wasn't very good :lol: He was distracting everyone and the group on stage stopped in the middle of the song :lmao:. Michael said "sorry" quietly and walked back to his seat beside me. He was my friend. Not some big star. Then I ruined it by realising he was a big star, my idol no less and I thought "I can't wait to tell my friends!" :doh: Why did I have to think that?!?! Something happened after that but I can't remember what it was. Then I woke up.

I had a really long meditation last night. I wrote it down this morning and it's 8 pages long so I'm not gonna bother putting it all up here. I might put a short version up later

I love you all :heart:

Edit: Sorry, I didn't have time to reply to anyone. I'll be back in a while and I'll be able to spend longer. *hugs*

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

That's funny, I'll just add myself to the list of dreams. When he first passed, I saw him in my dreams all the time, every single time I went to sleep, naps, nighttime, all the time. I remember he showed me scores of music- and an invisible choir was actually singing the score while he was showing it to me. I remember back then I woke but I only managed to write down the rhythm and the first few notes.

I haven't dreamt of him since December or so. I saw him at a Hotel, he was actually very relaxed and seemed happy. That was nice to see. He had chin length black straight hair and very tailored black suit, but it didn't look very business suit like, I just remember it fitting well. ROFL.
He was bopping his head and just had a good time, he was so relaxed. We racked up a 800 Dollar bill.

Hair and Make-up looked similar to the auditions of the dancers in This Is It, just had a bit more of "blow drow straight" look.

He looked similar to when he is clapping in This Is It when they finally selected the dancers. He had a similar grin on his face when he was checking out the female dancers...it's so cool to see him just laugh, grin and smile.

Happy weekend, everyone!:yes:

 

[mjbunny]

Hello, I watched a movie yesterday called Heart and Souls with Robert Downey Jr. It's about these four people who die at the same time Robert Downey Jr.'s character is being born, so the four spirits become attached to him. Then later on as an adult he has to help them out with their unfinished business. It's a really touching story and got me teary eyed in parts.

Sounds interesting. Will have to look out for that one.

I'm feeling really down guys.
I don't know what you all believe regarding Michael's death but it seems to me that no one wants justice for our Michael. I've just lost hope.

:hug: Me too. I had a terrible night/morning. My eyes are all swollen still. It's amazing the complicated stuff I can find to bring up and agonize over for hours I feel quite disconnected now, although I suppose that's mostly my own fault. Just kind of in a haze.

So are we really doing a meditation today? That would be 2pm PT / 3pm MT / 4pm CT / 5pm ET / 10pm UK / 23:00 CEST (for real this time, lol... http://timeanddate.com/s/1prd ) I can't do it tomorrow because we won't be home until very late. But if we wanna tonight, I'll be there.

I'm like that as well, never really like going out to clubs and the stuff people my age do. Can talk about this subject for hours. Sometimes when you are surrounded by people who are all different from you it's so hard to go on without struggling, but for a certain part I couldn't and won't care because hey....Michael is there. Oh, come to think of how much he means to my being. :heart:

Interesting we're mostly all saying this about ourselves. I have always been like that too. Back years ago I found it much nicer to sit in Denny's drinking coffee until 5am with two close friends, talking about spirituality or politics or some such topic than go to drinking or looking for guys. I've never enjoyed that either and it seems that most people in the world do, so I've always been a weirdo. And it bothered me when I was late teens into my 20's, you know, because it's like there must be something "wrong" with someone who doesn't enjoy "normal" partying. But actually there are many people who don't like to hang out in clubs and talk about fingernail polish and gossip all the time I remember being at a friend's party back then and our little group of 3 close friends ended up migrating upstairs away from all the drama and sexy drinking games and instead watching The Muppet Movie and The Muppets Take Manhattan (ok, while drinking way too many pina coladas, but still...) while everyone else stayed downstairs. And all these years later it would still be the more likely decision on my part, lolol.

Mundy & Darlingdear - oh sweet, you got dreams of Michael last night! :wub: :heart: I woke up after 4 hours of sleep and had been dreaming something MJ-related (as usual), but no with him in it and I can't remember details. I remember feeling sad that he wasn't in my dreams, though, after all the crying. I was hoping that at least my mind would make me an MJ dream, but no :doh:

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

Sounds interesting. Will have to look out for that one.

:hug: Me too. I had a terrible night/morning. My eyes are all swollen still. It's amazing the complicated stuff I can find to bring up and agonize over for hours I feel quite disconnected now, although I suppose that's mostly my own fault. Just kind of in a haze.

So are we really doing a meditation today? That would be 2pm PT / 3pm MT / 4pm CT / 5pm ET / 10pm UK / 23:00 CEST (for real this time, lol... http://timeanddate.com/s/1prd ) I can't do it tomorrow because we won't be home until very late. But if we wanna tonight, I'll be there.

Interesting we're mostly all saying this about ourselves. I have always been like that too. Back years ago I found it much nicer to sit in Denny's drinking coffee until 5am with two close friends, talking about spirituality or politics or some such topic than go to drinking or looking for guys. I've never enjoyed that either and it seems that most people in the world do, so I've always been a weirdo. And it bothered me when I was late teens into my 20's, you know, because it's like there must be something "wrong" with someone who doesn't enjoy "normal" partying. But actually there are many people who don't like to hang out in clubs and talk about fingernail polish and gossip all the time I remember being at a friend's party back then and our little group of 3 close friends ended up migrating upstairs away from all the drama and sexy drinking games and instead watching The Muppet Movie and The Muppets Take Manhattan (ok, while drinking way too many pina coladas, but still...) while everyone else stayed downstairs. And all these years later it would still be the more likely decision on my part, lolol.

Mundy & Darlingdear - oh sweet, you got dreams of Michael last night! :wub: :heart: I woke up after 4 hours of sleep and had been dreaming something MJ-related (as usual), but no with him in it and I can't remember details. I remember feeling sad that he wasn't in my dreams, though, after all the crying. I was hoping that at least my mind would make me an MJ dream, but no :doh:

Haha, we used to watch "Muppets from Space", that just unk:unk:unk: after some Caipirinhas and Pina Coladas!

 

[mjbunny]

You know the 1's that pop up in our lives sometimes, like amygrace gets a lot ? I went into Facebook today and saw that MLP's "cause" "Michael Jackson Fans Unite for L.O.V.E." now has 1111 members :heart: