Merged: Psychics channel Michael

[Bee]

@Modulation Alert: Yeah you're completely right about how it feels so deeply familiar. Very fascinating. I can really philosophize into that for hours, haha. That's cool, another person who feels connected to Egypt! We talked about that a while ago in here, about Michael's connection to Egypt (or the Ancient Egypt) and some of us (I can remember Amy? And...mjbunny I think too?) said that it feels as if having a past life there. For me that's the case as well, I was madly intrigued by everything Egypt, also at that same time and the vid for Remember The Time was like the cherry on the pie when I saw that. :lol:

Thanks for the tips on how to get the hiccups away, will try that out next time! And aww...thanks SO much again, I will definitely keep on singing. (Don't think I even would survive w/o it, lol.) You guys don't know what these comments mean to me. *Cries* Haha. :huggy:

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On another note, I just read this article about a girl from Poland who went into coma and when waking up (after 24 hours) she was only able to speak fluently German, nothing else! The article says scientists don't know why the brain reacts that way after going into coma, but that they name it 'Foreign Accent Syndrome'. There even have been cases where people would wake up and were only able to speak Ancient Egypt languages, or even older, or get other accents. Now that's some crazy stuff...makes me wonder what those people experience in their unconsciousness? Makes me think of past lives? Interestingggg.

 

[Bee]

:lmao: OMG, that totally made me laugh!!

I'm just loading up the ol'links lol, ancient comp so it'll take it's time, but I'll let you know as when I listen :flowers:
EDIT: I just listened! Wow! Your voice gave me goosebumps :clapping: You have a really nice voice You remind me a little of "Florence + the Machine"..a little, I can hear bits of Florence in your voice in Warwick Avenue. But yeah, good job

Hahah glad I could make you laugh! :lol: Awww no way, REALLY? I'm getting goosebumps reading that, hahaha. :blush: So sweet...I heard that before, that it sounds like hers! That's quite a compliment. Thanks SO much, like I said...you guys don't know what it means to me.:huggy: Been struggling with this for so long...I'm so insecure. Glad I shared it now and get some feedback.

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

@Modulation Alert: Yeah you're completely right about how it feels so deeply familiar. Very fascinating. I can really philosophize into that for hours, haha. That's cool, another person who feels connected to Egypt! We talked about that a while ago in here, about Michael's connection to Egypt (or the Ancient Egypt) and some of us (I can remember Amy? And...mjbunny I think too?) said that it feels as if having a past life there. For me that's the case as well, I was madly intrigued by everything Egypt, also at that same time and the vid for Remember The Time was like the cherry on the pie when I saw that. :lol:

Thanks for the tips on how to get the hiccups away, will try that out next time! And aww...thanks SO much again, I will definitely keep on singing. (Don't think I even would survive w/o it, lol.) You guys don't know what these comments mean to me. *Cries* Haha. :huggy:

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On another note, I just read this article about a girl from Poland who went into coma and when waking up (after 24 hours) she was only able to speak fluently German, nothing else! The article says scientists don't know why the brain reacts that way after going into coma, but that they name it 'Foreign Accent Syndrome'. There even have been cases where people would wake up and were only able to speak Ancient Egypt languages, or even older, or get other accents. Now that's some crazy stuff...makes me wonder what those people experience in their unconsciousness? Makes me think of past lives? Interestingggg.

Yeah, it really was. I remember begging my dad to buy me the "Dangerous- The short film" VHS tape back in the 90ies. I watched Remember the time non stop, I still love it. Sometimes I think, what the heck??? He made a song and a video and collects all Egypt co-folks, asking them to remember the time???? What on earth??? "Hey, all you sleepers out there, remember the time in Egypt we had, remember my baby????" Weird.

 

[darlingdear]

@Modulation Alert: Yeah you're completely right about how it feels so deeply familiar. Very fascinating. I can really philosophize into that for hours, haha. That's cool, another person who feels connected to Egypt! We talked about that a while ago in here, about Michael's connection to Egypt (or the Ancient Egypt) and some of us (I can remember Amy? And...mjbunny I think too?) said that it feels as if having a past life there. For me that's the case as well, I was madly intrigued by everything Egypt, also at that same time and the vid for Remember The Time was like the cherry on the pie when I saw that. :lol:

On another note, I just read this article about a girl from Poland who went into coma and when waking up (after 24 hours) she was only able to speak fluently German, nothing else! The article says scientists don't know why the brain reacts that way after going into coma, but that they name it 'Foreign Accent Syndrome'. There even have been cases where people would wake up and were only able to speak Ancient Egypt languages, or even older, or get other accents. Now that's some crazy stuff...makes me wonder what those people experience in their unconsciousness? Makes me think of past lives? Interestingggg.

Haha, same here about the RTT vid! It was just..perfection. Egypt AND Michael?! I think my mind was blown :lol:
I love, love, love Ancient Egypt.
Heeey wouldn't it be funny if we all knew each other in past lives? in Egypt :lol:

Oo, that's so bizarre that girl woke up only speaking German. Science can only go so far then there is other stuff that just can't be explained..mystical..magical lol.
Maybe it is their subconcious, past lives stuff coming to the forefront or something. Interesting, thanks for sharing :flowers:

 

[xo_lola_xo]

I just feel like saying...

I LOVE MY MICHAEL!!!!! :wub: :wub: :wub: :wub:

 

[amygrace]

I got to that stage where you aren't asleep but you aren't wide awake, normally I'd drop off. I think I was heading that way but I asked is anyone here? Is Michael here? Michael? Then I 'heard' (a few seconds later) "I can only stay for a minute". I carried on in that middling state til a few minutes later I lost it so I was back in that awake stage and thought what the heck was the deal with that?..it can't of been me making that up? Cos once again I wasn't conciously aware. The thing is during that split second of 'hearing' my mind was blank (once the question was asked).. I didn't see anyone/anything so I think I was on my way to the land of sleep :lol:
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I did have to stop though cos for some reason I kept getting insanely cold..

How cool! When I'm doing meditations, it's always the unexpected stuff; that I feel like I couldn't have made up...or the stuff that is just kind thrown at me without really thinking...that makes me feel like it's genuine. Hope that was really Michael there with ya...even if for a short minute :angel: Also...interesting that you kept getting cold...'cause unless your room was just cold, it could be that you were feeling spirits around you. I've read that their energy will often feel cold.

Ohmygod she said that?! :wild: That's quite a comforting thing to hear I guess. But it's indeed easy to dig into questioning what was real and what not...I can make my mind go crazy, trying to 'replay' everything and how my feelings were, comparing it to other things etc. Meh. It's never really clear to me, maybe I'm an easy doubter.

Yeah...I didn't mention this back around my reading because it felt so personal, but now it feels ok to share. Probably because we all know that we get visits from him anyway! :angel: I'm always extra suspicious when I think I feel him near me though now...lol. 'Cause like I said before I had more experiences than I thought I did back in November. When I examine those experiences though, there's only a couple of them that were deep intense experiences...like with deep intense emotions. But the rest were like coincidence experiences, or a sudden 'feeling' that he was watching me, or just feeling inspired by him in a way that I felt like he was right there to give me those creative ideas. So...I'm starting to wonder if all these little things are just like little signs from my angels to let me know he's ok, or they are just me channeling his creative energy, but not his whole self really visiting me. I think those beautiful blessed visits only happen when I'm feeling for him intensely through sorrow or something. I don't know...it all just makes me wonder. :scratch:

So cute. :wub: I love that your baby girl is so into Michael as well and joins in. Really adorable. Those children are our future, I'm planning to teach mine all about Michael and pass on the love...if they have my blood there's no doubt they'll love him as much as I do, hahah. (Seriously, I have been thinking about such things every time when buying an album or something...like, it's not that I just buy it for myself but I'm keeping whole generations in mind, loool.)
On another note, I love to see these kiddies being MJ fan nowadays...in these Move Like MJ shows there were quite some young ones and they just knew exactly why they are fan and what he stood for, so amazing! My sister is doing an internship at this school and teaches 4/5 year olds, and there's this little girl who's coming to class every single day with a fedora and when she does the moonwalk all the others give her an applause. Isn't that cuuuute? Oh I love children.

Yeah my daughter tells just about everyone that "Michael Jackson is the greatest" :lol: I don't just show her the videos and music but I teach her all about why he's so wonderful...because he has a big heart and helped a lot of children...tried to make the world better through love. I think she gets it. That's soo cute about that little girl in your sisters class...aww :heart:

LMAO, okay this is weird....I'm having these craaazy heavy hiccups for like an hour now, I'm going totally nuts...tried to calm myself down, doesn't work, hold my breath, doesn't work, etc...so I was like...okay Michael, show me you're there, get those effin' hiccups away! Just saying it ironically, I mean...yeah right...but...IT'S GONE the minute after I said that! Wtf....Michael?! No way! :lmao:

LMAO :lmao: ...oh my that made me laugh. Crazy!

I'm actually convinced that we knew him in one way or the other-somewhere. Physical life is just a short snapshot anyway, there's so much else besides that, I'm sure that magnetic pull has it's roots in there somewhere.

Yep...completely agree :yes:

For me that's the case as well, I was madly intrigued by everything Egypt, also at that same time and the vid for Remember The Time was like the cherry on the pie when I saw that.

Worrd. :yu: Remember the Time always makes me feel extra sentimental or something about Egypt... the video just strikes a cord with me. I've been listening to that song on repeat every time I go driving now for like the past week. Song is gettin' WORN OUT :lol: but it never gets old.

On another note, I just read this article about a girl from Poland who went into coma and when waking up (after 24 hours) she was only able to speak fluently German, nothing else! The article says scientists don't know why the brain reacts that way after going into coma, but that they name it 'Foreign Accent Syndrome'. There even have been cases where people would wake up and were only able to speak Ancient Egypt languages, or even older, or get other accents. Now that's some crazy stuff...makes me wonder what those people experience in their unconsciousness? Makes me think of past lives? Interestingggg.

Woooah...that's wild! I've never heard of that happening before :bugeyed ...I bet it's just 'cause they just revert to some past life where they spoke that language. Wow. Crazy.

Heeey wouldn't it be funny if we all knew each other in past lives? in Egypt :lol:

Wouldn't surprise me! :lol:

 

[darlingdear]

How cool! When I'm doing meditations, it's always the unexpected stuff; that I feel like I couldn't have made up...or the stuff that is just kind thrown at me without really thinking...that makes me feel like it's genuine. Hope that was really Michael there with ya...even if for a short minute :angel: Also...interesting that you kept getting cold...'cause unless your room was just cold, it could be that you were feeling spirits around you. I've read that their energy will often feel cold.

Yeah the unexpected stuff makes me think I'm getting there slowly but surely, you know.

Oo, that's interesting..maybe there were some spirits around me? Cos the room was, normal temp I had been sitting in it all day, not too hot, not too cold giggle: Goldilocks) but as soon as I was meditating, it went cold, like a breeze, coming and going, hanging for a bit..
I had my skeptical hat on while I was doing it, so I put a - omg I've forgotten the word, :doh: - the things you put on your eyes while you sleep? Eye blindfold? Sleeping mask?? Well whatever, I found one and put it on cos I was like let's see if it's the natural light that's playing tricks on my eyes, so for the first minute it was black then bam, all these swirls, colours, faces came in, just like when I don't use it. Ergo, I have deduced, natural light, blindfolds, it works aaalll the same

 

[mjbunny]

Oh yes definitely. And not just from experiences I've had since his passing...but since I first discovered him I felt I had already known him/met him before even coming to this life. :angel:

Oh, me too. Absolutely. But in the past I sometimes would start to think... ah, I'm just imagining that. Get real. Like I then tried to chalk that up to a fan delusion, you know, like when stalkers start to identify themselves in fantasyland too much with the object of their adoration, lol. But alas, I'm not disturbed or a stalker :lol: Pretty amazingly, boringly normal, actually. And now after all these years... I fully believe there's something much deeper to all of this, yes.

I've had just one time...well, maybe 2...where I reeeeally felt like he was there...the energy and impressions were strong...but, in the end...it's all just in my head and I can't always trust my feelings. At least my brain tells me that I can't. :lol: I'm just always so unsure... "did I make that up?" "are you really here Michael?". When I had my reading with my psychic back in November...she said that Michael had visited me 3 times. So of course my intial reaction was like :wild: :wild: :wub: ...but then after really thinking about it I was like... I wonder WHEN those were exactly? Because there was maybe 5 times that I thought he was near at that point. So what am I making up and what is real?

LOL, oh I hear ya! I can have this amazing experience that I don't doubt one bit at the moment, but then days, weeks, months later I'm like ...:doh: what if I just imagined that??? I have these crises of faith every now and then. Whenever they happen, though, I try to remind myself of all the amazing things that have happened in my life that absolutely turned out NOT to be my imagination (precog dreams, moment of telepathy, etc) and then I figure that considering all of this (and all the experiences of other people that can't ALL be imagination), maybe it really was real. The chances are good! But then I always have this thing in the back of my mind...like I'm going to get over there on the other side someday and be like " :doh: OMG, I am such a delusional dumbass! I can't believe I actually believed I was talking with Michael Jackson. What an idiot I am! :smilerolleyes:" But then... maybe it will be the opposite... ":doh: OMG, I am such a dumbass! Sorry Michael. DUH. I should've known it was you the whole time! Good grief :smilerolleyes:"

I may have channeled a bit of that from you last night. 'cause seriously...I was dead ass tired...but yet I felt like I should grab my guitar. So I grabbed it and was going to write about something else but nope...in came Michael lyrics. It starts out "I'm fumbling for words to tell you how I feel"... I'll have to share it with you guys when I'm done. As I was telling Modulation Alert the first half came quick but now I'm stuck. Maybe that's when you gave up on your thoughts... :lol: :cheeky:

Hey, you know, who knows. I thought of you and Mundy and other folks who write songs and thought... maybe one of them should make the song then :lol:

Darlingdear - Sorry about your shoulder pain :hug: I have problems with my shoulder sometimes. Ugh. I know how much that can hurt. Your meditation sounded way cool, like the way his image just suddenly appeared like that and how you heard that phrase. And the "glimpses and flashes", lol, good way of explaining it. I've also had some pretty amazing things in that in-between sleep and awake state, but it's always hard to know if it's real or just a dream :scratch:The other day I was having conversations in my mind with Michael and I 'heard' his voice, in context, twice. I was like whoaaa, sweet. But I was drifting in and out of dreamland, so I don't know how much of it was "real". It's known that in the "hypnogogic state" it's common for auditory and visual hallucinations to occur. But what if they're not hallucinations, but just our brains trying to filter and make sense of other realities?

Here's a little story example. One night some years ago I went to bed early around 9:30pm and was lying there half asleep and suddenly I heard a voice say very clearly, "And I shall call you 'Elena'" (not sure of spelling, but said like Uh-lane-a). I was like... wtf? So I made a mental note to remember it. The next day I call my best friend like usual and told her about it and she said, "No way!" There was a lady that liked to wander drunk around their neighborhood :lol: that we'd all seen before, but no one had actually met her. Well that night around 9:30pm she had suddenly shown up at their front door asking to use the phone or something. And her name? Elena. I mean, what are the chances of that? So at least sometimes those weird voices as you're drifting off are picking up something real.

... will reply to more in a few... gotta go do something for a minute...

 

[darlingdear]

Darlingdear - Sorry about your shoulder pain :hug: I have problems with my shoulder sometimes. Ugh. I know how much that can hurt. Your meditation sounded way cool, like the way his image just suddenly appeared like that and how you heard that phrase. And the "glimpses and flashes", lol, good way of explaining it. I've also had some pretty amazing things in that in-between sleep and awake state, but it's always hard to know if it's real or just a dream :scratch:The other day I was having conversations in my mind with Michael and I 'heard' his voice, in context, twice. I was like whoaaa, sweet. But I was drifting in and out of dreamland, so I don't know how much of it was "real". It's known that in the "hypnogogic state" it's common for auditory and visual hallucinations to occur. But what if they're not hallucinations, but just our brains trying to filter and make sense of other realities?

Here's a little story example. One night some years ago I went to bed early around 9:30pm and was lying there half asleep and suddenly I heard a voice say very clearly, "And I shall call you 'Elena'" (not sure of spelling, but said like Uh-lane-a). I was like... wtf? So I made a mental note to remember it. The next day I call my best friend like usual and told her about it and she said, "No way!" There was a lady that liked to wander drunk around their neighborhood :lol: that we'd all seen before, but no one had actually met her. Well that night around 9:30pm she had suddenly shown up at their front door asking to use the phone or something. And her name? Elena. I mean, what are the chances of that? So at least sometimes those weird voices as you're drifting off are picking up something real.

... will reply to more in a few... gotta go do something for a minute...

Sorry to hear you suffer shoulder pain too :huggy:. It's annoying & painful! I was just busting an MJ move while writing an essay .. :lol:

Yeah I know what you mean about not knowing if it's real, cos I was heading towards the land of nod so it's like is that me in a partial dream?? But then I get all frustrated and flustered trying to determine what's real, so I chalk it up as an experience of some kind, and see if it tallys with others..
Oo, thanks for the technical term, I guess that's where I was, so it's possible?
I could spend my whole life doubting my experiences :lol: It just felt..'right' you know. I know seeing his face & the silk black mask could not of been a dream, I was wide awake, just with my eyes shut. But the phrase too..:sigh:

Recently I've noticed before I take a nap, I can have like..real vivid experiences. It's so hard to explain! Like, I would have vivid 'dreams' (I use the " cos I wasn't asleep long enough for a dream to form, I'm talking like 5 minutes..my mother would be like WAKE UP :no: :lol and think I've done something, e.g. if I 'dream't' I text my friend, I would wake up thinking I had. Or think people have left the room. I realise this isn't making any sense, it's so hard to explain. It's like reality & fantasy get mixed up..

Whoa, that's funny how you picked up on that! I mean that's just too eerie to be just a coincidence. Especially getting the name too!

 

[mjbunny]

LOL, love how after reading the thoughts about previous lives, India and Egypt the next song that came on was "It's All Been Done" by Barenaked Ladies. iPodomancy once again!

Without quoting everyone and making another page-long post (lol), I just want to say to all of you that I totally get what you're saying about the feeling of having known him. And that immediate draw (not just like "oooo, sparkly man!", :lol: but something much MUCH deeper than that) when you first really discovered or truly SAW him. I was the same way. I was also 11/12 and I just... I can't explain... it was like HOME. It sounds crazy, but it's how I always experienced Michael. Like I knew him from somewhere. Modulation Alert - I also asked him once in a meditation if we'd known each other before, a-hee-hee And one of them for me was a big "duh" as well. I still can't fully believe it, though, because it seems to ... unbelievable somehow. Anyway, I wouldn't think it's too strange that some of us have known each other before... wherever... Egypt or other places. I mean, think of ancient Egypt alone... you've got thousands of years to have had many lives there, not just one. I always consider this... I met my husband (whom I most definitely believe I knew before -- talk about a feeling of coming home for both of us!) ONLINE... on an MJ forum just like this one and we were halfway across the world. In this day and age it must be way easier to place people in lives because those who are connected don't have to be born in like the same crappy little village, lol. They can be spread out all over the planet and still have contact. Crazy, huh?

Amygrace & Mrs Music - love the kiddies getting into MJ. They see the light And that's so right... we're thinking generations into the future when it comes to his legacy, and not just the entertainment portion of it :yes:

LMAO, okay this is weird....I'm having these craaazy heavy hiccups for like an hour now, I'm going totally nuts...tried to calm myself down, doesn't work, hold my breath, doesn't work, etc...so I was like...okay Michael, show me you're there, get those effin' hiccups away! Just saying it ironically, I mean...yeah right...but...IT'S GONE the minute after I said that! Wtf....Michael?! No way!

:angel:It's a MIRACLE! :rofl: How cute. Hey, who knows

Hey guys! Hope you are ok.
I've been feeling like Michael is quite close at the minute, or not as distant as I felt he was earlier in the week, so that's nice. I've been feeling really emotional too though. Like last night, I was just watching loads of videos of Michael on youtube and stuff, and just let it all out.

Hi Louise I keep going between thinking I'm feeling him close and feeling so alone. I feel energy is fluctuating a lot, but maybe that's just me. I'm just moody the last few days. /

 

[mjbunny]

I just feel like saying...

I LOVE MY MICHAEL!!!!! :wub: :wub: :wub: :wub:

:heart: I know I speak for all of us when I say: ME TOO! :wub:

 

[amygrace]

Here's a little story example. One night some years ago I went to bed early around 9:30pm and was lying there half asleep and suddenly I heard a voice say very clearly, "And I shall call you 'Elena'" (not sure of spelling, but said like Uh-lane-a). I was like... wtf? So I made a mental note to remember it. The next day I call my best friend like usual and told her about it and she said, "No way!" There was a lady that liked to wander drunk around their neighborhood :lol: that we'd all seen before, but no one had actually met her. Well that night around 9:30pm she had suddenly shown up at their front door asking to use the phone or something. And her name? Elena.

Wow, that's pretty amazing right there!

I just want to say to all of you that I totally get what you're saying about the feeling of having known him. And that immediate draw (not just like "oooo, sparkly man!", :lol: but something much MUCH deeper than that)

:lmao: yes...he's so much more to us than his sparkles. :lol: :heart:

I think the reason that any of us may think it's so impossible that we could have had past lives with him is just because of his "status" in this life. But, that ultimately doesn't mean anything. That was just part of his mission...to be able to reach so many people. Maybe another reason is because he feels so..."advanced"?...as a soul. But, we all start off somewhere and are all the same in the end.

Man...this discussion today is reeeally making me miss him. Really really. All this past life talk makes me want to go back to the good ole days too. I don't even know what days I'm exactly referring to...:lol: I'm just really feeling... homesick or something. Gah. MISS YOU MICHAEL!!!! :sad2:

 

[Mundy]

Maybe we all knew Michael in a previous life. Maybe over many lives and we all got together to live in this era, to put a huge following behind him and get his message heard :wub:. It's nice to imagine that we were all in on this together. I'm off in fantasy land :lol:

darlingdear I know exactly what you mean by real life/dream world. I would have sworn blind I text my bf back the other morning when his text woke me but I must have been dreaming that I did. The one I used to hate the most was when my mother woke me up for school and I'd fall asleep and dream I was up and dressed. My mother would wake me again and I was still in my lovely warm bed having to face the cold morning :cold:

 

[Mundy]

I just got such a fright there. The server was busy so I checked google news and the stories about Michael were in present tense For a second I thought 'Did I dream all that? Is he alive?' It all just hit me again :weeping:

 

[mjbunny]

^ Amygrace - yeah, that's exactly why it seems so unbelievable. But also because you, I, others here never met him. I always had this kind of faith inside on some nutty level that if this past life connection was for real, then I should expect to meet Michael in this lifetime. I mean, it didn't HAVE to happen for it to be true, but I would've thought it would. But then... haven't I met Michael in this life? Just not as I'd expect? Oh, enough to make your brain go crazy :doh: Mundy - yeah about what you said or maybe he was in some kind of "position" in other lives as well... king, guru, whatever, that would put him in contact with many "followers"? Hmmm.

:lol: about thinking you texted your bf. I don't have stuff like that happen so much any more, but man, when I was younger... I slept SOOOO deeply that 3 alarms wouldn't wake me up sometimes and did all kinds of weird stuff in my sleep (or think I had -- it was often confused). But it's true that as you age your sleeping patterns change. My mom says wait until I'm 50 and can't sleep but 3 hours a night. Yikes.

 

[mjbunny]

I just got such a fright there. The server was busy so I checked google news and the stories about Michael were in present tense For a second I thought 'Did I dream all that? Is he alive?' It all just hit me again :weeping:

WEIRD! I also couldn't get here for a while because of server busy. What do you mean about Google news stories??? Was it like a temporary brain freakout or something seriously strange??? (Btw, my hubby's MJ board also freaked out for a few minutes a bit ago. )

Off to eat dinner now... will be back later...

 

[Mundy]

Google news tab. It shows the the latest news. I think the story is about someone else called Michael Jackson (or Prince Michael or something) who says he is Michael's son. Says he doesn't want money, he wants a DNA test to prove it.

I got such a fright. I honestly thought for a second that I might have been dreaming that Michael was gone

 

[amygrace]

I got such a fright. I honestly thought for a second that I might have been dreaming that Michael was gone

....:huggy:

 

[darlingdear]

darlingdear I know exactly what you mean by real life/dream world. I would have sworn blind I text my bf back the other morning when his text woke me but I must have been dreaming that I did. The one I used to hate the most was when my mother woke me up for school and I'd fall asleep and dream I was up and dressed. My mother would wake me again and I was still in my lovely warm bed having to face the cold morning :cold:

I'm glad you experience the same things :lol: I didn't want anyone to think I was completely :crazy: It is so weird how the two mix together..

Oh so that's why I couldn't get onto MJJC lol, the server was busy. That's odd..I just thought it was my stupid net again.

amy - :sigh: I know what you mean, all this talk about MJ, I miss him. I feel really in love with him tonight, like really in love :heart:, but at the same time my heart is just breaking. It's like he feels so close, but then again so, so far away
I think it's probably coupled with the fact I briefly 'saw' him while meditating, it just makes me wish there was some kinda phone you can pick up and just talk to him. Just every so often, to check he's okay, then he wouldn't feel completely far away from everyone.Then we would find ourselves in a similar situation to that post-it note room..:lol:

But then it's like a catch 22 isn't it. I want him to be able to talk with everyone and yet I also want him to have the peace he deserves. I'm sure he knows us fans mean well though. It's all for LOVE, MJ :heart:

 

[Louise.]

I think it's probably coupled with the fact I briefly 'saw' him while meditating, it just makes me wish there was some kinda phone you can pick up and just talk to him. Just every so often, to check he's okay, then he wouldn't feel completely far away from everyone.Then we would find ourselves in a similar situation to that post-it note room..:lol:

But then it's like a catch 22 isn't it. I want him to be able to talk with everyone and yet I also want him to have the peace he deserves. I'm sure he knows us fans mean well though. It's all for LOVE, MJ :heart:

Oh my gosh, I so get you. Sometimes I just have the biggest wish to see him in person or actually hear his voice. *Sigh*

 

[amygrace]

But then it's like a catch 22 isn't it. I want him to be able to talk with everyone and yet I also want him to have the peace he deserves. I'm sure he knows us fans mean well though. It's all for LOVE, MJ :heart:

Yeah. I wonder about this a lot...my conversations with him tend to always end with something like "am I bugging you Michael? Are we bugging you? I'm sorry...I know you could hardly get a moments peace down here... and you should get that now. I just...love you so much. That's all. Just wanted to send my love."

 

[amygrace]

Oh my gosh, I so get you. Sometimes I just have the biggest wish to see him in person or actually hear his voice. *Sigh*

I cry so much about that sometimes... when I miss him so much and I just wish I could see him, feel him, hear him...for real.

 

[Louise.]

I cry so much about that sometimes... when I miss him so much and I just wish I could see him, feel him, hear him...for real.

I know right. I'm exactly the same. Like, sometimes I wish I could hug him for real, and see him, feel him.

Oh man. :sigh:

 

[darlingdear]

Big hugs girlies :huggy: :huggy: :heart:

And yeah, amy, totally say that to him too, it's always I'm sorry to bother you, or ends with sorry if I bothered you. I immediately thought that after I 'heard' I can only stay for a minute. I always tell him to give my love to his children, sometimes that's all I say to him cos otherwise I'll end up rambling on..
I don't want it to be like that scene in Ghost :lol: where Sam keeps singing and Oda Mae eventually gets mad - "okay okay I'll do anything if you just stop singing!" :lol:

:sigh:
I want an MJ hug now.

 

[Mundy]

Thanks Amy :huggy: Sorry about that. I'm over the initial shock now. It was just so weird how the two most recent stories were in present tense. The other one was "Shilpa Shetty gets Invite from Michael Jackson". That's up three hours. It must be some joke. I didn't see this the first time but at the end it says that it's rumoured Jade Goody was invited. (She died last year, for anyone who doesn't know who she is).


A weird thing happened last night. I was IM-ing my bf and he went at 4am to have a shower for work. In the meantime the internet went in my house and I was in the middle of something so I didn't bother restarting the computer. I got back online at 5:30 and I had a message from my bf sent at 5:22 saying "Thanks". I asked him what he was talking about, got no reply. I spoke to my bf this morning and he left his house at 5am. Weird.

I hope everyone is ok. :heart:

 

[Louise.]

:sigh:
I want an MJ hug now.

Aw, so do I. :sigh:

Sending love to everyone. :heart:

 

[amygrace]

^Me too. I'll just stare at my siggy and pretend it's real.
Hugs to everyone :group:

 

[xo_lola_xo]

My heart is crying for our baby Michael.

I watched the interview with his bodyguards and the bit about him stressing out over business affairs and being so private and distant from his family tears at my heart.

I wanna hug him so badly.

 

[CaptainEoLove85]

I've also had some pretty amazing things in that in-between sleep and awake state, but it's always hard to know if it's real or just a dream :scratch:The other day I was having conversations in my mind with Michael and I 'heard' his voice, in context, twice. I was like whoaaa, sweet. But I was drifting in and out of dreamland, so I don't know how much of it was "real". It's known that in the "hypnogogic state" it's common for auditory and visual hallucinations to occur. But what if they're not hallucinations, but just our brains trying to filter and make sense of other realities?

Here's a little story example. One night some years ago I went to bed early around 9:30pm and was lying there half asleep and suddenly I heard a voice say very clearly, "And I shall call you 'Elena'" (not sure of spelling, but said like Uh-lane-a). I was like... wtf? So I made a mental note to remember it. The next day I call my best friend like usual and told her about it and she said, "No way!" There was a lady that liked to wander drunk around their neighborhood :lol: that we'd all seen before, but no one had actually met her. Well that night around 9:30pm she had suddenly shown up at their front door asking to use the phone or something. And her name? Elena. I mean, what are the chances of that? So at least sometimes those weird voices as you're drifting off are picking up something real.

Oh, hypnagogic hallucinations. I get those occasionally. I've seen some really bizarre things, bizarre like tiny people coming out of my wall. :bugeyed. Yeah, it is like a dream spilling over into my bedroom. But technically, I don't think I'm really dreaming when it's happening. I've heard voices before going to sleep too. Like people actually talking. It sounds like tuning into a radio. Sometimes I can specifically hear what's being said, and sometimes not. I can't help but wonder if maybe I really am hearing people talking somewhere at that moment. Your experience makes me think it's possible.

Recently I've noticed before I take a nap, I can have like..real vivid experiences. It's so hard to explain! Like, I would have vivid 'dreams' (I use the " cos I wasn't asleep long enough for a dream to form, I'm talking like 5 minutes..my mother would be like WAKE UP :no: :lol and think I've done something, e.g. if I 'dream't' I text my friend, I would wake up thinking I had. Or think people have left the room. I realise this isn't making any sense, it's so hard to explain. It's like reality & fantasy get mixed up..

When you take a nap you go straight into REM sleep, so that could explain the vivid dreams. I also wonder if it might be much easier to have astral projection during a nap. I don't usually like taking naps because it doesn't work for me. I need complete darkness to be able sleep, but there was one day I decided to take a nap. As I was trying to get to sleep I heard a loud bang and it scared the crap out of me. :bugeyed I've heard that you sometimes hear that when you're about to have an OBE or astral projection. But anyway, it scared me enough to not want to take anymore naps. :lol:

BTW, I had a dream last night I was in a contest with a bunch of famous musicians. My group was supposed to sing "Bittersweet Symphony" by The Verve (always loved that song) and I saw that Paris was in the orchestra, playing a violin.

 

[darlingdear]

When you take a nap you go straight into REM sleep, so that could explain the vivid dreams. I also wonder if it might be much easier to have astral projection during a nap. I don't usually like taking naps because it doesn't work for me. I need complete darkness to be able sleep, but there was one day I decided to take a nap. As I was trying to get to sleep I heard a loud bang and it scared the crap out of me. :bugeyed I've heard that you sometimes hear that when you're about to have an OBE or astral projection. But anyway, it scared me enough to not want to take anymore naps. :lol:

BTW, I had a dream last night I was in a contest with a bunch of famous musicians. My group was supposed to sing "Bittersweet Symphony" by The Verve (always loved that song) and I saw that Paris was in the orchestra, playing a violin.

Yeah I hate naps lol..and yet I still take them and regret them later :lol: (I always feel even more tired!).
:bugeyed..that would scare me too..so that bang is a signal you're gonna have OBE or AP? I wonder why it's a bang :lol: probs to alert you you're leaving your bod lol.

Aw at your dream. Seems that's 3 of us that have dreamt of the children recently & I love that song too