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Is anyone else feeling totally disconnected?

Can we arrange for another meditation?
 
Hi everyone :hug: Really not feeling good. Have a bit of a fever and feel quite ucky. Had terrible dreams this morning, too ... about guys who escaped from prison hiding in my grandparents' basement and then kidnapping my family at gunpoint and shooting a neighbor. Weird stuff. Then after we escaped I witnessed through a car window a woman in a pink burka begin to walk across the crosswalk (zebra crossing for some of you, lol) and... BOOM... she had been wearing a bomb and exploded into nothing, but her feet and lower legs were still there, stuck to the ground. She hadn't killed anyone else, though, just herself :doh:. What the heck?

Before these dreams, though, there was something about Michael. I half woke up hearing, "Love. That's the message. LOVE." and I had this deep and special feeling that I was sort of being acknowleged or thanked for having understood that this is the message. It felt very wonderful. It might sound weird, but it felt like there were others, like a whole group of us got this special cosmic 'tweet'. So whether you remember it or not ~:heart:~

I just have to take a moment here to really think about how amazing it is that we all actually get to connect with Michael's spirit. I mean seriously guys...when you really think about this, isn't it so frikkin' AWESOME?!? How blessed are we?! I mean, I wouldn't call losing Michael in this physical life a blessing...:cry: but considering that it has happened ...and we still get to have personal connections with him...? It's just... so special. So very special. :heart:
:cry: Oh I know... it is truly AMAZING :angel: and precious and special and loving and.... unbelievable to most, I would guess. It's one of the sweetest gifts in this life. I mean that. I'm so thankful to have had even one moment with Michael. Having trouble finding words today, but I think you'll understand. Blessed, yes.

While I was browsing youtube I found a very interesting channel called MagicalXscapism. Im really fascinated by some of their videos. Especially this one: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zsV38QFiW5Q
:bugeyed No freaking way! Last night I was feeling too bleh to focus on anything really, so I decided to look for "weird stuff" on youtube and I watched this exact same video! :lol: I'm not so sure exactly what their point is, though...
 
I just have to take a moment here to really think about how amazing it is that we all actually get to connect with Michael's spirit. I mean seriously guys...when you really think about this, isn't it so frikkin' AWESOME?!? How blessed are we?! I mean, I wouldn't call losing Michael in this physical life a blessing...:cry: but considering that it has happened ...and we still get to have personal connections with him...? It's just... so special. So very special. :heart:

Amy
- I was thinking about this only the other day, and I feel the exact same way. We really are very blessed. :heart:

mjbunny - Hope you feel better soon! :better:

Hey to everyone else. :hug:
 
:lol: You're funny. :chillin: I like your voice! On Warwick Avenue particularly. There's a certain quality in your voice that I don't know the words for... nor can I place at the moment who else has it... (lol - I'm all sugared up from a piece of cake, sorry) but just know it's a nice sound ;) :girl_karaoke:
Mrs.Music You have a great voice. Very nice tone :) Stop hiding in the corner! There's no need to be shy, you're a really good singer. Thanks for sharing.
Mrs. Music You don't have to hide! You have a beautiful voice :yes: Thanks for sharing :)
Wow, that was very beautiful Bianca!!!! :yes: You are so talented!
:clapping:Yay! You already know what I think but I'll tell you again...beeeautiful! I really loved Warwick Avenue. Like mjbunny said, there's a great quality to your voice...really nice...and different, which I love. Keep rockin' it, gurl!
D'awww you guys are making me blush here! :blush: Thanks for listening and the lovely words....really means a lot. It's hard to believe in yourself. Interesting some of you say that I have 'a certain quality'...hmmm...now I wonder what exactly! :lol: By the way, there's a 'famous' singer here in The Netherlands and she tweeted that she's gonna give singing classes....she lives in my hometown so I emailed her and she emailed me back tonight that I'm welcome, yay! It's really expensive though...but it's private and who knows what she can recommend me to do. At least she's 'in the bizz' and knows other musicians, I just wanna do something...doesn't matter what, just sing and make music. Oh how I wish I had a moneytree in the backyard now! Lol. Ah well, I'll see how far I can fund it. :pray:

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It was HOT!!! I woke up and remembered everything perfectly...I was still swooning. But then I was like wait...that wasn't really Michael. What the... :angry: Damn. Why the hell did I dream of Michael as my old high school teacher... and it was SO vivid with SO much feeling and I remembered it ALL....but I can't get that with the REAL Michael? *pout*
LMAO! Haha I so know what you mean, that's really annoying. Especially when you wake up and you realize it wasn't the person you pictured in your dream...I have that often, that when I wake up I'm like 'ew hold a second, that was him...I don't love him!' and then you've just been highly in love and thinking it was someone else. :giggle: Crazy stuff. But yeah.....real Michael pleaaaase!

I just have to take a moment here to really think about how amazing it is that we all actually get to connect with Michael's spirit. I mean seriously guys...when you really think about this, isn't it so frikkin' AWESOME?!? How blessed are we?! I mean, I wouldn't call losing Michael in this physical life a blessing...:cry: but considering that it has happened ...and we still get to have personal connections with him...? It's just... so special. So very special. :heart:
Quoting for truthness. I'm really glad indeed that we are able to feel and experience these things....sometimes I read discussions about this subject (here or on other boards) and people saying it's bullshit and all that....well, they're missing out...is all I can say.
Truly special indeed....aww Mikey. :angel::heart:

So whether you remember it or not ~:heart:~.
Hmm what a weird dream about that girl with the bomb...scary. :unsure: Aw...and a love bomb in the same night! Haha! That's sweet.


Hope everyone is doing well today! I'm up for a meditation, but maybe like next weekend or something? Oh and about June 25th, I read Amy's reply in my thread on 'what are you gonna do June 25th', about that stargazing together. Isn't that a lovely idea to 'organize' with the people here? :) What was your plan, Amy? Would love to do that, next to the MLP ofcourse...I don't know what you guys are planning to do, I don't know myself yet either...might be going to London, who knows, but I would like to do something like this no matter what.
(Sorry for bringing up this subject by the way...hope I don't make anyone sad. :better:)
 
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Is anyone else feeling totally disconnected?
Can we arrange for another meditation?
I've been feeling mostly numb lately...it comes and goes. Whenever my feelings are mute like that it goes along with being disconnected too. Wouldn't mind doing another meditation. Whenever is good for me.

mjbunny said:
Before these dreams, though, there was something about Michael. I half woke up hearing, "Love. That's the message. LOVE." and I had this deep and special feeling that I was sort of being acknowleged or thanked for having understood that this is the message. It felt very wonderful. It might sound weird, but it felt like there were others, like a whole group of us got this special cosmic 'tweet'. So whether you remember it or not ~:heart:~
Yeesh...sorry to hear about those crappo dreams. This part with Michael is nice though. I remember seeing Michael in my dreams at one point but I can't recall exactly what happened... maybe that was it. :heart:

Shayla
- thanks for sharing those vids! Wow...that first one was cool. I love the clippings they took of the video of Jesus. "if they persecute me, they will persecute you" ...makes me think of how many of us fans are considered deluded and just crazy...because we follow Michael the way we do. I loved the part too where Jesus said "my commandment to you after I leave is to love one another. Love one another as I have loved you" - gah...that's SO Michael. And just like mjbunny just brought up from her dream...and as we've been talking about for awhile, LOVE is what matters. Michael taught it all his life and I think that's all he really wants for us now...is to just love. Be it...share it... with each other and with everyone. Love each other like he loved us! I wish all the fans fighting with eachother would realize this.

Lastly, the scripture at the end of the video was perfection. "and for this cause, God shall send them strong delusion, that they should believe a lie"... damn. Ain't that the way it was...and is. Preach it, Thessalonians!
 
Hope everyone is doing well today! I'm up for a meditation, but maybe like next weekend or something? Oh and about June 25th, I read Amy's reply in my thread on 'what are you gonna do June 25th', about that stargazing together. Isn't that a lovely idea to 'organize' with the people here? :) What was your plan, Amy? Would love to do that, next to the MLP ofcourse...I don't know what you guys are planning to do, I don't know myself yet either...might be going to London, who knows, but I would like to do something like this no matter what.
(Sorry for bringing up this subject by the way...hope I don't make anyone sad. :better:)
Way cool about the singing lessons :) Next weekend sounds better for me too for a meditation. Saturday night, though... hmm... have to find out the time for something to see if it would fit in.

You mentioned June 25th... MLP may be teaming up with another event for that day, but since it's all preliminary at this point I can't go into details. Just fyi. Might be something else to think about ... like right after MLP time.
 
hey guys,
hope everyone's doing well?
The show was great......at the end, Jon Bon Jovi was introducing a song called Love's the Only Rule (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KQ9hOTg7_34) and he was saying, "imagine how we could change the world if every decision was made out of love"... It was good to hear that other people are carrying Michael's torch. It also made me sad because no one could do it like Michael...
xxx
 
:sigh: Silly internet. It's been messing up all day! This is the only time it's actually let me reply since it takes forever to load. Technology huh.

Mrs.Music - I will definately listen to your voice once my internet fixes :) :flowers: thank for sharing your talent in advance.

amy - Interesting what you say about the ol'heart thingy..did people have similar feelings, experiences, around April 5th? I would check myself, but stupid net..
Seems like your dream self is being annoying too, dreaming up the wrong Michael! I hope the real Michael comes see you soon :)

cyberjackson - :huggy: :heart: to you. I'm sure Michael will visit you soon :angel:

Neeve - aww that's sweet what he said. But I know what you mean. No-one quite has the..sincerity (?) that MJ had. I'm not dissing Bon Jovi, I don't mean to be rude, but do you all know what I mean? MJ really believed that we can change, and that love is very powerful. He really inspired everyone, incited us and captivated people with the message of LOVE. Whenever I hear others (celebs) I can't help but think, do you really mean this? Like second guess their motives. Maybe that's just me being a little judgemental? But I do sometimes question their agendas..(obviously not Michael's...I hope I haven't come off here too rude lol). I mean I think it's great that people carrying Michael's torch, don't get me wrong, but as you said Neeve, nobody can do it like MJ.

When I was away, I walked past this spiritual shop and up on the walls it had banners with quotes about love and peace on the wall, one was from Jimi Hendrix: "when the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace" and another one that stood out for me was from Mother Theresa: "if we have no peace, it's because we have forgotten that we belong to each other". . I just thought I would share because they really rang true with me. It's like what MJ says about, being one, all belonging, bringing peace, how love can heal etc.. in my heart, I feel you are all my brothers. :heart:

I had a really cute dream last night, it was about MJ3. I was in my house, and I noticed a jacket, that belonged to Paris. It had blue sequins (what else? :lol:) and on the arm was 3 little armbands. Someone pointed out to me that the red one was for their daddy. Next thing I know, I look out the window and a bus pulled up and off steps the kiddies, I only focussed in on Blanket; his beautiful big eyes! Prince and Blanket then appeared infront of me, Prince gave a cheeky smile and he left, his hair was really different though. Then it was me, Blanket and some other random kid. I opened my arms up and Blanket came running over to me. I never Paris at all, or Prince again. Next thing :lol:, Blanket was shoving stuff in his mouth! I was like OMG, don't do that! Spit it out otherwise you will choke, I was so scared lol. But, of course it was a dream, so the inside of Blanket's mouth was freakin' huge! :lol: He had loads of things in there! Like dummies, toys etc.
It was a totally random dream, but it was so cute.

I'm having really strange dreams lately. Earlier when I was having a nap, the things I could 'see' were really clear! Like, I kept seeing outlines of people flashing up, clearer than before, then I saw Michael. With a little curl hanging down on :wub:. But loads of things kept flashing before me, it's weird..

I would be up for a meditation too, I'm feeling disconnected in general :( I'm free to do it whenever you all want to do it.

Sorry again for another long post, I dare not do little bursts incase the net goes poopie again.

:heart: to you all
 
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Hello, nothing new with me. Still no Michael dreams really. I'd be up for another meditation, but I might be gone next weekend. I'm not sure. :mello:

I've been on youtube all night. I redid my channel! Made it a bit more magical :)

While I was browsing youtube I found a very interesting channel called MagicalXscapism. Im really fascinated by some of their videos. Especially this one: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zsV38QFiW5Q

Cool video. I will subscribe to their channel. :)
 
Neeve - aww that's sweet what he said. But I know what you mean. No-one quite has the..sincerity (?) that MJ had. I'm not dissing Bon Jovi, I don't mean to be rude, but do you all know what I mean? MJ really believed that we can change, and that love is very powerful. He really inspired everyone, incited us and captivated people with the message of LOVE. Whenever I hear others I can't help but think, do you really mean this? Like second guess their motives. Maybe that's just me being a little judgemental? But I do sometimes question their agendas..(obviously not Michael's...I hope I haven't come off here too rude lol). I mean I think it's great that people carrying Michael's torch, don't get me wrong, but as you said Neeve, nobody can do it like MJ.

When I was away, I walked past this spiritual shop and up on the walls it had banners with quotes about love and peace on the wall, one was from Jimi Hendrix: "when the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace" and another one that stood out for me was from Mother Theresa: "if we have no peace, it's because we have forgotten that we belong to each other". . I just thought I would share because they really rang true with me. It's like what MJ says about, being one, all belonging, bringing peace, how love can heal etc.. in my heart, I feel you are all my brothers. :heart:

Yes, I know what you mean. Michael really really believed it, but there was also something about how he said it...Barbara touches on it in her post when Michael would say: "you're beautiful!" People truly feel the love from him. And "love squared to infinity equals God" as she says.

They're great quotes, thanks for sharing :)
 
I just have to take a moment here to really think about how amazing it is that we all actually get to connect with Michael's spirit. I mean seriously guys...when you really think about this, isn't it so frikkin' AWESOME?!? How blessed are we?! I mean, I wouldn't call losing Michael in this physical life a blessing...:cry: but considering that it has happened ...and we still get to have personal connections with him...? It's just... so special. So very special. :heart:


I agree; what a blessing.

Though this blessing leads me to question why we are connected with him, individually and as a group. Why? What's the meaning of it?

Hmmmmmmmm.
 
Mrs music- Im hoping 2 see mjjc fans around my area on june 25, but we're not sure of what we are doing that day. Some of them have 1 work that day.
 
Hey girls! :flowers: My it's been a slow day. Nothing new to report here...just in the middle of workin' on another song about Michael :heart: figured I'd drop in and say hi again. :group:


I'm up for a meditation, but maybe like next weekend or something? Oh and about June 25th, I read Amy's reply in my thread on 'what are you gonna do June 25th', about that stargazing together. Isn't that a lovely idea to 'organize' with the people here? :) What was your plan, Amy? Would love to do that, next to the MLP ofcourse...I don't know what you guys are planning to do, I don't know myself yet either...might be going to London, who knows, but I would like to do something like this no matter what.
(Sorry for bringing up this subject by the way...hope I don't make anyone sad. :better:)
Meditation this next weekend would be good for me. :) Also about the stargazing...yes I was going to bring that up as it got closer, would love to do that with you guys! I know there's probably gonna be all kinds of stuff like this going on that day... the MLP, moment of silence, light a candle, set off balloons...yadda yadda. And, there's always the time differences to take into consideration...some may be gazing at clouds rather than stars... but, I'd still like to try if anyone is up for it. Last years stargazing was really magical. We did on Michael's birthday... and we set a short playlist. :heart:

darlingdear said:
amy - Interesting what you say about the ol'heart thingy..did people have similar feelings, experiences, around April 5th? I would check myself, but stupid net..
Nothing was said in here... but I've heard of 2 other people having heart issues over the past couple months. Myself included. Just crazy.
 
I agree; what a blessing.

Though this blessing leads me to question why we are connected with him, individually and as a group. Why? What's the meaning of it?

Hmmmmmmmm.

I think it's because he's Michael. He wants to connect with all of the fans. He wanted to be able to do that while he was alive, and now he can reach many more in a much bigger way from the other side. :)
 
@darlingdear: Welcome back! :huggy: Thanks for sharing the experiences!

@mjbunny: Crazy that you had that feeling...I hope nothing bad is awaiting us. :( And about that book - so amazing. I know what you mean with craving for such memories...one of the follower fans I have on Facebook (I work with them for HTWFC and so on) has this album full of photo's with stories and those comments by all the others, oh so heartbreaking. Like, up until the final days....so surreal. So amazing. I'm so glad there were such fans able to be there for him all the time. :heart:



Okay sooo...screw it...it's not like I can get any further if I don't share and so will not get any reactions is it? :lol: I have to say though, I know some parts are sung in totally different keys and stuff...I took a few takes and mixed them up. De-fi-ni-te-ly not satisfied with it but I was like...making sure no one heard me while keeping an eye out the window if there won't be anyone coming home early. LOL! I so lack space and time to actually make something work. Grrrr. :smilerolleyes:

So well, here's a part of YANA and a part of Duffy's song Warwick Avenue:


(Make sure to put the volume down, they're a bit loud, hehe.) Oh and, don't quote please. Then I can get them out later.
*Goes hiding in a corner* Lol.

Mrs.Music, you have a beautiful voice, I really like it.:wub: Great diction! :yes:


Don't have much else to contribute apart from being drained from balancing work, renovating so we can move and writing a song. For some reason that song is just draining me. It comes out SO GOD DAMN SLOWLY, it's really torture. Don't know if any of you guys know that. Sometimes you work on something and it just has to come out quickly and other times it tortures you slowly and you agonize over it for what seems forever. This one is just pure torture but then I am obsessed by it. It's bittersweet agony to write this damn thing.
 
Don't have much else to contribute apart from being drained from balancing work, renovating so we can move and writing a song. For some reason that song is just draining me. It comes out SO GOD DAMN SLOWLY, it's really torture. Don't know if any of you guys know that. Sometimes you work on something and it just has to come out quickly and other times it tortures you slowly and you agonize over it for what seems forever. This one is just pure torture but then I am obsessed by it. It's bittersweet agony to write this damn thing.

I know exactly how you feel. The feeling you want to do something so bad but just dont know where to begin or it just has to be perfect before you can show anyone. I've been wanting to make music again but having trouble getting back into it. I think its just depression, maybe Im not ready yet. Im still struggling with it. Plus I havent been healthy. I have to try to get better before I go filming myself lol. But when I feel ready I will make a video. I'd like too least before June I will do something. :yes:

I've been thinking of some other things to do though. I thought about making buttons of Michael as a new hobby. Tommorow im going to go out and look for a button maker. :D

Hope you all have a good night!!

:flowers:
 
oh I also wanted to mention I'm a bit worried about the member *Billie Jean* here who posted a note saying she went off to be with Michael. I know she has been struggling with severe depression for months and I hope those were just words. She hasnt logged back in yet. Please pray that she is ok. :angel:
 
oh I also wanted to mention I'm a bit worried about the member *Billie Jean* here who posted a note saying she went off to be with Michael. I know she has been struggling with severe depression for months and I hope those were just words. She hasnt logged back in yet. Please pray that she is ok. :angel:


Oh dear God. :cry:

I'll pray for her :angel::angel:
 
MJstarlight - :cry: Oh god, I hope she will be okay. I know how badly she is suffering, looking at her posts around the forum :(. I will of course keep her in my thoughts :angel:

I had such a horrible night sleep, seemed like I was awake forever. Dreamt that a medium told me I was going to die Saturday, woke up feeling very weird about that.

I was watching a documentary about MJ early this morning; I taped off TV last summer, after June 25th. For some reason I just wanted to watch people talking about MJ and watch old footage of him. I have so much love in my heart today when I see Michael :heart:, I'm still amazed at how truly special he is. I could write reams and reams about him, but we already know what a wonderful man he is. But now I'm really missing him :cry:
Just picking up on the discussion about MJ connected with us, why us etc. I am also so grateful for the dreams, no matter how big or small, that involve Michael. Cos it's like, wow.. you know? I never got the chance to meet him in real life and yet now I feel like I've met him..if that makes sense? I think it's something magical :) :heart:
Sorry to be all emotional about Michael, I'm running on 4 hours sleep :lol: emotions running high etc.

:heart: to you all
 
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I hope that girl "billie jean" is ok

I too im praying for her.
 
oh I also wanted to mention I'm a bit worried about the member *Billie Jean* here who posted a note saying she went off to be with Michael. I know she has been struggling with severe depression for months and I hope those were just words. She hasnt logged back in yet. Please pray that she is ok. :angel:

I hope she is alright. I was online and saw the thread a minute after she posted and immediately sent a PM, but she never replied. The other said her inbox is full. I hope she's alright, I know she suffered immensely. I wonder if her asthma flared up again. I hope she's okay.
 
I'm really worried about *Billie Jean* too. I really, really hope she's ok. She's such a sweet person. :cry:
 
Does anyone else feel they dream about Michael either when they are not well/been crying over him/missing him alot? Or is it just me? Because I found I have. :unsure:

I hope *Billie Jean* is ok. :angel:
 
MJFan10 I haven't had a dream about Michael that I can remember in ages. Sometimes I wake up feeling like he was there but I can't remember any details.

I hope *Billie Jean* is ok :angel:
 
MJFan10 I haven't had a dream about Michael that I can remember in ages. Sometimes I wake up feeling like he was there but I can't remember any details.

That happens to me as well.
 
That happens to me as well.

It's frustrating in a way but at the same time I feel like my subconscious remembers. Sometimes I'll get a flashback of what he was wearing or something and it's still nice to know that he was there. :wub:
 
^ ^ Happens to me, too. Often :rolleyes2:

Hi everyone :hug: Jeez, I hope *Billie Jean* is ok. She had written not long ago about having problems with her asthma, yes, but that pm didn't sound too good. :mello: :angel:

Though this blessing leads me to question why we are connected with him, individually and as a group. Why? What's the meaning of it?Hmmmmmmmm.

I think it's because he's Michael. He wants to connect with all of the fans. He wanted to be able to do that while he was alive, and now he can reach many more in a much bigger way from the other side. :)
This is a big question for me as well. Not only do I think Michael has reached out to connect, but of course we certainly have reached out to him with our hearts as well, many for years. The emotions are so intense, so deep, so real. But the rest of the mystery is why so much connection even now with so many people? Someone wrote to me that she was completely devastated by the loss of close relatives, just like her heart was torn out and she so desperately wanted to connect with them, to receive something from them, some sign. In the end she'd get like ONE thing, one moment and that was seemingly it. One sign to say "I'm alright" and then... nothing more. But she feels she's had much communication with Michael. What's the difference? The sheer amount of energy involved? The particular aspect of the relationship (vs with family and friends)? Or... deeper questions... who is Michael? Who are we? What is this relationship, this situation that looks so crazy to those outside it, but which we all just know inside? :scratch:

I had such a horrible night sleep, seemed like I was awake forever. Dreamt that a medium told me I was going to die Saturday, woke up feeling very weird about that.

Just picking up on the discussion about MJ connected with us, why us etc. I am also so grateful for the dreams, no matter how big or small, that involve Michael. Cos it's like, wow.. you know? I never got the chance to meet him in real life and yet now I feel like I've met him..if that makes sense? I think it's something magical :) :heart:
Whoa, creepy dream. I wonder what it represents. This is just something that popped into my head... medium representing someone who can bring you messages from somewhere deeper, like maybe the unconscious part of the self or the higher self. Saturday is the weekend, so kind of known as a day for fun or hanging at home as opposed to going to work (which is kinda silly since so many people actually work on Saturdays, but anyway, just going with symbolism). Dying... a transition, a change, letting go of the past... this will happen when you relax and just enjoy yourself like it's Saturday? Or maybe I'm totally wrong on that, lol. ;)

The part about feeling you've really met him... oh, I know! Yes, exactly the same for me. I'd felt him a few times in the couple of weeks after..., but on July 22nd I had this amazing meditation. I wasn't expecting to see Michael at all, so I was like :wild: :cry:. OMG, this was SO real. Sooo real. That conversation will be cherished forever :heart: And for like two days I was all giddy and even now when I talk about this I get all shy and smiley and giggly because it feels to my core that I truly Michael for the first time that night (in this life, at least, lol). Now granted, I'd imagined being with Michael many times (in so many situations, lol). I can imagine him now. But this was different!!! If some of these special moments have just been imagination, then wow... I should win some kind of special imagination award or something! And the 2009 Most Crazy-Vivid Imagination of a Loved One Award goes to... mjbunny!:number_1:
Oh Michael... dear Michael... :wub:
 
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