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oh they also made this video!
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Is anyone else feeling totally disconnected?
Can we arrange for another meditation?
Oh I know... it is truly AMAZING :angel: and precious and special and loving and.... unbelievable to most, I would guess. It's one of the sweetest gifts in this life. I mean that. I'm so thankful to have had even one moment with Michael. Having trouble finding words today, but I think you'll understand. Blessed, yes.I just have to take a moment here to really think about how amazing it is that we all actually get to connect with Michael's spirit. I mean seriously guys...when you really think about this, isn't it so frikkin' AWESOME?!? How blessed are we?! I mean, I wouldn't call losing Michael in this physical life a blessing... but considering that it has happened ...and we still get to have personal connections with him...? It's just... so special. So very special. :heart:
:bugeyed No freaking way! Last night I was feeling too bleh to focus on anything really, so I decided to look for "weird stuff" on youtube and I watched this exact same video! :lol: I'm not so sure exactly what their point is, though...While I was browsing youtube I found a very interesting channel called MagicalXscapism. Im really fascinated by some of their videos. Especially this one: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zsV38QFiW5Q
I just have to take a moment here to really think about how amazing it is that we all actually get to connect with Michael's spirit. I mean seriously guys...when you really think about this, isn't it so frikkin' AWESOME?!? How blessed are we?! I mean, I wouldn't call losing Michael in this physical life a blessing... but considering that it has happened ...and we still get to have personal connections with him...? It's just... so special. So very special. :heart:
:lol: You're funny. :chillin: I like your voice! On Warwick Avenue particularly. There's a certain quality in your voice that I don't know the words for... nor can I place at the moment who else has it... (lol - I'm all sugared up from a piece of cake, sorry) but just know it's a nice sound :girl_karaoke:
Mrs.Music You have a great voice. Very nice tone Stop hiding in the corner! There's no need to be shy, you're a really good singer. Thanks for sharing.
Mrs. Music You don't have to hide! You have a beautiful voice :yes: Thanks for sharing
Wow, that was very beautiful Bianca!!!! :yes: You are so talented!
D'awww you guys are making me blush here! :blush: Thanks for listening and the lovely words....really means a lot. It's hard to believe in yourself. Interesting some of you say that I have 'a certain quality'...hmmm...now I wonder what exactly! :lol: By the way, there's a 'famous' singer here in The Netherlands and she tweeted that she's gonna give singing classes....she lives in my hometown so I emailed her and she emailed me back tonight that I'm welcome, yay! It's really expensive though...but it's private and who knows what she can recommend me to do. At least she's 'in the bizz' and knows other musicians, I just wanna do something...doesn't matter what, just sing and make music. Oh how I wish I had a moneytree in the backyard now! Lol. Ah well, I'll see how far I can fund it. ray::clapping:Yay! You already know what I think but I'll tell you again...beeeautiful! I really loved Warwick Avenue. Like mjbunny said, there's a great quality to your voice...really nice...and different, which I love. Keep rockin' it, gurl!
LMAO! Haha I so know what you mean, that's really annoying. Especially when you wake up and you realize it wasn't the person you pictured in your dream...I have that often, that when I wake up I'm like 'ew hold a second, that was him...I don't love him!' and then you've just been highly in love and thinking it was someone else. Crazy stuff. But yeah.....real Michael pleaaaase!...
It was HOT!!! I woke up and remembered everything perfectly...I was still swooning. But then I was like wait...that wasn't really Michael. What the... :angry: Damn. Why the hell did I dream of Michael as my old high school teacher... and it was SO vivid with SO much feeling and I remembered it ALL....but I can't get that with the REAL Michael? *pout*
Quoting for truthness. I'm really glad indeed that we are able to feel and experience these things....sometimes I read discussions about this subject (here or on other boards) and people saying it's bullshit and all that....well, they're missing out...is all I can say.I just have to take a moment here to really think about how amazing it is that we all actually get to connect with Michael's spirit. I mean seriously guys...when you really think about this, isn't it so frikkin' AWESOME?!? How blessed are we?! I mean, I wouldn't call losing Michael in this physical life a blessing... but considering that it has happened ...and we still get to have personal connections with him...? It's just... so special. So very special. :heart:
Hmm what a weird dream about that girl with the bomb...scary. Aw...and a love bomb in the same night! Haha! That's sweet.So whether you remember it or not ~:heart:~.
I've been feeling mostly numb lately...it comes and goes. Whenever my feelings are mute like that it goes along with being disconnected too. Wouldn't mind doing another meditation. Whenever is good for me.Is anyone else feeling totally disconnected?
Can we arrange for another meditation?
Yeesh...sorry to hear about those crappo dreams. This part with Michael is nice though. I remember seeing Michael in my dreams at one point but I can't recall exactly what happened... maybe that was it. :heart:mjbunny said:Before these dreams, though, there was something about Michael. I half woke up hearing, "Love. That's the message. LOVE." and I had this deep and special feeling that I was sort of being acknowleged or thanked for having understood that this is the message. It felt very wonderful. It might sound weird, but it felt like there were others, like a whole group of us got this special cosmic 'tweet'. So whether you remember it or not ~:heart:~
Way cool about the singing lessons Next weekend sounds better for me too for a meditation. Saturday night, though... hmm... have to find out the time for something to see if it would fit in.Hope everyone is doing well today! I'm up for a meditation, but maybe like next weekend or something? Oh and about June 25th, I read Amy's reply in my thread on 'what are you gonna do June 25th', about that stargazing together. Isn't that a lovely idea to 'organize' with the people here? What was your plan, Amy? Would love to do that, next to the MLP ofcourse...I don't know what you guys are planning to do, I don't know myself yet either...might be going to London, who knows, but I would like to do something like this no matter what.
(Sorry for bringing up this subject by the way...hope I don't make anyone sad. :better
I've been on youtube all night. I redid my channel! Made it a bit more magical
While I was browsing youtube I found a very interesting channel called MagicalXscapism. Im really fascinated by some of their videos. Especially this one: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zsV38QFiW5Q
Neeve - aww that's sweet what he said. But I know what you mean. No-one quite has the..sincerity (?) that MJ had. I'm not dissing Bon Jovi, I don't mean to be rude, but do you all know what I mean? MJ really believed that we can change, and that love is very powerful. He really inspired everyone, incited us and captivated people with the message of LOVE. Whenever I hear others I can't help but think, do you really mean this? Like second guess their motives. Maybe that's just me being a little judgemental? But I do sometimes question their agendas..(obviously not Michael's...I hope I haven't come off here too rude lol). I mean I think it's great that people carrying Michael's torch, don't get me wrong, but as you said Neeve, nobody can do it like MJ.
When I was away, I walked past this spiritual shop and up on the walls it had banners with quotes about love and peace on the wall, one was from Jimi Hendrix: "when the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace" and another one that stood out for me was from Mother Theresa: "if we have no peace, it's because we have forgotten that we belong to each other". . I just thought I would share because they really rang true with me. It's like what MJ says about, being one, all belonging, bringing peace, how love can heal etc.. in my heart, I feel you are all my brothers. :heart:
I just have to take a moment here to really think about how amazing it is that we all actually get to connect with Michael's spirit. I mean seriously guys...when you really think about this, isn't it so frikkin' AWESOME?!? How blessed are we?! I mean, I wouldn't call losing Michael in this physical life a blessing... but considering that it has happened ...and we still get to have personal connections with him...? It's just... so special. So very special. :heart:
Meditation this next weekend would be good for me. Also about the stargazing...yes I was going to bring that up as it got closer, would love to do that with you guys! I know there's probably gonna be all kinds of stuff like this going on that day... the MLP, moment of silence, light a candle, set off balloons...yadda yadda. And, there's always the time differences to take into consideration...some may be gazing at clouds rather than stars... but, I'd still like to try if anyone is up for it. Last years stargazing was really magical. We did on Michael's birthday... and we set a short playlist. :heart:I'm up for a meditation, but maybe like next weekend or something? Oh and about June 25th, I read Amy's reply in my thread on 'what are you gonna do June 25th', about that stargazing together. Isn't that a lovely idea to 'organize' with the people here? What was your plan, Amy? Would love to do that, next to the MLP ofcourse...I don't know what you guys are planning to do, I don't know myself yet either...might be going to London, who knows, but I would like to do something like this no matter what.
(Sorry for bringing up this subject by the way...hope I don't make anyone sad. :better
Nothing was said in here... but I've heard of 2 other people having heart issues over the past couple months. Myself included. Just crazy.darlingdear said:amy - Interesting what you say about the ol'heart thingy..did people have similar feelings, experiences, around April 5th? I would check myself, but stupid net..
I agree; what a blessing.
Though this blessing leads me to question why we are connected with him, individually and as a group. Why? What's the meaning of it?
Hmmmmmmmm.
@darlingdear: Welcome back! :huggy: Thanks for sharing the experiences!
@mjbunny: Crazy that you had that feeling...I hope nothing bad is awaiting us. And about that book - so amazing. I know what you mean with craving for such memories...one of the follower fans I have on Facebook (I work with them for HTWFC and so on) has this album full of photo's with stories and those comments by all the others, oh so heartbreaking. Like, up until the final days....so surreal. So amazing. I'm so glad there were such fans able to be there for him all the time. :heart:
Okay sooo...screw it...it's not like I can get any further if I don't share and so will not get any reactions is it? :lol: I have to say though, I know some parts are sung in totally different keys and stuff...I took a few takes and mixed them up. De-fi-ni-te-ly not satisfied with it but I was like...making sure no one heard me while keeping an eye out the window if there won't be anyone coming home early. LOL! I so lack space and time to actually make something work. Grrrr. :smilerolleyes:
So well, here's a part of YANA and a part of Duffy's song Warwick Avenue:
(Make sure to put the volume down, they're a bit loud, hehe.) Oh and, don't quote please. Then I can get them out later.
*Goes hiding in a corner* Lol.
Don't have much else to contribute apart from being drained from balancing work, renovating so we can move and writing a song. For some reason that song is just draining me. It comes out SO GOD DAMN SLOWLY, it's really torture. Don't know if any of you guys know that. Sometimes you work on something and it just has to come out quickly and other times it tortures you slowly and you agonize over it for what seems forever. This one is just pure torture but then I am obsessed by it. It's bittersweet agony to write this damn thing.
oh I also wanted to mention I'm a bit worried about the member *Billie Jean* here who posted a note saying she went off to be with Michael. I know she has been struggling with severe depression for months and I hope those were just words. She hasnt logged back in yet. Please pray that she is ok. :angel:
oh I also wanted to mention I'm a bit worried about the member *Billie Jean* here who posted a note saying she went off to be with Michael. I know she has been struggling with severe depression for months and I hope those were just words. She hasnt logged back in yet. Please pray that she is ok. :angel:
MJFan10 I haven't had a dream about Michael that I can remember in ages. Sometimes I wake up feeling like he was there but I can't remember any details.
That happens to me as well.
Though this blessing leads me to question why we are connected with him, individually and as a group. Why? What's the meaning of it?Hmmmmmmmm.
This is a big question for me as well. Not only do I think Michael has reached out to connect, but of course we certainly have reached out to him with our hearts as well, many for years. The emotions are so intense, so deep, so real. But the rest of the mystery is why so much connection even now with so many people? Someone wrote to me that she was completely devastated by the loss of close relatives, just like her heart was torn out and she so desperately wanted to connect with them, to receive something from them, some sign. In the end she'd get like ONE thing, one moment and that was seemingly it. One sign to say "I'm alright" and then... nothing more. But she feels she's had much communication with Michael. What's the difference? The sheer amount of energy involved? The particular aspect of the relationship (vs with family and friends)? Or... deeper questions... who is Michael? Who are we? What is this relationship, this situation that looks so crazy to those outside it, but which we all just know inside? :scratch:I think it's because he's Michael. He wants to connect with all of the fans. He wanted to be able to do that while he was alive, and now he can reach many more in a much bigger way from the other side.
Whoa, creepy dream. I wonder what it represents. This is just something that popped into my head... medium representing someone who can bring you messages from somewhere deeper, like maybe the unconscious part of the self or the higher self. Saturday is the weekend, so kind of known as a day for fun or hanging at home as opposed to going to work (which is kinda silly since so many people actually work on Saturdays, but anyway, just going with symbolism). Dying... a transition, a change, letting go of the past... this will happen when you relax and just enjoy yourself like it's Saturday? Or maybe I'm totally wrong on that, lol.I had such a horrible night sleep, seemed like I was awake forever. Dreamt that a medium told me I was going to die Saturday, woke up feeling very weird about that.
Just picking up on the discussion about MJ connected with us, why us etc. I am also so grateful for the dreams, no matter how big or small, that involve Michael. Cos it's like, wow.. you know? I never got the chance to meet him in real life and yet now I feel like I've met him..if that makes sense? I think it's something magical :heart: