Merged: Psychics channel Michael

[8701girl]

Yeah it was me who suggested it and what? seriously? :mello:
You made that up or it's for real? :bugeyed

*goes to check*

:bugeyed:bugeyed

Is that real??? lol

 

[mjbunny]

I asked to please have a dream that would tell me about the relationship between MJ and fans (like what cosmic significance or whatnot) and all I remember is regular mundane stuff and then this weird dream that may or may not have anything whatsoever to do with the question. Just thought I'd share because it's strange and must be pretty symbolic:

I was a man in an ancient civilization (seemed to be Egypt, but could've been ancient Greece - it was never clear ... ). I was a personal servant, but maybe more like a lieutenant type character, of the king. (And no, the king didn't look like MJ, but actually I can't really remember much about what he looked like, but I think I'd remember Michael ) In his kingdom were many artisans (including himself) who could make these beautiful carvings and ceramic statues, but we hadn't perfected the art of firing the ceramics (like in a kiln). I was therefore sent away to a place that had perfected this, to learn how to do it and bring back the knowledge for him and his artisans. He gave me this beautiful ivory/white porcelain statuette. It was a stylized version of an animal (maybe a lynx or tiger?). It was very beautiful, smooth and delicate and I think he had made this one himself. I was to give this away as a gift in exchange for the knowledge.

The place I was sent to turned out to be a school where the children (of varying ages) were well-known masters of making exquisite ceramics. (On no... child labor :doh:, but it seemed alright in the dream, lol). I gave the statue to them. A boy of about 12 sitting behind a desk accepted it and then gave me in return a beautiful intricate piece that was either ceramic or ivory. It had some figure (animal? human? nature? don't know) in the center with two votive-sized candle holders or cups on each end. I was shocked that he would just GIVE this away because I knew it was very precious and I protested at first, since the knowledge alone would be sufficient. But he insisted gently that it was a gift I should take back to my king. Then I went to talk to a woman in the next room, all the while protecting the king's new gift like it was a newborn baby, where they fired their pottery and things. She was just beginning to explain the firing process when I woke up. What an odd dream. I do dream sometimes of being other characters, though, like a man this time.

MJBunny Thank you so much for this song! I love it! I know what you mean about little. In this song though, I saw little as one person in this big world standing up and fighting for the right reasons, for the bigger picture. It's amazing how well the lyrics fit. (It annoys me how some songs are partially ruined to my ears. Sometimes, it makes me think I'm not doing a good job at being a fan. Obviously I don't believe any of that or I wouldn't be here but some songs are linked in my brain with some stupid joke or story and I hate it

Ah, good thinking about "little". I guess that's how I've always taken it on some level. I just love that song. And I think I know what you mean about songs being linked to stupid jokes or stories. I hate that as well. What was that term in Mean Girls? Oh yeah... "word vomit". I think this is more like "thought vomit". It's like when you're driving along a concrete road barrier and you suddenly imagine turning the wheel and slamming your car into it and you think, "WTF was that??? I don't want to do that!!! Where the hell did that thought come from??!!! " I read a psychology article once that said this is pretty normal in everyone from time to time. But anyway... back to how this relates to MJ. Yeah. I find that somedays (only some, thank God, so it's not often but does occur) when I hear certain songs or the like I'll have this thought vomit from the general public's opinons, like I'm regurgitating shadowy hateful comments from the collective consciousness out into my own mind and I feel shocked and kind of ashamed because I don't understand where it comes from. But wow, now that's a whole other conversation, huh? One might say it's best left for a psychology forum or something, lest one be unrightfully judged... :rolleyes2:

ok the jacket the lead singer is wearing reminds me a little bit of the one michael would have worn to perform HTW on TII tour. It could just be me, but in the colours and things

WOW! You're right! I didn't actually watch the video, just quickly found one that wasn't blocked on youtube. That's eery, huh?

I just wanted to share this. My dream last night was about a black cat. I often ask my guides (not that I know who they are) if they can give me a message about my spiritual side and things, and I looked up what a black cat means, and far from being bad luck etc, it can also mean that I am fearful of using my pyschic abilities and believing in my own intuition. So maybe this is my guides way of showing me my fears, and that I should start to believe in myself? I know this is majorly OT.. Oh yeah and also, in this dream, I was told I would have to wait for MJ outside a hotel for 17 hours

17 hours? :lol: Heck, that's nothing for FANS to wait that long, a-hee-hee! Where is this hotel in Dreamland? Have to head over there tonight Nice dream. And it's totally what I was thinking about last night after I got offline and everyone was having conversations about what is allowed to be shared, about privacy, about feelings of unworthiness or guilt. And I thought how much those conversations dragged me down last time around and made me doubt myself. And how I'd then received a very loud message more than once that was in essence: "Don't let other people's negative moods or doubts about themselves or even about you, who you love or what you believe in affect you. Be strong in yourself. Trust yourself and what you know inside." So same thing... trust your own intuition. Not to go Biblical on ya'll, but God told Noah to build a huge freakin' BOAT and that was pretty nuts. So you know, just go with it. Jam.

Edit: Thank you to mjbunny for typing up the quote from Jonathan Moffett. I used it as my signature now. I tried for the whole beautiful quote but I couldn't fit it all in. But I think that last party is really beautiful. So thank you mjbunny

Looks good You're welcome. There another great line from MJ in one of the extras about love. "Love is the most important thing"... I'll rewatch and get the exact quote.

I saw there was a new blog entry on Inner Michael today. I read it and wow it's sooo good. I completely agree with it. It's time to stop seeing ourselves as us vs. them and that we are all one.

Was just over there myself. It made me think also about how fear of failure can stop you from shining. I mean... if you talk all about LOVE... what happens the day you get pissed off and scream at someone or you're feeling like poop and you rashly tell someone off? I mean, won't everyone call you a hypocrite then???? And therefore you "fail"? How can you be all for love and then not 100% act it 24/7? Ummm, pretty darn easily :lol: But in the end it's about TRYING. I wrote something about that yesterday and erased it before posting, but I was going to say I TRY to "be God's glow". It's at least a GOAL. We no doubt fail at times, but the only real failure would be to stop TRYING. And I LOVE that Barbara wrote the same thing! Totally! Just keep trying until one glorious day 10 lifetimes from now you finally perfect it and ascend in a ball of light, lol.

 

[FunkeyJay]

Hey everyone :huggy:

Again, I need to catch up. I had the flu last week, and haven't followed this thread. But I took part at the MLP. I didn't expierence much, too ill, but the second I started I felt so lightly, I felt love.

Actually I wanted to go to bed, because had a tiring trip this weekend, went to a MJ party in berlin, it was much fun, but the trip was.... tiiiiring.

On the way to Berlin, something happened I wanted to share which is not really MJ-related but psychic related. I passed out, somehow I pinched in a nerve in my lung or chest, and I felt weak and everything was dark... and bang ...passed out, they had to lay me on the ground in the train so I could regain my consciousness again and somewhere between being unconscious and conscious I saw some kind of pattern, I think I remember that because I became so spiritual, otherwise I would have forgotten that, because I saw it just for a very short time, and it was disappearing again, and it was not the ceiling of the train, it was blank. I googled a bit and it looked kinda like a Mandala, a little bit like this one http://de.wikipedia.org/w/index.php?title=Datei:Mandala3.jpg&filetimestamp=20040413094930
I didn't know much about it, I just knew that we drew them as kids and teens to calm outselved down in school, and since I know it's 'something' spiritual too, I'm like whoa!

 

[8701girl]

Its good to see ur feeling better funkey jay

 

[FunkeyJay]

Its good to see ur feeling better funkey jay

Thank you :huggy:
I really fought against the flu, and I won
But it still hurts a bit where I pinched my nerve when I breath in

 

[amygrace]

I just was assuming that he maybe does not want fans to discuss private things about him including autopsy outside of fans’ community? I never do it myself because simply I do not have anybody around me I wish to share some info about Michael and I really do not like to talk to strangers about him because ppl take it different.

Well that makes sense. I certainly don't go blabbing personal stuff I know or experience in relation with Michael...to just anyone. I only share personal things with you guys here and sometimes I will tell my parents since they are spiritual too.

About "blocking" ourselves...I think it is sort of a 2 ways road. We can block our channel, but at the same time they can block their own channels from us too.

I agree.

Envy of you all!! I don't have any spiritual experience about him.

Not everyone has them. Or rather I should say, not everyone can recognize them. I think it's a matter of just being open spiritually, and taking note of the little things.

(Adding... sometimes I feel very much like this song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9EHAo6rEuas, one of my "to MJ" songs from the past that means even more now Bryan Adams - 'Please Forgive Me'. "So if I love you a little a more than I should, please forgive me. I know not what I do. Please forgive me. I can't stop loving you.... Please forgive me if I need you like I do."

Oh man...thank you for bringing this song back to my attention! I have it in my mp3 library but haven't listened for years. It's SO perfect for what we are talking about though...ohhh.

I heard someone ask a question like "is there any group on Earth right now that is actually doing good, that really does care and not just for their own agenda?" (You know, like religious or political groups). And one of the guests said very seriously and loudly, "Yes. Michael Jackson fans."

Wow, what an interesting dream! And very true. We are not the only ones of course, but united we become quite the powerful force! This was all part of Michael's soul plan, I'm sure of it.

after being up all night I played a 1 minute clip of HTW on my cell phone while choosing my morning alarm ringtone. It ended and then I was walking toward the bed where the phone was and then I heard... . ... I heard a voice say about two short sentences! It sounded kind of like someone talking through my phone, like not very loud and quite tinny like that (& it wasn't my phone ... no calls attempted or received) and... weirdest... it sounded like Michael's voice! I swear to God I thought I heard something about "heal the world" in there, but then I realized that this sound couldn't have been words because it was seemingly only the zipper of my hoodie in my hand kind of scratching along the wooden edge of the bedframe as I walked across the room. But it totally sounded like someone talking!

Ok now THIS is awesome! I definitely think you heard the zipper like that for a reason! I think spirits/angels/God will send you messages in ways like this - where they will make you hear what they have to say, but through someone or something. And only you hear it...nobody else notices. It's like...seeing a face when you glance at the sky (or like back during Michael's memorial, the live stream I was watching suddenly displayed Michael's face over the traffic - clear as day for me)...or when a baby babbles and you hear a sentence. I think it's all the same thing.

^ And off topic, but I wanted to add this because it just came up on my mp3 player. Years ago there was a hair band named White Lion and they did this song called "Little Fighter" and the lyrics some years later (I mean post-1993, ahem) were SOOOOOOO much about Michael for me. I mean, holy crap 99% of the lyrics fit

Ohhh my God...you are right...this song is sooooo Michael! Wow. :heart: ...thank you for sharing this!


Neeve - haha...thanks for sharing the dictionary/google image! :heart: I made one of those awhile back for Google...but in the search box it said (and I will censor) "sexiest motherf***er in the world" :lol:

mjbunny - interesting new dream too...that took place in ancient Egypt or something. Do you think you ever have dreams of past lives? I think I have before. Maybe that's what that dream was...?

Not to go Biblical on ya'll, but God told Noah to build a huge freakin' BOAT and that was pretty nuts. So you know, just go with it. Jam.

:lol: ...this just made me giggle. thanks.

On the way to Berlin, something happened I wanted to share which is not really MJ-related but psychic related. I passed out, somehow I pinched in a nerve in my lung or chest, and I felt weak and everything was dark... and bang ...passed out, they had to lay me on the ground in the train so I could regain my consciousness again and somewhere between being unconscious and conscious I saw some kind of pattern, I think I remember that because I became so spiritual, otherwise I would have forgotten that, because I saw it just for a very short time, and it was disappearing again, and it was not the ceiling of the train, it was blank. I googled a bit and it looked kinda like a Mandala

Sorry to hear you passed out like that :-/ - interesting about you seeing a Mandala though! Hope you feel completely healed soon from the nerve pinch. :huggy:

 

[FunkeyJay]

Sorry to hear you passed out like that :-/ - interesting about you seeing a Mandala though! Hope you feel completely healed soon from the nerve pinch. :huggy:

Thank you :huggy: Hope so too, but it feels better than this morning. I was almost feeling guilty for finding this experience so awesome :lol: But to me it was really whoa. It's can't be a coincidence since it's something spiritual.

Oh geez, I just read some of the replies... I need to read everything asap. It sounds so interesting and whoa! I'm like whoa, whoa all the time.

I'm just taking a look at all pics from the MJ Party and well, I'm a bit sceptical because of Orbs, because you can't tell if it's dust or really Orbs, but damn on some is really strange dust. I don't know what to think, but if that are really orbs... holy cow!!!!

EDIT: Just out of curiousity, if there is dust in a certain part of a room, doesn't it have to appear in every pic then? Don't know that much about orbs.

 

[8701girl]

Thank you :huggy:
I really fought against the flu, and I won
But it still hurts a bit where I pinched my nerve when I breath in

Your welcome

Doesnt it feel great 2 win against the flu!

Oh no that sucks

 

[8701girl]

I forgot 2 mention, i had a mj related dream last nite!

I was on the computer looking at some site and i think there was like a message or poem from with a pic of him. But i wasnt really sure if it was him or not, i remember feeling a lil confused.

 

[CaptainEoLove85]

Mjbunny, wow really interesting dream. It sounds like some kind of past life, like Amy said.

FunkeyJay, whoa glad to hear you're ok. :huggy: That's an interesting pattern/symbol. Never heard of it before.

 

[Neeve]

:bugeyed:bugeyed

Is that real??? lol

hehe, no, unfortunately....lol

Neeve - haha...thanks for sharing the dictionary/google image! :heart: I made one of those awhile back for Google...but in the search box it said (and I will censor) "sexiest motherf***er in the world" :lol:

hehehehe

mjbunny, I was going to say something similar to what Asedora said about your dream, that we all have our part to play, we're all learning from this experience and we each have a contribution to the world...

Love to all
xxx

 

[mjbunny]

OMG, FunkeyJay! I'm glad you're ok :hug: How scary! Really interesting about the mandala, though

EDIT: Just out of curiousity, if there is dust in a certain part of a room, doesn't it have to appear in every pic then? Don't know that much about orbs.

Not necessarily. The light has to catch it right and the camera has to be at the right angle.

Mjbunny, your dream is so complex in a way how it was shown to you but the meaning is pretty simple imo. From the first read it feels like we are fans on the same boat and we are all "spiritual artisans" working in his kingdom. All of us have work to do regarding Michael’s spiritual kingdom/his legacy in this world. You created your own "little statue" already, your website.
Everybody has to do a little own thing. It might be still unfinished work, but we have time to learn and we have space for our spiritual growth. This is why the school was shown to you and children because they are better masters. We have to learn many spiritual things from childern, because they are really better at this than adults. This is why Michael was in love with kids and innocence. Children can give us what we lost. This is what Michael used to believe.
This is how I see your dream. Actually it was a very good dream and it seems to be an answer to your question. This is how I feel about it. I hope you like my reading. Tell you the truth, I always was sort of good at that lol. But I know that a dreamer usually knows better.

Interesting, thanks. I found it interesting that it wasn't my statue thingy in either case. The first time I was given one by the king to give to the children, then then children gave me something even nicer to give back to the king, so I was just the messenger... someone entrusted to take care of fragile gifts back and forth. (But if it had anything to do with the website, this makes sense. I wasn't the one who came up with the MLP idea, just the one who handles the details. I find this lovely because I feel it's Michael's then, not mine and therefore there's a wonderful ego detachment. You know, it's not people loving my idea. The idea came through one person [ who I stay in touch with], was recognized and liked by others and then came to me because I guess that's my 'job'.) Yeah, the children with spiritual truths and innocence having the knowledge we need is pretty clear. My hubby, also good with symbols (lol, he's explained weird meditations I've had to me and I've been :doh: duh!) suggested too that the one carving/statue given by the kids had beautiful candle holders as part of its design, so it was made to carry light. The need to perfect firing technology I think is an important part of the symbolism. Putting the beautiful things in the kiln and doing it properly changes their structure to make them last longer (and be able to hold water, etc if it's cooking pottery). So the children know how to make the beautiful things last and reach their perfected structure, and the king needed this from them and in return they supplied an extra special gift back. That's sweet, huh? Oh, and I'll add that this dream wasn't stressful or anything. It felt nice overall.

P.S. Amygrace & CaptainEO... I wondered the same about past lives. It may have been using a similar situation in a past life to make a point about today or my question :yes:

 

[mjbunny]

MJbunny, did you read my edition about you being his personal servant? I am sorry that missed this part from the beginning. I think it is a very important part for you.

Oh, yes, I hadn't seen that part at all. I do that all the time too... editing after I write and then I look down and see that people I just replied to have the thread open and I'm like "noooooo, don't read it yet!" :lol: What you wrote was such a wonderful thought and I hope that's true. :heart:

I wrote this the other day and I'm aware of how 'heretical' it would look to some :lol:, but I'm just using this as an example... Let's think about messengers/prophets/teachers/more for the world (Jesus, Buddha, on and on). If Michael is one.... well, Jesus got 12 disciples back in one isolated part of a much smaller world population, so how many devoted-during-his-time-and-spreading-the-message-for-future-generations folks does MJ get? 12,000? 120,000? 1.2 million? But then I always wonder how many of "us" there are... I mean fans who really, really love him and also as a person, who have greatly appreciated his work and his heart. Would it be more than I'd guess? Less? And what would be the boundaries for the definition? Would depend on who you asked to define them (as I know personally, since I've been told I'm not a "real fan" before :rolleyes2: ... which to me is like saying I breathe helium instead of oxygen.) Anyway, I guess such counting and measuring are best left up to higher forces...

 

[amygrace]

Hah...well this isn't MJ related, but yet another numerology "coincidence" that just happened.
I was just writing my check for rent, and as I was doing that I started thinking about how tomorrow is March 1st, which is my 'special' month according to some psychics I've spoken with (as I've mentioned here before). As soon as I finished that thought I noticed in the corner of the check that it was the 1111th check in my book. :lol: Just thought that was cool.

Well I'm off to bed - wishing everyone lovely Michael dreams and a marvelous beginning of March!

:group:

 

[mjbunny]

^ :rolleyes2: Americans... still writing checks in the 21st century... my God, how primitive... (lolol, just teasing - that's what Germans say to me when I mention checks ) Crazy about 1111.. and yeah, I forgot about the special month thing!

Asedora - it was definitely like that in the dream. I realized a few minutes ago that it reminds me a bit of 'The Fountain', when the man was going on the mission for the Queen of Spain and how she trusted him. And then his devotion to her, like "I won't let you down, Majesty"...

I mentioned that movie (The Fountain) before and again highly recommend it, although I haven't seen it for a while now. But read about it first or right after and then see it again or you might not get what's going on and that's essential. The first time it was just trying to understand the spiritual layers and some basics like why that guy was floating around in the bubble with the tree (was that symbolic? was it his soul? what's up?). If I'd have known that, then I'd have enjoyed the movie more. spoiler alert, in case you want to be confused when you first see it: (he's in the future, the last guy alive, taking a journey through space in that bubble-like ship with the Tree of Life to become First Father by dying...once he understands it's what he must do).

Or maybe it would've made a tad more sense if I'd seen the trailer at least first:

 

[souldreamer7]

ooops...edit.

 

[Bee]

And the other weird thing... and this is really weird... earlier (before that dream), after being up all night I played a 1 minute clip of HTW on my cell phone while choosing my morning alarm ringtone. It ended and then I was walking toward the bed where the phone was and then I heard... . :bugeyed... I heard a voice say about two short sentences! It sounded kind of like someone talking through my phone, like not very loud and quite tinny like that (& it wasn't my phone ... no calls attempted or received) and... weirdest... it sounded like Michael's voice! I swear to God I thought I heard something about "heal the world" in there, but then I realized that this sound couldn't have been words because it was seemingly only the zipper of my hoodie in my hand kind of scratching along the wooden edge of the bedframe as I walked across the room. But it totally sounded like someone talking! Not just someone, but Michael, and I even heard words within it! That's when you find yourself seriously questioning your own brain, lol. But then I wondered; did those two sounds just coincide and when the talking sound ended I was then aware of the zipper scraping sound? :scratch:I told you: weird. Very weird. And then I told someone all about this experience in a dream later, lolol. :blink:

Wow, that sounds awesome! :bugeyed I know what you mean with thinking it's just you and your crazy mind, but then again I totally believe in 'there is no coincidence' as well...I mean, there is, but not in ways where it's too obvious. Just like Amy said, these things come in the weirdest forms....so cool. Aaaw.

On the way to Berlin, something happened I wanted to share which is not really MJ-related but psychic related. I passed out, somehow I pinched in a nerve in my lung or chest, and I felt weak and everything was dark... and bang ...passed out, they had to lay me on the ground in the train so I could regain my consciousness again and somewhere between being unconscious and conscious I saw some kind of pattern, I think I remember that because I became so spiritual, otherwise I would have forgotten that, because I saw it just for a very short time, and it was disappearing again, and it was not the ceiling of the train, it was blank. I googled a bit and it looked kinda like a Mandala, a little bit like this one http://de.wikipedia.org/w/index.php?title=Datei:Mandala3.jpg&filetimestamp=20040413094930
I didn't know much about it, I just knew that we drew them as kids and teens to calm outselved down in school, and since I know it's 'something' spiritual too, I'm like whoa!

Oh...I'm sorry to hear you passed out! Just read your email as well. Gee..that must've been something. I'm always so scared to pass out. Cool you got that spiritual feeling and the pattern, I've never heard about such a pattern though.
Interesting! Hope you will be fine soon. :better:

....
My hubby, also good with symbols (lol, he's explained weird meditations I've had to me and I've been :doh: duh!) suggested too that the one carving/statue given by the kids had beautiful candle holders as part of its design, so it was made to carry light. The need to perfect firing technology I think is an important part of the symbolism.

I love it when you find out these symbols and it totally makes sense. Way cool!


Bweh, I was such a wreck last night.:no: There was a docu on TV about 'who killed the King Of Pop?'. Well, it wasn't about who might be the murderer and stuff, but about what happened, who he was and why, and they had a lot of interviews with siginificant people. I hope it will be up on YouTube for others to see, it was quite interesting and people said things I've been thinking about all along.
Nontheless it was SO sad to see this on a screen you know....like, a docu...it's there, people say he's death...he really IS death..got goosebumps all over. And then combined with these beautiful shots of Michael throughout his life. Oh man. :boohoo:

 

[8701girl]

hehe, no, unfortunately....lol

Oh ok thanx for that

 

[darlingdear]

Not to go Biblical on ya'll, but God told Noah to build a huge freakin' BOAT and that was pretty nuts. So you know, just go with it. Jam.

I just had to quote this cos it made me .
Your dream sounds really interesting, really intriguing too. Thanks for sharing.

FunkeyJay - :better: I'm glad you are okay, FunkeyJay. That must of been scary


I had such a weird night sleep last night, like before I went to bed I just sent out love and healing etc. And as my eyes were shut I saw this really intense like, flashing lights through my eyes, it was so bright that I had to open them to see what was going down. But it was just pitch black :scratch:
Anyway, so in the night I kept waking up and everytime I woke up I was just like Michael? (you know, in the groggy half awake, half asleep state..) It really annoyed me since I said to myself I will try not to bother him as much. But I was just like why do I keep asking for Michael?? And then I think he was in my dreams, but due to the fact I kept waking up I didn't know whether I was dreaming or it was just my mind. Anyway then I think someone said something like he's enjoying his freedom - I didn't see him that's why I think someone was telling me that he is..

Love to you all :heart:
p.s. the weather is so beautiful today, a really nice start to March I've missed the sun.

 

[littlesparrow]

Hi everyone!

I just wanted to drop in and share something that happened to me last Thursday. I don't know how it will sound when I try to explain it, but I just feel like I need to talk about it...it was so strange and I honestly didn't feel quite "right" for about two days after it happened.

Thursday morning, I woke up at exactly 5:30 am: I was asleep one second and suddenly I was awake. The first thing I did was to sit up and look out the window next to my bed, which overlooks my building's parking lot.
The lot was empty, since we had to move our cars to a garage next door for the snow plows earlier that night, but there was this incredibly thick thick fog filling the whole place. So thick I couldn't see anything past it. It looked like I was in the sky, actually. The sky was a deep red. It was actually very pretty, but it was just so so so eerie...

I don't know why, but I distinctly remember thinking "oh, I woke up between worlds. Oops." Like it was just a fact, no big deal. I don't know why I would think that like it was common sense, but I did. And then as soon as I thought that, I looked out the window again and I saw someone walking through the fog on the far side of the lot, away from me. Just a black silhouette. He/she looked weird though, almost blurry, and not because of the fog.

I just want to say at this point, that no, this was not a dream. I am positive of this fact.

The next thing I noticed was a really, really bright light near the person's ankles. It was kind of fading in and out, getting brighter and dimmer, and there was this quality to it that seemed almost like natural light, not from a bulb. I don't really know quite how to explain it.
I kept trying to come up with an explanation, like maybe it was someone out for a walk with a flashlight, but the light was close to the ground and he was upright...
Then I thought, well maybe he's walking his dog and there's a light on the collar. But as I was thinking that, I realized the light wasn't moving like a dog's collar would be, it was very still, just dimming and getting brighter.

At this point, I got out of bed and walked across the room to my desk and stood there. As soon as I did that, I realized I hadn't meant to do that. Like my body did it on its own. That made me feel so confused and anxious and I just ran back to my bed and tried to go back to sleep.

When I did get back to sleep, I had an intensely real, creepy dream (about aliens, of all things, haha. )

All day long after this, I just felt "off". I couldn't concentrate in class, I didn't feel like talking or being around anyone and I just couldn't stop thinking about what I saw. I even canceled these plans I've had and was looking forward to for almost two months, because I felt so weird. I just needed to be alone. :no:

I've shaken it off by now, but I keep wondering what happened.

I don't know if this sounds totally insane or what, but I am dying to get it off my chest. I only told my boyfriend about it. He said "maybe you saw something you weren't supposed to see", and that gave me chills.

I don't really know what to make of it though. My mind wants to rationalize it by saying that I was in a state between dreaming and waking and because of that, everything just looked strange. But my gut is telling me otherwise.

Ugh, sorry for the long post. :rolleyes2:
I have to run anyway, today's my birthday and I'm celebrating by going into town to look for MJ vinyls in all the thrift shops, instead of going to class, haha.

 

[Bee]

^ Whoa....that's interesting! Especially the thoughts you had....that says quite much about what it might have been, awesome that you felt like 'waking up between two worlds'. I think sometimes our minds know damn well what's happening but it's the feeling that gives us doubts...the rational part of you. The first thing I thought when reading 'really bright light near the person's ankles' was...Michael with his glittersocks! LOL! Hmm...who knows?

Oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY girly! :cheers:Have fun today & hope you can find some nice vinyls!

 

[darlingdear]

Ahh, littlesparrow! Very interesting, but at the same time, very weird & eerie. Reading it I got a bit scared..:lol:
:hug: to you.
Oh and Happy Birthday :heart: Enjoy your day, it sounds much better than going to class!

 

[Louise.]

Happy birthday, littlesparrow!

This is kinda OT, but I got a bit freaked out today. Basically, on Friday night I dreamed that one of my friend's brother was in a car accident. It really freaked me out, cause it was so realistic, but I thought nothing of it. Yesterday afternoon I get a phonecall to say the same friend's brother was in a car accident! :mellow: I couldn't believe it when she told me, as I'd only had the dream two days prior to it happening. Thankfully, he's not too badly injured, but my gosh it was scary to have dreamed about it and then hearing it had actually happened. :mellow:

Anyway, sorry for going off topic. Hope everyone's ok. :flowers:

 

[darlingdear]

Happy birthday, littlesparrow!

This is kinda OT, but I got a bit freaked out today. Basically, on Friday night I dreamed that one of my friend's brother was in a car accident. It really freaked me out, cause it was so realistic, but I thought nothing of it. Yesterday afternoon I get a phonecall to say the same friend's brother was in a car accident! :mellow: I couldn't believe it when she told me, as I'd only had the dream two days prior to it happening. Thankfully, he's not too badly injured, but my gosh it was scary to have dreamed about it and then hearing it had actually happened. :mellow:

Anyway, sorry for going off topic. Hope everyone's ok. :flowers:

:mellow:
Glad to hear he isn't too badly injured!
But still..it's weird how you dreamt it before it happened..
:hug:

 

[Louise.]

:mellow:
Glad to hear he isn't too badly injured!
But still..it's weird how you dreamt it before it happened..
:hug:

I know. :mellow: I'm so glad he wasn't too badly injured though, it could have been a lot worse. :no:

 

[Tinkerbell2]

Oh god... littlesparrow that is eerie!! :shock: Woooooow! I got chills by reading that ... Happy birthday! :hug: :heart: L.O.V.E

 

[Tinkerbell2]

Happy birthday, littlesparrow!

This is kinda OT, but I got a bit freaked out today. Basically, on Friday night I dreamed that one of my friend's brother was in a car accident. It really freaked me out, cause it was so realistic, but I thought nothing of it. Yesterday afternoon I get a phonecall to say the same friend's brother was in a car accident! :mellow: I couldn't believe it when she told me, as I'd only had the dream two days prior to it happening. Thankfully, he's not too badly injured, but my gosh it was scary to have dreamed about it and then hearing it had actually happened. :mellow:

Anyway, sorry for going off topic. Hope everyone's ok. :flowers:

Thank god he didn't get badly injured :hug: .. But wow, that is scary !

 

[amygrace]

^ :rolleyes2: Americans... still writing checks in the 21st century... my God, how primitive... (lolol, just teasing - that's what Germans say to me when I mention checks ) Crazy about 1111.. and yeah, I forgot about the special month thing!

:lol:... it really does feel primitive, haha. I hate using checks. But it's the easiest way for me to pay rent.

Thursday morning, I woke up at exactly 5:30 am: I was asleep one second and suddenly I was awake. The first thing I did was to sit up and look out the window next to my bed, which overlooks my building's parking lot.
The lot was empty, since we had to move our cars to a garage next door for the snow plows earlier that night, but there was this incredibly thick thick fog filling the whole place. So thick I couldn't see anything past it. It looked like I was in the sky, actually. The sky was a deep red. It was actually very pretty, but it was just so so so eerie...

I don't know why, but I distinctly remember thinking "oh, I woke up between worlds. Oops." Like it was just a fact, no big deal. I don't know why I would think that like it was common sense, but I did. And then as soon as I thought that, I looked out the window again and I saw someone walking through the fog on the far side of the lot, away from me. Just a black silhouette. He/she looked weird though, almost blurry, and not because of the fog.

Wow, wow, wow Amy. This is very interesting! The fact that you so naturally thought that you woke up between worlds too - that says something. I wonder exactly what it was you were seeing... another dimension, spiritual plane...? For some reason your experience made me think of the movie "Ink". Don't know if you've seen it. But it showed how these people come around you when you sleep, to give you either bad dreams or good dreams...but you can't see them. Anyway, just an interesting experience overall I wonder what it really was or what it meant. I wonder who the person was too... I like how Mrs. Music linked the light around the ankles to Michael's glitter socks! haha.
Oh and Happy Birthday hon! Hope you have a wonderful one. :huggy:

This is kinda OT, but I got a bit freaked out today. Basically, on Friday night I dreamed that one of my friend's brother was in a car accident. It really freaked me out, cause it was so realistic, but I thought nothing of it. Yesterday afternoon I get a phonecall to say the same friend's brother was in a car accident! :mellow: I couldn't believe it when she told me, as I'd only had the dream two days prior to it happening. Thankfully, he's not too badly injured, but my gosh it was scary to have dreamed about it and then hearing it had actually happened. :mellow:

Wow, crazy you had that dream and then that happened. You were definitely tuned in!

 

[CaptainEoLove85]

Littlesparrow whoa your experience sounds really scary. :bugeyed

Louise, good to hear your friend's brother is ok. Your dream was definitely probably warning you about what was to happen.

Ok, I saw those light sparkles again this morning while I was taking a shower. They were only there a couple seconds and disappeared. I saw them a couple times back in November. It was the same thing again. Uh, but why did I see them while I was in the shower?

 

[Flor]

Littlesparrow Wow! I have to say that freaked me out! What an out of this world experience! Maybe that person was trying to let you know something?
Kind of late but Happy Birthday Hope you have a wonderful day :flowers:

Louise That was weird! Glad to hear your brother's friend is safe!

Have a great day everyone :heart: