Merged: Psychics channel Michael

[amygrace]

Ok, I saw those light sparkles again this morning while I was taking a shower. They were only there a couple seconds and disappeared. I saw them a couple times back in November. It was the same thing again. Uh, but why did I see them while I was in the shower?

Haha....that makes me think of the book I just got in the mail that I was telling you guys about.

I was actually just coming on here to give a little mini-review on it. It's the book called "Do Dead People Watch You Shower". It's a New York Times best seller, and James Van Praagh even has a nice review on it, but so far...I don't recommend it. I still have much to read, I'm only 1/4 of the way through, but I've already gotten a good feel for the author and she's gone over many topics. Now, while I believe she definitely has a genuine gift, I think - that like many people - she just doesn't see the whole picture. Of course I don't see the whole picture either...but some of what I've read just feels wrong to me, and based more on her personal opinions and views. I don't expect people to deliver messages outside of what they know, but I at least expect an openness, not such a clear cut answer that's so "this is just the way things are". You know? Maybe it's just because what I know to be true in my own reality, does not coincide with what she has to say. But I try to keep an open mind anyway - and be open to new ideas and concepts. But I don't know...her concepts are so..."fluff" to me. Some feel like old energy; old patterns based on old views and beliefs, and some feel like they are merely comfort-schemes...like, just concepts that offer people comfort but aren't really the whole truth. I'm just getting a vibe from this woman that she doesn't fully get it. But I can't blame her - she only knows what she has been told by spirits. It's just not all spirits have all the answers. Spirits will relay what they themselves know to be true for their reality. I don't think it applies to everyone. Again, that's just me. But figured I'd let you guys know what I thought of the book anyway. I suppose if you were trying to gather all views about the other side, this would be a good book to add to your research - so long as you gather more books too, and not just trust all that she has to say. I am still going to finish reading it.

EDIT: Having said that, there ARE pearls of wisdom in the book I think. While the whole book doesn't speak to me as truth (or at least what I've read so far)...she does still provide some good answers.

 

[amygrace]

Ok...now that I've gotten half way through the book, I would definitely recommend it to some of you. Putting aside my own opinions about some of the stuff she said earlier on, there is much in here that would answer some questions many of you may have about Michael's death. I just read this particular passage that was just so Michael to me. She was talking about why some spirits choose to have their life cut short.

Usually when we incarnate it is to learn something. But I believe in these cases it is to teach something. Without a doubt, a mission like that would not be given to anyone other than a very advanced or Master spirit.

There were many other parts that I found to resonate with messages we've received from Bonnie through her channelings with him, and even with the message that supposedly Lisa Marie got from a psychic while with Karen. There is just a great deal in here that would help some of you in your grief or confusion about Michael's death, I think.

So, sorry to jump the gun in my post earlier - I still think it's important to read many books on this subject, in order to gather information from multiple sources - but this is a good piece of the puzzle.

 

[mjbunny]

OMG, I slept for 16 hours! That's two days in a row I spent most of my time asleep. Don't know what's up! At one point I dreamed I was in New York City and something like an arena blew up into a giant fireball :mello: At another point I knew FunkeyJay was around, but don't think I talked with her. And then some bizarre stuff about Michael that's so weird I can't even explain it to myself... like he existed as tea leaves? I can't wrap my mind around it now, so nevermind :lol:

Bweh, I was such a wreck last night.:no: There was a docu on TV about 'who killed the King Of Pop?'. Well, it wasn't about who might be the murderer and stuff, but about what happened, who he was and why, and they had a lot of interviews with siginificant people. I hope it will be up on YouTube for others to see, it was quite interesting and people said things I've been thinking about all along.
Nontheless it was SO sad to see this on a screen you know....like, a docu...it's there, people say he's death...he really IS death..got goosebumps all over. And then combined with these beautiful shots of Michael throughout his life. Oh man. :boohoo:

Is it that one from VH1? I ask because hubby downloaded a new special from VH1 with re-enactments and stuff and he wanted to watch it with me tonight, so we moved two chairs in front of the computer and started to play it and I just... omg.... nooooooo way. I started crying and said, "I can't watch this. Nope. No way." He said some people say it had good info in it, but it's like... re-enactments? A pretend dead Michael? God, this isn't entertainment to me! I can't handle that, God, not my precious Michael :no: (Ironic that I read the entire coroner's report, but can't watch a show.)

... And as my eyes were shut I saw this really intense like, flashing lights through my eyes, it was so bright that I had to open them to see what was going down. But it was just pitch black :scratch: ............Anyway, so in the night I kept waking up and everytime I woke up I was just like Michael? (you know, in the groggy half awake, half asleep state..)

I get the light flashes sometimes too. Not often, but sometimes. I wonder if we're seeing the beyond or it's just our brain freaking out. :scratch:And I sooooooo understand what you wrote about waking up, "Michael?" Man, I have had many nights when I've been like that all darn night. When I wake up repeatedly and everytime I'm like, "Michael? Michael????" But sometimes it's from dreams that I can't remember him being in, so I don't understand what's happening there. But sometimes I really have the impression that we were 'talking'/in contact somehow at those moments. But I can't stand feeling needy and like you I'm also afraid of bothering him :mello:

Thursday morning, I woke up at exactly 5:30 am: ...The sky was a deep red. It was actually very pretty, but it was just so so so eerie...I don't know why, but I distinctly remember thinking "oh, I woke up between worlds. Oops." Like it was just a fact, no big deal. I don't know why I would think that like it was common sense, but I did. And then as soon as I thought that, I looked out the window again and I saw someone walking through the fog on the far side of the lot, away from me. Just a black silhouette. He/she looked weird though, almost blurry, and not because of the fog....The next thing I noticed was a really, really bright light near the person's ankles. It was kind of fading in and out, getting brighter and dimmer, and there was this quality to it that seemed almost like natural light, not from a bulb. ....At this point, I got out of bed and walked across the room to my desk and stood there. As soon as I did that, I realized I hadn't meant to do that. Like my body did it on its own. That made me feel so confused and anxious and I just ran back to my bed and tried to go back to sleep....When I did get back to sleep, I had an intensely real, creepy dream (about aliens, of all things, haha. )

First, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :bday_wish:
Then... what a strange experience you had. I wonder if you really did "wake up between the worlds". And like others, I totally thought of MJ's sparkly socks and the light reflecting off of them. It fits so well, considering the light position. But the creepy vibe... I wonder if it was just that lower astral just-outside-our-plane area. I've found that to be, yeah, kind of creepy, with this...how do I explain it... this fuzzy grayness about it, like something that makes you feel very uneasy. And the way it affected your entire day really makes it sound like something real in some sense. Is there any way you were out of your body while thinking you were in it? Just thinking of possibilities. I can't think of any good explanation, though. Just one of those weird things that happens :mello:

This is kinda OT, but I got a bit freaked out today. Basically, on Friday night I dreamed that one of my friend's brother was in a car accident. It really freaked me out, cause it was so realistic, but I thought nothing of it. Yesterday afternoon I get a phonecall to say the same friend's brother was in a car accident! :mellow: I couldn't believe it when she told me, as I'd only had the dream two days prior to it happening. Thankfully, he's not too badly injured, but my gosh it was scary to have dreamed about it and then hearing it had actually happened. :mellow:

Well at least he's not seriously injured. This kind of thing (dreaming the future) happens to people all the time, so not so strange. I just wonder why sometimes these dreams come and other times not. There seems to be no rhyme or reason to it.

 

[Gina_Marie]

Hi all! Unfortunately, no new dreams or visions from me or my mom.

But!

I've been checking out the thread from time to time and today something just clicked. I forget who but I read on this thread that someone was meditating (I believe during the Valentine's Day meditation session) and they mentioned that Michael told them that "not everything is what it seems." Or something like that.

Well, it is now all over the news (even my local news tonight) and the web, that Dr. Murray was covering up evidence of 100 ml bottles instead of a small 20 ml bottle, and that he may have given Mike 40 times more Propofol than what was necessary! Perhaps this is what Mike was trying to say? That this doc had some serious ulterior motives. Who knows? What MJ said could mean anything but this is what I pick up. Any thoughts?

I only ask why? What's done is done, but I want to ask Murray why did he not care? It's almost as if he wanted this to happen.

 

[mjbunny]

Whoa, where is everyone today? :timer: I don't have anything interesting to report today either, though.

However, wanted to tell people in my favorite thread that if you're in the UK, the movie I recommended (The Fountain) is on TONIGHT at 11:20pm on Film4, so get your Sky+ or DVR in order ;D

 

[amygrace]

It is rather slow in here today...where is everyone? How are you guys?

I am doing well today myself. Nothing new to report except that I also started the book "Unfinished Business, what the dead can teach us about life" by James Van Praagh last night - I'm half way through already. So far I would recommend this book. It really helps you to take stock of your life and change things...particularly in seeing the importance of LOVE and how that's all that matters. And it's a great book on helping you to overcome your fears too! It has a lot of personal stories from those who have passed over.

Much love to everyone. :heart: :huggy: :heart:

 

[Bee]

Yeah it is actually kinda quiet here indeed! :lol: Hope everyone is doing okay here in my fave thread! :huggy:

Is it that one from VH1? I ask because hubby downloaded a new special from VH1 with re-enactments and stuff and he wanted to watch it with me tonight, so we moved two chairs in front of the computer and started to play it and I just... omg.... nooooooo way. I started crying and said, "I can't watch this. Nope. No way." He said some people say it had good info in it, but it's like... re-enactments? A pretend dead Michael? God, this isn't entertainment to me! I can't handle that, God, not my precious Michael :no: (Ironic that I read the entire coroner's report, but can't watch a show.)

No it was Dutch, it was build up from interviews and old video's of Michael, more like an overview....but it had parts from other interviews, also interviews I hadn't seen yet, so I don't know how many was of themselves or that it just was a compilation. It was indeed very confronting and awful, but at the same time in a strange way also very 'logical' or something.:scratch:

Well, it is now all over the news (even my local news tonight) and the web, that Dr. Murray was covering up evidence of 100 ml bottles instead of a small 20 ml bottle, and that he may have given Mike 40 times more Propofol than what was necessary! Perhaps this is what Mike was trying to say? That this doc had some serious ulterior motives. Who knows? What MJ said could mean anything but this is what I pick up. Any thoughts?

I only ask why? What's done is done, but I want to ask Murray why did he not care? It's almost as if he wanted this to happen.

Didn't hear a thing about this, but all I can say is that it doesn't really suprise me. So sad....poor, poor Michael.:no:

 

[Neeve]

just dropping in to say hey to everyone! No news here either...I'm pretty sure I had a dream about Michael but I can't remember it..it might come back to me tonight. Does anyone else experience this: almost every night, the second I turn off the light and my head hits the pillow, I get a flashback of what I dreamt the night before, even if I hadn't remembered it. It's bizarre...

Mjbunny, I watched The Fountain last night - I liked it a lot! I imagine a lot of people wouldn't, but I found it fits in so well with what we discuss, and what I seem to spend my life thinking about A lot to think about.

Amy, thanks for the recommendations. I like James van Praagh. What you said about the other book, that people whose lives are cut short are usually here to teach - that makes sense, but I wonder how that fits in with how much his kids are suffering now? It keeps coming back to that for me.....but i guess we'll never know the reasons behind these things.

Love to all
xxx

 

[amygrace]

Does anyone else experience this: almost every night, the second I turn off the light and my head hits the pillow, I get a flashback of what I dreamt the night before, even if I hadn't remembered it. It's bizarre...

Hah...I have that hapen sometimes. I think mostly it's because of lingering energy. If I wash my sheets often, or just mentally (or with sage) clear my bed/room each night - that that usually won't happen.

Amy, thanks for the recommendations. I like James van Praagh. What you said about the other book, that people whose lives are cut short are usually here to teach - that makes sense, but I wonder how that fits in with how much his kids are suffering now? It keeps coming back to that for me.....but i guess we'll never know the reasons behind these things.

I wonder about this too. I think it just has to do with their soul mission - whether it was to experience loss, learn self reliance or the importance of family - who knows for sure.

I will have to download The Fountain. Maybe I will watch that tonight if my work allows enough free time.

xx

 

[Mundy]

Hey guys. Can't stay, just checking in.

LittleSparrow Happy birthday! Sorry I'm late.

Gonna be away til thursday. Going to England with my bro for his college interview.

I said recently that I got a book about Spirit guides the other day and just wanted to mention that they say something about having bad health later on in life if your aura has a rip or tear so you have to be careful you're not doing future damage.

I don't have time to look it up now but I'll do it when I get back. I wouldn't want anyone starting off to be accidentally doing any damage. I'm new to this too so I don't know if it's bs or not, I'm only going by one source.

Hope everyone is good. Chat Thursday :heart:

 

[Bee]

^ Enjoy your trip, stay safe! :flowers: Will be interesting to hear what you read, when you get back.

Does anyone else experience this: almost every night, the second I turn off the light and my head hits the pillow, I get a flashback of what I dreamt the night before, even if I hadn't remembered it. It's bizarre...

Yes, totally! I have this about every night..also wondered how that would come.


I dreamed about Tito last night by the way, was so funny...we were about 16 and were in the garage of my old home (?) searching for memorablia stuff. Don't know from whom or what, 'cause it's very vague what I remember. We ended up having a tickle fight and ran around screaming. (Maybe I'll remember it more when I get to bed in a few minutes, lolol.)

 

[Neeve]

Hah...I have that hapen sometimes. I think mostly it's because of lingering energy. If I wash my sheets often, or just mentally (or with sage) clear my bed/room each night - that that usually won't happen.

oh interesting! I kind of like it because it reminds me of things I dreamt. but maybe it's a sign I need to clear the energy in my room...

I wonder about this too. I think it just has to do with their soul mission - whether it was to experience loss, learn self reliance or the importance of family - who knows for sure.

yeah that's what I figure....

Yes, totally! I have this about every night..also wondered how that would come.

oh interesting!

OK I'm supposed to be grading.....

 

[mjbunny]

almost every night, the second I turn off the light and my head hits the pillow, I get a flashback of what I dreamt the night before, even if I hadn't remembered it. It's bizarre...

YES!!!! I thought I was the only one! I've always had this, almost every night. As soon as I start to slip away I can remember what I was dreaming that morning, the feeling of it, everything. :yes: Whoa, cool. Thanks for asking :lol:

Mjbunny, I watched The Fountain last night - I liked it a lot! I imagine a lot of people wouldn't, but I found it fits in so well with what we discuss, and what I seem to spend my life thinking about A lot to think about.

Cool. And how amazing is it that it's on TV tonight (UK) when I just mentioned it yesterday It's not like it's the most amazing movie ever or something, just the ideas of life and death and the spiritual truths, sacrifice and love, that the acceptance of death as a step in the story is the road to enlightenment. And the love story. I think it's worth a watch by anyone spiritually inclined.

I said recently that I got a book about Spirit guides the other day and just wanted to mention that they say something about having bad health later on in life if your aura has a rip or tear so you have to be careful you're not doing future damage.

Well, I have bad health now and this one-major-disease-after-another crap started with a tumor when I was only 12, so I guess I'm screwed already lol :lol: Hmmm, it is good advice for certain (I agree with it), but I also think that some diseases are genetic and attack us through no fault of our own or just because of childhood stress we have no control over. And maybe some are planned, like our soul knows that we need to learn something about it... like compassion for others with such problems, the will to go on despite it, to give in and let go and just accept that you're sick or dying, or learning how to live a limited life in some way, like when you can't do what everyone else can. Or through your illness you may be teaching lessons to others... like facing faith when you have a sick kid or having to take care of a loved one. Or even on a grander scale... being the victim of environmental pollution that causes an increase in cancer or diabetes or something, for example, but therefore teaches mankind not to dump that sh*t in the river. Societal karma, if you will. But yeah, certainly not going to argue with that keep your aura strong advice. I guess it should be added to eat right, exercise, don't smoke and don't drink too much. All that and cross your fingers like crazy!

 

[CaptainEoLove85]

just dropping in to say hey to everyone! No news here either...I'm pretty sure I had a dream about Michael but I can't remember it..it might come back to me tonight. Does anyone else experience this: almost every night, the second I turn off the light and my head hits the pillow, I get a flashback of what I dreamt the night before, even if I hadn't remembered it. It's bizarre...

I personally haven't had that experience, but I do know that it helps to return to the place you had a dream to remember it. I know sometimes if I forget my dream, I go back in my bed and I might start to remember.

Nothing new from me. Just wishing everyone well. :huggy:

 

[FunkeyJay]

Aaaaawwww, thanks so much everyone for your concern. Giving you all a virtual group-hug :huggy: :huggy:

Yesterday I wasn't feelin fine again, but I'm well today. Enough sleep and everything. I love reading here again. I love to read all your expierences :heart:

And about the flashlights, they are coming back again. They were gone for quite some time, but they are there again. Just today, I was in thoughts and I thought someone is coming through the door because I saw some light, but when I looked ot the right, it was dark at the door. At firts I was shocked, but I'm somehow happy that the flashes are back, makes me feel like I'm returing to the spiritual road
One year ago I tried to learn through Lisa 'Left Eye' Lopes a bit about spirituality, because she was very much spiritual. I started to kinda feel her, and it was a very natural feeling, like being connected to the nature, just telling this because I very much felt like this today again, out of the blue, I had this feeling.

Not necessarily. The light has to catch it right and the camera has to be at the right angle.

Ah, okay, thanks. I kinda gave up on the idea with the orbs, after I realized that they have been too many wearing the Billie Jean jacket, could have been reflections. Next time

littlesparrow Oh god, your expierence sounds interesting but also very creepy, especially "waking up between two worlds". Wish we could find out what it was.
Happy birthday by the way, hope you found a nice present for yourself

Louise Good he wasn't badly injured. Scary you dreamt about it before. Hope he gets well soon.

OMG, I slept for 16 hours! That's two days in a row I spent most of my time asleep. Don't know what's up! At one point I dreamed I was in New York City and something like an arena blew up into a giant fireball :mello: At another point I knew FunkeyJay was around, but don't think I talked with her. And then some bizarre stuff about Michael that's so weird I can't even explain it to myself... like he existed as tea leaves? I can't wrap my mind around it now, so nevermind :lol:

LOL I wish I could remember what I exactly dreamt tonight. I know there was some strange things going on too and there were several people, but the only thing I remember, because I forced myself to not forget it and mention it here is that Michael was in my dream, he looked like in the Thriller-era and he was happy. His children were there too and I wasn't really involved in this dream, I was just watching, but what happened before and after .... gone... damn it :lol:

 

[mjbunny]

^ Hmm, interesting. The Fountain is on tonight on UK satellite and I'm watching it right now and I just saw the part where the Queen of Spain sends him on his mission and so thought of my dream again. Not that the king/servant relationship was just like that (and the mood was certainly different), but since I had used that as example from memory, you know. Oh, ad break over... gotta go

....

Earlier I caught the end of the movie "Love, Actually" and was thinking about all its plot lines, which are all about finding love or understanding something new about it. And then I looked up to a picture of Michael and I just start crying out of the blue. It was like I understood something in some way that doesn't sound too profound now, but at the moment it was a feeling. I thought that what he repeated so much that last month, what he wanted to tell us with TII.... about caring for the planet and "Love is the most important thing in the world"... this was what HE learned, part of his soul's growth. All the hell to get to a deeper level to fully understand that "we need to bring love back into the world". That message he learned for himself as deeply as his soul needed to in this life and therefore, because we love him so much, it was also learned for us, it's transferred to us. And we'll listen to love ... because of love. (Does that make any sense?... Movie's back... gotta go...)

 

[8701girl]

Its great that ur feeling well funkey jay

 

[mjbunny]

:doh: I just now found the info about the stun gun incident at the Jackson family home. Is this why I kept thinking of MJ's kids so often the last few days? Good grief...

 

[Neeve]

YES!!!! I thought I was the only one! I've always had this, almost every night. As soon as I start to slip away I can remember what I was dreaming that morning, the feeling of it, everything. :yes: Whoa, cool. Thanks for asking :lol:

ah yes!!

Cool. And how amazing is it that it's on TV tonight (UK) when I just mentioned it yesterday It's not like it's the most amazing movie ever or something, just the ideas of life and death and the spiritual truths, sacrifice and love, that the acceptance of death as a step in the story is the road to enlightenment. And the love story. I think it's worth a watch by anyone spiritually inclined.

:yes:

Well, I have bad health now and this one-major-disease-after-another crap started with a tumor when I was only 12, so I guess I'm screwed already lol :lol: Hmmm, it is good advice for certain (I agree with it), but I also think that some diseases are genetic and attack us through no fault of our own or just because of childhood stress we have no control over. And maybe some are planned, like our soul knows that we need to learn something about it... like compassion for others with such problems, the will to go on despite it, to give in and let go and just accept that you're sick or dying, or learning how to live a limited life in some way, like when you can't do what everyone else can. Or through your illness you may be teaching lessons to others... like facing faith when you have a sick kid or having to take care of a loved one. Or even on a grander scale... being the victim of environmental pollution that causes an increase in cancer or diabetes or something, for example, but therefore teaches mankind not to dump that sh*t in the river. Societal karma, if you will. But yeah, certainly not going to argue with that keep your aura strong advice. I guess it should be added to eat right, exercise, don't smoke and don't drink too much. All that and cross your fingers like crazy!

I'm sorry to hear that.... I understand that we can attrcat negative things ot ourselves, but I am very reluctant to say that's how we get everything that makes us ill. I think you're right, that some of these things are for our personal growth, and some are simply a reaction to our/eveyrone's behaviour.

I personally haven't had that experience, but I do know that it helps to return to the place you had a dream to remember it. I know sometimes if I forget my dream, I go back in my bed and I might start to remember.

Nothing new from me. Just wishing everyone well. :huggy:

yeah that's true as well.
hugs!

I looked up to a picture of Michael and I just start crying out of the blue. It was like I understood something in some way that doesn't sound too profound now, but at the moment it was a feeling. I thought that what he repeated so much that last month, what he wanted to tell us with TII.... about caring for the planet and "Love is the most important thing in the world"... this was what HE learned, part of his soul's growth. All the hell to get to a deeper level to fully understand that "we need to bring love back into the world". That message he learned for himself as deeply as his soul needed to in this life and therefore, because we love him so much, it was also learned for us, it's transferred to us. And we'll listen to love ... because of love. (Does that make any sense?... Movie's back... gotta go...)

I felt like that today, just started crying about Michael again.
The way you expressed this has brought tears to my eyes. :wub:

hugs to everyone
xxx

 

[Bee]

Aw man, I just woke straight up from this part of a dream where I was like so many years ahead....and I saw an overview of 2009 on TV or something, and it said;
Rescheduled (MJ HIStory handkiss-marching video) - Recancelled - (MJ in his last days - Reintroduced (MJ from Jackson 5).....(dunnow what it meant with rescheduled or sth, strange)......but wow it was so clear, and to read that 'reintroduced' was like...so powerful...I woke up with a kind of 'satisfied' feeling, that it would be alright. Hope something like this will indeed be recognized when we're so much further in time. ray:

 

[mjbunny]

^ Huh. Wonder what that means.

How are you all today? I barely slept and can't really remember my dreams much except I think I have vague recollections of MJ and Blanket. And when I woke up the very first thing I thought, before I was really awake enough to formulate thoughts much, was "Earth Song? So is that really the last thing they rehearsed that night? Not Thriller, right? If so, the last gift Michael gave to the world was the Earth Song rehearsal. His last thing. How fitting." And then I just started crying. I was soooo tired, only slept a couple of hours and then just lay in bed for about two hours thinking, feeling and crying over Michael Any doubts or frustrations at certain times in my years of fanhood, reliving times and how it felt... things I thought I'd 'cleared' out of myself already over the past 8 months. What the heck is up with me? My eyes are all swollen now. This just hit me out of the blue... I guess maybe because Friday would have been the last O2 show and is anniversary of the press conference? Or is it because I saw Michael in March... 22 years ago. It wasn't supposed to be 22 years right now since I've seen him :boohoo: Sorry to be depressive. It's really got me today...

 

[darlingdear]

^ :huggy: mjbunny.

and :hug: and :heart: to you all in this thread.

I have nothing much to report really. Although, yesterday before I was going to sleep, I had my eyes shut, my brain was concentrating on loads of things, and then out of the blue I saw an arm, releasing a white dove. It was so clear, but it wasn't like 3D image, it was more like 2D, I think...but the colours I saw on the sleeve were purple and then obviously the dove being released was white. Dunno the significance.
It was odd, but kinda cool cos it was very clear and it's the first real vision I have seen when I had my eyes shut for a while now.

I'm missing MJ alot I guess it's cos it's March and of course, we all know this time last year..
I went into London yesterday evening, walked past the theatre where they are playing 'Oliver' and thought of MJ cos he went there while he was over here in March last year, I believe it was the day after the press conference. It made me feel really sad, just thinking he was here, just last year! And now..:boohoo:

Love to you all :heart:

 

[Neeve]

just want to send L.O.V.E. to all

 

[mjbunny]

it was more like 2D, I think...but the colours I saw on the sleeve were purple and then obviously the dove being released was white. Dunno the significance. It was odd, but kinda cool cos it was very clear and it's the first real vision I have seen when I had my eyes shut for a while now.

LOL, sorry, the first thing I thought of was the default Twitter avatar :lol: It's a white dove-like bird on a purple background. Ok, so probably not it But interestingly, I've seen something like before, but I saw a fairy or Tinkerbell figure floating through my vision with my eyes closed, like 2D on a blue or purple background and I thought... what? Because the room was totally dark and I'd been lying there for a long time with no lights. That was early am Aug 29th.

I went into London yesterday evening, walked past the theatre where they are playing 'Oliver' and thought of MJ cos he went there while he was over here in March last year, I believe it was the day after the press conference. It made me feel really sad, just thinking he was here, just last year! And now..:boohoo:Love to you all :heart:

:hug: I know, jeez. From here on we're constantly going to be thinking about what we were doing and what Michael was doing just a year ago. Like the day we got ticks, days he went shopping, etc. When the curls came back. And then it all leads up to June. Man, I'm a freakin' wreck today :boohoo: Actually I think it started last night. Right before I went to bed I got hit with this massive wave of "I need Michael with me! " so I took him with me via music, falling asleep with my 'MJ slow songs' playlist.

just want to send L.O.V.E. to all

Thanks Neeve! For you too: :heart:

 

[darlingdear]

LOL, sorry, the first thing I thought of was the default Twitter avatar :lol: It's a white dove-like bird on a purple background. Ok, so probably not it But interestingly, I've seen something like before, but I saw a fairy or Tinkerbell figure floating through my vision with my eyes closed, like 2D on a blue or purple background and I thought... what? Because the room was totally dark and I'd been lying there for a long time with no lights. That was early am Aug 29th.

:hug: I know, jeez. From here on we're constantly going to be thinking about what we were doing and what Michael was doing just a year ago. Like the day we got ticks, days he went shopping, etc. When the curls came back. And then it all leads up to June. Man, I'm a freakin' wreck today :boohoo: Actually I think it started last night. Right before I went to bed I got hit with this massive wave of "I need Michael with me! " so I took him with me via music, falling asleep with my 'MJ slow songs' playlist.

haha, I had no idea that was the logo..I'm a bit behind the times, I don't have twitter yet, can you believe that in this day and age?? :lol:
When I saw it, it reminded me of hieroglyphics, the way it was just kind of a flat image.
Oo, interesting what you saw too. It's cool it was a tinkerbell/fairy like thingy..

Oh yeah, I totally torture myself with all that kind of stuff! I hate it when I do that sometimes, but it's just like aaahhh :boohoo: all these things that were happening this time last year! And the following months..
I tell you, the build up to June. ..doesn't even bare thinking about tbh - it's gonna be so very difficult for us all. I just got tears in my eyes thinking about when I got that text on June 25th. So I stopped my brain before it replayed the entire thing.
I just can't believe how quickly we are coming round to it!

Yeah, I sometimes fall asleep with MJ playing, his beautiful slow songs. Cos of what Bonnie said..when you wanna feel close to MJ, he says play his music. I think that helps.
I was just listening to Beyonce, and I think the line from the song 'Sweet Dreams' really sums up what I feel when I go to bed: "every night I rush to my bed, with hopes that maybe I'll get a chance to see you when I close my eyes" :wub:
But I obviously am toning that down now, I have let MJ know via thoughts or my guides, that I'm spiritually open (if that is right?) to him if he ever wants to come in for a chat or visit - so I don't feel like I'm bothering him, not that I think we are, but you know what I mean right?

L.O.V.E back to you Neeve :heart:

 

[amygrace]

Hey guys, I'm really feeling off my game this morning - so I don't have the energy for replying right now but I wanted to check in with all of you anyway. Hugs to everyone really missing Michael lately :huggy:


I had dreams last night all about death and Michael. I know this sounds awful, but it wasn't so much. It was just about the concept of death and what happens after. I'm pretty positive I dreamt this all because hours before I went to bed I was reading in my "Unfinished Business" book. All I really remember in detail from my dreams though, was Michael had already died - but we were all going to some party on the other side with him. Maybe a concert or just a get together...I can't really remember. I remember scrambling through my room though (which oddly was my room when I was like 8 years old) looking for something to wear and wondering how I was going to present myself. I was most concerned about my energy. I wanted to make sure my energy was positive, loving, and completely void of anything negative....because I knew that Michael visited with and resonated with those whose energy was high. I'm not sure if Michael actually talked about it in the dream but I remember getting a flash of him talking about the subject of energy and how he likes to visit with those that are positive. I also remember thinking to myself "this is why he picked that girl in the crowd during the Invincible signing". Obviously she was pretty, but there were a lot of pretty girls - and Michael was really connecting more with her energy.


Anyway, just found it interesting...figured I'd share. Even if it means nothing.

Wishing everyone a wonderful day. :heart:

 

[Bee]

I'm missing MJ alot I guess it's cos it's March and of course, we all know this time last year..
I went into London yesterday evening, walked past the theatre where they are playing 'Oliver' and thought of MJ cos he went there while he was over here in March last year, I believe it was the day after the press conference. It made me feel really sad, just thinking he was here, just last year! And now..:boohoo:

Yeah I saw March 3rd on my phone and then it hit me all over again, can't believe how fast time has flown, it's just unbelieveable to have thought about this all at that time, that we would be at this point now. So surreal. (I keep on saying it's so surreal, every month again...guess it will never feel any more 'real' then 'surreal' as it is. :mello

London is such an MJ town anyway, it's like MJ everywhere....when I was there I couldn't get my mind off him for one second. Interesting that now with the release of the TII DVD I see these posters and cardboards everywhere here in Amsterdam, quite cool but also confronting.

....but I remember getting a flash of him talking about the subject of energy and how he likes to visit with those that are positive. I also remember thinking to myself "this is why he picked that girl in the crowd during the Invincible signing". Obviously she was pretty, but there were a lot of pretty girls - and Michael was really connecting more with her energy.

Whoa that sounds like a totally interesting dream! About that girl at the Invincible signing, thinking of how that story ended up I wonder what that was he 'liked' about her or something...good energy? Well she didn't have it later then...it still intrigues me. :lol:
Hope you feel better soon girl! :huggy:

 

[mjbunny]

Yeah, I know what you mean, darlingdear. I felt him back around MLP and a day or so after, but not really since then again. That's exactly how I said it... I'm open to anytime he would need or want to drop by for a second or would, how do I put it, need my help on something, anything, whatever. And so speaking of Beyonce songs: "I'm never gonna shut you out..."

Remember when we were talking about how if we'd met him in person how that would be IT for us, we'd have met MJ and it's not like we'd be calling him everyday, "Michael? Michael? Will you talk to me again???? Please??? Michael???" :lol: The thing is though, we'd still keep longing for him and replaying that meeting in our MINDS, right? And it's in the mind that you "call Michael" now. Do you know what I mean? So are we being really pushy and annoying by thinking of him all the time? I hope not. Michael, I'll apologize to you a million times then when I get over there. (

 

[mjbunny]

but we were all going to some party on the other side with him. Maybe a concert or just a get together...I can't really remember. .... I was most concerned about my energy. I wanted to make sure my energy was positive, loving, and completely void of anything negative....because I knew that Michael visited with and resonated with those whose energy was high. I'm not sure if Michael actually talked about it in the dream but I remember getting a flash of him talking about the subject of energy and how he likes to visit with those that are positive.

Wow, pretty neat I wonder if it had to do with kind of raising our energy, vibratory rate or something. I mean, he's come to people when they're sad, so positive doesn't necessarily mean happy in all cases, I guess. Makes sense, I think.

(I keep on saying it's so surreal, every month again...guess it will never feel any more 'real' then 'surreal' as it is. :mello:

I know how that feels

Oh, btw, darlingdear ... I screwed up a bit on the quote you're using in your siggy. Jonathan Moffett didn't say the whole thing. That last bit (best, kindest, greatest) was said by another guy. I can't watch the DVD at this sec, but I'll try to figure out who that was at the end. Not Michael Bearden... can't remember who it was.

 

[darlingdear]

Hey guys, I'm really feeling off my game this morning - so I don't have the energy for replying right now but I wanted to check in with all of you anyway. Hugs to everyone really missing Michael lately :huggy:
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Anyway, just found it interesting...figured I'd share. Even if it means nothing.

Wishing everyone a wonderful day. :heart:

Aw, sorry to hear this, amy :huggy: Hope you feel okay soon :heart:
Interesting dream that you had, thank you for sharing :flowers:

Yeah I saw March 3rd on my phone and then it hit me all over again, can't believe how fast time has flown, it's just unbelieveable to have thought about this all at that time, that we would be at this point now. So surreal. (I keep on saying it's so surreal, every month again...guess it will never feel any more 'real' then 'surreal' as it is. :mello

:hug: to you.
It really is very, very surreal :mello: :no:

mjbunny - That lyric from Beyonce's song is very apt.
It's very true what you say about if we met Michael; I'd be replaying that moment in my head forever and a day :lol: So I guess that's just like replaying the when we've all "met" him...right..?
That's the thing, when I say Michael in my head, most times I'm not calling for him, I'm just thinking about him, and sometimes I ask whoever is around me to take a message rather than call for Michael, so hopefully he gets my messages :lol: I feel like a dork. But when I want Michael directly I'll be more like Michael are you here.
:rofl: @ those shadows who stepped out from behind him! That is so cool! Thanks for sharing that.
:lol: Imagine if they wrote down all the messages on little post-it notes (I dunno why, that thought just entertained me - it's the first thing I thought of haha). That would need some kind of organisation, I mean MJ must get literally millions of messages a day.
That is a really wonderful quote too. :flowers:

Wow, that little anecdote really does highlight the power of thought! 'Some kind of spell' - :lol:!
It's funny when you actually take time and think how powerful your own mind can be. It's really fascinating.

Oh, it's okay, I will try to find that part on the DVD later, to save you a job.