Merged: Psychics channel Michael

[mjbunny]

^ LOLOL, post-it notes.

Guide #1: "Oh, MJ, you've received some more fan mail this morning..."

Guide #2: "Yeah, we just ... uh... put them in your office..."

Michael: "Oh great guys, thanks!" *TurnsAround*
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:bugeyed

LOLOL, like the email prayer requests in "Bruce Almighty" :lol:

 

[darlingdear]

^ LOLOL, post-it notes.

Guide #1: "Oh, MJ, you've received some more fan mail this morning..."

Guide #2: "Yeah, we just ... uh... put them in your office..."

Michael: "Oh great guys, thanks!" *TurnsAround*
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:bugeyed

LOLOL, like the email prayer requests in "Bruce Almighty" :lol:

LOL! That pic!!!!
:rofl:
Oh boy, that made me

 

[Bee]

Bahahahahahah, you guys are cracking me up. I also thought of Bruce Almighty when reading your posts, lollllll. Imagine! :bugeyed

Interesting to think how he would handle all the energy and messages and people trying to reach him. Hmmm.
Sometimes I feel one in a million (duh) and then I'm so grateful again for getting these experiences.

I saw this quote the other day and of course it made me think of you know who: "If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden." (Claudia Ghandi)

Aw...love this one! Thanks for sharing.

Here's a story I'd like share about what one can do with thoughts alone. Back some years ago I had a boyfriend who did the typical guy thing and decided to vanish for two weeks after he'd promised to call. Well, I was actually worried he'd died or something and started a campaign to find him with my mind and make the idiot call me. I'd focus on him, imagining I was there in his face telling him to call me, just intensely focusing on him. Nothing. Until one day a week or so later (when I'd been doing this at least once per day) he finally called me and said, "What are you doing to me????! Seriously, are you doing some kind of spell on me or something? I'm trying to work and then suddenly out of the blue it will be YOU YOU YOU YOU just pressing into my mind and I can't even hold a conversation at those moments!" I was like... :bugeyed whoa, it worked! Ooops, lololol. All I could say is, "Well then, why didn't you CALL me?"

This is insane! :lmao: Tooooo funny. You go girl, whahah.

 

[mjbunny]

^ OMG, well my hubby and I also had this amazing psychic connection before we met in person. You know we met online (MJ forum a-hee-hee!) and I used to know the MOMENT he'd send me an email. I'd get this sudden rush of energy, like warmth draining down on me and I'd look at the clock to note the time. A while later I'd go into my email and sure enough, right on the dot! Over and over this happened. Or we'd dream about what the other was doing while one of us was asleep. Always weird dreamlike versions, but so close nonetheless. (Not all the time, but a few times.) And we had this one amazing day... I all of a sudden felt weird and sat back on the bed and closed my eyes and it was like he was THERE, holding me, just holding each other. It was like the most vivid fantasy ever and we just held each other in this colored light for a few minutes. It was SO REAL. Well afterwards I thought I'd just had this flighty afternoon reverie, but he called me a few minutes later and said... "Did something just happen to you, like were we just together???" I didn't even know he was home at the time. It was all spontaneous. And we saw the SAME place, the same color, the same experience. Exactly the same. The power of consciousness, always trying to show us we're more than just our brains. I'm reading "The Intention Experiment" still and there are soooo many scientific studies about bio-photons and faster than light communication. Wow.

 

[Bee]

^ That's so cool about that time you two 'met'! Wow! :heart: I totally believe in these things and get them often as well.
Couldn't think of something that happened to me so quick right now, but yes....VERY recognizable.

 

[souldreamer7]

@ mjbunny :huggy: Thank You for those wonderful insights! :lmao: :rollin:
L.O.V.E
souldreamer7
:wub:

...whoooops...L.O.V.E to this whole Thread... You Guys are Awesome. :heart:

 

[Bee]

By the way guys, a quick note here to tell you that the Legacy Project now has it's own section on the board for every member to come and participate with ideas or other interesting things.

Feel free to come join in there! :huggy: I'm sure some of you will have inspiring things to share.

 

[mjbunny]

^ Way cool. Just browsed through it to get a look

 

[darlingdear]

Aw, mjbunny that is so very beautiful. :heart:
To of met someone and then had that amazing..spiritual, cosmic connection like that. And to just feel the connection. So lovely :flowers:

Mrs.Music - oo yeah, I saw that section earlier, I will definately check it out

 

[Tinkerbell2]

I have nothing to report, but wow... It's march now Aaw, I miss him soooo much I can't believe it ...I can't stop thinking about him, and I never will... I hope he doesn't think I'm annoying :lol: because I'm feeling very pushy when I keep trying to reach him .. .. I hope you all are doing good :hug: ... :heart: L.O.V.E

 

[Flor]

Hey guys! Hugs and love to those who are felling down today :hug:

I was just listening to Beyonce, and I think the line from the song 'Sweet Dreams' really sums up what I feel when I go to bed: "every night I rush to my bed, with hopes that maybe I'll get a chance to see you when I close my eyes" :wub:

Aww that fits perfectly :blush:

I saw this quote the other day and of course it made me think of you know who: "If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden." (Claudia Ghandi)

Thanks for sharing that mjbunny! That's just perfect ! :heart:

Right before I went to bed I got hit with this massive wave of "I need Michael with me! " so I took him with me via music, falling asleep with my 'MJ slow songs' playlist.

Just wanted to quote this because I also have a MJ slow song playlist lol that I usually listen while I'm laying in bed trying to sleep.
You know ... cuddle in bed , listening to Michael's sweet voice :wub: It's magic :heart:

 

[mjbunny]

MJbunny I was feeling so sad and depressed today but your funny story about this guy who did not call you on time made me smile. What a wonderful story.

I was missing Michael today again and I was crying this morning. I was feeling really down since yesterday and I have no idea why.. ..maybe because of March?

See, that's like me. I was generally alright until last night and then... wham. I don't know if it's March or just a mood. But I'm a bit afraid of how depressive the board (and me) will become for the next 4 months. You know, we'll constantly be thinking about what was going on a year ago and how we feel he should still be here :no:

 

[CaptainEoLove85]

Hi, how's everyone doing? I felt in a bad mood most of the day yesterday too. I think it was mostly because of the new info about Murray and the possibility of Michael's kids being in danger plus a lot of little things that were just threatening to send me over the edge. My mood is a bit better now though.

Hugs to everyone. :huggy:

I had a dream last night, Michael wasn't in it, but it was related to him again.

I dreamed I created a setlist for a MJ concert. I wanted it to be all theatrical and the songs would follow in the order of a storyline. Some of the songs included: "P.Y.T.", because it had to do with a girl that was part of the story (also probably because he never performed it live I wanted to put it on there ) Also a medley of "Thriller", "Ghosts", and "Threatened". Then I forgot I wanted "Billie Jean" in there too so I put it somewhere in the middle. At the end I included "Earth Song," "Heal the World," and "Man in the Mirror" in that order. I also think I might of thrown in "Speechless" and "Unbreakable." The whole list ended up being about 15 songs long. However, I think some of it didn't involve singing. Maybe some acting? I had written down at the beginning of the list some stuff that wasn't songs. There was a guy I think kinda complaining about it, saying it was too long.

 

[Ashtanga]

I am worrying about Michael’s kids again. Something is not right with all those stories around them. Katherine has to be very careful. With Michael they were more safe imo

:better:

God is taking care of them and will not let anything bad happen to them. :yes: :angel:

 

[Neeve]

I used to worry about that kind of thing sometimes when he was here with us... what the effect of millions fantasizing about you and loving you and hating you and staring at your pictures can do to a mind. Heck, I used to know everytime someone would be on my website! I still know when a post I left somewhere pisses someone off. Just out of the blue it's in my mind and I can feel the reader's bitchiness directed at me. Imagine if one was FAMOUS. That's a heck of a lot of energy directed at one person. And while I'm not the one who'd push my way to the front in person, never the one who'd be screaming, "Michael, can I get a hug????" while forcing myself at him... ummm, psychically and in dreams I'm usually not so shy :rolleyes2: I believe that in the realm of consciousness we're all connected all the time, so I don't know how that's handled when someone so loved by soooooo many is over there. I asked him once in a meditation how he handles SO many people and then about 10 people stepped out of the darkness behind him. I started cracking up... he has a whole staff handling the concerns :hysterical:

whoa that is crazy weird because I was just thinking about this today! Like what effects people's thoughts about you can have, and how that is multiplied by a gazillioin when you're famous....I can't believe you posted about that....

 

[8701girl]

I am worrying about Michael’s kids again. Something is not right with all those stories around them. Katherine has to be very careful. With Michael they were more safe imo

I've been worrying bout michae;s children too , especially blanket.

 

[CaptainEoLove85]

I am worrying about Michael’s kids again. Something is not right with all those stories around them. Katherine has to be very careful. With Michael they were more safe imo

I know. They need to be protected. I still pray for them every night. ray:

 

[amygrace]

Hey guys! Thanks to everyone who offered an e-hug earlier. :huggy: Today started off really bad energetically - don't know why. Maybe I was detoxing/releasing stuff. I just felt really angry and annoyed with everything. I feel better now though. This evening was a nice turn of energy for me as I finally found a nice car (I've been searching for a new car for awhile) in my budget. One of my favorite things about it is that is has a CD player. Lol. 'Cause you know what that means of course! Michael while driving! Yaayyyy!

The thing is though, we'd still keep longing for him and replaying that meeting in our MINDS, right? And it's in the mind that you "call Michael" now. Do you know what I mean? So are we being really pushy and annoying by thinking of him all the time? I hope not.

Haha...well, that makes sense. I guess it's just easy to think I'm annoying him this way since it's easier for him to sense/feel the thoughts of others so consciously and in a much more real way now. But who knows what really effects him and whether he can block some things for his own rest/privacy.
Cool story about your hubby btw...hehe. I think I remember you telling that before. Love it. Ahh the power of thoughts. I've tried doing what you did before...telling people to call me in my own mind. I swear this one night, I was really getting through to the guy...I could just feel the energy connection I felt for SURE that the phone would ring. But it didn't. I figured I failed but...who knows, maybe he just kept getting thoughts of me pop up and he decided to blow it off.

I wonder if it had to do with kind of raising our energy, vibratory rate or something. I mean, he's come to people when they're sad, so positive doesn't necessarily mean happy in all cases, I guess.

I think so. I did think in the dream, that sadness doesn't necessarily equate with negative energy. I mean...it felt like it was a matter of just having GOOD in your soul...and acting out of that good the most.

By the way guys, a quick note here to tell you that the Legacy Project now has it's own section on the board for every member to come and participate with ideas or other interesting things.

Thanks! Will take a peek.

I used to worry about that kind of thing sometimes when he was here with us... what the effect of millions fantasizing about you and loving you and hating you and staring at your pictures can do to a mind. Heck, I used to know everytime someone would be on my website! I still know when a post I left somewhere pisses someone off. Just out of the blue it's in my mind and I can feel the reader's bitchiness directed at me. Imagine if one was FAMOUS. That's a heck of a lot of energy directed at one person.

I've had this discussion many times before with the last guy I dated! About celebrities and all that energy that is focused on them. He theorized that that is probably why so many turn to drugs or their personal lives are just in disorder... because it's too much for them to handle. Too much energy... and often too much pressure. I don't know how Michael did it. He had a hell of a lot of love directed at him...but a hell of a lot of hate too. I am still amazed that he held together so well. Strongest soul I've ever seen.

Amy, you had a very interesting dream. It must have a meaning imo. I am not going to say a lot because you should know and feel better what was it about. It looks like a personal message … My guess is very simple: you were going to a “party” but you have to be a childlike exactly how it has been shown to you. He wants to see you like a little 8 y.o. girl in your heart again trying a nice dress on . I think it is a sweet message imo. I find Michael is always persistent person in his preferences and messages.. Sorry, if you find my reading not so great.

Oh I agree. I'm actually always consciously struggling with my "inner child". I mean, I remember SO much of my childhood SO vividly...in the sense of the way life just FELT then. The way the world looked to me. The way I saw people and smelt things. I often have moments where I really feel all of that again and I think to myself "WHY can't I hold onto this feeling?!?" - because before long, I get caught up in the adulthood mentality again and I lose sight of the magic and beauty and good in the world. I then get stressed and angry and really don't live my inner truth. I think that the part of the dream that put me back into my childhood in a sense - was definitely to be connected with Michael and what he was saying he gravitated toward - which was pure loving souls... like what we had when we were little. I mean, we always have it...but we tend to pile a bunch of sh*t on top as we get older and forget who we really are.

I also have a MJ slow song playlist lol that I usually listen while I'm laying in bed trying to sleep.
You know ... cuddle in bed , listening to Michael's sweet voice :wub: It's magic :heart:

Ohh I couldn't agree more. :heart:

Edited: Bonnie has started a list of articles on her website about MJ/Murray case including an article where LaToya says it was a conspiracy/murder. Looks like Bonnie can sense it or.... ?

Bonnie has always hinted that she thinks there is justice to be made and that Michael was murdered. That's the vibes I get from her anyway. Which really makes me wonder about Michael's death - I still go back and forth. "was it or wasn't it?". I'm not so focused on that anymore though. I know that his justice isn't in my hands, and so what matters for me myself to do, is focus on what Michael left and how I will use that in my life.

 

[8701girl]

I think it was murder...but apart of me hopes its not true..

 

[FUJON]

I do not know why I keep thinking about June 25 2009 for the last few days? I remember this day because around 2pm the sky became very dark and crazy rain started. Then I saw like huge hailstones were falling from a very dark cloud to my garden, destroying everything. I remember it was a thunderstorm too and at this moment I was looking through the window to my backyard and I remember when some strange thoughts crossed my mind and I thought: looks somebody important died, what is a strange weather! And then I totally forgot about it because the sun came out again in 30 minutes or so nad the sky was blue and clear. Only next day when I heard terrible news I realized that my thoughts were not an accident

We had such a terrible thunderstorm that time here like never before... I couldn't sleep.. Half of me felt excited, cuz it felt like doors to Heaven are opened.. half of me felt worried.... I had some strange mixed feelings...
I listened to music in headphones in the darkness, watching flashes of light from thunderstorm, it looked and felt surreal for some reason....
In my imagination I gallop on a black horse, in a long coat and with a flashlight in my hand, through the storm and rain, like hurried to find, help and save someone....
Then I went to read the Bible, KJV... the last thing I was reading, page 333, ''Elijah Taken to Heaven''.... and went to sleep........
and in the morning found out that terrible news.. wish it would be my last day too Trying not to come back to those days and memories, that terrible numbness and pain I experienced like never before :no:
And I thinking and worry over Michael's children, too. Keeping in mind also God is in control always.. And Michael in a better place.

 

[cyberjackson]

Long time no see people.:hiya: How's it goin? I just wanted to pop in before I go to work. So, I scheduled a session with a psychic/medium. I am nervous! It's on April 28th. I couldn't get an apppointment any earlier cause he is doing stuff in other parts of the world, and I have to wait for him to come back. So anyway, that should be interesting. It'll be my first time, so I hope it's worth while and meaningfull. I'll tell you all how it goes.

Wow so tomorrow (5th) it will be exactly a year since I saw MJ in person. I was right in front when he gave the "TII" speech. I miss him and can't believe how fast this past year has gone. With all of the stories and stress with everything I have just been lying low. Sorry if I haven't posted much, it's just that I have been feeling a bit distant and just observing.

By the way.. what does it mean when you have a dream when your teeth are coming out???:scratch:I had a dream and my teeth were loose and I was pulling some of them out, and some others were just falling out. I also have a horrid toothache that just popped up this past week. Weird!

Bye for now!

 

[mjbunny]

I've been worrying bout michae;s children too , especially blanket.

Strangely, so have I. I don't know why, but I started thinking a lot about the kids, particularly Blanket, a few days ago (before the stun gun news was out, so don't think that's it). But today I really feel like they're alright.

This evening was a nice turn of energy for me as I finally found a nice car (I've been searching for a new car for awhile) in my budget. One of my favorite things about it is that is has a CD player. Lol. 'Cause you know what that means of course! Michael while driving! Yaayyyy!

Congrats on the car

I've tried doing what you did before...telling people to call me in my own mind. I swear this one night, I was really getting through to the guy...I could just feel the energy connection I felt for SURE that the phone would ring. But it didn't. I figured I failed but...who knows, maybe he just kept getting thoughts of me pop up and he decided to blow it off.

That's what I'd guess too. He probably kept thinking, "I should call her... nah.." :rolleyes2:

I've had this discussion many times before with the last guy I dated! About celebrities and all that energy that is focused on them. He theorized that that is probably why so many turn to drugs or their personal lives are just in disorder... because it's too much for them to handle. Too much energy... and often too much pressure. I don't know how Michael did it. He had a hell of a lot of love directed at him...but a hell of a lot of hate too. I am still amazed that he held together so well. Strongest soul I've ever seen.

I agree. I've thought of that in the past as well. Sooooo many fantasies and conversations in people's heads with "you" and your face is all over the place and nutballs who would like to kill you... not to mention just all the folks talking about you. It's staggering. I agree that it could be part of the reason so many end up on drugs and/or doing crazy things. And Michael's probably THE most famous person ever... amazingly strong, yes. I also think (especially with that Pisces moon!) he was very psychic, very intuitive, which means it would have affected him all the more. Remember when he wrote "I can feel your energy through the walls"... Hopefully just the :heart:

We had such a terrible thunderstorm that time here like never before... I couldn't sleep.. Half of me felt excited, cuz it felt like doors to Heaven are opened.. half of me felt worried.... I had some strange mixed feelings...
In my imagination I gallop on a black horse, in a long coat and with a flashlight in my hand, through the storm and rain, like hurried to find, help and save someone....
Then I went to read the Bible, KJV... the last thing I was reading, page 333, ''Elijah Taken to Heaven''.... and went to sleep........
and in the morning found out that terrible news..

Wow, how telling. Really an incredible and very sad story And just adding now... what Asedora said about 333... yes, divine indeed.

I have so many things I could tell about that time , but right now a quick thunderstorm story of my own. On June 26th I was alone all afternoon, it was very hot and sticky all that week, I vaguely remember. I was the most devastated I've ever been in my life and just wailed most of the day, ice packs on my eyes. My God, I don't even want to think of it. :no: Well, the people who live behind us were having a huge outdoor birthday party complete with a DJ and live band that evening. A party on June 26th Late that afternoon some storm clouds started to roll in with occasional thunder from the distance while they were testing the sound system at mid-volume. Then suddenly and totally unexpectedly... and this is the amazing thing... a massive bolt of lightning just exploded from the sky right over our house (wow, I mean almost cloud-to-ground... sooooo close) and at that exact same microsecond the neighbors blasted the opening bars of Thriller, so loud you could hear it blocks away (I mean L-O-U-D!). This was completely and perfectly in synch, so it was *FLASH* / da-da!!!---da-da-da! at the exact same moment. Even if one could plan lightning, it couldn't have been done better. And I remember almost smiling inside for one second as the ear-shattering thunder crack almost drowned out the first part of the song:angel: I'm a lightning junkie and it seemed so fitting to herald the start of the king's music :boohoo: Like a tribute from the gods (or even a message to me and any other fans who live in this block). The storm then moved in, lots of lightning and the music continued blasting (they played the whole Thriller album then from the beginning, the whole album 3 times in a row) During WBSS I opened the back door and sat right in the doorway, completely vulnerable at near roof level during a huge thunderstorm, with one my old MJ scrapbooks on my lap. I honestly would have been willing to die, to just go, although I know my family would be very sad. I said, "Well God, if I'm needed, if I should go with Michael... it would be poetic. If I should be with Michael, here's your chance...take me..." But obviously I'm still here. That day, since the lightning didn't hit me when it would've been so easy for God to take me out, I figured I must have something here still to do. And I didn't think again about wanting to die.

Wow so tomorrow (5th) it will be exactly a year since I saw MJ in person. I was right in front when he gave the "TII" speech. I miss him and can't believe how fast this past year has gone. With all of the stories and stress with everything I have just been lying low. Sorry if I haven't posted much, it's just that I have been feeling a bit distant and just observing.

By the way.. what does it mean when you have a dream when your teeth are coming out???:scratch:I had a dream and my teeth were loose and I was pulling some of them out, and some others were just falling out. I also have a horrid toothache that just popped up this past week. Weird!

Hi there Cool about the psychic appointment. Let us know how it goes OMG, I didn't realize you were there at the press conference!!! :hug: I would give about anything to have been there. Ohhhhh You were there... for the goodbye in some way. But how heartbreaking at the same time. Do you have pictures or videos of the day at least for your memory?

Dreaming of teeth falling out is very common. I used to have those a lot. Here's some info I found, if someone hasn't already posted it. (I've had this window open now for like two hours, lolol...)
http://www.dreammoods.com/cgibin/teethdreams.pl?method=exact&header=dreamid&search=teethintro
http://www.dreamsleep.net/commondreams/meaning-of-teeth-dream.html

P.S. I had something really neat happen last night that I would love to share (!), but right after it happened I had this message in my mind: "Don't tell" :shutup: Huh? Really? So I guess all I can say is that something happened, but I can't tell you & I really don't know why :lol: I'm only writing it here so that I have a record for myself what day this was.

 

[mjbunny]

Oh, I wanted to share this with you guys. Green tea and to an even greater degree white tea have an amino acid in them called theanine, virtually exclusive to the tea plant. On Wikipedia it says that theanine: "actively alters the attention networks of the brain, according to results of human trials announced in September 2007. It has been proposed that theanine is absorbed by the small intestine and crosses the blood-brain barrier, where it affects the brain's neurotransmitters and increases alpha brain-wave activity. The result is a calmer, yet more alert, state of mind." http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Health_effects_of_tea

I've always been a coffee drinker (bigtime!), but last January I began drinking white tea for health reasons. At the same time I also began meditating again and noticed a real difference, like it was easier and I'd go deeper without much effort. I'm not saying it's because of the tea, but it seems a possibility that it helps. It says theanine increases alpha waves in the brain and that's the sweet spot for most meditation, intuitive and creative thought. Maybe something to try, huh??? But don't just buy some cheapo tea bags from the grocery store (God no! :bugeyed), because they likely are made with low-qualilty leaves (no matter what they claim on the label), may be old and are mostly "dust" (the left over bits go into tea bags, and they age and lose potency quickly). High quality whole leaves (loose tea) stay fresher longer and contain higher levels of things like EGCG and theanine, the fresher the better. Just speaking from my acquired tea nerdness here :lol:. Loose tea all the way, baby. White tea (silver needle, serious yum, or white peony) or good green tea is the best. And you know... usually I drink tea before MLP, but I didn't this last time and my visuals sucked. I wonder if there's a connection.

 

[mjbunny]

^ No, I really don't work for the tea industry :lol: (That sounded like a tea commercial, lol)

 

[Neeve]

hey guys..

mjbunny, thanks for the info on the tea, I must look into that!

I'm having a really rough day...nothing Michael-related - for the first time, probably - just health things and worries. I would truly appreciate any positive energy anyone could send me, I'm trying to pull myself out of this hole. Love you guys :wub:

Hope everyone is having a good day
xxx

 

[Mundy]

Hi everyone. Looooooong day yesterday but I'm home and rested now. It feels so nice to be home. My family home is so comforting for me.

Anyway, the book. This is just what I read, don't take it as fact because I don't know much about this sort of thing.

It says that we should learn about what we're doing and not use quick, easy ways without much knowledge of how or why we are doing what we are doing. The quick way causes a tear in the shield and over time they might not be able to prevent intrusions. We need to do exercises to prepare ourselves for meditation and ground ourselves afterwards.

I just think that's worth mentioning for people who are new to this because I have always been open to anything but never practiced any sort of meditation or anything and now I wonder if I could have been doing any damage to myself in the past because I don't know much about what I was doing.

Sorry, I'm not great at explaining it. It makes sense in my head though!

Neeve Sorry you're not feeling well. Sending my love to you. :heart:

 

[mjbunny]

Good choice. I do not drink coffee either but I LOVE it and sometimes I buy a small one in Starbucks no sugar added :lol: . The best green tea you can find in Chinese stores. Also, I do not eat meat because some health issues and I do not really like to eat dead animals. I think for ppl who wants to mediate, eating meat is not a good choice imo.

I order mine online or from a speciality tea place here in town. I'm still not wild about most green teas, except maybe 'gunpowder'. Love white tea, though I know what you mean about Starbucks, lol. Actually I really miss all the little espresso stands that are way better than Starbucks back home... like every corner has an espresso stand on it :lol:

I'm having a really rough day...nothing Michael-related - for the first time, probably - just health things and worries. I would truly appreciate any positive energy anyone could send me, I'm trying to pull myself out of this hole. Love you guys :wub:

:hug: Hope everything's ok!

 

[darlingdear]

Neeve, I will definately be sending you lots of positive energy tonight.
I hope everything is okay :hug:

mjbunny - :lol: thank you for the info on tea. I do love tea, although I have never tried green tea...but maybe I will now :flowers:

WhoAmI - Oh thanks for info on meditation thingy. That is very interesting.

Like most of you, I am thinking a lot about MJ's little children. After all that's going on in that house over the past few days. I hope they are okay.

I had a very annoying sleep last night, kept waking up, and felt really lethargic in general today.

I hope everyone is well today, love to you all :heart:

edit:
Oh, :doh: totally forgot to mention:
amy - so cool about the car! I love playing Michael in the car when I'm driving, up so loud

cyberjackson - ooo cool about the medium.
Aw I know what you mean about how fast time has gone

 

[twinklEE]

I am worrying about Michael’s kids again. Something is not right with all those stories around them. Katherine has to be very careful. With Michael they were more safe imo

I agree with you Asedora, I've been worried about these children as well. I'm having a feeling that something not so good might happen idk why but I just can't brush off that feeling. I hope Michael is is protecting and guiding them, I don't believe everything is as fine and dandy as some people make it seem to be tbh.

 

[Bee]

Hey guys! Thanks to everyone who offered an e-hug earlier. :huggy: Today started off really bad energetically - don't know why. Maybe I was detoxing/releasing stuff. I just felt really angry and annoyed with everything. I feel better now though. This evening was a nice turn of energy for me as I finally found a nice car (I've been searching for a new car for awhile) in my budget. One of my favorite things about it is that is has a CD player. Lol. 'Cause you know what that means of course! Michael while driving! Yaayyyy!
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Oh I agree. I'm actually always consciously struggling with my "inner child". I mean, I remember SO much of my childhood SO vividly...in the sense of the way life just FELT then. The way the world looked to me. The way I saw people and smelt things. I often have moments where I really feel all of that again and I think to myself "WHY can't I hold onto this feeling?!?" - because before long, I get caught up in the adulthood mentality again and I lose sight of the magic and beauty and good in the world. I then get stressed and angry and really don't live my inner truth. I think that the part of the dream that put me back into my childhood in a sense - was definitely to be connected with Michael and what he was saying he gravitated toward - which was pure loving souls... like what we had when we were little. I mean, we always have it...but we tend to pile a bunch of sh*t on top as we get older and forget who we really are.

Glad you're feeling better and congraaaats on the car, now that is cool! unk:

About the 'inner child'...I am so connected to that as well. There isn't a day that goes by without being aware of how I was as a child, everytime I see a little kid walking around or see things related to that I go back to how that was for me and feel the exact feelings. I'm so sensitive for that and long to this childhood so much and sometimes I totally wish to go back and just let everything drop, even though my childhood wasn't much easy as I always felt different, it was such a touching time. To learn things, experience things, enjoy the small things, be pure etc...often I feel caught up in being an adult too, time is just going too fast I guess.

Long time no see people.:hiya: How's it goin? I just wanted to pop in before I go to work. So, I scheduled a session with a psychic/medium. I am nervous! It's on April 28th. I couldn't get an apppointment any earlier cause he is doing stuff in other parts of the world, and I have to wait for him to come back. So anyway, that should be interesting. It'll be my first time, so I hope it's worth while and meaningfull. I'll tell you all how it goes.

Wow so tomorrow (5th) it will be exactly a year since I saw MJ in person. I was right in front when he gave the "TII" speech. I miss him and can't believe how fast this past year has gone. With all of the stories and stress with everything I have just been lying low. Sorry if I haven't posted much, it's just that I have been feeling a bit distant and just observing.
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Cool you finally got an appointment, good luck with that and hope you can get some interesting information out of it for yourself!

Wow.....so you were THERE ....my gosh, I imagined a hundred times how it would've been if only I could've grabbed that last second with me. That first and final time of seeing him with my own eyes. To feel his energy, just nothing more...just be near. That would've been enough to rely on for the rest of my life. (Well, I think I wouldn't feel like that then, but I would do NOW...knowing I wouldn't have a chance anymore.) I can imagine how hard times must be for you know, to have such a physical reminder of these dates. Hang on in there girl. :huggy:

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I said, "Well God, if I'm needed, if I should go with Michael... it would be poetic. If I should be with Michael, here's your chance...take me..." But obviously I'm still here. That day, since the lightning didn't hit me when it would've been so easy for God to take me out, I figured I must have something here still to do. And I didn't think again about wanting to die.

Gee....how crazy with that lightning and all, wow! And yes I totally thought such a same thing as well about the death...just literally....but like you said; I probably ain't done yet.

Oh, I wanted to share this with you guys. Green tea and to an even greater degree white tea have an amino acid in them called theanine, virtually exclusive to the tea plant. On Wikipedia it says that theanine: "actively alters the attention networks of the brain, according to results of human trials announced in September 2007. It has been proposed that theanine is absorbed by the small intestine and crosses the blood-brain barrier, where it affects the brain's neurotransmitters and increases alpha brain-wave activity. The result is a calmer, yet more alert, state of mind." http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Health_effects_of_tea

Oh now that is interesting! I've actually started to drink green tea everyday since around this summer and yes...I do feel more spiritual, or more easily I could say. I thought it was just Michael and how things have developped since, which probably is, but haha...this is quite cool too!