mjbunny
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The line in bold made me laugh :lmao: because I can relate. So you mean you physically hear this, right? Is it coming from outside your ears or within? Just wondering because I've had a few instances of both kinds during my life (especially when I was a kid), but nothing like hearing things that often or music playing. You said you hear different lyrics, etc... with his voice singing them? Or yours? When you hear Michael, is it whole sentences or just a couple of words at a time and is it clear or are you like... "wait, what did you say"? Sorry for all the questions, lol. Of course, I'd guess you know that stress can exacerbate or bring on problems you may have with brain chemicals or whatnot, but I also think things like this can be purely psychic in nature. I think I was quite clairaudient as a child and blocked it one day when I screamed "Shut up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" over and over with my hands over my ears when we lived in a haunted house and the talking would wake me up at night. And I seriously don't believe it was something like schizophrenia unless there's a kind with which you can hear voices and have no other symptoms... and you make it go away at will by screaming "shut up". It went away that moment and I never heard anything annoying like that again.I hope this true what you just said. I still cannot take it as messages because I am a very skeptical person at this point no matter how many crazy paranormal experiences I already had with MJ. But when this loud music with certain parts of lyrics wakes me up at night, it is really strange. Sometimes I take it as a message, sometimes I do not.
I've had some weird stuff change since June, though, yes. In mid-July I meditated and had a visit, I believe, :wub: and I desperately wanted to hear him and I kept telling myself that I could hear spirits again... then my ears suddenly started ringing... freaked me out at first, lol. Both of them ringing at the same time with this really loud whine like an old television would, really high pitched. And then it didn't go away!!!! :lol: All summer long I had almost continuous ringing in my ears that would intensify when I'd meditate or even THINK (like in a concentrated way) about Michael. NEVER had something like this before through all my years of weird experiences! It began fading in late August, but I still have it to a small degree at times. Sometimes I'll think it's gone because I won't notice it for a couple of days and then I'll meditate, do MLP or sometimes just discuss something spiritual (like reading a book or having a conversation about spiritual topics) and.... it's ringing again. I don't buy that it's tinnitus. Everything I've read says tinnitus doesn't come on suddenly in both ears at the same time for no reason out of the blue... and when you're concentrating on wanting to hear someone? Blood pressure is fine, no new medications, etc. Don't know what to say. I mean, hey, it could be something weird that's physically wrong that just started in July, I suppose. But so far nothing that can be traced. Anyway, no idea, but thought I'd mention it.
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