Aw, that sounds really nice, Louise :wub: thank you for sharing :flowers:
OT, but I love your avatar and signature! :heart:
Aw, thank you! :wub:
Aw, that sounds really nice, Louise :wub: thank you for sharing :flowers:
OT, but I love your avatar and signature! :heart:
:hug: :angel:I know this might be really dippy, but for some reason this old song by Color Me Badd just made me feel less sad, so thought I'd share it. Just replace things like "oh girl" with "Michael". Crazy that I remember singing it like that so many years ago when it was on the radio too http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WLIeUTHNyBMGuys, I feel so down today. I do not know what is going on. It feels really bad emotionally
Wow, that sounds really nice, like something from higher realms :angel:Last night I was in bed, and was still awake, but close to falling asleep. It was then I heard the most beautiful noise. It was a choir, just like in WYBT, and it sounded so beautiful! It was just so uplifting. It might just have been because I had been listening to WYBT earlier on that day, but it felt pretty special. So pure and gentle. :wub:
Oh, that's not good :hug: I hope you all find some place nice. It was like that with my dad too. I was 16 and the one who dug through his office and found the cards and stuff from his girlfriend :rolleyes2: Do you otherwise get along with him? I don't know how your family dynamics are, but I remember we three girls in my family somehow got along better when it was just us. But it's always sad when people who once loved each other can't seem to work it out anymore That's really too bad to hear :hug:I'm amazed once again by my ability to feel and see things coming before they actually happen. My dad finally decided today what he's gonna do, which is divorce my mom and leave us. But here's the craziest part; he told he has had an affair for 6 months orso now already. Very odd, because I could just FEEL it...I knew it, I just freakin' knew it! And not because it was obvious, but just because that went through my mind everytime I saw him. But anyway, my mom is really devastated so I have to take care of her since she is a total wreck and lost herself....also I don't know how my/our future is gonna look now...we obviously have to get out of this house we live in now because we can't afford it w/o my dad and I hope we can find something fitting soon and get it all over with, so
Thank you :heart: And about the hoax stuff, like I said... You could drive your brain crazy if you read and watched hours of info showing you "clues" and "proof" that it's not the sun in the sky but a giant eyeball that glows! You'd start getting weird thoughts in your head like, "Wow, what if that's true? Hmmm, it does look like an eyeball!" Then you're just letting people mess with your head. And if you said to them, "Of course it's not a giant eyeball! It's the SUN! There's TONS of evidence that the sun exists! Good grief!" they'd reply that it's all faked 'evidence' due to a vast conspiracy to hide the fact that it's a giant eyeball and you're obviously intellectually inferior if you can't read the signs left everywhere of the Giant Eyeball Hoax. I mean it's like a no-win situation :rolleyes2: Same with some MJ-related stuff. It makes me sad. And I truly believe that some of them are acting like it's a big game. Let's just say I get messages from people because I have an MJ website. Michael is gone and it's not a game or a scavenger hunt Ok, anyway... that's not something applying to all fans who may be questioning things, so don't take it that way.mjbunny - sorry to hear you are feeling :better: I know how you feel. We're all here for you anytime though :heart: :hug:
*sigh* Oh those hoax comments. It was like when that other guy came in here and was saying that kinda stuff. I mean, I have no problem if you wanna believe that stuff, everyone is entitled to their opinion of course :flowers:. But it just makes me feel very sad
I have to admit a few weeks after his passing, I did check out the hoax sites and there was a tiny glimmer of hope for me cos I was like, maybe just maybe he could be still here. But now it's been so long, too long without him , certain experiences.. and just all these things which point to him not being with us..BUT I do believe there are absolute inconsistency with his passing, some things just don't add up at all :no: but that is for another thread.
:doh: I absolutely agree. I can't say I'm 100% convinced of Bonnie or anyone else becasue I'm hopelessly skeptical about even my own experiences, but she seems more likely than some others I won't name here, lol. Not being able to contact a spirit because of some earthly-created myth or technicality is certainly not my experience over the years and I've never heard of that. We're all the same stuff. If such were the case, being the mutt that I am... wow, no one would be able to get me on the cosmic phone... they'd be running all over the world (well, around two continents at least) trying to hunt down all the necessary stuff just in order to try lol :heart:There are no African or European, Chinese souls. It is your personal believes which is nothing to do with mine and general meaning of spiritual world. MJ also did not belong to any religion. There is no ethnicity, nationalities etc on another side, no skin color etc.
This woman Bonnie was channeling Michael Jackson and thanks God I was given a few chances to validate it but I am not going to talk about it because I keep it private. You can believe whatever you believe. It is your choice.
I'm amazed once again by my ability to feel and see things coming before they actually happen. My dad finally decided today what he's gonna do, which is divorce my mom and leave us. But here's the craziest part; he told he has had an affair for 6 months orso now already. Very odd, because I could just FEEL it...I knew it, I just freakin' knew it! And not because it was obvious, but just because that went through my mind everytime I saw him. But anyway, my mom is really devastated so I have to take care of her since she is a total wreck and lost herself....also I don't know how my/our future is gonna look now...we obviously have to get out of this house we live in now because we can't afford it w/o my dad and I hope we can find something fitting soon and get it all over with, so we can start fresh and new with the 3 of us. (Me/my mom/little sister.)
Ugh, the joy of life....just when I was so DONE with all the negative.:timer:
Guys, I feel so down today. I do not know what is going on. It feels really bad emotionally
I believe Bonnie and I feel blessed to be one of the fans of this small group that here's Michael out through her.
I also feel blessed to have had personal, one on one, spiritual experiences with my idol. :wub:
Hi everyone!!!
I havent posted in a while but I have been reading all the lovely comments. :flowers:
I hope everything works out for you and your mom Mrs. Music *big hug* :hug:
Tonight when I was driving home from work I was listening to oldies station and I just randomly shouted "I love you Michael" looking at some stars. Just like 2 seconds later the song "I feel good" by James Brown came on the radio. Maybe it was just a coincidence but I thought it was so funny... That station rarely plays James Brown :lol:
I hope everyone here is doing well!
Oh god no! That's even worse that you found that stuff.:no: My mom found texts in his phone a while ago and she's just like me, so spot on and she knows right away what's going on. Just disgusting...he behaved very childish and put the phone under his pillow since that time, and just went texting when my mom was next to him. He also said yesterday that he just didn't care anymore. But long story short; no I don't have a good relationship with him, he's very uncontrollable in his emotions and we never really could talk, all we did was arguing/fighting. He was away for a few weeks now and when he came to tell us this yesterday I just said I didn't miss him for the situation we were in. Then he broke down, duh...and this morning my mom told that he was struggling with this (oh and he asked her if the door would be open if he would feel bad, THE GUTS! :angry and that he had told her he used to have moments where he just wanted to hit a tree with his car (even before this all), my god the drama...so I sent him an email that we had things to work on and that we would be fine. Hope he is willing to cooperate too, at least I'm open for it. (Okay that was not a long story short...lolol, sorry.)Oh, that's not good :hug: I hope you all find some place nice. It was like that with my dad too. I was 16 and the one who dug through his office and found the cards and stuff from his girlfriend :rolleyes2: Do you otherwise get along with him? I don't know how your family dynamics are, but I remember we three girls in my family somehow got along better when it was just us. But it's always sad when people who once loved each other can't seem to work it out anymore That's really too bad to hear :hug:
You're right about this, I feel the same. Even though some things ARE strange coincidences, I think this is just a matter of looking into it way too deep and yes, then ofcourse you can make things like this up with 'evidence' and twisting your brain. It's confusing and indeed makes me sad...it's no game, this is serious (unfortunately).You could drive your brain crazy if you read and watched hours of info showing you "clues" and "proof" that it's not the sun in the sky but a giant eyeball that glows! You'd start getting weird thoughts in your head like, "Wow, what if that's true? Hmmm, it does look like an eyeball!" Then you're just letting people mess with your head. And if you said to them, "Of course it's not a giant eyeball! It's the SUN! There's TONS of evidence that the sun exists! Good grief!" they'd reply that it's all faked 'evidence' due to a vast conspiracy to hide the fact that it's a giant eyeball and you're obviously intellectually inferior if you can't read the signs left everywhere of the Giant Eyeball Hoax. I mean it's like a no-win situation :rolleyes2: Same with some MJ-related stuff. It makes me sad. And I truly believe that some of them are acting like it's a big game. Let's just say I get messages from people because I have an MJ website. Michael is gone and it's not a game or a scavenger hunt Ok, anyway... that's not something applying to all fans who may be questioning things, so don't take it that way.
Mehehe, that's adorable! :heart:Tonight when I was driving home from work I was listening to oldies station and I just randomly shouted "I love you Michael" looking at some stars. Just like 2 seconds later the song "I feel good" by James Brown came on the radio. Maybe it was just a coincidence but I thought it was so funny... That station rarely plays James Brown :lol:
Tonight when I was driving home from work I was listening to oldies station and I just randomly shouted "I love you Michael" looking at some stars. Just like 2 seconds later the song "I feel good" by James Brown came on the radio. Maybe it was just a coincidence but I thought it was so funny... That station rarely plays James Brown :lol:
I've had dreams over the months a few times about propofol and stuff too... nightmares about MJ or others I know dying because of it or people trying to give it to them and I'm like, "No! Don't let them inject that!". I guess it's like if you lose someone in a car accident you have nightmares about car accidents But I wonder if the one you just had means something, yeah, since you asked before sleeping. I've thought about things like that so often... what happened that night (was he feeling pain, exhausted with insomnia... that feels so terrible when you just want to sleep and can't and you're awake all night knowing you HAVE to be able to function the next day :no:, etc) and then also what happened when he... you know. Like was he suddenly standing there next to the bed thinking, "Oh, this is neat, oh... what's that light?..." Or was it, "What's going on??? Oh no. No, I can't be dead now! Oh nooooo!" :mello: I can't really torture myself with worst case scenario thing when I don't know what happened, so they just remain questions that flit through my brain from time to time. Oh I wish I could just ask him. And then actually HEAR the answer :angel:Okay, I had a weird dream last night. I was walking along a busy road and there was this ambulance and a man selling drinks, so I was about to buy and someone said, don't take that drink, he's spiked it with demerol. But then someone else, I think it was the man who was selling it, said it would help me sleep well so I should take it. But then I warned someone next to me, not to take it, cos I had a bad feeling about it.
I haven't ever dreamt about demerol before, but I clearly remember it being in my dream.
Before I went to sleep last night, I asked/wondered about that night that MJ passed away. Just things like whether he felt any pain, wondering if he knew what was happening, what happened etc.
It's probably just a mega coincidence and I've been thinking about it all day, about what it could mean. I came up with some things, but I don't think I will post them cos this was just a dream and you know, it's probably reading too much into it. But I thought I would share cos it's funny how I asked that before going to bed and I get that dream - even though I know it wasn't demerol it was propofol that caused MJ to pass away. But yeah, it was a weird dream. Hope y'all don't mind that I shared it.
8701Girl - Oh, you gave me such a great visual there... Michael and James Brown at their prime dancing together with big smiles
I can remember some of my childhood. My greatest memoriesAmy, it feels like you are describing a similar website I am working on now.:lol: This is my personal tribute to Michael and my own little legacy project. And the banner looks quite similar, just without any ppl below lol. I was working on this banner for a long time and I wanted to see his spirit in it. Basically this banner sort of created itself (I am not going into details but it was fun working with MJ spirit) . The guys who worked on this project with me were kind of amazed too when "strange" things happened with this banner.
In the beginning of October 2009 Michael came to my dream and asked me to create a website for him. This info I can share now with you guys.
Well, I did what I could. Yes, it is a pretty big banner. The project is not finished yet but it will be ready soon. I hope he will like it.
Hugs to everybody :huggy:
Oh :hug: Hang in there :hug: . I'm so sorry things are rough right now. I know how tough it is to be so far from home when crazy things are going on in your family and there's nothing you can do from clear over here. I know it sucks. I'm definitely sending positive energy to you and your mom. Wish I could do something more. Just know you're not really alone, even when it feels like things are crashing down. You're really not. You've got us... and there are others who care about you too :heart: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel:Hi guys just popping in. I feel very drained lately..and feel sick to my stomach. I just got a call from my mother who just told me that my step-dad left her!!! My family is falling apart! I am in England and they are in California, and I can't do a damn thing! I can't stop crying, and everything is going to shit! I miss Michael and I worry about my marriage as well! My mother is saying some crazy shit to me about how she don't wanna live any more and crying.:no: I am stressed at work, I am homesick, my best friend is going through a divorce..and so is my aunt. I have a mad toothache, and can anything get any worse??:mat: I am about to explode! I don't know what to do.... Guys I am sorry. I just wanted to tell someone who would understand. I feel Mrs. Music and hope her family pulls through.:better: I need prayer or something... something. I have to go lay down.
Hi guys just popping in. I feel very drained lately..and feel sick to my stomach. I just got a call from my mother who just told me that my step-dad left her!!! My family is falling apart! I am in England and they are in California, and I can't do a damn thing! I can't stop crying, and everything is going to shit! I miss Michael and I worry about my marriage as well! My mother is saying some crazy shit to me about how she don't wanna live any more and crying.:no: I am stressed at work, I am homesick, my best friend is going through a divorce..and so is my aunt. I have a mad toothache, and can anything get any worse??:mat: I am about to explode! I don't know what to do.... Guys I am sorry. I just wanted to tell someone who would understand. I feel Mrs. Music and hope her family pulls through.:better: I need prayer or something... something. I have to go lay down.
souldreamer7, you had a very symbolic dream. Mandala represents unity and harmony. If you have never seen this symbol before it is for sure a message. I had some dreams with symbols too in my life. I know it is really weird to see a symbol in your dream and then to find out that this symbol really exists.
Ok, my first reaction to this part: :hysterical: Gotta love dreams, huh? :lol: I was thinking how pants go on your legs and what do you do with your legs? Walk. So I wonder if it's a 'walking in another's shoes' reference, just using pants. And it was a child who led you there, so your inner child or innocence itself.I followed this girl into what seemed to be Michael's bedroom as for some reason I needed a change of pants (yea lol)
I had some weird dreams this morning and a terrible time staying asleep. In one I saw a film similar to TII and the ending just broke my heart. It was sooooo sad. I saw Michael and his kids eating together on June 24th and then they showed the same spot in the house the next day and then froze the picture and a note came on the screen that said: "And so the people awoke to a wold without Michael Jackson. For most people life just went on. But for Michael Jackson fans... their love goes on far beyond the grave..." There was more text after that, but I hadn't read more than this when I woke up just absolutely utterly sad So that dream sucked.
I fell back asleep and I know there was something else about Michael, but I can't remember. Then I had another dream that's pretty creepy. The psychics thread was like a PLACE in California, somewhere near the Jackson home on Hayvenhurst. I walked into the "thread" and saw Mrs Music and Amygrace had posted stuff recently, like our posts were in big squares on the floor, lol. I read and then left again. A bit later I came back to write something and was met by men (2 or 3?) with guns who kidnapped me because they said I'd had contact with Michael. I don't think I was special... just the unlucky next visitor. They wanted information about where Michael had hidden something... something to do with money or some investment. They were just after his money. So it was like being held for ransom... the ransom being a message from MJ from the other side. I was like, "Ummm... we don't have information like that!! We never see stuff like that. Have you even been reading the thread??? We don't know a dang thing about his finances!" They didn't believe me and kept saying they knew that we had info about this or could get it psychically. Eeeek... weird, huh?
Ok, my first reaction to this part: :hysterical: Gotta love dreams, huh? :lol: I was thinking how pants go on your legs and what do you do with your legs? Walk. So I wonder if it's a 'walking in another's shoes' reference, just using pants. And it was a child who led you there, so your inner child or innocence itself.
Wasn't it FunkeyJay who had the passing out and mandala experience? And now that I think about it, haven't heard from her in a some days, right? Hope all is ok.
I think seeing the mandala is really great, since they're spiritual symbols, like gateways to higher truths. I wonder if MJ pointed to the earth-toned sand while saying "we're all one" because it is just that... earth-toned (we only have one planet and we're all part of it) and also because it's not the most flashy of colors (since the other sections were all bright & colorful). We may tend to overlook the more 'mundane' colors, but perhaps the truth of our oneness is to be found in everyday simplicity.
The part about the papers in his room and the woman who'd tried to blackmail him... very interesting. On February 14th or so I had a dream about there being fake messages (some notes and some via a medium) that were supposedly from Michael, but weren't. I don't know if I wrote it in my original post, but it was about a note or papers in his bedroom. Hmmmm. The message in that dream was that we fans should not believe this.