I forgot that I was going to write about a bit disturbing and weird dream from this morning. But first I'll mention, regarding mandalas, that my husband has also said like
Funkeyjay that they commonly colored mandalas in school when he was a kid. So I guess that's just a really common thing in Germany. Who'da thought.
Ok, so in a dream late in the morning Michael had recently died and they were bringing his casket around from city to city, like for fans to have a personal funeral/memorial experience. :mello: I remembered more when I woke briefly, so now the whole story has some holes in it, but it went something like this. Some of us had gathered in a park. They took a wooden coffin out of the back of a truck. A commentator mentioned it was made of pine. It seemed to have a Christmas wreath attached to the top. They just left it sitting along the edge of the road and I was like :doh:... shouldn't there be security?? Then they moved it into a tent or small building and a small group of us gathered around. I felt very sad. Then they began opening it. Yikes! :bugeyed No one said this was
open-casket!
Tears welled up in my eyes and I couldn't bear to look. I'd look for a second and then look away. It definitely looked like Michael, wearing a dark blue shirt and with straight hair, just completely still. :no: But then suddenly he moved! :bugeyed Then everyone realized that wasn't MJ at all, but someone who had hidden in there as a prank. WTF?! Everyone was appalled.
The impersonator was taken away and underneath where he had been lying was another body... looking the same, but slightly crumpled clothing (because the other guy had been lying there). I started crying. OMG, so this was really Michael. God, I couldn't bear to look, just kept looking up. Eulogies began and it was just heartbreaking. I could only glance down at him briefly from time to time. Then suddenly his hand moved... and then his eyes opened. Everyone froze in shock. He lay there for a moment looking a bit confused, like he'd been sleeping. Then he sat up. OMG.... Michael???? NO! It was another imposter! This guy jumped up then and about gave everyone a heart attack. He acted like it was this big funny thing to fool the fans. I was so angry. How horribly disrespectful to hide in someone's casket, plus he acted like "it's just MJ ... who cares about him"... that kind of thing. :angry: But down inside, at the same time I suddenly thought about MJ's fun with playing jokes on people and I got the giggles thinking Michael would actually laugh at this. (Which made total sense in the dream.) That guy was also taken away and then here's where I can't remember some things about the dream, because I know for sure there were
3 imposters in the casket. Three guys were lying each one over the other, on their backs, same clothes looking just like Michael. And each had turned out to be a faker. And then... at the bottom there was no Michael at all. Once the last guy got out, the casket was empty. No explanation, but everyone was like "what's going on????"
Any thoughts on that one? I had one thought about different layers of being, like physical, astral, etheric and then to higher realms. Or of course... then there's hoax theories and I admit that last night I actually wandered through a few of those threads (mostly rolling my eyes :rolleyes2
before I had my little emergency. Don't know if
that precipitated it or if it actually means something symbolically.
