Merged: Psychics channel Michael

[Phereinice]

Wow, so it was like a near-death experience?! (Btw, I LOVE your signature pic!!! :wub I had an amazingly vivid out of body experience spontaneously back around 1996. I had gone to sleep and then suddenly woke up, realizing that I'd been dreaming of a place with pastel clouds where I'd been meeting with others... some place I know I'd 'dreamed' (?) of before. But as I came into consciousness I also realized I was flying backwards through the air at about 10,000 miles per hour :bugeyed I was then.... whooom... back in my bedroom, but I was floating a foot or two above my body, looking up toward the ceiling. This ME was.... ME! It was the real me! The clarity you talked about... YES! That's what I experienced too. It felt like I knew SO much more and was aware of SO much more. I had no doubt that this was my REAL state of being. To make this situation more incredible, my BRAIN in my body below me was also awake. The only way I can describe this to anyone is that I literally had TWO MINDS at the same time. I had two consciousnesses. I had the real me, the me who was vast, free and calm and really didn't want to go back into that stupid head (!), and then the physical me that was kind of freaked out and apprehensive about this other being that was usually inside exerting some control over my own thoughts. I can't explain how bizarre this was and yet how natural the floating part of me was. And yes I was awake. Absolutely 100% AWAKE. More awake in some ways than I've ever been in this life. I wanted it to last. I had the thought then, "Wow, this is so cool. I wonder how long I can stay like this?" Then... bam... back in my body, to which I yelled, "****!" :lol: I have to believe that when this body dies, the other me, the one that didn't really want to be inside this brain anyway, lol, will be what is left. I was left with the impression that being in a body is seriously limiting. It's like being in an isolation chamber and to die is to get out of this big heavy suit and finally breathe and move and hear and see again. And as wonderful as that sounds, I still feel I must've chosen to put up with this for a reason, lol. I came here because of a purpose and so I'm in no hurry to leave. May as well hang out and smell the flowers, have some coffee and listen to Speechless again. After all, it won't feel just like this again.

I have no idea how to name it, but I think it is safe to say that. What you call it, clinical death?
I didnt remember this experience until I was in my 20s, who knows why then.
Yes that DEEP "I" is never destroyed, That is one thing I know for sure. The way I explain it, is that is just pure energy, able to cross all kinds of "layers"

Gosh I can relate to your experience so much
I had moments like that when instead of waking up in my bed I was waking up above it. This happens when I am only deeply balanced in everyday life. It is soo much regenerating and fresh in every single aspect.

 

[amygrace]

Phereinice - wow, intersting experience! Thanks for sharing that!

souldreamer7 - Aww, you got to dance with Michael :wub:

Given this I kind of assume that this soul who we know as Michael Jackson existed before Michael Jackson did (if you're putting existence into our framework of TIME). So "he" may have been others in the past. Who all was he? I don't know. But not Michael Jackson. Then he chose this life (and that's a BRAVE soul, wow, Michael! Serious respect). NOW he is all who he was before, including the eternal self (this one piece of DSTYGE has been stuck in my head for days "all eternal"), and including the person of Michael Jackson. Sometimes I think, "Thank you for being Michael Jackson for us." But I realize at the same time that part of my ego self that is terrified of loss and change thinks.... but will something of Michael get lost then???? Will he still care about us???? Will he still work with me on projects related to this one incarnation, or will he not care about it so much anymore????

See this is what I always wonder about. Is past lives and what is really our true identity. I mean, surely we do not have the same personality in this life as we did in another. Because in our other lives, we were in different time periods, different societies, we could have been male, we could have chosen to experience certain addictions....we would have defined ourself by how we looked and what we did - just as we do now. I've read in books by psychics before that talked about how our personality on Earth isn't really us. It's something that just develops out of our conditioning in our society. Which makes sense, because our personality is all in the head..it's mind based. So then, who are we really? Just as you explained in your outer body experience - you saw yourself as 2 consciousnesses. I've been thinking about his a lot myself recently and becoming more aware of that fact as well. That my physical self, with this brain and mind...is completely separate from my soul self. So if that's the case, then a lot of what I think about - isn't coming from my true self but my ego. So then - when we die and go through transition, leaving our egos behind... our personality must go with it, if that's what ultimately made it, correct? But then thinking about how some spirits my Dad channels, as I've said, comes through with very distinct personalities...(or even thinking about how Bonnie channeled Marilyn Monroe) I must be missing something here. Maybe the parts of our personality that was of a high vibration, and made up of love, is still retained. Things like our sense of humor and compassion. I don't know...I'm typing too much on this that my brain is starting to jam up.

I do wonder how long Michael will even "care" about his last life here. I mean, I know he will always watch over his family and children, but like you mentioned...about working with some of us on projects that has to do with his last life... will that kind of stuff always matter to him? I'm starting to think that a lot of what we stress over here still - like how he is still being presented by the media and stuff - maybe he just doesn't care about anymore. Because "Michael Jackson the pop star" just isn't who he is anymore. I would imagine he wouldn't concern himself with people's agendas anymore - because he can now see why they really do what they do, that it is their lesson, and that underneath everyone is light.

 

[Bee]

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The ring was still green so I asked "If Michael Jackson loves me turn red" It started to turn red again 30 seconds later. That really made me smile, not sure if I had some kind of connection or why the ring was changing. When I got home from work sure enough Todrick was out :lol:

Wow, that's awesome! :lol: Really cute also. Makes me want to buy a mood ring now, hahaha.

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Sorry for the long story, I was planning to tell this for a long time, but this transition discussion caught my eye. Thank you for listening

Very interesting story, wow. So it was kind of a near-death experience I suppose? Sounds quite frightning and it makes me wonder how that feels. I've never really had such a thing, although I did almost drown once in sea when I was 10 and I think that was kind of near-near-death experience, if you know what I mean, lol. So it was not...heavy, but it was....odd. I still remember and can picture how I saw all kinds of flashes and other stuff in that water while trying to stay conciouss and get to the top. Things that happened in my life, together with kind of realizing what are 'the reasons' and I was reflecting on it all I guess. Actually seconds after that all came through I felt...calm. Just in peace..so if someone hadn't taken me out of that water I'd probably be gone...I guess. Brr. Crazy stuff. :mello:
Welcome to the thread, by the way...thanks for sharing! :huggy:

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But I realize at the same time that part of my ego self that is terrified of loss and change thinks.... but will something of Michael get lost then???? Will he still care about us???? Will he still work with me on projects related to this one incarnation, or will he not care about it so much anymore???? Will you be there when I die???

I can relate to how you feel....been thinking about that lately, how he would change and how he would not be able to be the Michael we know...wonder if his personality, the 'conciousness' of him being himself would go lost...or something. It really terrifies me as well when thinking about that, also considering yourself and how you might change. This is something I actually hope isn't part of it all. Although ofcourse you DO change...you lost your body...your 'life'...so it's ofcourse already different, but I wonder about the realizing that the spirit has. If you would know that when you're crossed over, and how your soul takes these things more or less with it when going, or not. Like some kind of bagage...and would that be from all lives? Oh so many questions! It makes me confused, lol.


Interesting views you all on transitioning...I kind of feel in line with you. In the summer I also had so many things happening and he felt so...himself...being himself near me. It's like that vaguely slips away some way now...it's really hard to connect and it does feel like he finally 'settled' and I kind of picture him doing his own stuff now, taking care, from far far away...feeling home. :heart: Much different then how I felt before about it, he felt more 'searching' then...(duh). Somehow it makes me sad...it's such a long time already since I truly felt him. It's odd to realize how things are going further while your feelings are are somehow behind and still can't really understand he is not here anymore. Hmmm.

 

[xo_lola_xo]

I really hope Michael would send us another confirmation to tell us that although he's been through the light, he's still the same and he's still with us. :wub:

 

[mjbunny]

I'm so spiritually disconnected now. Urgh, wtf is wrong with me?

:hug: Are you feeling really stressed out or depressed in general? I know often when I feel overwhelmed by life itself that things tend to shut down a bit. And also that things seem to go in cycles. This too shall pass. It always does. Things always change, go through phases. Hope you'll feel connected more soon :heart:

I've read in books by psychics before that talked about how our personality on Earth isn't really us. It's something that just develops out of our conditioning in our society. Which makes sense, because our personality is all in the head..it's mind based. So then, who are we really? Just as you explained in your outer body experience - you saw yourself as 2 consciousnesses. I've been thinking about his a lot myself recently and becoming more aware of that fact as well. That my physical self, with this brain and mind...is completely separate from my soul self. So if that's the case, then a lot of what I think about - isn't coming from my true self but my ego. So then - when we die and go through transition, leaving our egos behind... our personality must go with it, if that's what ultimately made it, correct?

I think it's like this... we just incorporate this identity into who we are. We never lose who we are now, but that's not the totality of who we are. For instance, think of who you were when you were 7 years old. Then you at 15, then you today. It's all you, and there's a continuum at work there, but you can't say that one is you and not the other. They're all you, although your personality isn't exactly the same and you don't think and believe exactly the same. In that sense... who ARE you? Are you the you of this moment? What about the you of last year? Not the same, right? Who will you be in 10 years? There's a continuance of YOU. It's all you, but one moment doesn't define the totality of Amygrace. My instinct says our souls are like that. You were that barbarian guy and the Polish nun and the French rapist and the Japanese samurai and the Mayan high priestess and the poor southern sharecropper... and each one was true, but just becomes part of the fullness of you. So you ARE the high priestess, you remember what it was like to believe all that and roll heads down the pyramid, but Amygrace totally wouldn't sever heads (I hope :lol because the you of today sees it all differently. And someday you won't be this you anymore either. But you always will be, like if someone from this life died and wanted to talk to this you, I'm sure you could be that for them... because you are that. In part. Or to be pretty random, like a Cowboy Junkies song once said, "Anyone who's ever played a part couldn't turn around and hate it." Does that make any sense?

Interesting views you all on transitioning...I kind of feel in line with you. In the summer I also had so many things happening and he felt so...himself...being himself near me. It's like that vaguely slips away some way now...it's really hard to connect and it does feel like he finally 'settled' and I kind of picture him doing his own stuff now, taking care, from far far away...feeling home. :heart: Much different then how I felt before about it, he felt more 'searching' then...(duh). Somehow it makes me sad...it's such a long time already since I truly felt him. It's odd to realize how things are going further while your feelings are are somehow behind and still can't really understand he is not here anymore. Hmmm.

I totally understand. Like I said... I keep just trying to tell myself that you can't lose something if it's permanently part of you. You can't be separate from something that you're eternally bound with. And that's the ONE, the all, all of us. It just feels like it when we're in this isolation tank down here. And if you don't realize you simply cannot ever lose someone, then you're fearful that you will. Because we do lose people here in this dimension. We lose them and then they're GONE from our awareness. The giant hand from the sky comes down and picks them up and they're just GONE. Like a fish getting taken from the tank. Your fish buddy might be in the tank across the room, but you think he's gone forever, lol. Yes, my mind is getting all weird today. I just remembered how the big net would come in and grab the little fish and how terrifying this must be :hysterical: Ok, totally off topic, sorry.

 

[Phereinice]

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Welcome to the thread, by the way...thanks for sharing! :huggy:

Thank you so much! :group:

OT
English is not my native language, I apologize in advance for being somehow inarticulate or graceless or unclear in my further posts. I feel this is a good place to share and be understood so I go with it
:thankyou:

 

[Bee]

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Like a fish getting taken from the tank. Your fish buddy might be in the tank across the room, but you think he's gone forever, lol. Yes, my mind is getting all weird today. I just remembered how the big net would come in and grab the little fish and how terrifying this must be :hysterical: Ok, totally off topic, sorry.

Guuurl, you never fail to make me laugh! :lmao: Thanks, needed that. But yeah you're making sense for sure. Also what you typed on Amy, about how you would change the way just like age does...interesting..I like to believe it's that way.

Thank you so much! :group:

OT
English is not my native language, I apologize in advance for being somehow inarticulate or graceless or unclear in my further posts. I feel this is a good place to share and be understood so I go with it
:thankyou:

Oh I know, got the same 'problem'. It's not the words but the formulating that's shitty....but you'll learn by just doing! Glad I already spoke / wrote English very well, but expressing especially on topics like this is kind of hard. Sometimes I feel like I'm coming across like some sort of lame ass person, lol. But at least I've never heard I was being unclear. (Or am I....? )

 

[darlingdear]

Thank you so much! :group:

OT
English is not my native language, I apologize in advance for being somehow inarticulate or graceless or unclear in my further posts. I feel this is a good place to share and be understood so I go with it
:thankyou:

Welcome to the thread! :hug: :heart:
Thanks for sharing your experience as a child, by the way. Very interesting to read, thank you very much :flowers:
edit: haha, I love your siggy too! OT but still, so cute :wub:

Guuuys this thread is so deep! But I love it so much. Sometimes thinking about this stuff confuses me a little, like the idea of transitioning and who we really are on the other side? Like a composite of all our past lives or something? Maybe we might have the ability to recall memories from our different lives? Something like that. I mean the energy is pretty powerful force, it could do anything..? :scratch:
Oh I dunno lol. I know I'm not making sense, never been good at the whole philosophical side of things lol, but I'm loving reading the discussion, it's really fascinating.

 

[amygrace]

I think it's like this... we just incorporate this identity into who we are. We never lose who we are now, but that's not the totality of who we are. For instance, think of who you were when you were 7 years old. Then you at 15, then you today. It's all you, and there's a continuum at work there, but you can't say that one is you and not the other. They're all you, although your personality isn't exactly the same and you don't think and believe exactly the same. In that sense... who ARE you? Are you the you of this moment? What about the you of last year? Not the same, right? Who will you be in 10 years? There's a continuance of YOU. It's all you, but one moment doesn't define the totality of Amygrace.

Ohhhkay. Now that all makes sense...and you explained it perfectly. Thank you!

 

[Phereinice]

Originally Posted by mjbunny View Post
I think it's like this... we just incorporate this identity into who we are. We never lose who we are now, but that's not the totality of who we are. For instance, think of who you were when you were 7 years old. Then you at 15, then you today. It's all you, and there's a continuum at work there, but you can't say that one is you and not the other. They're all you, although your personality isn't exactly the same and you don't think and believe exactly the same. In that sense... who ARE you? Are you the you of this moment? What about the you of last year? Not the same, right? Who will you be in 10 years? There's a continuance of YOU. It's all you, but one moment doesn't define the totality of Amygrace.

You explain so well. That reminds me of how Marlon Brando answered to the question: "How can you be so different in every role you play?"
"I put MYSELF in a different situation" He really knew how to change personalities with every role but keeping his identity, like he was living past lifes, future lifes.

 

[Neeve]

hey guys! great discussion! I can't stay...my sis is visitng so we're keeping busy!

but I just wanted to add... I haven't thought much about the transitioning thing, but I think I agree with what mjbunny says, that our personalities here are still part of ourselves, just like one aspect of it.
Like if we're in a room full of mirrors at different angles... in each mirror you can only see one angle of yourself, and that's your personality in one life. Your circumstances highlight that aspect, and it's biased, but it's not wrong, it's just showing one small part.....that's how I see it anyway....just a thought.

Oh, welcome Phereinice!

OK I must go....
L.O.V.E. to all :wub:

 

[CaptainEoLove85]

Whoa interesting deep discussions going on here. About transitioning over to the other side, well it's not something I feel like thinking about at this moment, or my mind just doesn't want me to think about it. It just makes me feel sad right now. You have a certain expectation, as a mortal human being, what it's really like over there. Of course you want to still be the same person, but I would assume your perspective changes once you get there. It's difficult to contemplate, but maybe once you're there everything starts to make sense and it's easier to accept.

I had a rough night last night. I did the #Justice4MJ on Twitter and was so thrilled to see it made the trending topics and was at the top spot for a little while. It was surreal and again I felt like I was connected to all the fans' energies. It was powerful. :angel: For me justice does not mean I wish Murray dead or anything. I don't wish anyone dead. For me it means protecting others from harm and for the truth to come out. The whole protest felt like a big vent against everything that is wrong with society really (for me at least). Even trying to get vindication for Michael is like the equivalent of trying to break away a brick wall with a spoon. :sigh: I don't even know if Michael cares about that anymore, but I really wish it would happen and I see it as preserving his legacy. I want to see more focus placed on that rather than the lies. That's all.

So, anyway I was feeling pretty emotionally drained last night. I went to bed at 2 in the morning and I couldn't sleep. And when I finally did I had another nightmare about an earthquake. It got me all scared again and I really hope this is not a precognitive dream.

But, sorry to get off on a tangent. I think I need to chill out. Lots of love to everyone. You make this thread the best place to be. :huggy:

 

[darlingdear]

:sigh: I knew googling this kind of stuff would make me even more confused.
And it's made me a little scared lol. Reading stuff about karma and the idea of "hell" - like where you work through your negative actions or something, but it sounded weird. But it's the net right, not everything can be believed..

I dunno guys, it seems a little, weird to think of it like that. I think I look at it with rose-tinted glasses half the time, like when you pass, you go through a tunnel, may be some confusion if you don't think you have actually passed, attachment with physical world, could stick around for a bit, then go off into the spiritual plane and be in a higher state of conciousness, living, learning, growing, being at peace, love etc. Energy changes, but we're still..living just in a shifted conciousness & perspective.
Pretty much what we've talked about here. I like that better than what I was reading about these different levels of the astral plane..kinda made me like...wwhaaat?! I got a bit..scared? :lol:

Sorry to throw a freak-out in here lol :flowers:
I think I've just read too much and it's made me over-think things. Gah
I think I'm just in a bit of a weird place spiritual wise tonight, dunno what it is, I feel something odd :mello:

 

[Flor]

Hi guys!

Very interesting discussion going on here , (as always! ) I've been totally disconnected in every posible way , not just spiritually but with life in general , just "existing" you know? I feel empty , like waiting "something" to happen... Anyway , dont wanna depress you guys!

Welcome Phereinice and thank you for sharing your experience , it was really interesting

Amy I saw the new look you gave to the inner Michael blog , I love it :flowers:

:hug: to all

 

[mjbunny]

I had a rough night last night. I did the #Justice4MJ on Twitter and was so thrilled to see it made the trending topics and was at the top spot for a little while. It was surreal and again I felt like I was connected to all the fans' energies. It was powerful. :angel: For me justice does not mean I wish Murray dead or anything. I don't wish anyone dead. For me it means protecting others from harm and for the truth to come out. The whole protest felt like a big vent against everything that is wrong with society really (for me at least). Even trying to get vindication for Michael is like the equivalent of trying to break away a brick wall with a spoon. :sigh: I don't even know if Michael cares about that anymore, but I really wish it would happen and I see it as preserving his legacy. I want to see more focus placed on that rather than the lies. That's all.
So, anyway I was feeling pretty emotionally drained last night. I went to bed at 2 in the morning and I couldn't sleep. And when I finally did I had another nightmare about an earthquake. It got me all scared again and I really hope this is not a precognitive dream.

Well, hopefully there won't be any more quakes soon! :mello: I know what you mean about the Justice4MJ thing last night messing you up. For me it began at 4am and I stayed up and maxed out my status updates on two accounts, so finally headed off to bed around 6. Before all that, though, I was sitting here in the living room thinking about how badly I don't want to think the wrong thing :no: I believe I was shown what happened that morning, back in July, but that doesn't answer the question of motivation and reasons. Was Murray an incompetent, overconfident moron... or was it murder and he's the fall guy, like so many people think? I had asked on more than one occasional and I believe I got the answer "accident", but soooo many believe otherwise that it's really bothering me. What's the real truth??? One could say, "trust your gut/intuition", but when two people's gut instincts say the opposite, what the heck do you believe? I'm not invested in an answer... I just want the TRUTH. I don't want to drive myself crazy and think it's a conspiracy and they finally got Michael if it's not true , but I also don't want to think it's all a simple and horrible mistake by a worthless doctor if someone intentionally killed my Michael! :no: I kept staring at a poster of Michael last night, saying, "I'm going to be tweeting #Justice4MJ over and over tonight. What IS justice in this case, Michael?" And yet if he already answered me, what the heck am I doing asking the same question repeatedly? I wish I had an answer that was sooooo obvious that it couldn't not be believed. :boohoo:

 

[8701girl]

A big part of me belives it was murder..bit its hurts thinking that way.
Like many of you -im hoping that it was indeed a accident, but i just dont know what to belive. All i do know is that im hurting so much.

 

[Phereinice]

Ugh I desperately need this to be true

Pellegrino Ernetti - Chronovisor
The Benedictine Father Marcello Pellegrino Ernetti (d. 1997) invented a method of recovering sound waves from the past and converting them into visual and acoustic reconstruction of history. Father Ernetti, a professor at the Venetian Benedetto Marcello Conservatory and Fondation Cini (and director of the Italian Conservatory of Religious Instruction for Men), accomplished his research in collaboration with 12 physicists who remain anonymous. In 1956, Father Ernetti began to investigate the possibility of reviewing the past with a television-like device. In 1957 he began collaborating with the Portuguese Professor de Matos, who was researching the same problem.

Ernetti's theoretical approach was based on Aristotle's concept of the disintegration of sound, according to which light and sound waves do not disappear after being produced, but are transformed in some way and remain present indefinitely. According to Ernetti, sound waves subdivide into harmonics that can be recovered with appropriate instruments.

Ernetti stated that, "Every human being traces from birth to death a double furrow of light and sounds. This constitutes his individual identity mark. The same applies to an event, to music, to movement. The antennas used in our laboratory enable us to tune in to these furrows of picture or sound".

Ernetti recovered "photographs" of events such the Crucifixion of Christ, and reconstructed acoustic events such as Quintus Ennius' tragedy Thyestes in the original Latin from a performance in 169 BC. He also claimed to have recovered the original text of the Ten Commandments given to Moses. He refused to reveal any details of his invention, and it has been thoroughly suppressed by the Italian government.

Fr. Ernetti warned that, "The machine can produce universal tragedy".

I bet it would!

Let us use it just one time, for Michael,please!!

Still digging for more :crazy: LoL

 

[MJstarlight]

A few months ago I had a dream I was in a booth in Neverland and Michael wanted candy. Yesterday when I was searching for youtube videos I came across a clip in a montage that looked just like my dream except it was Michael asking for a snow cone. It looked exactly like my dream, so weird. I've never seen the clip before and dont know what it was from. And now I cant seem to find the footage. I think it was from some kind of Neverland party. Does that sound familar to anyone?

 

[8701girl]

Yeh i think mike loved snow cones

 

[amygrace]

Flor - thank you :huggy:

Shayla - the snowcone clip...I've seen that! Wasn't it from the "Living with Michael Jackson" footage? Cool about it linking with your dream.

As for the subject about Michael's death being murder or accident...I'm with you all on just wanting the TRUTH. I don't have the energy to discuss much on the subject anymore though...I've worn myself out thinking about that stuff already. I'm trying to just let it all go.

On a lighter note - one of my design clients sent me a package today. She told me about a week ago that while she was out shopping she saw something and thought of me and wanted to mail it. So I opened the package today and it was an MJ shirt! I didn't even know she knew I liked Michael. She must have snooped around my blog...hehe. But how sweet is that?! I know it's nothing psychic related but it totally made my day, just wanted to share. :heart:

 

[souldreamer7]

@MJstarlight Yeah,I was thinking that it was from Michael Jackson Home Movies.
Edit: Yeash..:lol: it is Living with Michael Jackson. Bashir has burnt my memory of the good parts in that 'interview'
It's the part where Michael is kidding areound saying.."Me too,Me too!" I love that part.

@amygrace Oh how sweet! for sure!! You should post a pic. of the T-shirt.

 

[MJstarlight]

Yeah that was it! Thanks Amy! I have seen it but it was a very long time ago like 2 years ago. lol Its weird how things can somehow come back to you and just pop up out of nowhere in dreams haha I think I'll go watch that again. And that is very awesome about your client!

 

[xo_lola_xo]

:hug: Are you feeling really stressed out or depressed in general? I know often when I feel overwhelmed by life itself that things tend to shut down a bit. And also that things seem to go in cycles. This too shall pass. It always does. Things always change, go through phases. Hope you'll feel connected more soon :heart:

I've just been awfully busy.

I have to say, I had a powerful dream in Feb - where Michael said he loved me and always will but visually the place he was looked magnifacent. I think he's reached a better, better place but is still our dear old Michael. :wub: ...

 

[Tinkerbell2]

About transition part, lately I was doing an introspection about my feelings.. and yeah something has definitely changed.
Ok, I am going to tell my experience I had at 4 years old and I still can remember more vividly than any experience I had in my life
I was a weird allergic child, so one day I had fever (over 40) I passed out and I was found by my sister later God know long. Anyway I wasn't breathing, apparently I also chocked on a lil piece of apple (yikes) and it took sometime until I got at the hospital
My mom told me that teh nurse who saw me said something like: you bring me a dead lil girl here...
Anyway, the thing is, I remember VERY CLEAR , and I mean it VERY CLEAR the process of waking up.
First, I became aware and found myself, in a infinite, very refined space, hanging in there feeling COMPLETE, I needed nothing, a sense of awareness and clarity like I know everything, I can only remember but not entirely live it, LIMITLESS, a sense of happiness like I was made of it, I ve never experienced in my physical life, I cannot describe no matter how many words I use. But that feeling of being complete, like I have it all, I can do all without restriction is haunting me still. in a good way
At one point I started to feel constrained, like someone puts a bag over you, and start to feel more and more limits like chains around me (nothing physical related yet, I wasnt in any way conscious of any physical thing) It was an uncomfortable feeling but nothing more. And BAM! I remembered I was a child and I was so dissapointed that I am this child it was like a chore. lol I wasnt keen on this at all, Slowly and from like a certain distance I started to hear a voice: Do you know who is? Do you know who is? Yeah, I was coming back, with that sense of greatness in me, detachment and mental clarity, I opened my eyes and saw my mom and answered lightly: Mommy. I was like, doh, of course I know! The end lol

So,what I think related to my latest feeling is that Michael is somewhere being the awesome he is 1000000000000000 times more, but don't think he is much/anymore connected with his last personality on earth anymore. If that makes sense.

Sorry for the long story, I was planning to tell this for a long time, but this transition discussion caught my eye. Thank you for listening

Wow!!... That really sounds like a near-death experience.....

 

[Tinkerbell2]

I'm so spiritually disconnected now. Urgh, wtf is wrong with me?

I am too ....


:hug: :heart:

 

[amygrace]

@amygrace Oh how sweet! for sure!! You should post a pic. of the T-shirt.

I took this photo of me wearing it yesterday: http://www.flickr.com/photos/lifelightexpressions/4428598706/ :heart:

Yeah that was it! Thanks Amy! I have seen it but it was a very long time ago like 2 years ago. lol Its weird how things can somehow come back to you and just pop up out of nowhere in dreams haha I think I'll go watch that again. And that is very awesome about your client!

Yw! Yeah I love that clip...he's so cute...such a kid. :wub:

I have to say, I had a powerful dream in Feb - where Michael said he loved me and always will but visually the place he was looked magnifacent. I think he's reached a better, better place but is still our dear old Michael. :wub: ...

Well dang...that kind of dream would last me for a month! Cherish that!

 

[souldreamer7]

I took this photo of me wearing it yesterday: http://www.flickr.com/photos/lifelightexpressions/4428598706/ :heart:



Yw! Yeah I love that clip...he's so cute...such a kid. :wub:

Well dang...that kind of dream would last me for a month! Cherish that!

I Love :wub: that shirt!! I really dig it.

OT -Hey you did your hair brown? I changed mine awhile ago too. Do you like it? It suits you.
My L.O.V.E to everyone.

 

[mjbunny]

Hi everyone! Hope all's ok today :heart:

I had a dream about MJ last night, but no direct contact with him. He was doing concerts on a platform in a train station. I know I saw him rehearsing there quite closely, but it's all a blur somehow. I do remember that he was absolutely gorgeous and dressed all shiny, like gold pants heaven. He didn't sing much live, like a verse here or there and other fans were whining and complaining about that and other things and I found myself getting so mad at them, like are you honestly going to get pissed off about that NOW???? Stfu and enjoy, good Lord! At one point some friends (?) said that Def Leppard and Black Sabbath were doing some kind of double-bill concert in Thailand and I was like...."Ooooo! Yes! That's perfect! Michael's last concert is just the day before that, same place! Yes, man! We are going to Thailand!!!" So then I was preparing for this trip and strangely exited that I would see Def Leppard and Black Sabbath right after MJ. :hysterical: I have noooOooOOO idea wtf that's about :lmao: I like some Def Leppard songs, but ummm... not sure I would make the effort to go to the next city for their concert, let alone another continent, lololol. And Black Sabbath... um, ok. And Thailand... um, ok. LOLOL. Never been there, no family ties to there... nooooo idea why this popped up :lol:

On a related note, I just spent a whole lot of time over in the gifs thread :naughty: and it blows my mind how it's possible whatsoever to be even more in love with this man. On all levels. I had the thought that Michael really lights up ALL my chakras. And lower chakras aside, :blush: , I mean seriously. It's all the way up... from mmmmmmm through LOVE and on up to eternity. Crazy like that. Or am I just too in love with him today? :innocent: :wub:

I took this photo of me wearing it yesterday: http://www.flickr.com/photos/lifelightexpressions/4428598706/ :heart:

Wow, that's a really cool shirt ! And a great pic too. Do you take some of these yourself (obviously I mean with a timer or video camera, lol)? I then browsed through your "I love my self" pic set a bit, lol. And you made me totally think of this song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X666kmjmQxE :lol: Omg, when I first found this song on the Sliver soundtrack years ago we played it on continuous repeat in the back of the restaurant I worked in for like 3 weeks straight, lolol. One of the best self-esteem songs ever, hehe. (P.S. I just realized that song is screaming for someone to make an MJ vid to go along with it. Imagine. :lol

 

[xo_lola_xo]

Well dang...that kind of dream would last me for a month! Cherish that!

Will do. :lol: :lol:

 

[amygrace]

I Love :wub: that shirt!! I really dig it.

OT -Hey you did your hair brown? I changed mine awhile ago too. Do you like it? It suits you.
My L.O.V.E to everyone.

Thanks! My hair...it is naturally brown. I had bleached it awhile back but recently died it black. Unfortunately black never stays in my hair so it's just looking brown again.

On a related note, I just spent a whole lot of time over in the gifs thread :naughty: and it blows my mind how it's possible whatsoever to be even more in love with this man. On all levels. I had the thought that Michael really lights up ALL my chakras.

Omg...I know what you mean! Every time I go in the gif thread...I just start BEAMING with love for him. I don't know what it is about that thread. I mean, I love seeing his photos too :wub: but something about the gifs just make me BURST with joy and love. I think you are right...he really lights up all our chakras!

Wow, that's a really cool shirt ! And a great pic too. Do you take some of these yourself (obviously I mean with a timer or video camera, lol)? I then browsed through your "I love my self" pic set a bit, lol. And you made me totally think of this song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X666kmjmQxE :lol: Omg, when I first found this song on the Sliver soundtrack years ago we played it on continuous repeat in the back of the restaurant I worked in for like 3 weeks straight, lolol. One of the best self-esteem songs ever, hehe. (P.S. I just realized that song is screaming for someone to make an MJ vid to go along with it. Imagine. :lol

Thanks! and omg...that song has me lmao :lmao: - I've never heard that before! haha...so awesome. Michael TOTALLY needs a video with this! In fact, I'm going to message one of the best MJ vid makers on YouTube and suggest this to her. unk: