Merged: Psychics channel Michael

Update: Nevermind. I figured it out. The recurring alarm somehow got set to 17:30. :lol: So I was right... the one-time alarm (which is all I use) was NOT turned on and no, nothing had been alarming for 2 hours running down the battery. But I never suspected that the stupid recurring function was on. I figure it must've been set by accident when my husband was using my phone the other day. (Or at least that's the only reason I can think of.) :rolleyes2: Feel free to laugh.

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Ok, as I've mentioned before, I use my cell phone as an alarm clock. Have had the phone for like 4 years, lol, so I'm quite adept at using it, just to point that out
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I've had Butterflies set as my wake-up ringtone the past couple days and I took a nap this afternoon and set the alarm for 15:30 and then had to hit 'snooze' a few times before finally getting up
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. I got up around 16:00 and turned the alarm off myself. The maximum time the alarm will keep sounding if you don't shut it off yourself is one hour, you know every few minutes if you keep hitting 'snooze' for up to one hour. So in any case if I hadn't turned it off manually, it would've turned itself off at 16:30. Hope that makes sense.

So I get up and am up doing stuff for a couple of hours. Later I needed to get something from the bedroom. As I approached the bedroom door all of a sudden I hear music kick in... it's my Butterflies clip just starting to play from my phone that's lying on the bed! What the???? I go inside and it shows that the alarm is going off. But it wasn't set! It was actually set to "off" with a default of 15:30! And even if I hadn't turned if off earlier there's no way it would have been still going off at 18:10 because of that max 1 hour alarm time. Plus, the battery was completely charged full. The alarm quickly runs down the old battery, so that's further proof that it hadn't somehow been going off this whole time without us hearing it or it would have been down to like 2/3 or something. I'm like....
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I have no explanation for that. So essentially my alarm on my phone went off as I approached my bedroom door, but it's impossible for that to happen because the alarm wasn't even ON and if there'd been some malfunction that made the alarm play over and over for 2 hours we'd probably have heard it and the battery charge would've been worn down quite a bit! It's now almost 19:00 (and now 23:00!!!!!) and... so far no weird random alarms... it was just that one time. Really weird.
 
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Hi everybody :hug: I really do not have anything I can report....But it´s very interesting to read your posts! Ooh, I wish Michael can visit me in my dream :( ...


I just wondered.... How do I get to know my spirit guide(s)? It seems like you guys know your spirit guides .. :)

:heart: L.O.V.E
 
I just wondered.... How do I get to know my spirit guide(s)? It seems like you guys know your spirit guides .. :):heart: L.O.V.E
Hi :hug: Hmmm, best way to meet spirit guides I guess is to wish to do so. Just ask that you be introduced and meditate or wait for dreams :) Just let what comes to your mind come without trying to think, "Ah, that's dumb. I'm just making that up." Just let it happen and see what kind of images or words or feelings you get.
 
Hi :hug: Hmmm, best way to meet spirit guides I guess is to wish to do so. Just ask that you be introduced and meditate or wait for dreams :) Just let what comes to your mind come without trying to think, "Ah, that's dumb. I'm just making that up." Just let it happen and see what kind of images or words or feelings you get.

Oh ok, I see... Thank you :hug: I will try that....
 
mjbunny - crazy phone incident! I love stuff like that. Wonder if Michael sounded the alarm for you. Bah...I'm kind of frustrated with the whole spirit world right now. lol. Seems like so many people have stuff like this happen - where things move, or lights flicker, water turns on, sounds are made etc... and I'm sittin' over here open and ready, not at all scared about this kind of thing, asking for it, and it doesn't happen. Boo.
 
mjbunny - crazy phone incident! I love stuff like that. Wonder if Michael sounded the alarm for you. Bah...I'm kind of frustrated with the whole spirit world right now. lol. Seems like so many people have stuff like this happen - where things move, or lights flicker, water turns on, sounds are made etc... and I'm sittin' over here open and ready, not at all scared about this kind of thing, asking for it, and it doesn't happen. Boo.
 
Hi, hope everyone's well. :)

I had this interesting dream last night. I was on Twitter. There was a tweet message from Tito that came up. He said he was going to tell us about something Michael was doing after the 02 press conference. But it was weird because it seemed like there was no This Is It tour. Michael was doing something else. It seemed like Tito was implying that Michael was still being active (and doing ok), even if it didn't seem like it after all the years he had been away from the spotlight. Then for some reason I decided to switch to my old computer which died on me, so I never got to see Tito's message. :doh:
 
@amygrace: Aww...I hope you'll be receiving something soon. Great you got your DTD book, be prepared for some shitload of inspiration, hehe. :heart:

Hope everyone is doing okay - good to see you all here again. For one second I was so afraid that we would've lost this all when the board was down. Really hope we can continue this for a long time, this thread brings so much comfort. Keep it up guys! :huggy:

I just watched the Memories of Michael part and all that on the TII DVD....oh man, SO HARD! :boohoo: I didn't expect to feel this, couldn't stop crying and goosebumps all over. Watched it with the lights off and at one point I saw this white bright spot everytime in the corner of my eye but big enough to mention and it kind of moved around....I tried to ignore it at first because it was distracting me from the movie. Also later on when I just couldn't held it together I felt this...tingling in my hands, I wanted to reach them out and hold his face, I felt that....energy or something, SO strongly and getting warm in my hands. I felt so 'close' and yet so far away. Geez. I miss him so. :(
 
I just watched the Memories of Michael part and all that on the TII DVD....oh man, SO HARD! :boohoo: I didn't expect to feel this, couldn't stop crying and goosebumps all over. Watched it with the lights off and at one point I saw this white bright spot everytime in the corner of my eye but big enough to mention and it kind of moved around....I tried to ignore it at first because it was distracting me from the movie. Also later on when I just couldn't held it together I felt this...tingling in my hands, I wanted to reach them out and hold his face, I felt that....energy or something, SO strongly and getting warm in my hands. I felt so 'close' and yet so far away. Geez. I miss him so. :(

:( I know, that extra really makes me sad. I made myself watch that last night, I dunno why! But I was just like :boohoo: v sad. The way they talk about MJ, he really is such a special person.
Cool that you felt some energy though. When I watched TII, I got a really funny feeling when he was dancing during Billie Jean, like the kind of feeling I felt when I went to the exhibition..maybe he was around or something.

Thanks for your interpretations on the dream btw guys! It was very cool, quite emotional but I'm glad to of had something, I thanked Michael when I woke up :lol:. Cos last MJ dream I had was in January! So long ago :(

And mjbunny weird about the phone thing..

When I couldn't get online earlier I was like :eek: omg no. I was really worried that this thread would be lost and I wouldn't be able to get on again lol. I don't know what happened, but all I know is I'm glad MJJC is back now :heart: I love this place & this thread. :hug:
 
hey! I missed you guys today when I couldn't get on.... *group hug*

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When I couldn't get online earlier I was like :eek: omg no. I was really worried that this thread would be lost and I wouldn't be able to get on again lol. I don't know what happened, but all I know is I'm glad MJJC is back now :heart: I love this place & this thread. :hug:

I know, I feel like we should all exchange email addresses or something so we can keep in touch if something like that happened for longer....?


I bought some cool crystals today, I'm excited! I fouond this awesome shop, the lady who owns it is so cool, and she gave me a free bag of lavendar :wub:
 
OMG, you guys are gonna either want to slap me or just laugh. Maybe both :lol: No supernatural phone incident. I figured it out and it's so lame. My phone has two alarm features, one a one-time alarm (which is what I use every day) and the other is a recurring alarm (which I never use). Well, apparently the phone must've been set with the recurring one (like when hubby was taking a nap the other day and couldn't find his alarm clock?) because I looked tonight and it was set for 17:30 :rolleyes2: I feel like such a moron :doh: So that's why my alarm was going off while it was set to "off". It was set to off and it shouldn't have been ringing. It wasn't. But the other feature made it ring. So nevermind (going to update my phone post... at least you guys know now that when something turns out to have a mundane explanation I confess to my own stupidity :lol:)
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This post is depressing... don't read it if you don't want to (just a warning)...

After the stupid phone incident I'm sitting here alone late at night in the living room with TII playing on the TV and feeling... depressed and alone and doubting everything that's ever happened. Everything. I've been such an emotional mess the last 3 days or so. Like all of a sudden I woke up on the morning of the 3rd with a giant hole in my heart 3x bigger than it was the week before :cry: I guess because it's March? I cried so much now for three days and it's just... God, it hurts. I can't say that I expected to feel better, worse or the same at this point. I wouldn't know how I'd be able to feel. But now ... it's like I have a knife stuck into my solar plexus and whenever I stop noticing it something will remind me of it and it just twists inside me.... Michael's not coming back. For real. It won't change. :boohoo:

"Superman Returns" was on a little earlier on TV (the more recent one from a few yrs ago) and it might sound dumb to compare MJ with Superman, but if you've ever seen that movie... :(... at the end he pushes the mountain containing all the kryptonite into space, but it was too much, too high of a dose of the stuff and he turns and falls, falls, falls through the atmosphere and into to the ground. He's rushed to the hospital, breathing mask, flat-lined. Shocked crowds gather outside the hospital. Perry White stands in front of a newspaper with the headline "SUPERMAN IS DEAD" ... and I'm there bawling my eyes out because my so sweet and so human Michael was nonetheless a super man ... a cultural icon, even though he's so much more in addition. And the whole situation was too close. (But in the end, of course, Superman survives. Because he can't die. It would be too impossible. Too impossible... like it felt it was in June.)

So... TII just got over on my TV. I was thinking... why do I torture myself by watching him when I know I'm going to end up with tears??? (Mrs Music - yeah, the Memories of Michael extra is really rough :() But to not watch Michael would be a different kind of torture and one I can't bear at all. And tears or not, he still manages to make me smile before the tears come (or sometimes after). Michael, I feel like I'm going crazy. But ignore that sentence because I don't want to bother you :no:

Sorry everyone :heart:
 
Tinkerbell2 said:
Thank you for sharing the link to that song :hug:
:huggy: Glad you liked it. I've been listening to it on repeat. (sigh)


Mrs. Music said:
@amygrace: Aww...I hope you'll be receiving something soon. Great you got your DTD book, be prepared for some shitload of inspiration, hehe. :heart:
Yeah I've read half of it already...and it is sooo beautiful and inspiring.


Mrs. Music said:
I just watched the Memories of Michael part and all that on the TII DVD....oh man, SO HARD! :boohoo: I didn't expect to feel this, couldn't stop crying and goosebumps all over. Watched it with the lights off and at one point I saw this white bright spot everytime in the corner of my eye but big enough to mention and it kind of moved around....I tried to ignore it at first because it was distracting me from the movie. Also later on when I just couldn't held it together I felt this...tingling in my hands, I wanted to reach them out and hold his face, I felt that....energy or something, SO strongly and getting warm in my hands. I felt so 'close' and yet so far away. Geez. I miss him so. :(
I haven't brought myself to watch that yet. Cool about the light you saw and energy you felt :angel:


Neeve said:
I bought some cool crystals today, I'm excited! I fouond this awesome shop, the lady who owns it is so cool, and she gave me a free bag of lavendar :wub:
Nice! What kind of crystals did you get?

mjbunny said:
No supernatural phone incident. I figured it out and it's so lame.
Do'h! But kinda funny, yes...:lol: thanks for letting us know what really went down even though you didn't have to...lol.
 
Like all of a sudden I woke up on the morning of the 3rd with a giant hole in my heart 3x bigger than it was the week before :cry: I guess because it's March? I cried so much now for three days and it's just... God, it hurts.
Aww. :better: I'm sorry to hear you're experiencing so much hurt lately. Hugs hon :huggy:

Shocked crowds gather outside the hospital. Perry White stands in front of a newspaper with the headline "SUPERMAN IS DEAD" ... and I'm there bawling my eyes out because my so sweet and so human Michael was nonetheless a super man ... a cultural icon, even though he's so much more in addition.
Man...that really does relate to Michael well. He was indeed like the world's Superman... and it was completely shocking to see him leave the planet, even though we all knew he was human. His Superman-like qualities just made him seem invincible. :cry:

But to not watch Michael would be a different kind of torture and one I can't bear at all. And tears or not, he still manages to make me smile before the tears come (or sometimes after).
Hear hear. It's sad watching him, but even sadder not to. Even amidst the sorrow and the pain of missing him...his light still manages to fill us up, and make our heart smile.
 
I finally got the chance 2 watch the dvd yesterday and weridly i didnt cry. I wanted 2 but couldnt..:(
 
Ohhh... after reading your post mjbunny, I had this song pop in my head. It's so fiitting. For all of us really, when we get to feeling like we really need Michael. Omg listening to it... just makes me :cry:






Lyrics:

Here I am
At 6 a clock in the morning
Still thinking about you
It's still hard
At 6 a clock in the morning
To sleep without you
And I know that it might
Seem to late for love
All I know

CHORUS:
I need you now
More than words can say
I need you now
I've got to find a way
I need you now
Before I lose my mind
I need you now

Here I am
Im looking out my window
Im dreaming about you
Cant let go
At 6 a clock in the morning
I feel you beside me
And i know that it might
Seem to late for love
For love

CHORUS
 
mjbunny, oh honey, I have no words of wisdom for you but I'm sending you LOVE. I think your reason for watching MJ on TII, etc, is like an analogy for the whole situation - you watch it, although it hurts, because you do get joy from it, and not watching it would be even more painful. It's like that with Michael's life...we are suffering so so much now, but I know that none of us would, having the chance, choose not to have witnessed his life and love. As much as it hurts, we are growing and learning from it, and we have all learnt and experienced so so much, so so deeply. I hate that it is like this now, I hate that we are all in pain, but if the only other option is for Michael not to have lived, or for me not to have known about him, there's no choice for me. :better:

Nice! What kind of crystals did you get?
I got amethyst, tiger's eye, larimar and chrysocolla :)
 
@mjbunny: Don't apologize for the depressing post, we all need to let it out sometimes...that's perfectly fine. We're here for each other, right? I know what you mean with feeling that hole in your heart, I think I've never really physically felt 'my heart aching' when being sad but now I do. It's so odd and it's so deep that I just feel so worn out emotional and physical after seeing something like TII, but yet indeed you can't NOT watch it either. :no:

I had the same thing you had with Superman, but then with Moonwalker that was on TV last afternoon, at the part when he dissapears and those kids are sad and saying goodbye to Michael...and then here he is again....out of the misty clouds. It felt so cruel to see that...just like that ending of Superman you mention. IF ONLY! :cry: He totally deserved to have such a miracle happen. I often wonder how it would've been when he survived...would the world have given him another chance like they did now? Would people see who he really was, just like they do now? Etc. etc.

It's a depressing time and I wonder when it will feel any less unfair or any less hurtfull. All I know is that I'm glad for loving him so much, I definitely wouldn't wanna do without. Through all the pain and all the suffer he's SUCH a big part of me. :heart:

Have a relaxed Sunday you all! Much love.
 
I listened to Bonnie Vent also and man it seems so genuine for sure like everyone is saying. I do believe in angels and love Mj's quote about angels cause it is so true. I have had Angels experience myself. lots of stories.

I know how to call and ask for there help also. I however not sure I believe in this channeling, the guy yes is a fake, its all for money but bonnie makes me sad to actually say this could be true as it does sound like MJ. But somewhere else I read that she could be getting a spirit that isn't MJ but speaking for him. She her self may believe its MJ.

I have given up on all the clues cause its all to overwhelming, we are making way to much of everything we see,hear, read and that's what Mj warns of not to believe everything you see and read to be actual factual. He is so right. The media turns everything around I hate them now. Look Marie Osmond now for one moment and this was one Entertainment tonight (last nite) they tried to say she didn't pay attention to her son , like hello we should all boycott that as Marie comes from the most loving caring sweet family there is. The busy busy woman she is and still cared and talked to all her kids. Its so sad my heart and condolences go out to the family.

Anyways back to MJ what about the biggest biggest clue for me was actually Jermaine's slip up interview, I mean he wasn't faking that you could see it in his face big time. He didn't know what to do at first he was caught so covered up pretty good. Even the interviewer asked "what do you mean" I don't know I still in my heart believe hes alive.
Did you guys all see the interview I am talking about , if not here you go check it out

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bd0SoaOe-cs

study his face no way hes faking , he slipped up man , let me know , thanks
 
Oh I also forgot to mention one more clue that took a lot of convincing cause all these clues were getting to me.
Some one on my youtube contact list, send me something that made real sense. You guys may have already known this but just in case.

At the end of thriller in "this is it" he plays part of another song, I had never heard of it "THREATENED" actually and then I listened to the words. It is so a hint of him trying to get hi message across I believe that so much big time. Listen to the words from that song, he says at one point, when your sleeping i am under your bed, watch out better feel threatened by me. So its his way to tell us hes in control now. I don't know just another thought
 
Ohhh... after reading your post mjbunny, I had this song pop in my head. It's so fiitting. For all of us really, when we get to feeling like we really need Michael. Omg listening to it... just makes me :cry:
:hug: "Before I lose my mind". Yep. Thanks for the nice song... hadn't heard it before :boohoo:

Mrs Music -- :hug: Thanks you guys. I'm such a mess lately. Oh God, I know what you mean about the physical pain. Yes. And also about Moonwalker... "I wish he would come back." That part kills me now. :cry: I used to watch that over and over when I was a teenager because he was so amazingly gorgeous :heart: There was a time that first few days after June 25th when I still had a weird glimmer of hope inside, like "love conquers all -- even death?" I had some little dream inside me that was thinking: how could SO MANY people loving him, how could ALL THIS LOVE not bring him back, not magically revive him? It's 3 days now... is it too late to dream? Do miracles happen? If so, how could one not happen NOW???? :cry: That's some desperate thinking, right? But it was so unimaginably shocking, so impossible that he was gone. Not that I couldn't accept he was just as mortal as us (duh, of course), but it was like... how could 6+ billion people dropping to the floor in shock and millions crying, "No, not Michael!".... how could this be? If ANYONE could get the miracle, the lucky star from Moonwalker, it would be Michael. So as time dragged on I concluded that seemingly this kind of miracle just isn't possible, no matter how many people love you. (Unless he did have the choice and didn't want to come back when shown that in the long run it would work out better. Or was too exhausted and wanted to stay home. Or it was just all part of the cosmic plan. I guess it's not for us to know now.)

I hate that it is like this now, I hate that we are all in pain, but if the only other option is for Michael not to have lived, or for me not to have known about him, there's no choice for me.
:hug: Oh, me too. Without any doubt.

And omg that reminds me so much of something I had happening to me last May :cry: I've never spoken about it and lately I remembered it all and wondered if it was 'real' on some level or meant something special, even if it was just for me... like I knew what was going to happen somewhere deep inside (which i believe we did). I'll have to greatly condense it into a mini summary and risk sounding like a loony, but here goes:

I kept finding myself day after day for probably a week or longer (?) dropping into this intensely real daydream state, like it was one long continuous story. Something had gone wrong with the timeline and we ended up somehow in a world where MJ's father had died before the J5 got started. Some of the older brothers had gotten into some trouble, things just went all awry and Michael ended up never becoming a star. I was sent to him from OUR reality with nothing but a portable DVD player (with explicit instructions I could only let him hear or see something of himself under the strictest and most desperate circumstances) to try to convince him that the world NEEDED him to come "back" to our reality/place/dimension. It was sad and weird... like he was some sacrifice in some cosmic plan... someone who had to be there for the world. (LOL--- I know, sounds like a great fanfic :lol: But I can't tell you how real this all seemed in my head. Remember, this was May 2009.)

Anyway, I had to find him and approach him just right (he was still quite shy ... same basic character, but of course not exactly the same) in order to be able to speak with him. He was living in an apartment in Chicago. I think he was working in an office (maybe a place that had to do with animals or children). He had never gotten vitiligo and had seemingly struggled with having a higher pitched voice and had trained himself over the years to speak with its lowest tones (you know, to try to appear tougher), so he didn't sound quite the same. L-O-N-G story short I ended up having conversations with him about his life and his dreams before I slowly broke the news that he was the biggest star EVER where I came from and that he was so important and had saved people's lives, inspired people, changed the world and we needed him to agree to come 'back' to us. Of course he didn't believe me at first, blah, blah, but also felt it on some level. Eventually I had to tell him at least about Thriller and let him hear short clips of himself, to which he was initially shocked ("No way. That's me??? :)"), but at least he really like it lolol :cheeky: (Because in his world there had been no Billie Jean! Motown 25 had been without him, etc, etc.) He had asked at one point, "So do I know you 'over there'? ... Ok, so you're :lol: one of my fans?" :blushing: Oh yes, Michael. I love you with all my soul, even though that's totally weird for you at this moment ;) I told him some of the basic history of his career, about how his father had lived and about the J5, etc. He wanted to know all about it, thinking it sounded fantastic! :wild: ... Ummm... I felt so guilty... "Michael, it's not all roses, believe me. Some bad things happen. I can't tell you what. I'm so, so sorry... there's a lot of pain with that joy and accomplishment. A LOT. And I can't stand to think of you suffering :cry: I'm so sorry. But still... the world needs you. That's why they sent me. But it's up to you. It's your choice in the end. I could never make you face that if you choose not to. I would go back without you if you're truly happy here. :cry:"

This was so crazy... days this went on in my head. I asked him if he was happy. But he said, "Not really. I always felt I was meant to do so much more for the world. And I always dreamed of singing like that, of being famous." (Ouch). After many more conversations and emotions he had all but agreed, but insisted that he SEE himself as this big star. I was concerned he'd be... I don't know... shocked? :ph34r: Imagine seeing an alternative you with sparkly military jackets that no one but Adam Ant had ever worn (lol), pale skin, lots of makeup, some changes to your face, hair like you'd never worn it, singing like no one had ever sung, dancing like no one had ever danced. A totally unique creature unlike had ever existed in his timeline. (And as I told him, the most beautiful being I've ever seen... in any timeline.) And he was speechless at first... like he didn't know what to say :eek: "That's not me... omg, is it???" And dumbfounded when he saw the size of the crowd at a Dangerous concert! "I told you so, Michael!" This took a while to all sink in. And he asked me, "Will I still know you if I go back?" ... no, you won't. And you won't remember this, nor will I... except maybe in our dreams. And in the end, both of us crying my head got all weird and I fell asleep like I was being sucked into a vortex. And then I never had that daydream again :shrug: I'm sure I left out stuff, but those are the basics of it. Weird, huh?
 
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Starangel - Threatened was on Invincible and we've all known it for years. It's totally in the same vein as Thriller, Is It Scary, Ghosts, etc and was completely fitting to be in the scary medley in TII. No secret messages. It would've been great. Even back in a 2001 interview Michael had said he was excited about the prospect of making a short film for Threatened, so this was hardly something "strange" that he'd use it for the concerts. I actually hoped for it. I had marked "Threatened" as one of the songs I wanted him to do on that "pick your dream setlist" thing back in March/April on mjlive.com :cry:

Regarding hoax & conspiracy theories... if you know for a fact that the Earth revolves around the Sun (because it does!), but then subject yourself to hours of slickly-produced "proof" that it isn't true and that it's all a vast and insidious conspiracy by the illuminati that goes clear back to Galileo's time... well, even a sane person might start to have doubts after a while. I think it's best not to let others mess with your mind. Look into your soul, know that, be that, that's it. And if Michael is visiting people in spirit, I 'd guess that means he's not alive in the flesh... so that's generally what people in the psychics thread believe.
 
OMG, I finally got so weird that I broke the thread! :lmao: Or everyone's just busy today :)
 
mjbunny - sorry to hear you are feeling :cry:
:better: I know how you feel. We're all here for you anytime though :heart: :hug:

I just read through your May 2009 account of that dream-like state involving Michael. I have to say that is very interesting, thank you for sharing.
Interesting how he didn't know who he was, in terms of how we know him. I couldn't imagine that, it makes my brain hurt if I try lol. But yeah..weird..but very, very interesting you had that dream. I wonder why you had something like that?

*sigh* Oh those hoax comments. It was like when that other guy came in here and was saying that kinda stuff. I mean, I have no problem if you wanna believe that stuff, everyone is entitled to their opinion of course :flowers:. But it just makes me feel very sad :cry:
I have to admit a few weeks after his passing, I did check out the hoax sites and there was a tiny glimmer of hope for me cos I was like, maybe just maybe he could be still here. But now it's been so long, too long without him :(, certain experiences.. and just all these things which point to him not being with us..BUT I do believe there are absolute inconsistency with his passing, some things just don't add up at all :no: but that is for another thread.
 
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I had some little dream inside me that was thinking: how could SO MANY people loving him, how could ALL THIS LOVE not bring him back, not magically revive him? It's 3 days now... is it too late to dream? Do miracles happen? If so, how could one not happen NOW???? :cry: That's some desperate thinking, right? But it was so unimaginably shocking, so impossible that he was gone. Not that I couldn't accept he was just as mortal as us (duh, of course), but it was like... how could 6+ billion people dropping to the floor in shock and millions crying, "No, not Michael!".... how could this be? If ANYONE could get the miracle, the lucky star from Moonwalker, it would be Michael. So as time dragged on I concluded that seemingly this kind of miracle just isn't possible, no matter how many people love you. (Unless he did have the choice and didn't want to come back when shown that in the long run it would work out better. Or was too exhausted and wanted to stay home. Or it was just all part of the cosmic plan. I guess it's not for us to know now.)
Yes, exactly what I had those days straight after....I mean...I even slept perfectly through the night after hearing the final words, I just didn't believe someone like HE couldn't get back, would die, didn't have a second chance. Just NO way! :no: And yet here we are....how odd things can work out. Ugh. It was so not meant to go this way, and then on the other hand...maybe it was? Don't know, it's very confusing but I guess and hope time will tell.

Crazy things by the way you had in that dream-state type of thing, wow! (Lolol, you didn't broke the thread you silly.) I can envision how it must've been from what you told...very interesting. Also cool that you got this even in May 2009. Thanks for sharing!


I'm amazed once again by my ability to feel and see things coming before they actually happen. My dad finally decided today what he's gonna do, which is divorce my mom and leave us. But here's the craziest part; he told he has had an affair for 6 months orso now already. Very odd, because I could just FEEL it...I knew it, I just freakin' knew it! :eek: And not because it was obvious, but just because that went through my mind everytime I saw him. But anyway, my mom is really devastated so I have to take care of her since she is a total wreck and lost herself....also I don't know how my/our future is gonna look now...we obviously have to get out of this house we live in now because we can't afford it w/o my dad and I hope we can find something fitting soon and get it all over with, so we can start fresh and new with the 3 of us. (Me/my mom/little sister.)

Ugh, the joy of life....just when I was so DONE with all the negative.:timer:
 
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I'm amazed once again by my ability to feel and see things coming before they actually happen. My dad finally decided today what he's gonna do, which is divorce my mom and leave us. But here's the craziest part; he told he has had an affair for 6 months orso now already. Very odd, because I could just FEEL it...I knew it, I just freakin' knew it! :eek: And not because it was obvious, but just because that went through my mind everytime I saw him. But anyway, my mom is really devastated so I have to take care of her since she is a total wreck and lost herself....also I don't know how my/our future is gonna look now...we obviously have to get out of this house we live in now because we can't afford it w/o my dad and I hope we can find something fitting soon and get it all over with, so we can start fresh and new with the 3 of us.

Ugh, the joy of life....just when I was so DONE with all the negative.:timer:

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Sorry to hear this :(
Love & Hugs to you :hug: :heart:
 
Wow mjbunny, thanks for posting that experience!
Mrs. Music - I'm thinking of you!

Last night I was in bed, and was still awake, but close to falling asleep. It was then I heard the most beautiful noise. It was a choir, just like in WYBT, and it sounded so beautiful! It was just so uplifting. It might just have been because I had been listening to WYBT earlier on that day, but it felt pretty special. So pure and gentle. :wub:
 
Last night I was in bed, and was still awake, but close to falling asleep. It was then I heard the most beautiful noise. It was a choir, just like in WYBT, and it sounded so beautiful! It was just so uplifting. It might just have been because I had been listening to WYBT earlier on that day, but it felt pretty special. So pure and gentle. :wub:

Aw, that sounds really nice, Louise :wub: thank you for sharing :flowers:
OT, but I love your avatar and signature! :heart:
 
After much push from my Friends I decided to listen to this Woman who said that she was channeling Michael.

The Spirit she was talking to sounded quite alive and not wanting to be quoted(quite a human trait) Then iot said that it was working with some Woman and it has not been easy for her and he wanted us to respect her much more than we respected him.

I can assure you it is either she was having a conversation with Michael Jackson (is that possible?) still in the flesh or the Familiar Spirits are playing a Ball game with her. Do not forget that Michael Ancestry was African American. You can ony call the Soul of a person of African Origin by taking the Soil from the Grave site . The soil that covers the Coffin .

In Africa they call back the Soul of the Dead Person not his Spirit by these means. In such circumstances such as Michael's they would have called him to ask if Conrad Murray really killed him or not. It works everytime. Alas Michael Jackson is not buried in the ground.... so to whom is she talking to ?

Definitely not the Moonwalker.... he is in Heaven
 
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