Merged: Psychics channel Michael

[xo_lola_xo]

:lol: @ all of us with "Heal The World" :wub:

 

[katrine]

:lol: @ all of us with "Heal The World" :wub:

He he had heal the world playing during the MLP

 

[mjbunny]

OMG, I'm so far behind here. ~sigh~ ... been a stressful day... big stuff going on in my family that's got me all I don't think anything will be 'solved' anytime soon, so I guess it's just a matter now of dealing with stress constructively. Don't you hate it when you can see solutions and "why"s behind things and someone you love just will not see it? I guess we're all like that, though... wrapped up in our own realities. It depends on what we value, what "has to be" in our reality. Anyway, I don't want to go into it since it's other people's private stuff. Ok, going back 3 pages to start reading :lol:

I could see those trees from the kitchen window and I loved to watch the changing seasons on that single leaf tree. Sorry for being OT but it hurts me physically when I see trees fall - and those are not the first that had to die in my neighborhood. )

:hug: My mom's the same way. Some years ago she lived in a rented house kind of in a woodlands area. The day after Thanksgiving we woke up to the sound of chainsaws. The woman who owned the property was having some financial problems and so had contracted a logging company to come out and "thin the trees" on the property. They were cutting down all these huge trees (HUGE -- trees in the Pacific Northwest grow so tall!) and my mother just lost it, crying and freaking out. Her reaction kind of shocked me because it was so physical. She ended up going out there with no undies and her nightgown (lol), shaking and crying and trying to stop them. She finally got ahold of the property owner and at least convinced her to save the two biggest trees near the house. But many others went down.

Another story.... My friends and I once met an old man who owned a small section of land that was old-growth forest (north of Seattle). It was in the middle of a rapidly expanding city and was open to the public, but he patrolled it as best he could to keep unrespectful people out. These trees were almost like in the Redwood forest... wow. Thing is... he had been a LOGGER when he was young, cutting down old-growth forest for a living. One day a giant tree fell down on him, trapping him with an inch of it. It was stopped by another log just before it would've crushed him to death. He had some epiphany or vision at that point and then pledged to protect forests and spent his life doing just that. He got a new profession, campaigned to save trees, etc. He bought that land with all his savings just to save the forest (what of it that was left by then). He was very old, though, and I think he said he was dying and was concerned about what would happen afterwards. (But I think he said his son had pledged not to sell the land to developers,. but he wasn't so sure it would stay that way longterm.) That was about 12 years ago. Don't know what ever happened up there and I sadly don't remember his name. I'm sure someone like Walmart or a casino would have been eyeing the prime property :doh: There's a wonderful folksy band named Gaia Consort from the PNW and in their song 'Every Sacred Thing' there's the line:

"[FONT=Verdana, Arial]Paved over meadows for strip malls, or misguided notions of bliss, And I point to the universe, shaking their shoulders, saying "How can you need more than this?"

(http://www.gaiaconsort.com/lyrics.html -- track 3 under album 'Secret Voices' - you can listen as well I would highly recommend checking them out. Have seen them live several times, so yes I'm unabashedly promoting them, lol. My fav album of their's is still 1999's Gaia Circles, though. LOVE it.)


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[mjbunny]

I didn't quote everything that people wrote about MLP, although it may look like it below :lol: After that I'll write my experience in full (not long this time, lol) I guess. But anyway, THANK YOU to everyone who was 'there' for it in some way :heart: We broke a new pageview record yesterday on the site, btw, so it's growing Cool, huh?

can I ask you if that really works?
I mean ask him to visit you or dream about him. Does it work? Because the other day I asked almost begged to God (I was talking to a painting of Jesus) to let him visit me. ............. I was scared because I've never felt that before.

Lucilla, that sounds amazing :wub: There's no reason to be afraid :hug: And does it work? Well, I believe they get our messages. From there I suppose it depends on if we pay attention and are receptive, etc. Who knows... maybe it has to do with things like physical state (tired, stressed, hungry, etc) or the environment as well. Or even if we're "allowed" to see something (like if our higher selves want us to take something on faith without confirmation)?

Well guys, I was looking forward to the MLP but then forgot! I got all caught up with work and emails. I realized it at 12 minutes after...but by that time my daughter was jabbering at me and my mind was jumbled. So I could only take a moment to send out my love and some good energy to the planet, Michael, and his children. Hope you all had great experiences. Much love! :heart:

 

[Bee]

Cool stuff about those Heal The World things and the rest of your experiences, guys! Keep it up.

Sad story about those trees they were getting down....ugh I can SO feel how that must've been, I'm so oversensitive when it comes to these kind of unfair things. The nature and animals etc. are the most purest and most emotional form we have on Earth and it's so sad to see that get hurt...it just breaks my heart. Injustice is what scares me a lot.


@mjbunny: I'm sorry to hear about the family matters...hope it isn't something very bad that's happening. Take care with that!:better:

Wow, Mrs Music, iinteresting experience with the sea and all. You and WhoAmI really got a whole journeyesque experience this time. And omg, I hear him say that in my mind sometimes when I ask a question too!... just the way he'd say it: "of couuuuuurse" :wub: I always wonder if things like that are just my own mind, because I can totally imagine what Michael would say and how he'd say it, or if it's really him. Sometimes I'm just not sure.

Haha yeah, exactly that type of 'ofcouuurse'! :heart: It's indeed hard to say if it's like...'really him', really a true meditation and all that...I keep on wondering every time I finish and when I write it down it's like....is this fantasy? Where does it come from? The things happen so fast though that it doesn't feel like imagination and I do feel it's more than that, but still. Either way it's a special feeling and learning more about it would help to really give it a place and be able to put the pieces together from what I'm experiencing....learning more every time and it'll come I guess.

 

[mjbunny]

Ok, what I experienced last night was this: I did a pre-prayer, asking for protection of everyone and for angels/guides to help us all work together, to feel it and to be effective. Then I just tried to focus on LOVE, but had the most awful time concentrating! What the...? Part of it was my knee kept hurting and I had to change positions a few times, so that distracted me. You know how I usually get all these vivid images, right? Hardly anything this time. But my right hand starting tingling like I've never felt before! I opened my eyes a couple of times just to check it out, lolol. So I tried to just imagine by feeling that we were all connecting. I kept repeating, "LOVE, HEALING, LOVE, HEALING". I got some visuals, like all the little light dots on the globe and how we were reaching out to each other and connecting. I got very floaty, almost like I'd leave my body. Some glimpses of pink light. I really seemed to have some kind of whiny/needy/clingy to Michael kind of thing going on, of which I'm disappointed in myself for. Had to keep refocusing: LOVE, dummy, LOVE... the WORLD! I imagined again reaching out my hands to everyone and the tingling got SO strong. And I thought, "Who's holding my hand? I've been feeling this since the beginning. Has someone been holding my hand this whole time?" And then I 'looked' and saw it was Michael and my heart leapt and then I had a line from Heal the World (some of you also experienced this song, so way neat ) going over and over in my mind: "Create a world with no fear, together we'll cry happy tears, see the nations turn their swords into plowshares..." and the next few lines... over and over, that same part. Hmm. Then I realized my 'Patronus Charm' love inspiration this time (kinda late to get it, duh) was the feeling of being in the crowd at an MJ concert! Yes! Joy, love, loving everyone, we're all one. Then the love grew and I sent to everyone, even specifically thinking of people who've really pissed me off or whom I feel are our 'enemies' :lol: That's when I saw us for a moment holding hands in space, around Earth and the planet enveloped in pink light. Afterwards I thanked everyone, asked that everyone be blessed with health and love and came back.

I have to say that I felt very scattered compared to last month. Last month it was INTENSE for me. Totally cathartic and AMAZING. I was walking on a bliss cloud for hours afterwards. This time it was like I had some personal problems (maybe energy from family who got very bad news yesterday that I hadn't heard about yet). I remember last month other people didn't have the intense experience I had. And this month some people (MLP forum, etc) reported that it was amazing last night for them. So I'm really thinking it has A LOT to do with our own state of mind, health and energy body. I know that in general anyway I can have an amazing meditation one time and just nothing the next. It varies all the time. Seems the MLP is like this as well. But we've got month after month to experience the changes, so I'm not feeling bummed out or anything. It's interesting how every month (this was my 5th time) it's been different!

 

[Neeve]

hey everyone! how are ye doing?

mjbunny, thanks for sharing your experience...I hope your family stuff gets sorted out..or simply that you have the strength and guidance to deal with it. :better:
Yes, I'm sure or own state of mind always plays a part in what we experience or how we perceive it. Sometimes more than other times, I just feel more open to things we can't see....

for example, today, something kinda strange happened. At first I thought, oh maybe it's nothing, but then I remember that psychics and all who are in touch with higher realities always say to look out for coincidences and things like that...well, it was a small thing: this morning, I was doing some mundane everyday stuff when all of a sudden my granny (who died 15 years ago) popped into my head...just for a second, but I remember thinking, 'wow, that was unexpected'....and about five minutes ago I got a text from my sister saying 'remember, today would've been grandma's birthday"..........!!!!!!! :wub: Just wanted to share.

Hope eveyrone's doing well. LOVE to all.

 

[amygrace]

^Aw that's awesome Neeve! You were definitely tuned in. :angel:

 

[mjbunny]

Okay and then I watched the extras, I don't wanna spoil it for anyone so don't read from here if you haven't got the DVD..spoilers I guess basically there is this one part Memories of Michael and then one guy mentions how special MJ is, how he is a gift from God, how he was here to enlighten us, to teach us etc

Just working my way through all the extras (not BR, we don't have a player for that) and got to Memories of Michael It was Jonathan Moffett and he said:

Once every several centuries of mankind, God sends somebody special; a wake-up call, somebody to enlighten the people in the way to be, somebody to excite the people, somebody to bring people together. I think Michael was a gift from God that he sent, to show people how to be, how to love. He's simply the best, he's simply the kindest and he's simply the greatest. (Jonathan Moffett about MJ, TII DVD extra)
​

:boohoo: :angel::heart: How to love. Wow, now that's amazing. And something I've thought of often. I learned how to love someone from a distance, that's one way. How to truly love someone so much you'd take a bullet for them, not from fanaticism, but because of a deep love and respect. I learned how to love a group of people (other fans) through a special connection that wouldn't have otherwise existed. Even found my husband (love) through Michael. And MJ really helped me (I won't say he's the sole source, but definitely helped) over the years to shape some important parts of my character. And now I do the site for Major Love Prayer. Wow, Michael:angel:

Also wanted to share with you part of a comment someone left on the MLP site:

"I came to realize Michael is to our time what Jesus, Buddha, Krishna, Mohammad, etc were to their day. He had to come as a "Pop Sar" to have the global reach and impact in today's world. He could speak to words of Love and Peace to those who would never see the inside of a church... Michael came to raise our consciousness to a global consciousness. That we are all one, and We Are The World. Kenny Ortega said Michael was a holy man, a guru, which Michael laughed off. Travis Payne said in his last interview in Italy that Michael was a prophet. We're finally giving ourselves permission to admit what he was. The more I let go of the physical image of Michael, the more I experience his spiritual presence that is always with me. It also helps me with the sadness of missing his physical presence(the most gorgeous man to grace the planet, but they say the same thing about Krishna) and embracing the joy knowing he is with us always, and he has left us with an abundance of Music, images and messages along with a commission, a purpose in this life as his Soldiers of Love. - from 'Peacelover' (comment on MJ, Personal Love Tutor)

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This is suddenly something that was an issue for me again yesterday. That question of who we all are (MJ & fans, I mean) in relation to each other. Did I know Michael over there? Who is he? Who am I? Agh, I wish I could remember! And you know I could totally imagine that if this was 2,000 years ago or something we fans would be starting a religion :girl_whistle: And then I feel like I'm going to get scolded for daring to think that :rolleyes2: (by whom, I don't know... don't want MJ to think I'm making him out to be Jesus ... and I still have all that religious conditioning deep down in the back of mind from all the years of church). So last night I was really asking... I really want to know as much of the story as I'm allowed. I'm not going to go through what would be pages of my convoluted thinking process and all the questions and why I have them and so forth right now. So today I remembered that I'd asked that that question before bed and I wondered if I'd ever get an answer someday. "Inner Michael blog" came to my mind. Okidoki. So I went there, but there's nothing new. But I suddenly felt compelled to sign up for the newletter lolol (I already follow with Google Friend Connect, so I never felt the need to do that). So I send off the form and then after confirming your address you get a welcome letter from Barbara. When I got to this part: "Michael asks that you "hold on" and now hold the light that he held in his stead and that you continue the work that he taught you--- healing the world and making it a better place. Michael personally recruited you. Believe it, for you feel that Truth in your "Inner Michael." You may not remember how, but you signed up for a journey on many, many levels-- this is but one." and I started laughing because it's like part of my answer! Hope there's more to come at some point
Ah, those goofy guides, lol :tease:

 

[amygrace]

"I came to realize Michael is to our time what Jesus, Buddha, Krishna, Mohammad, etc were to their day. He had to come as a "Pop Sar" to have the global reach and impact in today's world. He could speak to words of Love and Peace to those who would never see the inside of a church... Michael came to raise our consciousness to a global consciousness. That we are all one, and We Are The World. Kenny Ortega said Michael was a holy man, a guru, which Michael laughed off. Travis Payne said in his last interview in Italy that Michael was a prophet. We're finally giving ourselves permission to admit what he was. The more I let go of the physical image of Michael, the more I experience his spiritual presence that is always with me. It also helps me with the sadness of missing his physical presence(the most gorgeous man to grace the planet, but they say the same thing about Krishna) and embracing the joy knowing he is with us always, and he has left us with an abundance of Music, images and messages along with a commission, a purpose in this life as his Soldiers of Love. - from 'Peacelover' (comment on MJ, Personal Love Tutor)

This is beautiful and so true... thanks for sharing it here!

TSo today I remembered that I'd asked that that question before bed and I wondered if I'd ever get an answer someday. "Inner Michael blog" came to my mind. Okidoki. So I went there, but there's nothing new. But I suddenly felt compelled to sign up for the newletter lolol (I already follow with Google Friend Connect, so I never felt the need to do that). So I send off the form and then after confirming your address you get a welcome letter from Barbara. When I got to this part: "Michael asks that you "hold on" and now hold the light that he held in his stead and that you continue the work that he taught you--- healing the world and making it a better place. Michael personally recruited you. Believe it, for you feel that Truth in your "Inner Michael." You may not remember how, but you signed up for a journey on many, many levels-- this is but one." and I started laughing because it's like part of my answer! Hope there's more to come at some point

That's so awesome...I love it! And what she wrote...just beautiful. Omg...ugh...

I am just hurting tonight over Michael. I feel so sad tonight. I don't know what really brought it on...suddenly I'm just so sad about him. I miss him so much. :weeping: What's nice though, is how my Guides seem to always know when to put a song in my head. I've mentioned this before, how songs will randomly pop in my head out of nowhere and it will be an answer to something or just have some lyrics I needed. Anyway, I was sitting here feeling like I just have something I need to release about Michael... and the song "Again" by Lenny Kravitz pops into my head. I'm listening to it now and wow, it really matches how I feel perfectly...it's really helping me to just process what I'm feeling right now. It's really perfect for Michael too. I love this part:

A sacred gift of heaven
For better, worse, wherever
And I would never let somebody break you down
Nor take your crown, never
...
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And everytime I've always known
That you were there, upon your throne
A lonely [king] without [his queen]
I longed for you, my love forever

 

[8701girl]

Oh great thanx guys....heal the world is stuck in my head now! :lol:

 

[mjbunny]

I am just hurting tonight over Michael. I feel so sad tonight. I don't know what really brought it on...suddenly I'm just so sad about him. I miss him so much. :weeping: What's nice though, is how my Guides seem to always know when to put a song in my head. I've mentioned this before, how songs will randomly pop in my head out of nowhere and it will be an answer to something or just have some lyrics I needed. Anyway, I was sitting here feeling like I just have something I need to release about Michael... and the song "Again" by Lenny Kravitz pops into my head. I'm listening to it now and wow, it really matches how I feel perfectly...it's really helping me to just process what I'm feeling right now. It's really perfect for Michael too. I love this part:

I thought it was a song I didn't know, but then I found it on youtube and realized I do know it. Crazy I never paid much attention to the lyrics, I guess Agh, here it is 7am and I'm still awake. I keep finding the need to spend a lot of time by myself, listening to music, dancing around the living room (if you want to call that dancing :lol so I've gravitated toward this ridiculous up all night thing again :doh:

8701Girl - :tease:At least it's HTW, though. It could be the Monster Mash or Purple People Eater or something... :hysterical:

 

[8701girl]

8701Girl - :tease:At least it's HTW, though. It could be the Monster Mash or Purple People Eater or something... :hysterical:

LOL true!!!

yes the purple ppl eater would be much worse..and i shiver @ the very thought of that!

 

[xo_lola_xo]

I had a dream about Michael. I don't remember it vividly but the message was basically :

1. Privacy
2. His children
3. His children's privacy.

 

[darlingdear]

Thanks, mjbunny, for the exact quote from Jonathan. It's so true what he says, when I heard it I just started to . He really was here to teach us how to love. I really do believe that, and the more I open my mind up, the more I can see it screaming out to me.
The quote from the MLP website, wow. So amazing. Thanks for sharing this too :flowers:
And the innerblog message thing you recieved - thanks for sharing this too. That is beautiful :angel: :heart:
Also, :better: I hope your family things get sorted out.

amy - :hug: to you.

Zenab - that's interesting the dream you had, about privacy...thanks for sharing.

As for me, still nothing. I had a bit of a scary dream last night, so I woke up after it. But still nothing Michael related Maybe he just can't reach me at the moment or something. Maybe I have blocked myself off with sad emotions. I'm not entirely sure how energy works, so is it possible that you can block yourself off? Make yourself unreachable spiritually?

:heart: to you all.

 

[Tinkerbell2]

Hi everyone! :hug:

I haven´t had any MJ dreams too...

But I just wanted to inform you that we have to pray for the countries who are soon going to experience an earthquake..

 

[Flor]

Just working my way through all the extras (not BR, we don't have a player for that) and got to Memories of Michael It was Jonathan Moffett and he said:

Once every several centuries of mankind, God sends somebody special; a wake-up call, somebody to enlighten the people in the way to be, somebody to excite the people, somebody to bring people together. I think Michael was a gift from God that he sent, to show people how to be, how to love. He's simply the best, he's simply the kindest and he's simply the greatest. (Jonathan Moffett about MJ, TII DVD extra) ​

That's so beautiful :angel: and so true. I'm absolutely sure Michael was God's messenger Thanks for sharing that mjbunny

Hi everyone! :hug:

I haven´t had any MJ dreams too...

But I just wanted to inform you that we have to pray for the countries who are soon going to experience an earthquake..

Yes , while I was having breakfast today I saw the news , and they were talking about an earthquake in Chile. All my prayers goes to those affected :angel:

I think the earht is trying to give us a message , I mean something is happening... earthquakes , tsunamis ​

 

[xo_lola_xo]

I had another dream regarding his privacy 2 nights ago. I remember it well but I don't wanna talk about it.

I basically got the feeling that he is asking his fans to protect him - as in help not to exploit him.

 

[Neeve]

^Aw that's awesome Neeve! You were definitely tuned in. :angel:

I feel like I'm starting to tune in more and more...it's nice to get a sign!

Hope you're feeling better hun :wub:

Just working my way through all the extras (not BR, we don't have a player for that) and got to Memories of Michael It was Jonathan Moffett and he said:

Once every several centuries of mankind, God sends somebody special; a wake-up call, somebody to enlighten the people in the way to be, somebody to excite the people, somebody to bring people together. I think Michael was a gift from God that he sent, to show people how to be, how to love. He's simply the best, he's simply the kindest and he's simply the greatest. (Jonathan Moffett about MJ, TII DVD extra)
​

:boohoo: :angel::heart: How to love. Wow, now that's amazing. And something I've thought of often. I learned how to love someone from a distance, that's one way. How to truly love someone so much you'd take a bullet for them, not from fanaticism, but because of a deep love and respect. I learned how to love a group of people (other fans) through a special connection that wouldn't have otherwise existed. Even found my husband (love) through Michael. And MJ really helped me (I won't say he's the sole source, but definitely helped) over the years to shape some important parts of my character. And now I do the site for Major Love Prayer. Wow, Michael:angel:

Also wanted to share with you part of a comment someone left on the MLP site:

"I came to realize Michael is to our time what Jesus, Buddha, Krishna, Mohammad, etc were to their day. He had to come as a "Pop Sar" to have the global reach and impact in today's world. He could speak to words of Love and Peace to those who would never see the inside of a church... Michael came to raise our consciousness to a global consciousness. That we are all one, and We Are The World. Kenny Ortega said Michael was a holy man, a guru, which Michael laughed off. Travis Payne said in his last interview in Italy that Michael was a prophet. We're finally giving ourselves permission to admit what he was. The more I let go of the physical image of Michael, the more I experience his spiritual presence that is always with me. It also helps me with the sadness of missing his physical presence(the most gorgeous man to grace the planet, but they say the same thing about Krishna) and embracing the joy knowing he is with us always, and he has left us with an abundance of Music, images and messages along with a commission, a purpose in this life as his Soldiers of Love. - from 'Peacelover' (comment on MJ, Personal Love Tutor)

​

This is suddenly something that was an issue for me again yesterday. That question of who we all are (MJ & fans, I mean) in relation to each other. Did I know Michael over there? Who is he? Who am I? Agh, I wish I could remember! And you know I could totally imagine that if this was 2,000 years ago or something we fans would be starting a religion :girl_whistle: And then I feel like I'm going to get scolded for daring to think that :rolleyes2: (by whom, I don't know... don't want MJ to think I'm making him out to be Jesus ... and I still have all that religious conditioning deep down in the back of mind from all the years of church). So last night I was really asking... I really want to know as much of the story as I'm allowed. I'm not going to go through what would be pages of my convoluted thinking process and all the questions and why I have them and so forth right now. So today I remembered that I'd asked that that question before bed and I wondered if I'd ever get an answer someday. "Inner Michael blog" came to my mind. Okidoki. So I went there, but there's nothing new. But I suddenly felt compelled to sign up for the newletter lolol (I already follow with Google Friend Connect, so I never felt the need to do that). So I send off the form and then after confirming your address you get a welcome letter from Barbara. When I got to this part: "Michael asks that you "hold on" and now hold the light that he held in his stead and that you continue the work that he taught you--- healing the world and making it a better place. Michael personally recruited you. Believe it, for you feel that Truth in your "Inner Michael." You may not remember how, but you signed up for a journey on many, many levels-- this is but one." and I started laughing because it's like part of my answer! Hope there's more to come at some point
Ah, those goofy guides, lol :tease:

That's a beautiful quote from Jonathan......wow.

And that other one, that's amazing. It's so perfectly true.

Wait, is it you who actually runs MLP? Like you're BeGod'sGlow?? I was wondering who it was yesterday and I was going to ask in this thread....... because the MJ Personal Love Tutor part...when I read, I was in awe.... it captures everything.

 

[amygrace]

amy - :hug: to you.

Thanks love. Hugs back :huggy:

As for me, still nothing. I had a bit of a scary dream last night, so I woke up after it. But still nothing Michael related Maybe he just can't reach me at the moment or something. Maybe I have blocked myself off with sad emotions. I'm not entirely sure how energy works, so is it possible that you can block yourself off? Make yourself unreachable spiritually?

I thought for sure I'd at least get something last night - I asked my higher self to tell Michael I wanted to talk to him, I asked my Guides/Angels to help open me up energetically to the experience, but...nadda. (sigh) I think I may have created a block for myself that just asking my Guides to clear - won't make it happen. I think I have to do my own work with myself. Like, I keep feeling 'not worthy' or like Michael doesn't like me again - just because of my own personal issues I have to work through in my life right now. So...even if feeling what I am is silly and Michael comes around anyway, I probably would block off his energy with what I'm feeling - thinking that he wouldn't show up even though I want him to. If that makes sense. I think I have to resolve my own issues I have going on so I can be comfortable and happy with myself again. Then I will begin to really be open to having Michael around. Hope you feel him around soon too hon - and if you have some blocks to clear I hope that they get cleared soon as well.


Wishing everyone a wonderful Saturday! :heart: :group: :heart:

 

[amygrace]

I had another dream regarding his privacy 2 nights ago. I remember it well but I don't wanna talk about it.

I basically got the feeling that he is asking his fans to protect him - as in help not to exploit him.

Interesting. We are doing what we can, Michael!

Hope you're feeling better hun :wub:

Thanks Neeve :huggy: I feel better today.

 

[Lucilla]

I had another dream regarding his privacy 2 nights ago. I remember it well but I don't wanna talk about it.

I basically got the feeling that he is asking his fans to protect him - as in help not to exploit him.

the other day I was reading this Glenda conversation and it didnt feel rigth, i felt guilty. The same thing with all the stuff they're showing like some of his magazines and the autopsy. I don't know I feel guilty to read those things but I cant help but read them, I'm not sure how to take it. He was always so protective of his private life and suddenly all this informations appears.
Not to mention his children exposure. Doesn't feel right.

 

[Asedora]

I had a dream about Michael. I don't remember it vividly but the message was basically :

1. Privacy
2. His children
3. His children's privacy.

Both of them sound like messages. Well maybe Bonnie was right and Michael does not want to be bothered and he wants his OWN time to deal with his OWN problems. Maybe he does not want fans to try to connect with him every single day either? hmmm
And the main concern is his own privacy, his children and their privacy. Makes sense.

The second one I am not sure I understand 100%. It could be about his future trial and his legacy.I think you know better because you know the whole picture.

 

[xo_lola_xo]

Both of them sound like messages. Well maybe Bonnie was right and Michael does not want to be bothered and he wants his OWN time to deal with his OWN problems. Maybe he does not want fans to try to connect with him every single day either? hmmm
And the main concern is his own privacy, his children and their privacy. Makes sense.

The second one I am not sure I understand 100%. It could be about his future trial and his legacy.I think you know better because you know the whole picture.

About the second one, I felt like he was telling me not to exploit him as in not talking about everything I know to everyone. You know?

I felt like, he was saying he'd prefer it if some things were "insiders" (as in something only fans/family would know). Nothing bad because MJ is so amazing, it's only good when fans talk about him but Michael is private.

 

[Asedora]

About the second one, I felt like he was telling me not to exploit him as in not talking about everything I know to everyone. You know?

I felt like, he was saying he'd prefer it if some things were "insiders" (as in something only fans/family would know). Nothing bad because MJ is so amazing, it's only good when fans talk about him but Michael is private.

Well it makes sense.Because fans know a lot about him especially after the autopsy came out. He just simply doesn't want weird rumors to grow maybe.

 

[CaptainEoLove85]

Last night was kind of strange to me, like the energy around me was different. I don't know if it was Michael, or just something weird. Then I heard about the Chile earthquake. :bugeyed I was actually talking to a guy on Twitter about it last night. He's from Long Beach, CA. We're both scared that California is going to be next. :bugeyed And also I saw a couple of days ago in the news, that an iceberg the size of Luxemborg broke off Antarctica. Crazy things going on with the earth right now. It always feels like the end of the world when these things happen. So needless to say, I had trouble getting to sleep last night. I was asking Michael for protection lol

I feel like I've been unintentionally blocking Michael out too, for the past couple of months actually. It just feels like I don't have time to be open to him. Like my mind is too busy for it these days. And I remember feeling his presence strongly back in the summer/fall and it seemed like I was aware of it everyday. It's not like that anymore. Now it's different. He's more distant. I can remember having tingly feelings when I believe he was around, but I don't experience that anymore. But I guess it doesn't really bother me. I always know he's ok. And at least I still have dreams about him. I think maybe he came to fans more in the late summer/fall because he was needed more then. And he's probably at a different level now.

I also had this dream about him last night, I also posted in the "Dreams" thread

I was watching a HIStory tour concert. I was sitting near the back. I never saw any of the performances, but I think Michael had just finished "Heal the World." He came out to the front of the stage. He was sick with a cold during the concert, but it wasn't like a bad dream. He spoke to the audience (if there really was an audience? I felt like I was the only one there). He said, "Something's wrong with Michael Jackson. I'm shutting down." But he said it in a humorous/joking kind of way and I think he ran off to finish the concert. LOL sounds like something he might do.

 

[CaptainEoLove85]

According to what MJ said in TII movie we have time till 2012 for fixing problems on this planet after that there is no reverce. Because of earthquake in Chlie we alaredy having problems in Vancouver here in Canada. They say that tsunami is going a hit British Columbia very soon. Who knows how bad it is going to be.

So they're saying now it will hit the west coast? All I've heard is that it's supposed to hit Hawaii.

 

[Mundy]

Ok I feel kinda stupid now! I had ages to look up MLP to see exactly what it is about, see the pic of people holding hands around the world, etc but I hadn't looked on the MLP site or anything. Oops. Anyway I think I might have seen the pic in someone's siggy but I hadn't linked it to MLP (consciously anyway).

Anyway it's cool that lots of people sang Heal The World. I heard someone (thought it was Amy) suggesting it but I couldn't hear anyone singing it.


The earthquake in Chile is on my mind all day. It's so sad. I know it's not likely but I really hope they can rescue every one of the trapped survivors. :angel:

 

[mjbunny]

Thanks, mjbunny, for the exact quote from Jonathan. It's so true what he says, when I heard it I just started to . Also, :better: I hope your family things get sorted out.

You're welcome. It also really got to me All the stories in the extras did. My goodness. A year ago I was hearing heard rumors through hubby's MJ forum about O2 shows (I wasn't on an MJ board for a couple of years there) and then just a short time later was the press conference. I still can't comprehend this was a year ago and now where are we...? :sad2:
Oh, thanks to you and everyone for well wishes about the family stuff. Thanks you guys :hug: :heart:

But I just wanted to inform you that we have to pray for the countries who are soon going to experience an earthquake..

I didn't even know there was a quake until like three hours ago!!! It actually happened before I'd gone to bed rolleyes2, but I didn't see the news. I then had a dream about being in a bedroom in a stone/brick apartment building on the 4th or 5th floor and seeing a weird water leak coming from all over the ceiling. I then walked into the bathroom to check for water in there and by the time I got back to the bedroom half the ceiling had collapsed and I could see into the apartment upstairs through the gaping holes. And then I looked around and most of the walls had collapsed, like the whole building had just crumbled beneath me in a moment (how my floor hadn't fallen, I don't know). I was dumbfounded... :bugeyed like, wth happened??? I wonder if it had to do with poor Chile?

I basically got the feeling that he is asking his fans to protect him - as in help not to exploit him.

I sure hope we're not :mello: I only want to love him and want the world to as well :heart:

Wait, is it you who actually runs MLP? Like you're BeGod'sGlow?? I was wondering who it was yesterday and I was going to ask in this thread....... because the MJ Personal Love Tutor part...when I read, I was in awe.... it captures everything.

:heart: :blush: Thanks, from me and 'whomever else' it was who wrote it lolol, because that was such a weird day. It was the week charges were filed and fans were being vicious to each other and all the "I hate Murray! I hope he burns in hell!" stuff. You know, do we want justice or vengeance. That night I was upset and suddenly just felt: "WRITE" out of the blue. And that just poured out. I had to cut some of it (nothing crucial) because it was so long I was afraid it would be "tl;dr" ... but it's like I feel it's not really mine in some ways. I mean, it's all true, it's all what I feel and how I wanted the guru figure when younger, what I've realized about Michael and how I feel about us fans, etc. But the way whole sentences just appeared in my mind... it was weird. I suppose others here can relate to that, when songs or poems or whatever just drop down from the sky onto you. Like Michael always said, it's hard to take credit because you feel it was already written somewhere else. But thanks, I'm really glad others find it touching :hug:

I thought for sure I'd at least get something last night - I asked my higher self to tell Michael I wanted to talk to him, I asked my Guides/Angels to help open me up energetically to the experience, but...nadda. (sigh) I think I may have created a block for myself that just asking my Guides to clear - won't make it happen. I think I have to do my own work with myself. Like, I keep feeling 'not worthy' or like Michael doesn't like me again - just because of my own personal issues I have to work through in my life right now. So...even if feeling what I am is silly and Michael comes around anyway, I probably would block off his energy with what I'm feeling - thinking that he wouldn't show up even though I want him to. If that makes sense. I think I have to resolve my own issues I have going on so I can be comfortable and happy with myself again. Then I will begin to really be open to having Michael around. Hope you feel him around soon too hon - and if you have some blocks to clear I hope that they get cleared soon as well.

^ That was in response to darlingdear, and what more can one say? We can certainly 'block' ourselves, like not feeling worthy or feeling too needy (both of which I guess lower your vibrations in some way). But sometimes there just doesn't seem to be an explanation. I remember about 15 years ago when I had this amazing out-of-body experience. The only conscious one ever. I wasn't trying, wasn't doing anything special during that time. So why THAT night??? Why not a night when I've been meditating regularly, am feeling good and centered and want it and welcome it? I have no explanation for that! Connectedness and spiritual experiences seem to come and go like inspiration or epiphanies. Outside of things like vision quests, walkabouts and shamanic journeys, it seems you can't force it. It just comes when it comes. I think we can certainly encourage it, of course, by living well, having love in our hearts, following our inner guidance, meditation or prayer, etc. I think this is the tough time now, when we still want to feel Michael like before, but we have to learn that we won't on a daily, weekly or (gulp) maybe even monthly basis. Of course, how is this different in some ways? As fans we always wanted to be close to Michael, to see him, to hear him, to feel his energy. And yet for all or nearly all of our lives, life didn't give that to most of us, even when he was here... Any moment you've had with Michael since he passed... anything, a dream, a touch, a feeling... cherish those beautiful gifts. I am SO thankful for every moment.

the other day I was reading this Glenda conversation and it didnt feel rigth, i felt guilty. The same thing with all the stuff they're showing like some of his magazines and the autopsy. I don't know I feel guilty to read those things but I cant help but read them, I'm not sure how to take it. He was always so protective of his private life and suddenly all this informations appears. Not to mention his children exposure. Doesn't feel right.

Oh God, the Glenda conversation. I first heard that months ago when it was in 4 parts (4? I think) on youtube and I couldn't listen to the whole thing. I felt so guilty. As much as I always wanted to know the private Michael (especially from that time period, when I was still convinced that I might marry him someday ), it felt way too weird, too wrong, I agree. The autopsy report... that a different thing to me. I felt guilty in a way, because I know he'd hate that, but I had to read it for myself. I had to know what happened. I had to really know, rather than let someone else interpret it (maybe wrongly) for me Somehow I think he can understand it, though... not so ok when the media reads it or others read it for morbid curiosity, but when we LOVE him and need to understand why he's gone ... for ourselves, not just what TMZ has to say about it :boohoo:

 

[mjbunny]

Last night was kind of strange to me, like the energy around me was different. I don't know if it was Michael, or just something weird. Then I heard about the Chile earthquake. :bugeyed I was actually talking to a guy on Twitter about it last night. He's from Long Beach, CA. We're both scared that California is going to be next. :bugeyed And also I saw a couple of days ago in the news, that an iceberg the size of Luxemborg broke off Antarctica. Crazy things going on with the earth right now. It always feels like the end of the world when these things happen. So needless to say, I had trouble getting to sleep last night. I was asking Michael for protection lol

I read your dream just a bit ago in the other thread I know what you mean about Cali. For me it's the west coast in general. My family and friends are still in WA/OR/CA and besides California, the subduction zone off the northwest coast could go at any time with a quake as large as 9.0. And those subduction quakes like that last up to 5 minutes :bugeyed, while a typical quake is over in mere seconds. South America has similar conditions and back in 1960 there was a 9.5 (the largest quake ever recorded) off the coast of Chile. Four years later, on Good Friday 1964, the subduction zone in Alaska went. (Note the timeframe... that's what freaks me out...the possibility of patterns. Just a few years ago seismologists poo-pooed the idea of one quake triggering another faultline, but now it's a known fact, so there may be patterns that we just don't understand yet.) Anyway, Alaska had a 4+ minute long quake that measured 9.2 on the Richter scale. Anchorage was quite small then and casualites were low, but houses in some areas were moved a quarter of a mile away from where they had stood, people thought it was literally the end of the world. Can you imagine 4 1/2 minutes of shaking 1000x stronger than Haiti got for some seconds? The whole port of Valdez was destroyed by the tsunami and as far south as Crescent City, CA everything on the coast was inundated. Ok, sorry.... it's my earthquake nerdness showing through. Anyway, it scares me.

The media has a "disaster porn" fest going right now in Hawaii, waiting for the tsunami waves to hit :rolleyes2: I feel so sorry for the poor folks in Chile. We need to pray for them for certain :angel: