Merged: Psychics channel Michael

[mjbunny]

Thanks souldreamer... I also signed the card. :mello:

I had some really bad dreams this morning & then one later which was ok. I posted on the dreams board.....

Michael was attending an awards show in which all three of his kids were presenting him with a special award. They were in a big hurry, leaving the house late and barely making it to the show in time. Right before they left, Murray gave Michael some kind of medication. Once at the show Michael came onto the stage wearing the red shirt and jacket like in TII (TDCAU, WBSS, Jam). He looked tired, but happy. He was smiling so much, the crowd cheering and cheeering. I guess I was watching this on television by this point because the camera showed Paris just smiling ear to ear, proud of her daddy. He began to perform Earth Song and in the second verse he suddenly stopped with this look on his face like, "huh? I feel weird... what's going on?" and then he put his hand on his chest and then.... just collapsed dead. :bugeyed... the camera panned to the horrified looks on his childrens' faces. It was so horrible June 25th all over again. Then every channel was showing this over and over again... the look on his face, the hand on his chest, the collapse, the kids screaming "noooooo". :boohoo: I woke up in a sweat very early this morning. Apparently I also woke my husband up because I'd been breathing so heavily and whimpering :no:

After that I couldn't stay asleep for a couple of hours because everytime I'd drift off it was back into a dream just like it and I'd wake up stressed out. Either I'd go into a continuation of that dream or in one I was in the house on Carolwood with the kids and Murray had just given Michael propofol in the other room, but I couldn't leave the room I was in. I knew he was dying not far from me and there was nothing I could do :no:

But then the last dream I remember was one in which my car's brakes stopped working, so I took it to a repair shop and nearby met an MJ impersonator who was in charge of putting on a tribute show. I joined him and many others in setting up this elaborate stage with fireworks that shot off of it, two levels, mega sound system. Then we all performed 'Remember the Time' in front of a big crowd that loved it. It was really a lot of fun and everyone was so nice to each other :flowers: We took the stage down and I went back and got my car, brakes all fixed (but I had to go to an ATM because it was quite expensive, calipers, brake pads, etc. Weird. Especially since my car is actually in storage on another continent, lol)

 

[darlingdear]

^ oh mjbunny that sounds so sad, that dream

Still no MJ in my dreams. He seems to be far away from me now, spirtually
I hope he comes back. I feel bad to keep wanting him in my dreams, but I just want to know he is okay and just to feel his presence would be lovely.

:heart: to you all

 

[Tinkerbell2]

Thanks souldreamer... I also signed the card. :mello:

I had some really bad dreams this morning & then one later which was ok. I posted on the dreams board.....

Oh god... That´s a horrible and sad dream ........ :hug: :heart:

Thank you souldreamer, for sharing the info :flowers:

 

[Tinkerbell2]

^ oh mjbunny that sounds so sad, that dream

Still no MJ in my dreams. He seems to be far away from me now, spirtually
I hope he comes back. I feel bad to keep wanting him in my dreams, but I just want to know he is okay and just to feel his presence would be lovely.

:heart: to you all

Darli :hug:
It´s the same with me too... He will come back.. I guess we just need to wait..Maybe he´s just very busy right now, but I´m sure he can feel the all the LOVE he´s receiving .. :hug:

 

[Flor]

Hey guys!

Oy...I am behind in here! Yesterday and today I've been very disconnected so I haven't been on here. I'm in one of those bouts where I feel numb about Michael too so I don't feel sad about being disconnected. I think I get this 'numb' feeling when I am making an energetic shift and need to focus on personal matters. Like last night, I had the most wonderful dream about my ex - where we totally resolved some stuff and were just honest with eachother. I've wanted that for SO long...and I believe it really happened on a soul level last night. I feel so much more at peace with myself now. I've kind of been processing all that and just feeling like my energy is moving up overall.

I'm happy to hear that Amy

Hey guys, This is on a serious note. Please sign this card for a member here at MJJC I know this is off topic but I know that people in this thread care. Don't quote this post Please just sign the card. A Member of MJJC needs our best wishes. spread the word by PM if you can. Thanks you guys. :heart:

http://www.groupcard.com/c/g9RmOnkfOZm
Read this thread
http://www.mjjcommunity.com/forum/showthread.php?t=87327
:wub:

Aww , that's a great idea! Thanks for letting us know souldreamer I've already signed it and I just wanted to say that all the MJ fans and specially this community , never stops surprising me. You're all beautiful people :heart:

Nothing significant to report , just wishing everyone a smily day :flowers:

 

[souldreamer7]

Thanks souldreamer... I also signed the card. :mello:

I had some really bad dreams this morning & then one later which was ok. I posted on the dreams board.....

awwhh mjbunny Big :huggy: to you!! I hope you're :better: :wub:

:angel:

 

[FUJON]

I had dreams with Michael last night, a lot of fans gathered around him. I remember I had seen 3 ( or more ) his military style jackets, they were very beautiful, sparkling ( remind me a bit of History ), I wish I would remember more what we were doin' there I remember we all were talked about how beautiful Michael is

Another dream was about La Toya, she coming to me often. She likes to talk with me much? lol Such a vivid dream, had seen her so clear, sitting infront of me, her voice..
She complained about some things ( I'll keep it private )... also said she need a new laptop but don't want to spend on it?

 

[mjbunny]

Hi everyone I recovered from my bad dreams. Nothing much going on today. I've stayed up until 4am now for the men's figure skating final that BBC promised... and wth... why's snowboarding on??? :doh: My God, I'm tired. If they're not showing it live and I switch over to cable and the Germans already have it on, I swear I'm going to beat the first Brit I run into. Seriously. :hysterical: Takahashi is gonna kick ass and I better not miss it.

Another dream was about La Toya, she coming to me often. She likes to talk with me much? lol Such a vivid dream, had seen her so clear, sitting infront of me, her voice..
She complained about some things ( I'll keep it private )... also said she need a new laptop but don't want to spend on it?

I dream of LaToya like this as well and don't know why :lol: I've had several dreams in which we're friends or otherwise have long conversations. Why not Janet? Or Jermaine? Maybe LaToya seems more approachable to our subconscious? Or she's more open via dreams?

 

[darlingdear]

I had a really weird dream last night.
In it, I was watching sky news, and it flashed up on the bottom newsflash; how AEG were not releasing TII DVD. I couldn't catch the reason cos at this point in the dream I was :angry: I want the DVD! And then, I dunno if it was me too, but suddenly people were screaming you, you have blood on your hands, and pointing at the TV. I think I was crying through anger and sadness. Then when I looked up at the TV screen I believe it was Dr Murray. Then I saw Michael running but he was so far away from me And then his foot stamped on the floor infront of me, like bringing my attention to there now. And I remember thinking, this is Michael's leg, and his boots with all the buckles on. Why am I focussing on his foot? If Michael's in my dream I don't wanna see his boots :lol:

And then I woke up straight after that :scratch:

 

[mjbunny]

^ LOL, about focusing on his foot. I wonder what was up with that, like what the attention was being drawn to and why. Hmm. We're also waiting for TII to be out. For us it's not until next Thursday!

I have some dreams to report too, all night about MJ in some way. None were the kind that were vivid or 'real' feeling, though. At one point I was dreaming of Thriller-era Michael. He and one of his brothers (can't remember who) were staying in a house with us, MJ sleeping downstairs, my husband and I upstairs. I decided to play a prank on Michael and lock his door from the outside :lol:, but he got quite upset with me about this because he got locked in.There was other weird stuff going on that I can't remember or make any sense of now. Michael managed to break the doorknob and escape and so I ran back upstairs and jumped into bed to pretend I was alseep. I knew he was really mad at me, but I thought he was just taking it all way too seriously. Then a few minutes later MJ and whichever brother also climbed into the bed (it was a HUGE bed, like double-King sized, so like a mega slumber party, plenty of room between bodies ) and fell asleep. It was like "ohhhh, sweet, he trusts me again. I guess he forgave me after all". Then I woke up for a minute (the dream made way more sense at that point than it does now) and thought... ah, first time I dreamed of Michael in my bed :naughty: lol

After that I dreamed of watching a lot of video with other fans online, mostly of Bad concerts and some guy showed me some MJ screen savers he'd made. I argued with someone about an old Rolling Stone article. Just weird random stuff. But then... O-M-G... I was in bed again half asleep and Michael was 'around', like he was on the other side but could sort of materialize partially at times ... kind of fading in and out of our reality? Something like that. And then, well... um... :blush: ... well.... umm..... I had a seriously naughty and quite kissy kind of dream with him :in_love: A-hee-hee!!!:hysterical: I can't believe it. Twenty-six years of MJ-dream purity and next thing I know we're together and Michael's telling me stuff that I really can't repeat here :dancing: lolol! I told my husband about the dream and he just cracked up :lol: (Luckily I can tell him things like this or I'd feel especially weird lol.) Oh my, my, my. And I've been totally good lately! No macros or anything, just working on MLP! Ah, who knows :innocent: In some ways I'm glad it was very dreamlike and not one that felt 'real' or I'd be like... huh? :lol:

Ok, ok. So then after waking up briefly, ahem, I went back into a dream. I was then heading to Cologne with hubby to some type of MJ concert. We felt sad, but also excited at the same time. I knew he was gone, but maybe it was like a hologram or something??? We had seats in section 220. There was a huge crowd, very tight security that searched my purse and jackets pockets. We were about to go inside the arena or stadium when I woke up. :scratch:

 

[Bee]

^ LMAO! :lmao: That's hilarious! Gooooood for you! :shifty:

Nice to read all of your dreams lately. Hope I have one soon as well with Michael in it and that's very vivid soon, been quite a while.

 

[amygrace]

Still no MJ in my dreams. He seems to be far away from me now, spirtually
I hope he comes back. I feel bad to keep wanting him in my dreams, but I just want to know he is okay and just to feel his presence would be lovely.

Aw... :huggy: hope you feel him around you soon.

Another dream was about La Toya, she coming to me often. She likes to talk with me much? lol Such a vivid dream, had seen her so clear, sitting infront of me, her voice..
She complained about some things ( I'll keep it private )... also said she need a new laptop but don't want to spend on it?

Interesting that you dream of her often... and mjbunny too. Wonder if it's like mjbunny says how maybe she's just more open. I myself have never dreamt of her before.

And I remember thinking, this is Michael's leg, and his boots with all the buckles on. Why am I focussing on his foot? If Michael's in my dream I don't wanna see his boots :lol:

LOL! Well at least you got to see part of him.

I was in bed again half asleep and Michael was 'around', like he was on the other side but could sort of materialize partially at times ... kind of fading in and out of our reality? Something like that. And then, well... um... :blush: ... well.... umm..... I had a seriously naughty and quite kissy kind of dream with him :in_love:

:dropdead: ... I can only imagine...! Nice. I've been hanging out in the manhood thread a lot lately :shifty:... and yet I don't get any of these kinds of dreams. Lucky girl! Even to just dream of him sleeping next to me in bed...:wub:...I'd be on cloud 9. Thanks for sharing!!


Nothing interesting or special to report here. Still pretty disconnected. I did get inspired for a new photo manip of Michael...but that's about it. Oh...and actually I had Michaelesque dreams all last night - but he wasn't actually in them. The dreams just had to do with me either thinking of him, or talking about him, or seeing/buying stuff that had to do with him. So, pretty much the same as when I'm awake. :lol:

Wishing everyone a happy day!

 

[Bee]

Nothing interesting or special to report here. Still pretty disconnected. I did get inspired for a new photo manip of Michael...but that's about it.

Aww that's so cool! A heart of gold. :heart:

I've been very creative lately too, wish I had some more time and space for it though. Although I wrote this poem last week in 10 minutes straight...it just floated out of my hands like that. Never felt that so strong. And I found out a way to record my singing, whoooo! So happy about that. I'm busy with Man In The Mirror now, trying to add the instrumentals and stuff with it in GarageBand.:cheeky:

 

[amygrace]

Aww that's so cool! A heart of gold. :heart:

I've been very creative lately too, wish I had some more time and space for it though. Although I wrote this poem last week in 10 minutes straight...it just floated out of my hands like that. Never felt that so strong. And I found out a way to record my singing, whoooo! So happy about that. I'm busy with Man In The Mirror now, trying to add the instrumentals and stuff with it in GarageBand.:cheeky:

Thanks Bianca. :huggy:
A whole poem in 10 minutes? I looove it when stuff just drops in your lap like that. What was it about?
Glad you found a way to record your voice too...yay! Be sure to share any goods when you have them!

 

[darlingdear]

:lmao: mjbunny! Your dream! hahaha.
Yeah I want TII too! I think it's due out Thursday too. So I guess not long to wait, but still, long enough!

amy..I love your new photo manipulation. Very cool!


Maaan I have no idea why I saw MJ's foot! I looked up what dreaming of feet means lol, and it's along the lines of stability, foundations and sense of understanding. So maybe I'm understanding the blood on their hands thing, the whole AEG, Dr Murray thing that I saw on the TV? Maybe I've gone for a "step" in the right direction with this line of thinking..:scratch: Also I should mention his foot stamped down on some concrete slab too, which also could mean yet again a solid understanding?
Okaaay going too far now.

Hmmmmm. The weird, wonderful world of dreams, huh?
I'm also hoping that the fact I saw a part of MJ means he might fully materialise in my dream some time soon...

 

[Bee]

Thanks Bianca. :huggy:
A whole poem in 10 minutes? I looove it when stuff just drops in your lap like that. What was it about?
Glad you found a way to record your voice too...yay! Be sure to share any goods when you have them!

Yeah, hope I will be satisfied with recording soon...think I need to overcome that fear of it not being good enough...haha.
But will do! Thanks for the interest. :huggy:

And yes it's so cool when you're in such a vibe and things just keep streaming into your mind and you are able to get that out there.
The poem is about how I've felt or feel in my life...was overthinking a lot last week and then got to this point of writing it in a poem. Funny because this line 'there was a girl who knew too much' kept on floating around in my thoughts, and after writing this all pieces fell together.

I'll just paste it here if anyone would like to read, might be hard to understand maybe, but here it goes:

There was a girl, who knew too much.
Too much about this one existence.
She saw too much, she heard too much.
She felt too much and she cared too much.

No one would ever understand,
Time that passed not one hand in hand.
Every year, every day, almost in eternity.
There’s a reason, a deeper reason.
Conciousness in it’s true infinity.
Beauty seen like out of this world.
That would make life about to burst.

What are normal standards anyway?
Accepted by human, never by nature.
Steps we take will bring us the goal.
A way, known by what we’ve been told.

Somehow she could always tell,
Which road in life was her spell.
Guiding lights were steadily there.
Alongside in their grace and unity.
To show and tell her important care.

Would this girl know a day?
Harmonies sound out loud,
And life would finally sprout.
Into an heavenly ecstasy around?

That this girl, who knew too much.
Too much about this one message.
She found the light, she walked it right.
She dreams the night, she is the might.

 

[Neeve]

hey everyone!!

Mrs Music, I loooove the poem....it's very insightful nice job!!!

I wanted to give y'all an update....remember we were talking about WHY Michael had to suffer so much? We were wondering about whether his higher self chose it, or other people's free will caused it, or what? Well, I emailed Barbara Kaufman, the woman who writes the innermichael blog - I think she has a wonderful understanding of Michael. She wrote back and gave me a really interesting answer which makes sense to me. I don't want to post it here without her permission, but I just emailed her again to ask her if it's ok. I imagine she won't have a problem with that, so as soon as I get confirmation I'll post it. It's nothing really long or anything, but I found it a good explanation. If she doesn't let me post it, I can PM it to anyone who's interested.

OK I have a class now but I'll be back later.

Hope evryone's having a good day!!

 

[amygrace]

Maaan I have no idea why I saw MJ's foot! I looked up what dreaming of feet means lol, and it's along the lines of stability, foundations and sense of understanding. So maybe I'm understanding the blood on their hands thing, the whole AEG, Dr Murray thing that I saw on the TV? Maybe I've gone for a "step" in the right direction with this line of thinking..:scratch: Also I should mention his foot stamped down on some concrete slab too, which also could mean yet again a solid understanding?

Interesting theories...makes sense.

The poem is about how I've felt or feel in my life...was overthinking a lot last week and then got to this point of writing it in a poem. Funny because this line 'there was a girl who knew too much' kept on floating around in my thoughts, and after writing this all pieces fell together.

Thanks for sharing it! Very insightful...I like your style of writing. Loved this line:

What are normal standards anyway?
Accepted by human, never by nature.

Right on.

I wanted to give y'all an update....remember we were talking about WHY Michael had to suffer so much? We were wondering about whether his higher self chose it, or other people's free will caused it, or what? Well, I emailed Barbara Kaufman, the woman who writes the innermichael blog - I think she has a wonderful understanding of Michael. She wrote back and gave me a really interesting answer which makes sense to me.

Oh cool...I'm interested to hear what she says. I would guess that he most definitely chose at least some of it before coming here, as part of his own personal soul growth...and to open the eyes of others as well...to teach them and help in their personal soul growth. I do wonder where the line is drawn between chosen soul growth/karma/ and just other sh*t that comes up unexpected from people's free will. Hmm.

 

[Flor]

Mrs.music Great poem , really like it

Amy Love your manipulation! I've been sneaking in your page , and wow! You have a great talent Thanks for sharing...

hey everyone!!

Mrs Music, I loooove the poem....it's very insightful nice job!!!

I wanted to give y'all an update....remember we were talking about WHY Michael had to suffer so much? We were wondering about whether his higher self chose it, or other people's free will caused it, or what? Well, I emailed Barbara Kaufman, the woman who writes the innermichael blog - I think she has a wonderful understanding of Michael. She wrote back and gave me a really interesting answer which makes sense to me. I don't want to post it here without her permission, but I just emailed her again to ask her if it's ok. I imagine she won't have a problem with that, so as soon as I get confirmation I'll post it. It's nothing really long or anything, but I found it a good explanation. If she doesn't let me post it, I can PM it to anyone who's interested.

OK I have a class now but I'll be back later.

Hope evryone's having a good day!!

I really enjoy reading her blog and I love the way she writes! So I can't wait to read her response!

Wishing everybody a wonderful and happy day :hug:

 

[darlingdear]

She wrote back and gave me a really interesting answer which makes sense to me. I don't want to post it here without her permission, but I just emailed her again to ask her if it's ok. I imagine she won't have a problem with that, so as soon as I get confirmation I'll post it. It's nothing really long or anything, but I found it a good explanation. If she doesn't let me post it, I can PM it to anyone who's interested.

OK I have a class now but I'll be back later.

Hope evryone's having a good day!!

Oh I would love to read what she had to say Her blog is awesome.

Mrs.Music - Lovin' the poem, well done & thanks for sharing :flowers:

 

[xo_lola_xo]

Yeah, hope I will be satisfied with recording soon...think I need to overcome that fear of it not being good enough...haha.
But will do! Thanks for the interest. :huggy:

And yes it's so cool when you're in such a vibe and things just keep streaming into your mind and you are able to get that out there.
The poem is about how I've felt or feel in my life...was overthinking a lot last week and then got to this point of writing it in a poem. Funny because this line 'there was a girl who knew too much' kept on floating around in my thoughts, and after writing this all pieces fell together.

I'll just paste it here if anyone would like to read, might be hard to understand maybe, but here it goes:

There was a girl, who knew too much.
Too much about this one existence.
She saw too much, she heard too much.
She felt too much and she cared too much.

No one would ever understand,
Time that passed not one hand in hand.
Every year, every day, almost in eternity.
There’s a reason, a deeper reason.
Conciousness in it’s true infinity.
Beauty seen like out of this world.
That would make life about to burst.

What are normal standards anyway?
Accepted by human, never by nature.
Steps we take will bring us the goal.
A way, known by what we’ve been told.

Somehow she could always tell,
Which road in life was her spell.
Guiding lights were steadily there.
Alongside in their grace and unity.
To show and tell her important care.

Would this girl know a day?
Harmonies sound out loud,
And life would finally sprout.
Into an heavenly ecstasy around?

That this girl, who knew too much.
Too much about this one message.
She found the light, she walked it right.
She dreams the night, she is the might.

OMG. OMG. OMG. I LOVE THIS POEM. :wub::wub::wub::wub:

-~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Guys, when I meditate, I feel more than I see e.g. I feel muscles twitching dramatically at times. :bugeyed I feel vibrations, I feel pressure < most, or all of which feel good.

If I see something, it's a little bit of colour or a face/shape for a few seconds.

Do you think this means I'm connecting and am I getting somewhere?

 

[CaptainEoLove85]

Hi guys. Nothing to report from me, no dreams or anything cept for one about unresolved issues with an online friend of mind.

Love the Michael in bed dream. :shifty: I've never had any naughty dreams about Michael and I go in the Manhood thread everyday. :scratch: Well there was one I had, but it didn't involve me. The least I could ask for is a little kiss. What do you say Michael? :lol: :wub:

I love your poem Mrs. Music.

Hope everyone else is well. :huggy:

 

[amygrace]

Amy Love your manipulation! I've been sneaking in your page , and wow! You have a great talent Thanks for sharing...

Aw thanks a bunch Flor! :huggy:

Guys, when I meditate, I feel more than I see e.g. I feel muscles twitching dramatically at times. :bugeyed I feel vibrations, I feel pressure < most, or all of which feel good.

If I see something, it's a little bit of colour or a face/shape for a few seconds.

Do you think this means I'm connecting and am I getting somewhere?

I definitely would say so! :yes: Your vision will catch up eventually...just keep flowing with the energy.

The least I could ask for is a little kiss. What do you say Michael? :lol: :wub:

Haha...I know right? C'mon Michael...give us some suga!

 

[Bee]

Aww, thanks so much for the lovely comments on my poem guys! :blush: :huggy:


There's a new post on the Inner Michael blog. Right on and truly beautiful once again, not only on Michael.
(Mehh...reading this makes me miss him so bad again. )

The Measure of a Man: A word about character
http://innermichael.blogspot.com/201...character.html

 

[amygrace]

^I kinda can't read her blog anymore. She's so right on enough to just make you soooo sad. I miss Michael way too much when I go there.

 

[Bee]

^I kinda can't read her blog anymore. She's so right on enough to just make you soooo sad. I miss Michael way too much when I go there.

I know right...it goes straight through the heart. Ugh. So unfair. :boohoo:

I'm off to bed....take care, stay strong & much love to y'all! :heart:

 

[xo_lola_xo]

My grandpa just died.

I hope he can reach Michael.

 

[amygrace]

My grandpa just died.
I hope he can reach Michael.

Aw I'm sorry to hear that. Hugs darlin. :huggy:

 

[Tinkerbell2]

My grandpa just died.

I hope he can reach Michael.

Ooh, I'm sorry to hear that ... :hug: :heart:

 

[strawberrypie999]

hi psychic thread, i have missed you all!! I have obviously missed waaaayyy too much to catch up, so i hope that you are all doing well and connecting with michael!! my life has been insanely busy and mjjc has taken a back seat to everything else i have even become fairly disconnected from michael. no dreams, no feelings, just sometimes thoughts about him. my new boyfriend knows how much i love him though and when he comes on the radio or on at the club we always dance to him which makes me happy i miss you all and i am going to try and make more efforts to get back!!

ps. i am sorry to hear about your grandfather mine is in the hospital with a 70% blocked heart. he is having open heart surgery monday.