Merged: Psychics channel Michael

I can't seem to meditate..:mello:. I tried so hard last night...I ended up with a splitting headache! Sooo irritating.:banghead I wake up every day still having my inner troubles and all the negatives are still here... what am I doing wrong? I just want inner peace and to meditate and pray peacefully..:cry:

I am going to check out that theta thing you all are on about.

You guys had some great experiences! I am happy for you guys tho. Keep it going! If any of you see/visit Michael.. send him my love.:angel:

G'night my lovelies...
 
Wow lovely. :wub: Reminds of me of the experience I had back in November. I wasn't dreaming, but I saw those sparkly things flying through the air. I'm sure he could do real magic now if he really wanted to. "Magic Man" is my personal nickname for Michael. :p

Hello.
No..The thing is I wasn't really dreaming either..i was 'thinking' you know before you go in to sleep.. The images just came in to my mind. :yes:
I am going to look and see if anyone has found a picture of Michael from the 90's with his sunglasses and hands in praying position..That was the first image I saw of him.. :)

Edit: Because I just wanted to say Thanks to EVERYONE that has replied to me :hug: :group: :wub: :angel:
I'll come back once I read through everyone elses experiences etc. and add it to my post here.


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souldreamer7


**This is the closest picture I could find of how Michael looked,but his hands were together and firm,straight..praying...also I think the colors of his jackets were opposite.
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I think that plane crash dream I had was like to show me that I´m losing control of my life now,like mjbunny said... Because everything seems to go down for me :cry: I have failed so many times after that dream, and I have been crying so much ... I really hope that this is isn´t for a long time :( And I have been missing Michael so much too ...:heart:
 
I had a dream of a plane crashing also.. I had it about a week ago... I forgot to tell you , Sorry :) .. But I was in this plane, I don't where I was supposed to go, and we were going to take off, but once we took off it felt like the plane was just falling down and bam !! We hit the ground..I really felt it when we hit the ground .. All of sudden everything was just black , I couldn't see anything , but then I slowly opened my eyes (in my dreams) and at first it was kind of blurry but it became clearer and clearer, and then I tried to wake up all the people in the plane, but they didn't respond to me .... And then my dream ended... It was very dramatic and scary :(

:hello: yes, It sounds like taking control to me too. kind of like you *are* trying to do something better or achieve a goal...Maybe it just means to keep trying and you will climb to the top of the mountian. :wub:
 
I tried to mediate last night - didn't work because I was too pissed off after a heated argument with a friend. I gave up after 10mins because I didn't want to release negative energy. I just went to sleep. Sigh.
 
I think that plane crash dream I had was like to show me that I´m losing control of my life now,like mjbunny said... Because everything seems to go down for me :cry: I have failed so many times after that dream, and I have been crying so much ... I really hope that this is isn´t for a long time :( And I have been missing Michael so much too ...:heart:

Aw tink! :huggy: to you. :heart:
Everything will work out ok in the end for you. :hug:
I am missing Michael so much too. :(
It's not fair. He should be here.

I tried to mediate last night - didn't work because I was too pissed off after a heated argument with a friend. I gave up after 10mins because I didn't want to release negative energy. I just went to sleep. Sigh.

:( Aw, sorry to hear that :hug:



Still nothing to report from me :(. I feel so disconnected, unspiritual and just..blah.
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:hello: yes, It sounds like taking control to me too. kind of like you *are* trying to do something better or achieve a goal...Maybe it just means to keep trying and you will climb to the top of the mountian. :wub:

Aw, souldreamer :hug: :flowers: I hope so ..
 
Aw tink! :huggy: to you. :heart:
Everything will work out ok in the end for you. :hug:
I am missing Michael so much too. :(
It's not fair. He should be here.

Darliiii :hug: :heart: I know .. He should be here :cry: I am feeling very disconnected and unspirital too.. But I will maybe try to meditate tonight... :)
 
Hey everyone, hugs to all!

I had a horrible dream this morning.... :(
In the dream, it turned out that Michael had faked his death (I guess this was in my dream because a friend of mine on another forum, after 7 months of grieving, has decided that she believes this hoax theory and is trying to convince me of it....) Anyway, he returned, and everyone was excited, but then he announced that he had just found out that he had was sick and was probably going to really die in the next week or two...He announced this on Oprah (yeah, I know...) with his kids...it was all so sad...
It was like we got to be ecstatic for a few minutes when we saw he was back, until we found out that he was leaving again.....does that make sense to anyone?

I hope everyone's having a good day.
xxx
 
Neeve: That must have have been heartbreaking to feel the happiness, but then the sadness when you realised what was going to happen. :cry:

Hey to everyone, hope you're all ok. :heart:
 
^ Ah, Neeve, that is a terrible dream :( :hug: I had a similar one a couple of months ago, that he was somehow alive but then was going to die soon.

I'm kind of right there with those of you who say they feel unspiritual and/or disconnected today or this week. It's hard to meditate or take good care of yourself when all you want to do is punch a wall! :angry: But like I said before, that's one time when we need to do those things most. So I'm sending you all :heart: and :angel:

P.S. Sorry... venting rant warning.... I always wonder how we're supposed to take it ("you create your own reality", "you get IN what you give OUT", "ask and you shall receive", "The Secret", etc) when we are totally positive and happy and feel we're doing what we're supposed to do and just gushing love and positivity into a project (of any kind) and then it turns out to be our unexpected downfall in the end. It's like if you start a business with total joy, just knowing for certain that it's going to work out, trusting that the Universe shall provide, you do all the hard work and pour your heart into it, never doubting a thing and then something outside your control goes catastrophically wrong and destroys everything. Just using that scenario as a example because it happens to people everyday. I mean, how do you take that? I don't buy that it's still all your fault. I mean, think about Michael... joy in motion, wanting to give all the love to children, to the world... and then ... you know what happened. That's an extreme case. How do we take that? Over the years the only answer I can come up with is that it's some lesson, some tribulation you and the universe have set up for yourself on purpose that will somehow improve your soul growth or help others in the long run. You can't learn the tough stuff in a state of continual bliss... hardship teaches you the most? This too shall pass? Maybe the lesson is that you're NOT in as much control as you believe. Maybe the lesson is that you ARE, but you apparently still completely suck at the creation end of reality :lol:, like the "monster from the id" is still in control. Maybe the lesson is to survive with love still inside, despite getting screwed by circumstance or mean people who suck. Or at least, that's what I always tell myself ;) I don't blame a deity for smiting me or whatnot. I guess I always believe it's some stupid plan. Hope I'm right in the end, or some sh*t's going DOWN on the other side when I get there:lmao: *just kidding*
 
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P.S. Sorry... venting rant warning.... I always wonder how we're supposed to take it ("you create your own reality", "you get IN what you give OUT", "ask and you shall receive", "The Secret", etc) when we are totally positive and happy and feel we're doing what we're supposed to do and just gushing love and positivity into a project (of any kind) and then it turns out to be our unexpected downfall in the end. It's like if you start a business with total joy, just knowing for certain that it's going to work out, trusting that the Universe shall provide, you do all the hard work and pour your heart into it, never doubting a thing and then something outside your control goes catastrophically wrong and destroys everything. Just using that scenario as a example because it happens to people everyday. I mean, how do you take that? I don't buy that it's still all your fault. I mean, think about Michael... joy in motion, wanting to give all the love to children, to the world... and then ... you know what happened. That's an extreme case. How do we take that? Over the years the only answer I can come up with is that it's some lesson, some tribulation you and the universe have set up for yourself on purpose that will somehow improve your soul growth or help others in the long run. You can't learn the tough stuff in a state of continual bliss... hardship teaches you the most? This too shall pass? Maybe the lesson is that you're NOT in as much control as you believe. Maybe the lesson is that you ARE, but you apparently still completely suck at the creation end of reality :lol:, like the "monster from the id" is still in control. Maybe the lesson is to survive with love still inside, despite getting screwed by circumstance or mean people who suck. Or at least, that's what I always tell myself...
Interesting, I was thinking about that just today....these moments when everything fails can truly get you down on such a level that you think nothing will ever get you out of that deep negative hole again. Pretty scary. :mello:

I've had enough of those fails (harsh and wrong word I guess, but yeah) myself, and I think it depends on the kind of person as well....for me; I'm SO passionate about everything I do, that it all comes back 10 times as hard at me when it fails to work out. This might be the exact thing for Michael too, he wanted it SO bad, he could cross his own borders to get there and so he got himself at a very vulnerable position too. Once you want to stand out or do something important, you go ahead of 'normal standards'. I personally feel this has much of an influence by human, because standards have always been set by human and never by nature, otherwise you wouldn't feel this 'need to do this'....nature makes you feel that way, and now it's up to you if you take that chance and get something out of it, and in that way also risk to get torned down. (Funny, I wrote a poem on how I feel about these kind of things just 2 days ago! :) )

It's like some sort of positive-negative attraction...the harder you try or want, the harder it might get back at you and will get you down. But on the other hand, it won't necessarily have to be positive-negative...there's ENOUGH that can turn out positive-positive as well, it just depends on what life might have planned for you and what lessons you can learn. Sometimes bad things are needed to be able to see the positive in it. The times that failed for me, have been extremely full of learning processes, and actually...I wouldn't want to have missed out on those, in the end. 'Everything happens for a reason'.....?
 
Neeve: That must have have been heartbreaking to feel the happiness, but then the sadness when you realised what was going to happen. :cry:

Hey to everyone, hope you're all ok. :heart:

Thanks hun, yeah it was bad......but I'm ok now. Hope you're doing ok too. :wub:

^ Ah, Neeve, that is a terrible dream :( :hug: I had a similar one a couple of months ago, that he was somehow alive but then was going to die soon.

I'm kind of right there with those of you who say they feel unspiritual and/or disconnected today or this week. It's hard to meditate or take good care of yourself when all you want to do is punch a wall! :angry: But like I said before, that's one time when we need to do those things most. So I'm sending you all :heart: and :angel:

P.S. Sorry... venting rant warning.... I always wonder how we're supposed to take it ("you create your own reality", "you get IN what you give OUT", "ask and you shall receive", "The Secret", etc) when we are totally positive and happy and feel we're doing what we're supposed to do and just gushing love and positivity into a project (of any kind) and then it turns out to be our unexpected downfall in the end. It's like if you start a business with total joy, just knowing for certain that it's going to work out, trusting that the Universe shall provide, you do all the hard work and pour your heart into it, never doubting a thing and then something outside your control goes catastrophically wrong and destroys everything. Just using that scenario as a example because it happens to people everyday. I mean, how do you take that? I don't buy that it's still all your fault. I mean, think about Michael... joy in motion, wanting to give all the love to children, to the world... and then ... you know what happened. That's an extreme case. How do we take that? Over the years the only answer I can come up with is that it's some lesson, some tribulation you and the universe have set up for yourself on purpose that will somehow improve your soul growth or help others in the long run. You can't learn the tough stuff in a state of continual bliss... hardship teaches you the most? This too shall pass? Maybe the lesson is that you're NOT in as much control as you believe. Maybe the lesson is that you ARE, but you apparently still completely suck at the creation end of reality :lol:, like the "monster from the id" is still in control. Maybe the lesson is to survive with love still inside, despite getting screwed by circumstance or mean people who suck. Or at least, that's what I always tell myself ;) I don't blame a deity for smiting me or whatnot. I guess I always believe it's some stupid plan. Hope I'm right in the end, or some sh*t's going DOWN on the other side when I get there:lmao: *just kidding*

I think about this a lot too, I don't get it. I think you make a good point though, that maybe we're never going to learn anything unless we have to fight or overcome difficulties. I think that's true, and I think it'd be logical for you/the universe to decide that you need to get through some suffering in order to learn. But then yes, you see someone like Michael who was so pure and only gave love, and that's what happened....it doesn't seem to make any sense. Maybe it's simply one of the side-effects of the fact that people have free will? People chose to respond to him like that, and it says more about them than him, but still, he's the one who suffered. I don't understand it either. We can try to explain why people reacted like that (their own fears, etc) but to me, it still doesn't make it ok that he had to deal with that.

Interesting, I was thinking about that just today....these moments when everything fails can truly get you down on such a level that you think nothing will ever get you out of that deep negative hole again. Pretty scary. :mello:

I've had enough of those fails (harsh and wrong word I guess, but yeah) myself, and I think it depends on the kind of person as well....for me; I'm SO passionate about everything I do, that it all comes back 10 times as hard at me when it fails to work out. This might be the exact thing for Michael too, he wanted it SO bad, he could cross his own borders to get there and so he got himself at a very vulnerable position too. Once you want to stand out or do something important, you go ahead of 'normal standards'. I personally feel this has much of an influence by human, because standards have always been set by human and never by nature, otherwise you wouldn't feel this 'need to do this'....nature makes you feel that way, and now it's up to you if you take that chance and get something out of it, and in that way also risk to get torned down. (Funny, I wrote a poem on how I feel about these kind of things just 2 days ago! :) )

It's like some sort of positive-negative attraction...the harder you try or want, the harder it might get back at you and will get you down. But on the other hand, it won't necessarily have to be positive-negative...there's ENOUGH that can turn out positive-positive as well, it just depends on what life might have planned for you and what lessons you can learn. Sometimes bad things are needed to be able to see the positive in it. The times that failed for me, have been extremely full of learning processes, and actually...I wouldn't want to have missed out on those, in the end. 'Everything happens for a reason'.....?

You're right...the more you want something, the more painful it is when you don't get it. There are a lot of lessons to be learned. And when Michael was talking about his childhood, he always said that he wouldn't change it, becuase it made him who he was. BUT, I imagine that all the allegations, he would have done anything to change that. I can't imagine that pain, and I still don't see why he had to go through it....
 
You're right...the more you want something, the more painful it is when you don't get it. There are a lot of lessons to be learned. And when Michael was talking about his childhood, he always said that he wouldn't change it, becuase it made him who he was. BUT, I imagine that all the allegations, he would have done anything to change that. I can't imagine that pain, and I still don't see why he had to go through it....
True, that's an example of that positive-negative that I meant...once you stick out from the rest, they will get at you. Will never EVER understand why people had to do such a horrible thing to him though. It's beyond words even, how awful that was. :(

But I guess some things will just never be understandable when there's evil having to do with it. It's sad and confusing to see that people are easier going along with evil things than things about love...but that's often been the case, and that's why people like Michael fought for a change so hard.
 
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I think that plane crash dream I had was like to show me that I´m losing control of my life now,like mjbunny said... Because everything seems to go down for me :cry: I have failed so many times after that dream, and I have been crying so much ... I really hope that this is isn´t for a long time :( And I have been missing Michael so much too ...:heart:

:better: I feel you. It's hard to pick yourself up sometimes. I'm sorry everything seems to be going in a downward spiral for you. I can relate. I feel like I can't do anything right. :( When you think you're getting back on the right track..someone always knocks you back down again. I hope you find some comfort here and know that we are here. I miss Michael too... it's so difficult!:cry: Big hugs to you.

Hello mjbunny, amygrace, souldreamer, danceofzenab, neeve, and mrs.music. Wishing you all well! I have next week off, so I'll be able to participate more then.. hope you all are well. If I forgot anyone else.. I sorry..and I love you too. :)

I tried meditating to that Theta wave thing you all were chatting about. It did help me relax a little better, but still no great experiences. It's getting really frustrating! Am I doing something wrong? I still can't connect like you guys can:(. I want to have good feelings and experiences..and to just be peaceful...
 
Michael was in my dream last night briefly

I was at some harbor. There was a little boy there who wanted to ask Blanket a question. Michael agreed to this and I saw him walking out with his kids. I was just standing off to the side watching. I was worried there were going to be paparazzi everywhere, him being out in the open like that, but there weren't. Michael had short hair like from the HIStory era and he was just looking down at his feet as he walked. Prince and Blanket were at his side, but instead of Paris there was this lanky boy with long, red curly hair with them. They stopped in front of the boy and Prince spoke. His voice was cracking. I can't remember what he said. Blanket spoke too I think, but I don't remember what he said either. Then Joe popped up out of nowhere and he looked really emotional.

In another dream I was at some small awards ceremony in a theater. I was sitting in the back and Joe was sitting in the front. Joe stood up and he was angry because the Jacksons Family Dynasty show didn't win any awards. “Who's in charge here?” He said. A black man off to the left stood up, raised his hand, and said “I am.” I think Joe seemed kind of surprised or something, like he knew the guy. He was told the reason why the show didn't win any awards, but I don't remember what that was.

I also had a dream with Madonna in it. The whole dream I was thinking of Michael and how those two never got along, so I was feeling like Michael and getting annoyed with Madonna too lol.
 
I had deep dream about Michael's children last night, something serious, but after woke up at night, couldn't remember details :(

The other dream was vivid and it was with ugly creature - sneddon :censored:
And this dream I remember, how unfair!
( like I has been somewhere in his office? There were sneddon and other white guy. Don't know what they wanted from me, tried to make problems for me, but couldn't do much? I felt like I can leave and go away. I said: ''and now I can go?''
I remember sneddon's face so vividly, his voice... But he didn't want it like that. He said: ''and one more thing''.. He went close to me, wrote something on paper and gave to me, and said that I need to give/donate blood, 1 Litre, each tenth day, nine times ( ain't it too much? wondering what those numbers could mean ). And like after that will be free from them?
I took that paper? I walked out from there, goin' home.. crossed the road, went up stairs there.. walked and thought with such a pleasure I would spit into sneddon's face or would do something awful to him... but it's not good. I had an image of Michael in my mind.. I thought about everything they had done to him. Sucked out all his blood. I thought ''and now they're goin' to do it to me, too''... I walked and thought of it all... )

other dream was about Karen F and Michael Lee Bush....

I wish I would dream of Michael....... Guess he is busy somewhere... :(
 
:better: I feel you. It's hard to pick yourself up sometimes. I'm sorry everything seems to be going in a downward spiral for you. I can relate. I feel like I can't do anything right. :( When you think you're getting back on the right track..someone always knocks you back down again. I hope you find some comfort here and know that we are here. I miss Michael too... it's so difficult!:cry: Big hugs to you.

Hello mjbunny, amygrace, souldreamer, danceofzenab, neeve, and mrs.music. Wishing you all well! I have next week off, so I'll be able to participate more then.. hope you all are well. If I forgot anyone else.. I sorry..and I love you too. :)

I tried meditating to that Theta wave thing you all were chatting about. It did help me relax a little better, but still no great experiences. It's getting really frustrating! Am I doing something wrong? I still can't connect like you guys can:(. I want to have good feelings and experiences..and to just be peaceful...

awwwh thanks hun, love you too! I heart this thread :)

Try not to worry too much...you're probaby connecting more than you realise. I always feel like I have connected although I don't have any vivid images to share like other people on here, but I bet that'll come with practice. I also think that just relaxing and trusting that you really are connecting, will help you. I try to do that. After all, perception is how we create our reality, right?

Love to all
xxx
 
Well, I don't know what's up, but I was sitting there on the couch just now watching 'Aliens' on Film4 (of all things, lol) and just out of the blue I suddenly felt the need to look over to my MJ poster and it's like his eyes looked so alive. And then I just felt overwhelmed with this "Oh, Michael" :wub: feeling (I haven't felt this much the last couple of days ... just crabby and lost in my own little problems) and then... zappity zap... feelings through my spine and shoulder, feeling of a presence, slight breeze sensation on my right hand, etc. I could just see him in my mind quite strongly, just smiling. Ummm, hi :) :heart: I feel like a dummy... was there a message accompanying that and I didn't 'get' it? :lol: I feel different now than I did just 15 minutes ago. What an odd evening. Did I just imagine that? Why would I have? What's up? I was watching people getting attacked by aliens, so not exactly in some kind of spiritual zone ;)
 
Hey guys!

Oy...I am behind in here! Yesterday and today I've been very disconnected so I haven't been on here. I'm in one of those bouts where I feel numb about Michael too so I don't feel sad about being disconnected. I think I get this 'numb' feeling when I am making an energetic shift and need to focus on personal matters. Like last night, I had the most wonderful dream about my ex - where we totally resolved some stuff and were just honest with eachother. I've wanted that for SO long...and I believe it really happened on a soul level last night. I feel so much more at peace with myself now. I've kind of been processing all that and just feeling like my energy is moving up overall.

Anyway, I just read up on everyone's posts but my brain isn't in the proper place to do the whole quote thing right now...lol. But I'm sendin' out a major love to all of you!!! :huggy:

Oh - I have to quote this though, 'cause mjbunny - I think you have this part completely right...
the only answer I can come up with is that it's some lesson, some tribulation you and the universe have set up for yourself on purpose that will somehow improve your soul growth or help others in the long run.
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Interesting that a couple people had dreams about Michael's children. A friend of mine dreamed about them last night too.

I'd like to read through all the new posts properly, but I've got to run! Going to have drinks with some friends.

My love to everyone :heart:
 
And then I just felt overwhelmed with this "Oh, Michael" :wub: feeling (I haven't felt this much the last couple of days ... just crabby and lost in my own little problems) and then... zappity zap... feelings through my spine and shoulder, feeling of a presence, slight breeze sensation on my right hand, etc. I could just see him in my mind quite strongly, just smiling.
Aw, so cool! :angel:

souldreamer7 - thanks for sharing that info. I signed the card...and I looked over a few of the pages that others had written, and I'm sitting here just thinking wow...the power of Michael. He has created the most awesomely loving fanbase ever. We care so much about each other - even if we don't really "know" one another. I'm so glad to be part of this 'family'. :wub:

Love love love to everyone!
 
@ Everyone here. Big :huggy: ..I really enjoy All of your posts.

@amygrace No problem. Thanks so much for signing. I know it will mean alot to her*
If you guys can pass the link* along to others here @ MJJC,by the 19th.
Sign Card Here
Also Thanks to *MJstarlight who made this card possible :group:

Keep the posts coming about all the dreams & expereinces.
:wub:
souldreamer7
 
Hi everyone :hi: Sorry I havent posted here in a while. I havent had much too report lately though. I've been feeling numb and depressed alot :( I've been having some recurrent dreams about my ex alot still as well and I really wish it was Michael instead bc its getting a little creepy lol. We broke up a year ago on really bad terms and sometimes I get these dreams where we are together still. I have tried to make peace with him in dream but the vision keeps coming back. Dreams can be quite strange sometimes, I mean you never know what you will dream of. Im thinking alot of it has to do with repressed thoughts though. I know after June 25th I had constant MJ dreams for about a month. but now :cry: He feels so far away to me now and im still having a hard time adjusting still, I believe he can still connect with us some days in certain ways and I do feel him in our hearts. Im so glad we have this thread bc we are all connected in a special way. I always love reading these experiences. It makes me so happy if someone reports they see Michael in a dream or something really cool has happened, it gives me alot of hope, and makes me think alot about what it really is like "on the other side". :flowers:

btw thanks everyone for signing the card! I really hope it cheers Ashley up :)

l.o.v.e to all
 
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Hi everyone :hi: Sorry I havent posted here in a while. I havent had much too report lately though. I've been feeling numb and depressed alot :( I've been having some recurrent dreams about my ex alot still as well and I really wish it was Michael instead bc its getting a little creepy lol. We broke up a year ago on really bad terms and sometimes I get these dreams where we are together still. I have tried to make peace with him in dream but the vision keeps coming back. Dreams can be quite strange sometimes, I mean you never know what you will dream of. Im thinking alot of it has to do with repressed thoughts though. I know after June 25th I had constant MJ dreams for about a month. but now :cry: He feels so far away to me now and im still having a hard time adjusting still, I believe he can still connect with us some days in certain ways and I do feel him in our hearts. Im so glad we have this thread bc we are all connected in a special way. I always love reading these experiences. It makes me so happy if someone reports they see Michael in a dream or something really cool has happened, it gives me alot of hope, and makes me think alot about what it really is like "on the other side". :flowers:

btw thanks everyone for signing the card! I really hope it cheers Ashley up :)

l.o.v.e to all

I consider you lucky starlight. Because during the entire Summer and in to early to mid Fall I had constant dreams about Michael. And because of those constant dreams I had really bad insomnia. Because a lot of those times those dreams were usually nightmares. 2 of those nightmares had cause me to wake up crying and shaking horribly. Now I hardly dream about Michael anymore. And now I wish I would go back to dreaming about him.
 
I had deep dream about Michael's children last night, something serious, but after woke up at night, couldn't remember details :(

The other dream was vivid and it was with ugly creature - sneddon :censored:
And this dream I remember, how unfair!
( like I has been somewhere in his office? There were sneddon and other white guy. Don't know what they wanted from me, tried to make problems for me, but couldn't do much? I felt like I can leave and go away. I said: ''and now I can go?''
I remember sneddon's face so vividly, his voice... But he didn't want it like that. He said: ''and one more thing''.. He went close to me, wrote something on paper and gave to me, and said that I need to give/donate blood, 1 Litre, each tenth day, nine times ( ain't it too much? wondering what those numbers could mean ). And like after that will be free from them?
I took that paper? I walked out from there, goin' home.. crossed the road, went up stairs there.. walked and thought with such a pleasure I would spit into sneddon's face or would do something awful to him... but it's not good. I had an image of Michael in my mind.. I thought about everything they had done to him. Sucked out all his blood. I thought ''and now they're goin' to do it to me, too''... I walked and thought of it all... )

other dream was about Karen F and Michael Lee Bush....

I wish I would dream of Michael....... Guess he is busy somewhere... :(


If sneddon came in my dream....i would have slapped him silly! :ph34r:
 
:better: I feel you. It's hard to pick yourself up sometimes. I'm sorry everything seems to be going in a downward spiral for you. I can relate. I feel like I can't do anything right. :( When you think you're getting back on the right track..someone always knocks you back down again. I hope you find some comfort here and know that we are here. I miss Michael too... it's so difficult!:cry: Big hugs to you.

Hello mjbunny, amygrace, souldreamer, danceofzenab, neeve, and mrs.music. Wishing you all well! I have next week off, so I'll be able to participate more then.. hope you all are well. If I forgot anyone else.. I sorry..and I love you too. :)

I tried meditating to that Theta wave thing you all were chatting about. It did help me relax a little better, but still no great experiences. It's getting really frustrating! Am I doing something wrong? I still can't connect like you guys can:(. I want to have good feelings and experiences..and to just be peaceful...

Ooh cyberjackson :hug: That's exactly how I feel ... Of course , I always find comfort here because you guys are here :heart: :hug: You are so understanding.. L.O.V.E :heart: Big huugs to you too :huggy:
 
I've been having some recurrent dreams about my ex alot still as well and I really wish it was Michael instead bc its getting a little creepy lol. We broke up a year ago on really bad terms and sometimes I get these dreams where we are together still. I have tried to make peace with him in dream but the vision keeps coming back.
I often have creepy dreams with my ex too! (not the one I was recently talking about who is my daughter's father - but the last shmuck I dated)...and in most of those dreams, he is trying to kill me. It really bugs me because I don't want to even think about him let alone dream of him...I'd much rather dream of Michael...and I think about Michael all the time!!! So what gives??

I know after June 25th I had constant MJ dreams for about a month. but now :cry: He feels so far away to me now and im still having a hard time adjusting still, I believe he can still connect with us some days in certain ways and I do feel him in our hearts. Im so glad we have this thread bc we are all connected in a special way. I always love reading these experiences. It makes me so happy if someone reports they see Michael in a dream or something really cool has happened, it gives me alot of hope, and makes me think alot about what it really is like "on the other side". :flowers:
I dreamt of Michael constantly for about a month long after he died too. Hardly ever anymore. Sorry he feels so far away to you. :better: I sometimes get that feeling...but most of the time I feel like he's around. I mean, it's not often I feel him personally near me...but most of the time I feel him near the Earth, I guess. This thread certainly helps, hearing everyone's experiences. Hope you get your own special personal experience again soon. :huggy:

Wishing everyone a wonderful day! :heart:
 
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