Uh-oh...I've just drunk like 3 cups of tea. :lol: But I just pee'd so I hope I can hold it 'til I'm done meditating. Hahahahaha. What a convo.Drinking a whole pot of green tea right now. It has theanine (relaxes the mind) and caffeine (keeps one awake), so hopefully I won't drift off to sleep in half an hour and can focus. Or have to pee five minutes into it, lol. I always say... tea rhymes with pee! Nevermind, TMI, lol.
My heart is beating fast :lol:
Not long to goooo
Haha same, I've got butterflies as well. :lol:
Had a pretty weird one this time....can't really explain what it was...sort of like a story I was telling myself but in this future time. I walked inside a ranch (pretty sure it was Neverland) and saw a circus, lots of yellow stripes and red details, sun was shining, lots of people around and then I saw Michael welcoming me. I continued telling myself that story of what was happening, like it was some sort of fairytale. Walked around here and there, seeing people that were great in the past...Elvis, Marilyn Monroe, a lot of kids, Elizabeth Taylor, and a few others that I can't remember. Then I asked Michael what I was doing there, he said that everyone is celebrating being in heaven.:mello:
So I asked...why am I in heaven? He said 'you've passed', I asked 'what year did I die?!', he said '2034'. And that's when I freaked out a little and got a bit out of the meditation. He couldn't tell me why or how I died and so I walked on, he was holding my hand and showed me around. I asked him if he remembered his passing and if he knew how I felt..he knew all of it and he said that time didn't matter, he still felt everything, all the love he ever felt. He tried to comfort me and told me I would love it in that place. I hold his other hand and then I just kissed him on the mouth. LOL...felt so vivid. But the atmosphere was so...like it was in the 50's or something....very powerful colours, sky very blue, lots of moving from birds, a river, trees, wind. Saw no one of you guys around though, I asked people if they knew where you guys where but there was no one around I knew like I know now.
But then my laptop got in sleeping mode so it was buzzing and that 'woke me up'.:scratch:
Yet I still don't know if this is really meditating or just my oversensitive imagination....though it's coming all in like...too fast for my mind to come up with it, so that it must've been something. When I started it I sat like Michael sits in that picture of Scream and hold my hands the same way...thought it might be interesting hahaha, just tried it out. My hands got really hot though! Other thing is that - again - he looked like in Remember The Time. Now I'm beginning to think if that 'Remember The Time' is like a strange coincidence or sth. :lol:
But okay - long enough now. Curious what you guys had!
by Mrs. MusicI hold his other hand and then I just kissed him on the mouth.
:lol the fact FunkeyJay saw Mrs.Music kiss MJ.
That's so cool.
It's cool a lot of people mention sitting in a circle. After we had all greeted each other, I saw us all sitting in a circle, with Michael in the middle. :wub:
I wonder if it was Heal the World? Do you remember at all? At one point we sang a bit of that in mine. For me it was in the cafeteria before we flew up into the sky like Peter Pan, lol. But well, meadow, Neverland, field... maybe the location doesn't matter because it's influenced by our thoughts, but what happened is the important part. I remember last month amygrace and I both saw us all in a circle with a spot in the circle for Michael. For her it was in a meadow, for me in a nondescript white room. But otherwise same type of experienceI just remembered something, before we sat down. And before MJ actually came, we were holding hands, starting to build a circle and singing and then in the next moment Michael was with us inside the circle, then leading us, still holding hands and then we sat down, like I wrote it in my previous post
When I arrived at the "cafeteria" he was sitting there alone like he was waiting for us, lol. And when I said that we didn't plan/expect to come to him, he said like, "There's not a better time, right?" So in some weird way it felt like "ok, I'll meet you all there". But I don't want that to set up an expectation for the future, you know. Like we all say "let's go see Michael again" and then what if we don't or try too hard? I think it's best we consider this practice, learning... to better meditation skills, like that. So I just take it as a wonderful surprise if MJ is there :wub: And it was all rather loving and calm. Last time we seemed more excitable, lol.But still, it's all so amazing. I wonder if Michael actually sets aside time for this and joins us, I mean, going by all your experiences it seems like a definite possibility. My arm is still very hot, where I felt that electric shock thing, just fyi.