Mrs. Music said:Even after half a year.....it's still awkward to think I have a lifetime ahead without him really physically around.....that's soooo odd.
I completely feel you on all of this. Same for me. (sigh)I've been feeling pretty meh lately... 2010 is not off to a good start for me lol I just gotta reorganize a lot of things in my life and just, well, try to find my way... To be honest, I'm feeling completely lost & useless these days. But oh well, it'll get better, hopefully...
Hey guys...just wanted to also say that I just posted that song I talked about awhile back...that I felt inspired with and wrote about Michael. It's interesting too, not only how the song came to me one night but how every time I seem to bring it up I get that shaky energy thing rush through my legs that I also mentioned before. When I was making the post about the song my legs started to do that.
Anyway, I'd love for you guys to listen and tell me what you think! It's a super rough recording...gah. I realized it's gonna take forever for me to get it recorded how I want in the studio so I just figured I'd get this version out... I really wanted it out already.
The post is here: http://www.mjjcommunity.com/forum/showthread.php?t=85104
Awww...so adorable Amy, love the song and good lyrics! I've been writing songs/poems lately as well, about Michael, and I also sing but can't play guitar or anything and I'm so afraid to just put a vid or recording out there. Too shy for that, right now. :blush:Hey guys...just wanted to also say that I just posted that song I talked about awhile back...that I felt inspired with and wrote about Michael. It's interesting too, not only how the song came to me one night but how every time I seem to bring it up I get that shaky energy thing rush through my legs that I also mentioned before. When I was making the post about the song my legs started to do that.
Anyway, I'd love for you guys to listen and tell me what you think! It's a super rough recording...gah. I realized it's gonna take forever for me to get it recorded how I want in the studio so I just figured I'd get this version out... I really wanted it out already.
The post is here: http://www.mjjcommunity.com/forum/showthread.php?t=85104
Hey guys...just wanted to also say that I just posted that song I talked about awhile back...that I felt inspired with and wrote about Michael. It's interesting too, not only how the song came to me one night but how every time I seem to bring it up I get that shaky energy thing rush through my legs that I also mentioned before. When I was making the post about the song my legs started to do that.
Anyway, I'd love for you guys to listen and tell me what you think! It's a super rough recording...gah. I realized it's gonna take forever for me to get it recorded how I want in the studio so I just figured I'd get this version out... I really wanted it out already.
The post is here: http://www.mjjcommunity.com/forum/showthread.php?t=85104
Already overcome my fear a bit to sing in front of other people and actually...having my first 'real gig' next week, haha! Eek!
Seems like such big steps I still need to take, but I'll get there...Michael('s death) only made me want to do this more.
So good for you! Keep it up, gurl!
Hey guys...just wanted to also say that I just posted that song I talked about awhile back...that I felt inspired with and wrote about Michael. It's interesting too, not only how the song came to me one night but how every time I seem to bring it up I get that shaky energy thing rush through my legs that I also mentioned before. When I was making the post about the song my legs started to do that.
Anyway, I'd love for you guys to listen and tell me what you think! It's a super rough recording...gah. I realized it's gonna take forever for me to get it recorded how I want in the studio so I just figured I'd get this version out... I really wanted it out already.
The post is here: http://www.mjjcommunity.com/forum/showthread.php?t=85104
Aw gee, thank you girl!Tinkerbell2 said:Amy, I LOVE it and I LOVE your voice ! You're very talented! When I grow up I want to be like you
Thank you Bianca! And wow...your first gig next week? That's so cool, good luck! God I'd be so nervous...I'm much too shy for that kind of thing right now. I mean it's different posting videos on YouTube...'cause you're just singing in front of a camera, and you can do as many takes as you need. But a live gig...I couldn't do. I don't really think I'm THAT good of a singer to do that kind of thing either...so YouTube is just fine for me. lol.Mrs. Music said:Awww...so adorable Amy, love the song and good lyrics! I've been writing songs/poems lately as well, about Michael, and I also sing but can't play guitar or anything and I'm so afraid to just put a vid or recording out there. Too shy for that, right now.
Already overcome my fear a bit to sing in front of other people and actually...having my first 'real gig' next week, haha! Eek!
Seems like such big steps I still need to take, but I'll get there...Michael('s death) only made me want to do this more.
So good for you! Keep it up, gurl!
Aw Kira...how sweet are you! Thank you so much for such wonderful compliments...that really made my morning. Thank you! :huggy:Kira said:Wow, Amy, that was absolutely beautiful!! Seriously, brought tears to my eyes. The lyrics really touched me. And you've got such a beautiful voice!! Keep it up!! Everything just fell into place. Truly beautiful and fitting. Thank you so much!
BTW I know you haven't been feeling too good lately but girl, I just wanted to tell you, look how talented you are! You've got a beautiful voice, you've got charisma, you can write... I believe you'll be able to achieve anything you want in life. Believe in yourself girl, really!!
Not to mention I wish I looked half as good as you do, lol! Seriously, you got so much going on for yourself, you don't realize it
Thanks dahling!Flor said:Wow Amy!You have a gift there What a beautiful voice ! And the lyrics great too !
I just go as long as it feels comfortable. Last time I think I did it for 15 minutes...some others only did it for 5...just whenever you feel like stopping, stop.just wondering, how long do you guys normally do the meditation for?
Aww thanks Kira! I'm gonna need that, hahah. Hope I'll do fine...it's not much really but still...first gig ever so yeah, eek! :lol:Ooooh that's so great, Mrs Music!! Good for you!! And best of luck for your gig Please let us know how it went! No doubt you'll kick ass!
Wow, so many stars in the making here, awesome
Ooh me too, but luckily it's with more people around me so that's comforting. I (think I) love being on stage but for just a few people freaks me out! :swoon: So rather stand in front of a lot people than just a hand full, haha. It's more like that personal confrontation what you have then...same sort of thing you get when placing a vid on YouTube..you're gonna get comments very directly and that's what's making me scared to do so.:scratch:Thank you Bianca! And wow...your first gig next week? That's so cool, good luck! God I'd be so nervous...I'm much too shy for that kind of thing right now. I mean it's different posting videos on YouTube...'cause you're just singing in front of a camera, and you can do as many takes as you need. But a live gig...I couldn't do. I don't really think I'm THAT good of a singer to do that kind of thing either...so YouTube is just fine for me. lol.
Oh! and I had a dream about Michael last night! Or rather, early this morning. Anyway, I was dreaming that I was leaving a voice message on my phone for Michael. It was kind of like a "fan mail" thing...but on the phone. Anyway, not long after I left the message, Michael himself called me back thanking me for it! It was the most wonderful feeling hearing his voice on the other end of the line, and I just kept thinking what an incredibly caring and loving person he is...to PERSONALLY answer his fans like that. :heart: After waking up...I realize this was totally an example of how we ask for him now, or send him messages through prayer, and that yes he does receive them and yes he comes to us personally. I think the dream may have actually been real too, like it wasn't just me dreaming about him on the phone but he really was there in the dream.
I'm SO happy to have gotten this. Before I went to bed, (as I almost always do...) I asked my guides to let me dream of something that would give me insight or answers to something I needed. And there ya have it.
I know what you mean...I was nervous posting my first vid on YouTube because as I've surfed around there I've seen so many people leave rude comments on vids for no reason. But I figure I'm not gonna let any negative people ruin it for me...and I'm tough, so I just post what I want to!...YouTube..you're gonna get comments very directly and that's what's making me scared to do so.:scratch:
Keep us posted on how it goes!Ah well, I think once I'm up there on stage and the music starting etc...it'll work out and I'll be feeling it!
Well thanks darlin'Don't say you're not having a good voice to do sth like that, silly girl, you're awesome! unk:
Yeah I've heard dreaming of a phone or internet or any kind of "connection" is symbolism for real contact. Whether it was "real" or not though...I'm just happy to have had it! It's been such a long time since I've had Michael in dreamtime.And very interesting dream.....doesn't dreaming about a phone has some sort of meaning for having contact? Used to have dreams a lot about calling and a phone too, tried to search what that might mean....found out a lot of info that it could've been having spiritual contact with that person. Hmm!
Thanks darling!Woo, just read through the new posts in this thread.
amy, your voice is so beautiful. Thanks for sharing & cool dream! To hear his voice like that :wub:
Nice...I love seeing him in that red shirt and fedora. :wub:I swear I saw Michael. He was wearing his usual red shirt, black trousers and a fedora. He had his fedora down, so I couldn't see his eyes. Then it flashed to that scene of him dancing in TII, with the black blazer on, practicing TWYMMF with the keyboard. It's a shame he didn't say anything. I tried to remember if he had said anything but only could remember I saw him.
Hehe...well glad you learned he relaly liked you!...lol.After, one of them said to me, don't worry, he really likes you. I was so relieved to hear that. :lol: So yeah, totally random. :mello::lol:
I had a dream with Michael in last night. It was completely random though. :lol: All I can remember is that I was one of those follower fans, and I was new to the others and I was really worried they wouldn't like me. :lol: Anyway, the other fans took me to meet Michael at what looked like Neverland, but I don't think it was. :scratch: I remember he looked like he did in TII. After, one of them said to me, don't worry, he really likes you. I was so relieved to hear that. :lol: So yeah, totally random. :mello::lol:
That's the way to go! You're very right. Maybe I'll try something with vids someday soon too, might be interesting, especially for self reflection etc. I'll keep you posted! Thanks!I know what you mean...I was nervous posting my first vid on YouTube because as I've surfed around there I've seen so many people leave rude comments on vids for no reason. But I figure I'm not gonna let any negative people ruin it for me...and I'm tough, so I just post what I want to!
Keep us posted on how it goes!
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Whether it was "real" or not though...I'm just happy to have had it! It's been such a long time since I've had Michael in dreamtime.
Hey guys...just wanted to also say that I just posted that song I talked about awhile back...that I felt inspired with and wrote about Michael. It's interesting too, not only how the song came to me one night but how every time I seem to bring it up I get that shaky energy thing rush through my legs that I also mentioned before. When I was making the post about the song my legs started to do that.
Anyway, I'd love for you guys to listen and tell me what you think! It's a super rough recording...gah. I realized it's gonna take forever for me to get it recorded how I want in the studio so I just figured I'd get this version out... I really wanted it out already.
The post is here: http://www.mjjcommunity.com/forum/showthread.php?t=85104
Oh! and I had a dream about Michael last night! Or rather, early this morning. Anyway, I was dreaming that I was leaving a voice message on my phone for Michael. It was kind of like a "fan mail" thing...but on the phone. Anyway, not long after I left the message, Michael himself called me back thanking me for it! It was the most wonderful feeling hearing his voice on the other end of the line, and I just kept thinking what an incredibly caring and loving person he is...to PERSONALLY answer his fans like that. :heart: After waking up...I realize this was totally an example of how we ask for him now, or send him messages through prayer, and that yes he does receive them and yes he comes to us personally. I think the dream may have actually been real too, like it wasn't just me dreaming about him on the phone but he really was there in the dream.
I fell asleep in the car today and I swear Michael was in my "dream". I use speech marks cos I wasn't really asleep long enough for it to be actual sleep :lol:, just like a dozing state, but I swear I saw Michael. He was wearing his usual red shirt, black trousers and a fedora. He had his fedora down, so I couldn't see his eyes. Then it flashed to that scene of him dancing in TII, with the black blazer on, practicing TWYMMF with the keyboard. It's a shame he didn't say anything. I tried to remember if he had said anything but only could remember I saw him.
I had a dream with Michael in last night. It was completely random though. :lol: All I can remember is that I was one of those follower fans, and I was new to the others and I was really worried they wouldn't like me. :lol: Anyway, the other fans took me to meet Michael at what looked like Neverland, but I don't think it was. :scratch: I remember he looked like he did in TII. After, one of them said to me, don't worry, he really likes you. I was so relieved to hear that. :lol: So yeah, totally random. :mello::lol:
:lol: Yeah, me too. If only I was 15 years younger and 1 ton thinner Don't know if you looked around her youtube channel. If I put a vid up of me dancing, it would be a great comedy hit and that's about it. So Amy, you go gurl unk:Wow, Amy, that was absolutely beautiful!!
Not to mention I wish I looked half as good as you do, lol! Seriously, you got so much going on for yourself, you don't realize it
Last time (which was the only time we did this together) I did it for about 15 to 20 minutes. That's because the images kept coming into my mind. I'm feeling really tired today, so I'm a bit afraid that I'll flake out. If I'm tired and close my eyes I have a hard time focusing. So hopefully I'll make it there. Wherever "there" will be.just wondering, how long do you guys normally do the meditation for?
Oh! and I had a dream about Michael last night! Or rather, early this morning. Anyway, I was dreaming that I was leaving a voice message on my phone for Michael. It was kind of like a "fan mail" thing...but on the phone. Anyway, not long after I left the message, Michael himself called me back thanking me for it! It was the most wonderful feeling hearing his voice on the other end of the line, and I just kept thinking what an incredibly caring and loving person he is...to PERSONALLY answer his fans like that. :heart: After waking up...I realize this was totally an example of how we ask for him now, or send him messages through prayer, and that yes he does receive them and yes he comes to us personally. I think the dream may have actually been real too, like it wasn't just me dreaming about him on the phone but he really was there in the dream.
I'm SO happy to have gotten this. Before I went to bed, (as I almost always do...) I asked my guides to let me dream of something that would give me insight or answers to something I needed. And there ya have it.