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I've been trying to meditate for the past two or three days but my concentration has been crap. I've been getting nothing.
I keep listening to the Another Day snippet over and over. I think the lyrics may feel especially touching for us in this thread, huh?
At night, I pray before I sleep in hope of finding you
I've opened up my heart, I want you to come through...
Oh Michael.... :angel: :heart:
Me too, about the sadness the past couple of weeks. I've cried quite a bit. It's been really difficult. I don't know if it's the holidays or just that I'm still processing the grief. New Year's Eve sucked
I do have to say, though, that lately I have had some occasions when I have felt something when focusing on Michael. The last time I felt the energy/presence sensation I tried to ask if he has anything to say to his 'depressed fans' here on the board (lol - sorry, didn't know how else to put it) and what came into my mind very quickly with kind of the impression that we're all 'in touch' in some fashion and in his voice (or like how I'd imagine it in my mind) "Yes, tell them I love you all very much" and then about how his kids were doing, "I'm with them/see them every day". So... I mean, all I can say is that it seemed real enough to me at the time. Can't prove anything, of course. Just anytime I've felt anything it's tended to be briefer than before, but still nice. This last time I even asked why I can't seem to have any dreams of him anymore... is it just me or what, lol??? I got the impression of a laugh and then the message that we've all been together in dreams lately... just haven't been remembering. Like it's at a certain level of consciousness almost beyond dreams, very deep into sleep, if that makes sense.
I did have an almost dream of Michael this morning. I woke up and didn't want to get up and then started to fall back to sleep and for a brief instance I him, looking like the early 80's around the time Thriller was released. He was wearing a peach-color (pale orange) sweater with pants a similar color. He was just standing there with a bit of a smile. But it was like a still picture or something and lasted only a couple of seconds. Funny, but it still made me feel good when I opened my eyes again. Awww, Michael, I love you, love you, love you. :heart:
And you all heard the new song snippet, Another Day? Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I like that I can still feel sooo excited at first, like a kid in a candy store.:wild: Then I hear his voice... omg................ Michael :wub::yes::heart: ... Then afterwards, admittedly, I get a bit sad. But I'm trying not to focus on that part today.
I keep listening to it too.. But everytime after i have listened to it I become so sad
Whoaaaa, really???? I want to see if I can find a picture of him wearing something like that, lol. I can't think of any off-hand. I mean, the style of clothing, yes, but not the color (peace/light orange).I kinda had a brief dream about Michael. I'm pretty sure he was wearing about the same clothes you mentioned in your dream. Weird about having all these similar dreams. :bugeyed He was in his early 20s and singing "My Girl." He sounded beautiful. :angel:
Oh yeah I love Another Day. Man that song made my day. Exciting!
darlingdear - well those messages definitely go together I didn't hear (like audibly) a voice either.
amygrace & (was it darlingdear?) - Talked with my mom yesterday (she loved that your dad is a JD sound-alike, btw amy ) and she said that when she did the major love prayer on Christmas she got a massive shot of pain through her head about 5 minutes in. Didn't you two have something like that too?? She said it was like ... wham... kind of front on the right side and then she had a headache afterwards.
Whoaaaa, really???? I want to see if I can find a picture of him wearing something like that, lol. I can't think of any off-hand. I mean, the style of clothing, yes, but not the color (peace/light orange).
The Disney special pic I guess is similar to what I saw in the dream this morning, but I think it was a lighter color and maybe a braided-like texture (like that turquoise one he had a lot of pics taken in). Was the Disney one just like in yours?
These stories are great...I haven"t joined this thread earlier because I thought some of my stories would sound crazy or just something I wanna belive.
I dream about Michael often but I wanted to share something else.....
I listen to MJ-tunes 24/7, especially when I am on the board. Then for some reason, I have to leave the room and do something. The radio stops playing !!!! I come back and after few seconds it starts again on his own. It happened more than once. I became so used to it that I say sometimes ( like a joke ) "oh, Michael.....don"t mess with me..."
That is really strange.Maybe just my wishfull thinking...idk.
Okay I'm shocked here...I just read a Tweet from someone 'I'll always be Peter Pan in my heart.' and was about to close my laptop to go to sleep...and then I saw this thing...the size of a hand, having wings, flying across my room.
Like, literally...it was really fast and I sat there....okay...and then...wtf! It's definitely not a fly or a bird or something....my room is too little for that...it was just VERY vivid 'vision' and it was gone in a sec but I could see it make a turn.
Peter Pan? Flying? Gee...:bugeyed
Okay I'm shocked here...I just read a Tweet from someone 'I'll always be Peter Pan in my heart.' and was about to close my laptop to go to sleep...and then I saw this thing...the size of a hand, having wings, flying across my room.
Like, literally...it was really fast and I sat there....okay...and then...wtf! It's definitely not a fly or a bird or something....my room is too little for that...it was just VERY vivid 'vision' and it was gone in a sec but I could see it make a turn.
Peter Pan? Flying? Gee...:bugeyed
Okay I'm shocked here...I just read a Tweet from someone 'I'll always be Peter Pan in my heart.' and was about to close my laptop to go to sleep...and then I saw this thing...the size of a hand, having wings, flying across my room.
Like, literally...it was really fast and I sat there....okay...and then...wtf! It's definitely not a fly or a bird or something....my room is too little for that...it was just VERY vivid 'vision' and it was gone in a sec but I could see it make a turn.
Peter Pan? Flying? Gee...:bugeyed
Okay I'm shocked here...I just read a Tweet from someone 'I'll always be Peter Pan in my heart.' and was about to close my laptop to go to sleep...and then I saw this thing...the size of a hand, having wings, flying across my room.
Like, literally...it was really fast and I sat there....okay...and then...wtf! It's definitely not a fly or a bird or something....my room is too little for that...it was just VERY vivid 'vision' and it was gone in a sec but I could see it make a turn.
Peter Pan? Flying? Gee...:bugeyed
Okay I'm shocked here...I just read a Tweet from someone 'I'll always be Peter Pan in my heart.' and was about to close my laptop to go to sleep...and then I saw this thing...the size of a hand, having wings, flying across my room.
Like, literally...it was really fast and I sat there....okay...and then...wtf! It's definitely not a fly or a bird or something....my room is too little for that...it was just VERY vivid 'vision' and it was gone in a sec but I could see it make a turn.
Peter Pan? Flying? Gee...:bugeyed
^ Neeve! It's great to see you back! :hug: I know how you feel, I've been feeling really kinda down, although I think that was to do with it being the first Christmas and stuff. I'm feeling quite a bit better now. Anyway, it's really lovely seeing you in the thread again. Take care. :huggy: :heart:
Me too, about the sadness the past couple of weeks. I've cried quite a bit. It's been really difficult. I don't know if it's the holidays or just that I'm still processing the grief. New Year's Eve sucked
I do have to say, though, that lately I have had some occasions when I have felt something when focusing on Michael. The last time I felt the energy/presence sensation I tried to ask if he has anything to say to his 'depressed fans' here on the board (lol - sorry, didn't know how else to put it) and what came into my mind very quickly with kind of the impression that we're all 'in touch' in some fashion and in his voice (or like how I'd imagine it in my mind) "Yes, tell them I love you all very much" and then about how his kids were doing, "I'm with them/see them every day". So... I mean, all I can say is that it seemed real enough to me at the time. Can't prove anything, of course. Just anytime I've felt anything it's tended to be briefer than before, but still nice. This last time I even asked why I can't seem to have any dreams of him anymore... is it just me or what, lol??? I got the impression of a laugh and then the message that we've all been together in dreams lately... just haven't been remembering. Like it's at a certain level of consciousness almost beyond dreams, very deep into sleep, if that makes sense.
I did have an almost dream of Michael this morning. I woke up and didn't want to get up and then started to fall back to sleep and for a brief instance I him, looking like the early 80's around the time Thriller was released. He was wearing a peach-color (pale orange) sweater with pants a similar color. He was just standing there with a bit of a smile. But it was like a still picture or something and lasted only a couple of seconds. Funny, but it still made me feel good when I opened my eyes again. Awww, Michael, I love you, love you, love you. :heart:
And you all heard the new song snippet, Another Day? Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I like that I can still feel sooo excited at first, like a kid in a candy store.:wild: Then I hear his voice... omg................ Michael :wub::yes::heart: ... Then afterwards, admittedly, I get a bit sad. But I'm trying not to focus on that part today.
thanks to you too!:hug: to Neeve.
The first thing with a pic of it I ran into is someone's siggy here on the board (so thanks to orianalee, lol) So it was something more like this, but peach in color with light colored pants that kind of matched:Yeah, I think it was lighter too. I can't quite think of what the turquoise one looked like. Got a picture of that one?
WOW, that is so cool! And OMG, you just totally reminded me of something I had forgotten about! Doh! :doh: A few days ago (I think the night of the 28th or 29th) I stayed up all night and hubby had an odd early shift, so I was alone. I was lying in bed talking to MJ outloud (which I rarely ever did before). It was just starting to get light in the bedroom (8am or something) and I decided to sleep, but I suddenly felt really emotional and closed my eyes and just ... oh... how do I say it... emoted with power from my heart?... "Michael, I LOVE YOU"... just...ohhhhhhh.... into wherever and when I opened my eyes I saw like... someone had just waved their hand in front of my face! Like my vision flickered like someone's hand moved in front of my eyes for a second. I'm not talking about the light in the room flickering, but like something was in front of my eyes blocking my vision completely for a second, like a hand waving over my face. I just smiled then, because I realized there's no 5-inch bug flying around my room in December, lol, so what else could it have been? :wub::angel:Okay I'm shocked here...I just read a Tweet from someone 'I'll always be Peter Pan in my heart.' and was about to close my laptop to go to sleep...and then I saw this thing...the size of a hand, having wings, flying across my room.
Like, literally...it was really fast and I sat there....okay...and then...wtf! It's definitely not a fly or a bird or something....my room is too little for that...it was just VERY vivid 'vision' and it was gone in a sec but I could see it make a turn.
Peter Pan? Flying? Gee...:bugeyed
mjbunny said:amygrace & (was it darlingdear?) - Talked with my mom yesterday (she loved that your dad is a JD sound-alike, btw amy ) and she said that when she did the major love prayer on Christmas she got a massive shot of pain through her head about 5 minutes in. Didn't you two have something like that too?? She said it was like ... wham... kind of front on the right side and then she had a headache afterwards. I had a shot of pain in my chest as the prayer began and then later had a headache with ringing ears for like 8 hours, lol. I wonder what's up with that...?? She doesn't normally meditate or anything, but it quite psychic. It makes me think again about the possibility of energy blocks. I always feel spirits the strongest along my right side, head, shoulder. I read before about a part of the brain near the right ear that seems to facilitate psychic experiences... I wonder if that has something to do with it. Was it on your right side as well?