:xmas1:MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE IN MY FAVORITE THREAD! :angel:
OMG...last night I had a dream about another celebrity dying too. I remember thinking in the dream "oh God...not another one!" When I woke up I felt like it was "one of those dreams" where it was going to come to pass. I can't remember who it was anymore though...I think it was a guy. Whoever it was I hope it doesn't really manifest...
Whoa.
Another dreamless and restless night sleep.
What is going on?
Same here
My eyes are so tired , and I am so tired .. But I can't get some sleep.. I hope nothing bad happens .. Merry Christmas , by the way
Me too! I was sooo exhausted last night that I went to bed
really early, but I woke up literally every hour or so all night, all morning. Ugh. What's up with this? I dreamt about Michael ALL NIGHT. But I don't remember
him being actually
in the dreams, but at points I felt like I was in contact with him somehow. Everyone was talking about Michael in the dreams, I guess. Weird thing, I can't remember what was going on.
One weird thing happened, though. At some point around 6am I was half-awake for a while and had some half-coherant dream in which I suddenly thought of Debussy's Arabesque and it's like the music was alive in the air above me (?) and I wondered how one would dance to this music, how one would move, etc. Then I said in my mind that it's a shame I never got to see
Michael dance to Debussy. Just then... OMG... I 'heard'
Michael's voice say "ha-ha" in a cute little laugh in my ear/head. It sort of jarred me and I thought, "whoa, Michael, you're really there then, huh?
" I woke up more at that point. I was convinced it was Michael for real, at least at that point. Really, the whole night I was in some highly weird states of consciousness.
Whoa, this thread is running fast lately...
Hope everyone is doing well. I just had a kind of breakdown, 'cuz Melania went to Forest Lawn and took cards & ornaments from fans with her (as you might have read) and I just saw my card and ornaments on her pics.
That feels so weird...to know that something you touched travelled such a long way and is now just a few meters away from Michael.
It's almost to much to bare. But I love it, it's the closest I sort of physically got to him so far....
Never thought that he would be...well..gone, I always thought my time would come. *sigh* Just can't understand it.
Anyway, I'm joining the prayer tomorrow....lookin' forward to it.
Wishin you all a Merry Christmas as well! Take care. :hug:
I know. :boohoo:I just wish our cards and stuff would have gotten there in time. We mailed it two weeks ago and seemingly it still hasn't arrived. International mail, man.:no: I had bought this beautiful little handmade angel ornament to send and an identical one for us to keep at home. I kept them together until the last minute and told them they're twins :angel::angel:. I wish mine's twin was there at F.L. tonight. Might it be sadder? Or is it sadder thinking it's lost in the mail or in some giant sorting facility somewhere? I don't know
Update: THEY DID GET THERE! Just a little late. Just got a pm from Melanie w/pics! Ohhhhhh....
I know exactly how you feel honey. I was so sure of meeting Michael that when he died, it confused me so much that it shook my faith in everything else I was sure of. It's okay now, i've handled it. I know he is with us in spirit and is with us individually as well as a group. I'm sure you are just having one of those bad days that we all have with Michael's passing. It'll be alright. *HUGS*
It's been tough this week, for sure. For me too. And I also always believed that someday I'd meet Michael and when that possibillity vanished, yeah, it was like all the faith in what I believed my future was just went poof and has left me off balance. The worst part maybe is that my pendulum had told me many times some years back that I'd meet him in 2009. I wrote it down years ago. I thought, "Agh, that's so long from now!" And so this year I thought... omg, it's 2009! Then...:no: (But
have I met him now? Does he really know me now? I
think so. But it's not exactly the same, at least not down here in this dimension, is it?)
I love you, Michael. Merry Christmas. And to everyone else as well.