Goodnight Michael

Goodnight dearest Michael

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In The Darkness

In the Darkness,
our bodies finally become one.
As I let this...
desire...
Overpower me.
This is more than mere need,
For satisfaction. It's the completion of two souls,
Entwined.

Caress me, so intimately; I almost lose myself.
Gently numb my sadness,
For this last twilight hour.
It's so beautiful, as we move together,
That I cry. Hot tears falling;
Against your bare skin.

Love me, just once more,
In The Darkness.
Before the light, re-awakens our
pain. And our bodies,
are torn -
from one another.
Our souls...forced to bleed...
Once again.
 
Michael, my prince charming, I love you so much, and I wish you were here with me right now. I need to go and get some rest now, my love. I will be thinking of you, and I hope you will be in my dreams. Goodnight, my sweet love. I love you, always and forever!! :heart:
 
You see all of this, don't you?

What can we do to help?
Can we help your sweet 3?

I love you more, Smelly.

Justice for you.
 
Finally Smiles Upon My Face


So much pain inside of me
No where left for it to go
Slowly eating away my soul
Taking everything I know


Life has stolen so much
Everyone I love goes away
Nothing left but my voice
It's being silenced everyday


Just trying to hold onto
Time with loved ones and friends
Find a little happiness
Till it's time for my life's end


Maybe I will find some peace
Shadows chase me through my days
Magical dreams were shattered
Shine your loving light my way


Waiting now to feel your hand
Lift me from this evil place
Wrapped again in loving arms
Finally smiles upon my face
 
Michael, my love, I am not feeling well right now. I am really missing you badly. I think of you all the time and how much I love you. I really wish you were here with me. I hope to have lots of dreams of you tonight my love, so goodnight, and I love you endlessly! :heart:
 
Where Once A Beauty

Where once a beauty did reside
A barren path remains
Frozen fast as love denied
Infused with sad refrains
Upon the brink of cold abyss
Consumed by visions of your kiss
Upon the brink
Upon the brink
Faint echoes of the love I miss

Where once a beauty did reside
Wind carries lonely cries
In darkness I am forced to hide
Turn everything inside
I long for you to rescue me
Embrace this heart and set me free
I long for you
I long for you
Restore the love that used to be

Where once a beauty did reside
Cold fingers tighten fast
With all the bitter tears I've cried
I'm sentenced to the past
Time drifts away, leaves me behind
You turned away, the void assigned
Time drifts away
Time drifts away
In icy tomb I am enshrined

In The Darkness

In the Darkness,
our bodies finally become one.
As I let this...
desire...
Overpower me.
This is more than mere need,
For satisfaction. It's the completion of two souls,
Entwined.

Caress me, so intimately; I almost lose myself.
Gently numb my sadness,
For this last twilight hour.
It's so beautiful, as we move together,
That I cry. Hot tears falling;
Against your bare skin.

Love me, just once more,
In The Darkness.
Before the light, re-awakens our
pain. And our bodies,
are torn -
from one another.
Our souls...forced to bleed...
Once again.

oh my goodness...those....those are the words I have been trying to say trying to get out all this time...and it's just hit me...that is EXACTLY how I feel too...that's me right there.. :cry:

just....thanks for writing this...

especially this, I can relate so much:

"Consumed by visions of your kiss
Upon the brink
Upon the brink
Faint echoes of the love I miss"

and this part:

"Gently numb my sadness,
For this last twilight hour.
It's so beautiful, as we move together,
That I cry. Hot tears falling;
Against your bare skin." :cry: I am honestly overwhelmed...sorry if I am babbling..I just feel so emotional right now... :cry: :huggy: for everyone.
 
In The Darkness

In the Darkness,
our bodies finally become one.
As I let this...
desire...
Overpower me.
This is more than mere need,
For satisfaction. It's the completion of two souls,
Entwined.

Caress me, so intimately; I almost lose myself.
Gently numb my sadness,
For this last twilight hour.
It's so beautiful, as we move together,
That I cry. Hot tears falling;
Against your bare skin.

Love me, just once more,
In The Darkness.
Before the light, re-awakens our
pain. And our bodies,
are torn -
from one another.
Our souls...forced to bleed...
Once again.

I've said it before and I'll say it again; Billie - you're blessed. You put into words so beautifully, the sentiments that are truly wordless. That is a great great gift and I thank you for sharing it with us all. HUGS x
 
oh my goodness...those....those are the words I have been trying to say trying to get out all this time...and it's just hit me...that is EXACTLY how I feel too...that's me right there.. :cry:

just....thanks for writing this...

especially this, I can relate so much:

"Consumed by visions of your kiss
Upon the brink
Upon the brink
Faint echoes of the love I miss"

and this part:

"Gently numb my sadness,
For this last twilight hour.
It's so beautiful, as we move together,
That I cry. Hot tears falling;
Against your bare skin." :cry: I am honestly overwhelmed...sorry if I am babbling..I just feel so emotional right now... :cry: :huggy: for everyone.

I've said it before and I'll say it again; Billie - you're blessed. You put into words so beautifully, the sentiments that are truly wordless. That is a great great gift and I thank you for sharing it with us all. HUGS x

Thank you for the lovely comments... I've been having a really horrible time lately and this really cheered me up ..I really am crying as I type this...thank you. xxxx
 
Forgotten

Forgotten by her friends
Family visits rare anymore
Entombed behind walls
She creates her own world

Swallows pills by day
Sleeping away the hours
Finding him in dreams
His love she devours

Awaking to darkness
Sun long ago set
Killing lonely hours
Trying hard to forget

Sadness looms heavy
upon a broken heart
Rips a empty soul
Fate tore them apart

Now she sits waiting
For the day to come
When once again together
Two lost loves become one
 
Michael, my prince charming, I love you so much, and not a single moment goes by that I don't think of you. I really long for you, Michael, and just want to be in your arms. I need to try and get some rest now, and, like I always say, I will be dreaming of you tonight. Goodnight, my sweet love! :heart:
 
Thank you for the lovely comments... I've been having a really horrible time lately and this really cheered me up ..I really am crying as I type this...thank you. xxxx

you are very welcome :better: ...I was crying so much as I typed last night too :( ...reading those poems hit me like a ton of bricks at a hundred miles an hour :cry: ( but in a good way) ..BAM...you put it into words exactly what is in my mind :heart: I have had dreams.....like...some parts of your peom happened in my dreams.. :cry:

Please continue to write, that is a gift you have :heart: :huggy:
 
I imagine You in heaven.
In my mind, the people there are those
you knew and loved in life.

I imagine You smiling, in tears,
hugging your Grandparents, James Brown, Jackie Wilson,
Fred Astaire, Sammy Davis, Jr., Mrs. Fine, and many others.

You get a glimpse through the crowd of a handsome man,
and weave through to get close to him.
You and He stand staring at each other,
start to smile and cry,
and fall into a deep hug.
The man is Brandon, Your brother.
 
I imagine You in heaven.
In my mind, the people there are those
you knew and loved in life.

I imagine You smiling, in tears,
hugging your Grandparents, James Brown, Jackie Wilson,
Fred Astaire, Sammy Davis, Jr., Mrs. Fine, and many others.

You get a glimpse through the crowd of a handsome man,
and weave through to get close to him.
You and He stand staring at each other,
start to smile and cry,
and fall into a deep hug.
The man is Brandon, Your brother.

aww that is beautiful :heart:
 
you are very welcome :better: ...I was crying so much as I typed last night too :( ...reading those poems hit me like a ton of bricks at a hundred miles an hour :cry: ( but in a good way) ..BAM...you put it into words exactly what is in my mind :heart: I have had dreams.....like...some parts of your peom happened in my dreams.. :cry:

Please continue to write, that is a gift you have :heart: :huggy:

:better: You're welcome, and you truly deserve it :)

Thanks again for your kind words it means a lot to me. :hug:
 
I Want To Watch The Moonlight

I want to watch the moonlight,
Held close in your embrace...
The starlight sky above me,
As I look into your face.

To rest my weary head,
Comfortingly next to you...
Coz there's no where on this earth,
I'd rather be than be with you.

Sweet moments here I cherish,
With no thought of self or time...
Just knowing every heartbeat,
That you take so close to mine.

It fills me.. it completes me,
The love you've given me...
I never shall forget it,
Because it's become a part of me.
 
Michael my love, I thought of you all day long today like I always do. I am going to go to bed now, and as I sleep, I hope I see you in my dreams. I love and miss you so much. Goodnight, my sweetheart, I love you always and forever! :heart:
 
Michael, I love you.
Te quiero. Te extraño.
I wish I could tell you this face to face.
I am so sorry I didn't have the chance to ever hold your hand, to let you know how much we love you.

I miss Michael.
I miss him very, very much.

:weeping:
 
Lost Lover's Song


How can something break
that's already broken?
Feeling cracks forming,
sorrow is love's token.


Heart's desire hurting,
joy of love turns to pain.
Burning the essence of being.
Nothing left in life to gain.


Hollow dark empty soul,
love's light extinguished.
Loneliness now resides,
where love once flourished.


Bitter taste now lingers.
Trails of burning tears.
Left to love alone,
With one's solitary fears.


Hope a distant memory,
now forever gone.
Quietly echoing,
A lost lover's song.
 
Michael, my love, I never stop thinking of you. All day long, you are always on my mind, and in that special place in my heart. I love you so much, more than you will ever know. It is time to go to bed now my love. I hope to see you in my dreams tonight. Goodnight, my sweet love. :heart:
 
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