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Goodnight Michael

Invisible Tears

Invisible tears
Hidden within my heart
Sadness fills the days
Loneliness won't stop.

Passion runs deep
Desire still speaks
Feelings remain
Your Love...I seek.

Memories live forever
Dreams never go away
Desire still remains
Forever it will stay.

Invisible tears
No one can see
Only my heart knows
They live within me....
 
Michael, my love, I am really missing you, and it hurts me. I really wish you were with me. I love you so much. You have to know how ardently the love I have for you burns inside of my heart. I am crazy about you, and today, I felt so overwhelmed with sadness that my heart is aching so badly. :weeping: I want so much to be wrapped in your arms and feel your warmth. I am going to try and get some rest now, but I will be dreaming of you as always. I love you. Goodnight, my sweet love. :heart:
 
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Michael my dear sweet eternal L.♥.V.E. I had one of my real worst days today. Especially after hearing the news about the monster that killed you. And I have been feeling so sad, miserable, and depressed ever since. I am trying very hard not to start crying over you again. And I just want to be with you more and more. I just hate living in this world so much now especially since being happy is something I am never going to know again. All I can do is just wonder what it is like to be happy and just wish I could feel that way again. But I am slowly starting to learn how to live with my sadness, misery, and my depression now. Sleep is still the only thing that brings me great comfort. And I just so badly wish I could sleep forever so I don't have to wake up knowing I will still be feeling the way I did when I had fell asleep. Which is why I am going to try and get some sleep now. So goodnight and sweet dreams my Moonwalking Angel. I L.♥.V.E. and miss you so extremely much. And I always forever and a day will.♥ :heart: :wub:
 
Michael beloved, thank you for the messages that you continue to send. The universe is looking out for me. I know you'd want me to be happy, and not drown in sadness and give my life away to despair. I won't 'commit suicide in installments', I PROMISE. From now on, I'm going to do my best to support life and not death. For death takes care of itself.

Thank you my lovely perfect incredible angel, the place you hold in my heart is not for any other being in existence. I LOVE you. I'm just going to go and listen to more of your incredible genius creative process before falling asleep and dreaming of you... :wub:

I'm dedicating this passage from a spiritual scipture to you:

Supane tu sultaan hai
Uttam teri jaat
Sehn vare deh vichareha
Aan milaaveh raat

Oh Dream you are the Sultan (King)
You are of the highest species
Those who have been separated for years
Will meet through you in the night

Here's hoping we meet everynight :D

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I miss you Michael everyday.. I love you so much that it hurts.. I see you in my dreams and I feel you... it's just.. :( I love you so much..
 
Te quiero mucho.
Mucho mucho.
Y te extraño.
Cómo quisiera poder decírtelo y sólo darte un abrazo y decir "gracias".

how I wish so :(
 
Michael my eternal sweet L.♥.V.E. my day was spent being very sad and just sadly thinking about and missing you like crazy. All I did almost mostly today was just cry over you. Even playing my Sims 3 game which normally helps take my mind off of you. Didn't help at all. I had such a hard time concentrating on that game. Because my mind was only on you. And thinking how badly I want to be with you now. I guess because I know what it is going to be in 9 days and I just really hate the thought of it. But as of right now I am feeling alright. I am very sad over just how much I still miss you. But I am not crying over you like I was doing earlier tonight. Especially as I was reading some poems online that reminded me of you in some way. Especially the poem If Tears Could build A Stairway. And believe me my L.♥.V.E. I still very much wish that poem came true. Because you will be back with us again of all the tears we had cried over you in these past horrible months. The world is just so very empty and sad without you in it. So goodnight and have the most sweetest dreams Michael my eternal Moonwalking Angel of L.♥.V.E. I will L.♥.V.E. and miss you for eternity and a day. And always forever way beyond that.♥ :heart: :wub:
 
It Would Be So Simple

It would be so simple
To wipe away thy tears
Or perchance a dewdrop
The eve cries in thy stead
As daybreak lights the swap

It would be so simple
To wrap in cotton thread
Or spun silk spider webs
Safe within thy bunting
While out the turmoil ebbs

It would be so simple
To gather weathered wood
Or forage weary shores
While greener foliage lies
Adrift in tidal wars

It would be so simple
To lay thee down beside
Or cleave unto the deep
While patient solace waits
To soothe thy troubled sleep
 
Michael, my love, I really miss you, and I love you endlessly. I feel so sad and alone without you. You know I dream of you all the time, day and night, and although it makes me smile, it makes me want cry too. :weeping: I wish so much that you were here. My heart is so broken and I don't know how to fix it. I love you so much Michael, and I want to be with you. Goodnight my lovely one. :heart:
 
Michael, I miss you so much :cry: I am so depressed thinking that in just 9 days it will be 1 year without you on this Earth. Its so hard to be here without you. I miss you so much. Goodnight sweet angel

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Whispers

Whispers of poetry
As gemstones to your ears
Deep and lonely lingers
Ever far, ever near

Breathing lyrics
As blue notes to your heart
Silent agony centers
Now together, now apart

Bleeding melodies
As visions to your gaze
Shattered silence empty
Dawn to dusk, dark to days
 
I love Michael.
The year is almost here.
I just want all this to be over soon.
Please, Jah... give us strengh... please

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Michael, my one true love, another day has gone by, and today like always, I could not stop thinking of you. All day long, you stayed on my mind. I miss you, and I love you more than you will ever know, Michael. I wish you were here to comfort me, and I wish I could just talk with you, and spend time with you in person. I hope I have pleasant dreams about you tonight. Goodnight, my love!
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Goodnight dearest Michael I really miss you and l.o.v.e you with all my heart and soul
 
Michael,

Today I picked up my favorite pen and tried to write with it. It is drying up. Normally, this wouldn't bother me, except it suddenly occurred to me that I received this pen several days before you departed this world. It is just another detail that I remember about that week last year. Although I try not to dwell on it too much, I find myself thinking things like "I remember doing x on x day, because Michael passed away that week." I find myself associating so many things with that event--sheets newly placed on the bed, what music I was listening to, errands I was running, what thoughts were running through my head. I think to myself, "I don't want to change the sheets yet, they remind me of last June," "I don't want to throw out this pen, because when I got it, Michael was still here."

There comes a time when a person finally moves on. Although I don't feel that I am at the point where I am able to watch and listen to you like before, I am able to let go of the small things in life. Bedsheets and pens are material possessions, but the soul lives on forever. So, I am going to throw out this pen.

Goodnight.
 
Delusions

My delusions comfort me
in the twilight hours.
I can fool myself so easily,
because I let my guard down,
after midnight.
I envision you coming back to me.
I envision you coming back to me.
After midnight,
because I let my guard down,
I can fool myself so easily.
In the twilight hours,
my delusions comfort me.
 
Michael, my prince charming, I thought of you non-stop today, and all I seem to do is think of being in your strong arms, wrapped around me with love. I am so in love with you, and I wish you were here. Michael, you are the love of my life, the man of my dreams, and I love you so very much! I am headed to bed now, my love, but I wish you a goodnight, and I will be thinking of you. I love you, always and forever!
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