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Goodnight Michael

Safe Harbour

You are...
My blessing...
...my love
I've found you...at last
Though torrential tears
Flooded my lonely river
They carried me
To the welcome shores...
...of your open arms

Incessant rough waters
Tossed and turbulent
Smoothed my edges
Created a perfect fit
Into the sacred hollow...
...of your heart

Gales of intrinsic sorrow
Blown to steal my breath
Merely fanned the flames of faith
Inflated the sails of determination
For at journey's end...
...there was you

My quest for your light
A brilliant beacon
Pierced the emptiness
Of night's deep despair
Permeated the waters of destiny
Illuminated the harbour of our eternity
You are...
My blessing...
...my love
 
Michael, my one true love, I love you so much, and I wish you were here with me right now. I need to go and get some rest now, my love. I will be thinking of you, and I hope you will be in my dreams. I love you. Goodnight, my sweet love.
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Beauty of the Rainbow


Dearest, how I yearn
to exist within the unwrapped
folds of your heart.
Explore every crevice and feel -
every fragile thought that bleeds.
Ride with you - together-
through tumultuous waves of memories
that immerse your spirit
in salty waters.


Oh how I ache for the passionate kiss
of your unspoken words.
To breathe ..
the breath of your breath.
To cry ...
the tears of your tears.

Lastly Dearest !
To love - hand in hand
beneath a blanket of cloudy skies
and a half - filled cup of sunshine.
And - together- unfold
the beauty ...
of the rainbow.
 
Michael I MISS YOU!! :heart:

Day succums to night
Night gives in to day
All within the drama
Carry out the play

I awake in vain
To carry on the game
Make it through somehow
Till the end of the day

The world moves on
Time marches forth
the seasons swing
all keeping to course

It all carries on
But I miss you

And with an aching heart
Knowing you're miles apart
I see you hug a love
and I miss you

Wish I could cry
But tears have left me now
My eyes may be dry
But I miss you

I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you

Whatever goes on outside
Inside I miss you

:cry: :weeping:

I love you so much Michael, why? Why did this have to happen. I can't accept this. God, I miss you. Give me strength. It's bedtime now, I hope I see you. :angel:
 
Where I End and You Begin

Love blessed Spring caresses day
Slumber's shadows break away
My heart beats once, then once again
Where I end and you begin

Soft bright Summer breezes blow
Blossom's splendid gala shows
Enticing fire does passion send
Where I end and you begin

Reluctant Autumn severs all
Green to gray transition calls
A promise binds, new birth portends
Where I end and you begin

Let Winter's night my heart excise
Evening folds in day's demise
Infused my soul you live within
Where I end and you begin
 
Michael, my love, it was such a long day today. It was the grace of God, the love I have for you and the immense amount of joy I get from thinking of you that kept me going. I am off to go and get some rest now, my love. Of course, you know I will be dreaming of you tonight as always. Goodnight, my sweet love.
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I am yours

Come close & feel the desires inside me
Let me feel your touch let me feel free
Fill the gaps between my fingers
And feel desires that lingers
Love is true I promise
And I will be wise
To share the tears
For all years
I am
Yours!
 
Michael, my love, I am so unbelievably tired and weak right now, but you know I'd stay up extra late for you! I feel like I don't know what to say, just because I am tired, but I thought about you endlessly today as always. You always bring me so much joy and happiness, and I thank you for that. I wish I were with you, to hold you, and for you to hold me. I must go and rest my tired eyes now my love, but just know how much I love you. Goodnight, my sweet love.
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I'll go away.
I really need time off and being on my own.
Still... I can't believe Michael, Michael Jackson, is gone.
I just can't accept it.
I just can't understand it.

I can't.
 
Michael my dear sweet eternal L.♥.V.E. I have cried over you so much today. And I could not stop sadly thinking about you. My depression over you is back to where I was when I had first heard the horrible news about you. And just to make me feel more worst my insensitive and uncaring mother told me over 2 hours or so ago to snap out of my depression. How in the world am I suppose to do that? I really did try several times already to snap out of my depression I am in over you. Only to sink back in to it again. Michael my L.♥.V.E. you really have no idea just how badly I want to be with you right now. I just totally hate having to live in this constant Hell that I am in now. Nobody understands or even cares how I have been feeling for the past year. It is no wonder why I am still thinking about death almost all of the time. Death really is my only escape to get out of this horrible Hell that I am in now. When you were still with us everything was just so very different. I was always a happy person and I hardly ever gotten sick. It is the complete opposite now for me. I just miss the way I was so much now. Happiness is the one feeling I miss and crave the most. And the only way I can have that feeling back is through death. I am only 30 years old and I just want to be dead so much now. Because I really am just so very tired of living now. The world is really not the same anymore without you in it. That is one of the things that I hate the most with you not being here anymore. And Michael you know I really do truly L.♥.V.E. you. Have ever since the early 80s. But sometimes I really do wish I was one of your haters instead. Because they are not feeling constantly sad, miserable, or depressed over you as I always constantly am. I just so badly wish things would just go back to the way it use to be. And it just really hurts so much knowing that is never going to happen. Goodnight and have very sweet dreams my dear sweet L.♥.V.E. I sure truly wish I was with you now. But until that truly very happy time comes for me. I will always keep on loving and missing you until the very, very edge of eternity.♥ :heart: :wub:
 
Silent Agony

Silent night's her love's embrace
Rationed tears stream down her face
The smile conceals what inside lies
Spent youth, the lost love's sacrifice

The pain she owns is deep within
Tempered now the deafening din
Broken though her heart may be
It keeps inside her misery

The dawn soon spells her soul's lament
Replaced her cloak of false content
She wears it well for all to see
As she dwells in silent agony
 
Michael, my love, I am going to go to bed now. I am sorry to make this short, but I am not feeling well. :weeping: I love you so much, and I really miss you. You are the only one for me. Hopefully tonight I will have a nice dream about you! Goodnight my endless love! I love you!
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Love you, Mike.
I might be leaving now, but that is just in a desperate effort to find some peace of mind, to have time to be quiet, to think of all this in the silence of my heart. I know once I'll be back in the city nothing will have changed.. but hopefully, something would have changed in my heart.
We all need some peace.
We all need strengh.

Michael... we love you more and more.
 
I Give To You

My eyes I give so you can see
The world the way I do.
My heart I give so you may
Know I love no one but you.
My life I give for you to keep
And intertwine with yours.
My soul I give so we can be
Together evermore.
I know my eyes are safe with you
They never will be blind.
I know my heart will never break,
For you will treat it kind.
I know my life you'll cherish
And safe with you I'll be.
I know my soul will be
With your's through all eternity.
 
Michael, my love, I thought about you endlessly today, that's all I seem to do, both day and night. I think of you every second of everyday. I just feel alone, and I wish you were here with me, to hold me in your loving arms, and tell me that I am not alone. I am so tired and weak right now, my love. Please come and give me a kiss in my dreams tonight. I need you and I wanna be with you. Goodnight, my sweet love. I love you.
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Michael, my angel. I really miss you and love you with all my heart. I cant believe its just one night before June 25th right now. I keep looking at the clock and am in shock that we are still here without you and its been a year now. Wont you please come back or at least visit us in our dreams :cry: I keep hoping for something to happen on that day. :( I hope you are able to reach us somehow. We love you very much always :heart:
 
Once again I don't really know what to say...this is so hard...

Can't believe it's been a year! Wasn't it yesterday? Or wasn't it a hundred years ago? Time is so surreal, and so are my feelings... :cry:

Something inside me stopped or went broken when you left us, and no matter how hard I try, it can't be fixed. It helps a little to know you are safe now, in a better place.

Not a day goes by that I wouldn't think of you, I hope it will stay that way. Maybe it becomes less painful at some point..but when I think of you, it's like a reminder of all the beautiful things around me, of all the things I can be grateful for.

Goodnight Michael, my dearest angel. You're always in my heart. :angel:
 
I cannot sleep

I am awake
With the stars and the moon,
I am awake
Because I miss you so much
I cannot sleep,
Wishing to see you soon.

That moon knows
How much I love you
As everyone else is asleep
When I am awake missing you.

I have your picture
In front of me
Except you
Nothing my eyes can see.

I am awake
Missing your sweet lip
Remembering your smile,
I cannot sleep.
 
Michael, my love, I miss you so much, words cannot even express it. It really, really hurts. I don't know how to deal with the pain anymore, and the tears won't stop flowing from my eyes. I love you Michael! I just want to be held by your loving arms, for you to embrace me like I mean everything to you, for you to just be with me. I really need you. :weeping: I am going to get some rest now, love, and I just know I will have sweet dreams tonight thinking of you. Goodnight, and I love you always.
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