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Goodnight Michael

Bereft Of Your Love

Infinite emotions collide-
yet no tears fall from these eyes.
Words from your lips no longer depart-
regardless though;
you're in my heart.

Here with me in my dreams-
nearly every night it seems.
Intensifying lingering feelings--
broken puzzle pieces
void of meaning.

Impossible it is to bereave
a love I once believed.
I'm left clinging to reflections
of past's imperfections.
Without you by my side-
diamonds start to fall
from these eyes.
 
Michael my love, I am not feeling well right now. I really wish you were with me. I need you. I miss you so much. Tonight, when I am dreaming, I hope to have nothing but thoughts of you, my love. Goodnight, and I love you!
 
Michael I really miss you with all my heart. I cant believe that in two days it will be the start of June. Its all so very surreal that its been a year now without you. It hurts so much and I come to realize its always going to hurt. I really miss you and need you in my life. I love you so much and I always will! :heart:
 
It's been a while since I wrote here. I've been really busy and preparing for something big to happen in my life. But you know there's not a day when I wouldn't think of you, there's not a night when I wouldn't wish you goodnight...
Goodnight Michael, my angel of love, sleep tight. I love you more :heart:
 
Since You Died

Since you died and went away,
So did all my sunny days.
I use to spend my time,
waiting for you to come home.
Now I spend my days,
All alone.
Looking for love from anyone,

Someone to hug me, or hold me tight.
To tell me I love you in the middle of the night.
Someone to take the loneliness away,
Or just to brighten up my days.
No body could ever take your place,
Or the memories of your handsome face.
I know one day we will meet again,
When my new life in Heaven begins.
 
Michael, love of my life, I love and miss you so much it hurts me! I wish you were here Michael, and I wish I could be with you. Well, my love, it is getting a little late, so I am going to keep this short, but please know how much I love you. I hope you come and join my in my dreams tonight. Goodnight, Michael, I love you, always and forever, my love! :heart:
 
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and what do I do now?
what's worst: the memories or the not having the memories?
the chances missed or the chances never given?
the dreams I never ever dared to dream, or the failed attempts to make those dreams a reality?
why didn't I just do it?
why didn't I just try?
why do I keep this now?
why can't I just let go?
why can't I just stop?

I feel such a fool and still... I miss him. And I am stuck in this state, watching my life go by, flowing as a river. What's left? Why can't I just move on? Why, why, WHYYYY????

:weeping:
 
More Than Love

Lost, forgotten, without rhyme
Longing in my heart and mind
Awakened now, emotions saved
More than love, a promise made

As deepest ocean's brilliant hue
Reflect to heaven dreams of you
Spiraling in winds of time
More than love, I know you're mine

Celestial patterns, you in me
In emptiness I cease to be
Within our hearts a love divine
More than love, our souls align

A labyrinth of Earthly ways
Through infinite remaining days
Whispered dreams, a breath between
More than love, our destiny
 
Michael my dearest and my most sweetest eternal L.♥.V.E. Since I am on the very verge of crying over you again. I can't say the message that I want to say to you. So I am just going to say goodnight and that I L.♥.V.E. and miss you as always.♥ :heart: :wub:
 
Smelly...
Here's a diet ginger ale toast
to the 2nd hardest working man in show business
(with regards to JB).

I'm with you 40 years into eternity
and love you more.
 
Intangible

Intangible dreams of happiness
Broken heart like a weight
With the strength of gravity
Can't we create our own destiny?

Solitary confinement
Prisoner of my own mind
Abyss of sorrow
Doesn't time heal all wounds?

Words left unspoken
Your tomorrow...... stolen
Literal heartache
Can angels hear one's thoughts?

Unanswered questions
Haunted by memories
Reminded by my subconscious
How can life be so cruel?

I never believed in ghosts
But I felt your touch
It was undeniable
Did you feel my regret?
 
Michael, my love, I am having a really awful night tonight and I just can't stop crying. Please, my love, hold me tonight while I dream of you. I need you. I want you. I love you. I can't take this pain any more. I want to be in your arms. Goodnight, my love. I love you so much, always and forever!
 
Lost Reflections

Gazing in my mirror deep
Where's the girl of laughing eyes?
Someone else stares back at me
A woman I don't recognize

Since you've gone the girl's replaced
Gone laughing eyes of yesterday
Her smiles and laughter not a trace.
Now grief and sadness my array.

Lines of sadness trace my eyes
Life's lessons learned too soon
Holding memories wrapped inside
Lest grief my life consumes.

Looking glass faded memories
My eyes reflect the tears
Of what became of you and I
When death destroyed our years
 
Michael, my love, I am crying right now, and I don't think I can stop. I need you. I really need you. Tonight will you be mine in my dreams sweetheart? I need some comfort. :weeping: Goodnight, my sweet love, I love you always and forever!
 
I did it for Michael.
I know it might be useless, this in not in our hands, the world is worst than we really know. But still, I have to do it.
Hope it helps.
I wish Michael had been here to know about this.
I hope his fans will get closer.
We need to feel MJ's love.

I miss Michael. Every single day.

LOVE!!!!!!!!!
 
"The last thing he ever said to me was,
`Just always be waiting for me,
and then some night you will hear me crowing.'" Peter Pan


I'll always listen carefully, Peter.


 
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Where Once A Beauty

Where once a beauty did reside
A barren path remains
Frozen fast as love denied
Infused with sad refrains
Upon the brink of cold abyss
Consumed by visions of your kiss
Upon the brink
Upon the brink
Faint echoes of the love I miss

Where once a beauty did reside
Wind carries lonely cries
In darkness I am forced to hide
Turn everything inside
I long for you to rescue me
Embrace this heart and set me free
I long for you
I long for you
Restore the love that used to be

Where once a beauty did reside
Cold fingers tighten fast
With all the bitter tears I've cried
I'm sentenced to the past
Time drifts away, leaves me behind
You turned away, the void assigned
Time drifts away
Time drifts away
In icy tomb I am enshrined
 
Michael, my love, my sweetheart, you are forever in my heart, and I will never forget you or stop loving you. You mean so much to me, more than words can express. I just wish you were here with me. I am going to go and get some rest now, and I hope to meet with you in my dreams tonight. Goodnight, Michael, my endless love. :heart:
 
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