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Goodnight Michael

Thank you to everyone for their heart felt messages and poems, they make me cry but also give me comfort - for we are not alone, we are united in our love for Michael.

I am sure Michael knows, wherever he may be, that he is overwhelmingly and truly loved by so many in this world. He is a beacon of light and is so beautiful that I feel his presence is everything beautiful in this planet. When I see a sunrise I see Michael, when I hear bird song I hear Michael, when the ocean reaches for it shores, I reach out for Michael.

I love you Michael, for all time.
 
Did you guys write these poems? They're all so truly wonderful. Said everything I would have said myself.
 
Where Are You Michael?

I glanced beyond the clouds
In hopes that I would find you
But you were never found
Still I wanted to find you...

I glanced beyond the stars
In hopes that I would find you
But that's not where you are
Still I wanted to find you...

I looked inside my heart
In hopes that I would find you
And that is where you are
Took me a while to find you...

But now I know you're not that far...
 
It's another late night for me Michael! I'm so tired but I can't sleep. I feel like there's something I haven't done. It's almost like I'm afraid to close my eyes for fear that I'll miss something pertaining to you. Sounds crazy,huh? You know; I was sound sleep when you left us. That was the last sound sleep I've had. Am I making any kind of sense? I don't know anymore. I just know that I miss you something fierce. And my love for you is still so strong that my heart is threatening to leap from my chest and burst into a billion tiny pieces. Dramatic much? I know but you bring that out in me. Who knew? Well, my love, I shall attempt to sleep now. Goodnight, my Angel.. I'll give you a kiss when I see you in my dreams tonight.. I love you.
 
*Billie Jean* said:
Where Are You Michael?

I glanced beyond the clouds
In hopes that I would find you
But you were never found
Still I wanted to find you...

I glanced beyond the stars
In hopes that I would find you
But that's not where you are
Still I wanted to find you...

I looked inside my heart
In hopes that I would find you
And that is where you are
Took me a while to find you...

But now I know you're not that far...
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This is so very beautiful. All your poems are, but this was just what I needed to read right now..
The last couple days I've been feeling a bit down and today at work it was Billie Jean (the song :)) that suddenly brought tears to my eyes. Usually I'm happy to hear Michael's songs on the radio but sometimes it reminds me of how much I miss him and that's what happened today :teary_eyed:
Well, just wanted to thank you for sharing your thoughts and your wonderful poems. Take care! :hug:
 
januska said:
This is so very beautiful. All your poems are, but this was just what I needed to read right now..
The last couple days I've been feeling a bit down and today at work it was Billie Jean (the song :)) that suddenly brought tears to my eyes. Usually I'm happy to hear Michael's songs on the radio but sometimes it reminds me of how much I miss him and that's what happened today :teary_eyed:
Well, just wanted to thank you for sharing your thoughts and your wonderful poems. Take care! :hug:
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Thanks.. I know how you feel. I found myself crying listening to Billie Jean...usually I am bouncing around like an idiot trying to dance but this overwhelming greif came over me and I just sat down and cried.. :weeping: I still can't believe he is gone. I am crying so hard right now. I will never get over this in a million year..
 
Fantasy

I used to fantasize
About you and me.
That you would ask for the key
The key to my heart,
But now we are apart.
You rest in peace now.
How will I live without you here... how?
I guess I can not cope with that.
With you and your hat... gone forever.
I love you and I always will.
Goodnight my love, my world, my dream, my thrill.
Goodnight my magic, my majesty,
Goodnight my fantasy.
 
Thanks Michael for visiting me in my dream on 13/12/2009. Yes Michael visited me. I did not believe it too because I did not do or listen to his songs for that week and how could Michael suddenly came to my dream.I believed Michael's going to visit every each of us in dream.He heard our prayers :) So you all need to prepare for yourself.

He was dressed in the white sequined Military Jacket that he wore during the Victory Tour. Good thing was Michael was young again :)
 
I had a dream last night where I saw Michael laying in his coffin. :weeping: Bleh, I feel so sad. I'm trying to cope but it's hard. Right now I'm having one of those days where I just feel like there's a huge lump in my stomach.
 
Its been a few days since I've posted something. I thought about him so much tonight, wanting him here with us so badly. Here's my little something:

If I could have a lifetime wish
a dream that would come true
I'd pray to God with all my heart
for yesterday and you.
A thousand words can't bring you back
I know because I've tried
And neither will a million tears
I know because I've cried.
You left behind my broken heart
and happy memories too
I never wanted memories...
I only wanted you.
 
Good Night And I Love You

I never wanna say goodbye
I never want this love to die
Coz even though we're apart
I swear you will always stay in my heart

And I know you are watching me
From heaven your smile I see
At last you've finally found your peace
For such a long time we knew you'd looked for this

And though I feel so lost and empty
But I should thank God coz now you're free
From fears pain and sorrow
But baby I miss you so..

You will always be remembered
In my heart you will always shine
Just like a star in the brightest night
Darling thank you for lightening up my life

I believe someday we will be together
In the night we'll shine forever
And if that time will soon come I'll be so happy
But this time I know I should continue my journey

Here on earth I will wait for my cue
Until the sign is come for me to follow you
Goodnight my sweet love
And I love you so…
 
It hurts so much that you are gone. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about you. I just want to tell you Michael, I miss you so much. :weeping:
 
A sweet kiss good night to all our friends in this thread.
We are still here, together for Michael, just they way he would have like us to be.
I love your poems, words, feelings... thanks so much for sharing and giving freely and constanly.
big hugs! :hug:
 
The days are coming and go. I still miss a piece of me that has left me and will never come back. I wish that you could come back and fix me. Make me completely again.. I miss you endlessly Michael. I want you back. I need you back. :weeping: :(
 
*Billie Jean* said:
The days are coming and go. I still miss a piece of me that has left me and will never come back. I wish that you could come back and fix me. Make me completely again.. I miss you endlessly Michael. I want you back. I need you back. :weeping: :(
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I too miss a piece of me that left on that one devastating day. I feel like my energy, my love for life has faded away and there's just hopelessness. I keep thinking maybe just maybe he could still be with us...then I realise that he's gone. I miss him so much. We must be strong though and I am sure that Michael, wherever he may be, will feel the love we have for him all over the world.
 
I missed Michael very much today. I was alone most of the day, while yesterday I spent all day cleaning my laptop and putting all files in the right place, backing up files, etc. I have so much about MJ :) But still... nothing at all. As days go by, memory fail from time to time. So I am relieve we have so much to remind us of him, but at the same time, it hurts so much to see him smiling, happy, healthy, full of life.

I search the web looking for more information, more videos, more news. But .. is there any use in doing that now that he is gone? I read the news, info about what they did to Michael, comments of fans asking for justice, while others like us cry for his death.

It's always the same. Ever since that dark day it is the same. What more can we expect? I just wonder if Michael ever knew or really understood how deep he had touched our lives. If he didn't know it, I wouldn't blame him at all: I didn't quite understand how important and how deep into my heart he was untill it was too late :cry: However, I am relieved I had the priviledge to enjoy his music, love, talent and passion during all my life.

Now... living without him around is something I never thought we will have to learn :(
 
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Suzie B said:
I too miss a piece of me that left on that one devastating day. I feel like my energy, my love for life has faded away and there's just hopelessness. I keep thinking maybe just maybe he could still be with us...then I realise that he's gone. I miss him so much. We must be strong though and I am sure that Michael, wherever he may be, will feel the love we have for him all over the world.
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This is so sad and so surreal at the same time, to think that NOW we should be celebrating with the feeling of joy and excitement and now we are sitting here grieving and trying to come to terms with such a huge loss.....I still can't get my head around it.... I just can't even accept it. I keep crying when I think I can't cry anymore and hoping beyond hope he's just playing with us... :weeping:
 
Michael I so badly wish you could come back to us. My life really isn't the same without you in it. I am sad, miserable, and depressed all of the time now. I so miss the days when I had felt geniunely happy. But those days are forever gone for me. I am crying now just because I just miss you so very much. So I am going up to bed now Michael. Sleep is technically the only thing that I have now that can give some kind of comfort. Cause when I am awake I am missing you like beyond crazy. So goodnight my sweet angel I love and miss you.
 
My Dear Angel

Our world is crying.
What it is without You?
It is empty.

I am crying.
Who I am without You?
I am empty.

Where are You?
You are in Heaven,
In Your Neverland.
And where I am?
I am in the world of my eternal tears.

My Dear Angel
Take me to Your Neverland.....
My Dear Angel
Be happy...
My Dear Angel
Takes care of us...

'Sometimes I wish I were an angel,
sometimes I wish I were You'

I love You Michael
 
MJsBollywoodGirl7 said:
Michael I so badly wish you could come back to us. My life really isn't the same without you in it. I am sad, miserable, and depressed all of the time now. I so miss the days when I had felt geniunely happy. But those days are forever gone for me. I am crying now just because I just miss you so very much. So I am going up to bed now Michael. Sleep is technically the only thing that I have now that can give some kind of comfort. Cause when I am awake I am missing you like beyond crazy. So goodnight my sweet angel I love and miss you.
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This is so true. I have to be honest: I have a million reasons to be happy and two millions reasons to be greateful to God and to so many wonderful people around me. I know all that, but still, every time there is a beutiful sunset, I wish MJ was here to see it. Everytime I eat something good, I wish Michael could have eaten that too. A beutiful day, a stary night, the cool breeze of our Summer nights... fresh water, warm light of sun, sweets, Disney movies, good books, classical music... life... music... it all reminds me of Michael and that, I can't fully enjoy those wonderful moments.

Yes... Michael is everywhere. Always.
 
I am seriously crying right now, and I don't think I can stop. I love you so much. And I miss you everyday more and more. I can't live without you.. please come back to me.. :weeping:
 
Michael I am really missing you badly :cry: I wish things were the way they used to be or sometimes I wish I was 100 years in the future just to get out of this pain :( But everything seemed to have zoomed by so fast since June. I cant believe its now a cold January, I am very lonely and scared. I dont know how much longer my body can take of this pain. I know you would not want to see your fans to fall apart. I know how much your fans mean to you. I just hope one day again we can all be with you again for all eternity, for all time, forever. :cry: We really do need you dear Michael, We all love you so much.
 
Michael... how can you be gone...? I just don't understand! :depressed:
I miss you so much. It hurts. When you were taken away from us a part of me died with you. You were my joy no one could make me smile or feel excited the way you did, my escape when everything around me was so serious and complicated, my love I've never felt so passionately about anyone.

My childhood ended that very day :( there's been no happiness or magic ever since.

I miss you more and more as each day passes. I can't take this pain anymore. Oh Michael, my love.. how I wish I could be where you are right now. :weeping:
 
You're not alone in this, ok? :cry: I'm missing him too, we're all missing him, we're all loving him. And he knows that. I hope, I hope he still knows... :cry:
 
Sick.
I am really sick, physically.
This is eating us, it's killing us and we have not even began :(
 
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