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Goodnight Michael

*Billie Jean* said:
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Your posts are beautiful, Billie Jean. Michael wouldn't want you to cry; actually, that would be the last thing he'd ever want from his fans. He'd want you to know that everything will be just fine and that he'll always be by our sides.

Michael will be in our hearts forever. :hug:
 
*Billie Jean* said:
Thanks. But it's so terribly hard for me.. I can't stop crying. I just can't..
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I do understand it's very hard, it's been, and still is, very hard for me to deal with him being no longer with us anymore. But, Michael wouldn't want us to be upset for the rest of our lives, would he?

It's been terribly hard for me as well. I've also managed to put a nice hole into my wall. But I've realized that Michael wouldn't want us to be upset. He'd want us to explore the world and have the chance see all the beautiful things within it.

You might think you're alone but you certainly aren't. You've got Michael and the entire MJJC community right by your side and we'll help guide you through together.

:hug:
 
Everyone has their time
But why did yours have to come so soon?
There are so many people in the world
So why did God have to pick you?
They say things like this make you stronger
But how can that be?
I feel so weak inside It all feels like a dream
I didn't get to see you
You passed away too soon
But I feel you watching over me
And someday I'll see you again.

As I look to the beautiful clear night sky I can see your star burning,
The brightest of them all.
Goodnight my sweet angel,
My all, my everything.
 
That's so beautiful, sloride. :weeping:
Today I've missed him too much, too much to continue living.
 
The sun shines in the sky, the brightest star we see.
That is what people say, but "people" is not me.
Through out my whole life, what I've seen so far,
To my lucky eyes, you are the brightest star.

You're the diamond I will always treasure.
My love for you, I could never measure.

Goodnight my Angel,
I'll love you forever.

xxx
 
sloride said:
Everyone has their time
But why did yours have to come so soon?
There are so many people in the world
So why did God have to pick you?
They say things like this make you stronger
But how can that be?
I feel so weak inside It all feels like a dream
I didn't get to see you
You passed away too soon
But I feel you watching over me
And someday I'll see you again.

As I look to the beautiful clear night sky I can see your star burning,
The brightest of them all.
Goodnight my sweet angel,
My all, my everything.
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That's beautiful.. it touched my heart.
 
All I See Is You

You're the first thing I think of
Each morning when I rise.
You're the last thing I think of
Each night when I close my eyes.

You're in each thought I have
And every breath I take.
My feelings are growing stronger
With every move I make.

I want to prove I love you
But that's the hardest part.
So, I'm giving all I have to give
To you... I give my heart.
 
Thanks for all the beautiful comments about my post last night. It brings me comfort writing these words, it makes me feel close to Michael. Here's something I found just now that really spoke to me as it relates to how us fans feel about our beloved Michael:

We little knew that morning that God was going to call your name,
In life we loved you dearly,in death we do the same.
It broke our hearts to lose you, you did not go alone.
For part of us went with you, the day God called you home.
You left us peaceful memories, your love is still our guide,
And though we cannot see you, you are always at our side.
Our family chain is broken, and nothing seems the same,
But as God calls us one by one, the chain will link again.

Goodnight, my someone in the dark.
Wherever you may be,
I'll look up and see,
Someone in the dark for me.
 
^ beautiful Soph xxx

Dreaming of you makes my night worthwhile,
Thinking of you makes me smile.
You're in my life - its the best thing ever,
And loving you is what I’ll do forever.

Good Night Michael.
xxx
 
Thank you all for your beautiful words. Michael is our inspiration. I think I need some sleep, it's only in our dreams when we can be totally free and alone with our imagination. I'll see you there, Michael, in my dreams. Goodnight, my angel. I love you and I love you all too. :hug:
 
Night after night

Night after night I look at the sky
And ask why you are not here
Night after night I listen to the
Overwhelming sound of my heart
Night after night I look around and see
That you are not here
Night after night I sit here and feel
The emptiness
That you have left behind
Night after night I pray to the sky
That where ever you might be
You have found happiness
 
Sleep well, my love. Tomorrow is the last day of the year when I saw you living for the last time, when you still was alive... :( I hope you are happy where you are. I love you and I miss you so much.
 
I missed you during 2009.

I know I'll be missing you all the way during 2010 and the years to come, until this is a new world and you are there, to wake up again and have your chance to be happy, as you should be.

I really don't know where this 2010 will take me, but know that whatever that place might be, you, dear Michael, will be in my heart. I hope my flowers are still right there by your side. At least they can be close to you, while you are here, right here in my haching heart. I love you Michael... I give you my word I really love you and miss you every single day. Every single hour.

I hope I'll find you in my dreams. I love you.
 
Michael, every night before bed, I come in here and read what others say to you – the words are beautiful, but never do I post any of my own private thoughts.

To say them out loud or leaving them on paper or a page to be read makes it real and much more painful than I can sometimes possibly bear.

But, tonight is the last night, of the last year that you were alive – and if only this once I will say it aloud:

Goodnight Michael, my heart is falling apart with how much I still miss you. You have changed me forever and I will never let anyone forget you.

Michael, I am in tears now – but please know - I love you, I love you and I promise to hold on tight and never let you go.

xoxo
 
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badtourgirl said:
But, tonight is the last night, of the last year that you were alive
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Ohh... dear... that was so true.... his last year... it was 23:58 for me and now this is the first year without Michael for any second. He is sleeping now, never gone, always close, in my heart is where he is.

I was just reading "Dancing the dream" and his words are just my own feeling at this sad, lonely moment:

"A start can never die. It just turns into a smile and melts back into the cosmic music, the dance of life"... whith a smile, I melt bak into the music myself."

(Dance of life, MJ)
 
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Missing Piece

I am disturbed by the missing piece in me.
I am out of ideas to make myself okay like I promised.
I feel like am deeply wounded by the piece that has been cut out of me.
I feel speechless and out of words by the sadness that is filling me.
I miss you so much that makes my breathing hard.
I should be okay in each passing day or so I thought I would be but I
missed you more that make things harder for me.
I can't express myself, I just feel the sadness flowing in.
In my dreams you are with me, moving around me, touching me and speaking softly like the way I wanted.
But I cannot close my eyes and live in the dreams in all day long, I have
to open my eyes and find you gone and feel the missing piece.
Sometimes I wish I don't wake up from sleep because waking up is finding you are not there.
I just wanted to say that I miss you so much please don't hold it against
me, I am trying so hard not to feel this way but I just can't, it is just the way I feel.
I am wishing that someday you give back the missing piece in me.
You are my missing piece.
 
This year was the worst of all my life..The world suddenly fallen down and everything changed, it stops breathing, and stars crying.. The pain, always that pain that doesn't leave me alone... But also the certainty that now you're fine, safe and in peace... I really hope to see you again someday... I'm totally lost for words right now.. I told you every kind of words in my mind..So, in the end I just wanna say that I love you so much.. I really do.. Happy New Year Michael...
 
*Billie Jean* said:
I feel speechless and out of words by the sadness that is filling me.
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I can't express myself, I just feel the sadness flowing in.

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But I cannot close my eyes and live in the dreams in all day long, I have
to open my eyes and find you gone and feel the missing piece.
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OMG... this is killing me.... :cry: :cry: :cry:
 
God saw you getting tired
and a cure was not meant to be,
So he put his arms around you
and whispered "Come to Me".
With tearful eyes we watched you,
as we saw you pass away.
Although we loved you deeply,
we could not make you stay.
Your Golden Heart stopped beating,
hard working hands at rest.
God broke our hearts to prove to us,
He only takes the best.

Goodnight Michael. I will always be missing you my sweet angel xxxx
 
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sloride said:
God saw you getting tired
and a cure was not meant to be,
So he put his arms around you
and whispered "Come to Me".
With tearful eyes we watched you,
as we saw you pass away.
Although we loved you deeply,
we could not make you stay.
Your Golden Heart stopped beating,
hard working hands at rest.
God broke our hearts to prove to us,
He only takes the best.

Goodnight Michael. I will always be missing you my sweet angel xxxx
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Sloride.... this was completely beutiful and touching. Thank you so much for sharing your talent and love for Michael in these lines. This is ... oh dear..... this is so beutiful. Thank you, thank you very much.
 
I gently whisper your name in the breeze. And it echoes quickly through the trees. In my soul you answer me. For that's where your spirit is bonded with me. Separated in this time are we. Yet joined in soul for eternity. Though I will never fell the touch of your hand. Or walk with you upon this land. Yet I know you are here. And I can always feel you near. So I whisper your name on this night. To wish you sweet dreams and goodnight..
 
Night one... tears...

Night two... tears again... this is no good :cry:
 
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