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Goodnight Michael

It's still cold outside but where have you (MJ), my security Blanket gone?

The memories cannot fill the void any longer.

Maybe things will change when we meet again, in another system.

Goodnight Wherever you are.
 
MJ7777 I feel the same. I just want to be with Michael and not in this cruel world, the pain is just so much :cry:
 
Love is like the sun coming out of the clouds
and warming your soul.
You make me feel warm everyday Michael.
I love you.
Goodnight my Angel
xxx
 
Last night, I dreamed, I was with you, 'neath the moon on high

And that we lay in a grassy glen, as the stars streaked across the sky

I dreamed, that you were in my arms, and I saw a smile flit across your face

As I held onto you, to keep you warm, praying that this moment would never fade away

I found it hard to watch those stars, beautiful, though, they might be

For, the only thought on my mind and heart, was you, there, with me

I looked at you, softly smiling, and I was wondering if you knew

The reason that I was so happy, is that, I was, there, with you.
 
I've been sick today, yet I couldn't stop thinking of you. Michael, will you ever come back? I do not want to believe that we physically lost you, my love. I would rather leave this world than have to think so. Grief is wearing me out. It is eating my heart slowly. I am confused but this I am sure of, I am aching. I miss you so much.. I can't stop crying .. I thought writing to you might make me feel better. I pray for your happiness, always. Goodnight, my love.
 
Touch your heart,
Close your eyes.
Make a wish,
Say goodnight.

Sky so wide,
Stars so bright,
Off the lights,
Sleep so tight.

Good night Sweetheart

xxx
 
Dreams

I drift to sleep and start my dreams,
crying out in silent screams.
All the memories inside my head,
being unleashed when I go to bed.

All these thoughts within my mind,
no one can see and no one can find.
I wish you could see and feel and know,
help me forget and try to let go.

So Watch over me when I say goodnight,
listen to my thoughts when I turn out the light.
pull me close and wipe away my tears,
then maybe someday I'll sleep without fears.
 
It is quite late here. I am thinking of you as always, praying for you and your family, hoping that you are happy. You will be in my dreams tonight. I love you, Michael. Goodnight..
 
Dreams are Hopes

Dreams are when our hopes become
Our wishes, to come true.
When I sleep, my dreams are made
Of my future with you.

When I close my eyes each night,
As real as real may seem,
I hope for life with you beside me.
You're what fills my dreams.
 
Sleep very well, my sweetheart. I hope you know how much I love you. Sorry for my tears, but I'm sure you understand!

Goodnight, my baby. I am waiting for you, I love you.. more than ever.
 
Michael,
I'm lost - please help me.
I'm so sick of this same person having this hold over me, and I know you understand.
What do I do?
:boohoo:
xxx
 
Thank you for the good times,
The days you filled with pleasure.
Thank you for fond memories,
And for feelings I'll always treasure.

Goodnight xxx
 
MJJ7777 said:
It's still cold outside but where have you (MJ), my security Blanket gone?

The memories cannot fill the void any longer.

Maybe things will change when we meet again, in another system.

Goodnight Wherever you are.
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MJstarlight said:
MJ7777 I feel the same. I just want to be with Michael and not in this cruel world, the pain is just so much :cry:
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Oh yes, same here. Sometimes I think my pain is too selfish. This is such a cruel and bad world. I try to keep on holding to our hopes for a better world, but even knowing all this, the pain is so strong. So, so strong. And so terribly real. Some might say this is crazy, but I wish it was just that: crazyness. But it is not. The pain is just too real to be denied or ignored.

Can you believe it's been only six months? How much our lives can change in a second... and how long can that pain reamains....

We love you, Michael. Did you get to know and to feel that? I just hope you have. And I just wish I could see you again, to hold you and to hear from you "It's ok... it's gonna be fine, it's over, I'm back". I just wish we could be there to see you wake up again. God is good. God knows better. May God help us too.
 
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Dreams of you

Throughout the wounds of daylight
I turn to you when it's night
To be there laying at your side
Imagining your smile so wide

Trying to hold you strongly
And kissing your lips gently
Sharing with you moments of glory
Feelings that could last for eternity

Please morning don't let it be
Cause reality will sting like a bee
Let me live my dream fantasy
Or bless me and turn it into reality...
 
*Billie Jean* said:
Dreams
All these thoughts within my mind,
no one can see and no one can find.
I wish you could see and feel and know,
help me forget and try to let go.
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Awwww.... this is so sad, Billie :cry:
I tried to have a good weekend and I did, but then the truth hit me once again and here we are, late at night, missing our dear Michael.

.... as usual....

how much longer??? :cry:
 
If dreams were dreams and dreams came true I wouldn't be here I'd be there with you call me crazy call me insane but each time my heart beats it quickly whispers your name!!

Goodnight, my sweet angel. I love you and I always will.
 
PCR said:
Awwww.... this is so sad, Billie :cry:
I tried to have a good weekend and I did, but then the truth hit me once again and here we are, late at night, missing our dear Michael.

.... as usual....

how much longer??? :cry:
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I dunno. I need him now more than ever.And I dont know what to do... :cry:
 
Come back, my love, please come back.... I miss you so much.. My life is empty without you... Please, angel.. come back... Only you can stop my tears... I love you so much.. I miss you so much.... God, I pray every day to hear that you're alive... I want you to come back... so much, my love.. so much... I need you... :weeping:
 
Billie Jean, oh.. I love your lyrics so much!! You really help me to express in words what I'm feeling.. (I'm not a that success in poetry). I'm also still missing Michael so much despite that almost half a year passed away since.. and as 25th is coming, seems it gets worse.. Oh my God, will our hearts ever feel a bit better..?
 
This was a bad day... really a sad day and lots of tears.
And they even wonder why we feel this way. Ha... I just think of one reason: MICHAEL JACKSON.
This pain seems to get older by the hour, and deeper by the minute.
Any way out? I am so tired and so confused.
Six months?
I miss you, I miss you, I miss you, Michael, I miss you!!!!!
 
In My Dreams

Falling asleep, your face appears,
Making me smile,
Erasing my fears.
Your arms wrapped around me,
Holding me tight,
The warmth of your body it feels so right.
Together forever, never apart,
How is that two hearts can be so close, yet so far apart?
Happiness fills me up so quick,
I'd sleep forever if it would mean staying like this.
It takes away the pain,
The pain since you've been gone.
How I wish it could be reality.
I wish that you could feel it too,
But I guess that dream will never come true... =(
 
Vinter said:
Billie Jean, oh.. I love your lyrics so much!! You really help me to express in words what I'm feeling.. (I'm not a that success in poetry). I'm also still missing Michael so much despite that almost half a year passed away since.. and as 25th is coming, seems it gets worse.. Oh my God, will our hearts ever feel a bit better..?
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PCR said:
This was a bad day... really a sad day and lots of tears.
And they even wonder why we feel this way. Ha... I just think of one reason: MICHAEL JACKSON.
This pain seems to get older by the hour, and deeper by the minute.
Any way out? I am so tired and so confused.
Six months?
I miss you, I miss you, I miss you, Michael, I miss you!!!!!
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Thank you Vinter. Can't believe it's been 6 months. I don't think I ever will get over it. I think it will be better some day some how, but yet I can't see the light at the end of the tunnel. I'm feeling really shattered right now. As in, shattered into a million tiny pieces. Broken beyond repair... I wish I watch the entire Gone Too Soon video, but it means my suicide. :weeping: I'm missing Michael more than ever.
 
How do I?

How do I live without you? You are the one who makes me complete. How do I breath without you? You are simply the breath of life and make feel alive. How do I meet my needs without you? When you're the one who guides me in the right path. How do I love without you? When you took my heart and my soul. :(
 
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