Did MJ Find Love In The Dark (continued)

[Sdeidjs]

Angel of Light

It’s hard to see angels, although I’ve stared at their pictures for hours. Some people can see them without pictures, and they tell interesting tales. Guardian angels are all female, for instance, which didn’t surprise me once I found out. A birth angel, recruited from the younger ranks, attends every baby when it appears, while another angel, older but not grim, helps the dying to leave this world without grief or pain.

You can pray to the angels and they will listen, but the best way to call them, I am told, is to laugh. Angels respond to delight, because that is what they are made of. In fact, when people are clouded by anger or hatred, no angel can reach them.
Not all angels have wings-so the visionaries claim-but those who do can unfurl a span of golden feathers stretching over the entire world. If you had eyes that could look straight into the sun, you would see an overwhelming angel residing there; a more serine one smiles out from the face of the moon.

Angels spend their entire lives, which are forever, spinning around the Creator’s throne, singing His praise. People with keen ears have listened in. The harmonies of the angelic choir are incredibly complex, they say, but the rhythm is simple. “It’s mostly march time,” one eavesdropper affirmed. For some reason, that fact is almost the best I have learned so far.

After a while it got lonely hearing about angels you couldn’t see for yourself. When an angel- watcher heard that, she was shocked. “Not see?” she said. “But you have an angel inside of you. Everybody does. I can see it right now, and I thought you could, too.” “No,” I said sadly, and I asked what did it look like. “Did it look like me?”

“Well, yes and no, “the angel-watcher mysteriously answered. “It all depends on what you think you are. Your angel is a speck of light perched at the very center of your heart. It is smaller than an atom, but just wait. Once you get close to it, your angel will expand. The closer you come, the more it will grow, until finally, in a burst of light, you will see your angel in its true shape, and at that very instant, you will see yourself.”

So now I am looking for my angel all the time. I sit silently, turning my gaze inward. It wasn’t long before I caught a glimpse of something. “Is that you, Angel, holding a candle?” One flicker and it was gone. Yet that was enough to set my heart wildly beating. Next time my angel will be waving a light, then holding a torch aloft, then lighting a bonfire.

That’s what the angel-watcher promised, and now that I have caught the sight of glory, I know enough to believe.

"Dancing the Dream
Poems and Reflections"

Written By
Michael Jackson
July 1992

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All I gotta say...Susie Deeds aka sdeidjs... &#8206;"IS "V.E.R.Y B.L.E.S.S.E.D and V.E.R.Y P.R.O.U.D" to be Born, Bread and Raised from the H.O.M.E of Rock and Roll Cleveland, OH USA..!" Cleveland Rocks~~~


Peace, Happiness, and L.O.V.E~~~

God Bless

Psalm 37

As Always

:angel:


(c) 2009

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Inspiring minds desire to know...

What do you "think" Mr.Michael Jackson thought about when he created;

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[Asedora]

What do you "think" Mr.Michael Jackson thought about when he created;

English is not my native language but even I can hear that Speechless lyrics which is online evrywhere contains HUGE mitakes. Many times when I listen to Speechless makes me wonder if it just me who can hear those mistakes?

 

[Ape]

Thanks for letting us know how the movie is going, Ape. Will it be sold on DVD? It's good to read you again

Hi (Sorry for this little interruption. I just wanted to reply to this. You can buy the DVD from it's website http://tumainimovie.com/site/Welcome.html here. He also said that it may eventually be available on Amazon.com if anyone is interested. It's playing in a few festivals around Canada and a few screenings at different theaters. Independant film so not a big release everywhere)
ok back to your regular programming

 

[Sdeidjs]

i know i've been out of sight,

i know it's just not right

but i hope you will forgive me

i've been busy you see

i just haven't been free.

keep spreading the love

on the wings of the dove

the problems are solved.

the truth lies therein

justice is never a sin

with it you'll always win.

that one was for you, susie.

Michael Jackson
April 16, 2009

The Journal Of Reflections of Thoughts Nothing IS Black Or White (c) 2009
(Proceeds will be donated to two prearranged, mutually agreed upon charities)

sdeidjs@www.myspace.com - Photo album



Peace, Happiness, L.O.V.E~~~

God Bless

As Always

:angel:

 

[Ape]

oops! ..and Shabuya, you said YOU are one to put things in here that don't fit. Look at me. That is what happens when I don't have time enough to read the whole thread. I get to read a page maybe once a week usually if that. Sorry for writing that in there when the conversation was getting so good and flowing so nicely.

AllOverAgain, I just wanted to say how much I've enjoyed your posts now that I got to read them. I think you are perfectly understandable. Sometimes it just takes some time to feel comfortable posting. Then eventually you can get to a stage where you disregard everything that is going on and post something completely out of place like I did . .. or maybe you will be more polite than I was.

I like the thoughts that are going on in here now. I wish I were more a part of it all again or had the time to take part again. Shabuya I was happy to read you speaking so well of yourself there. Then you had to write that it is lies or a joke.. no maam those are truer words than some you have spoken of yourself. You and Queen often speak with great wisdom and then dismiss yourself as being dim and you are not even close. Don't worry, I can see you both to know that you are very intelligent and I am sure many more can as well. I hope you don't truly believe that you aren't intelligent or interesting or relevant. I suppose I am also guilty of talking that way of myself. I just don't want to appear a know it all. Maybe it is the same for you two as well.

Your story was sad and beautiful. I guess how love can be. I just hope that happiness outweighs the sadness.

If she is alive and indeed real, well ... for myself, when my father died earlier this year, I had regrets. I even had anger towards him for being so difficult to get ahold of. I think those feelings would be very valid in dealing with his death or in dealing with time spent apart. Life can sometimes feel very long, but in looking back...so short. All the moments spent together (whatever way together is) is never enough. All the precious memories don't satiete the need for more time and more moments spent together.
If any of you have love and are apart from the one you love, I think you shouldn't rest until you are together. How sad to get to the end of your life and realize all the time that had been spent apart when it could have been together. Could you ever truly regret being with the one you love earlier than planned when that love is true? The only way you could is if it turned out to be false somehow and even then it would be better to know earlier than later. Or maybe this is me being idealistic.

(also, interesting that this thread is now a sticky )

 

[ms fairy]

wow! very impressive thread so much so that its impossible for me to catch up and keep up and I know I have missed out on some good gems of important information! I think that they would feel on one hand very blessed yet on another very cursed. The problems and obstacles that they have experienced throughout history obviously at times were quite dangerous and life threatening and they did what ever to keep themselves and each other alive. I think they both experienced a lot of traumatizing moments. I think the lyrics and adlibs of the past show some of the kinds of nightmares they had gone through and the last rehearsals give updates to their situation and what needs to be done and in order for justice and peace to happen. I think they endured alot of satans evildoers and its still happening. It's no coincidence that Lopez is also dead and it shouldn't be a surprise that its covered up and claimed a suicide. A lot of evildoers have their agendas and they do know her. ...and yes she survived so far , she is alive. Alot of people know her and MJ but where are the ones that actually care, why havent they been there for them and where are they now? With murder conspiracies satans want money and guaranteed silence of those they victimized which means many murders.There is no doubt that for them fear is part of it and needs to be as the nightmares are real. She needs to be supported and protected by those that are sincere and genuinely care for them and justice. Those that know them, have a connection to them need to find her, contact her, go see her, help her, they need to be smart and fast about it...and MJ tried to show that in the clips before he died. There are people that know her and have her contact info, some are creating blockades, gatekeeping for their own agendas, while others are trying to connect with her and save her. I think we have noticed that the same enemies have been in and out of their lives throughout history and MJ pointed some of them out in recent clips. Mj already gave the evidence, he knew there is a murder conspiracy and showed who the criminals are in the this is it, he was preparing and warning those that are in the know and that are innocent that care so that they know how to be of help and also to protect themselves and her. The innocent ones that are in the know need to strongly quickly come together which includes especially 'her'. She is the key to ending the corruption and a lot of people know that, so it depends on what some of those people really are about. Positive change and justice comes from a place of LOVE not agendas of money or whatever otherwise the tragedies will continue happening over and over again.... Unfortunately that is what we are seeing is the ones with the lack of quality in character keep popping up in the mix. I am waiting on the quality of characters or what I call the 'love tribe' to strategize and step it up. I do believe love is the main ingredient and a dash of courage and wisdom is the recipe to quickly remedy these unique circumstances... letting go and letting god has been so overused that it can sometimes get misused by those that want to enable or cover up corruption, they support the status quo...the true meaning is to up the efforts and include God, blessings...

 

[Ashtanga]

Once upon a time, in an atlas of wonder

the book of books had set aside a story unlike no other between a man and a woman. Theirs was no ordinary love.

She was a waiting rose

and he was Icarus who had burnt his wings flying in too close a promixity to the sun of fame and infatuation far too many times.

When they found real love in each other they felt as though the flower ship had finally arrived in the ports of their lives

and they had found the keys to each other's heart.

She was his hibiscus dancer

his cinderella princess

and the candle that kept him warm

and in the music of the woods the love they had was hot like fire

and they shared the fiery dance cause theirs was a groovy kind of love.

In the anticipation of night's shelter

while he was moonwatching keeping her safe wrapped up in his thoughts

she was sleeping peacefully on her pillow book.

And after an invite for lunch

as the tide of time was pushing through the sea of life

they left the wardrobe, the lion and the witch behind

cause they got in the way of the morning blossom

and because they wanted to do things properly in the pursue of lust

their shells became one and it felt right, just as it should have.

They thought they had reached the garden of eden

and its walnut.

They had reached such a surreal kind of happiness they felt as though they were flying without wings and even though she could fly, she needed his wings and even though she shined in the darkness, she craved the light he brought. There was so much love between them they thought they had sailed away on the winged ship and nobody could come betweent them

only to discover in the fauna of la Mancha their dreams shattered

by the green apple of confusion, pride, fear and envy. There wasn't any witch around to be blamed, but they were left wondering &#8211; was it ever real, was it an illusion, wasn't it all just in their heads?

Still...worlds apart, they were hoping for a time when they would once again toast to their time together

and even though the spiral of time kept them apart for what seemed like an eternity

they fought to the full top because they knew their love was worth all the pain and heartache.

And in the safehaven of a place known only to them

defying the laws of physics they managed to make time stand still for a moment

a moment long enough to confess to each other their mistakes and the undying love for one another. And although he was the first to stand on his knees, she followed him shortly to the ground in a loving embrace sharing tears of happiness at their renewed joy and blessing.

But.....the merciless arrow of time came in, shot him in the heart

and the last time she saw him he was walking though the doors of the neverending night.

Her heart was broken, almost beyond repair but she knew she had to go on because at the end of the metamorphosis of life on earth

they would always be together

in heaven.

:clapping:


The art is wonderful! Beautiful! :wild: Thanks for posting.



As the rest of this thread... >>> :hi: I hope everyone is ok. :yes: :give_heart: :angel:



Hey.... Today (Oct. 15) makes 17 years that Michael was in Brazil with the Dangerous Tour! And October 17th was the second concert! :dance:



Oh Michael...

 

[Sdeidjs]

APRIL 14, 2009

HI Susie here's the vids i promised. some of them no longer have audio to them, though.

"Spent a lot of time at this particular orphanage and i know most of these children very well"

Michael Jackson




The Journal Of Reflections of Thought Nothing IS Black Or White (c) 2009
Proceeds will be donated to two prearranged mutually agreed upon charities.

Peace, Happiness, L.O.V.E~~~

God Bless

Love Always

:angel:

 

[Sdeidjs]

RE: #2 of 12 Videos

April 14, 2009

HI Susie here's the vids i promised. some of them no longer have audio to them, though.

here's one of my favorites. I met this singer and his family when he gave a concert and performed this song at an orphanage. he is a superstar in his country.




Michael Jackson


The Journal of Reflections of Thought Truth of Justice Nothing IS Black Or White (c) 2009
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Peace, Happiness, and L.O.V.E~~~

God Bless

Love Always

:angel:

 

[8701girl]

I have been having a mj related dreams these past two nights and they are alil confusing lol

The other night i dreamt that i was in the crowd and we all were singing to "heal the world" but i didnt see michael at all but heard him i think.

Then last night i dreamt that i was in some store looking at mj picture wall posters and the next thing i know MICHAEL WAS THERE !!

 

[Sdeidjs]

I have been having a mj related dreams these past two nights and they are alil confusing lol

The other night i dreamt that i was in the crowd and

we all were singing to "heal the world"

but i didnt see michael at all but

"heard" him

i think.

Then last night i dreamt that i was in some store looking at mj picture wall posters and the next thing i know MICHAEL WAS THERE !!

Mr.Michael Jackson would be "VERY PROUD"..! :wub:


Peace, Happiness, L.O.V.E~~~

God Bless

Love Always

:angel:

 

[MysteriousPhoenix]

The LITD thread is now a STICKY??? Hahahahaha!!! I needed a good laugh today! Well, shooby dooby do da day!

 

[Sdeidjs]

April 16, 2009

Susie, you have the heart as big as the pacific. Keep doing what you do to help people, the seeds are planted through your actions. Remember the one-eyed guy you told me about, remember such and such and so and so? all examples of the seeds planted...though you will probably not see their fruit...

It isn't about reaching the masses...it's about building relationships. If i can help 5 people and build a relationship with them, that would mean more to me than helping 100,000 that i would never had the pleasure of meeting.

Michael Jackson


The Journal of Reflections of Thought Truth Of Justice Nothing IS Black or White (c) 2009
Proceeds will be donated to two prearranged mutually agreed upon charities.

Peace, Happiness, L.O.V.E~~~

God Bless

Love Always

:angel:

 

[Lorraine]

^ Susie. If you don't mind me asking. What proof did you have from this person that they were infact Michael Jackson?



Edit: And in a way I will understand, Not riddle speak. lol

 

[Ashtanga]

:shifty:

Lorraine.... your siggy >>>> :in_love:

 

[Lorraine]

I know. :swoon: lol :heart:

 

[Ashtanga]

I know. :swoon: lol :heart:

Yeah.... :naughty:

 

[8701girl]

Mr.Michael Jackson would be "VERY PROUD"..! :wub:

I had another mj related dream again last night and its so werid its been happening alot lately.

Last nights dream was i was watching moonwalker on tv and my stepdad came in and was like " ugh why u watchin him for again!??? dont have u have anything else to watch!!??" and i was like "nope" LOL...odd dream

 

[Sdeidjs]

^

Susie. If you don't mind me asking. What proof did you have from this person that they were infact Michael Jackson?

Edit: And in a way I will understand, Not riddle speak. lol

Being a 40 + veteran in the world of the Jackson 5, The Jacksons, and Mr. Michael Jackson. I have seen MANY come and go; many getting duped, scammed, and taken advantage of. It is said, with knowledge comes wisdom and experience. For as long as I can remember I have been a research buff and throughout the years to current a legal beagle of research. I not only come from being raised from a strict Irish Catholic family but have learned to be cautious, analytical, practical, and protective of Mr. Michael Jackson, his family, friends, fans, and admirers.

Many moons ago (since the birth of the internet, Prodigy, before AOL, Windows, MSN, and even the home computer etc.), I was extremely fortunate enough to have access to the cutting edge of technological advances of what we throughout the world see today.

Therefore, If there would have been something I could have done to help and didn&#8217;t, I would have never been able to forgive myself. With that being said, out of total respect for privacy, trust, and the integrity of my being; "AS PROMISED", I cannot nor will not &#8220;ever&#8221; compromise my good standing. I have worked way to long and way too hard to "ever" jeopardize the trust and humbled honor that I have truly been "blessed" with.

At the very least, Mr. Michael Jacksons children, family, and close friends will have Memoirs to do what with they wish. At best, Mr. Michael Jackson&#8217;s Children, His Family, and Legacy will have the "Honor and Integrity" &#8220;RESTORED&#8221; to where it should have always been..!

Psalm 37

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Peace, Happiness, L.O.V.E~~~

God Bless

Love Always

:angel:

 

[Asedora]

Hey guys! Just came back to say HI to everybody. It looks like we finally will find out pretty soon who was LITD girl. After reading some Lisa's answers today it makes me think that it was HER. The story sometimes is more simple than ppl can assume. Here we go... . Do not miss the show with LMP!

 

[Ashtanga]

​

Hey.... :blush:

Just.....

"There are certain times where you do not need a love...
We do not need excessive passion...
Do not want to kiss on the mouth...
And neither bodies to be found in the softness of a bed...
There are certain times that we just want to hand on the shoulder, hug or even be there, quietly, along...
Without saying anything...
There are certain times when we feel we are to cry, we want a friendly presence, to hear each patient, and play with us, to make us smile...
Someone who laugh at our bad jokes...
Find that our sorrows the world's largest...
That weave in endless compliments ...
And despite all the lies working for us is a sincere
unquestionable...
Send us to shut up or avoid a thoughtless gesture...
Someone who can tell us:
I think you're wrong, but I'm on your side...
Or someone who just say:
I'm your love! And I'm Here! "

William Shakespeare

:heart:

:give_heart:

 

[Sdeidjs]

Hey guys! Just came back to say HI to everybody. It looks like we finally will find out pretty soon who was LITD girl. After reading some Lisa's answers today it makes me think that it was HER. The story sometimes is more simple than ppl can assume. Here we go... . Do not miss the show with LMP!

If Ms.Presley loved, cared for Mr.Michael Jackson as much as she "claims" she did/does...she would have "NEVER" thrown HIM & HIS under the bus like she did in the past and/or has in this interview.

Things that make us go Mmm~~~


Public Relations (Manipulation of Michael Jackson Fans) + Popularity = Album (Sales) = Recording Contract

But hey, what do I know ladies & gents...Like I always say...Any thing in life is possible...:nerd:

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God Bless

As Always~~~

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Love Always and Forever~~~

God Bless

:angel:

Psalm 37

 

[Ashtanga]

Love Always and Forever~~~

God Bless

:angel:

Psalm 37

:heart: :heart: :heart:

In "60 Minutes" he was soooooooooo beautiful :girl_in_love: and "Childhood" too. :heart:



About L.O.V.E.:

Because love is not and can not be simple affection. It is not usual or kindness. Love is crazy, is the heart that beats for two thousand, the light which descends to a full night sunset sun will rise in the night just to look at the eyes. The love is that scream that makes the flame and now understand the need for change. (Federico Moccia)

:wub:

 

[Asedora]

If Ms.Presley loved, cared for Mr.Michael Jackson as much as she "claims" she did/does...she would have "NEVER" thrown HIM & HIS under the bus like she did in the past and/or has in this interview.

People who want to blame Lisa for her not defending him in 2005 when he needed, to blame her for not loving him enough, not having babies etc have to take their pink glasses off. Do you know folks how it is to live with a genius? Please, find ONE; fall madly in love with him which is not hard at all if on the top of that he will be handsome as a God and physically attractive. I really want everybody who blames Lisa &#8220;being not good enough for Mike&#8221; try to experience it by yourself.

He does not need to be a crazy famous one. There are enough of non famous geniuses in this world. Try to marry him and live a &#8220;normal&#8221; life with him. Just be prepared that most of times YOU will be a piece of furniture for him, you will be the one he will have sex time to time but at the same time you NEVER will feel that you are just the ONE for him because there tons women outside he does mind to flirt with, giving smiles and kisses, sending presents etc. He never will give you a feeling that you are just the one woman in his life.

I am sure Lisa had to deal with all this crap and it was not easy for her as a woman and it was even more harder because she was already a daughter of the King and I am sure marring Michael Jackson, a superstar it was the first time she had to deal with somebody who could put her down. I do believe it was painful.

Do you think folks it was easy for her to see how Michael was kissing his fans on stage? Do you think she did not know how many women did send a love letters to him and how much time he spent reading each of them paying zero attention to Lisa as a wife who was there caring of him and shearing love and bedroom with this person.?

And on top of that geniuses have such thing as &#8220;creative process&#8221; which never stops really. And most of times they do not want anybody around and cut everybody off. You have to be extremely patient and be prepared that you is not you anymore, you have to lose yourself FOR him without getting anything in return, just waiting and waiting of that one day and after weeks of waiting he maybe will show his feelings to you. Are you ready ladies for such sacrifice?
Michael was NOT a weak person, he could cut anybody off any time he felt like it family included.

How do you think Lisa would feel being cut off pretty often being madly in love with him? Then once in a while at &#8220;highest moments&#8221; of their relationships ( as she described those moments), he would turn to 180 degree, drag her down to bedroom, have a wild sex she ever can imagine to &#8220;intoxicate her&#8221; and the next day she felt like a piece of furniture again because it was OVER, it was just a moment and nothing was stable in relationships with such gifted human being.
Besides, she had to deal with bunch of leaches around him, doctors and his problems with prescribed medications.

It does not mean that he did not love her it just means that gifted ppl are very moody and they do not realize themselves if they love somebody or not. They go with the moment and nothing is stable in their feelings.
When he collapsed on stage in 1995, she was in the hospital trying take care of him but he wanted her out and he put her down in front of everybody. Are you sure ladies who blames Lisa for everything you would be able to deal with that? Are you strong enough and prepared that the person you madly in love with, anytime can put you down like a disposal material?

I am not defending Lisa because some parts of interview about drugs and such I really think were unnecessarily. But I understand her because to be fan and be a wife are 2 different things. Fans fantasize him A LOT , they look at him most of times like he was just a "sweet angel" everybody has to love and protect. People who thinks that way live in own fantasy world knowing very little about real life and how difficult to live beside a person who gives himself to his art.

Do you think Michael was expressing his love to Lisa the same way how he did it on stage in front t of millions? I doubt it. He was married to his music and I am sure he was not that romantic in personal relationships as some may assume. Once again, it does not mean that he did not love her, he def did but it was just a very unstable and impulsive love and I am sure that in many moments Lisa felt like garbage and disposal material. This is why Lisa said many times that he loved her as much as he could love somebody and I think it is true.
Now, folks who blames Lisa not having babies right away with him I have to remind you that having babies is very serious decision and every woman who does it wants stability in her life, stability in relationships unless this woman have a deal as surrogate and gets money for that. I am sure Lisa did not feel stability in relationships being with Michael and I cannot blame her if she was thinking &#8220;too long&#8221; about having more children. Once again, I am not Lisa&#8217;s fan. I was just trying to make fans to look at this type relationships from a different point of view.
I do not like Rabbi Shmuley, I think he is another leech and nasty guy but I do not think that he is stupid. He is actually very smart and in fact buying his book I really did not want to read his comments and did skip most of them. But one comment really did stuck in my mind. This comment is not from the book but from the video I think. He said that Michael was not capable to have normal relationships with women. I was so angry at him as hell when I heard it the first time because Rabbi Smuley is very negative character in Michael&#8217;s life from my point of view. But later on I was thinking that probably rabbi is right here because if Michael was married to his art it is more likely he was not able to express himself in personal relationships as much as he could give himself to his music .

And I do believe Lisa&#8217;s words that he loved her as much as he was able love somebody. I think it is very true.

 

[Ohood]

I just noticed that all LMP fans are talking about is their sexual relationship , it is the most imortant thing in that marriage for them, they talk about their sexual life over and over and all the time...i even was reading a blog about MJ's death and the MJ LMP fan was talking from time to time about their hot sex even it has nothing to do with the subject matter, and that was a very old fan !

i'm so sorry i do not refer to your post only but i noticed this in all the LMPMJ fans' posts , websites ,youtube videos, fake stories, photoshopped pics, fake paintings... it is clear that the only thing they like is how or when they were physically active ! retreated, isn't it !?


...love is very much different from sex , they Intersects at certain point but they are not completely related..
u do not have sex with someone because u love him and you can't love someone simply because you had sex with him !

and we fans are not very interested with what happened between them we care about how our idol and this global icon is portrayed infront of the world, our families ,and our friends,,,the person we love , respect and defend over and over and everywhere....

to bash him one day and then forgive him the other day is her problem but this music icon for 40 years is not her toy to mess with his name whenever she likes just because they were fighting or going back together ! this is very childlish!

and in my book this is not a true or pure love, to take before you give is like business not love ! but anyway , she sees things according to her own perspective and she is free to believe wahtever she wants but she better stay away from his legacy!

 

[Asedora]

I just noticed that all LMP fans are talking about is their sexual relationship , it is the most imortant thing in that marriage for them, they talk about their sexual life over and over and all the time...!

I am NOT LMP fan and have never been one and I am NOT talking about sexual realtionships persay. I just can build some my assumptions on my expirience and assume how realtinships between LMP and MJ could look like from inside. It is not all to do with sex, however sex is one of the most important things in woman/man realtionships. You cannot deny it. But my post was NOT just about sex at all.
Fans who see MJ as a sweet angel have to take their pink glasses off and not to blame just LMP not "being good enough" for him. Go try yourself to live beside just gifted person (not even a world star) and see how long it will last if he will flirt with other women all the time and you never will be the one in his life. Go try and then you will tell us how does it feel.

 

[Ohood]

^but she never complained about this ! she said exactly that he has no serious relationships and that she was vey happy to be the only woman in his life during marriage and this makde her feel special !

and she said that children from his side and drugs from hers were the main issues in their marriage...you do not have to make up excuses for something even LMP did not imply or paid attention to...sorry but your argument was so weak even LMP was more understanding and did not see this as a problem...

 

[8701girl]

If Ms.Presley loved, cared for Mr.Michael Jackson as much as she "claims" she did/does...she would have "NEVER" thrown HIM & HIS under the bus like she did in the past and/or has in this interview.

I have felt this way throught the yrs with lisa's bashing of mj and i admit i still hold a grudge on her for that.

But i have been thinkming bout their relationship alot lately and i have come to this :

Both had very similar lives and both had different ways of dealing with it. Lisa is like a lion in a sense she will say and do what she thinks without thinking of it first. And michael i guess in a way is like that too but i think he was a lil more shielded, like he did have that naive child sense oof thinking.

 

[Asedora]

^but she never complained about this ! she said exactly that he has no serious relationships and that she was vey happy to be the only woman in his life during marriage and this makde her feel special !

and she said that children from his side and drugs from hers were the main issues in their marriage...you do not have to make up excuses for something even LMP did not imply or paid attention to...sorry but your argument was so weak even LMP was more understanding and did not see this as a problem...

I do not care if she complained or not I know how it looked like from inside. She never will say anything like that cos it would be stupid to say. I was a very happy and "intoxicated" once in my life too. So, what we are talking about here?
Drugs were NOT Lisa's issue hovewer she said that and it was some sort of issue. I do believe that love letters from fans and many women around him he was flirting with was much bigger problem than anything esle and no way she will speak about that. No WAY!
She has some respect for herself and this is right. She walked away from all this and it was a choice she made. I can understand this choice because you cannot be a piece of fornuture most of times.
I do not know who would do it, maybe one crazy fan would be ready to be just a sponge for him, who knows. All women are diffrent.

 

[Ashtanga]

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Hey... I think we should leave out of this thread the subject "LMP". It is unnecessary to discuss here. We will not break the spell of this thread. Please.... :give_heart: