^ ah thanks, yes his magic is very special...and glad you all have enjoyed the dream. I might as well tell you the rest of it 'cause there was more ...
I could see that MJ and his kids were flying kites in the moonlight from inside the top of their chute where apparantly they were playing and having fun, (the chute was beautiful by the way, it was enormous and like an opaque white and went from the ground nearly to the moon) because the silouette of three or four kites shone in the sky up against the moon, and it was so fun to watch.
Then all of a sudden his kids randomly ran down the hill to play in our yard then I ran to the bedroom window closest to the chute, to see if I could see MJ and lo and behold, there he was, running down the hill toward the window and when he saw me he pressed his finger hard up against his lips with eyes that said, "SHHHH!!! DON'T LET ON THAT I'M HERE" and I nodded a really fast nod like, "DEFINITELY OK". I felt clear though that he wanted
only my mother to know, so I go and get her, then I open the front door and one of my kids randomly shot out of the house real fast which attracted their friends from across the street then from the house next door to the right, then, to the left, and another and another, then all their parents and the next thing I knew, people were coming from all around, and
all i could think of was how much I wanted to actually die, a slow and agonizing death, for making MJ feel I'd lied to him, figuring he'll never trust me again IN LIFE plus blowing the only chance I ever had to let him know he could safely trust me ...
...when MJ saw all the people coming he ran back up the hill into the chute while his kids were still having fun in the yard and to handle the situation they just buried themselves into the grass face down so as not to be recognized. I ran out into the yard and threw myself on the ground wanting to die from frustration.
Then suddenly MJ came running back down the hill, and was really understanding for some reason, and said hi to my mother and she was like :wild: and she said, "Girl if I hadn't seen him I'd have sworn you were completely losing your mind" :lol:
ineeway...thanks for letting me share
'cause it is so off topic!
Thanks very much for you all's sweet well wishes! I feel MUCH better. 100%! :yes: (all because of sweet thoughts and prayers)