Sounds like something similar to what I get, yeah! It varies, like sometimes it's just a
thought in my mind, but sometimes it's like his voice, but just on the
edge of real sound, yeah. (Although I have 'heard' his voice in an auditory fashion halfway in my mind, vivid, twice.) I think the more usual way must be something similar to what you explained. I don't get it often and when I do it's not like a big ole conversation. It's unfortunately more like a few words or a short sentence and that's about it, but I feel like there's way more there, but I can't "hear" it. I keep feeling frustrated, like "Do I just
suck at getting messages or something?" lolol. Am I trying
too hard? Not hard
enough? Too many expectations? It just doesn't work like that? I feel bad that it's possible Michael would want to say something and I'm too dense to get the whole message :rolleyes2: I keep feeling like it's one of those things that's so simple somehow, like it's actually easy but I can't find the right ... place/spot/way to do it. Like someday it will just suddenly click and I'll be like "duh!" Or it will never click because it will just never function like that and my expectations are too grand or too off of reality.
But this is why I ask questions like this. You know how there are mediums on TV and whatnot and when you read their books they tell stories of how their contact helped people, but I find that they never adequately explain for me just HOW they
experience the contact. Like what does "see" really mean? In the
mind? Like you'd "see" the memory of your old house? Or actually
visually? Explain it in explicit detail and tell me how it's evolved over time, when it started, if there's a physical sensation when it starts, etc, etc, darnit, lolol. I'd love to sit down with James Van Praagh for an hour
