Hey girls! Got a lot of catching up to do. How is everyone? I had nice Michael dreams last night :wub: and finished recording a new song I wrote about him today. Feeling good.
Mundy said:
Today I viewed a house we were waiting for since last November. We're moving in next Friday and I didn't realise that's the 25th until I got home
Good luck with your move! Sorry it ended up on the 25th. Maybe the universe is indeed just trying to keep you distracted that day so you don't wallow. :better:
Mundy said:
On a different note, everytime I play Texas Hold'em I'm always dealt J5. I know I'd notice that particular combination more than others but I get it a lot. The other day I got it twice in 3 hands.
Hah...that's awesome. Rock on.
MJJLaugh said:
This is very interesting stuff to me and it's too bad that I cannot talk to many people about spirit guides and such, that's why I am so happy to have you here in this thread!
:hug: I'm so glad we all have a place to talk about this stuff too...new age nuts FTW!
mjbunny said:
MLP won Not sure what to do with this info (don't get a graphic to post on the website or anything?). Whoa about the 4003 votes = 7 Rock on! So I guess MLP will be, in their words "immortalized" on the vote wall hall of fame now, for a whole month
Wtf...all that voting was seriously so you could been the winner for a MONTH? And then it starts all over again? :doh: That's lame. Well, cool we got it this time anyway. We left the others in the dust.
mjbunny said:
Michael, who ARE you that you can be so amazing, that we all felt you so strongly, so soon and so continuously onward? Whatever the answer, thank you , thank you, thank you!
Gah I know right? It's hardly fathomable that someone can be SO loving, SO giving, SO inside of everyone...SO deeply. And be so willing to just BE there for us, despite whether or not we really 'knew' him in this life. It's really just astounding. Whoever you are Michael, we THANK GOD for your existence, your love and your light. :angel:
MJJLaugh said:
And my first thought was "Oh no, this was EXACTLy the type of man I was looking for", he feels like my soulmate and now I will never meet him or anything. And I just cried, and cried and cried for someone I didn't know, had never met, but who felt like someone I had known for thousands of years. I just can't stand the fact that I wasn't a fan for years and years, because I realize now that i easily could have been.
Oh God...same here. To all of it. :weeping: WHY Amy, WHY didn't you notice him earlier? WHYYYYYYYYYY...I will never get over it. :boohoo:
Kira said:
BTW Amy, I listened to your "He's hot" song yesterday, OMG loved it, you expressed everything sooo well haha. Damn, those gold pants, will never get enough of them and of what's, ahem, inside You rock, girl
Haha...thanks love! Yes...never can get enough of the gold both inside and outside Michael's pants :naughty:
Mrs. Music said:
Weren't you planning on an MJ tat? You should get oneeee! (Or two, or three..LOLOL, I want another one now already! Darn addictive!)
Yessss I'm planning an MJ tat... a back piece. Just taking time to really sit on the design, AND save up just to get it...it's gonna be hella expensive and I'll need to travel to CA to get it done by the best of the best. Wish I could do it right now!
Modulation Alert said:
What a vision- and I genuinely mourn the fact that we don't get to see the the movies he would have directed- with his music possibly.
Oh geez I know! It really is like...painful, to think of how much more brilliance he could have blessed this world with...(particularly the brilliant show to-be
) he had so much more to give!
MJJLaugh said:
My love for him was sudden, swift and deep, but more importantly unconditional. Unconditional love does not ask, does not beg, does not writhe with passion, does not kill, does not make one jealous, but shares the joy with like-minded souls of a deep connection that serves a purpose and as Michael says so eloquently "only asks to be lived". It is the deepest, purest, giving, forever-love there is, and that's how I feel
Well put! And I feel exactly the same way.
mjbunny said:
He knows your heart. Stop beating yourself up. When we do that to ourselves we're not changing one thing. The only thing we're doing is to make ourselves feel less worthy. And it doesn't heal anything. It doesn't fix anything. Only love does
This made me
...a lot of what you said in your posts were just right on and perfectly worded. Thank you.
mjbunny – Odd dream about Liz. I hope she doesn’t leave us soon! Though she’s certainly lived a nice, long life and I know she would be happy to reunite with Michael.
Asedora said:
Guys, I was doing my tribute for Michael. The website is mostly ready but I have LOTS of work to do still.
Wow it is looking great Asedora! Man, it reminds me I need to get my site for Michael done! I was hoping to also release mine by the 25th but I just haven’t gotten around to gathering all the info about the trials and conspiracy and stuff. There’s just SO much to go over and organize in that area, I’ve been procrastinating it. Anyway, yours is great! Can’t have too many websites to tell the truth about Michael.
Mod Alert – will watch your video soon! Don’t you just want to SCREAM at how annoying Sony is?! Gah, I feel you…they’ve blocked some of my stuff too.
Asedora said:
I was sort of having a simple but still "philosophical" conversation with Michael saying: See, Mike this cherry tree is so big and strong. Every year it has so many flowers but it never has cherries.... I wish I could have some….
Last year I had only a few cherries and one day the birds came and finished all of them… .
Guess what? This year my tree is FULL of cherries. I have never seen it before. I do not know what to say but it is unbelievable how many cherries I have. I have also an apricot three and a plum tree. Both of them were blooming this year no less then my cherry tree but there is none on them just like a year before. So far I did not see any birds eating my cherries ....
Omg I love that! How sweet! :wub: Thanks for sharing.
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On the subject of dying...I don't know why anyone would want to know how or when they will die. I mean...that just spoils the surprise of life, to me. I'm not scared of dying really, but if I knew how or when it would happen I'd either be always nervous when circumstances matched what I knew in any way, or I'd be nervous coming up to the time I thought I'd go...which would probably alter the way I go about life in my last days. I have been told that I'd live a long life (though the rings on my wrist that you can read as part of palm reading, says otherwise) and I CAN see myself being very old...but not like the old people we see so much today. Lol. Like I see myself as being an awesome shaman type woman who looks 60 when she's 80 and is still healthy, vibrant and active. Haha maybe that's just a dream.
About the 'new fan' discussion...I don't really have anything to add. You all get it. I've never felt the need to defend my position, and I've never thought I have to feel guilty for discovering him after he died (though I SO regret it)...because I know how deep this love for him runs inside of me. And I know it's something that didn't just happen, but it was ALWAYS there, from lifetimes past. I only became aware of it later in this life. And so it goes with a lot of "new fans" that have a revelation of sorts over Michael as well, and feel just as deeply as the rest of us. We are all kindred spirits...and it's a joyous thing to see eachother remember this as we make our way through this incarnation.
Interesting you guys have been feeling Michael distant lately. The past couple days I've actually felt him close...off and on. And then I dreamt of him last night...it was so pleasant. :wub:
Well, I had more replies I was working on to some of you…about deeper stuff…but…bleh…I’m in no state to go deep right now. So will just end with an imaginary pat on the back to all of you *pat pat* for the great posts. Looove you guys!
EDIT: I just remembered...
mjbunny I saw you in my dream last night...and guess what, you kissed me on the lips! :hysterical: Seriously, what the? I mean I like you girl, but not THAT way...hahahaha!