Merged: Psychics channel Michael

^ Oh, Asedora, that looks great :) Nice site, nice message, well done :hug: If you really don't think it's finished by the 25th, of course Michael knows why. And just let us know when you feel it's ready to go public. I'll put a link to it from MLP :flowers: :heart:
 
"You and I were never separate
It's just an illusion
Wrought by the magical lens of perception

There is only one wholeness
Only one mind
We are like ripples
In the vast ocean of consciousness" - Michael (Heaven Is Here)

Beautiful quote and the message in the words is one that Michael whispered in my ear.

Guys, I was doing my tribute for Michael. The website is mostly ready but I have LOTS of work to do still. I have to rebuild the forum and there is some other stuff I have to learn and change. Plus I will have to promote it. There is nothing has been done yet at this point. At least it is on the net now I can view it. I was busy with my mother funeral so I could not finish it and promote it before June 25th but I planned it. And there is no way I will be able to finish everything till June 25th. Sorry, Mike I could not do it on time for you :(
I just wanted to show it to you guys. Please, DO NOT quote this link because before I make it public I have to edit it. And please do not register on forum cos I have to work on it still.
I just wanted to show it to ppl on this thread. All ideas are mine including design. I am not a web designer and this is the first time I had to work on something like that. Guys who worked for me did exactly what was in my mind. Plus I had to put together all material I wanted to be a part of this website.
The domain name was chosen by me personally in October 2009 when MJ was visited me in spirit. It is a miracle that this domain name was available. The main idea of this website is to tell the truth about Michael Jackson as a person.

Take care.

Very impressive Asedora!! Nice website! Well done.
( I did notice one spelling error "Vitilago", this should be "vitiligo". I hope you don't mind me saying this. As for the Lupus part - he was diagnosed with Discoid Lupus, the type that affects the skin. It was discovered when he burned his scalp. This may or may not have progressed at some point into SLE - the full-blown lupus. www.mjj-777.com has an article to that effect on her website)


yeah...I just didn't feel like forcing people to download a joke basically. I heard a particular song and the movie theatre inside my head started to roll...I laughed all night long just looking at the clips in connection with the lyrics...
lemme know if it worked.
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=V85504NG

The downloading worked fine! Great song and video. Too bad $ony messed up your plans.
I didn't hear a German accent at all, and I can always tell when people who speak English are from Germany, they can never lose the accent it seems. I wish I could lose my Dutch accent when I speak English ( American english). I try real hard to pass for a native and then they say "Oh, I love your accent, where are you from ?"
I hate it when that happens!

Mjbunny Can't remember when you're leaving for Cologne but I hope you have a nice sunny stay there with your hb.
 
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Hi Harmony Hutters,

Okay, maybe I am overanalysing srtuff and maybe I'm just crazy. Maybe both ( overanalytical crazy lady). I watched "Moonwalker" again earlier this evening and I took some notes because it struck me that some of his lyrics and this movie as well, have references to the future. More specifically MJ's future.

Moonwalker was filmed in 1988/1989, keep that in mind.
Here's my list:

1) There's a poster on the wall in "Badder" which says "Wanted for Questioning" with police photo's of MJ.
2) One of the newspaper headlines in "Leave me Alone" says "Michael frozen for 50 years"
3) Frankie Lideo wants bugs and drugs for the youngsters.
4) From Neverland( grass with the yellow flowers - not sure if that is part of Neverland, I think so, because the covered bridge definitely is, they go into a underground tunnel and at a certain moment there are huge spiders.
5) There are three children - boy, girl, boy. The youngest one is the darkest one. The girls name is Katie.
6) Katie is taken by the bad guys so they can, under false pretenses, lure Michael into their trap and lock a door behind him.
7) At a certain moment before the fighting scenes there are approx 70 soldiers standing around him.

These references made me think of MJ's mugshot in 2003, the 50 years stood out, he was bitten by a spider at Neverland in November 2002, MJ's children. Paris' middle name is Katherine ( Katie ?) and she received a kitten in 2009 called 'Katie' from MJ, false pretenses under which he could be sued/brought to court, 70 officers raided the ranch.

Ok, I'm a nutcase. ( I know that)

Seriously though, what do you think ?
 
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The downloading worked fine! Great song and video. Too bad $ony messed up your plans.
I didn't hear a German accent at all, and I can always tell when people who speak English are from Germany, they can never lose the accent it seems. I wish I could lose my Dutch accent when I speak English ( American english). I try real hard to pass for a native and then they say "Oh, I love your accent, where are you from ?"
I hate it when that happens!
Oh, nonononononono, that's not my song....it's a Belgian (?) Band called "Hooverphonic", I love their sound! That's why I called it a joke- I heard the song and immediately saw Smooth Criminal and parts of Moonwalker in front of me...their song sounds like it's made for 007 style movies...
But I'd love to have a sound like theirs....
I was just playing around with my favourite new toy, the video editing...:rofl:

Yeah, about the accents...after close to 10 years I don't get stopped all the time and asked "where are you from", in New England half the population is from somewhere else and I only got bugged about my accent when I was fairly fresh and acted like I came straight from Mars- "want cashback?" "I'm sorry, no, I just want to buy the trash bags. If something's wrong, I'll bring 'em back and gladly will take the cash back." "you want cashback?" Standing their like an idiot....:rofl: (say, you buy something for 6.99 and round up the sum to say, 20- and get the rest as cash, saves trips to ATMs- they didn't have that kind of thing in stores in Germany in 2004 when I left- it was the everyday stuff that for a while exposes you as Newbie...)

I'm sure MJBunny has her stories on friendly German Service in the "beverage market place"...hehehehe
 
Guys, I was doing my tribute for Michael. The website is mostly ready but I have LOTS of work to do still. I have to rebuild the forum and there is some other stuff I have to learn and change. Plus I will have to promote it. There is nothing has been done yet at this point. At least it is on the net now I can view it. I was busy with my mother funeral so I could not finish it and promote it before June 25th but I planned it. And there is no way I will be able to finish everything till June 25th. Sorry, Mike I could not do it on time for you :(
I just wanted to show it to you guys. Please, DO NOT quote this link because before I make it public I have to edit it. And please do not register on forum cos I have to work on it still.
I just wanted to show it to ppl on this thread. All ideas are mine including design. I am not a web designer and this is the first time I had to work on something like that. Guys who worked for me did exactly what was in my mind. Plus I had to put together all material I wanted to be a part of this website.
Here you go: ...
The domain name was chosen by me personally in October 2009 when MJ was visited me in spirit. It is a miracle that this domain name was available. The main idea of this website is to tell the truth about Michael Jackson as a person.

Take care.

I like it, the purple is a great color. The lines remind me of the stage set up for the Performance of Man in the Mirror.
 
Asedora, I didn't see the link, but wishing you success on the new website. :)

I've been really missing seeing Michael in my dreams. :cry: Instead I don't really remember anything, and if I do it's usually the negative stuff. Like this morning I was dreaming about making a video for youtube, which had photos of all the people who had hurt Michael in the past. And I was going to pair it with the song "This Time Around." Weird. Hope I get to see Michael again in my dreams soon.

I've just been feeling numb today. :mello:
 
Thank you. My idea was that it had to be done in indigo color spectrum. There are many “indigo” shades including purple. The main banner has been done in “classical” indigo colors. I am glad guys that you like it. If it was not my mother funeral it would be done already. Now I still feel weak and I have no energy to put more effort into it but I will. I hope Mike does not mind. I was working on it since December and it was very slow. Maybe it looks simple but it was lots of work behind it. Every little detail had to be done the way I wanted including tribute banner.

Edited: Guys I removed the link. I think ppl in this thread saw it already. If somebody wants the link just to view the site I can PM you. I checked, there are still lots of issues with forum especially and I found another mistake on the page. All threads were moved from my old forum but it looks like there is a huge mess which still has to be organized much better. Plus there are some technical problems with this forum. So I have to fix all this.

I love that. The purple being part of indigo and on top of that the purple has some great meaning, too.
Wishing you healing for your mom, that is so rough when you live far away, sucks every single time when something happens. I never get used to that fact. Flying back for that purpose just stinks. :better:
And then it's weird on top of that to be back in the city. Every time I go to Berlin or Kiev somebody mentions, oh that and that train isn't running the way it used to. Duh. It's strange when you can't even just hop on the old train the way you used to when you lived there. You know the place- but it changes while you're gone. It's oddly familiar and you know it, but it's a strange feeling.

I always feel caught between all cities and countries, especially when you lived in a few. Wait, what color is my passport, what line do I stand in?
 
mjbunny;2852715Hi Harmony Hut :heart: - I'll be offline for a while said:
here [/I]right now?" ... She replied, "Because I'm close. ..... Very soon." I knew this meant that she was close to dying and was in a stage where she was wandering in and out of her body a lot. I had a lot of other weird dreams after that, but later when I woke up for the day I had "Elizabeth, I Love You" running through my head. :mello:


Oh dear god no not liz too...ill be prayin :pray:
 
Hey girls! Got a lot of catching up to do. How is everyone? I had nice Michael dreams last night :wub: and finished recording a new song I wrote about him today. Feeling good. :)


Mundy said:
Today I viewed a house we were waiting for since last November. We're moving in next Friday and I didn't realise that's the 25th until I got home
Good luck with your move! Sorry it ended up on the 25th. Maybe the universe is indeed just trying to keep you distracted that day so you don't wallow. :better:

Mundy said:
On a different note, everytime I play Texas Hold'em I'm always dealt J5. I know I'd notice that particular combination more than others but I get it a lot. The other day I got it twice in 3 hands.
Hah...that's awesome. Rock on.

MJJLaugh said:
This is very interesting stuff to me and it's too bad that I cannot talk to many people about spirit guides and such, that's why I am so happy to have you here in this thread!
:hug: I'm so glad we all have a place to talk about this stuff too...new age nuts FTW!

mjbunny said:
MLP won Not sure what to do with this info (don't get a graphic to post on the website or anything?). Whoa about the 4003 votes = 7 Rock on! So I guess MLP will be, in their words "immortalized" on the vote wall hall of fame now, for a whole month
Wtf...all that voting was seriously so you could been the winner for a MONTH? And then it starts all over again? :doh: That's lame. Well, cool we got it this time anyway. We left the others in the dust. :giggle:

mjbunny said:
Michael, who ARE you that you can be so amazing, that we all felt you so strongly, so soon and so continuously onward? Whatever the answer, thank you , thank you, thank you!
Gah I know right? It's hardly fathomable that someone can be SO loving, SO giving, SO inside of everyone...SO deeply. And be so willing to just BE there for us, despite whether or not we really 'knew' him in this life. It's really just astounding. Whoever you are Michael, we THANK GOD for your existence, your love and your light. :angel:

MJJLaugh said:
And my first thought was "Oh no, this was EXACTLy the type of man I was looking for", he feels like my soulmate and now I will never meet him or anything. And I just cried, and cried and cried for someone I didn't know, had never met, but who felt like someone I had known for thousands of years. I just can't stand the fact that I wasn't a fan for years and years, because I realize now that i easily could have been.
Oh God...same here. To all of it. :weeping: WHY Amy, WHY didn't you notice him earlier? WHYYYYYYYYYY...I will never get over it. :boohoo:

Kira said:
BTW Amy, I listened to your "He's hot" song yesterday, OMG loved it, you expressed everything sooo well haha. Damn, those gold pants, will never get enough of them and of what's, ahem, inside You rock, girl
Haha...thanks love! Yes...never can get enough of the gold both inside and outside Michael's pants :naughty:

Mrs. Music said:
Weren't you planning on an MJ tat? You should get oneeee! (Or two, or three..LOLOL, I want another one now already! Darn addictive!)
Yessss I'm planning an MJ tat... a back piece. Just taking time to really sit on the design, AND save up just to get it...it's gonna be hella expensive and I'll need to travel to CA to get it done by the best of the best. Wish I could do it right now!

Modulation Alert said:
What a vision- and I genuinely mourn the fact that we don't get to see the the movies he would have directed- with his music possibly.
Oh geez I know! It really is like...painful, to think of how much more brilliance he could have blessed this world with...(particularly the brilliant show to-be :cry:) he had so much more to give!

MJJLaugh said:
My love for him was sudden, swift and deep, but more importantly unconditional. Unconditional love does not ask, does not beg, does not writhe with passion, does not kill, does not make one jealous, but shares the joy with like-minded souls of a deep connection that serves a purpose and as Michael says so eloquently "only asks to be lived". It is the deepest, purest, giving, forever-love there is, and that's how I feel
Well put! And I feel exactly the same way.


mjbunny said:
He knows your heart. Stop beating yourself up. When we do that to ourselves we're not changing one thing. The only thing we're doing is to make ourselves feel less worthy. And it doesn't heal anything. It doesn't fix anything. Only love does
This made me :cry: ...a lot of what you said in your posts were just right on and perfectly worded. Thank you.


mjbunny – Odd dream about Liz. I hope she doesn’t leave us soon! Though she’s certainly lived a nice, long life and I know she would be happy to reunite with Michael.


Asedora said:
Guys, I was doing my tribute for Michael. The website is mostly ready but I have LOTS of work to do still.
Wow it is looking great Asedora! Man, it reminds me I need to get my site for Michael done! I was hoping to also release mine by the 25th but I just haven’t gotten around to gathering all the info about the trials and conspiracy and stuff. There’s just SO much to go over and organize in that area, I’ve been procrastinating it. Anyway, yours is great! Can’t have too many websites to tell the truth about Michael.


Mod Alert – will watch your video soon! Don’t you just want to SCREAM at how annoying Sony is?! Gah, I feel you…they’ve blocked some of my stuff too.


Asedora said:
I was sort of having a simple but still "philosophical" conversation with Michael saying: See, Mike this cherry tree is so big and strong. Every year it has so many flowers but it never has cherries.... I wish I could have some….
Last year I had only a few cherries and one day the birds came and finished all of them… .
Guess what? This year my tree is FULL of cherries. I have never seen it before. I do not know what to say but it is unbelievable how many cherries I have. I have also an apricot three and a plum tree. Both of them were blooming this year no less then my cherry tree but there is none on them just like a year before. So far I did not see any birds eating my cherries ....
Omg I love that! How sweet! :wub: Thanks for sharing.

……..............…….

On the subject of dying...I don't know why anyone would want to know how or when they will die. I mean...that just spoils the surprise of life, to me. I'm not scared of dying really, but if I knew how or when it would happen I'd either be always nervous when circumstances matched what I knew in any way, or I'd be nervous coming up to the time I thought I'd go...which would probably alter the way I go about life in my last days. I have been told that I'd live a long life (though the rings on my wrist that you can read as part of palm reading, says otherwise) and I CAN see myself being very old...but not like the old people we see so much today. Lol. Like I see myself as being an awesome shaman type woman who looks 60 when she's 80 and is still healthy, vibrant and active. Haha maybe that's just a dream.

About the 'new fan' discussion...I don't really have anything to add. You all get it. I've never felt the need to defend my position, and I've never thought I have to feel guilty for discovering him after he died (though I SO regret it)...because I know how deep this love for him runs inside of me. And I know it's something that didn't just happen, but it was ALWAYS there, from lifetimes past. I only became aware of it later in this life. And so it goes with a lot of "new fans" that have a revelation of sorts over Michael as well, and feel just as deeply as the rest of us. We are all kindred spirits...and it's a joyous thing to see eachother remember this as we make our way through this incarnation.


Interesting you guys have been feeling Michael distant lately. The past couple days I've actually felt him close...off and on. And then I dreamt of him last night...it was so pleasant. :wub:

Well, I had more replies I was working on to some of you…about deeper stuff…but…bleh…I’m in no state to go deep right now. So will just end with an imaginary pat on the back to all of you *pat pat* for the great posts. Looove you guys!


EDIT: I just remembered...mjbunny I saw you in my dream last night...and guess what, you kissed me on the lips! :hysterical: Seriously, what the? I mean I like you girl, but not THAT way...hahahaha!
 
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Doh, got behind again. I've been feeling sooooo weird today. Unsettled and can't place why. I feel totally whiney, but it's like I can't place what it is that's missing, what it is I need and am thus whining for. :doh: Food? A movie? Michael? Music? Dancing? What?! I tried to meditate, but just can't focus. Actually, I guess I've been feeling like this to some degree the past 3 days or so. Just a few things for the moment:

ModAlert - :doh: I totally forgot about your video, sorry :lol: Will download it now...

Amygrace - :hysterical: Geez, so now I'm running around kissing girls in dreams? :lmao: Omg, that's too funny! As long as there were no tongues involved, I guess we're still alright :hysterical: Cool that you had a dream about Michael. Uh, I want one again so much. Part of the prob might be this deep sleep the past few days. It's like I fall asleep and am out cold for 10 hours except for a brief awakening and then feel like I haven't slept at all. Can't remember much from dreams, but they just seem like "typical" dreams... work, random stuff. I wonder when I go through those super-tired stages sometimes if I'm just fighting off a virus or if I'm working at night on another plane of existence? I wonder that sometimes when I get overcome with sleepiness when there seems to be no reason, like maybe someone needs me out of body, lol.

Asedora - Cool about the cherry tree :) Wasn't it MJJLaugh who was told by Michael to plant a cherry tree in our last meditation? It was a symbol of being connected.

P.S. Good news / sad news... someone from SoCal fans wrote back to MLP today to say they'll pass on the pdf info sheet to their group and will do MLP at 2pm in Forest Lawn (well, they're planning to arrive at F.L. at 2pm, so it may be a few minutes late, but I'm guessing a lot of groups will start a minute or two late).

Oh! P.S. part two -- I've felt the last two days a very big pull to think more about children in the world. Since I don't have kids or deal with any on a regular basis, I tend to forget being specific about them. However, I've had a lot of dreams about kids, giving toys or candy to kids, really unusual dreams for me, since last fall. Anyway, yesterday I was dancing around my living room and suddenly it's like I got a cosmic tweet: we need to do a mini MLP weekly specifically for children. I can only say that at the time it felt really like a message, like Michael whispering in my ear, like a sudden and powerful realization. Have to figure out how to implement this exactly, though. Like I was thinking on Saturdays maybe, since that's Sunday morning in other parts of the world... no one's getting stuck with it on a Monday morning. But it can't take the focus away from the monthly MLP, you know. That's a big thing, I think. MLP is so powerful because everyone does it at once, so this isn't an MLP, it's something else, an additional children's prayer for those who want to do it. Have to think about this more. Just babbling. Also felt like I should say more about HTWforChildren :)
 
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Doh, got behind again. I've been feeling sooooo weird today. Unsettled and can't place why. I feel totally whiney, but it's like I can't place what it is that's missing, what it is I need and am thus whining for. :doh: Food? A movie? Michael? Music? Dancing? What?! I tried to meditate, but just can't focus. Actually, I guess I've been feeling like this to some degree the past 3 days or so.
I hate it when that happens...when you feel like something is missing but can't place it. I'm feeling pretty unsettled myself tonight...but I think I know why. I'm having the same kind of experience tonight that I had the first few nights I discovered Michael...where I cried so much and felt so much pain for losing a man I didn't even really 'know'. Only tonight I'm feeling that way about missing the 'other side' in general...which, obviously I have no conscious recollection of what it was like or who I really was...and yet...I feel that deep sorrow for just missing it, if that makes sense. :sigh: Tonight is all "damn this life! damn this brain! damn the need to experience shadow! I miss the real me...I miss the real world I came from...I miss my friends there...I miss Michael! :boohoo:" ...whine whine whine. lol.


As long as there were no tongues involved, I guess we're still alright :hysterical:
Bahahaha...well thank God we didn't get that cozy. We still aight.


I wonder when I go through those super-tired stages sometimes if I'm just fighting off a virus or if I'm working at night on another plane of existence? I wonder that sometimes when I get overcome with sleepiness when there seems to be no reason, like maybe someone needs me out of body, lol.
Hmm...wonder what's up with that too. I'd bet you are just needed somewhere in the spirit world, yeah. Either that or your body is upgrading/releasing old energy.

I was dancing around my living room and suddenly it's like I got a cosmic tweet: we need to do a mini MLP weekly specifically for children. .............. But it can't take the focus away from the monthly MLP, you know. That's a big thing, I think. MLP is so powerful because everyone does it at once, so this isn't an MLP, it's something else, an additional children's prayer for those who want to do it. Have to think about this more. Just babbling. Also felt like I should say more about HTWforChildren :)
That's a brilliant idea! Totally! :give_heart: Hmm not sure how to incorporate it w/MLP though without taking the focus away, this is definitely something to think about. Maybe it should just be the same time as MLP, just after...like spend 5-10 minutes on the world then 5-10 more on the children only. I dunno...just thinking out loud. You sure you want to do it every week? Maybe you should meditate on it for more clarification.
 
Hello Darlings. How are you all?

This Father's day is so difficult because we are close to the 25th and I keep thinking of his three beautiful angels and I keep crying. :cry: I can't believe he's not going to be their for their graduations, weddings, future careers etc. Oh my...

On another note,

Shall we get together to form some sort of small organisation to help children? Inspired by Michael and MLP because of course, that is what it's all about.
 
Asedora - Cool about the cherries :)

Amy - Glad you had a Michael dream. I'm waiting for mine still lol.

:cry: My heart is aching so much today girls. Just thinking about Michael's three beautiful children. As soon as I think I'm doing okay, just thinking about the poor children brings me crashing back down; I stop and think I cannot believe Michael is actually gone :boohoo: I miss him so much and I am thinking of his children a lot. I hope they are doing okay. I still pray for them :angel:

I wish I could just skip the rest of June now, it's getting too much. Just wanna fast forward outta this month.

:cry: Sorry to bring a sad vibe in here.

:heart: to you all.
 
Aw guys, I feel exactly the same as you today. I just can't believe it's gonna be a year on Friday. I still remember hearing the news like it was yesterday. It's definitely one of those moments that everyone remembers where they were when they found out. I'll be glad when it's July, this month's just horrible. :sigh:

Stay strong guys. I love our little Harmony Hut. :heart:
 
Darlindear, Louise, Mrs. Music, Amygrace and anyone else who is feeling down - I know what you mean. :hug: to all of you! :heart:

Asedora Wonderful that your cherry tree has so many cherries now! The abundance of nature is enjoyed and shared by the animals. As if we are shown a mirror: enjoy abundance but share too. Thank you for sharing the sweet story Asedora, it brought a smile to my face!
I have bought a cherry tree yesterday. I already know where I will plant it, but for a couple of months it will be in a big pot. Need to make some changes in my garden first.

Mjbunny Great idea about the MLP for children on saturdays! I love it! I support HTWfC when I can, as well as the Make-A-Wish foundation, so children from all over the world can benefit from our efforts for them. And I love to see the pictures of their happy faces after a special event.
 
The weirdest thing just happened. I was sitting outside in the sun, to distract myself from thinking about Michael. While I had my eyes shut, I saw these patterns, like really clear. At first I thought they were mandalas. But then suddenly, it was like..Egypt? The patterns turned to what I believe were hieroglyphics. They certainly looked that way. I saw a couple of golden caskets too, obviously tombs. Then next thing, a guy is standing against this huge wall full of hieroglyphics, wearing the same outfit as Eddie Murphy in RTT. Holding a snake, I think. It wasn't a dream cos I was awake, I don't like falling asleep in the sun lol. It was weird/interesting. Just had to share.

:huggy::huggy: for you all today.
 
Finally saw Michael in my dream this morning. The begging paid off I guess. :p This is how it went

I was going to stay overnight at my friend's house. I went down to her living room and her younger sister was having me listen to a couple of songs. I recognized the songs, but said to her "Oh, I've heard these, but not with Michael's vocals." On one of them he was a background singer, and the other was a song he covered. I think both of them were alternative genre songs I have on my iTunes. Then I went upstairs to my friend's room and I suddenly found myself in this U2 music video. They were singing a song I didn't know, but somehow I knew the lyrics. I just looked out the window and sung along to the lyrics. The song was supposed to be about war. It reminded me of "Earth Song" and "Heal the World". Hmmm...then I went outside into the neighborhood and was surprised to see Michael there. I found out that he had actually contributed some lyrics and played an instrument on the U2 song. He was wearing a yellow military jacket and aviator sunglasses (like the HIStory promo outfit, but yellow). But I could only see him in profile or his back. I couldn't see his face. I was thinking maybe it was one of those things where he wanted to hide the fact that he was involved in the song. But then he turned and I saw his face. Bono and his band came out to meet him. They made some joke to him and Michael was laughing hysterically. But it was strange because what they said was pretty morbid, so I don't know why Michael would laugh at that. :scratch:

Anyway, so it's the first Father's Day PPB don't have their father around. :( I'm sure he will be with them. There is no better father than Michael IMO. He is wonderful. :cry: :heart:

Oh, I like the idea of having a prayer especially for the children of the world. I already send prayers to them in general every day. :angel:
 
Hi Harmony Hut :heart: No MJ dreams for me. Feeling disconnected and generally in an icky kind of zoned out daze today. Just sad, kind of a "where the heck do I go from here?" kind of feeling. Hard to explain. Just checking in to say hi. :cry:
 
Hey Girls :waving: Been missing you :heart:


we need to do a mini MLP weekly specifically for children. I can only say that at the time it felt really like a message, like Michael whispering in my ear, like a sudden and powerful realization. Have to figure out how to implement this exactly, though. Like I was thinking on Saturdays maybe, since that's Sunday morning in other parts of the world... no one's getting stuck with it on a Monday morning. But it can't take the focus away from the monthly MLP, you know. That's a big thing, I think. MLP is so powerful because everyone does it at once, so this isn't an MLP, it's something else, an additional children's prayer for those who want to do it. Have to think about this more. Just babbling. Also felt like I should say more about HTWforChildren :)

I think that's a great idea mjbunny! It would be a great way to send them some love :heart: Are you thinking about setting a specific date for the prayer?

Amy ,MrsMusic ,Darlingdear ,Louise ,mjbunny All of you who are feeling down Im sending good vibes to all , I know is a difficult month but we have to stay strong :hug: :hug:


Oh really? I think I did not read your last meditations guys. Cool. I believe we can connect with Michael trough the nature.
I woke up very early this morning because I am still dealing with the time change. It was around 6 .30 am when I went to my backyard to check my cherry tree. As soon as I opened a door from the back veranda I saw a funny picture: a few animals were having a party under my favorite tree! LOL There was a big gray bunny rabbit sitting under the tree, a couple birds, a squirrel and a chipmunk hanging around. I was like wtf lol? I did not mean to share with you guys.lol Thanks God my cherries are still there. I picked a few the ready once for my breakfast. :)

The story about the cherry tree is beautiful Asedora :wub: Michael finds a way to keep surprising us , right?
So you have bunnies, squirrels and chipmunks running through your garden? Can't believe it!! I have to go to the zoo to see those animals!
I love cherries btw :)

The weirdest thing just happened. I was sitting outside in the sun, to distract myself from thinking about Michael. While I had my eyes shut, I saw these patterns, like really clear. At first I thought they were mandalas. But then suddenly, it was like..Egypt? The patterns turned to what I believe were hieroglyphics. They certainly looked that way. I saw a couple of golden caskets too, obviously tombs. Then next thing, a guy is standing against this huge wall full of hieroglyphics, wearing the same outfit as Eddie Murphy in RTT. Holding a snake, I think. It wasn't a dream cos I was awake, I don't like falling asleep in the sun lol. It was weird/interesting. Just had to share.

:huggy::huggy: for you all today.

Wow! Seems you had quite an experience!Do you remember the hieroglyphics? Each of them have a meaning...maybe it's like some kind of message? :scratch:


* So , it's still father's day here , and as some of you expressed , it's been a weird day...an emotional one I have to say. I spendt it with my father, my two grandpas , and the rest of the family and basically we have been all day sitting around the table talking (and eating! lol) and listening to my grandpas talking about their "good times" , their life when their were kids , the war...I love listening their memories and I usually enjoy those moments but today I keep thinking about Michael...About how he couldn´t share things like that with his kids anymore...Life can be so unfair :sigh:
And to add more pain , we're getting closer to "the date" , I wish I could disappear for a couple of days...
 
Just wanted to say hi briefly, hope everyone had an alright weekend.

Not only is the dater getting closer, no, that's not enough. Hubby is also far away right now before we all can be together in our new space- and on top of that the flower order for hubby (he's DA BOMB as a dad) didn't work. Hubby is all by himself in a new house that is empty, thousands of miles away- and I just wanted to thank him for being such a great dad and the most supportive, such men are awesome (if you have found a man like that, I will thank them while I can...) and they deserve to hear that, we need more men like that. So, no flowers, I'm beyond miffed.

Then I think of Michael's kiddos and get even sadder. The first thing that my sons asks for every morning is "papa? papa outside?" That makes me think of Michael's kids and especially Blanket.

Bah, this sucks.

Sorry, didn't mean to whine, at least kiddo is already sleeping which means I can get to work recording at a reasonable time, hurray!
 
Hi Harmony Hut :heart: No MJ dreams for me. Feeling disconnected and generally in an icky kind of zoned out daze today. Just sad, kind of a "where the heck do I go from here?" kind of feeling. Hard to explain. Just checking in to say hi. :cry:

:better: I've been feeling the same. I dont know just really depressed and sad lately maybe its because I know June 25th is approaching and I feel so hopeless :boohoo: . Wishing MJ would just come back :cry: I have been working on this video which I hope to get done by the 25th. I hope you are all hanging in there :hug: sending my l.o.v.e to all :heart:
 
Oh, I know. I did not mean not to share with them. :lol: I was just kidding. Wild animals are so cute and I am happy having them on my backyard. Once I had a baby raccoon sleeping on my garage window. lol I did not kick him out but I let the baby to sleep.
Sometimes I can see deers walking becide the fance but not that often though cos it is still the city. I have a ravine starting right on the back of my backyard so I have a wild zoo in my garden.
Recently we saw a beaver crossing the road slowly, taking his sweet time lol. I do not live close to major roads so animals feel very comfortable hanging around ppl’s houses. Last year the birds finished all my grapes and they left none for me :lol:

:mello:

With all these animals, it looks like you live in Neverland or something.

Hi Harmony Hut :heart: No MJ dreams for me. Feeling disconnected and generally in an icky kind of zoned out daze today. Just sad, kind of a "where the heck do I go from here?" kind of feeling. Hard to explain. Just checking in to say hi. :cry:

Aww honey! :hug: I hope you feel better soon but I haven't had any MJ dreams lately too. Actually, I know I've had one or two in the past few weeks but I always wake up NOT remembering them! :(
 
:waving: HH

Flor - I can't remember exactly what they looked like, I just knew they were hieroglyphics lol. It went too fast for me to take a mental note. Been missing you too btw :heart:

How is everyone doing today? I am sending you all love and strength. I really do not want this week to happen :cry:

Michael was in my dreams last night. I hope you don't mind if I share it with you all. He was wearing a fedora, aviators and a beautiful red military jacket. He was sitting in Neverland, at the foot of the stairs giving an interview. It was a big event at Neverland, Michael had some sick children over and he was giving an interview. They asked him what he does when the children cry (they assumed Michael was silly all the time and wouldn't know what to do). He kinda giggled and then said "they do cry, but then I just become the hunter gatherer. I'm the hunter and I gather them up and they stop crying" then he giggled some more and smiled sweetly at the interviewer. (I know that's not what a hunter gatherer type is lol, but I guess he meant it in a more literal way). Next he was sitting in a chair and watching an adult at a help desk or something. They really needed Michael at the help desk but he just sat in the chair giggling, so I said, "you are such a lazy bones, get up!" But he just turned his head to the side and slyly smiled :lol:
Then I woke up, I noted this down so I could remember, but then I was like in a meditative state..I was at a table with Michael, and he asked me if I wanted to visit a hospital with him. And I got scared and said "why, what for?" and he said "To see the children, what d'ya think for?". And that was it.

Hope you don't mind me sharing it with you all. I hope Michael comes to see you all in your dreams very soon :angel:

:heart: to you all
 
Flor - Been missing you too btw :heart:

:hug: :flowers:

They really needed Michael at the help desk but he just sat in the chair giggling, so I said, "you are such a lazy bones, get up!" But he just turned his head to the side and slyly smiled :lol:

:lol: That was funny! I can picture the situacion in my head lol. You had a beautiful dream , thanks for sharing it!



It's hard to start this Monday , and this week in particular...but I guess we just have to take a deep breath and try to do our best.We have each other , that's all that matters.Love you all :heart: :hug:
 
I had a dream last night regarding my father which related to Michael's children. You should know that my father and I do not get along. At all. Anyway, in the dream, he left for London for a few weeks and I wanted to text "I miss you" to him but I was hesitant because we aren't close and then I found out that my mother sent him that and for some reason, I got upset with her. Soon after, in the dream, I was thinking to myself that although I say/feel that I don't love my father, if something happened to him, I would care but it wasn't me thinking it to myself, it was more like a voice saying it to me but it was disguised in my voice. Does that make sense? Anyway, suddenly, I remembered Michael's children and I saw them for a brief moment and suddenly, their pain of losing Michael was afflicted upon me. No, I didn't imagine it; I actually felt it - it was afflicted upon me. And let me tell you, it was extremely painful. It was so hurtful that it was physically painful. I can't describe it.

Let's just pray for Prince, Paris and Blanket.
 
:waving: HH
I was at a table with Michael, and he asked me if I wanted to visit a hospital with him. And I got scared and said "why, what for?" and he said "To see the children, what d'ya think for?". And that was it.

Darlingdear, aww, why did you chicken out ? Such an honor to be asked by Michael to go to a hospital with him. I would have said yes in an instant! Such a nice dream you had. I wish I would have a Michael-dream!

It's hard to start this Monday , and this week in particular...but I guess we just have to take a deep breath and try to do our best.We have each other , that's all that matters.Love you all :heart: :hug:

Such a strange week, this week, isn't it ? I live in anticipation of something but I do not know what. It's a strange feeling. I'm feeling all numb and disconnected. Wishing you all hugs and strength for this week....

Just wanted to say hi everybody! No MJ dreams, no my mother visits/dreams for me. I do not know what is going on :(
It feels like it is something to do with me and my energy. I feel so weak and numb still after this trip. This thread at least helps me to relax.....

Asedora, please give it all time. I'm sure you will have the dreams you long for in due time because that is like a blanket of comfort isn't it ? That reassurance that we all need and long for, even though we know that we're not alone. :hug:
Glad to hear this thread helps you to relax!

I had a dream last night regarding my father which related to Michael's children. You should know that my father and I do not get along. At all. Anyway, in the dream, he left for London for a few weeks and I wanted to text "I miss you" to him but I was hesitant because we aren't close and then I found out that my mother sent him that and for some reason, I got upset with her. Soon after, in the dream, I was thinking to myself that although I say/feel that I don't love my father, if something happened to him, I would care but it wasn't me thinking it to myself, it was more like a voice saying it to me but it was disguised in my voice. Does that make sense? Anyway, suddenly, I remembered Michael's children and I saw them for a brief moment and suddenly, their pain of losing Michael was afflicted upon me. No, I didn't imagine it; I actually felt it - it was afflicted upon me. And let me tell you, it was extremely painful. It was so hurtful that it was physically painful. I can't describe it.

Let's just pray for Prince, Paris and Blanket.

Zenab I can only imagine what that must have felt like for you. Maybe it's a message from the spirit world somehow ? My thoughts and prayers have been with them every day and continue to be there for them in the hope that it somehow, miracously, it takes away a minute portion of their pain and grief. I would have gladly died in Michael's place so these little angels could still have their daddy with them!

Love to all of you in the Harmony Hut!

:angel: :flowers: :heart: :wub:
 
Darlingdear, aww, why did you chicken out ? Such an honor to be asked by Michael to go to a hospital with him. I would have said yes in an instant! Such a nice dream you had. I wish I would have a Michael-dream!

I didn't think it was to see children.. I think I thought it was something bad to do with Michael, that's why I got scared :(
I wish that dream had continued it would of been wonderful to of gone there with Michael to help the little children.
 
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