Merged: Psychics channel Michael

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

One more thing real quick:
No, that would've gone: "Heppy everyone ist as vell as zhey can be." :lol: Night everyone. Will listen to that song tomorrow too, amygrace

Arrrrr you meeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhking fun offffff my acceeeeeeeeeeeent? :rofl:

Mundy said something like "how cute" after hearing me sing...now I'll just add my accent to the list of worries- I'm just imagining my song being sung by this horrible superstrong german accent, way to kill a song- and not in a good way...hehehehe.

Maybe I should just sing it as a vocalise:



Maybe as the cover version:



Just in case, somebody in this universe hasn't seen these.

 

[Mundy]

Oh cool...I've been seeing 3:33 come up a lot lately! Either on my clock or when I'm making a song it ends up at that time. I looked up the numerology for 333 and it just said it was a cosmic "yes" to a question I've been asking. But, I haven't been asking any one question. The spirit guide thing makes more sense.

P.S. - MLP is so kickin' ass on that contest. unk:

I've heard that it's a "yes" to something you're thinking about. It could just be a fleeting thought, not nessecarily something you've been spending time thinking about

Okay haven't read new posts so far - but wanted to show off my tattoo! I'm so happy with it, didn't hurt at all! Yaaaaaay!
Here's a very crappy pic and it looks nasty 'cause it has creme on it and it's swollen, but you can at least get an impression. :lol:

Love it Lucky you it didn't hurt

Mundy said something like "how cute" after hearing me sing...now I'll just add my accent to the list of worries- I'm just imagining my song being sung by this horrible superstrong german accent, way to kill a song- and not in a good way...hehehehe.

:blush: I didn't say that! I said (I searched for it!)

I think your accent plays a big part in the feel of the song. It's beautiful :wub:

I hope I didn't give you a complex because I meant it in a good way. Man I feel really bad, I thought it was brilliant. I had the link open in my browser until I used up all the bandwidth!


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We had the door open yesterday and a robin came in to the kitchen twice. It made me of Michael (probably because a wild bird just flying in and walking around doesn't really happen much) but I didn't say anything, just passed it off. Today the robin arrived in again and my bf sang Rockin' Robin

 

[8701girl]

8701Girl - I know people aren't happy with Oprah, but I can still watch that interview. It was such an important moment for him. A lot of people became fans then, including my husbunny

Yes it was important time for him, and it was a good interview.

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

:blush: I didn't say that! I said (I searched for it!)



I hope I didn't give you a complex because I meant it in a good way. Man I feel really bad, I thought it was brilliant. I had the link open in my browser until I used up all the bandwidth!

No worries, I kid about myself sometimes...sometimes I do have to watch for an accent, but it only gets bad if I'm really tired (or drunk...that wasn't the case in a looooooong time...)
Sometimes hubby starts laughing and says, did you just talk like a Bostonian? They've got a weird accent, I remember my first job in the US and talking on the phone to someone in Texas was just pure hell...


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We had the door open yesterday and a robin came in to the kitchen twice. It made me of Michael (probably because a wild bird just flying in and walking around doesn't really happen much) but I didn't say anything, just passed it off. Today the robin arrived in again and my bf sang Rockin' Robin

That's sweet. I noticed the arrival of butterflies. (that my cats will eat, yikes) One kept trying to land on my arm and kept following me.

 

[amygrace]

Omg, I just watched BOTD in slow-motion.

Twice. :heat:

:naughty: Yummm.

Maybe I should just sing it as a vocalise:






Maybe as the cover version:






Just in case, somebody in this universe hasn't seen these.

LMFAO! I thank you for sharing these...:rofl: The first one was actually amusing me already...:lol: and then the second one, is like...what the way cavemen would sing their first song ever. Hahaha

We had the door open yesterday and a robin came in to the kitchen twice. It made me of Michael (probably because a wild bird just flying in and walking around doesn't really happen much) but I didn't say anything, just passed it off. Today the robin arrived in again and my bf sang Rockin' Robin

Aw sweet! :give_heart:

I noticed the arrival of butterflies. (that my cats will eat, yikes) One kept trying to land on my arm and kept following me.

Cute! Man I never see butterflies anymore. A few days ago I saw something weird though...it was a big ole moth that looked like a butterfly on the inside. So it was all brown outside, and what looked like orange and yellow inside. I've never seen a moth like that...I was like "Oh a butterfly! Wait...wuhh?" :scratch:

 

[8701girl]

Mrs music- Just wanted to say i :heart: ur tatto..its awesome!

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

LMFAO! I thank you for sharing these...:rofl: The first one was actually amusing me already...:lol: and then the second one, is like...what the way cavemen would sing their first song ever. Hahaha

Well, you know...the second one makes me think of Michael, hehe.
"So you gotta watch me for that GROWL, okay?" *grabs shirt*
Around 1:16 or so. Makes me scream in laughter.

 

[amygrace]

^:lol: Have you seen this one?







/end thread hi-jack.

 

[8701girl]

^:lol: Have you seen this one?







/end thread hi-jack.

Hahahahaha that vid is a crack up! CLASSIC! :lol:

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

^^^:rofl:

If YOU don't talk to your cat about catnip, who will?"

 

[amygrace]

^Haha

Just wanted to pop in again and say that the contest for best blog is over and MLP won, of course. Also, the number of votes we got in total, equals to a numerology 7, which was Michael's number. :cheeky:

Well goodnight loves! :group:

 

[CaptainEoLove85]

^congrats to MLP! :clapping: Neat about the 7 too.

Oy, I just saw some more fans hating on each other on twitter. So sad. I considered some of these fans actually "nice" too. I guess not.

This month blows...I just wish it was July tomorrow. Can it please be July tomorrow? ray:

 

[8701girl]

^Haha

Just wanted to pop in again and say that the contest for best blog is over and MLP won, of course. Also, the number of votes we got in total, equals to a numerology 7, which was Michael's number. :cheeky:

Well goodnight loves! :group:

Thats cool.

Wow votes equaled to the numerology of 7 , that amazing.

 

[Mundy]

No worries, I kid about myself sometimes...sometimes I do have to watch for an accent, but it only gets bad if I'm really tired (or drunk...that wasn't the case in a looooooong time...)
Sometimes hubby starts laughing and says, did you just talk like a Bostonian? They've got a weird accent, I remember my first job in the US and talking on the phone to someone in Texas was just pure hell...


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That's sweet. I noticed the arrival of butterflies. (that my cats will eat, yikes) One kept trying to land on my arm and kept following me.

I love trying out my southern accent

Cute! Man I never see butterflies anymore. A few days ago I saw something weird though...it was a big ole moth that looked like a butterfly on the inside. So it was all brown outside, and what looked like orange and yellow inside. I've never seen a moth like that...I was like "Oh a butterfly! Wait...wuhh?" :scratch:

After reading the butterfly posts I went outside for a cigarette. When I opened the door a butterfly flew towards me. I thought it was a bird and jumped back into the kitchen :lmao:

Cool about the moth/butterfly.

^:lol: Have you seen this one?







/end thread hi-jack.

:rofl: I love animal videos I used to have a rabbit that used to sit there, calm and peaceful then out of nowhere jump up and run sideways along the side of the couch! I wish I had a video of that!


Asedora I'm glad you're home safe :huggy:


I know Michael was in my dream last night but I can only remember that he looked like he did around the trial with a black suit and he was giving out to me about something. It wasn't serious though. He was rolling his eyes at me in a joking sort of way. He was telling me the right way to do something but wasn't really explaining what I had to do, just giving out in a way that was serious but felt lighthearted. (I don't know if that makes any sense :doh: :lol


I hope everyone is ok :heart::group::heart:

 

[8701girl]

Hey asedora- welcome bck :waving:

 

[Bee]

Thaaanks darlingdear, amygrace, Louise., Mod Alert, mjbunny, CaptainEoLove85, Zenab, Mundy, 8701girl and Asedora, for the sweet words about my tattoo! It means a lot that you guys like it - I'm glad I got it! Hope the thickness will fade some more though because it's realllllly obvious on my neck now. :lol: And no, it didn't hurt really! Seriously! Only a few spots when he coloured it in, but further I just couldn't stop smiling all the way through, LOL. It was weird walking around today knowing I know have something Michaelish just on me forever :bugeyed....kind of scary also, but...it's worth it. :wub:

Since we do it every month, I wasn't really thinking this year about something special for June, you know, but now I realize a lot of people won't be home or at work or wherever like usual and yet there's the expectation that this will be so powerful. It will be, but only IF everyone participates.

Aww...I'm really sure it will be powerful, I mean..the emotions are high, everyone is 'there' with his thoughts, it will all work out. There's so much attention for the MLP. It's gonna be really hard this time, but oh so damn beautiful. Good luck with all the preparation and the flyers and stuff, such amazing work you do. :angel:

Btw, in the other thread "MJ - you either love him or hate him" - when people were talking about calling themselves an MJ "devotee" rather than fan...I instantly thought of that oldies song by the Everly Brothers called "Devoted To You". My parents used to sing it together all the time growing up. Omg hearing it now it's so perfect for Michael and us fans, don't you guys think? :heart:

Love that, 'devoted to you'....sounds so much more on Michael's 'level', haha. I don't like the word fan so particularly either, it's kind of having a negativish vibe, dunnow why. Mostly I just say 'lover of', but 'devotee'...aw...that's even more cool. :happy:

We had the door open yesterday and a robin came in to the kitchen twice. It made me of Michael (probably because a wild bird just flying in and walking around doesn't really happen much) but I didn't say anything, just passed it off. Today the robin arrived in again and my bf sang Rockin' Robin

A hee hee! That's funny! Love it when these little things happen.

Just wanted to pop in again and say that the contest for best blog is over and MLP won, of course. Also, the number of votes we got in total, equals to a numerology 7, which was Michael's number. :cheeky:

Yaaaaaaaaaaaay! Congratz MLP! :wild::clapping:unk:

I was so happy to see my kid in the airport. My “baby” is 5 but he looks like 7 y.o. and he behaves like 7. He is a very mature kid. He likes to help ppl around, he is being nice to everybody etc. We teach him good manners but he is also was sort of like that from the beginning… He even knows that I went for funeral. I always wanted him to grow up faster because I am not a young mother. Here were we go. I guess God heard my prayers.
This funeral still stays in front of my eyes. Death is something very difficult to deal with especially if it comes to your family. I am trying to look at this more philosophical now.

Good to hear you got home save and all. Cute about your son, it's really nice to hear some of our personal things like this....very touching and it's great we can share those things. Hope you'll be feeling better soon after all these heavy happenings lately!

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Yeah....next Friday...*sigh*...today was the first day that I really heavily got flashbacks of last year. Ugh. So weird, so weird. We gotta stick together gals, I'm so glad we have this thread. Only 8 days to go, hmmm. Big fat hug comin' at you all! :huggy:

 

[8701girl]

I havent got any real heavy flahbacks yet, but im sure i will next week

 

[Bee]

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[amygrace]

Oy, I just saw some more fans hating on each other on twitter. So sad. I considered some of these fans actually "nice" too. I guess not.

Aww. When the right buttons are pushed, anyone can get nasty. It really is sad to see it between fans though. Yet, understandable to a degree...because of all the emotions running high. Heck, last year I had a debacle with another fan in this thread, if some of you remember. It can be harder than it looks, keeping the love sometimes. I've learned a lot over the past year in that area though...thanks to Michael. I think I'm improving. Hopefully everyone else will too, in time.

This funeral still stays in front of my eyes. Death is something very difficult to deal with especially if it comes to your family. I am trying to look at this more philosophical now.
A special thanks for Amy again for starting this thread. You even do not know how much you did for me personally. You do not know….:heart:

:better: I'm sorry hon. I'm really glad that this thread has helped and is helping you some, at least. :hug: We've all trudged through a great loss, but in doing so became awakened and enlightened to how the spirit lives on after death. Death is really such an awful word, isn't it. It should be changed to "transform". Regarding you not feeling your Mother around you yet or seeing her in dreams...do not worry about this. From what I've heard, the transformation experience is different for everyone and she may be using this time to go straight into some R&R... taking time to recover or have her life review. This can last some months, for some. I've read stories by psychic/mediums before where after their Mom/Dad died they didn't hear from them for almost a year! One story in particular was this medium lost her brother and expected to see him right away but she didn't get anything for 9 months. Finally when he showed she asked where the heck he'd been and he said he was in recovery all that time. Remember that time is a whole other ballgame on the other side. Sorry if it makes you feel worse to think she may not show up for awhile, I'm actually trying to make you feel better - to keep in mind that there is nothing wrong if she doesn't, because she just may be focusing on recovery. In any case, I hope you feel her around soon. :huggy:

After reading the butterfly posts I went outside for a cigarette. When I opened the door a butterfly flew towards me. I thought it was a bird and jumped back into the kitchen

LOL! I've had that happen a couple times recently...except with a moth. It's always waiting outside my door ready to plunge at me when I open it.

I know Michael was in my dream last night but I can only remember that he looked like he did around the trial with a black suit and he was giving out to me about something. It wasn't serious though. He was rolling his eyes at me in a joking sort of way. He was telling me the right way to do something but wasn't really explaining what I had to do, just giving out in a way that was serious but felt lighthearted. (I don't know if that makes any sense :doh: :lol

I get it...haha. And how cute. :wub:

It was weird walking around today knowing I know have something Michaelish just on me forever :bugeyed....kind of scary also, but...it's worth it. :wub:

Hehe aww I want that feeling! :wub: Enjoy it!

 

[MJJLaugh]

Bianca Beautiful tattoo! Very tastefully done, and wow, to have that feeling of something Michaelish on you forever, I kinda envy you on that feeling....but no tattoo's for me though!

Darlingdear Phew! What a relief that techno guy was able to pull all your files from your laptop even though it sucks to have to buy a new laptop.

Amygrace Lol at the kitty video. What a crazy cat!

Mjbunny Congratulations with MLP being the number 1 website. Sorry I don't visit there more often, I just get "stuck" here or on YouTube. Good luck with all the preparations for the flyers and what not for June 25th.
LOL at you getting back in your vampire schedule!!

Asedora Glad to have you back in the thread hun! It is so endearing to read about seeing your son again, and him being wise for his age. He chose you as his mother for a reason!
I'm sorry to hear that you didn't yet get to dream about your mother or feel her around her but I agree with what Amygrace said. It may very well be a time of life review or R&R.

After having read the article recommended by mjbunny about How to meet your spirit guides I asked them a number of questions on the signs I have been receiving in the past months ( owl in dream, white feathers, numbers). Could I have a clear and not to be misunderstood sign very quickly ( then I chuckled at being so demanding and thanked them in advance for offering clarity so I could stop running around in circles). This morning I decided to go to the Oracle cards and this time pick a card from a different deck. I chose the deck of the Godesses. The card I chose showed a woman in a black dress with an owl at night and beneath it, it said: "Inner wisdom. Trust your sense of inner wisdom and take the appropiate action quickly/rapidly".
Seeing the owl again and the text confirmed to me that my intuitive interpretation of my dream was correct. Not that it is anything positive or to look forward to, but it gives me peace of mind. I never knew this could work so powerfully, directly and be so clear!

It is very strange to realize that it's only 8 more days until June 25th. I have taken the day off from work and I will be at home by myself.

Love to everyone! :heart:

 

[amygrace]

The card I chose showed a woman in a black dress with an owl at night and beneath it, it said: "Inner wisdom. Trust your sense of inner wisdom and take the appropiate action quickly/rapidly".
Seeing the owl again and the text confirmed to me that my intuitive interpretation of my dream was correct.

Wow, that's very cool!

I'm realizing my Spirit Guides like to talk to me through songs the most. Like I rarely get real life signs/confirmation on stuff. It's usually a whisper of a song put in my head and the lyrics will have my answer. Just yesterday after I read that link too, I made a specific request to my Spirit Guides and asked for some kind of confirmation that they got my message. Within a few seconds I had the chorus to the song "Venus" by Bananarama in my head...where it goes "She's got it! Yeah baby, she's got it!" :rofl: Thank you, Guides!

 

[Mundy]

Bianca I agree with everything you said :yes:


Today I viewed a house we were waiting for since last November. We're moving in next Friday and I didn't realise that's the 25th until I got home Maybe I'm not meant to wallow. In May I asked for two days to myself; June 14th and June 25th. I got a phonecall an hour before the trial started and had to leave and now I'm supposed to be moving house on the 25th. I wanted to be by myself that day and just appreciate Michael. I'm being told that it's good luck to move in on a Friday and we shouldn't move in any other day :doh: so it's either friday or wait a week and pay rent for a place we're not living in. (sorry for the rant)



On a different note, everytime I play Texas Hold'em I'm always dealt J5. I know I'd notice that particular combination more than others but I get it a lot. The other day I got it twice in 3 hands. That day I asked that the next time I play, I get jack and a 5 of hearts. I was going to ask for jack of hearts too but I didn't want to push my luck Today I tried out the poker game on facebook and was dealt J5, both hearts :heart: I knew it wasn't a great hand but I decided to bet seeing as I had asked for it. I won the hand and an achievement icon came up saying Jacks 'n 5

 

[MJJLaugh]

Wow, that's very cool!

I'm realizing my Spirit Guides like to talk to me through songs the most. Like I rarely get real life signs/confirmation on stuff. It's usually a whisper of a song put in my head and the lyrics will have my answer. Just yesterday after I read that link too, I made a specific request to my Spirit Guides and asked for some kind of confirmation that they got my message. Within a few seconds I had the chorus to the song "Venus" by Bananarama in my head...where it goes "She's got it! Yeah baby, she's got it!" :rofl: Thank you, Guides!

Amy, that is cool to. I guess answers can come in many different ways, and maybe our guides know what we can best pick up on ? This is very interesting stuff to me and it's too bad that I cannot talk to many people about spirit guides and such, that's why I am so happy to have you here in this thread!

 

[darlingdear]

Asedora - Glad to hear you are back safe. So sweet about your little boy too :angel: Take it easy :heart:

That's cool the ways in which your spirit guides talk to you, amy and MJJLaugh. I dunno who my spirit guides are per se, but often I ask questions in my mind and ask for signs, and sometimes the questions are answered. So maybe that's my guides way of talking/telling me

Congrats to MLP winning Well deserved. Cool about the number 7 too..:angel:

:hug: to you all. I've just spent some of this evening watching the HIStory tour on youtube. :swoon: Gonna finish it later on

:heart: to you all

 

[mjbunny]

darlingdear - Wheh, glad to know they got the laptop working

amygrace - That Everley Brothers song also made me think of Olivia Newton-John - Hopelessly Devoted to You. I used to watch Grease when I was a kid and sing along with that... to Michael I know that "devotee" sounds a bit crazy, but it certainly better describes us than "fan" does :rolleyes2: And lmao at the cat video, lol.

MLP won unk: Not sure what to do with this info (don't get a graphic to post on the website or anything?). Whoa about the 4003 votes = 7 Rock on! So I guess MLP will be, in their words "immortalized" on the vote wall hall of fame now, for a whole month :lol: They should use a dictionary, really, lol. The new vote wall contest has already started and I'm afraid someone who belongs to faxo will add MLP again :lol: I'm tired of voting!!! :rofl:

ModAlert - You mentioned the dream about MJ's siblings as children and terrible things. It brings me back to wondering if anything LaToya said back in her whatever-to-call-them days had a kernel of truth. :doh: On a much lighter note, omg the Eduard Khil vids :lmao: :hysterical: :lol: :rofl: I watched them earlier and when hubby came home I had him watch and I guess I laughed so hard earlier I about killed my stomach muscles because... OWWWW :lol: Oh, and about accents... sometimes husbunny labors under the illusion that he sounds like an American now He speaks very, very good American English, yes, but he still has an accent. Maybe it wouldn't be immediately identifiable as German, but still there

Mundy - Neat about the robin. Sometimes I'm worried about birds flying in here with all these no-screens European windows. I had a dream this morning that I saw something that at first I thought was a spider crawling across the carpet in my old apartment toward the bathroom. Then it transformed into a bird and I thought, aw crap, a bird must've flown in through the open windows/doors! But then when I went in I realized it was a chicken, lol. Huh? It was a black and white chicken. Weird. Oh, nice MJ dream you had (rolling his eyes, joking about something)

Asedora - Glad you're back safely :hug: That was a nice dream about Michael, even if it was from a distance. I haven't dreamed about him for a while now again :mello: About your mother... yeah, I wonder if she's just busy over there doing whatever we do? I'd give it all time, yeah. A friend of mine lost her father a few years ago and it was about 3 weeks or so before she 'got' anything obvious from him. When my grandma passed I got nothing whatsoever, but I had two dreams and an arm waving at me near the door the weekend my grandpa passed. Why? I really don't know. Wish we had answers.

 

[mjbunny]

On the subject of accents: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3UgpfSp2t6k

I am glad too. But because I know now how I am going die I am not afraid to fly anymore. I do not know when I die but I know how lol.This is another insane "deja vu" in my life. I am sort of OK with this now.

Well then. I've asked many times how I'll go and I can never get a real answer. Not meant to know, I guess. For some reason I've always had these things in the back of my head that it would either be anesthesia (yikes... had major surgery when I was 17 and I was convinced I would die if they knocked me out, and was supposed to have it last year, but it was cancelled because the anesthesia was deemed "too risky") or assassination, like specifically me because of some purpose. No idea why. Past life, maybe? (I hope ) I have to say all the getting-shot-at dreams since last June haven't helped

I felt Michael’s spirit around me since the FIRST day he passed. I was feeling those strong vibrations around me. Besides, I was a very distance “fan” and I knew very little about him as a person when he was alive, almost none.

^ Well, I guess it makes sense that you felt that from Michael because loads and loads of people have reported such things. Look at the masses suddenly opening their eyes, suddenly feeling things for him they never thought they would. Emotions that came out of nowhere, it's almost insane. I think eyes of those who already were a 'devotee' () have opened even further, I sure as heck know mine did. It's as if his 'being' has been splitted up in a gazillion thousand pieces all getting our hearts to care.

There was just something coming with his death that I still can't put my finger on but it's the most weird, amazing and huge type of energy/love/other-wordly/whatever thing I've ever felt/seen/heard in my life! No one can really explain it I guess, but we sure all felt it. Who would've thought?!?! Just amazing. Dang, he's so amazing. :heart:

I started crying when I read the bolded parts. Yes, what IS it? Who IS he??? Back to wondering. Really, like Asedora said about feeling him immediately. I heard his voice 24 hours after (as I was drifting off to sleep, but still ... it's the first time I ever heard a voice that I recognized!) and then got a very powerfully-feeling visit just another day after that and I was NOT expecting this at all. I was still too devastated for my mind to even start wandering that way yet. And from the moment we got confirmation, I never doubted for one single second that he still existed. I just KNEW and I was crying so hard, so destroyed, and praying and praying that he be surrounded by light and all this love. Oh Michael Again, WHY is he so amazing? WHY do so many feel so much? Why was his energy SO strong and SO everywhere? It would be one thing if it was just me, then I could think I've got batty or something, but it's SO many people and all the people who cried their heads off and then became fans. It's just... astounding. I don't understand it. Just now again reading the stuff above, I was like... Michael, who ARE you that you can be so amazing, that we all felt you so strongly, so soon and so continuously onward? Whatever the answer, thank you , thank you, thank you! :heart:

Today I viewed a house we were waiting for since last November. We're moving in next Friday and I didn't realise that's the 25th until I got home Maybe I'm not meant to wallow. In May I asked for two days to myself; June 14th and June 25th. I got a phonecall an hour before the trial started and had to leave and now I'm supposed to be moving house on the 25th. I wanted to be by myself that day and just appreciate Michael. I'm being told that it's good luck to move in on a Friday and we shouldn't move in any other day :doh: so it's either friday or wait a week and pay rent for a place we're not living in. (sorry for the rant)

Oh no, that sucks Why THAT day, right?! Hubby also got stuck with an appointment he's been waiting for forever on the 25th. But at least that's just for a couple of hours and then we can head to Cologne. :doh:

Oh, my mom is on the phone. Gotta go. Will finish about spirit guides later.

 

[MJJLaugh]

On the subject of accents: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3UgpfSp2t6k

Well then. I've asked many times how I'll go and I can never get a real answer. Not meant to know, I guess. For some reason I've always had these things in the back of my head that it would either be anesthesia (yikes... had major surgery when I was 17 and I was convinced I would die if they knocked me out, and was supposed to have it last year, but it was cancelled because the anesthesia was deemed "too risky") or assassination, like specifically me because of some purpose. No idea why. Past life, maybe? (I hope ) I have to say all the getting-shot-at dreams since last June haven't helped



I started crying when I read the bolded parts. Yes, what IS it? Who IS he??? Back to wondering. Really, like Asedora said about feeling him immediately. I heard his voice 24 hours after (as I was drifting off to sleep, but still ... it's the first time I ever heard a voice that I recognized!) and then got a very powerfully-feeling visit just another day after that and I was NOT expecting this at all. I was still too devastated for my mind to even start wandering that way yet. And from the moment we got confirmation, I never doubted for one single second that he still existed. I just KNEW and I was crying so hard, so destroyed, and praying and praying that he be surrounded by light and all this love. Oh Michael Again, WHY is he so amazing? WHY do so many feel so much? Why was his energy SO strong and SO everywhere? It would be one thing if it was just me, then I could think I've got batty or something, but it's SO many people and all the people who cried their heads off and then became fans. It's just... astounding. I don't understand it. Just now again reading the stuff above, I was like... Michael, who ARE you that you can be so amazing, that we all felt you so strongly, so soon and so continuously onward? Whatever the answer, thank you , thank you, thank you! :heart:

Oh no, that sucks Why THAT day, right?! Hubby also got stuck with an appointment he's been waiting for forever on the 25th. But at least that's just for a couple of hours and then we can head to Cologne. :doh:

Oh, my mom is on the phone. Gotta go. Will finish about spirit guides later.

I am listening to "Beautiful Girl" and I'm in tears. Oh God, when will this sadness subside.
About the bolded part - that's how it was for me too. Never knew anything about him, but instinctively "knew" what was right and what was wrong in the media reports and what kind of a person he was. And my first thought was "Oh no, this was EXACTLy the type of man I was looking for", he feels like my soulmate and now I will never meet him or anything. And I just cried, and cried and cried for someone I didn't know, had never met, but who felt like someone I had known for thousands of years. I just can't stand the fact that I wasn't a fan for years and years, because I realize now that i easily could have been. "Ben", "Beat it" and "Can You feel it"
were the songs that I loved dearly, but I had no idea who sang them, and somehow I didn't bother to find out. We didn't have TV at home so no music channels like MTV for me.
If someone had told me this was going to happen to me in 2008 or before June 25th, 2009 I would not have believed it. I never hated him or anything like that, just lived under a rock!
I hope you don't think less of me because of being a new fan! Yet, somehow, despite all the grief and tears shed I would not have missed this for the world, because it has taught me so much and I have changed too. Maybe it's like Barbara Kaufmann said : we signed up for our MJ love-tasks a long time ago, before we were even born. I believe that.

Yet, it started in October 2008 when I had that premonition that 2009's theme would be death. Little did I know....

Now, I visit MJJC in the morning, often during lunchbreak at home, and all evenings, no matter how late it gets and where I have been, I must log in to MJJC and meet and chat with my MJ family.

I want to know how I will die too, but all I know is that I will die suddenly, on a sunny day, either an accident or a heart attack or something like that. And I know won't grow old...
( I know the "sudden death", "sunny day" and "not old" for 'facts'), the cause is speculation.
I am not getting any answers on that one at all. Not supposed to know I guess....

 

[xo_lola_xo]

Asedora - We are here for you, Honey.

Bianca - I'm so sorry but I haven't followed the thead properly so I don't know what song you have on your neck and why you chose it. Can you tell me?

 

[Kira]

Thanks everyone for the welcome back messages, you're all so adorable :heart:

I'm kinda late but, OMG, I can't believe what some of you experienced during the meditation. Simply AMAZING. I was like :shock: the whole time I was reading your messages. I guess I simply don't know how to meditate or maybe I don't let my mind get to that place, I don't know. I guess I need to practice more. Anyway, thank you so much everyone for sharing what you felt during this very special moment. :angel:

And all the sexy talk left me with a big grin on my face too, just like MJJlaugh . Keep it up (if I may say so :lol!! I totally get what you've all been saying about Michael embodying LOVE in its true form. There'll never be another MAN like him.

BTW Amy, I listened to your "He's hot" song yesterday, OMG loved it, you expressed everything sooo well :naughty: haha. Damn, those gold pants, will never get enough of them and of what's, ahem, inside :blush: You rock, girl unk:

Bianca, thank you so much for the link to the VIBE article and mjbunny for the quotes! They brought tears to my eyes. Michael was such a beautiful soul...

Your tattoo is absolutely GORGEOUS, Bianca! I love it so much!! It's so classy and it looks very sexy on the neck. GREAT choice, congrats!!!

Take care everyone :huggy:

 

[Bee]

Hehe aww I want that feeling! :wub: Enjoy it!

Weren't you planning on an MJ tat? You should get oneeee! :wub: (Or two, or three..LOLOL, I want another one now already! Darn addictive!)

Bianca Beautiful tattoo! Very tastefully done, and wow, to have that feeling of something Michaelish on you forever, I kinda envy you on that feeling....but no tattoo's for me though!
...
The card I chose showed a woman in a black dress with an owl at night and beneath it, it said: "Inner wisdom. Trust your sense of inner wisdom and take the appropiate action quickly/rapidly".
Seeing the owl again and the text confirmed to me that my intuitive interpretation of my dream was correct. Not that it is anything positive or to look forward to, but it gives me peace of mind. I never knew this could work so powerfully, directly and be so clear!

Thankyou! Very cool about picking that card, whoa! Really spot on, that seems like a very clear message to me. Wish I could get that sometimes - I'm confused about so many things and never really can find an answer somewhere. Hmmm.

Today I viewed a house we were waiting for since last November. We're moving in next Friday and I didn't realise that's the 25th until I got home

Oh crap, that sucks! I think loads of us will have a hard day doing things they don't wanna do then though. You'll be fine in the end, and the fact you're getting a new house is pretty cool I think? Or didn't you want to move? Either way, hope you'll be able to get through the day and to do all that you wanted to do regarding Michael. :better:

I started crying when I read the bolded parts. Yes, what IS it? Who IS he??? Back to wondering.
...
Again, WHY is he so amazing? WHY do so many feel so much? Why was his energy SO strong and SO everywhere? It would be one thing if it was just me, then I could think I've got batty or something, but it's SO many people and all the people who cried their heads off and then became fans. It's just... astounding. I don't understand it. Just now again reading the stuff above, I was like... Michael, who ARE you that you can be so amazing, that we all felt you so strongly, so soon and so continuously onward? Whatever the answer, thank you , thank you, thank you! :heart:

I know right, I know....it's just....gah. Stunning. It's an incredible thing that we all have this and that we can't even tell WHAT it is, is even more incredible. But...masses and masses are feeling the same. So unique, so deep.

I hope you don't think less of me because of being a new fan! Yet, somehow, despite all the grief and tears shed I would not have missed this for the world, because it has taught me so much and I have changed too. Maybe it's like Barbara Kaufmann said : we signed up for our MJ love-tasks a long time ago, before we were even born. I believe that.

And that's what matters. No one has any right to blame you for only feeling all this after his death or whatever time! No one should ever feel guilty for that and I really hate how some fans are trying to make others feel like they are guilty because 'they weren't there at the trial'/'they weren't there on the boards'....how could you?!:no: How could you ever judge someone that LOVES the man just like YOU do, and act and behave in a way that Michael would've so NOT want you to do? That is what frustrates me the most, it's happening too often. Very ignorant and I can't believe people are feeling so much deep, deep hate regarding 'new fans'...in fact I get boiled up just talking about it now. :lol: I'm so glad there are people like us here in that thread, knowing the 'deeper purpose' and being able to see things so clear.

Bianca - I'm so sorry but I haven't followed the thead properly so I don't know what song you have on your neck and why you chose it. Can you tell me?

It's 'Will You Be There', and the exact part of those 4 words, plus 'cause I'm only human' because then I could add some more notes.

I'm kinda late but, OMG, I can't believe what some of you experienced during the meditation. Simply AMAZING. I was like :shock: the whole time I was reading your messages. I guess I simply don't know how to meditate or maybe I don't let my mind get to that place, I don't know. I guess I need to practice more. Anyway, thank you so much everyone for sharing what you felt during this very special moment. :angel:

Your tattoo is absolutely GORGEOUS, Bianca! I love it so much!! It's so classy and it looks very sexy on the neck. GREAT choice, congrats!!!

Thanks sweetheart! About the meditations; it does really take practice...and even I often don't know what to place in 'imagination' and 'something else'. It's hard and a surprise everytime again. But you should maybe get a book on how to meditate, I got a usefull pocketbook called Meditations by James Van Praagh. Lots of good tips and tricks to get yourself zoned in.

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Bleh, I hate my postcount at the moment...I've been seeing it from like 1998...1999...2000...2002 and linking it to the years obviously. (Crazy thing with numbers that I always have. :doh: ) I don't want it to turn to 2009....how sad that I just can't even stand a postcount?!

Do you guys know Derek Ogilvie, by the way? My mom is going to visit one of his shows in a few weeks, I don't really know much about him and if it's all real stuff and so on, but he seems trustworthy and I wonder what my mom gets. She had a BF back in the day that was kind of 'the one' for her but he died in a motor-accident, she's actually hoping to kind of 'contact' with him. But I also wonder what other interesting things she might get that can have to do with me...maybe even Michael? Hmm.