^ OMG...that just made me cry so bad. Ugh I'm having such a damn shit day, stupid things going on and missing Michael.
Love you all guys, thanks for being such wonderful people! :huggy: :heart:
Mrs. Music;2846842 Here's the Vibe article in PDF for those of you who haven't read it yet: [URL said:
I can't believe I slept for hours like that, hours and hours out cold, and I'm still so exhausted all I'd have to do is close my eyes and conk out. What the heck? :doh: Can't remember any MJ dreams lately. Part of today's were all about working in restaurants (wtf, I haven't for 12 years -- will I be tortured with dreams about it forever?) and at one point I had to bring some equipment to Mexico. Phoebe from 'Friends' (which I haven't watched for months) was driving a big black limo and we stuffed the restaurant stuff (tablecloths, curtains, containers, equipment) into the limo and headed south. Once in Mexico she turned onto a road that had a way-too-narrow passageway into the next road. There is NO way the limo would fit, but she insisted she could do it. She floored it and somehow I jumped out in time and the limo was torn apart :smilerolleyes: Then we had to get all the equip/etc out and try to find a ride back to the U.S. so I could torturously work in a busy effin' restaurant for some more hours, lolol. :doh:Rain, SIM, the situation...
:hug: Sending you positive energy and hoping your trip back to Canada goes well. I've moved long distances a couple of times and agree, it's really bizarre when home is no longer home. It's a really strange and disconnected feeling, especially when your family's not in that city either. After a few moves it starts to feel like nowhere specifically is home. That's a weird thing to deal with. :mello::hug: :heart:^ OMG...that just made me cry so bad. Ugh I'm having such a damn shit day, stupid things going on and missing Michael.
:hug: :heart: It just struck me as odd at this moment how obvious but heartbreaking it is that everyone who's ever lived has or will die and a big percentage of us all have had or will have to deal with being the ones left behind. It happens every day, in lifetime after lifetime, and yet it still hurts so badly. Why is that? Even when we believe consciousness goes on...
I guess I should be glad I came late to the thread then? That sucks. :hug: :heart:Hey girls. Ugh...I'm having a weird morning. Not only did I not get enough sleep but I had the creepiest dream about Michael. There was going to be an "open casket interview" on August 23rd.
I love One Day in Your Life, always have
I think at least 4GB of my mp3 player space are songs dedicated to Michael :angel:
Haha, I have that too sometimes when I get really heavy dreams....it's like I've had a whole other life to live by night and then when I wake up I'm just exhausted from all that I 'did' that night! Really weird, I guess it's just your brains that kind of 'malfunction' then, and think you actually did do that? Wonder if there's any studies been done on that.Good (night?) Harmony Hut
Yikes! You should get an external harddrive to put all your documents on! That way you'll never have to worry that you lose anything of value on your laptop. Unless the harddrive crashes too ofcourse, haha, but that would be weird timing. Good to hear it's back working.
to michael, i dont watch it.ray: I had a hard drive crash once and luckily I was able to save most of the data. That's so scary. If you put stuff on DVD discs to backup you have to worry about scratches and slow degradation. If you keep it on your hard drive it can crash. There's no truly safe way to store data, it seems, and everything is data these days! But this does remind me that, like Mrs Music said, that we need to get an external drive! :mello: Like you, my whole life is on this laptop I want to know how mlp.COM now has over 800 votes itself :lol: Luckily that redirects to .org. I'm still voting for mlp (.ORG ), mjjc and mj.com. Trying to get an all-MJ top 3. Doesn't look like a clean sweep, but at least MLP is still winning at this point
Oh cool...I've been seeing 3:33 come up a lot lately! Either on my clock or when I'm making a song it ends up at that time. I looked up the numerology for 333 and it just said it was a cosmic "yes" to a question I've been asking. But, I haven't been asking any one question. The spirit guide thing makes more sense.
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Love it! unk:doh: how can I not remember what?) and I went to stop the DVR to say something about Michael and the display stopped on 55:1111333 (file 55, I guess title 1, chapter 1, blah, blah). Anyway, I noticed and said... look, wow all double/triple numbers and husbunny said, "Michael?" And then today I run into the thing about 333 in conjunction with the 111's. A-hee-hee! Michael? LOL ) ... but that deepest broken part all the way into my soul... only Michael can help rebuild it. Know what I mean? God, I love him SO much. It's unreal. And to think all of this hasn't been unreal. It's amazing, blows my mind. I never would have predicted any of it. Never would have thought my life would include Michael in this way and I am SO thankful for even one moment, let alone many and to be told we're never alone, we're all one. I'm just rambling now because husbunny is making noise and I can't concentrate on my thoughts and I've been up since yesterday (decided to stay up all day so I'd be tired and get back to my vampire schedule rather than the stay-up-until-10am one :rolleyes2, but anyway, if there's any coherant thoughts in there, it's just to say: Michael, look at my siggy. I mean every single word of it and 1000x more :heart: (And peace to the Hut :flowers
:heart: & :huggy: Nothing else to say other than..so sweet and amazing. Bianca - That's cool!
Something funny about the 11's and the 333 thing. Last night we were watching something
Been watching the DVD's for HIStory tonight and ... a year? What the...? :no: And at the same time, like while watching YANA I was thinking... it's been nearly a year then also since... since we, well, since we met Michael. He's been there for us. Not just for a week, but for a year. (Or else we're all freaking crazy.) And as deeply ingrained as he is into the very core of my being, so deeply that I always knew I would be broken into a billion pieces should he die ... the one thing that could seriously break me... and there's one person who could get me through it so that I'd still be alive one year later: Michael. I'm not discounting or undervaluing you gals, my hubby and all the other fans, because you've all meant SOOO much (I love you all, really
God don't we all feel the same? I could really use a happier dream right now. I don't like these dreams. :no:Okay haven't read new posts so far - but wanted to show off my tattoo! I'm so happy with it, didn't hurt at all! Yaaaaaay!
Here's a very crappy pic and it looks nasty 'cause it has creme on it and it's swollen, but you can at least get an impression. :lol:
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Good news, the techno man managed to get my stuff off my laptop, as for the laptop, it's pretty much pooped. I have all my files, so hopefully all my pics, work and stuff are there. Can't check yet til I get a new laptop..but so far, I'm relieved it has been retrieved.
Just had such a supersoaker fight with my little cousin, he's the sweetest kid. We were laughing so hard, it was so funny. As soon as I saw the supersoakers I just thought of Michael :lol:
Yes, fully understood to the umpteenth degree, that's all I can say. REALLY understand that part....it's been nearly a year then also since... since we, well, since we met Michael. He's been there for us. Not just for a week, but for a year. (Or else we're all freaking crazy.) And as deeply ingrained as he is into the very core of my being, so deeply that I always knew I would be broken into a billion pieces should he die ... the one thing that could seriously break me... and there's one person who could get me through it so that I'd still be alive one year later: Michael. I'm not discounting or undervaluing you gals, my hubby and all the other fans, because you've all meant SOOO much (I love you all, really
My dreams lately have been themed around all the injustice towards Michael. Not surprising, but nothing really specific. And a couple nights ago in one of those dreams I was thinking about how June 25th is getting closer and closer.
Hugs to everyone :huggy:
No, that would've gone: "Heppy everyone ist as vell as zhey can be." :lol:
Night everyone. Will listen to that song tomorrow too, amygrace Okay haven't read new posts so far - but wanted to show off my tattoo! I'm so happy with it, didn't hurt at all! Yaaaaaay!
Here's a very crappy pic and it looks nasty 'cause it has creme on it and it's swollen, but you can at least get an impression. :lol: