Merged: Psychics channel Michael

[CaptainEoLove85]

Oy way behind on this thread. Welcome to the thread Gothenburg.

Still nothing interesting happening. Weird dreams, but no Michael dreams. Waiting :timer:

Hi everyone! :heart: No MJ dreams or anything to report (strange, huh?! :lol. I woke up before the alarm today and was thinking thoughts like... when I signed up for this forum in March of 2009 none of us had any idea the journey we would unforunately be going on together. That's what we're on... this journey into painful, strange and occasionally beautiful places that will hopefully look brighter in years ahead. I hope. I had no idea that when I came to MJJC, when I chose this forum rather than another to reconnect with the fan family on, how much I would need every one of you and how deeply we would all connect indeed :no: I'm probably not making this sound soo profound, but it felt this way this morning. Since then I was torturing myself by opening the "articles right after June 25th" folder on my computer :doh: What an incredibly dumb idea :boohoo:

I know if someone had told me before June 25th I would be coming to this forum, talking openly about spiritual topics like this, I don't think I would believe them. I wish MJ didn't have to die for this to happen, but I think it really was supposed to happen. I've been stuck in a deep hole for a long time and I'm just now starting to climb out of that hole. It's like all these events started to occur to enable my life to move forward, and I think Michael's death was one of those. It seems like a catalyst almost, as strange as that sounds. But I'm sure other people were in the same position too before all this happened. Michael has jarred that in me, changing my perspective on life and I think it has improved me as a person. And believe me I needed it, and I've been asking for it (to God or the universe) for a long time. I guess I finally got my answer. If only it didn't have to be so tragic.

Hi everyone. :waving: Had a particularly disturbing MJ dream several nights ago...

I dreamed that I was reading a magazine article, that to my horror, revealed that Michael's body was never actually buried, but was instead going to be put on display for an exhibition to tour the country. uke: The article said that he was plasticized and outfitted with a straight wig and glass eyes. There was even a picture of the finished "display." uke: The date for the exhibition to start was May 11th, and I dreamed this on the 12th. The worst part of the article (other than the picture) was that nobody seemed to view what they were doing as wrong or immoral in any way. The guys in charge of the project were actually smiling in the photograph. errin: The whole thing just really reminded me of the way he was viewed by the media and so many others while he was here--as an object. :weeping:

I hope I didn't bring anybody down with this dream. I would just like to hear if anyone else has an opinion or view on this. I would have said something sooner, but I realized we were public and decided to hold off until now.

Oh that's awful.

So, as promised. Here are the precious clips of WBSS and Heartbreak Hotel from the actual show I was at (the audio, not video -- the video is from Leeds and Sydney). It might be silly, but it's such a treasure to me to hear exactly what he sounded like when I was there, when we were breathing together in the same space (when I could finally take a breath, that is :lol. I was there screaming for him and singing with him when he made these exact "Heee-hee!"s and such I hope someday some video footage from Denver surfaces. My lame-o family didn't have a freakin' VCR, so this audio clip is all I've ever had :doh:


P.S. There's a transcript of what all is said if you look at the vid's info on youtube:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9JMBK2DYP40

Very cool. I still wish I could have gone to one of his concerts. You know, a few months ago I was looking at a list of the cities Michael toured during the Bad tour, and I found out he performed at Irvine, which is really close to where I live. When I saw that, I was like :wild: He came that close. Of course I was only 3 years old at the time. If I had a time machine and made myself around 15 years older, I'd try to get to that concert. LOL I dream about this all the time. :smilerolleyes: I was also trying to find footage of that concert on youtube, but no such luck. But I did find an article about it and a couple of photos, and a poster on Ebay. I have actually been to that ampitheater too for a Def Leppard/Bryan Adams concert in 2004. Oh I know I've probably been to several places Michael has been, even though I never crossed paths with him. Disneyland obviously, but also recently Laguna Beach. Found out he went to some art exhibition there in 2002. :wild: I wish on one of those times, in those places, I had run into him or something, but it was never meant to be I guess.

To DarlingDear and Mundy I hope your friend and uncle are ok. I'll pray for them. :angel:

 

[Neeve]

I also believe he was quite psychic, but I'm not so convinced that you know you're certainly going to die. Like maybe you'd know you're in danger or you've got a funny feeling that maybe something's going to happen. Know what I mean? Back at the time of the Barbara Walters interview I also felt very concerned about Michael. I had that "please, not Michael, please, not Michael" kind of feeling. I didn't know if it was just paranoia because of Princess Diana and that "famous people go in 3's" thing. I didn't see that interview when it aired and only a couple of months later read a transcript and I was like :bugeyed, OMG Michael, I knew it and you knew it too! The third one in that awful string of events to me was John Denver, because once he passed I wasn't worried about Michael again. But last year, especially in May and into June there were days I would inexplicably break down and cry here at my computer saying over and over in my head things like, "God, thank you so much for Michael. Please don't take him anytime soon. Please let him stay. Please God, please let Michael stay." I've NEVER been like that before. I've also never been a praying kind of person, but I was doing it a lot last year at this time. It seems we all knew, but again, on some level. I had a dream in early June that Donny Osmond died. I saw it on CNN and was like, "Whoa, isn't he the same age as Michael??" So I knew too, but it wasn't specific and conscious and for certain. I wish I could just dialup the big phone and ask Michael some questions. (Ok, a LOT of questions, but important ones.) I wonder if he knew. No doubt he may have felt a little worried and weird.

Girl, you have some serious psychic powers!!
Yeah I really wonder if he knew....I heard he said to Paris that he might not make it to Fathers' Day...but I guess we don't know if he really said that...

Oh, I don't really have any doubts about that at all either. I think he certainly knows :heart:

I knew that would make everyone sad, darnit Thing is, I think it's a possibility, all depending on exactly what actually happens to us right after we die. You know how much he didn't want to disappoint us and his children. But the thing is, all of us were sending him LOVE and THANKS so overwhelmingly in those weeks, I think he would've just been filled with it. At least I hope so. That's all I wanted for him and want for him. My love for Michael is the most unconditional I've ever have. It just IS. He can have it all, over and over, because it never runs out. It's perpetually refilled. And nothing ends it, breaks it or damages it. I won't say nothing changes, because over the years things have inevitably changed as I've grown up and as life as gone on, but if anything it's just gotten more understanding and even deeper. And I know I'm certainly not the only one. There's so much love for Michael in this universe! I hope that where he is now it's just bliss and that he can take it all up in joy and spread it around. After having been so brave to come here and be MJ for the world and go through all that crazy shiz, he so deserves it all too :heart:

Beautifully said.

I got that feeling while watching the press conference for THIS IS IT, had a strange feeling like somethin was totally wrong.

I have to admit, I hadn't been following Michael then, and living in Portugal no news gets there so I didn't know about the tour...But now when I see that, it's so full of foreboding...

I know if someone had told me before June 25th I would be coming to this forum, talking openly about spiritual topics like this, I don't think I would believe them. I wish MJ didn't have to die for this to happen, but I think it really was supposed to happen. I've been stuck in a deep hole for a long time and I'm just now starting to climb out of that hole. It's like all these events started to occur to enable my life to move forward, and I think Michael's death was one of those. It seems like a catalyst almost, as strange as that sounds. But I'm sure other people were in the same position too before all this happened. Michael has jarred that in me, changing my perspective on life and I think it has improved me as a person. And believe me I needed it, and I've been asking for it (to God or the universe) for a long time. I guess I finally got my answer. If only it didn't have to be so tragic.

I know what you mean. I had been really changing my beliefs and questioning things, but I hadn't found what I was looking for, I hadn't found any answers, I was confused....so so so much of that has cleared up now. Michael put me on this path, I have no doubt. I'm not sure I can accept that this was meant to happen, but I know that we were meant to be a part of it. :wub:

 

[mjbunny]

Girl, you have some serious psychic powers!!
Yeah I really wonder if he knew....I heard he said to Paris that he might not make it to Fathers' Day...but I guess we don't know if he really said that...

I've read that too, about Paris. Someone also claimed he thought something would happen to him in London, but again, don't know if it's true.

This discussion reminded me of something that's... whoa. Now I know when I began feeling so intensely that he was in danger and began asking to please not take him soon and to keep him safe and healthy There was a thread called "Official Michael Jackson Prayer Team" started in March and I found it on May 23rd. I remember very well finding that thread that day. I'd been crying, as I had other times that week, seriously worried about him, just begging God to keep him safe (and as I said, I wasn't the praying type in the past). Here's my post in that thread below from MAY 23 :boohoo: I was trying not to sound too weird or imply anything psychic, you know. This totally made me cry right now. I'm so sorry if this makes everyone sad. Oh Michael

Originally Posted by mjbunny

Originally Posted by friend
there is power in praying in groups. maybe if could pick a specific time and everyone figure out for their time zone or if the time zones are too different we could have multiple groups at different times based on time zone lift him up in prayer at the same time every day? the more groups the better then there would be groups maybe everywhere in the world at every hour of the day lifting him up simultaneously so he could have continuous prayer.

I was thinking about something similar just yesterday in regard to Michael! And I'm amazed at finding this thread at this moment, because just a bit ago I did a short meditation session and during it I felt a real need to pray for Michael and so did (for his health & happiness). I generally don't meditate or pray much and I kind of realize I should more often anyway (and I'm quite shy about talking about it when I do for some reason). And then I find this thread

In general I'm quite interested in research about the power of intention/prayer/whatever one wants to call it, and I certainly care deeply for Michael, so count me in too.

It's archived in 2009, but here's the link: http://www.mjjcommunity.com/forum/showthread.php?t=61486&highlight=prayer+pray&page=2

Is that foreshadowing of Major Love Prayer there too? :mello: I can't believe I haven't tried to find that since last year. I remembered it a few times. I'm really a wreck now, though. That thread 'died' on June 14th. I remember being bummed that so few seemed to get into the idea. Oh my God, Michael, please tell me you were never meant to stay past 50 yrs from the very beginning. If that's so, then maybe I can just take it as the divine plan. :no: :boohoo:

 

[mjbunny]

-delete- (sorry, I added a bunch to this post and well, the whole thing was just too depressing )

 

[amygrace]

Lordy this thread today...it's tough. :boohoo: If it weren't for my getting inspired for yet another lovely and upbeat song tonight...in which I think I felt Michael around at one point...I'd probably be a wreck right now. Hugs to everyone. :group:

I knew that would make everyone sad, darnit Thing is, I think it's a possibility, all depending on exactly what actually happens to us right after we die. You know how much he didn't want to disappoint us and his children. But the thing is, all of us were sending him LOVE and THANKS so overwhelmingly in those weeks, I think he would've just been filled with it. At least I hope so. That's all I wanted for him and want for him. My love for Michael is the most unconditional I've ever have. It just IS. He can have it all, over and over, because it never runs out. It's perpetually refilled. And nothing ends it, breaks it or damages it. I won't say nothing changes, because over the years things have inevitably changed as I've grown up and as life as gone on, but if anything it's just gotten more understanding and even deeper. And I know I'm certainly not the only one. There's so much love for Michael in this universe! I hope that where he is now it's just bliss and that he can take it all up in joy and spread it around. After having been so brave to come here and be MJ for the world and go through all that crazy shiz, he so deserves it all too :heart:

It is a possibility he felt that way...and if he did, my God that would just break my heart a million times over. Poor sweet, sweet Michael. I would still hope that yes, the outpouring of LOVE was seen and truly felt within him at that time...and that he knew he didn't let us down...he never could. And if it was just his time to go...we were all still so grateful for what he gave us...which was more than anyone could possibly ask for. :heart: And what you wrote about how unconditional and everlasting this love is for him...beautiful. I truly hope he is filled up with that love to the point of never feeling lonely or sad again.

On the subject of the This Is It announcement...and just the months prior to June...I'm really amazed at how many people were tuned into the energy of what was to come. I hear so many stories of people suspecting danger or just feeling like something was wrong...like you did, mjbunny. Man, I'm kind of glad I didn't know Michael around that time...that would have been SO hard to deal with when the news came. I only got the aftershock. Still tough. And looking back on that announcement is rather eerie.

Well it's super late here...I should've been in bed hours ago. Goodnight everyone. Much love.

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

:better:
MJBunny, it's okay. I felt something about him in 2007 (!!) and completely tried to ignore it. Came out of nowhere this feeling, he only has so much time left.

He knows our love.

 

[MJstarlight]

I got that feeling while watching the press conference for THIS IS IT, had a strange feeling like somethin was totally wrong.

Two days before June 25th I was pretty much hysterical. I just had the strangest feeling about the tour and everything going on. I was also very worried about Michaels health and remember praying for him to be ok...

I am starting to get really depressed again about June becoming nearer. One year now we are without Michael. How can it be? Im still in denial :teary_eyed: That is going to be a very difficult day for all of us.

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This is a little off topic but I was reading Adam Lambert's picture thread today and found a really cool shirt he is wearing:

I wonder what it means.

Alright im going to bed. Goodnight everyone!!!! Sweet Dreams to you all!

:give_rose::cloud9:

 

[mjbunny]

Amygrace - :hug: Yeah, today's not easy. But as I stayed up all night again rolleyes2 I began feeling better and more of a purpose and such regarding Michael :angel:

:better:MJBunny, it's okay. I felt something about him in 2007 (!!) and completely tried to ignore it. Came out of nowhere this feeling, he only has so much time left.
He knows our love.

Reallyyyyyyy? Me too! (Oh, and something predicted in 2000, but I don't want to share that in a public forum.) What was your 2007 thing?? For me, it was early September 2007 and I dreamed that I turned on CNN (in this house, on this TV in its current and 2009 location) and they were reporting that Michael had died suddenly. Oh God nooooooo And they were all talking about how tragic that it was the day before his birthday. (I wish I could remember the fuzzy details part. It was as if he were in the Southern US somewhere? And a man, a black man I believe, had killed him. Shot him, I think, but that part was all really fuzzy and unclear.) So this was horrible, but when I woke up I thought wheh, I'm glad it's not August or I'd be freaked out. But there is next year... :mello: So Aug 28th, 2008 I was on edge, but then everything was alright. Ok, must've just been a dream. Forget about it. Then came the TII presale and we knew we had to go in August, not July, because we already had vacation set in for early to mid August. I tried to get tickets for a date as it became available, but my credit card didn't go through and I lost them. Called the card company, got transferred around to fix the issue. So, I tried again then and we got something pretty decent for August 28th. Too late for vacation, but snap decision... it would work because it's a long weekend. Ok! Buy! Bam, so we had tickets for ourselves and friends for August 28th!!!! :wild: (And later 7th row for Aug 30th too.) Then that very day of the presale I got that "ummmm" kind of feeling as I realized what date we'd gotten. And I thought, "Omg, I hope that's not an omen! That press conference did freak me out a bit." :no: So I guess I was afraid that he'd die the day of our first concert or something. It really concerned me. THAT date of all dates. But I guess it was just a signpost. (And maybe day before a birthday could symbolize the time before a 'comeback'?)

Two days before June 25th I was pretty much hysterical. I just had the strangest feeling about the tour and everything going on. I was also very worried about Michaels health and remember praying for him to be ok...

Me too I just found articles about astrological predictions for him and stuff that I saved on the hard drive that very week. I remembered I was really worried and wanted to know what psychics, palm readers... what anyone had to say. Silly me. We were the psychics to listen to the whole time :mello: And I'd uploaded a ton of rare MJ stuff (which is why my old youtube account got taken down, doh). :no:

P.S. Adam's shirt kicks ass, yeah.

 

[Mundy]

Oh, I hope your uncle will be ok, hon :angel: You actually saw a white aura around the baby? Wow. I used to try and try to see auras, but I think all I ever actually saw was the optical illusion that you get when you look at someone with a blank background. Your eyes will make a shifty darker outline grow around them and some people claim it's the aura, but it's just the way eyes work. But to see white or something, neato!

Yeah I've seen that dark outline a few times. This was totally different. Usually I'm trying to see something but this time it was right there in front of me, so obvious. :wub:

Wuhh...where did you hear white auras being bad? Maybe you weren't seeing the aura though but just pure light energy around the baby...or angels. White light is definitely pure :angel: Cool you saw that. Sorry to hear about your uncle...sending lots of healing energy!

Yeah it could definitely have been energy or maybe some sort of protective layer of some kind. I read in a few places that white light meant energy loss, illness, etc. Lots of bad things. I don't think that's really the case though. I see white as being pure. Maybe I'm missing something but I can't see it as a bad thing.

Oh I forgot to tell you, I was listening to your new song (it's great btw ) and my brother could hear it from the sittingroom. He asked who you were and said "I like her style". He's not too enthusiastic with his compliments so you can take that as an "OMG I Loooooooove her!" :lol: Another Irish groupie for ya

sorry I forgot to MQ...

Mundy, I'm so sorry to hear about your uncle, I'm sending him and your family love and positive energy.

To DarlingDear and Mundy I hope your friend and uncle are ok. I'll pray for them. :angel:

Thanks everyone for thinking of my uncle :angel: I feel so powerless. I want to do something to help. I have been thinking about visiting my granny for a week. My uncle lives next door to her. Thank you guys so much. I really appreciate it :heart:

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I typed up some stuff about June but it turned out to be too depressing to post.

Love to everyone :heart::group::heart:

 

[Bee]

I just found out today that my uncle is very sick. We thought everything was sorted out but now it's worse than ever. I'd really appreciate prayers, healing energy, positive thoughts, anything at all, if you think of it.

I'll keep him in my thoughts. Much strenght to you girl, hope things will get better soon. :angel:

I knoooowww. :weeping: I was thinking last night about time travel again. But ya know, the more I think about it I realize, it would still kinda suck even if we WERE able to time travel to his concerts and stuff...because since it's past, Michael...no one...would even be able to give us recognition. Like there would be no thrill of maybe catching a stare or touching his hand or something. I just missed it all and there's nothing I can do about it.

Yeah...you're right. It's totally heartbreaking and I think I can never fully forgive myself for the fact I didn't try harder or anything to get close to him. But yeah...everything happens for a reason I guess, maybe if I got close, I wouldn't have felt so close now? Who knows. Can't change it anymore, so I'll have to live with it. *sigh* In these kind of moments I'm SO glad I've got people around me feeling the same, having the same struggles knowing they can't meet him anymore. :huggy:

My love for Michael is the most unconditional I've ever have. It just IS. He can have it all, over and over, because it never runs out. It's perpetually refilled. And nothing ends it, breaks it or damages it. I won't say nothing changes, because over the years things have inevitably changed as I've grown up and as life as gone on, but if anything it's just gotten more understanding and even deeper. And I know I'm certainly not the only one. There's so much love for Michael in this universe! I hope that where he is now it's just bliss and that he can take it all up in joy and spread it around. After having been so brave to come here and be MJ for the world and go through all that crazy shiz, he so deserves it all too :heart:

Amen. Nothing to add. :heart:

Oh I know I've probably been to several places Michael has been, even though I never crossed paths with him. Disneyland obviously, but also recently Laguna Beach. Found out he went to some art exhibition there in 2002. :wild: I wish on one of those times, in those places, I had run into him or something, but it was never meant to be I guess.

Aww, that's cool that you found out he was at those places. Honestly, that already is pretty impressive...to stand where he was...like, when I get that it's so surreal 'cause it seems so far away, but then you realize, he really stood here...and it's so....man.:swoon:LOL.

...
Is that foreshadowing of Major Love Prayer there too? :mello: I can't believe I haven't tried to find that since last year. I remembered it a few times. I'm really a wreck now, though. That thread 'died' on June 14th. I remember being bummed that so few seemed to get into the idea. Oh my God, Michael, please tell me you were never meant to stay past 50 yrs from the very beginning. If that's so, then maybe I can just take it as the divine plan. :no: :boohoo:

Oh my...that's just heartbreaking and very 'amazing' to read! Foreshadowing of the MLP indeed...how creepy. Reading back those kind of things is so painfull. I was lurking in a few old threads here too, shouldn't have done that.

I am starting to get really depressed again about June becoming nearer. One year now we are without Michael. How can it be? Im still in denial :teary_eyed: That is going to be a very difficult day for all of us.

Sorry to hear you're getting depressed, you're not alone sweetheart! We're always in it together, forever, right? Keep your head up. :huggy:

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Well, nothing interesting to add here today as you can see. I've been recording and figuring some stuff out in GarageBand and ended up singing 'Smile' since it was stuck in my head for days. Gonna take my ears of the music now and listen it back a little later today to see if I'm satisfied with it...then I'll share it here if anyone would like to hear.

Much love to y'all Harmony Huttah's!

 

[8701girl]

I have to admit, I hadn't been following Michael then, and living in Portugal no news gets there so I didn't know about the tour...But now when I see that, it's so full of foreboding...

I know, thats true.

 

[8701girl]

Two days before June 25th I was pretty much hysterical. I just had the strangest feeling about the tour and everything going on. I was also very worried about Michaels health and remember praying for him to be ok...

I am starting to get really depressed again about June becoming nearer. One year now we are without Michael. How can it be? Im still in denial :teary_eyed: That is going to be a very difficult day for all of us.

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This is a little off topic but I was reading Adam Lambert's picture thread today and found a really cool shirt he is wearing:

I wonder what it means.

Alright im going to bed. Goodnight everyone!!!! Sweet Dreams to you all!

:give_rose::cloud9:

I too get emotional thinking bout june 25.....its somethin that i cannot help

But i guess in a way we can be happy knowing hes in a better place.......well i hope he is anyway.

 

[Starlight1986]

Hi girls!

I found this thread yesterday. I dug through the first 50 pages but then gave up. ^^ Because... nooo, 500 pages are just too much for me.

I watched Bonnie's videos and... wow... I really do believe that this was Michael speaking...
I hope we will hear more from him soon.

I was never sceptic about these things. (although I really don't know much about all that)
It has just always been clear to me that there must be something more after we die.

And I saw my grandpa shortly after he died 13 years ago. It was just for a second I saw him sitting on the sofa... very calm... and looking at me. And a friend of my parents was there with me and she saw him, too. After that we looked at each other... speechless for a second and then she said: "you saw him, too, didn't you?" And I nodded... I was like omg, did that really happen?

I'll never forget that.

Uh and it's so strange. I do exactly know how you all feel about June coming so fast...
1 year? What happened? Time's rushing...
Most of the time it still doesn't feel real to me that he's not longer with us. 'cause there's pictures and videos and music.. Just all these wonderful things that almost make me forget he died... *sigh*

The pain isn't as strong anymore. As it was last year. But part of it will always be there... I just miss him. And really hope that he's happy and in a better place now.

 

[8701girl]

Hey starlight1986! :hi:

Welcome to the thread and yes i have 2 agree..500 pages are a bit much!

 

[Starlight1986]

Thanks 8701girl! Yeah soooo much... although I would've loved to read everything you all posted here but... Hmm... would surely take weeks to finish.

 

[Mundy]

I'll keep him in my thoughts. Much strenght to you girl, hope things will get better soon. :angel:

Thank you :huggy:

Hi girls!

I found this thread yesterday. I dug through the first 50 pages but then gave up. ^^ Because... nooo, 500 pages are just too much for me.

I watched Bonnie's videos and... wow... I really do believe that this was Michael speaking...
I hope we will hear more from him soon.

I was never sceptic about these things. (although I really don't know much about all that)
It has just always been clear to me that there must be something more after we die.

And I saw my grandpa shortly after he died 13 years ago. It was just for a second I saw him sitting on the sofa... very calm... and looking at me. And a friend of my parents was there with me and she saw him, too. After that we looked at each other... speechless for a second and then she said: "you saw him, too, didn't you?" And I nodded... I was like omg, did that really happen?

I'll never forget that.

Uh and it's so strange. I do exactly know how you all feel about June coming so fast...
1 year? What happened? Time's rushing...
Most of the time it still doesn't feel real to me that he's not longer with us. 'cause there's pictures and videos and music.. Just all these wonderful things that almost make me forget he died... *sigh*

The pain isn't as strong anymore. As it was last year. But part of it will always be there... I just miss him. And really hope that he's happy and in a better place now.

Hi Starlight! Welcome to the thread (or harmony hut as it's being referred to ) :flowers:

Thanks for sharing I'd love to see my grandad again, just for a few minutes. I tried to meet with him in a meditation but it was very fuzzy and I couldn't concentrate. Maybe next time.

 

[darlingdear]

This thread moves faaast :lol:

Welcome to the thread, Starlight1986 :heart:

:huggy::huggy: to you all. Sad discussion going on
Cannot believe it's nearly been a year! That's insane
I know I've said it before, but I really am stuck in June '09. The back end of '09, going through to 2010 and even now, has been a blur, it's gone fast. It's just passing me by.

Michael was in my dream briefly last night. He looked beautiful :wub: He landed in South Africa and the press were taking pics of him, so he was standing there, smiling with aviators on, with his curls and an all black military outfit. He was giggling cos the press asked him why he wasn't "over there" and pointed to a distant town and he said he didn't know how to get there. He was very sweet and calm, giggling It was brief but nice.

:heart: to you all.

 

[Neeve]

I've read that too, about Paris. Someone also claimed he thought something would happen to him in London, but again, don't know if it's true.

This discussion reminded me of something that's... whoa. Now I know when I began feeling so intensely that he was in danger and began asking to please not take him soon and to keep him safe and healthy There was a thread called "Official Michael Jackson Prayer Team" started in March and I found it on May 23rd. I remember very well finding that thread that day. I'd been crying, as I had other times that week, seriously worried about him, just begging God to keep him safe (and as I said, I wasn't the praying type in the past). Here's my post in that thread below from MAY 23 :boohoo: I was trying not to sound too weird or imply anything psychic, you know. This totally made me cry right now. I'm so sorry if this makes everyone sad. Oh Michael

It's archived in 2009, but here's the link: http://www.mjjcommunity.com/forum/showthread.php?t=61486&highlight=prayer+pray&page=2

Is that foreshadowing of Major Love Prayer there too? :mello: I can't believe I haven't tried to find that since last year. I remembered it a few times. I'm really a wreck now, though. That thread 'died' on June 14th. I remember being bummed that so few seemed to get into the idea. Oh my God, Michael, please tell me you were never meant to stay past 50 yrs from the very beginning. If that's so, then maybe I can just take it as the divine plan. :no: :boohoo:

wow...that's intense. I can't imagine what you must've gone through.:better: I hope you're feeling better.
I really wonder if he was meant to go then....The more I learn, the more I think everything is planned, but then I wonder how free will comes in... it's all a bit mind-boggling...


Paris and Blanket were in my dream last night...I can't remember much of it, but I remember being really impressed with their strength and feeling relieved that they were doing so well....

 

[MJstarlight]

I had some strange dreams last night. It all was broken up but it seemed to go on and on. It was like Michael was trying to find Jermaine to talk to him. It was so strange. :huh:

 

[CaptainEoLove85]

Hi, Starlight1986. Welcome to the thread.

I really miss Michael. I feel so alone and Michael feels so far away right now. I hope he comes back soon.

 

[Starlight1986]

thank u all for welcoming me. :huggy:

For me, it seems to come and go like waves... Sometimes I'm okay with it and I just think Michael is fine now and at peace.
And then sometimes, as it has been in the last few days, I really miss him a loooot and I cry 'cause I can't believe he's gone... :boohoo

 

[xo_lola_xo]

When it was announced that there will be 50 shows, I ironically said :

"50 shows, 50 years of life. It's as if they're making him pay..." :mello:

On another topic :

I was listening to Will You Be There and I couldn't help but cry. I felt reconnected to the MJ world back in 2003-2005, when although it was so difficult, we were united with love. We are united now as we were but it was something else with our beautiful Michael :wub:.

I thought, listening to it, "Michael Jackson fans are connected by something divine"...his music and his love truly is divine.

 

[MJJLaugh]

thank u all for welcoming me. :huggy:

For me, it seems to come and go like waves... Sometimes I'm okay with it and I just think Michael is fine now and at peace.
And then sometimes, as it has been in the last few days, I really miss him a loooot and I cry 'cause I can't believe he's gone... :boohoo

Hi Starlight1986, welcome to this wonderful thread, a.k.a. the Harmony Hut!
I know what you mean, I feel the same way.

:hug: :hug:


Tonight I was driving home in my car and I was wondering who, if anyone, would be reading Blanket a bedtime story, now that Michael can no longer do this. Michael always made such a point of the importance of reading bedtime stories to children. It's that special time of day when you can really bond with your child.
I prayed for all the little children out to there to have someone dear to them who will take the time to read them a bedtime story and tuck them in with some nice, safe ritual. That is important. I could not sleep without it as a child.


Mundy Sorry to hear about your uncle. I will keep him in my prayers!

 

[xo_lola_xo]

Hi Starlight1986, welcome to this wonderful thread, a.k.a. the Harmony Hut!
I know what you mean, I feel the same way.

:hug: :hug:


Tonight I was driving home in my car and I was wondering who, if anyone, would be reading Blanket a bedtime story, now that Michael can no longer do this. Michael always made such a point of the importance of reading bedtime stories to children. It's that special time of day when you can really bond with your child.
I prayed for all the little children out to there to have someone dear to them who will take the time to read them a bedtime story and tuck them in with some nice, safe ritual. That is important. I could not sleep without it as a child.


Mundy Sorry to hear about your uncle. I will keep him in my prayers!

I agree too. It's ever so important. When I become a mother someday, I'm going to ensure that that happens every night, it's so vital.

Other things that are vital to me in raising my future kids would be ensuring that each one picks a musical instrument to truly learn and also a European language to go with their English.

Children should be the world's top piority.

 

[MJJLaugh]

When it was announced that there will be 50 shows, I ironically said :

"50 shows, 50 years of life. It's as if they're making him pay..." :mello:

On another topic :

I was listening to Will You Be There and I couldn't help but cry. I felt reconnected to the MJ world back in 2003-2005, when although it was so difficult, we were united with love. We are united now as we were but it was something else with our beautiful Michael :wub:.

I thought, listening to it, "Michael Jackson fans are connected by something divine"...his music and his love truly is divine.

I agree totally. You wrote it down beautifully. Today I came across the Golden Ratio and Fibonacci's row. I am going to find out ( try, that is) if Michael knew about the Golden Ratio and applied it in his music.

For anyone interested: http://www.goldennumber.net/goldsect.htm and http://www.goldennumber.net/music.htm

I am totally fascinated by it and it wouldn't surprise me one bit if Michael knew about the Golden Ratio and applied it in all his art.
What do you all think ?

 

[Neeve]

thank u all for welcoming me. :huggy:

For me, it seems to come and go like waves... Sometimes I'm okay with it and I just think Michael is fine now and at peace.
And then sometimes, as it has been in the last few days, I really miss him a loooot and I cry 'cause I can't believe he's gone... :boohoo

welcome!
Oh I know the feeling....the last few days it's hit me again...I've just spent the last hour crying for his children...I don't think the pain will ever fully go away. But know that you are not alone :better:

I agree totally. You wrote it down beautifully. Today I came across the Golden Ratio and Fibonacci's row. I am going to find out ( try, that is) if Michael knew about the Golden Ratio and applied it in his music.

For anyone interested: http://www.goldennumber.net/goldsect.htm and http://www.goldennumber.net/music.htm

I am totally fascinated by it and it wouldn't surprise me one bit if Michael knew about the Golden Ratio and applied it in all his art.
What do you all think ?

Oh wow, that's so interesting! One of my fascinations is musical theory; I studied it in school and I love it. This is an interesting observation about it. I wonder if Michael did know.....

 

[mjbunny]

Hi everyone! :heart: Will catch up on the thread in a while, but for now I just want to say that I have nothing really new to report, just a lot of thinkings since last night about life and destiny and spirituality.
And I made this below, just for you!

 

[Neeve]

Oh, for anyone who didn't see what MJJLaugh posted in the Positive Websites... thread, this article is worth a read: http://www.soulsword.com/kitabu-roshi/the-zen-of-michael-jacksona-celebration/

One part reminded me of what Amy said before:
The curtain has not closed on Michael Jackson. A curtain has two sides. He 's just backstage until the rest of the show plays out. You must perform also.

Love it :wub:

EDIT: mjbunny, thanks for the vid!!! Love it

 

[Starlight1986]

I love MJ fans! Really. There's that special kind of connection and they (we) all... well, most of us... know and understand Michael's message and they live it. And it's comforting not to be alone with the pain. :better: Don't know what's the matter with me... These last days I've bursted into tears so easily... *sigh*

This one just made me cry sooo badly...
[youtube]mS0JxCL5fkA[/youtube]

Neeve: Thank u! And these are really beautiful words!

mjbunny: Thanks for the sweet vid!

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

I love MJ fans! Really. There's that special kind of connection and they (we) all... well, most of us... know and understand Michael's message and they live it. And it's comforting not to be alone with the pain. :better: Don't no what's the matter with me... These last days I've bursted into tears so easily... *sigh*

...

Starlight, hi! Yeah, don't know what's up but getting closer to June is tough on all of us. :better:
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