Merged: Psychics channel Michael

[MJJLaugh]

Oh, i have to tell you something that happened to me today!
I was listening to an MJ interview.. And when I checked the clock on my iphone, it was 11:11 am!
And at that point, Michael started talking about God and spirituality and stuff like that!
I was like WOW, cooool!

Tinkerbell2 That's cool! Probably not a coincidence either. I don't believe in randomness anymore. I remember that Barbara Kaufmann wrote about hundreds of people writing her last year because they had trouble sleeping and often woke up at 3.00 am, like Michael often did. If those kind of things are experienced ny numerous people at the same time, it means something....

Oh, that is true! Just like Amy said, in my post I was mentioning those who run around like crazy and only use hate or anger against hate.....these efforts you and others do are acts out of love, that is exactly what I meant with the right way for spreading that message. We can teach people about it, even media, if we do it in a right way, if we use love and show off Michael in the right way as portraying ourself just as intelligent and loving as him. So it's really a good thing what you are doing, definitely.

Thanks for the nice words!

Some cool MJ moments for me this morning; I had an appointment at the dentist, so my mom goes, my sis goes...then I go, and bam....they play 'Bad' on the radio! :wild: LOL, and when I got out of the chair it was right at the end of the song. Talking about timing. :lol: Then we went shopping and I ran into an old friend of mine that I always used to be MJ-buddies with in primary school, hadn't seen her in yeaaars! She had that Black Or White doll and so on. Really cool.

Oh, don't you just love it when that happens!

Btw, have you guys heard about the plane crash in Libya? There's been 70 Dutch people that have died, one Dutch boy of 9 years old is the only survivor....man, so insane. Makes me wonder how those kind of things happen, the ONLY survivor....that sure is a miracle.

Tragic event for so many Dutch families, and to be a sole survivor. I'm still torn about that. Yes, it's a miracle, but he will need a lot of support to overcome this and continue his life.
My heart really goes out to that little boy!

EDIT: Was thinking to change my nickname here btw....but I'm a libra so find it hard to decide, LOL. What d'you guys think about 'Jazzebel'? Dunnow but I loooove that name since forever, it comes from Jezebel what means the story from an evil/devilish kind of woman mello....but in feminism it means a strong woman....hmm. The literal meaning is 'dissaproved/honourable'. (Haha, that I even think about this so long.)

If you love it so much and it feels good, then just change your name. I think it's a funky name, but I also like the one you currently have ( haha, not helping you am I ?)

There is no problem at all with this! Just as we've been discussing, if our approach comes from a place of love and not hate...then you can do whatever campaigning you you feel will help Michael and his children. I just think that there is a lot of people negative campaigning - where people attack the media and authors of negative articles. They just fight the negative with negative and it's like a battle. They go around screaming injustice, sending those hate vibes to whoever they feel have done Michael wrong. It's understandable to feel upset at the media, but the situation will not resolve and change will not be made if we only butt heads with them or anyone else. As you said here; being respectful, offering information, and just deciding to not participate in the hate game is the best way.

Eaxctly, coming from a place of love and then saying what you want to say is the idea. So it's not even about convincing others in a strongheaded, stubborn kind of way, it is presenting the facts and referring to the journalists moral code of ethics. It is very difficult for me in a sense, because I was always hot-tempered, impatient and eager to prove I was right when I knew I was right but somehow life lessons taught me to be more even-tempered, more patient and so on. I am still working on these lessons but as you become older you become milder somehow.

The negative campaigning is part of the reason I do not reply to a lot of the strong opinions on this forum, in other threads and other subforums of MJJC I mean. People are all different and entitled to their own opinions, I have no problem with that, just with the hating going on, especially by MJ fans to other people. It's shocking to me.

Next, about the justice thing :doh: Like Amygrace also wrote, I also believe that the best justice we could give Michael is to demonstrate, continue, create more of and grow what he stood for, the highest ideals of love and unity. That's what will last and affect the next generation and what heals the world and what helps the children. For the immediate moment and Murray... gawwwd. [I just deleted like 2 paragraphs here about all my thoughts and experiences and doubts. I guess I don't want to have to torture myself & everyone else with all this at the moment? I don't know. Sorry.]

Oh, thank you to you, CaptainEOLove, MJJLaugh, Amygrace and anyone else I'm forgetting for the compliments on the rare moment of writing. :flowers: It was some kind of crazy inspired typing spurt. I've had this urge to say some things (having the word "write!" in my head, lol) for a couple of weeks now. Sometimes I just can't seem to get it out in any kind of articulate matter (umm, often I can't, lol). Have to find the flow. But yeah, I REALLY wanted to say these things in the vibe of the love letters video, and other things as yet unwritten. I just want people to understand, you know. To have some clue, at least. That was such an issue months ago... "Why do I love you so much, Michael?!" and trying to explain somehow that we're not crazy and celebrity-obsessed because of some psychological/emotional deficiency. :rolleyes2: I know my non-MJ-friends and family just don't get it, which leaves a significant chunk of silence between us because I can't really discusss things that are soo important to me. Thank God for the internet, huh?! But these days I think more like, why do I need to explain this to anyone? When I was writing that post I was mostly thinking of defending Michael, celebrating all our love and giving some info/inspiration to those as-yet unconverted people out there I hope it floats around the internet for years as a celebration of LOVE :heart: (P.S. I think I'm going to make a video to accompany it. I'm thinking of reading it with video playing of Michael.)

Yes Mjbunny, please do, that's an excellent idea. I'm going to post your post in the positive websites thread, with source of course. I will also alert TheChosenOne, our fearless leader of the MJJC legacy group as I would like all of MJJC to read this en encapsulate it in their hearts as an inspiration of love. We need those gentle reminders every now and then. If not Michael, then us, if not us, then who ??

Yes, it's got to be done that way. And I appreciate so much everyone who's written letters and such. I suck in that, I admit. h34r: I was feeling bad about that the other night, about how rarely I ever jumped up to defend Michael like that over the years. I guess I always felt insignificant, like it wouldn't make a difference, or worse that it would be used against him and fans, like "Ha-ha, here's a letter that shows you how stupid MJ fans are". And when I was younger it was pre-internet, which made it tougher to figure out who to even write. Not an excuse, just a thought I had. So anyway, I had the thought two nights ago when thinking of writing more, "Wait, I was willing to die for this man, if only it would have saved him. I should certainly be able to handle name-calling and hater arguments, then." I know that sounds melodramatic, but hey, whatever motivates you, right? I will really try to do more. I seem to have bursts of eloquence only rarely, though , and then totally tinged with fan-ness. I have to work on un-fanning things and fact research (to back things up) to be able to write to/for non-fans, if you know what I mean. It's not easy when you're so emotional about a topic and just know so many things about it offhand without remembering where your proof comes from. Anyway, thanks for the reminder on this.

I think the whole situation was very different when Michael was still alive and had his spokespersons or at least he could defend himself.
Funny you mention the "willing to die for this man" because that is exactly how I feel. I would do anything so he could still be with his children, but unfortunately it doesn't work that way.
We all do what we can to honor him and being able to share that with like-minded people is very comforting to me!!

Love and hugs to all not mentioned in this post, like Louise, darlingdear, Captaineoloves85, Souldreamer7, Victoria83, 8707girl, fan2202 and Asedora.

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[amygrace]

I will really try to do more. I seem to have bursts of eloquence only rarely, though , and then totally tinged with fan-ness. I have to work on un-fanning things and fact research (to back things up) to be able to write to/for non-fans, if you know what I mean. It's not easy when you're so emotional about a topic and just know so many things about it offhand without remembering where your proof comes from.

Same here! I try to be "matter of fact" when I'm writing articles about Michael or just telling people about him, but it's hard to not let my emotions get in the way. I really hate coming off as a "fan" too, to be honest. Like you mentioned in your article, just being called fan doesn't settle with me too well because of how they are generally viewed as simple celebrity "ogglers". (I even cringed at myself in my recent dream with Michael when I told him I was a big fan. In real life, I would never say that!) But it's a tough thing - 'cause while my initial draw to Michael was because of his love, his mission and his SPIRIT, and while I continue to love him so deeply for that...there IS the side of me that developed soon after - that is just crazy about his music and thinks he's the sexiest man EVER! LOL. So, I can easily come off as a crazed "fan". :lol: :doh:

I then found in a jewelry box this nice puffy heart pendant and tied it to the ribbon on the pouch. Tada! But I was too chicken to "put it online", making it searchable and joinable. "Not yet", I thought, "But at some point it will be the right time to make it public."

Interesting dream! Wonder what this bolded part was about.

Then suddenly I heard a voice sing a couple of lines with them: and that voice was MICHAEL'S! .......... Then Michael said, "Oh, thank you. I can't wait until the show on Friday." Huh???! What's going on on Friday?!

Oh I wanna go to the show!! Wonder if he really is doing a show in astral world today... :wild:

It is very difficult for me in a sense, because I was always hot-tempered, impatient and eager to prove I was right when I knew I was right but somehow life lessons taught me to be more even-tempered, more patient and so on. I am still working on these lessons

Oh my...same here. lol. I'm learning though. My first lesson in this was when I made my "Crucifixion" post last year and got hit with some mean comments. I was like *breathe Amy breathe*... I had to take awhile to cool down before I tried replying. All for love... all for love... just gotta repeat that.

I was listening to an MJ interview.. And when I checked the clock on my iphone, it was 11:11 am!
And at that point, Michael started talking about God and spirituality and stuff like that!

Forgot to quote this earlier... so cool! Love it! :angel:

 

[Bee]

Amygrace & MJJLaugh - thanks for the thoughts on the nickname! I'm gonna think a little more about it. Not sure yet, LOL. Doubt-ass. :cheeky:

Great post, Mrs Music. I agree with it being so damn cruel that only with his death came the lightbulb moments. I just pray Michael has seen and felt all of this. That's some justice then, right? I hope it all makes sense to him now. I hope he knows (remembers?) why he had to go through so much pain, what it was all for, what the effects are and will be. That was so painful for us last summer. Here the whole world was suddenly in love with Michael, his music was heard everywhere, all the folks were on TV raving about him and it was like... where t.f. were all of you on June 24th?! :angry: I felt angry to a degree, but mostly just thankful for the tributes and good words, like better late than never. Thank God people (mostly) spoke highly of him. Imagine if they hadn't??!

Yeah, exactly...not much to add to your post. This is what I'm thinking about a lot since. I hope so extremely much he can really feel, really remember what it all was about, that he can see how much he has affect our lives, that he thinks to himself like 'wow, so I really was and am loved'. He deserves it sooooo much.

Blah, I miss him a lot today....just saw a children's choir doing Heal The World, then heard a girl singing Smile on X-factor...oh boy, so much MJ things going on for me today! Didn't know my emotions could play up so much again, haven't had that in a whole long while. :sigh:

Next came MJ-related dreams, though!
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Aw, those dreams sound cute! You seem to have these concerts or chasing MJ stories popping up a lot, haha. Don't you hate it how driving a car or being in traffic can be so annoying in dreams? I often drive like a Flintstones car or something. :hysterical: Or drive backwards, don't have breaks anymore and all that, weeeeird.

Oh my...same here. lol. I'm learning though. My first lesson in this was when I made my "Crucifixion" post last year and got hit with some mean comments. I was like *breathe Amy breathe*... I had to take awhile to cool down before I tried replying. All for love... all for love... just gotta repeat that.

LOL! I'm kinda tempered by nature but everytime I get hot-headed I'm like...okay...think about the love, think about Michael, it's all for love...etc as well and it reallllly works! Everytime I'm doing something 'bad' I'm feeling guilty about it much earlier. Michael brings up the best in us. :heart:


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Hmm I feel I'm missing on some posts, but everyone who needs it; big hugs for you! :huggy:

 

[MJJLaugh]

Amy Really like the song! I like the melody!

Mjbunny Strange huh how you keep having these recurring dreams where you must be in a hurry to see Michael or ??? Interesting!

I fell down the stairs yesterday morning, actually I slid down on my booty, so now I have a "booty burn" or carpetburn. It sounds really funny, but it's not. I have bruises all over and my left arm is a little stiff but other than that I'm okay. My neighbors heard me fall and came to inquire if I was okay. They are very friendly people.

Hope everyone is okay! Love and hugs to all of you! :heart:

 

[Tinkerbell2]

Tinkerbell2 That's cool! Probably not a coincidence either. I don't believe in randomness anymore. I remember that Barbara Kaufmann wrote about hundreds of people writing her last year because they had trouble sleeping and often woke up at 3.00 am, like Michael often did. If those kind of things are experienced ny numerous people at the same time, it means something....

Yeah, I don´t really believe in randomness anymore too..
Wow..

:hug:

 

[xo_lola_xo]

I had a dream, some nights ago, about Michael. In it, he was very happy. I saw alot of green and he was with children. He had this adorable child on his lap and he was talking and kissing him/her.

(I don't remember it vividly, but he was happy.)

 

[mjbunny]

Didn't want to mention earlier, because I'm not sure if it means anything or it was just a random dream snippet, but at some point when I was half asleep overnight I had a dreamlet in which I saw that Elizabeth Taylor had tweeted again and said something like, "FYI, to clear things up: Michael was NOT GAY" ... something to that effect. So if it happens, wow. If not, guess it was just a dream.

MJJLaugh - Wishing your booty well That's gotta hurt.

Zenab - What a nice dream. How sweet :heart:

 

[mjbunny]

Same here! I try to be "matter of fact" when I'm writing articles about Michael or just telling people about him, but it's hard to not let my emotions get in the way. I really hate coming off as a "fan" too, to be honest. Like you mentioned in your article, just being called fan doesn't settle with me too well because of how they are generally viewed as simple celebrity "ogglers".

Speaking of hysterical fans, somewhere in a vault or garage is a tape of me, soaked with sweat with all my makeup worn off, crying my head off and saying "Michael, I love you" over and over while trying to sing along with Man in the Mirror. I know this must be so because I had an aisle seat at my Bad concert and during MitM I was so wrapped up in Michael that I didn't even notice at first that lights and a camera crew were enjoying filming the stereotypical female teenybopper tear-soaked fan :lol: At the time I was like, "Oh GOD. I hope I don't show up in any promos or documentaries! I'll get teased like crazy." Now I kind of wish I had. :mello:

Interesting dream! Wonder what this bolded part was about.

I don't know exactly. Those weird pouches were for religious groups, like Bible study groups... you know, that type of thing. Maybe it's for the time in the future when I become a self-proclaimed minister of the Church of Michael Jackson :hysterical: Apparently our symbol will be a heart. Anyone wanna be clergy with me? I think we'll get laughed at by the press and perhaps even shot at according to the earlier dreams (yikes), but it must be destiny or something :yes:

The negative campaigning is part of the reason I do not reply to a lot of the strong opinions on this forum, in other threads and other subforums of MJJC I mean. People are all different and entitled to their own opinions, I have no problem with that, just with the hating going on, especially by MJ fans to other people. It's shocking to me.
Yes Mjbunny, please do, that's an excellent idea. I'm going to post your post in the positive websites thread, with source of course. I will also alert TheChosenOne, our fearless leader of the MJJC legacy group as I would like all of MJJC to read this en encapsulate it in their hearts as an inspiration of love. We need those gentle reminders every now and then. If not Michael, then us, if not us, then who ??

Oh, me too! I can't stand all the hating and bitching and lack of the tiniest bit of forgiveness. It's like if anyone ever said or did anything wrong toward Michael, they could never ever do right again. People are saying "love" all the time, but then turning around and attacking everyone. Just doesn't work like that :no:

LOL! I'm kinda tempered by nature but everytime I get hot-headed I'm like...okay...think about the love, think about Michael, it's all for love...etc as well and it reallllly works! Everytime I'm doing something 'bad' I'm feeling guilty about it much earlier. Michael brings up the best in us. :heart:

Doing "something bad", oh you bad girl Oh yeah, I forgot about the name change question. I'm no help there. If you feel it, go for it, though. I don't see a thing wrong with either name

P.S. YES, this thread is still available for everyone, not just those logged into MJJC. Ummmm....

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

Speaking of hysterical fans, somewhere in a vault or garage is a tape of me, soaked with sweat with all my makeup worn off, crying my head off and saying "Michael, I love you" over and over while trying to sing along with Man in the Mirror. I know this must be so because I had an aisle seat at my Bad concert and during MitM I was so wrapped up in Michael that I didn't even notice at first that lights and a camera crew were enjoying filming the stereotypical female teenybopper tear-soaked fan :lol: At the time I was like, "Oh GOD. I hope I don't show up in any promos or documentaries! I'll get teased like crazy." Now I kind of wish I had. :mello:

:hysterical::hysterical:unk:unk:

I don't know exactly. Those weird pouches were for religious groups, like Bible study groups... you know, that type of thing. Maybe it's for the time in the future when I become a self-proclaimed minister of the Church of Michael Jackson :hysterical: Apparently our symbol will be a heart. Anyone wanna be clergy with me? I think we'll get laughed at by the press and perhaps even shot at according to the earlier dreams (yikes), but it must be destiny or something :yes:

I just got a tattoo, I can be a minister as well and why not, heck, I had some of the 11 weirdest months of my life so far, why not top it off??
I just bought some nice amethyst, you know for all the third eye stuff, we'll wear that around our necks with hearts and L.O.V.E. printed on the stolas.

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

Hello everybody!
I hope everybody is doing OK.




Finally you got your tattoo? How does it feel to have tatto? I do not have any so I am not sure what change does it make.... .Was it painful?

Feels awesome, I look at my arm and see this little symbol, it's great. I put on "Remember The Time" when I walked out of the place, looking at the Horus, was great.
I'll be honest, it hurt. Tattoos are really not my thing but I wanted this really really bad for a while 'cause it means so much to me. So now I got it. It's as small as it could be done for it still to look good, I love it. So now it's gotta heal. I'll be honest and say I'm glad it's a small one because I don't how people do the bigger ones, I'm a whimp or maybe the inner arm is sensitive. I had my little boy and that hurt too (A LOT...) but:, I'm a whimp. I was singing Speechless inside my head. "Your love is fu***ng magical, ow ow ow" "Are you okay?" "Yeah sure, "That's how you make me feel, d*mn, ouch"

To me it says "do you remember, girl?" And Horus obviously has another meaning to me, so I'm THRILLED, it kind of is etching him into my body the way he's etched into the souls of so many. He's been part of my life since I was 12, I think I can handle the relatively short lifelong commitment of a tattoo. :wild:

I was ready to take "creepy-religious" to another level...*snort*

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[8701girl]

. I was singing Speechless inside my head. "Your love is fu***ng magical, ow ow ow" "Are you okay?" "Yeah sure, "That's how you make me feel, d*mn, ouch"

Aww thats a good song to have in ur head while getting tatt

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

Aww thats a good song to have in ur head while getting tatt

No kidding, especially "how you make me feel", haha. :hysterical:

 

[8701girl]

No kidding, especially "how you make me feel", haha. :hysterical:

Hahaha :lol:

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

Per I-Podomancy this song started playing. I was looking at an article about his memorial, checking out the flowers....:cheeky:

This started playing.

Some say because it's over
We should be sad but that's not true
'cause death may seem something nasty
But it belongs to me and you

Don't try to avoid your destiny
Accept this kiss with dignity
In this embrace you'll find relief
Get rid of all your grief

Some say because it's over we should be...
...free...



After that one another one started playing that was incredible, I'll go cry for a little bit, man, that's a lot.

 

[MJstarlight]

Hi everyone!!!! Sorry I havent stopped by in a while. I am just reading posts here and trying to catch up with everything. I hope you all have been doing well. I really enjoy reading this thread it brings me comfort and I have been feeling more connected lately. :yes: :wub:

 

[amygrace]

Girrrls! I meant to get on here and reply earlier before it got so dang late...but I got caught up in designing an MJ tattoo (love yours btw, Mod Alert!) and then sharing songs with my sister. :heart:

Anyway, now I'm pooped. Will pick up in here tomorrow... just wanted to give a lil' love before bedtime. :group: Muahs! xx

 

[mjbunny]

I just got a tattoo, I can be a minister as well and why not, heck, I had some of the 11 weirdest months of my life so far, why not top it off?? I just bought some nice amethyst, you know for all the third eye stuff, we'll wear that around our necks with hearts and L.O.V.E. printed on the stolas.

unk:

I'm a whimp. I was singing Speechless inside my head. "Your love is fu***ng magical, ow ow ow" "Are you okay?" "Yeah sure, "That's how you make me feel, d*mn, ouch"

:hysterical:

To me it says "do you remember, girl?" And Horus obviously has another meaning to me, so I'm THRILLED, it kind of is etching him into my body the way he's etched into the souls of so many. He's been part of my life since I was 12, I think I can handle the relatively short lifelong commitment of a tattoo. :wild: I was ready to take "creepy-religious" to another level...*snort*

LOL. Nice tattoo and meaning I want to get one at some point as well. Something small. Don't know what yet, but whenever that time comes I'll probably have it figured out. So right about the lifetime commitment. Michael is certainly that.

And interesting you would mention "creepy-religious", because I have one of my usual "only mjbunny :rolleyes2:" stories to share in that realm :lol: A little earlier I realized I hadn't scanned youtube for creepy-religious stuff about MJ for a while. Not long after, I was reading comments on Aqualeo's "MJ Was Your Jesus" video and someone mentioned that the next album was supposedly to be called "Resurrection". Now, I couldn't really remember anything about those rumors that a post-Invincible album would be called 7even or Resurrection. I mean, maybe vaguely after reading more tonight, but not at that moment. But it did give me slight chills because of my three "resurrection" dreams last month and Fan2202's Easter dream, etc. So I said outloud to myself, "Yeah, where did you hear this? On some hoax forum?" And immediately after I said that, the little 1-inch-tall jewel-faceted plastic gold butterfly that sits perfectly leaned up against the bottom of the center of my laptop screen, unmoved on a daily basis, went.... flip. It fell over and to the right. WTF? :scratch:Here's a pic of it in its usual location & where it was after. It's special to me, MJ-related:

It just sits there unless the computer is bumped pretty hard or the screen is moved closer to a more closed position. But this time... I mean, I was clicking to go to Google, but I'm pretty darned sure I didn't smack the computer in some violent way to cause the butterfly to move. Pretty strange. So THEN, immediately after this happened, I said, "Okkkkkaaay. So was that some kind of a sign?!" And right at THAT moment... crash across the room. Well not crash per se, but kerplunk. A small bag of some of my things that was sitting all night on the clothes rack just fell onto the floor. Just out of the blue. Plunk at that exact moment. Okaaaayyyyy. So two things fell with no obvious cause within like a minute. So I take it Resurrection was a planned title? Ah, my life is so weird

P.S. Speaking of creepy-religious, just wanted to remind anyone who wants to freak out to the lyrics of HDC that I moved the files (in better quality) to youtube: http://www.youtube.com/user/begodsglow#grid/user/3A8FEA04E887E409 Ow! Get down!

 

[darlingdear]

Hi everyone, sorry I haven't been around, had a rough couple of days

Not had any MJ-ness at all either in my dreams.
It was funny yesterday though because I was hanging out with my lil cuz, we were chatting about music and he told me MJ was his favourite singer cos he is a legend, it was so cute. Then my aunt said she couldn't believe that it's nearly been a whole year since MJ passed away :no:
I was chatting to my aunt too, about spiritual stuff, and was telling her how about my right ear getting hot, the cold breezes when I'm meditating. She gave me a book about it all, and she's gonna try and get me in to see someone to see if I can really tune into it and see if I have anything lol.

I've read the thread, but there's too much to comment on lol, I'm sorry. Modulation Alert, loving the tattoo btw.

Yeah I noticed this thread was public now..I wonder why it is?

:huggy::huggy: to everybody.

:heart: to you all.

 

[Bee]

I fell down the stairs yesterday morning, actually I slid down on my booty, so now I have a "booty burn" or carpetburn. It sounds really funny, but it's not. I have bruises all over and my left arm is a little stiff but other than that I'm okay. My neighbors heard me fall and came to inquire if I was okay. They are very friendly people.

Oh nooo, that must've hurt yeah! I hate falling off stairs, haha. Hope your butt is better soon. :better:

Speaking of hysterical fans, somewhere in a vault or garage is a tape of me, soaked with sweat with all my makeup worn off, crying my head off and saying "Michael, I love you" over and over while trying to sing along with Man in the Mirror. I know this must be so because I had an aisle seat at my Bad concert and during MitM I was so wrapped up in Michael that I didn't even notice at first that lights and a camera crew were enjoying filming the stereotypical female teenybopper tear-soaked fan :lol: At the time I was like, "Oh GOD. I hope I don't show up in any promos or documentaries! I'll get teased like crazy." Now I kind of wish I had. :mello:

Awww. :wub: That would've been so cool to see yourself on a docu/promo. But do you mean now you WERE in one? You say you have one in the garage?! Or did you make that yourself or something you mean. I don't get it.

Doing "something bad", oh you bad girl Oh yeah, I forgot about the name change question. I'm no help there. If you feel it, go for it, though. I don't see a thing wrong with either name

P.S. YES, this thread is still available for everyone, not just those logged into MJJC. Ummmm....

LMAO! Yeah forgive me with my English, sometimes I can't find fitting words....I'm actually the bravest girl around and never do anything real bad, so...:hysterical: Maybe I should sometimes, just to break the pattern...hahaha. No worries about the name-change; I guess Imma leave it sometime like this....not quite sure yet, LOL.

Btw, can we report that it's being public again....? Don't really like it indeed.

Feels awesome, I look at my arm and see this little symbol, it's great.

I love your tattoo! :clapping: Great that you have it in colour, I like that! I'm still busy to find out how I want my tattoo as well...like...which place on my body, how, what details. (Being a libra sure is irritating, it's always hard to cut the ties and just DO it...I think things over and over. :doh

Hi everyone!!!! Sorry I havent stopped by in a while. I am just reading posts here and trying to catch up with everything. I hope you all have been doing well. I really enjoy reading this thread it brings me comfort and I have been feeling more connected lately. :yes: :wub:

Shay! :flowers: Good to see you around here, and to hear you felt more connected.

And interesting you would mention "creepy-religious", because I have one of my usual "only mjbunny :rolleyes2:" stories to share in that realm :lol:
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Okaaaayyyyy. So two things fell with no obvious cause within like a minute. So I take it Resurrection was a planned title? Ah, my life is so weird

That's reallllly weird. Sure as hell that were two obvious signs. Awesome. :lol:

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Okay, I had the craziest dream tonight....I'm stunned. :bugeyed Dunnow where it started, but I had a baby (very tiny one?) and I was in some sort of park and there was a sea. Then I had to get the first seat in this loooong small rowboat with like 20 seats or something, I made it but I could only held the front with my arms, my body was under the water, so I was pulling the boat forward (while swimming backwards), then it started raining so I had covered my baby that laid in front of my head in the boad, with a big white blanket. It almost killed him though because it got too hot. :scratch:

Then suddenly I'm at this 'gate' somewhere in the surface of the water, that was a gate to something scary. I was the first one, and I see my baby BAM swimming in there like crazy, so I had to follow. When I got in there it was so dark, deep down in the sea, all these plants and wood...like a ship that was drown under water...lots of energies, it was a bit of a 'go-through' point. It was all very small though, I wasn't really aware of the water, but for some reason I transformed into this mermaid. :mello: And then I see so many GHOSTS! Aaaah! So I got scary but stayed calm, and then they all laughed and said I wouldn't have to be scared. They played cards and stuff, LOL. So I joined for a little. :lol: Then, I saw my baby and some other strange creature, in this long round tubelike hallway, floating at the top of it...DEAD...but I didn't care? (It felt like there was 'sea traffic' in there, haha.)

Further I don't know much, but it was suuuuuch a strange feeling....also that I just realized I could swim in deep waters and stuff, I saw a lot of blue, dark colours and purple. I constantly felt the urge I had to save something there, like there was some hidden treasure or something. Weeeeird. And at some point I even knew I was dreaming, because I thought 'hey cool, I can swim in water in my dreams'.:smilerolleyes:

So, just thought I'd share....never know what things you gusy come up with. :fortuneteller:

 

[8701girl]

^ That one heck of a scary dream!

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

Hi girls!

Ok, I had a very weird dream this morning. Out of the blue I dreamed about White House and President Obama’s family.:doh: It was like I was working as cleaning lady for Michelle Obama. :mello: Probably it was only a job could fit me in White House :lol: The president family apartments in the White House looked very dirty and I was cleaning nonstop. Michelle was very nice to me and she showed me their private rooms and the balcony but she felt lonely there. She was telling me the stories how she met her husband in University (I am not sure if this is the truth or not) and how they got married after they graduated. Then the information came that President Of United States was killed and his body was at morgue at the moment. :mello: I saw a group of politicians sitting around a big table in the dark room discussing something, making important decisions and I saw Michelle in deep grieve sitting there with them. Then I woke up. First thing I did, I checked the news. Looks like everything is OK.:lol: I do not really know WHY I would dream about the president of the United States. Weird.


Yesterday I had I had a very sweet (sugary sweet) day dream about Michael. :wub: We were riding bikes very slow in the park, and we were blabbing about nothing. It was very a comfortable and relaxing daily routine atmosphere. :lol: The sky was blue, the grass was green, and it was a very warm day. It felt like it was morning still but it was close to noon. It was such a nice feling.
I saw big trees on the side of the sidewalk we had a ride. There was another man joining us. I think it was his bodyguard. He did not have a bike, he was just walking by like it was a part of his duty. .He was a tall guy and he was wearing paints and long sleeve shirt and it looked like it was a business casual style. Then we found a table with benches around it. I left Michael talking to his body guard. I was very thirsty and I went to the closest little shop .I saw that they sale only sweet stuff there and mostly ice-cream and frozen yogurts . The salesman wanted me to try a new type of chocolate ice-cream they had there .I was not very excited about that but I saw something else there on shelf. The rest of the dream I am not going to post here because it has a very personal meaning and the message was very clear. It was a symbolic dream. It was not a visitation and was not just a dream either. I know the difference. I just decided to share it here because the rest of the dream was really nice and it gives some comfort. I love dreams like that. :wub: :wub:

Aren't those the best?? :yes: It's so nice to wake up happy...

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

Hi everyone, sorry I haven't been around, had a rough couple of days

Not had any MJ-ness at all either in my dreams.
It was funny yesterday though because I was hanging out with my lil cuz, we were chatting about music and he told me MJ was his favourite singer cos he is a legend, it was so cute. Then my aunt said she couldn't believe that it's nearly been a whole year since MJ passed away :no:
I was chatting to my aunt too, about spiritual stuff, and was telling her how about my right ear getting hot, the cold breezes when I'm meditating. She gave me a book about it all, and she's gonna try and get me in to see someone to see if I can really tune into it and see if I have anything lol.

I've read the thread, but there's too much to comment on lol, I'm sorry. Modulation Alert, loving the tattoo btw.

Yeah I noticed this thread was public now..I wonder why it is?

:huggy::huggy: to everybody.

:heart: to you all.

Hope things turn around for you...:better:

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

I love your tattoo! :clapping: Great that you have it in colour, I like that! I'm still busy to find out how I want my tattoo as well...like...which place on my body, how, what details. (Being a libra sure is irritating, it's always hard to cut the ties and just DO it...I think things over and over. :doh

I'm a Libra Ascendent, so I know how Libras go back and forth, back and forth, but oh, I should stick with my first idea, but then, I should listen to my gut feel on the other idea...

I love the blue, had a long debate about the right color blue with the dude at the store because he just wanted to make sure I don't come back with it fading out, so we settled on a darker blue that's still bright enough so I don't look like a faded out sailor with bad breath from yesterday's gin...unk:
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Okay, I had the craziest dream tonight....I'm stunned. :bugeyed Dunnow where it started, but I had a baby (very tiny one?) and I was in some sort of park and there was a sea. Then I had to get the first seat in this loooong small rowboat with like 20 seats or something, I made it but I could only held the front with my arms, my body was under the water, so I was pulling the boat forward (while swimming backwards), then it started raining so I had covered my baby that laid in front of my head in the boad, with a big white blanket. It almost killed him though because it got too hot. :scratch:

Then suddenly I'm at this 'gate' somewhere in the surface of the water, that was a gate to something scary. I was the first one, and I see my baby BAM swimming in there like crazy, so I had to follow. When I got in there it was so dark, deep down in the sea, all these plants and wood...like a ship that was drown under water...lots of energies, it was a bit of a 'go-through' point. It was all very small though, I wasn't really aware of the water, but for some reason I transformed into this mermaid. :mello: And then I see so many GHOSTS! Aaaah! So I got scary but stayed calm, and then they all laughed and said I wouldn't have to be scared. They played cards and stuff, LOL. So I joined for a little. :lol: Then, I saw my baby and some other strange creature, in this long round tubelike hallway, floating at the top of it...DEAD...but I didn't care? (It felt like there was 'sea traffic' in there, haha.)

Further I don't know much, but it was suuuuuch a strange feeling....also that I just realized I could swim in deep waters and stuff, I saw a lot of blue, dark colours and purple. I constantly felt the urge I had to save something there, like there was some hidden treasure or something. Weeeeird. And at some point I even knew I was dreaming, because I thought 'hey cool, I can swim in water in my dreams'.:smilerolleyes:

So, just thought I'd share....never know what things you gusy come up with. :fortuneteller:

Oh, somebody's dreaming of babies...

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

unk:

:hysterical:

LOL. Nice tattoo and meaning I want to get one at some point as well. Something small. Don't know what yet, but whenever that time comes I'll probably have it figured out. So right about the lifetime commitment. Michael is certainly that.

And interesting you would mention "creepy-religious", because I have one of my usual "only mjbunny :rolleyes2:" stories to share in that realm :lol: A little earlier I realized I hadn't scanned youtube for creepy-religious stuff about MJ for a while. Not long after, I was reading comments on Aqualeo's "MJ Was Your Jesus" video and someone mentioned that the next album was supposedly to be called "Resurrection". Now, I couldn't really remember anything about those rumors that a post-Invincible album would be called 7even or Resurrection. I mean, maybe vaguely after reading more tonight, but not at that moment. But it did give me slight chills because of my three "resurrection" dreams last month and Fan2202's Easter dream, etc. So I said outloud to myself, "Yeah, where did you hear this? On some hoax forum?" And immediately after I said that, the little 1-inch-tall jewel-faceted plastic gold butterfly that sits perfectly leaned up against the bottom of the center of my laptop screen, unmoved on a daily basis, went.... flip. It fell over and to the right. WTF? :scratch:Here's a pic of it in its usual location & where it was after. It's special to me, MJ-related:

It just sits there unless the computer is bumped pretty hard or the screen is moved closer to a more closed position. But this time... I mean, I was clicking to go to Google, but I'm pretty darned sure I didn't smack the computer in some violent way to cause the butterfly to move. Pretty strange. So THEN, immediately after this happened, I said, "Okkkkkaaay. So was that some kind of a sign?!" And right at THAT moment... crash across the room. Well not crash per se, but kerplunk. A small bag of some of my things that was sitting all night on the clothes rack just fell onto the floor. Just out of the blue. Plunk at that exact moment. Okaaaayyyyy. So two things fell with no obvious cause within like a minute. So I take it Resurrection was a planned title? Ah, my life is so weird

P.S. Speaking of creepy-religious, just wanted to remind anyone who wants to freak out to the lyrics of HDC that I moved the files (in better quality) to youtube: http://www.youtube.com/user/begodsglow#grid/user/3A8FEA04E887E409 Ow! Get down!

I love how things FALL down when you talk about "Resurrection" of something being lifted up. That's his humor right there.
P.S.: Think of the butterfly and how it changes from a cocoon, it wraps itself into a mummy and then resurrects itself into a beautiful butterfly. Butterflies are such a strong sign from the other sign, no wonder he sang about them too. Michael sure knows how to pick 'em symbols....:cheeky: He knew just what to pick, is that Butterfly a "Michael one"? That's awesome that the butterfly fell.

 

[CaptainEoLove85]

Still nothing new from me. I'm remembering my dreams now, but none of them are about Michael. Not even a little bit. :sigh:

unk:

And interesting you would mention "creepy-religious", because I have one of my usual "only mjbunny :rolleyes2:" stories to share in that realm :lol: A little earlier I realized I hadn't scanned youtube for creepy-religious stuff about MJ for a while. Not long after, I was reading comments on Aqualeo's "MJ Was Your Jesus" video and someone mentioned that the next album was supposedly to be called "Resurrection". Now, I couldn't really remember anything about those rumors that a post-Invincible album would be called 7even or Resurrection. I mean, maybe vaguely after reading more tonight, but not at that moment. But it did give me slight chills because of my three "resurrection" dreams last month and Fan2202's Easter dream, etc. So I said outloud to myself, "Yeah, where did you hear this? On some hoax forum?" And immediately after I said that, the little 1-inch-tall jewel-faceted plastic gold butterfly that sits perfectly leaned up against the bottom of the center of my laptop screen, unmoved on a daily basis, went.... flip. It fell over and to the right. WTF? :scratch:Here's a pic of it in its usual location & where it was after. It's special to me, MJ-related:

It just sits there unless the computer is bumped pretty hard or the screen is moved closer to a more closed position. But this time... I mean, I was clicking to go to Google, but I'm pretty darned sure I didn't smack the computer in some violent way to cause the butterfly to move. Pretty strange. So THEN, immediately after this happened, I said, "Okkkkkaaay. So was that some kind of a sign?!" And right at THAT moment... crash across the room. Well not crash per se, but kerplunk. A small bag of some of my things that was sitting all night on the clothes rack just fell onto the floor. Just out of the blue. Plunk at that exact moment. Okaaaayyyyy. So two things fell with no obvious cause within like a minute. So I take it Resurrection was a planned title? Ah, my life is so weird

Hey, I have the same laptop! That's cool. I never have things fall or crash around here, but that's probably because I would be scared if they did. :smilerolleyes:

Hope everyone has a nice day.

 

[Gothenburg88]

Hello to you all! I am new here. I have been reading and looking around in this thread and find it very interesting, comforting but also very mysterious because a lot of what you are discussing is so unknown for me, but I would like to learn.

Oh, this thread is so long! So many posts. However, before I post anything is there any chance some of you could spare a minute for a newcomer and just very shortly tell me what you are discussing here, I mean not in detail of course. Or let me put it like this - is it here that I can post something that I feel is spiritually connected with MJ, like strange dreams, strange coincidences, stories I would like to tell about how MJ has affected my life and thinking? I have something that I would like to share, and I was so happy when I found this thread because I think it might be the right place for me. If not please let me know. I read something about the thread being public again. Does this mean that it is usually a closed thread? It's a bit scary to share with so many people.... Said with L.O.V.E. :angel:

PS. English is not my first language so please have mercy

 

[Louise.]

Hey everyone! I haven't been in here for a few days - been super busy! Hope everyone is ok and that I'll speak to you all soon! Love you guys. :hug:

Gothenburg88 - Hey, welcome to the thread! One of the reasons I love this thread so much is because although it's focused on one topic, we also talk about lots of other things like dreams etc. which I'm sure you'll see if you read through the thread. So yeah, you've come to the right place! Hope to see you around!

I saw the thread was public again earlier on. Eek! Hopefully it'll be sorted soon.

Right, I really should be off now and head to bed. Night lovelies. :wub:

 

[mjbunny]

Hi everyone :heart: Nothing new to report, for a change. I slept for about forever today. Did we even have a Saturday? I only saw some few hours of it after waking up :lol:

Hi everyone, sorry I haven't been around, had a rough couple of days

Oh, sorry to hear that :hug:

I was chatting to my aunt too, about spiritual stuff, and was telling her how about my right ear getting hot, the cold breezes when I'm meditating. She gave me a book about it all, and she's gonna try and get me in to see someone to see if I can really tune into it and see if I have anything lol.

Oh cool. You mean like someone who helps developing 'mediums' or something? Neato!

Awww. :wub: That would've been so cool to see yourself on a docu/promo. But do you mean now you WERE in one? You say you have one in the garage?! Or did you make that yourself or something you mean. I don't get it.

Nah, I never turned up in anything that I've ever seen. Definitely was filmed, but it must just be lying around in some archive or taped over by now. Maybe I'm in MJ's archive warehouse? Don't know. And I don't have anything but a poor audio recording of a television news concert review. (We didn't have a VCR yet! In 1988! Crazy, huh?) At least I have a few precious moments of the audio from my MJ concert that way, though. Like a brief clip of WBSS and Heartbreak Hotel ... assuming they were really provided with clips of Denver and not just file footage of Kansas City or something :lol: On youtube, though, you can see my ticket stub, t-shirt and some radio promos about my show. I went to the first one, March 24th http://www.youtube.com/user/begodsglow#grid/user/CCEFC1CA008FA373 At some point I'll upload the concert audio review, lolol.

Btw, your deam. I think dreams about babies are usually symbolic of new parts of ourselves or new projects we've started. If swimming through water like that is an emotional journey, there are many "ghosts" you're encountering or will encounter on it, but they don't seem like ones you can't face. Not sure about how you let the baby drown. That's kind of weird, lol. Maybe you need to let something newly begun "drown" in your emotional depth to continue the journey? Just thinking outloud. I could be totally wrong.


Asedora - Ah, the MJ dream sounds sweet indeed :wub: The first one is disturbing, though. I hope he's not planning to go to France anytime soon. I had a dream, although 6 YEARS ago, about seeing a headline indicating the "US President" (it didn't say a name) had died in Paris. But Bush went there at least one after that and survived. Then last year, for June 6, 2009, it was the anniversary again of D-Day (oh crap... it's coming up again soon...) and Obama was in France and then Michelle and the girls flew out to meet him to have some fun for a couple of days in Paris. I was like... ohhhh, sh*t :mello: I felt like someone important would be leaving us soon, but we know now who that turned out to be :no: . Anyway, I always get nervous when a Paris visit in the works. Or maybe I'm just putting WAYYYYY too much credence into a dream. I guess it's just because it was SO unusual and vivid.

I love how things FALL down when you talk about "Resurrection" of something being lifted up. That's his humor right there.P.S.: Think of the butterfly and how it changes from a cocoon, it wraps itself into a mummy and then resurrects itself into a beautiful butterfly. Butterflies are such a strong sign from the other sign, no wonder he sang about them too. Michael sure knows how to pick 'em symbols....:cheeky: He knew just what to pick, is that Butterfly a "Michael one"? That's awesome that the butterfly fell.

Oh yeah, I totally got the symbolism of the butterfly. That was my first thought after 'whoa' :lol: And yes, it's kind of one of my special MJ butterflies. I have a couple of related stories from last summer, some of the last little things I've kept for myself. There's even a tiny gold butterfly on the very bottom of MLP page for Michael

Oh, this thread is so long! So many posts. However, before I post anything is there any chance some of you could spare a minute for a newcomer and just very shortly tell me what you are discussing here, I mean not in detail of course. Or let me put it like this - is it here that I can post something that I feel is spiritually connected with MJ, like strange dreams, strange coincidences, stories I would like to tell about how MJ has affected my life and thinking? I have something that I would like to share, and I was so happy when I found this thread because I think it might be the right place for me. If not please let me know. I read something about the thread being public again. Does this mean that it is usually a closed thread? It's a bit scary to share with so many people.... Said with L.O.V.E. :angel: PS. English is not my first language so please have mercy

Hi Gothenburg! Normally the entire "Michael Jackson Discussion" section is only accessible to those who are logged into MJJC, so that includes this thread. Hopefully they haven't changed this. But normally, it's not a private thread, no, but only MJJC members can view it. And yes, we talk about anything related to dreams, coincidences, stories of a spiritual nature, like if you feel Michael has visited you, stuff like that. Welcome to the thread :angel:

 

[mjbunny]

I love it when I come here on occasion and see this at the top of the screen, especially when I'm feeling doubty and stuff. It's like a little message from the universe :lol:

That website being advertised... eh, not so keen on "shocking" technique from someone who calls themselves a "guru", so ... ehhhh. But I love the headline.

 

[amygrace]

Hey girls! :group: I haven't been around here all day...been cleaning and clearing my house (yeah it literally took all day!). Feels much better in here....much more welcoming and comfortable. Are you reading this Michael? Do you see my house? Feel free to drop by any time.

MJJLaugh - sorry to hear about you bustin' your booty! Heal up soon!

I had a dream, some nights ago, about Michael. In it, he was very happy. I saw alot of green and he was with children. He had this adorable child on his lap and he was talking and kissing him/her.

Aw sweet :give_heart: Thanks for sharing.

Speaking of hysterical fans, somewhere in a vault or garage is a tape of me, soaked with sweat with all my makeup worn off, crying my head off and saying "Michael, I love you" over and over while trying to sing along with Man in the Mirror. I know this must be so because I had an aisle seat at my Bad concert and during MitM I was so wrapped up in Michael that I didn't even notice at first that lights and a camera crew were enjoying filming the stereotypical female teenybopper tear-soaked fan At the time I was like, "Oh GOD. I hope I don't show up in any promos or documentaries! I'll get teased like crazy." Now I kind of wish I had.

You got to go to a Bad concert?! :shock: Me = Jeeeealous. Had I known then what I do now and was at that concert, I'm SURE I would have reacted that way during the concert! :heart: Definitely woulda been cool if you were caught on camera. Aww.

Anyone wanna be clergy with me?

Oo I'm in, I'm in!

Asedora - I like your name the way it is

I'm a whimp. I was singing Speechless inside my head. "Your love is fu***ng magical, ow ow ow"

:lmao: !! It does hurt. But compared to natural childbirth, it's a stroll through the park. lol.

Shayla - nice to see you pop in here again! :huggy:

immediately after I said that, the little 1-inch-tall jewel-faceted plastic gold butterfly that sits perfectly leaned up against the bottom of the center of my laptop screen, unmoved on a daily basis, went.... flip. ......after this happened, I said, "Okkkkkaaay. So was that some kind of a sign?!" And right at THAT moment... crash across the room. Well not crash per se, but kerplunk.

Lordy woman...you get this kinda stuff happening all the time it seems! My Guides are either not talented enough to move things or they just like to piss me off by not doing anything. LOL.

darlingdear - sorry you've been having a rough time :better:

I had a baby........lots of energies, it was a bit of a 'go-through' point......or some reason I transformed into this mermaid........they all laughed and said I wouldn't have to be scared.......also that I just realized I could swim in deep waters and
stuff

Sounds like you got some new beginnings coming, girl! I often will dream of having a baby when I've made a shift and am kinda starting fresh or a new start is just around the corner. All these pieces I highlighted from your dream...speak exactly to that I think. Baby: new beginning. Mermaid: transformation. Seems scary but then not: we often get scared with change, but there's really nothing to fear. Welcome it and have fun. You going in deep waters: maybe now you will be able to make it through what you thought was impossible before... or you will be trudging where you normally were afraid to go. Or new windows of opportunity will open when they were blocked before. That's all my read on it.

Asedora - weird dream about the Pres...wonder what it means, if anything. Hopefully nothing. Nice that you had that wonderful daydream with Michael after that though :wub:

Gothenburg88 - welcome to our lil group! :flowers: Your question answered exactly what we talk about here, yep. Feel free to share!

That website being advertised... eh, not so keen on "shocking" technique from someone who calls themselves a "guru", so
... ehhhh. But I love the headline.

Haha...love it.


Has anyone contacted staff about this thread being public again?