Hi everyone! Man, I stayed up all day yesterday then fell asleep at 7pm, went to bed later and then slept until 11am, lololol. My body doesn't know what the heck time it is :lol: Hope everyone's doing well today :angel:
This had me tearing up.
He was too beautiful for this planet. I've really been feeling the love too and feeling like stressing how important it is, and I feel really grateful to Michael for teaching me this. A million thank yous would not be enough to show how much I appreciate all he has done.
Amen. :heart:
Don't get me wrong, I would be so glad to see Michael getting the justice he deserves, that he isn't viewed at wrongly anymore, that everyone just KNOWS and FEELS. But I think, how cruel this may sound, with his death came the biggest 'justice' we could want...thousands if not millions of people had the lightbulb-moment, that realization of who Michael really was. Everyone got to peek into his most inner being, and finally understands him...this massive 'love' it created was so powerful, and probably still is and will stay to grow.
We can work our asses off and try to get Murray in jail and e-mail like crazy to the media and all that, but I don't think it will work. That's not because I don't believe in our strength as a 'fandom', but because it just feels like that, and also because 'we don't know'....we don't know the truth.
What I'm trying to say is; this is why I don't feel like participating in all the justice movements. I believe in a higher movement. I believe in Michael and his power that he already spread when he was alive. That will go on, and on, and on. Totally. It's just a matter of us focussing on that, on the important part. Hope that makes sense. :cheeky:
Great post, Mrs Music. I agree with it being so damn cruel that only with his
death came the lightbulb moments. I just pray Michael has seen and felt all of this. That's
some justice then, right? I hope it all makes sense to him now. I hope he knows (remembers?) why he had to go through so much pain, what it was all for, what the effects are and will be. That was so painful for us last summer. Here the whole world was suddenly in love with Michael, his music was heard everywhere, all the folks were on TV raving about him and it was like... where t.f. were all of you on June
24th?! :angry: I felt angry to a degree, but mostly just thankful for the tributes and good words, like better late than never. Thank God people (mostly) spoke highly of him. Imagine if they
hadn't??!
Next, about the justice thing :doh: Like
Amygrace also wrote, I also believe that the
best justice we could give Michael is to demonstrate, continue, create more of and grow what he stood for, the highest ideals of love and unity.
That's what will last and affect the next generation and what heals the world and what helps the children. For the immediate moment and Murray... gawwwd. [I just deleted like 2 paragraphs here about all my thoughts and experiences and doubts. I guess I don't want to have to torture myself & everyone else with all this at the moment? I don't know. Sorry.]
Oh boy, that really is one amazing piece of writing!
You said it all there, it's really clear, and it's amazing for those not knowing all of these little things that they actually should. Spread the word. Beauuuutiful! Thanks.:clapping:
Oh, thank you to
you, CaptainEOLove, MJJLaugh, Amygrace and anyone else I'm forgetting for the compliments on the rare moment of writing. :flowers: It was some kind of crazy inspired typing spurt. I've had this urge to say some things (having the word "write!" in my head, lol) for a couple of weeks now. Sometimes I just can't seem to get it out in any kind of articulate matter (umm,
often I can't, lol). Have to find the flow. But yeah, I REALLY wanted to say these things in the vibe of the love letters video, and other things as yet unwritten. I just want people to
understand, you know. To have
some clue, at least. That was such an issue months ago... "
Why do I love you so much, Michael?!" and trying to
explain somehow that we're not crazy and celebrity-obsessed because of some psychological/emotional deficiency. :rolleyes2: I know my non-MJ-friends and family just don't get it, which leaves a significant chunk of silence between us because I can't really discusss things that are soo important to me. Thank God for the internet, huh?! But these days I think more like, why do I
need to explain this to anyone? When I was writing that post I was mostly thinking of defending Michael, celebrating all our love and giving some info/inspiration to those as-yet unconverted people out there
I hope it floats around the internet for years as a celebration of LOVE :heart: (P.S. I think I'm going to make a video to accompany it. I'm thinking of reading it with video playing of Michael.)
Well said. We cannot heal the world unless we heal our souls first. Actually, I have a friend in England, all her life she was a peace activist. God bless her. I really respect such efford. I love her and she was a part of this forum too
I
think it is a good idea and it fits your personality. This is what I feel. The problem is that the police is not very nice to peace activists.
Edited: Guys, do you know why this forum is open for a public viewing again?
I think that's a good point. Not everyone is a warrior. Some people have to work more softly and quietly in the shadows. I just wish we could be given a life outline so we'd know which one we are by the time we're 20 or something. Oh,... about this thread being public again... is it still?? I don't mind fans reading our stuff, but I worry about media and negative elements
Wow wow WOW. Really amazing post! I wish I could be that eloquent. And yes! I was amazed by the synchronicity that you post something like that right after I wrote that song of mine! Maybe Michael was whispering to us both recently, to give people better insight as to WHY we feel the way we do about him. ♥ When I get a better recording of my song I'm going to post it on my blog with a link to your post...everyone should read that!! :yes:
Rock on. It can lead more people to MLP maybe, too
Yeah, that was crazy getting the same vibe at the same time
Hello, how's everyone doing? I haven't had much going on. The past few days I was feeling really connected spiritually, but not so much now. And I've been kinda bugged
I'm going through one of those periods where I can't remember my dreams. But today I picked up that Journey of Souls book, so I'm looking forward to reading it fairly soon.
Me too! Well, I remember some stuff from last night that I'll post later, but I've only had these vague images and feelings lately. Even that bad dream the other night about Michael crying
cry
... I couldn't remember specifics, just the feelings. Weird. I still wonder if that has to do with moon phases or something. (Always looking for some prediction-worthy explanation :smilerolleyes
MjBunny Read your beautiful and touching article on majorloveprayer.org. It rang so true to me and resonates within my soul. I wish I could write like that! It made me cry! Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful! I have no words...I'm speechless
I want to say something about e-mailing the media. This is also an act of LOVE and dedication to a man who turned my life upside down. It is not only for his legacy but also for his children, so they won't have to read some of the BS that is currently printed as if it's the gospel. It is also the way in which the media is contacted. This is always done respectfully, without any name-calling as that is not in Michael's spirit or what he would want. If applicable we include links to videos for people to watch that disprove their opinionated articles, or give references to books, articles, anything to help them think for themselves and create their own well-informed, unbiased, more realistic view of Michael.
I am proud to be a member of this team and to make this effort.
It is not an easy task and it takes time, effort and close partnership with Windy09, my dedicated team member.
Yes, it's got to be done that way. And I appreciate so much everyone who's written letters and such. I suck in that, I admit.
h34r: I was feeling bad about that the other night, about how rarely I ever jumped up to defend Michael like that over the years. I guess I always felt insignificant, like it wouldn't make a difference, or worse that it would be used against him and fans, like "Ha-ha, here's a letter that shows you how stupid MJ fans are". And when I was younger it was pre-internet, which made it tougher to figure out
who to even write. Not an excuse, just a thought I had. So anyway, I had the thought two nights ago when thinking of writing more, "Wait, I was willing to
die for this man, if only it would have saved him. I should certainly be able to handle name-calling and hater arguments, then." I know that sounds melodramatic, but hey, whatever motivates you, right?
I will really try to do more. I seem to have bursts of eloquence only rarely, though
, and then totally tinged with fan-ness. I have to work on un-fanning things and fact research (to back things up) to be able to write to/for non-fans, if you know what I mean. It's not easy when you're so emotional about a topic and just know so many things about it offhand without remembering where your proof comes from. Anyway, thanks for the reminder on this.
Oooh nooo
.... I haven´t caught up in the thread lately! I´ve had so much to do.. It´s summer break soon (that makes me think of june
), and we have so much school work and tests! But I hope you all are okay :heart: One thing that really irritates me is that I can´t seem to remember my dreams anymore...
I know, it goes fast, huh? :doh: So you're also having probs with dream recall. Interesting and that kinda sucks. :hug:
Oh, i have to tell you something that happened to me today! I was listening to an MJ interview.. And when I checked the clock on my iphone, it was 11:11 am! And at that point, Michael started talking about God and spirituality and stuff like that!
I was like WOW, cooool!
Cool! :angel:
