Merged: Psychics channel Michael

[Bee]

Hello to you all! I am new here. I have been reading and looking around in this thread and find it very interesting, comforting but also very mysterious because a lot of what you are discussing is so unknown for me, but I would like to learn.

Welcome to the thread! I see others have already explained some stuff. :flowers:

Nah, I never turned up in anything that I've ever seen. Definitely was filmed, but it must just be lying around in some archive or taped over by now. Maybe I'm in MJ's archive warehouse? Don't know. And I don't have anything but a poor audio recording of a television news concert review. (We didn't have a VCR yet! In 1988! Crazy, huh?) At least I have a few precious moments of the audio from my MJ concert that way, though. Like a brief clip of WBSS and Heartbreak Hotel ... assuming they were really provided with clips of Denver and not just file footage of Kansas City or something :lol: On youtube, though, you can see my ticket stub, t-shirt and some radio promos about my show. I went to the first one, March 24th http://www.youtube.com/user/begodsglow#grid/user/CCEFC1CA008FA373 At some point I'll upload the concert audio review, lolol.

Man, sooooo cool! I can imagine how great it must have been to be there...that vibe...the energy. I really missed out on that man, wish I could taste just a little, clips are not enough, haha. 1988...I wasn't even born! Totally awesome...I can't even get my head round the fact that it's actually all so long ago, feels weird to realize how many years have gone by since...but the whole feeling of that Bad tour is just so there still.:heart:

Btw, your deam. I think dreams about babies are usually symbolic of new parts of ourselves or new projects we've started. If swimming through water like that is an emotional journey, there are many "ghosts" you're encountering or will encounter on it, but they don't seem like ones you can't face. Not sure about how you let the baby drown. That's kind of weird, lol. Maybe you need to let something newly begun "drown" in your emotional depth to continue the journey? Just thinking outloud. I could be totally wrong.

I think that's kinda how I began explaining it too. Didn't really knew how to explain the drowning though...but drowning in emotions...hmmm, yeah! Also can't think of any reason why the baby drowned and I couldn't care less. Maybe that something wasn't so important after all but just made me see other things? I dunnow!
Thanks for thinking along.

Yesterday I had I had a very sweet (sugary sweet) day dream about Michael. :wub:

Cuuuuuuute. :angel:

I haven't been around here all day...been cleaning and clearing my house (yeah it literally took all day!). Feels much better in here....much more welcoming and comfortable. Are you reading this Michael? Do you see my house? Feel free to drop by any time.
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Sounds like you got some new beginnings coming, girl! I often will dream of having a baby when I've made a shift and am kinda starting fresh or a new start is just around the corner. All these pieces I highlighted from your dream...speak exactly to that I think. Baby: new beginning. Mermaid: transformation. Seems scary but then not: we often get scared with change, but there's really nothing to fear. Welcome it and have fun. You going in deep waters: maybe now you will be able to make it through what you thought was impossible before... or you will be trudging where you normally were afraid to go. Or new windows of opportunity will open when they were blocked before. That's all my read on it.
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Has anyone contacted staff about this thread being public again?

Good you cleaned your house! On my dream; WOW that could be well possible...I really hope that's the case. Maybe it is. Makes a lot of sense now you put it that way, it felt so weird in the dream itself, not very comfortable you could say but seeing the 'facts'...yes! I can use some new beginnings or opportunities. Yes, please. ray: Let's hope sooo. Thanks for thinking girl!


I've made a thread about this section being public again and if it could be turned back.

 

[MJJLaugh]

Too much to multi-quote so I'll just do it off the top of my head:

Asedora I like your username the way it is now. I hope the dream about the President is just symbolic and not a premonition. Nice other dream about Michael.

Mjbunny You really have an awful lot of psychic stuff going on there. To me it seems as if you have hidden talents that need to be developed to do whatever it is you have to do. You will know when you think about it or meditate about it. Or I am totally wrong and it's all random. Cool about the butterfly falling!

Thanks girls for all your well-wishes. Must have helped because I'm not hurting anymore.

Darlingdear I hope you will feel better soon! Hug to you! :hug:

Gothenburg88 Welcome to the thread. Looking forward to your shared stories. Whatever you feel comfortable sharing.

Mrs. Music Interesting dream. Water in my dreams respresents emotions. Depending on how you experience the water it tells you which emotions. The colors blue and purple stood out in your dream as well: to me these colors are indicative of spiritual growth.
And I agree with the others about the babies and mermaid explanations.

I had a Michael dream this morning. He warned me about a bridge collapsing. It's a bridge that needs repair and the repairs have been delayed too long already due to lack of funds. There are school buses driving over this bridge every day and a lot traffic in general so it is very important that the bridge or bridges are properly maintained. He was concerned for the welfare of the children and other people. He confirmed/told me a number of other things as well but I cannot remember them.
Well, i hope there won't be any bridges collapsing at all.

I hope you are all okay!!

 

[darlingdear]

:huggy::huggy: Thanks for your support guys :heart:
Do you remember when I told y'all about my bestfriends dad a few months ago? Well he died Thursday, so that's why it's been pretty rough. Was very sad, I spent the whole day with my bestfriend, just helping him, comforting him etc. :angel:

mjbunny - yeah, like, I dunno who really lol, but someone to 'check me out' :lol: I dunno when that'll be, but it would be cool to see if there is anything, you know? I think I might go to like a spiritual workshop type thing.
That advertisment was v cool btw :lol:

Gothenburg88 - Welcome to the thread! :heart:

Nothing to report from me. Still no Michael in my dreams. Been watching a lot of MJ in the past few days :wub: It was funny, last night I was listening to MJ before I went to sleep, I woke up at 3am and was like, I can hear MJ singing?? Then I realised it was my ipod :lol: and Don't Walk Away was playing.

:heart: to you all.

 

[8701girl]

I had a Michael dream this morning. He warned me about a bridge collapsing. It's a bridge that needs repair and the repairs have been delayed too long already due to lack of funds. There are school buses driving over this bridge every day and a lot traffic in general so it is very important that the bridge or bridges are properly maintained. He was concerned for the welfare of the children and other people. He confirmed/told me a number of other things as well but I cannot remember them.
Well, i hope there won't be any bridges collapsing at all.

I hope you are all okay!!

:bugeyed A bridge might collsape....that sounds scary!

 

[Gothenburg88]

Thanks for welcoming me! Looking forward to get to know you and to share with you. No time for writing today, but get back to you tomorrow. Wish you all a nice Sunday! (Here it's already late afternoon)

 

[mjbunny]

Hi everyone! :heart: No MJ dreams or anything to report (strange, huh?! :lol. I woke up before the alarm today and was thinking thoughts like... when I signed up for this forum in March of 2009 none of us had any idea the journey we would unforunately be going on together. That's what we're on... this journey into painful, strange and occasionally beautiful places that will hopefully look brighter in years ahead. I hope. I had no idea that when I came to MJJC, when I chose this forum rather than another to reconnect with the fan family on, how much I would need every one of you and how deeply we would all connect indeed :no: I'm probably not making this sound soo profound, but it felt this way this morning. Since then I was torturing myself by opening the "articles right after June 25th" folder on my computer :doh: What an incredibly dumb idea :boohoo:

Are you reading this Michael? Do you see my house? Feel free to drop by any time.

:hysterical: Wow, if a clean house was a prerequisite, I'd be in bigggggg trouble h34r:

You got to go to a Bad concert?! :shock: Me = Jeeeealous. Had I known then what I do now and was at that concert, I'm SURE I would have reacted that way during the concert! :heart: Definitely woulda been cool if you were caught on camera. Aww.

LOL. When he first came out on stage I couldn't breathe, scream .... nothin'. I've noticed from all the concert footage over the years there are certain categories of fans. The hysterical and pulling their hair out, the totally calm, the still and crying and then there are the quivering hands over their mouth with huge eyes like they're seeing a holy vision ones. That was me, that last one, lol. My hands shaking over my shocked mouth, tears forming in my eyes, no screaming, nothing (in the first minutes at least). I actually almost fell off my chair during WBSS. I realized "OMG, I forgot to BREATHE!" And I took a deep breath right before I fainted :lol: :smilerolleyes: Wheh, almost blew the whole concert for myself.

Lordy woman...you get this kinda stuff happening all the time it seems! My Guides are either not talented enough to move things or they just like to piss me off by not doing anything. LOL.

:lol: You have to consider that I'm older, so just beg for signs for another 13 years and eventually you too could have a plastic butterfly fall over some night :hysterical: But seriously, yeah, I can't say what's up. I'm sure I sound like a total flake or something h34r:

Man, sooooo cool! I can imagine how great it must have been to be there...that vibe...the energy. I really missed out on that man, wish I could taste just a little, clips are not enough, haha. 1988...I wasn't even born! Totally awesome...I can't even get my head round the fact that it's actually all so long ago, feels weird to realize how many years have gone by since...but the whole feeling of that Bad tour is just so there still.:heart:

All this Bad Tour talk has inspired me to finally put together a quickie "video" of the poor quality audio televison concert review that contains brief snippets of what I heard in person. Won't be anything fancy, but will have it up today.

I've made a thread about this section being public again and if it could be turned back.

Thanks I've posted there now too.

Mjbunny You really have an awful lot of psychic stuff going on there. To me it seems as if you have hidden talents that need to be developed to do whatever it is you have to do. You will know when you think about it or meditate about it. Or I am totally wrong and it's all random. Cool about the butterfly falling!

I think I'm a magnet for odd occurances :lol: And the thing is... I don't really mind anymore

I had a Michael dream this morning. He warned me about a bridge collapsing. It's a bridge that needs repair and the repairs have been delayed too long already due to lack of funds. There are school buses driving over this bridge every day and a lot traffic in general so it is very important that the bridge or bridges are properly maintained. He was concerned for the welfare of the children and other people. He confirmed/told me a number of other things as well but I cannot remember them. Well, i hope there won't be any bridges collapsing at all. I hope you are all okay!!

:bugeyed Yikes. I hope that was just a dream!

mjbunny - yeah, like, I dunno who really lol, but someone to 'check me out' :lol: I dunno when that'll be, but it would be cool to see if there is anything, you know? I think I might go to like a spiritual workshop type thing. That advertisment was v cool btw :lol:

Will that be like in The Matrix? "Ok, open your mouth, say ahhhh...." :lol: (at 2:00 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xk5ahbpOsWA)

I woke up at 3am and was like, I can hear MJ singing?? Then I realised it was my ipod :lol: and Don't Walk Away was playing.

:lmao:

 

[TarinJade]

Hi everyone. :waving: Had a particularly disturbing MJ dream several nights ago...

I dreamed that I was reading a magazine article, that to my horror, revealed that Michael's body was never actually buried, but was instead going to be put on display for an exhibition to tour the country. uke: The article said that he was plasticized and outfitted with a straight wig and glass eyes. There was even a picture of the finished "display." uke: The date for the exhibition to start was May 11th, and I dreamed this on the 12th. The worst part of the article (other than the picture) was that nobody seemed to view what they were doing as wrong or immoral in any way. The guys in charge of the project were actually smiling in the photograph. errin: The whole thing just really reminded me of the way he was viewed by the media and so many others while he was here--as an object. :weeping:

I hope I didn't bring anybody down with this dream. I would just like to hear if anyone else has an opinion or view on this. I would have said something sooner, but I realized we were public and decided to hold off until now.

 

[MJJLaugh]

Hi everyone. :waving: Had a particularly disturbing MJ dream several nights ago...

I dreamed that I was reading a magazine article, that to my horror, revealed that Michael's body was never actually buried, but was instead going to be put on display for an exhibition to tour the country. uke: The article said that he was plasticized and outfitted with a straight wig and glass eyes. There was even a picture of the finished "display." uke: The date for the exhibition to start was May 11th, and I dreamed this on the 12th. The worst part of the article (other than the picture) was that nobody seemed to view what they were doing as wrong or immoral in any way. The guys in charge of the project were actually smiling in the photograph. errin: The whole thing just really reminded me of the way he was viewed by the media and so many others while he was here--as an object. :weeping:

I hope I didn't bring anybody down with this dream. I would just like to hear if anyone else has an opinion or view on this. I would have said something sooner, but I realized we were public and decided to hold off until now.

I think the parts that I bolded are your answer. Remember how he often said that he did not want to be seen as a personality, but rather as a person.
The media objectified him and "put him on exhibit" so to speak in their tabloids, but it had nothing to do with the real Michael anymore, it was all for ratings and $$$$$$.
But that's just my take on your dream. Maybe someone else has another explanation.

 

[Mundy]

Hi everyone

I tried to catch up but I can't concentrate. I need to go away for a while and meditate or something. I just feel so drained.

I will catch up later, just wanted to drop in.

Love to everyone :heart:

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

Amy Really like the song! I like the melody!

Mjbunny Strange huh how you keep having these recurring dreams where you must be in a hurry to see Michael or ??? Interesting!

I fell down the stairs yesterday morning, actually I slid down on my booty, so now I have a "booty burn" or carpetburn. It sounds really funny, but it's not. I have bruises all over and my left arm is a little stiff but other than that I'm okay. My neighbors heard me fall and came to inquire if I was okay. They are very friendly people.

Hope everyone is okay! Love and hugs to all of you! :heart:

Glad it's only a rug burn and not a broken limb...falling down the stairs is not cool. Happy to hear you're not in pain anymore.

 

[mjbunny]

TarinJade - Oh, what a bad dream :hug: I agree with MJJLaugh about what it probably 'meant'. Everyone putting him on display and not treating him like a human being

Hi MJJLaugh, ModAlert and Mundy (all the M's in da house, lol)

All this Bad Tour talk has inspired me to finally put together a quickie "video" of the poor quality audio televison concert review that contains brief snippets of what I heard in person. Won't be anything fancy, but will have it up today.

So, as promised. Here are the precious clips of WBSS and Heartbreak Hotel from the actual show I was at (the audio, not video -- the video is from Leeds and Sydney). It might be silly, but it's such a treasure to me to hear exactly what he sounded like when I was there, when we were breathing together in the same space (when I could finally take a breath, that is :lol. I was there screaming for him and singing with him when he made these exact "Heee-hee!"s and such I hope someday some video footage from Denver surfaces. My lame-o family didn't have a freakin' VCR, so this audio clip is all I've ever had :doh:


P.S. There's a transcript of what all is said if you look at the vid's info on youtube:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9JMBK2DYP40

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

Hello to you all! I am new here. I have been reading and looking around in this thread and find it very interesting, comforting but also very mysterious because a lot of what you are discussing is so unknown for me, but I would like to learn.

Oh, this thread is so long! So many posts. However, before I post anything is there any chance some of you could spare a minute for a newcomer and just very shortly tell me what you are discussing here, I mean not in detail of course. Or let me put it like this - is it here that I can post something that I feel is spiritually connected with MJ, like strange dreams, strange coincidences, stories I would like to tell about how MJ has affected my life and thinking? I have something that I would like to share, and I was so happy when I found this thread because I think it might be the right place for me. If not please let me know. I read something about the thread being public again. Does this mean that it is usually a closed thread? It's a bit scary to share with so many people.... Said with L.O.V.E. :angel:

PS. English is not my first language so please have mercy

Hi Gothenburg! Welcome and please share, I'm not easily shocked anymore after many fascinating nights at 3 am in the last 11 months and I think it's wonderful how many people have these experience, we can't ALL be crazy? :cheeky:

I think we are many here who are not native speakers, that just shows you how global MJ was.


P.S.: The thread shouldn't be open to those who are not a member, thanks to Mrs. Music asking, thank you for asking, Mrs. Music...:agree:

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

I love this one.

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

TarinJade - Oh, what a bad dream :hug: I agree with MJJLaugh about what it probably 'meant'. Everyone putting him on display and not treating him like a human being

Hi MJJLaugh, ModAlert and Mundy (all the M's in da house, lol)

So, as promised. Here are the precious clips of WBSS and Heartbreak Hotel from the actual show I was at (the audio, not video -- the video is from Leeds and Sydney). It might be silly, but it's such a treasure to me to hear exactly what he sounded like when I was there, when we were breathing together in the same space (when I could finally take a breath, that is :lol. I was there screaming for him and singing with him when he made these exact "Heee-hee!"s and such I hope someday some video footage from Denver surfaces. My lame-o family didn't have a freakin' VCR, so this audio clip is all I've ever had :doh:

Oh that's cool, great memory to have a sound bite. There has got to be more footage, here's hoping it shows up. I want more footage from the Berlin concerts!!
Whenever I see "Living with MJ" I see him on those roads I literally used to walk on all the time, when he's laughing about the guy that "can never get on a roll" dancing for him, I parked all the time in the parking garage where's he's kissing the fan ("Germany loves you Michael") and my best friend lived just a few feet away from where the Hotel where he showed Blanket to the fans. I realized later that I was actually right next to him when he stayed at that Hotel, what a bummer, but I never saw him. Same with the bookstore where he was shown to shop and sing "the lost children" with the fans, I used to be in those places ALL THE TIME. So in a way I'm still miffed I always missed him but then I realize I was actually often in the same exact spaces as him- but STILL never saw him. That's weird.

 

[mjbunny]

Oh that's cool, great memory to have a sound bite. There has got to be more footage, here's hoping it shows up. I want more footage from the Berlin concerts!!
Whenever I see "Living with MJ" I see him on those roads I literally used to walk on all the time, when he's laughing about the guy that "can never get on a roll" dancing for him, I parked all the time in the parking garage where's he's kissing the fan ("Germany loves you Michael") and my best friend lived just a few feet away from where the Hotel where he showed Blanket to the fans. I realized later that I was actually right next to him when he stayed at that Hotel, what a bummer, but I never saw him. Same with the bookstore where he was shown to shop and sing "the lost children" with the fans, I used to be in those places ALL THE TIME. So in a way I'm still miffed I always missed him but then I realize I was actually often in the same exact spaces as him- but STILL never saw him. That's weird.

I always missed him too (well except for that moment at Disneyland, if it was truly him). Either I was too young to have control of my destiny (like didn't yet have a driver's license in March of '88 and couldn't convince my mom that missing work to sleep outside at Michael's hotel for two days instead of driving back to our own city would be worth it :lol, or he was always so far away. I've been reading the book 'It's All About LOVE' with all the fan stories and how some of them saw him time and time again and to me I was always soooo far away, dreaming that someday I'd be close Sometimes I think, WTF was I doing???? I could've been finding Michael! But then I remember that I was working full time with no vacation hours and barely enough money to pay rent and medical bills. I couldn't afford to get myself to the next state, let alone to halfway around the world. And being in Colorado and then Seattle during Dangerous and HIStory... I mean, he never came close For TII I was finally close enough and had some space available on credit cards. Finally. :boohoo:

 

[MJJLaugh]

TarinJade - Oh, what a bad dream :hug: I agree with MJJLaugh about what it probably 'meant'. Everyone putting him on display and not treating him like a human being

Hi MJJLaugh, ModAlert and Mundy (all the M's in da house, lol)

So, as promised. Here are the precious clips of WBSS and Heartbreak Hotel from the actual show I was at (the audio, not video -- the video is from Leeds and Sydney). It might be silly, but it's such a treasure to me to hear exactly what he sounded like when I was there, when we were breathing together in the same space (when I could finally take a breath, that is :lol. I was there screaming for him and singing with him when he made these exact "Heee-hee!"s and such I hope someday some video footage from Denver surfaces. My lame-o family didn't have a freakin' VCR, so this audio clip is all I've ever had :doh:


P.S. There's a transcript of what all is said if you look at the vid's info on youtube:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9JMBK2DYP40

Cool video! I really wish I could have been at one of his concerts. I'm a bit jealous actually, I'm ashamed to admit! I hope someday they will release a Bad concert in HQ. I have a DVD called "Michael Jackson - In Performance" and it has a 1987 BAD Concert and a History Tour Concert, but the video of the Bad Concert isn't all that clear. ( Sooooo good looking there, drool....don't meant to go all superficial but a girl gotta state a FACT! That man was HOT!)

I love this one.

ModAlert - funny picture. Very Zen!

Oh that's cool, great memory to have a sound bite. There has got to be more footage, here's hoping it shows up. I want more footage from the Berlin concerts!!
Whenever I see "Living with MJ" I see him on those roads I literally used to walk on all the time, when he's laughing about the guy that "can never get on a roll" dancing for him, I parked all the time in the parking garage where's he's kissing the fan ("Germany loves you Michael") and my best friend lived just a few feet away from where the Hotel where he showed Blanket to the fans. I realized later that I was actually right next to him when he stayed at that Hotel, what a bummer, but I never saw him. Same with the bookstore where he was shown to shop and sing "the lost children" with the fans, I used to be in those places ALL THE TIME. So in a way I'm still miffed I always missed him but then I realize I was actually often in the same exact spaces as him- but STILL never saw him. That's weird.

I don't think I was ever in the same place as him, but I've been to many places that he has been. I comfort myself with the thought that it's more important what KIND of persons we are because without the barriers of time and space we can truly CONNECT, instead of merely be in the same room with someone. It's the connecting that counts! But I know what you mean and it just would have been so cool and awesome!

 

[mjbunny]

^ We've gone shopping before right across from the venue where Michael performed Dangerous and Earth Song on Wetten Dass in 1995. It was an important moment for Germans... the first time to appear on a German TV show (since I think one time with the J5). Many Germans became fans then, I've heard. So when we went there it's like... *gulp* (P.S. I heard they're tearing that place down and building some outlet center. Sucks, huh. My arena in Denver where I saw John Denver, Michael and Prince doesn't exist anymore either, but at least they just built a nicer arena there and not some shopping center.) Anyway, like what MJJLaugh said above, I have to quote something from Shmuckley rolleyes2 from MJ Tapes again, because he actually had a good point for once. They were talking about death and he said to Michael: "But maybe you'd go to a different place, to a higher place, and your soul, being suddenly unrestricted, can actually move closer to the people. Think about it. God is here right now, Michael. We both believe that, even though you can't touch him or feel him. Are the souls of our loved ones very different?"

:angel:

ModAlert - that cartoon is funny, yes

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

^ We've gone shopping before right across from the venue where Michael performed Dangerous and Earth Song on Wetten Dass in 1995. It was an important moment for Germans... the first time to appear on a German TV show (since I think one time with the J5). Many Germans became fans then, I've heard. So when we went there it's like... *gulp* (P.S. I heard they're tearing that place down and building some outlet center. Sucks, huh. My arena in Denver where I saw John Denver, Michael and Prince doesn't exist anymore either, but at least they just built a nicer arena there and not some shopping center.) Anyway, like what MJJLaugh said above, I have to quote something from Shmuckley rolleyes2 from MJ Tapes again, because he actually had a good point for once. They were talking about death and he said to Michael: "But maybe you'd go to a different place, to a higher place, and your soul, being suddenly unrestricted, can actually move closer to the people. Think about it. God is here right now, Michael. We both believe that, even though you can't touch him or feel him. Are the souls of our loved ones very different?"

:angel:

ModAlert - that cartoon is funny, yes

Yeah, I remember those shows because I watched it...And I remember it to this day. You could feel the magnetic pull through a TV SET, that's friggin' amazing. It was a Saturday Night and I was in my comfy PJ, on the couch and just looking forward to it.
That performance of "Dangerous" is some of the WORST camera work I have EVER seen but at the same time, it's raw and dance wise it's even better than the MTV performance. He was so unbelievable radiating and had an aura around himself that literally radiated through these TV sets.

I always was grateful that he did this German TV show which must have seen very random to him- but then again, maybe somebody told him that this particular show was a great outlet watched by SO MANY. That saturday night show used to be THE TV show on the German market.

I remember how wonderful it was that he would perform on some german show when he really didn't do much of ANY TV shows unless it was an Award show like Soul Train or MTV- it means a lot to the German Fans that he would perform on a show- without an award. Was AWESOME.

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

Cool video! I really wish I could have been at one of his concerts. I'm a bit jealous actually, I'm ashamed to admit! I hope someday they will release a Bad concert in HQ. I have a DVD called "Michael Jackson - In Performance" and it has a 1987 BAD Concert and a History Tour Concert, but the video of the Bad Concert isn't all that clear. ( Sooooo good looking there, drool....don't meant to go all superficial but a girl gotta state a FACT! That man was HOT!)




ModAlert - funny picture. Very Zen!




I don't think I was ever in the same place as him, but I've been to many places that he has been. I comfort myself with the thought that it's more important what KIND of persons we are because without the barriers of time and space we can truly CONNECT, instead of merely be in the same room with someone. It's the connecting that counts! But I know what you mean and it just would have been so cool and awesome!

Oh, I'm nodding big time here. This is what this is all about anyway, to me. We feel a connection because we resonate with him. If there was no resonation, no connection this thread particularly wouldn't exist. There is something in all of us and him that is the same, through life and death. No THAT'S a connection!

 

[Bee]

I had a Michael dream this morning. He warned me about a bridge collapsing.

Yikes, that's scary. Reminds me of the planecrash dreams I used to have....very weird stuff. Btw, I read the names of the list of the plane crash in Libya where 70 Dutch people have died, and there was a whole family with the same surname as I have....gave me shivers.

Do you remember when I told y'all about my bestfriends dad a few months ago? Well he died Thursday, so that's why it's been pretty rough. Was very sad, I spent the whole day with my bestfriend, just helping him, comforting him etc. :angel:

Sorry to hear that girl, hope you're doing well and great of you to be there for your friend. I'm sure it means a lot to him. :better:

LOL. When he first came out on stage I couldn't breathe, scream .... nothin'. I've noticed from all the concert footage over the years there are certain categories of fans. The hysterical and pulling their hair out, the totally calm, the still and crying and then there are the quivering hands over their mouth with huge eyes like they're seeing a holy vision ones. That was me, that last one, lol. My hands shaking over my shocked mouth, tears forming in my eyes, no screaming, nothing (in the first minutes at least). I actually almost fell off my chair during WBSS. I realized "OMG, I forgot to BREATHE!" And I took a deep breath right before I fainted :lol: :smilerolleyes: Wheh, almost blew the whole concert for myself.

Oh boy, this actually made me cry through the laugh! Like, that there were certain types of fans...I can't believe that just is all history now. I won't be one of those types of fans, I won't faint at a concert, I won't...ever.......blah. I miss himmmm. :boohoo:

....
The whole thing just really reminded me of the way he was viewed by the media and so many others while he was here--as an object. :weeping:

That's a really creepy and sad dream...I can't imagine that happening. Even though I can't believe I will never ever see him again, that idea is just going soooo far. Sadly, I think people would even want to do that to him...makes me somehow glad that everything is handled so peacefully in the end. I love that he's buried at Forest Lawn, it looks very beautiful.

So, as promised. Here are the precious clips of WBSS and Heartbreak Hotel from the actual show I was at (the audio, not video -- the video is from Leeds and Sydney). It might be silly, but it's such a treasure to me to hear exactly what he sounded like when I was there, when we were breathing together in the same space (when I could finally take a breath, that is :lol. I was there screaming for him and singing with him when he made these exact "Heee-hee!"s and such I hope someday some video footage from Denver surfaces. My lame-o family didn't have a freakin' VCR, so this audio clip is all I've ever had :doh:

Ooooh man, SOOO great to hear that! :heart: Thanks for sharing! Geez. Unbelieveable that this is just so...old. LOL don't mean to call you old, but, ya know....when talking about the whole Bad-tour it's like it was....last year or something...I'm still feeling so weird on how time has flown so extremely fast when it comes to Michael. Time is such a weird thing in this all.

P.S.: The thread shouldn't be open to those who are not a member, thanks to Mrs. Music asking, thank you for asking, Mrs. Music...:agree:

LOL, no problem!

"But maybe you'd go to a different place, to a higher place, and your soul, being suddenly unrestricted, can actually move closer to the people. Think about it. God is here right now, Michael. We both believe that, even though you can't touch him or feel him. Are the souls of our loved ones very different?"

:angel:

 

[MJJLaugh]

:huggy::huggy: Thanks for your support guys :heart:
Do you remember when I told y'all about my bestfriends dad a few months ago? Well he died Thursday, so that's why it's been pretty rough. Was very sad, I spent the whole day with my bestfriend, just helping him, comforting him etc. :angel:

Nothing to report from me. Still no Michael in my dreams. Been watching a lot of MJ in the past few days

Darlingdear You are being a true friend for your friend and while he may not show his appreciation at this moment, you can be sure that your kind and loving gesture is very much appreciated! Wishing you a lot of strength and hopefully also some moments of simple laughter! :hug:

Take care darlingdear!

 

[mjbunny]

Oh boy, this actually made me cry through the laugh! Like, that there were certain types of fans...I can't believe that just is all history now. I won't be one of those types of fans, I won't faint at a concert, I won't...ever.......blah. I miss himmmm. :boohoo:

Ooooh man, SOOO great to hear that! :heart: Thanks for sharing! Geez. Unbelieveable that this is just so...old. LOL don't mean to call you old, but, ya know....when talking about the whole Bad-tour it's like it was....last year or something...I'm still feeling so weird on how time has flown so extremely fast when it comes to Michael. Time is such a weird thing in this all.

I think I am getting old. Must be so if that was 22 years ago :lol: I know what you mean about the sadness. This time last year I was endlessly fantasizing about how it would be to be at the O2. And it was all about LOVE. I mean, I was excited as all heck too, of course, but the biggest joy I could imagine was just being there to LOVE Michael. He would be there, all these people still LOVING him as much as or more than EVER, just pouring all of this LOVE out for him. I imagined it over and over. I figured I'd probably cry and it would be the most joyous thing ever. Dang, I'm really depressive today. What the heck? I read a post I'd saved from back in late June. Someone named "cryingangel" posted that a few days after June 25th she had a dream in which Michael was crying and he was telling her, "I'm sorry, I thought I could do the shows. I didn't wanna die, I really didn't, I honestly thought I could do this tour. I'm so sorry!" ... Geeez :boohoo:I'm sorry if that depresses everyone now. It just made me think again. I've tried to discuss that with hb a few times and it's like no one wants to talk about it. I've thought of it, though... how Michael would feel, not wanting to disappoint us and hurt us (not to mention his kids). Not like it was all his fault or something, but you know how you might feel in that kind of circumstance. :hug:

 

[Bee]

^ Yeah, I know what you mean. I feel really sad the past few days as well...man, I constantly remind myself of these days last year. Feels all so vivid, I know exactly what I was doing and stuff. I begged time would go fast then as I had shitty times, but now I wish I could go back to these times...and just...I dunnow. Wished I could've saved him or something. Blahhh. Why does it stay to feel so surreal?

Actually you DID made me choke up, but I had to laugh through it again 'cuz of your siggy...hahahah. Oh boy.....I really hope he doesn't feel guilty, but I guess he would indeed. Knowing him and the perfectionist he was, he would. It's okay though, it's fine now I think.
We'll get there Mikey. :heart: :boohoo:

 

[Mundy]

Hi Gothenburg88 Welcome to the thread! :flowers:

Darlingdear that's so sad. I'll keep him and his family in my prayers :angel:

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I had the busiest week in a looooong time this week. Work, work, work. We got through everything on time though so it's all good

I have been trying to see auras lately and sometimes I think I'm seeing something when I'm really concentrating but yesterday I walked into the kitchen and there was a woman with her nine month old baby girl. I sat down, glanced over at the baby and saw this amazing white aura! I know white auras are supposed to be bad or something but I just saw purity and innocence around the baby. Wow, it was just so heartwarming to see that. I told my mother about it today and she told me that she was drawn to the same child when she saw her. I was really tempted to tell the mother what I saw but I restrained myself

I just found out today that my uncle is very sick. We thought everything was sorted out but now it's worse than ever. I'd really appreciate prayers, healing energy, positive thoughts, anything at all, if you think of it :angel:

I hope everyone is ok :group:

 

[mjbunny]

I have been trying to see auras lately and sometimes I think I'm seeing something when I'm really concentrating but yesterday I walked into the kitchen and there was a woman with her nine month old baby girl. I sat down, glanced over at the baby and saw this amazing white aura! I know white auras are supposed to be bad or something but I just saw purity and innocence around the baby. Wow, it was just so heartwarming to see that. I told my mother about it today and she told me that she was drawn to the same child when she saw her. I was really tempted to tell the mother what I saw but I restrained myself

Oh, I hope your uncle will be ok, hon :angel: You actually saw a white aura around the baby? Wow. I used to try and try to see auras, but I think all I ever actually saw was the optical illusion that you get when you look at someone with a blank background. Your eyes will make a shifty darker outline grow around them and some people claim it's the aura, but it's just the way eyes work. But to see white or something, neato!

Actually you DID made me choke up, but I had to laugh through it again 'cuz of your siggy...hahahah. Oh boy.....I really hope he doesn't feel guilty, but I guess he would indeed. Knowing him and the perfectionist he was, he would. It's okay though, it's fine now I think. We'll get there Mikey. :heart: :boohoo:

I know I think he would feel not so great about that, but I think he would know by now that no one was blaming him, but yes, of course disappointed, but what can one do? The most important thing for all of us was that he's ok and surrounded by love and light. I never thought anything bad or felt angry with him. I just kept praying that he be surrounded by angels and love. Oh Michael, I love you so, so, so much. I know you know that, because I've told you over and over and gushed that out of ever atom on a daily basis so that it would be nearly unthinkable (or simply impossible) for you to not know, but I have to tell you again :angel: :heart:

P.S. Glad you like the cloudfits. That took forever to get decent screenshots

I cannot answer to everybody. I just feel so weak today. Thank you for your comments on my dream.
This is depressive indeed Maybe he really thought that he could do this tour?

:hug: I'm kind of like that today too. No energy. Ugh. Sorry to be so depressing. That was months ago, though. I'm hoping any pain has been loved away for him by now :heart:

 

[Neeve]

sorry I forgot to MQ...

Mundy, I'm so sorry to hear about your uncle, I'm sending him and your family love and positive energy.

Darlingdear, sending you and your friend love and strength.

ModAlert, thanks for posting the videos, they are awesome.

mjbunny, that is so sad, that dream about Michael.... I wonder if he felt like that... but I'm sure now, he realises how much we love him and we would never think like that.

Sending love to all!

 

[amygrace]

I had a Michael dream this morning. He warned me about a bridge collapsing. It's a bridge that needs repair and the repairs have been delayed too long already due to lack of funds. There are school buses driving over this bridge every day and a lot traffic in general so it is very important that the bridge or bridges are properly maintained. He was concerned for the welfare of the children and other people.

Oh my Hope whatever bridges he was referring to get repaired before any damage is done!

darlingdear - sorry to hear about your friends loss. Hugs to you, your friend and his whole family.

I woke up at 3am and was like, I can hear MJ singing?? Then I realised it was my ipod

Haha...darn.

I actually almost fell off my chair during WBSS. I realized "OMG, I forgot to BREATHE!" And I took a deep breath right before I fainted

LOL! Wow...only Michael would actually cause someone to forget to breathe! :lol: Glad you didn't pass out...that woulda sucked! Loved those clips you made from the concert radio ad btw. I was only 4 at that time! (sigh) Love your new av too with the golden heart star thing in Michael's eye :angel:

just beg for signs for another 13 years and eventually you too could have a plastic butterfly fall over some night

:lmao: :lmao: Omg this made me laugh so much!

TarinJade - sorry to hear about that awful dream :no: I agree with what MJJLaugh said about it. Gah the media. :sigh:

Mundy - hay girl! :flowers:

It might be silly, but it's such a treasure to me to hear exactly what he sounded like when I was there, when we were breathing together in the same space

A treasure indeed! I'd cherish it too :wub:

So in a way I'm still miffed I always missed him but then I realize I was actually often in the same exact spaces as him- but STILL never saw him. That's weird.

Aw darn! But cool that you were at least in the same space, hehe :heart:

( Sooooo good looking there, drool....don't meant to go all superficial but a girl gotta state a FACT! That man was HOT!)

Dayummm straight :heat:

He was so unbelievable radiating and had an aura around himself that literally radiated through these TV sets.

Geez tell me about it. Just last night I watched all my DVD's of him again...and the energy that still rocks through the screen is unbelievable. I get so teary eyed when I watch his live concerts...I can really FEEL the energy and hype of all the fans in the arena...and I just want to jump through the screen and join them! It's really amazing though, how it still feels like I'm there in a way, when I'm watching it. The footage he left us is such a treasure.

I can't believe that just is all history now. I won't be one of those types of fans, I won't faint at a concert, I won't...ever.......blah. I miss himmmm. :boohoo:

I knoooowww. :weeping: I was thinking last night about time travel again. But ya know, the more I think about it I realize, it would still kinda suck even if we WERE able to time travel to his concerts and stuff...because since it's past, Michael...no one...would even be able to give us recognition. Like there would be no thrill of maybe catching a stare or touching his hand or something. I just missed it all and there's nothing I can do about it.

she had a dream in which Michael was crying and he was telling her, "I'm sorry, I thought I could do the shows. I didn't wanna die, I really didn't, I honestly thought I could do this tour. I'm so sorry!"

Oh my God no...please don't let that be true. Oh God...:weeping: :boohoo:

I know white auras are supposed to be bad or something but I just saw purity and innocence around the baby.

Wuhh...where did you hear white auras being bad? Maybe you weren't seeing the aura though but just pure light energy around the baby...or angels. White light is definitely pure :angel: Cool you saw that. Sorry to hear about your uncle...sending lots of healing energy!

 

[8701girl]

Someone named "cryingangel" posted that a few days after June 25th she had a dream in which Michael was crying and he was telling her, "I'm sorry, I thought I could do the shows. I didn't wanna die, I really didn't, I honestly thought I could do this tour. I'm so sorry!" ... Geeez :boohoo:I'm sorry if that depresses everyone now. It just made me think again. I've tried to discuss that with hb a few times and it's like no one wants to talk about it. I've thought of it, though... how Michael would feel, not wanting to disappoint us and hurt us (not to mention his kids). Not like it was all his fault or something, but you know how you might feel in that kind of circumstance. :hug:

Poor michael

I was watching a clip of kings of leon ( im sure thats what the band name is) And they were perfoming at the 02! . I couldnt help but think of michael was watching it, wishing that was michael instead. It also didnt help that they performed there on june 30.

 

[mjbunny]

I always had a feeling that Michael knew that he will not be able to make those concerts in London. He was a psychic himself imo. Remember Barbara Walter's interview? Why he would not have such feeling about himself if he was constantly connected to spiritual world? I think he knew that something did not work out

I also believe he was quite psychic, but I'm not so convinced that you know you're certainly going to die. Like maybe you'd know you're in danger or you've got a funny feeling that maybe something's going to happen. Know what I mean? Back at the time of the Barbara Walters interview I also felt very concerned about Michael. I had that "please, not Michael, please, not Michael" kind of feeling. I didn't know if it was just paranoia because of Princess Diana and that "famous people go in 3's" thing. I didn't see that interview when it aired and only a couple of months later read a transcript and I was like :bugeyed, OMG Michael, I knew it and you knew it too! The third one in that awful string of events to me was John Denver, because once he passed I wasn't worried about Michael again. But last year, especially in May and into June there were days I would inexplicably break down and cry here at my computer saying over and over in my head things like, "God, thank you so much for Michael. Please don't take him anytime soon. Please let him stay. Please God, please let Michael stay." I've NEVER been like that before. I've also never been a praying kind of person, but I was doing it a lot last year at this time. It seems we all knew, but again, on some level. I had a dream in early June that Donny Osmond died. I saw it on CNN and was like, "Whoa, isn't he the same age as Michael??" So I knew too, but it wasn't specific and conscious and for certain. I wish I could just dialup the big phone and ask Michael some questions. (Ok, a LOT of questions, but important ones.) I wonder if he knew. No doubt he may have felt a little worried and weird.

mjbunny, that is so sad, that dream about Michael.... I wonder if he felt like that... but I'm sure now, he realises how much we love him and we would never think like that.

Oh, I don't really have any doubts about that at all either. I think he certainly knows :heart:

LOL! Wow...only Michael would actually cause someone to forget to breathe! :lol: Glad you didn't pass out...that woulda sucked! Loved those clips you made from the concert radio ad btw. I was only 4 at that time! (sigh) Love your new av too with the golden heart star thing in Michael's eye :angel:

IKR?! I'm totally serious too. The lights went out suddenly in the arena and I just didn't breathe from then on :lol: I suddenly felt everything spinning about the time Michael came onstage and that's when I realized I'd just been standing there with my hands shaking over my mouth like in the midst of some holy ecstatic trance without breathing :swoon: Wait, why I am saying "like"?

Oh my God no...please don't let that be true. Oh God...:weeping: :boohoo:

I knew that would make everyone sad, darnit Thing is, I think it's a possibility, all depending on exactly what actually happens to us right after we die. You know how much he didn't want to disappoint us and his children. But the thing is, all of us were sending him LOVE and THANKS so overwhelmingly in those weeks, I think he would've just been filled with it. At least I hope so. That's all I wanted for him and want for him. My love for Michael is the most unconditional I've ever have. It just IS. He can have it all, over and over, because it never runs out. It's perpetually refilled. And nothing ends it, breaks it or damages it. I won't say nothing changes, because over the years things have inevitably changed as I've grown up and as life as gone on, but if anything it's just gotten more understanding and even deeper. And I know I'm certainly not the only one. There's so much love for Michael in this universe! I hope that where he is now it's just bliss and that he can take it all up in joy and spread it around. After having been so brave to come here and be MJ for the world and go through all that crazy shiz, he so deserves it all too :heart:

 

[8701girl]

I also believe he was quite psychic, but I'm not so convinced that you know you're certainly going to die. Like maybe you'd know you're in danger or you've got a funny feeling that maybe something's going to happen. Know what I mean? Back at the time of the Barbara Walters interview I also felt very concerned about Michael. I had that "please, not Michael, please, not Michael" kind of feeling. I didn't know if it was just paranoia because of Princess Diana and that "famous people go in 3's" thing. I didn't see that interview when it aired and only a couple of months later read a transcript and I was like :bugeyed, OMG Michael, I knew it and you knew it too! The third one in that awful string of events to me was John Denver, because once he passed I wasn't worried about Michael again. But last year, especially in May and into June there were days I would inexplicably break down and cry here at my computer saying over and over in my head things like, "God, thank you so much for Michael. Please don't take him anytime soon. Please let him stay. Please God, please let Michael stay." I've NEVER been like that before. I've also never been a praying kind of person, but I was doing it a lot last year at this time. It seems we all knew, but again, on some level. I had a dream in early June that Donny Osmond died. I saw it on CNN and was like, "Whoa, isn't he the same age as Michael??" So I knew too, but it wasn't specific and conscious and for certain. I wish I could just dialup the big phone and ask Michael some questions. (Ok, a LOT of questions, but important ones.) I wonder if he knew. No doubt he may have felt a little worried and weird.

I got that feeling while watching the press conference for THIS IS IT, had a strange feeling like somethin was totally wrong.