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I'm feeling barfy right now. Think I need to go lie down :( Was doing the Justice4MJ thing on Twitter and "Michael Jackson" was #4 trending and one second later..... poof. Gone. Just gone. Obviously they blocked it (cuz I'm watching MJ and the stupid Justin Bieber topics and we're tweeting even more, but not trending). WTF. Then some ppl were saying Justin Bieber fans were spamming MJ's name to get us blocked, blah, blah. Then MJ fans starting spamming "Justin Bieber" like a bunch of 10 year olds in a "my star is bigger than yours" battle. Ugh. I'm not in 6th grade, sorry. I can't stand it :doh: I just kind of feel overwhelmed by everything and like there's nothing that can be done. Everyone wants charges changed to 2nd degree murder (and I feel that's more appropriate, considering), but if the DA & prosecutor don't feel they can convict on that charge with available evidence, then ... obviously they're left with manslaughter. Aghghgh... I seriously think I'm off to the couch before I vomit... :(
Goddamn I know right! I saw all that happening too, JUST CRAZY! I just can't get my mind to all that's going on right now, so utterly childish, so senseless...people are running around like fools again. And I just saw that Ustream from Justice4MJ that's gonna broadcast later on at the court, there's a chat function in there and people are seriously behaving like fools. 'No he's not dead!'...etc etc. Oh man this bickering and dividing - it's not good....it's NOT good. At all. We need to be one for the court stuff.

Feeling so sorry for Michael...I'm gonna do some serious praying for what's gonna come. :(

All I could picture in my mind was Michael wearing glowing white (like the '96 WMAs) and us taking his hand and trying to make people stop being ***holes to each other. What is wrong with everyone? Isn't it getting better? Does nothing ever change? Can't people stop this crap? Century after century? :cry:
This just made me cry....oh Michael...you tried so hard. Why can't this world just change? What do we need to do? :boohoo:

Hang on in there guys - let's stick together. :huggy:
 
:huggy: @mjbunny I know what you mean. There's so much hate in the world. I don't get it at all. Most of the time I feel like I don't fit in here. It feels like I have no power to change anything. I was talking to someone the other night who said that all Israeli's were arrogant and big headed. I asked him if he had met every Israeli and he was being so arrogant saying they are all the same and he has met the vast majority of them :doh:. I really can't stand that sort of thing. It breeds hate against race, sex, religions, nationalities, etc. Why can't people see that individuals don't represent every person they have something in common with?!

I was wondering about Steve Martin too. He's not someone I'd be thinking about much. I hope he is in good health.

They haven't started on sky news. They were just talking briefly about it. Gone back to sports now :smilerolleyes:
 
Hugs to everyone. :hug:

I can't believe Twitter have blocked MJ from becoming a TT. Urgh. :sigh:

Stay strong guys. :heart:
 
I know this is a love thread and all but Lord I HATE justin bebar (if its wrongly spelt then I don't care).
 
I know this is a love thread and all but Lord I HATE justin bebar (if its wrongly spelt then I don't care).
Uhm sorry, but that's just as bad as other people saying they 'hate' Michael...that's the whole pathetic thing about that 'my star is bigger than yours' which mjbunny mentioned. Hate isn't the answer to conquer injustice, love is. The kid can't do a thing about being in trending topics everyday, and I mean...who cares...thing is though that it's sad that Michael got kicked out of it.

But let's not go that way with this thread - just be here for each other & let's try to get through this mess! :huggy:
 
Hi guys, just been through a big earthquake but letting you know I'm ok. It still really scared the crap out of me. I live a bit closer to the epicenter so I probably felt it stronger. When I first felt it, my first thought was that "this is it" the big one. It wasn't though and it wasn't really violent shaking, but I kept asking for protection and I was on the floor crying because I thought the shaking would get worse. And it lasted for about 30 seconds. And I was all alone. My family were out and about and they didn't even know about it. :( I still feel a bit shaky now, but I'm ok.
Glad to hear you didn't get hurt!

Hope everyone had a somewhat peaceful Eastern.
 
Uhm sorry, but that's just as bad as other people saying they 'hate' Michael...that's the whole pathetic thing about that 'my star is bigger than yours' which mjbunny mentioned. Hate isn't the answer to conquer injustice, love is. The kid can't do a thing about being in trending topics everyday, and I mean...who cares...thing is though that it's sad that Michael got kicked out of it.

But let's not go that way with this thread - just be here for each other & let's try to get through this mess! :huggy:

:heart:

Modulation Alert
- Hey! :hug:

Asedora - I know, I feel the same. I feel so mentally drained, and it hasn't even started yet. :sigh:

Stay strong guys. :hug:
 
... the words I keep dreaming in every dream night after night are "resurrection machine". What the heck..?? For those outside the US, we never use that word in connection with anything medical, just fyi. For that we say "revive" or "resusitate". "Resurrection" is what Easter is all about... miraculous bringing back of the dead way past any medical possibility. And what does this "machine" mean??? All I can think of is the movie Casper (which I hadn't seen for a while, so dug it out today to see the last half). The machine in that movie is called "The Lazarus", but at one point there's a newspaper shown that calls it a "resurrection machine". So that's the only reference I can come up with. Just bizarre....

You know, the family and I did go to Mass yesterday...what did the Priest talk about for 30 minutes?? L.O.V.E.

"Whom did you love back to life?" He centered his whole sermon around LOVE and loving someone back to life. The widower who lost his wife and is so lonely that nobody wants to sit next to him- and the one friendly face that breaks the cycle and sits down next to him.
To love each other back out of our tombs of estrangement, the tombs of being different. "So at the end of the day- whom did you love back to life?"
I liked it, that's what we're doing here, even on a hard day like today.
 
Ok, I'm back. Had something to eat, but now I'm just emotional as all heck, like you said, Asedora. Can't handle Twitter right now. Haven't seen a thing about what's going on on the news here yet. Been watching BBC, SKY and CNN (international, so lame version). Guess I'll watch one of the streams soon... seeing the atmosphere ... fans, signs... and even though you know on some level what's going on it's like you're still expecting Michael to show up or something :cry:
 
Gah...I haven't had the energy to post in here until now. I am feeling so drained because of what's going around today...just like all of you are feeling. And not just the Twitter crap and the case with Murray and the dividing of fans but I'm just so sensitive and upset at what is going on with the whole frikkin' WORLD. It's like man...everybody. Drama. Division. Hate. Just... why can't it STOP?!! I was talking to my Mom yesterday about Africa and what is going on there and has been going on there for decades and omg...I just want to scream and cry. Everywhere I look there is someone saying something bad about someone or doing something bad to someone. Like you mjbunny, I just kept thinking...

What is wrong with everyone? Isn't it getting better? Does nothing ever change? Can't people stop this crap? Century after century? :cry:

I've been playing this song on repeat lately



I mean really...WHERE IS THE LOVE?! :cry:
 
I just wanted to say that I did not sleep well last night and I had a horrible dream about Michael. I don't wonna say anything but I feel so bad still. I want to forget it as soon as possible. :cry:
I feel now like I am the last person on this planet. I did nothing wrong and I do not understand why did I have such a bad dream about Michael? :no: :cry:
Oh no, it was that bad? Geez :hug:

Gah...I haven't had the energy to post in here until now. I am feeling so drained because of what's going around today...just like all of you are feeling. And not just the Twitter crap and the case with Murray and the dividing of fans but I'm just so sensitive and upset at what is going on with the whole frikkin' WORLD. It's like man...everybody. Drama. Division. Hate. Just... why can't it STOP?!! I was talking to my Mom yesterday about Africa and what is going on there and has been going on there for decades and omg...I just want to scream and cry. Everywhere I look there is someone saying something bad about someone or doing something bad to someone. Like you mjbunny, I just kept thinking...
Yes, me too. About EVERYTHING. I have all this terrible nervous energy in my solar plexus, like it's all overwhelming and just running in circles inside.

Hurts... :/
I know... :hug: :heart:
 
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but I'm just so sensitive and upset at what is going on with the whole frikkin' WORLD. It's like man...everybody. Drama. Division. Hate. Just... why can't it STOP?!! I was talking to my Mom yesterday about Africa and what is going on there and has been going on there for decades and omg...I just want to scream and cry. Everywhere I look there is someone saying something bad about someone or doing something bad to someone. Like you mjbunny, I just kept thinking...

I mean really...WHERE IS THE LOVE?! :cry:
Totally feeling you. I just can't believe such things are happening. Sometimes it just get's too much and then I'm really wondering what's actually the point of this earth or this life...what's the point if people won't be able to ever live in harmony, to ever feel love everywhere, to ever come in peace just a little more? Is it all worth it? :no:


Well, it was a tough day - for everyone who hasn't followed the court crap, you haven't missed a thing. Basically the fans went crazy, family got inside, Murray went through the backdoor, everyone got in courtroom, we could see it on camera, then the judge sent everyone to the 9th floor where there weren't camera's allowed, fans shouted 'murderer' to Murray on his way up there, took a while, judge (called Michael Pastor...ha!) came in new courtroom, then the preliminary date was set on June 14th and that was it. No nothing further.:mello:

I'm heading to bed now. Sending much peace, love and strength to all of you! :huggy: :heart:
 
I feel so mentally drained right now.. man. :cry:

Night Bianca, hun. :hug:

amygrace
, I know how you feel. :sigh:

Sorry for not mentioning everyone. My head's everywhere at the minute. :(
 
*BIG HUGS to everyone*

I have some strange feelings now... Like expecting Michael to show up or something like that...
*deep sigh* :( ... like during the trial... and then vindication day...
 
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Guys :cry: I don't know what to say. I want you all to feel better. I'm sending my love to all of you :heart:

Going to bed now. I hope you all feel better soon.

I love you :heart::group::heart:

Maybe we could do a meditation soon?

XxXxX
 
Yes it was. Sometimes I do not know what bad dreams mean. I was always OK with dream readings but this time it is just crazy. I do not know the meaning. I hope it is just my brain got crazy twisted at some point. I wish I will forget it as soon as I can. This is the first time I ever had such a terrible dream about Mike. :(

Gosh, Michael’ please if I did something wrong in my life, forgive me pls.:cry: I am not a perfect person and I know that.

PS I was crying today again because of this dream plus live stream which I could not handle. :cry:
I'd also like to know why we have nightmares sometimes that just come out of the blue and make no sense. It seems to happen, though. One of my friends always gets annoyed because sometimes her honey will have a nightmare that she was cheating or being really mean, you know, and then honey acts all angry and hurt for two days about it (as if it were real, lol). And my friend is like, "It wasn't ME! It was just a dream!" But I think we all know how some dreams are just overwhelming and are stuck into you mentally and emotionally. :hug:

Guys :cry: I don't know what to say. I want you all to feel better. I'm sending my love to all of you :heart:

Going to bed now. I hope you all feel better soon.

I love you :heart::group::heart:

Maybe we could do a meditation soon?

XxXxX
Goodnight Mundy, and to you others. :heart: :group: :heart: I've got to put the husbunny to bed ;) and I think I need some music-blasting alone time :( Will probably stay up a while...
 
Uhm sorry, but that's just as bad as other people saying they 'hate' Michael...that's the whole pathetic thing about that 'my star is bigger than yours' which mjbunny mentioned. Hate isn't the answer to conquer injustice, love is. The kid can't do a thing about being in trending topics everyday, and I mean...who cares...thing is though that it's sad that Michael got kicked out of it.

But let's not go that way with this thread - just be here for each other & let's try to get through this mess! :huggy:


Fine. But you know the truth.

*1, 2 , 3*

"I love Justin :mello: "

:lol:

On a serious note, I don't hate him like loathe but he gets on my nerves, as a singer. You know what I mean.
 
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Friends, please, Pray for Michael's mother, Katherine in such a hard time.

Time to go to sleep for me now...
 
OMG this day just blows. I feel the same way as everyone else. Nothing I didn't expect, except for Murray still being free to practice medicine. I have no words...how long can this injustice go on? It's complete torture. :( Love all of you guys. We have to stick together to get through the tough times. :huggy: :heart:
 
It's been a hard day for all of us...I have to put myself together :( Just wanted to send all my love to you guys , we have to stay strong for Michael :heart:, you know?

:hug::hug: :angel:
 
Cant belive its all stars again on june 13......then june 25...:(
 
Hello everyone :hug: I hope you´re staying strong for Michael through these though times :heart:
I watched a little bit of the streaming... And oh, I felt soo sad :( I was crying so much yesterday, and I couldn´t stop. The tears just came flowing out as I kept playing
We´ve had enough :cry: .... Arrgh, I´m tired of injustice..

I hope you all are okay :hug:
:heart: L.O.V.E
 
Hello everyone :hug: I hope you´re staying strong for Michael through these though times :heart:
I watched a little bit of the streaming... And oh, I felt soo sad :( I was crying so much yesterday, and I couldn´t stop. The tears just came flowing out as I kept playing
We´ve had enough :cry: .... Arrgh, I´m tired of injustice..

I hope you all are okay :hug:
:heart: L.O.V.E

Im trying to hold on and be strong. I ask God to give me strength because some days I am so tired and sad. And I know so many MJ fans feel the same. :hug: I really wish I could hug each one of you. I am praying every day that justice will prevail :angel:

I did make a video tonight, it took my mind off of things. and brought me comfort. I love escapism and creating videos allows me to do just that :wub:

I hope you enjoy this too:
[youtube]Re5ot3X4FcU[/youtube]
 
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